#then you can see the difference >:) ty for this it was fun. kaz live in my head all day every day

[erenaeoth]

Questions 7, 8, 9, 17, 23, 24, 28, 29, 76 For Kazuya >:) (please :))

Thank you for these delightful numbers >:)

I had to answer in the 3rd person, because he would just tell you lies for most of these answers “I don’t have a heart” “I’ve literally never cared for anyone” “there are no lies because I’m not hiding anything :)” you know, edgy stuff because he’s Like That.

7. What is the one thing people assume about you that you wish was true?

People assume that he has no heart and cannot be swayed or moved to pity or sympathy. This is not true and he wishes it was. Plenty of what he considers his worst decisions have been made on the back of people managing to get under his layers and tug at his heart. Chief among them Kazama Jun, but there are others too, like a young Lee Chaolan all newly arrived on the estate.

8. What is the one thing people assume about you that you wish wasn’t true?

Kazuya generally doesn’t care about what other people think about him, and neither does he have any interest in correcting false assumptions. Sometimes though, those opinions are still tough to live with. If he walks into a room, people tend to assume he has a temper and may do them violence. He hates that they’re right and afraid of him before he’s even done anything (which then makes him angrier and more likely to prove them correct). Thanks to Devil’s aura around him, people fearing him has been a staple from his early childhood, and it always enraged him that people would be backing away before he’d even given them reason to realise that their fear was very justified.

9. When was the last time you lied to protect your image?

Kazuya’s somewhat shameless in what he and his corporations do, since he sees himself as the antithesis to Heihachi, who will always charm the press and everyone in the room into not seeing the horrific things he does. Kazuya despises that attitude and leaves it all out in the open. Within reason. He’s not actively looking to divulge all his suspect activities. He regularly has G Corp employees inform the press that all their human test subjects are volunteers (they’re not), and before that, he didn’t even admit that there were any human experiments occurring in G Corporation (despite having been one himself). The last time he personally lied to anyone, was to protect his image as uncaring and aloof. He plans to take back the other half of Devil from Jin, but contrary to what he keeps telling those around him, he does in fact care about the state that might leave Jin in (not that it will stop him). He doesn’t know his son, nor have any particular grievance with him beyond the things he has that Kazuya wants – Devil and the Zaibatsu. It also doesn’t help that when he looks at Jin all he can see are his similarities to Jun. That infuriates him, but in a way that definitely isn’t indifferent to his well-being.

17. Is it your fear of commitment or your fear of intimacy that makes you shut down more?

Intimacy. Kazuya has no problem with commitment. He dedicates himself 100% to whatever he chooses to do and no matter what odds befall him, he remains dedicated to his goals. This goes for his personal life too. In fact, it’s more of a problem for everyone else around him. He likes to dig his claws in and hold on to everything. He wants to own and control everything around him, and anyone who wants to get out from under him will have some trouble. Intimacy is a totally different story. He hates the emotional vulnerability it implies and the idea that someone might see what he perceives as the “weaknesses” from his past that he’s had to overcome to get here. In Kazuya’s head, even the idea of once being young, once not knowing his martial arts, missing his mother, caring for his grandfather – these are all weaknesses that he doesn’t want exposed to others who might exploit them. Intimacies that attempt to delve into his past make him shut down.

23. What is the most interesting white lie you’ve told?

It depends what you mean by ‘interesting’. He once told Lee that his ex-lover “was fine” because at that very precise moment he was still alive. He once told Lee he “wouldn’t have broken his hand just because Heihachi challenged him to break it” – the situation resolved before he had to make the choice, but honestly Kazuya probably would have. He once told Jun that eating at a cheap random cafe of her choice was “no problem at all”, because she looked hungry, but in fact it was a logistical security nightmare which he had to covertly circumnavigate whilst she wasn’t looking, and he despised everything on the cafe menu.

24. Do you ever feel like an imposter?

No. He is arrogantly sure of his place in the world, and believes he’s not only inherited, but also earned through his own sweat and blood, everything he possesses. He has no interest in fitting in, or fitting others’ expectations of him, so he never feels like he’s trying to be something he’s not. He’s different and the world should be looking up to him, in his opinion.

28. How do you deal when you know someone’s not willing to give you what you want?

I think we all know the answer is “not well.” Kazuya does have differing levels of commensurate response. He won’t immediately throw you out of a window if you file a report wrong, unless he’s having a particularly bad day. Unless it’s a matter of personal honour or some other high stake, he’ll deal with it through corporate channels – bribery first, then intimidation, then slowly upwards from there until eventually he just takes what he wants through violence. When that’s not possible, it’s usually because the person defying him has similar power to him, either politically/economically or physically. For the former, he will scheme to bring about their downfall, for the latter he will seek out a one-on-one fight and attempt to resolve the problem by proving his physical superiority.

29. Are you ever afraid of people knowing who you really are?

Not really. When people have got it in their heads that he’s truly a tyrannical, merciless monster, they exhibit little interest in trying to evaluate any evidence that may contradict these claims, and in fairness to them, there isn’t a whole lot. Kazuya likes the armour all those rumours give him, and the way they detract people from prying into where he’s more vulnerable. The people who know who he is – Jun, Lee, Heihachi, and sometimes Bruce and Anna, already know what they know. Kazuya is at the very least assured no one else is likely to be joining those ranks any time soon.

76. How do you entertain yourself when you’re not around people?

He trains. He likes to channel all his waking energy into honing himself into a weapon, and any moment alone not doing this feels wasted. Other pasttimes he will do alone are fine-dining: he prefers to eat alone, and does enjoy sampling fine cuisines, though he hates being displeased, so won’t be too adventurous with what he chooses. He doesn’t give himself a whole lot of freetime though, and is something of a workaholic and perfectionist. He can’t sit still with his own mind – and always needs to be thinking about the next steps towards acquisition. He can project calm to others, but when keeping his own company, becomes easily frustrated that things aren’t moving fast enough and are still outside his grasp.

Thank you for the ask!

[bisexualoftheblade-old]

how many wips do you have? like what are they all, and not the number of wips in a fandom? what are all the names?

okay. fuck you. fuck you so much. fuck you.

i’m putting this under a read more cut no one else deserves to see this shit. a lot of these are requests, and for those i will just write out the request itself

Shadowhunters:

domestic polycule fluff with tem, jessa, and will because im not a coward

Supernatural

- hehe hoho i request destiel hehehe

- request 61/? cai cai cai cai i need you to rewrite the destiel scene but yk. GOOD. not like i'm in the know about the spn fandom or anything, it's been years for me. but DO IT

Bright Sessions

- caleb/adam grisha AU

- mark bryant vs. united states aka sue the AM

- caleb/adam college fluff

Umbrella Acaademy

- request 31/? i want a ben and klaus drabble please spare me some brotherly bickering

- AND SO BEGINS NIGHT 4 with request 13/? oooh oooh can i get a raymond and allison playlist??? i think their vibes together would SLAP

- hi there night 2 is technically morning 3 but who's counting not me anyway request 5/? can i get a ben moodboard? gotta rep my tua bb

Percy Jackson

- request 9/? can i get a percabeth moodboard or quote edit?? like god they're the og couple goals take me back to high school cai

- For the 100 follower things :D Jercy getting caught in the rain

- request 29/? a drabble about literally anything to do with pjo. i’ll be happy with anyone and anything i’m love these children

- *somersaults in like I’m a real fancy acrobat* hello ello ello may I request some camp half blood chaos possible involving *does a flip* ✨side characters✨ <3

Penumbra Podcast 

- request 52/? drabble about the penumbra podcast. this is for ren bc ren likes it and i don't actually know anything about it. juno? i think? that's the one ren likes. write it for ren

- Tpp ghost hunting / buzzfeed unsolved au

- sad juno smut

- final resting place fic go brrrr

Marvel

- request 6/? i'm going to my roots y'all can i get a spider-man playlist? if not a playlist then i'd honestly be happy with literally anything involving spider-man

- request 15/? i'm going crazy this is recorded evidence of me actually losing it ANYWAY can i get a quote edit for something from iron man? literally anything that man says is gold so cai's choice :D he deserved better in endgame i'm still bitter

- request 42/? do another spidey thing that differs from the other spidey thing

- request 73/? you have Opinions. rant about infinity way and/or endgame. go.

- request 74/? quote edit for deadpool!!

- spideytorch relationship character study

- peter parker as a tired grad student monitoring the young avengers (send help)

Six of Crows

- okay listen i wasn't going to request anything bc i worry about you but also? if you want to/have the time hit me with a playlist for our girl nina zenik

- request 43/? fuckin give me the ending anya should have had. she is alive and with her new son and having a great time

- request 45/? inej moodboard?

- request 47/? will you make literally any meme of your choosing for six of crows?

- request 48/? write a drabble for kaz, my favorite bastard

- okay so i don't actually like nina or mattias that much but i still wanna hear about your thoughts (and also see if you'll change my mind)

- kaz brekker turning 18 fic. birthday party, everyone singing, whole shebang. i need it stat

- religious trauma fic aka i started shipping kaz/alina/inej and i can’t stop

- kaz trauma soup (he has D.I.D. and you can’t prove me wrong)

- my two redacted fics for @grishaversebigbang​

- wesper fake dating

- six of crows bright sessions crossover: everyone gets therapy

TMA

- uhh... s1 gang having a nice time? melanie getting to have some Pride™️? some "fun" horror thing?

- request 7/? spare steph and jason bonding? please sir? spare some for a humble child such as myself?

- okay so this was meant for night 3 but i had midterm shit SO this is honorary night 3 let's DO THIS request 8/? i want a moodboard of extremely out of context magnus archives shit like i mean confuse the FUCK out of me i don't go here i know Nothing about it

- request 11/? OKAY so i need tim stoker meeting tim drake now i need my timmy to meet your tim plus i want to see character differences no i'm not trying to create a tim stoker in my head so i can read a's fic while NOT thinking of tim drake whaaaaaat you're crazy

- request 18(i think)/? i need a quote edit of every time within the first like. 15 eps of tam where jon is like “sounds fake but go off” thank u bb

- request 40/? i challenge you to write a tma drabble based only on the episodes i've heard. i'm currently halfway through episode 23

- Jon being lovingly bullied into taking a break. I'm aware this has been written a million times but it is one of my favorite things.

- spiral!sasha AU

- extinction martin go brrrrr

- high school era timsasha. they've both been friends for years, and everyone always asks when they will be a couple. they decide to fake date, to prove everyone wrong and show what a bad couple they would be. turns out that's a bit trickier than they thought

- after sasha comes back, tim is broken. he can't let go, scared that if he looks away for even a minute he'll lose her again. sasha suggests shibari as a way for him to give up control

- sasha pov mag 19 au, sacrificing herself to save the others, knows that if she gives herself up to the not!them it will let the others live

- this is the "tim finds a polaroid of sasha" trope

- early archives days,, long nights in research,,, clothes sharing,, somft. late nights and falling asleep at their desks warm and safe in the other's presence

- two parts: timsasha as kids, each picking a constellation that is "theirs". just soft kid antics. tim at sasha's grave glancing up to see their constellations

- continuing your job’s a joke (you’re broke)

DC Comics

- TIMSTEPH HADESTOWN AU,,,

- my redacted fic for @batfam-big-bang​

- request for you to get a decent amount of sleep? serious answer, dickkori, SAL's Venus

- request 4/? timsteph morning after 👀 mayhaps?

- a concept: nonbinary stephanie brown

- teehee hi mom, you don’t have to do this if you don’t want to, but can i request damian angst for your accomplishments 100 followers?

- hi you can ignore my first request if you want, or you can ignore this one. but bls possibly write some bikini ra’s? -the bikini bitch

- request 27/? jay is asking through me for a jondami playlist but tbh i also want it so win win yk?

- "I don't know how to help you but I can help you find someone who does" with bruce and jason? im just craving bruce being a good day to jason for once

- “I am putting you in time out because you need to understand the consequences of your actions.” with steph and jason as dumbass disaster bi best friends pretty please?

- request 32/? timsteph patrol date!!!

- request 33/? timsteph *gala* date? mayhaps??

- request 37/? tim drake drabble but make it Edgy cai

- request 39/? drabble of a prank war between tim and damian

- joyfire cuddly fluff please? or like just any outlaw fluff if joyfire isnt your thing (feel free to add every member of the outlaws, dont feel like u gotta stick with jason, kori, roy i love them all)

- barbara and robin! jason fluff? bonding over books or something?

- request 62/? i need a drabble about the chaotic trio jason, tim, and steph i'm love them ty

- request 63/? batfam x mcu crossover. batfam meets ironfam. give me ALL the cliches. ALL OF THEM

- request 64/? young justice x young avengers - jay cuz idk SHIT about the young avengers

- request 66/? jondami moodboard pls and ty

- request 67/? timsteph moodboard!!!!!!

- request 69/? HEHEHE kinky 😏 i would v much like a timsteph drabble of the almost first time. does that make sense? like i don't want you to go all the way NSFW cuz i know that's against the rules and i'm a rule follower. but like they *almost* go all the way. this could be fade to black or some shit i don't care just make it a lil steamy and have Fun

- i request damian angst! all of it

- hmm... maybe i request? jondami?

- mayhaps,,,,some batfam,,,,,committing crimes? ily be gay do crime <3 - lu

- How about a ficlet with Steph and Cass?

Found Family Bingo Prompts

- no powers au

- tunnel

- first day

- join the club

- hurt/comfort

- experiment

- playing favorites

- hold on

- possession

- 10 o’clock

- singing

- road

- snitch

- curfew

- timer

- fantasy au

- zombie au

- dreams

- campfire

- are you okay

- movie night

- games

- scared

Miscellaneous

- a request: Write A Drabble, Coward

- is it too late to request a moodboard for me?

- request 20/? i’m going off book because i’m in a Chaotic Mood™️ can you just absolutely vibe check me like go off cai demolish me

- request 21/? i formally request that you pick a favorite cai. i don’t care what that favorite pertains to, just pick a favorite something

- request 23/? roast me

- request 24/? can i have a buzzfeed unsolved spoopy playlist but spoiler alert it’s not spoopy bc shane doesn’t believe does this make sense it has been a Day™️

- request 25/50 i want a jake and amy fic make it Soft cai i’m love them b99 is so good

- request 28/? i know nothing about the lord of the rings so make something that will confuse the shit out of me

- request 34/? malvie and jaylos moodboards 😈

- request 35/? a moodboard for the bbb mods!! perceive all of us!!!

- request 36/? moodboard for the tua mods too???? mayhaps??

- request 41/? doctor WHO? idk but i want a drabble of him and the one character i know from doctor who which is rose

- request 46/? make an alignment meme with our group, have fun!!!

- request 49/? i want you to kin assign me a character from every fandom you can/want to. go feral

- request 50!!!!/? this is a special request. the most special request. can you make a bastards tbh playlist? i want our vibes encapsulated. i want us in music form. i want to hear those songs and be like "that's me and cai" and smile.

- requests 51/? i know jack shit about good omens. explain it to me in the most confusing way possible. make me know less by the end than i know now

- request 53/? can you write a mel aesthetic? i'm Curious

- request 54/? give me a list of book recs cai i want some good book recs pls

- request 56/? edit a picture of US together too

- request 58/? oooh can i have a disney edit? like. hm. i just really love disney and i want anything to do with disney. like a quote or an aesthetic or an aesthetic edit i just want disney.

- request 59/? i would v much like a recipe for carbonara. i've never had it but it sounds fucking delicious

- request 60/? ooh hey can i get a makeup tutorial? i know you like makeup, i'm shit at doing makeup. teach me

- request 65/? i need the most emo playlist you can make that vibes with dear evan hansen thank you

- request 68/? i want a superwholock moodboard. this can be serious, with the actual fandoms in mind, or literally what the era felt like. the insanity. the horror.

- request 70/? ooh ooh ooh do you have a good bread recipe?? i wanna get that bread

- request 71/? i want a playlist with the vibes of summoning a demon. please don't ask questions. i don't have answers. and if i do, no i don't.

- For the requests, how about writing something based on a friend?

- request 75/? MMMM i want literally anything to do with natasha, pierre, and the great comet of 1812

- request 76/? i want some healthy recipes. help a girl out

- a feral bbb quote or two?

- you perceive my plant but now I dare thee to perceive mine own visage

- okay this is a two for one request. 1. you did the bee movie script so now we need a shrek two script edit 2. sleep please

- Pansexual mb for my lil queer soul?

- my (probably) final request is just for you to ramble about something, i don't really care what

- HI ILY CONGRATS AS WELL CAUSE IM LATE BUT CONGRATS. could i request a pirates of the caribbean (or just pirates) or whatever you what to do, free range.

- mood board for the beluga whales who got brought to the animal sanctuary in Iceland please?

- 100 follower request: Moodboard for my stuffed cow Oaky?

[jordm]

Heartland 13x02 - Wild One review

“Bring your horse to Heartland, we’re not murderers” is a great tagline. & that’s all I gotta say about that.

Anyways, its definitely Kirk after last weeks debate.

AMY & TY

Lee, their contractor has apparently drilled holes TWICE and found no water for their well... which means, more money. You would’ve thought that they checked for this... before they decided where to build no? Bets on if the house will be build by the end of the season? I say no. 

Since Amy gave up Sam’s offer and decided to turn down the offer to break Kaz, they are running low on money - so Ty decides to sell his motorcycle. Truly a grown-up decision, and he can probably just buy it back at a later date if he wants. Besides, its nice to see SOMEONE struggling for money caus you’d think that living on a ranch would be more of a struggle than we see.

Another question, are they even doing anything to mitigate their image? Surely they can’t just be hoping that clients come to them - get the word out there, get their side out in the press, rebuttle against Kirk’s angry blogs or whatever he’s doing. Surely they must be doing SOMETHING to rehabilitate their image.. right?

LUKE

Luke’s mom cancelled their visitation visit thing, and apparently this isn’t the first time. I feel so bad for Luke - he already feels like his mother ‘abandoned’ him even if it was to get better. Luke, above all, after all is a kid, and sees the world through simpler lenses and by now has learnt that his mother can give empty promises.

Luckily, Ty can relate with his mother giving empty promises to himself when he was younger and he seems to assuage his fears... a little. It turns out Luke has never had his own room - with his mother, they slept in the same room and the loft was one giant room. Luckily, Amy assuages his fear with stories of how she always slept with a dog and it just that happens that ‘Georgie’s dog’ is right there to make sure he sleeps okay. 

Perhaps it’s been a running joke, now incorporated that Ty is the person who connects with Luke to most due to their past; something even Amy sees, but it was nice to see Amy make a connection with Luke in a different way than Ty’s. Amy and Ty can both provide comfort and help Luke in different way and its nice to see Amy (and Luke) Luke realize that.

JACK

Jack being the face of the Garland farms ad is just amazing. And Lisa gushing over the photo just melted my heart. “Because it’s a really great picture”

This does not go over well with Tim who cannot seem to accept that the focus group did not think that he had the right image, because let’s face it, Tim can’t accept when things don’t go his way.

Jack: Wise (very true)

Mitch: model dressed like a cowboy (i mean, it’s true lol. he was always more of a city folk before he came to the ranch)

Tim: does not have a trustworthy face (i mean, to an extent, is he trustworthy? he has good intentions but... the way he gets there can sometimes be iffy. also, the white hair might not be helping)

SAM

Oh hello, new owner of Big River ranch. Too bad Tim isn’t feeling it, but is he ever? Anyways, Sam has no issue with the wild horses... or even the lease for the colts and instead, speaks Tim’s language about wanting to buy a few of the wild horses and tame them. 

Amy feels like she’s breaking Kaz’s soul and heart or something and she tells Sam this. Here’s the thing: while Sam should be trying to compromise and listen to Amy since y’know she’s the one doing the breaking of the horse, I doubt he even fully understands what she means when she says ‘he’s different’ from the others. 

Should Amy have given in as fast? Probably not being seeing as neither was budging AND at the same time, he’s caught her at this bad moment in her life where she needs the business to build their new house and you know... live, since she lost all her clients, so she’s very hard pressed to say no.

At some point, there was a breaking point where she realized she couldn’t, even if she needed the new business, however they did part on good terms and he seemed to understand that he didn’t understand what she sees, so... I guess thats good if he wants to break any other horse?

GEORGIE & THE CAMPUS TOUR

Peter is back! & It is nice to see Peter and Lou being on the same page, and even weirder seeing Georgie in the loft as her main casa and Peter seemingly having no issue with it. So, off to Mont Royal they go! 

* Wyatt and Georgie left things on a good note but then Wyatt never called or texted because it’s less personal ( his bad but also COUNTERPOINT: neither did Georgie!! The phone works two ways!) *

So, the “amigos” decide to go on a tour together and don’t worry, they’ve both “moved on”, but like, HAVE THEY?!?! They keep on grilling each other on their dating life; until Adam breaks and tells Georgie that Wyatt has been on one date and even then he had Adam emergency call him. Guys, Adam just wants to be friends again - even if this only lasts a few episodes.

Once their “friends” again, it turns out Wyatt isn’t going to University but rather taking a year off and travelling, and Adam is going with him the first few weeks. They would’ve asked Georgie but figured she’d be busy with horse stuff.

FTR it’s probably true and Adam probably didn’t want to be stuck in between them if they were still fighting and mad at each other, however, it must’ve hurt to know she wasn’t even asked, even if she knew it probably wasn’t the best idea to go on a road trip with her ex. I mean, this idea was probably brought up WHEN Wyatt and Georgie weren’t on good terms. And then how about the fact that they see JEN AND PETER KISSING. 

Awks though for realz. Your dad is dating your exes mother and if they get married you’ll have dated your step sibling; yep not awkward at all.

Georgie decides to take the Summer off from showjumping, which IMO is a good idea if she wants to be a teenager and have fun, and especially if she doesn’t want to continue jumping in university, but now i’m wondering if something in Europe happened and is another contribution factor.

and guess what?! This road trip they’re all going on now should be interesting especially if Wyatt and Georgie get back together and Jen/Peter make things official. 

I’m also going to hazard a not so wild guess that Wyatt is not-so-over Georgie and perhaps Georgie is no-so-over Wyatt.

QUESTIONS/COMMENTS

Is it because of this taming the wild horses that causes Ty to rescue Amy in the promo?

Are Adam and Olivia still together?

I’m wondering if the events in Europe are another contributing factor in why she is so dead-set on taking time off jumping? This was kind of out of the blue and all we know is that before, she was very gung-ho on jumping and everything.

What season is this?!?! If Georgie just got back, its the start of school (Sept) and from my experience, University applications are due beginning of January, which means that of course, Georgie hasn’t applied yet! It’s probably barely November and she has lots of time. You could submit earlier, and get early admission but unless you’re really smart (like Adam), applications aren’t typically due until Jan and most people start getting acceptances early February. o

SONGS IN THIS EPISODE @heartlandians

I’m in Love With You - Bob Hillman

The Great Escape - Amelia Curran

Home is Where You Are - Michael Logen