#then i started to explore her savior complex and possessive nature from trauma of losing her family

[sekaithemystic]

me: elissa cousland is the wisest one among my mcs

me after going through anora, loghain and alistair character arcs and see ingame politics more than a compromise: actually she might be the worst at making decisions

[ala-mhinyan]

B A S I C S Full Name:  C’arha - Daughter of Noyoh Pronunciation:  Kar - uh Nicknames: Arha, Lil Lily, Pretty One, Runt, Flowery Cat, Little Sun, Gremlin, Bastard, etc! Height: 4 fulms, 10 ilms Age: 25 Summers Old ( 26 on July 30th ) Zodiac: Leo Languages: Coeurl ( Tongue of the Sun/Moon ), Huntspeak, Common, Sanskrit, Thavnairian and some Xaelic. P H Y S I C A L | C H A R A C T E R I S T I C S Hair Colour:  Chestnut Eye Colour:  Neon Green Skin Tone:  Tan Body Type:  Pear Shaped; Surprisingly Muscular and Compact Accent: A thick middle eastern accent that borders on Thavnairian and something else. Dominant Hand:  Ambidextrous Posture: Slack and lazy, appearing deceptively sleepy. OR, challenging with her chin ticked higher. Scars: Grotesque, raised lash marks ruin her back from the back of her neck down to her hips. They obscure about 85% of her leopard spot tattoos. Discoloration on the center of her chest and right shoulder from burns. Tattoos:  Leopard spots that start at the back of her neck and run to the base of her tail. They fade around the edges and do not extend down her arms or legs. Most Noticeable Features: Small, semi-round ears and a stub tail that sticks out 3-4 inches from her body. Wild, sleep mussed hair that usually goes unbrushed or uncombed. Bright, nearly fluorescent green eyes that glow almost yellow in the dark. Chun Li thighs that can and will snap your neck paired with freckled skin. C H I L D H O O D Place of Birth:  Ala Mhigo, Gyr Abania Hometown:  Ala Gannha, Gyr Abania Birth Weight / Height: 5 ponze, 9 onzes ( She is the runt of the litter. ) Manner of Birth: Natural First words: “Paba.” Siblings: An older brother named C’oto and a middle brother named C’oxhi that died during the Garlean siege of Ala Gannha. The youngest brother named C’inx that was murdered a year ago by an ex-lover. Parents: C’yn was her father who also perished in the Garlean siege on Ala Gannha. C’ohna is her adoptive mother who has taken care of her since C’mayan gave her up at birth. ( C’arha doesn’t know this. ) Parental Involvement: C’arha was born of C’mayan, the tribe chieftess and previous Jali in the city-state of Ala Mhigo while the woman was on errand within the Lochs. C’mayan and C’yn, C’ohna’s husband, had very knowingly been having affairs with one another while C’ohna was busy raising the Ankobia’s children. Once C’arha was born, C’mayan panicked at the new weight of being a mother as well as having to remain the tribe chieftess and raise the next Jali--previously believing that she would be able to handle the stress. The two fled home to the village and came clean to C’ohna, who held more sympathy for the child than the two adults who had so recklessly engaged in bringing into this world. She offered to adopt C’arha under the condition that the girl never be told of the real mother and that C’mayan remain a constant in her life as an aunt and guide. C’arha grew up in a loving home, cared for deeply by her now adoptive mother and her father that treated his only daughter like she was god’s gift to mankind. C’mayan regrets giving up her child but agrees that C’arha had the best life she could have had with C’ohna as her mother.

A D U L T | L I F E Occupation: Jali/’Bardpriest’, Mistress of the Haughty Mason, Fist of Rhalgr, Drug and Weapon Smuggler, Assassin. Current Residence: A portion of her time is spend in Ala Gannha with her tribe, another portion is spent in the Lavender Beds where she hosts events for the Haughty Mason and the third portion of her time is spent between Ala Mhigo and Rhalgr’s Reach handling shipments, meeting with informants and training. Relationship Status: Polyamorous and Open Relationship ( Love is a bitter, jaded topic for her. Proceed at your own caution and expect nothing. ) Current Lovers:  Elodea Inarch and Zurri Isyal  Y’zareen Serhan and Arden Tide ( Divorced ) Damien Takayama Kaua Financial Status: Very well off. The Haughty Mason does well to put gil in her pockets. Driver’s License: She ate the last chocobo that was ‘legally’ hers. She owns a tamed coeurl. That’s enough.  Vices: Excessive Alcoholism and Drug Usage, Possessive Habits and a Penchant for Dining on the Flesh of Man. S E X & R O M A N C E Sexual Orientation:  Bisexual Romantic Orientation: Demiromantic ( Aromantic Leaning ) Preferred Emotional Role:  submissive | dominant | switch  |  unsure Preferred Sexual Role:  submissive  |  dominant  | switch |  sex repulsed  ( Sex is the very basis of a whole truck load of trauma for C’arha. Because of this, she very rarely will engage with strangers and with cis men she MUST be the dominant leading the session. Only with extensive trust, time and patience is anything else even remotely possible. If your cis male character attempts to top her during sex she WILL get up and leave mid session. Please be advised that if you’re lookin’ for a one night stand, C’arha isn’t the one!  ) Libido: Moderate to High; Excessively High only when experiencing her heat. Turn On’s: Respect and Patience, a good and attentive listener, confidence in one’s image/personality/abilities, authority figures, physical prowess, the thrill and threat of death/excessive bodily harm, mutual understanding, a sense of humor and world experience. Turn Off’s: Disrespected boundaries, forced or assumed physical touch/affection/relationships/sex, overly macho/pushy personalities, liars, ‘hero/savior’ complexes, being made fun of for being naive/ignorant, irredeemable ignorance, pure or complete innocence, lack of survival skills and GARLEANS!!! Love Language:  Prophetic philosophical debates and conversations surrounding life. Song and elaborate dance in their honor. Gift giving of fresh flowers or sweets. Vulnerability. Relationship Tendencies:  An impossible lover to some and a breath of fresh air lover to others. She is Mother Earth and caring for you is the sunlight she needs to flourish in her own right. Her emotions are a flash flood or a desert storm, never anything in-between. She is too much and not enough. Her heart means well but trauma and so much fear make her the hardest to really get close to, to really understand how she functions. The reward, however?; The sunlight in all her infinite, burning glory. M I S C E L L A N E O U S Hobbies to Pass the Time:  Gardening, training for extensive hours or until she faints, cooking or baking to feed her loved ones, singing, dancing, exploring new areas of Eorzea/Othard and charting her progress, metalworking, getting lost in a particularly careful hunt, engaging in stimulating conversations about the universe, people-watching, day dreaming on long walks through the Shroud or the La Noscean Jungle, practicing her calligraphy and taming Coeurl. Mental Illnesses: Bipolar Disorder, Depression and PTSD. Physical Illnesses: Alcoholism, Chronic Fatigue, Hanahaki Disease and Severe Insomnia. Left or Right Brained:  Right Fears: Jauhar, drowning, being pinned by a man, letting down the pack, disrespecting Rhalgr’s will, losing Tolemy, Ayanga or Elodea,  Self Confidence Level:  Low to Moderate; She’s FANTASTIC at pretending to be confident. Vulnerabilities: All of the sexual/emotional trauma that makes romance and relationships nearly impossible, exploiting her blind devotion to Rhalgr’s Will, Tolemy, any one of her lovers or her pack’s safety and well being, any cruel injustices toward children, any cruel injustices toward anyone considered feral, exposing her false self of identity and the back of her neck. Tagged by: No One! Tagging: Anyone who reads this and would like to do it!