#then I remember that her liscence? marriage therapist. I don’t even know if she’s a psychologist
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…yeah. Still feeling pretty defeated.
#tiger’s roar#mental health bullshit#good news: insurance covers it. there’s no limit#bad news: things came to a head. close friends are pretty good at validating. and yeah. I need to keep looking#I…probably let things go on longer than I should have#but it’s far easier to see when a friend’s being placated by someone who’s a poor fit#than trust my own thoughts and experiences and feelings that it’s Not Working#and…well. there’s basically not much point trying to jump back into college classes that won’t flare my wrists#while I’m still struggling with anxiety and undiagnosed adhd (and therefore fumbling Strategies on my own)#and…goos god. therapist really didn’t ever believe me. just placated.#and is STILL convinced I’m ‘resistant’ to medication. convinved of that. will not listen to how things went Before#and how it was NOT how it was supposed to go. not at all#just. there’s not going to be a psychiatriat referal. there’s not going to be testing referal#she’s decided I’m Resistive and refusing to take medication. what even.#and…I don’t think I am? but this isn’t working.#but after SO MANY poor fits…I do wonder ‘if it’s me.’#then I remember that her liscence? marriage therapist. I don’t even know if she’s a psychologist#they dumped me on a marriage therapist because I’m medicaid and refused to be seen by interns#yeah. it’s fucking time to just move on
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