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kittykatstiles · 8 months ago
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just finished hedwig new fic Yes to Heaven.. now what the hell i’m supposed to do next with my life
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ahmedsal-1qa · 5 months ago
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This photo captures a glimpse of my struggle as a displaced father living under harsh conditions in Gaza. Here, I am trying, amidst destruction and displacement, to prepare a modest meal for my family using a makeshift stove crafted from salvaged materials. 💔🔥🛠️
This image reflects just a small part of our reality; we live in a small tent that barely protects my children from the cold nights ❄️🌙 or the scorching heat of the day ☀️🔥. My children, Nada (7 years old) 🎨💭✨, Mohammed (5 years old) 🛝💔😔, and Huda (2 years old) 🍼😢💗, suffer from hunger 🍞😞 and fear every single day 😓💣. They have no safe place to play, no toys, and no stability in their lives.
As a father, I do my best to provide for them, even though I suffer from a chronic illness 🏥🤕💊 that makes our situation even more challenging. But the greatest pain lies in watching my children grow up amidst this destruction, constant fear, and hopelessness. 😢💔🏚️
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lelengerine · 3 months ago
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pairing. na jaemin x reader
synopsis. you and jaemin had always believed in a future together, but as the years pass, and growing up starts to get in the way, you begin to wonder if some promises were never meant to last forever.
tags. childhood best friends to strangers, angst haha 😞, honestly jaem is a little toxic… just a little, the time skips are a bit wide but oh well, no specific prns are used
wc. 4.0k words
notes. hii its been a while TT i’ve been drowning from school work yet again but i managed to whip this up somehow (the longest thing ive ever written here so far) !! thank u my lovely pookies @teddyjun + @pwblant for proofreading this 😙🩷 likes, reblogs, and feedback are very much welcome!
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you first met jaemin when you were ten years old. 
the world was still big then, impossibly so, and yet, in his smile, you found a place to call your own. he was messy—his knees perpetually scraped, his grin too wide, as if he were holding the weight of all the impossibilities in life and yet, still finds time to laugh. his hand would reach for yours, tug you into the sunlight, and you both found yourselves running, the soft grass beneath your feet, breathless laughter spilling out between your gasps. it’s the simplest of moments, but you don’t know yet that this will be a forever built on a thousand such moments, moments too beautiful to question but too fleeting to understand.
it starts that way, with the purity of a child’s promise. the world is too big, too wide, but with jaemin by your side, it feels like you could touch the stars on your tippy toes if you tried hard enough. you make promise rings together one afternoon, and his face brims with excitement, eyes alight with the kind of certainty only a child could hold. "we’re meant to be together," he says, "no matter what happens."
“you sound so sure of it.”
“yeah, cause i’m not leaving you ever!”
you laugh at his response, a small sound that’s heavy with the weight of unspoken belief. your hands work quickly, clumsily, folding notebook paper into shapes that barely resemble rings, but when you slip them on each other’s fingers, neither of you question it. there is no doubt. this moment, like so many before it, feels sacred. a bond sealed not in reality, but in the purest of intentions. it’s a promise for the future—your future—and you both believe it, with all of your hearts.
"one day, i’ll start my own company," he utters out while fiddling on the ring you made him, voice filled with such quiet determination. "and we’ll be able to live together."
you smile, a perfect answer ready for him. "and i’ll be an artist," your voice carries the excitement you have, "i’ll have my own gallery and, oh! my paintings can decorate our home!"
he squeezes your hand, fingers tightening like he’s anchoring both of you to this moment, to the future you’ve already built together in your dreams. "i’ll be your first investor," he says, a laugh of his spilling out, one full of hope.
“do you even know what that means?” your eyebrow quirks up at him.
“isn’t that what they call it?” he looks at you, head tilted with slight confusion. “i heard my mom say something like how she was going to invest in someone the other day so i’ll invest in you.”
"fine.” you mutter with a sense of nonchalance, though you were more than happy with his answer. “i’ll have a painting ready for you then.”
“you’ll finish it in time?”
“please, who do you take me for?” you swat his shoulder, but there isn’t an ounce of malicious intent as you do so.
the sun is setting, and you are both wrapped in the warmth of those moments, of those words, of that belief. it’s easy then, to believe in forever. you believe in him, in the future he paints with such certainty. 
you believe in the promises that hang between you, so heavy, so real.
ʚɞ
you used to believe that some things were unshakable. that no matter how much time passed, no matter how much life rearranged itself, certain people—certain feelings—would always remain within reach, but lately, with jaemin, you’re beginning to wonder if that’s really true.
it’s not obvious at first. just little things, small enough to ignore.
the way your messages sit on delivered longer than they used to. the way his responses come slower, more detached, like you’re a conversation he’s having in the margins of his life rather than in the center of it.
the way he no longer texts first.
you tell yourself you’re overthinking it. after all, people get busy. life gets in the way. yet try as hard as you might, the thought lingers, gnawing at the quiet spaces in your mind.
when was the last time he reached out first?
it shouldn’t feel like a risk to send a message. it never used to. but now, as you hover over his name in your contacts, your fingers hesitate just slightly before typing.
you up?
the text sends. you exhale.
and then you wait.
a minute passes. then two.
when the typing bubbles finally appear, a flicker of hope stirs in your chest, a quiet relief that maybe you were just imagining things.
hey, sorry, got caught up with another project. how’s everything with you?
it’s normal, it’s fine. but as you stare at the message, something about it feels... off.
perhaps it’s the way it’s phrased, so polite, so surface-level, when jaemin has never been the kind of person to keep things so distant with you. or maybe it's the way his words don’t quite carry the warmth they used to, like they’ve been filtered through a screen that dulls them just enough to make you feel the difference.
you shake the thought away and type back quickly.
i’m good, just the usual!
his next message comes just as fast.
cool. i gotta go—let’s catch up later?
three words. no specifics. no real promise.
you hesitate before responding. it’s not like he’s brushing you off. he’s just busy.
yeah, sure.
and yet, even after you set your phone down, the feeling lingers—the quiet weight of something slipping, so slowly that you can’t quite tell if you’re imagining it or if it’s really happening.
a few days later, you do manage to meet jaemin at your neighborhood’s café. a part of you hopes—foolishly, maybe—that seeing him in person will make everything feel normal again, that whatever weird distance has been settling between you will dissolve the moment you’re face-to-face, but when he finally walks in, he barely looks up from his phone. no teasing grin, no easy warmth. just a quick glance in your direction before he slides into the seat across from you.
“sorry, i’m late,” he says, running a hand through his hair. “got caught up with the project i told you about a few days ago.”
he doesn’t say much else. it’s such a small thing, but it stings in a way you don’t fully understand.
you swallow down the discomfort and force a light tone. “you’ve been really busy lately,” you say, trying to tease, trying to bridge whatever this gap is. “what’s so important that you can’t even keep our plans?”
jaemin exhales, rubbing the back of his neck. “it’s just… a lot, you know? school, deadlines, all of it. i didn’t mean to—” he stops, shaking his head slightly. “i’m just trying to keep up.”
the words settle between you, leaving a space that neither of you knows how to fill.
there was a time when jaemin always had time for you, when he would’ve made jokes that’d counter yours, nudge you playfully with that bright smile of his, and reassure you without even trying.
now, the only thing written on his face is fatigue.
and maybe that’s the part that’s hardest to admit—that you can’t even be mad at him for this. that you know him well enough to understand that whatever is pulling him away isn’t intentional, but knowing doesn’t make it hurt any less.
you nod, forcing a small smile. “yeah, i get it. we’ve all got a lot going on.” and maybe that’s where you leave it and start accepting that things don’t always hold the way you thought they would.
the boy glances at his phone again before looking back up. “anyway, i should go. got a meeting in a bit.”
you subconsciously nod once more, knowing it was the only thing you could do—pushing back your chair with slight force. “right.”
neither of you linger.
once, he would’ve waited. once, you would’ve stalled, finding excuses to stretch the moment just a little longer, but tonight, you walk in separate directions and for the first time, you don’t turn back.
ʚɞ
the last time you saw him, it was the winter of your last year of college. the sky hangs low, a dull gray that presses against the horizon, as if the world itself is holding its breath. the weight of unspoken things fills the space between you, making everything feel heavier than it should. you stand at the old playground, the one that once belonged to the two of you. snow falls in delicate flurries, each flake catching in his hair, softening the sharpness of his silhouette. he looks like the jaemin you once knew—his eyes still holding that spark, his posture still easy—but there’s something about him now, something subtle but undeniable, that tells you everything has indeed shifted.
his smile is still there, but it’s not the one you’re used to seeing anymore. it’s stretched thin, distant, pulled tight in a way that feels more like a memory than the real thing.
and it’s him who speaks first. his voice cuts through the silence, sharper than it should be. “i’m moving soon,” he says, and there’s a finality to his words that makes everything around you stop.
your heart drops into your stomach. the cold air feels like it’s suffocating you. “oh,” you manage to say, the word tasting like something you’ve swallowed too many times before.
he shoves his hands deep into his coat pockets, his stance rigid. his voice doesn’t soften. “the company’s expanding. i need to move closer to the headquarters.”
the words hang in the air, cold and empty, and you feel them sink between you like a stone dropped into still water. the weight of them cuts deeper than anything you’ve experienced in all the years leading up to this moment. it’s as if the ground beneath your feet is starting to crack, a fracture you didn’t even realize was there until now.
you want to be happy for him. you are happy for him, somewhere deep inside. this is the life he’s worked for, the he promised all those years ago, but there's a selfishness in the ache that rises in your chest, something broken and raw that you can’t quite name. it’s not just the news—it’s the quiet realization that, somehow, everything you once held close was slipping away.
“right,” you murmur, the word too small, too soft to bridge the gap inbetween. you hum, as if the soothing sound of it could convince both of you that this is okay. “that’s great.”
jaemin exhales, his breath a cloud in the sharp air. it lingers for a moment before dissipating into the gray sky. “what about you? still planning that residency in paris?”
you glance down at your hands, fingers trembling, cold from the winter chill. “yeah. got accepted,” you answer him, the words barely rising above a whisper.
his gaze flickers, something unreadable flashing in his eyes for the briefest of moments. “that’s amazing,” he says, but the tone is off, as though the words don’t quite reach you. “you’re really doing it.”
“yeah,” you reply softly, your voice small and quiet in the vast emptiness between you. “we both are, aren’t we?”
another silence stretches between you, thicker now, heavier than the snow that continues to fall. and in that silence, you both know. you know that whatever had been left of the promises made in the warmth of summer, whatever bond you once shared, was gone and that there’s nothing left to hold on to.
“we’ll still keep in touch,” he says, but even to his ears, the words sound like an afterthought, a feeble attempt at something neither of you believes anymore.
“i’ll still miss you,” you murmur, letting your guard slip—just a little. if this really was the last time you’d see him, then maybe it was worth the risk, even if you knew it wouldn’t change a thing.
jaemin glances at you one last time, his eyes glimmering with something you can’t name. maybe it’s nostalgia, maybe it’s regret, or maybe it’s just the weight of something unfinished, something left unsaid. “i’ll miss you too,” he whispers, and for a moment, you’re reminded of the boy who once promised you forever.
you let the silence settle around you both, its weight pressing down like the cold that’s beginning to creep into your bones. even though he’s stood in place, you feel the distance between you both widen tenfold, or perhaps it's always been that way and you simply refused to acknowledge it.
ʚɞ
the months pass in a blur, one indistinguishable from the other. time moves on, relentless, indifferent to the weight it leaves behind. in the world outside, jaemin’s success blooms like a flower in full bloom—his name now a staple in every conversation, his face brightening billboards, magazines, and interviews. every time you open social media, there he is, living the life you both once envisioned together. 
and you? 
you paint. you finish exhibitions, your name is recognized, but the colors you use now feel muted, the canvases emptier than they used to be. the passion you once felt when you picked up your brush has faded, slipping through your fingers like grains of sand.
you remember the feeling—the exhilaration of creating, the joy of shaping something out of nothing. the way you used to stand in your workshop for hours, completely immersed in your work, with jaemin's words echoing in your head: "you’re going to make something amazing, i just know it." his belief in you, his unwavering confidence, was a light that made everything feel possible.
but now? the spark is gone. the excitement of making art has dimmed. it’s hard to even pinpoint when it started slipping away. maybe it was when he left—when he moved forward with his life, with his dreams, and you stayed behind, unable to catch up. maybe it was the quiet realization that you could never catch up, no matter how hard you tried.
and then, one day, as you scroll absentmindedly through your phone, a notification flashes on the screen. it’s a new interview with jaemin. his name, his face, as familiar as the air you breathe, yet foreign in a way you can’t explain. you pause, your finger hovering over the screen, an ache spreading through your chest before you even hear his voice.
you tap the notification.
the video begins, his voice smooth and controlled, but there’s something about it that strikes you—a coldness to his words, a calculated quality, as though every syllable is measured, rehearsed. as if he’s become someone else entirely.
“there was someone—someone who was my strength when everything was falling apart…” his words hang in the air like a ghost, the weight of them pressing down on your chest. it’s like hearing him speak from a distance, as if his voice no longer belongs to you, but to someone else, to the man he’s become.
you stop breathing. your hand hovers over the screen, your fingers trembling as you listen, though you’re not sure why you feel the need to hear more. his voice continues, talking about his company, his rise, his accomplishments—the things he promised, the things he’s achieved, the things you should be proud of him for.
but instead, all you feel is the sharp sting of distance. the space between you both has only grown, so vast that it feels like an ocean you could never cross. and then you remember—this is the man he’s become now. the man who’s built a life without you, whose name is no longer connected to yours. you should be happy for him. you should be thrilled to see him achieve his dreams.
but all you feel is this deep, aching void. the weight of all the things that never got said, all the things you once thought were promised between the two of you, now lost to time. you can almost hear the echoes of his laughter, see the way his eyes used to brighten when he talked about the future. that future, the one where you and jaemin would take on the world together, is gone.
you shouldn’t still be holding onto it, but you are. you can’t help it.
when the interview ends, the screen fades to black, leaving you in the silence of your own thoughts. you remain motionless, your phone still in your hand, but it feels like it weighs a ton. the words he spoke, the things he said about strength, about someone who was there for him when everything fell apart—it all cuts through you like glass. you realize then, in the quiet aftermath, that you never got to be the one who helped him pick up the pieces. you were never the one he turned to when the world got too heavy.
and the worst part? you knew. you knew that somewhere along the way, he had started moving without you.
the promise you made to him comes rushing back, unbidden—the painting. the one you swore you’d finish, the one you said would be the gift that captured all the things you couldn’t put into words. the one you started in a burst of inspiration, with the idea that it would be a way of showing him just how much he meant to you, how much you believed in him.
but now? that painting sits unfinished, collecting dust in the corner of your workshop. it’s become a relic of another time, a broken promise that you don’t know how to keep. and you realize, with a quiet ache in your chest, that you haven’t picked up that brush in months—not for him, not for anyone.
you let out a breath you didn’t realize you were holding, and with it comes the crushing weight of everything that’s changed. time has moved on, and so has jaemin. he’s not the person you once knew, and maybe you’re not either. you’re both successful now, but success has a way of making you feel smaller than you ever expected. it fills the spaces where dreams once lived, and it pushes you further apart.
you look at the unfinished painting again, then turn away, leaving it there—just like everything else. there are other things to chase, other goals to reach. but none of them will ever feel like what you once dreamed with him.
and that’s the hardest part, isn’t it? that no matter how far you’ve come, some things—some people—were just never meant to be part of the journey anymore.
ʚɞ
years later, you find yourself walking through the streets of your hometown, your footsteps tracing familiar paths, the cracks in the pavement as unchanged as the memories that flood your mind. you hadn't planned to come back, but here you are. the air is colder than you remembered, but the sharpness of it doesn’t seem to matter. you pass by the old playground, its rusted swings creaking in the breeze, the slides faded and worn. it looks smaller now, as if the world around it has grown while the playground itself has been stuck in time. it’s a place you thought you would leave behind, but it’s here, pulling you in, drawing you back to moments that felt like they happened in another lifetime.
you stop in front of the old oak tree where you and jaemin once carved your initials. the bark has thickened, the edges of your names smoothed over by time. you touch it softly, your fingers brushing the faded markings, and for a split second, it reminds you of the memories that you once cherished.
and then, you see him.
jaemin stands at the far end of the playground, leaning against the fence with the same casual ease that used to make your heart flutter. it’s like he’s always been here, like he never left. his hair is longer now, tousled in a way that makes him look even more like the boy you used to know. and then, when he sees you, his face softens, and that familiar warmth washes over him—his smile, the one that used to make everything feel right in the world, is there again, lighting up his features.
for a brief, fleeting moment, it’s as if time has folded back on itself, and the years that separated you two dissolve into nothing.
“hey,” jaemin says, his voice tentative, the uncertainty hanging in the air like a fragile thread between you both. it’s the first time you’ve seen him in what feels like forever, and there’s something in his eyes that makes your chest tighten—a mix of longing and regret, as though he’s unsure whether to close the distance between you or leave it untouched.
“hey,” you reply, mimicking his words, but your voice catches somewhere in the space between the past and the present. it’s hard to place exactly what has changed, but the distance between you feels palpable now, like something invisible has grown taller and thicker between you two, despite how much you wish it hadn’t.
you stand there, side by side, the silence settling in like an old, familiar weight. neither of you knows what to say. there are so many things you both left unsaid, words that were swallowed in the years that passed, left to wither in the spaces between your conversations. but now, in this quiet moment, it all feels too big to address—too overwhelming to pull to the surface.
“i—uh, you look good,” jaemin says after a long pause, his voice still unsure, but there’s a tenderness in the way he speaks. it’s like he’s searching for something—validation, perhaps, or maybe just a sign that you’re still the person he remembers.
you look at him for a moment, taking in the boy who used to be everything to you. he’s still beautiful in a way that pulls at your heartstrings, but everything has changed, and you know it. you feel it in the way your gaze lingers on him a little longer than it should, as if your mind is still trying to piece together who he is now, who you both have become.
“so do you,” you finally reply, but your words feel hollow, even though you mean them. you know he looks good. you know he’s still jaemin, still the boy you used to hold so close. but the things that used to make you feel like you belonged together, the unspoken bond you shared, they’re gone. you feel it in the pit of your stomach—the ache of time pulling you both in opposite directions, the weight of what once was slipping through your fingers.
the quiet stretches again, thick and heavy, and you both seem to be standing on the edge of something too fragile to touch. there’s so much you want to say, so many things left unresolved. but you realize, in that moment, that there’s no going back.
no amount of time, no amount of silence, will ever give you the answers you’re looking for. the past—your shared moments, your dreams, the friendship that once felt like home—is something that has already faded, even if it still lingers in the corners of your heart.
the chill in the air grows sharper, but it doesn’t matter. you want to step forward, to bridge the gap between you both, but you know better than to reopen a wound that had already been stitched up.
jaemin shifts slightly, his hands slipping into his pockets, his eyes flickering toward the ground as if he’s lost in his own thoughts. you watch him for a moment, wondering if he feels the same ache in his chest, the same pull between wanting to move forward and holding on to what was.
“i should go,” you say finally, breaking the silence. the words are out before you even realize you’ve said them, but they feel necessary, like the only way to close this chapter.
jaemin nods, his smile faltering for just a second. “yeah, me too.”
and just like that, you turn away, the ache in your chest a quiet reminder that no matter how much you want to hold on to what was, some things are meant to fade, even if it hurts to let them go.
you walk away, and the footsteps behind you feel like the final acknowledgment of the future you both said goodbye to.
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your-local-hoemie · 2 years ago
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HELLO 🐢ANON BACK AGAIN WITH ZHONGLU BRAINROT THUS TIME YIPEE
Okayokay so imagine like immortal!reader who went into like a deep sleep/coma after the archon war to like recover and everything. So after zhongli retired (i forgot how many yrs after the archon war) reader finally wakes up and gets so confused coz their lover morax is dead?? But reader recognizes him (hes standing right infront of them) so theyre even more confused now and why is his name zhongli?? Either way reader jumps into his arms and hugs him and asks him what happened and everything so theyre reunited and happy now 🥰 and zhongli almost comung to tears coz hes so happy that readers alive 😞😞 all this time he thought they were dead T-T and they kinda live as retired gods in liyue enjoying their "mortal" life together ughhh so cute like an old married couple
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OH MY GOD YES IM SCREAMING, CRYING, GIGGLING, KICKING AND ALL OF THE RESTVDHFJFJDJFJFKIFIG!!!!! 🙏🙏🙏
Watch me get too carried away with the angst because I love putting myself through pain.
Warnings: mild angst, fluff, Zhongli being a simp, gn!reader, not proof-read.
Characters: Zhongli.
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It had been a long, grueling battle.
You had fought tirelessly next to your lover, Zhongli. Throughout the day, the entirety of the war.
He often spoke about his displeasure in you doing so but the thought of him possibly getting hurt, or worse, terrified you.
So after your complete disregard for your own safety. You finally struck down the last of the enemies as the war slowly came to an end, only to notice how badly injured you were.
Once Morax came across your broken and bloodied body, he swears it’s the closest he’s ever come to breaking.
Even after all the lives he’s had to take, the blood spilled in his name.
You were the one thing he couldn’t handle losing after this long, gruesome nightmare.
After he carried you back to the safety of your small, hidden cottage where you would both spend your time drinking tea and talking about your future together in Liyue before the war started, he tentatively cared for your wounds and watched over you every chance he could.
He obviously knew that you were immortal. he also knew that occasionally, if you were hurt or sick, you'd fall into a regenerative sleep.
So when you remained unconscious for a few weeks, he wasn't worried. After all, a few weeks in his eternity meant nothing. Though he'd be lying if he said he didn't miss you beyond words.
After weeks turned into months and months turned into years, his hope of ever seeing your soft gaze soon vanished as his time was becoming more and more occupied with rebuilding the land he once ruled over with you by his side.
When the last wall was built for the last house for the now growing population of Liyue, he had to make the decision to move on.
So with one last visit to the cottage, now hidden away even more by overgrown shrubbery, he placed what he thought would be his final kiss on your cheek along with soft begs of forgiveness and apologies, he finally mustered up the strength to walk out the worn down door one last time.
Now, many, many years later, hidden away in that same cottage now completely overgrown and reclaimed by the wilderness, you finally forced your eyelids to open and take in the almost blinding rays of sunlight streaming in from the cracks in the walls as vines hung down and gently caressed your skin.
Slowly sitting up, you took in the scene around you. This was definitely not how you remembered your home looking.
How long had you been asleep? Where was your beloved? What if he was still on the battlefield? All of these thoughts rushed through your mind as you forced your stiff bones to support your weight as you stood up faster than what you should of.
Now fully conscious, not to mention disorientated, you ran out of the small abode to scan the area for any signs of Morax only to find something that confused you even more.
Nothing. You found nothing of the chaos and bloodshed that you remembered so vividly, only the soft touch of grass beneath your feet and the cool summer breeze caressing your skin.
Turning around in a daze, you examine your once cozy and welcoming home only to find it now crumbling and overgrown with plants and wildlife
If this had been any other time you would have found the scene to be enchanting, but as the realization of how long you had been asleep slowly started to hit you, you couldn't help but feel your heart start to race with anxiety and questions.
Taking a deep breath, you gathered your thoughts as best as you could and decided to go to the closest village you remembered.
Needless to say, after walking for around 40 minutes, you were more than a little shocked to see the village now being a very large and very populated city.
"Excuse me, are you alright?"
Looking around with a confused expression you locked eye's with what appeared to be a guard of some sort.
"Y-yes um, would you mind telling me where I am?"
"Liyue harbor of course! Home of the great Geo Archon and Teyvats largest trading supply lines!"
Hearing the formal title of your seemingly lost lover you couldn't help but pry the poor soul from your confused questioning.
"Geo Archon? Morax? Would you know where I could find him? we know each other and-"
"I'm sorry, you must be new here. Morax was killed not too long ago…”
After hearing those words leave his mouth your mind suddenly went blank.
Not only had you been asleep for what seemed like centuries but now you’ve just found out that the love of your life, Your other half had not only died but was also murdered.
Not saying anything else, you took your leave and started walking aimlessly through the city streets that now felt even more foreign that what they did before.
You did your best to try and take in your new surroundings and find out just how long you had been unconscious for but the looming grief that wrecked your heart just seemed to get worse with every mention of Morax.
After spending a few hours aimlessly walking around the harbour you decided that all you needed right now was to process your thoughts.
Taking a deep breath, you say yourself down on a wall that overlooked what seemed to be the centre of a market place that was now silent of any busy citizens as the moon rose up above the horizon highlighting the buildings with a soft glow.
The only signs of life left now were a handful of fishermen packing up their boats for the night and a small tea house that overlooked the street leading ti the harbour that was occupied by two sails men that were selling fish at the dock earlier and-
You feel your heart stop in your chest as you lean forward to take in the silhouette of a tall man with posture matching that of a plank of wood and a very familiar looking rat tail.
There’s no way. It’s impossible. You just found out he died in front of all of Liyue harbour’s citizens just months earlier.
You were so convinced that it was just the grief making your mind go fuzzy that you got up and decided to walk and find a place when you heard him speak.
“Ah, yes. This tea is superb as always”
You swear you dug your heels so hard into the ground that it left a mark in the stone beneath you.
“Morax..?”
The man froze solid in place at hearing his old name come from such a familiar voice that he could of sworn it was just his ears playing tricks on him.
Hesitating for a moment, you took a step closer to him as his deep golden eyes widened at the sight of you now draped in the soft glow from the tea house.
“Y/N…? It can’t be”
Through your vision that’s now blurred with tears you could see him stand up before slowly walking down the steps towards your figure before speaking words that could barley be heard over the gentle breeze.
“It really is… Celestia it really is you!”
Without a second thought, you ran up to him and the your arms around his waist before sobbing into his chest (heh breakdown boobies)
Not saying another word he kneeled on the ground holding your shaking body in his strong arms, not even bothering to hold back the tears running down his cheeks.
“I.. I thought you were dead! Everyone told me you were killed and I-”
“As did I, my love. I thought I lost you many centuries ago and that I lost the blessing of seeing your smile once more”
You both stayed like that for a while longer as he held you close to his chest as physically possible, almost as if he feared that the second he let you go, you’d disappear again.
When you both recovered from the shock of finding each other after believing you’d lost the other one for eternity, “Morax” took you to a quiet place away from the city and explained everything that had happened since you fell asleep all those centuries ago and how he’s retired from being an archon to simply live as “Zhongli”
“I can’t believe you still remember me after all that time”
“How could I forget, love? Every second I spent without feeling your hand in mine was far worse than any tragedy I’ve bore in my lifetime”
“I suppose I’ll have to get used to calling you zhongli now, huh?”
You both let out a soft laugh while Zhongli wrapped you tightly in his embrace.
Times might be very different to what they were but you have all the time in the world to adjust, and you can rest assured that the love of your life won’t leave your side ever again for the rest of eternity.
“I love you, Morax”
“Forever and always, my dear~”
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AAAAHAJDLEIDODODEDJDIR WHY DID I ALMOST CRY WRITING THIS HNGGGGGGGFGG IT’S SO BAD
My creative juices became a waterfall and then a whole ass tsunami. I’d be lying if I said I haven’t missed staying up until literally 5am to write about my boys T-T
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Shaded'moon redraw and his mate Dew'flower redesign chat🙏🙏🙏
Anyways I mentioned them before on Oat'whisker design that I have posted about along with his mate Turtle'flame which I will send a link to it, where I have mentioned them about on that post as you read it through the post about them
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As you can tell yes Oat'whisker mentor is Shaded'moon who is also abusive towards him when he was an app at the time because Oat'whisker mother Velvet'snake was Shaded'moon sister and they were close together when growing up and when Shaded'moon sister broke up with her mate Silver'snake due to their relationship starting to become unhealthy and toxic due to unknown reason which Shaded'moon put onto the blame to his app Oat'whisker who is also Shaded'moon nephew as well too and once Shaded'moon sister Velvet'snake was killed in a battle from another clan, he fully yell at his app in front of Oat'whisker father and brother and sister, and Oat'whisker friend Turtle'flame who were mourning her because of her death and Turtle'flame being here to comfort Oat'whisker at the time for it because Turtle'flame had a crush on him and wanted to be here for Oat'whisker, which when Shaded'moon yell at Oat'whisker he also blame her death on him saying that if he hasn't been born along with his brother Storm'soot and his sister Stoat'velvet that Velvet'snake bore kits with Silver'snake then none of them wouldn't even happen in the first place. Which after that day of Shaded'moon sister death he began to abuse his nephew Oat'whisker before starting to punish him as well too if he didn't do his training well at all and if that happens that he will overwork him and attack him making Oat'whisker to become scared of his own mentor who is also his uncle as well too causing Oat'whisker to have serious injury/wounds from this making his family, Turtle'flame and their clanmates to become aware of Shaded'moon actions towards his own app and no matter how hard they try to tell their leader Scorch'star about this Scorch'star would end up gaslighting them saying that Shaded'moon would never do that to his own nephew WHEN CLEARLY Scorch'star haven't see this himself AT ALL until yadada moons later Shaded'moon would also starve his own app as well causing Oat'whisker to almost died of hunger and thirst from this which this also making him to began to overwork himself as well too making Turtle'flame to become worry about this ---until yadada I'm time skipping this--- Oat'whisker father died few moons after Oat'whisker became warrior early from saving Shaded'moon mate Dew'flower who was also taken away by a eagle. Until 6 moons later Oat'whisker sister was murder who was expecting her mate kits and the murder of Oat'whisker death was unknown to this. Until yadada timeskip forward Oat'whisker brother was killed by Lion'star from leafclan during a war between brackenclan which when Shaded'moon saw this he fully blame Oat'whisker for this telling him that this is all his fault and that all of their kins are dead because of him making Oat'whisker to attack him and almost killing him too until Turtle'flame stop him from doing so which then soon Oat'whisker would make a plan to kill him after all of the abuse and trauma he receive from him which he ends up murdering him the night before the gathering somewhere in brackenclan territory.
yay the end now moving to his mate Dew'flower
And as for Dew'flower I end up changing her design because I didn't liked her old one at all when looking through my post like I did with Stoat'watcher that I have mentioned him and giving the same reason as well too that I'm giving to Dew'flower as well rn. I also add items that she is wearing rn on her new design which I'm too lazy to make the color palette for it 😞😞😞
Dew'flower also named one of her and Shaded'moon kits after Oat'whisker after he saved him from almost being taken away by a eagle which Dew'flower was worry that Shaded'moon wouldn't accept their son being named after him because of this due to how I mentioned that everyone is aware what Shaded'moon is doing towards Oat'whisker when Oat'whisker was an app at the time when this was happening. Which in the end Shaded'moon allow her to name their son after him which she was relief of, but unknown to her she doesn't know that her mate Shaded'moon is giving the same treatment to their kits that he did with Oat'whisker, until one of their kits from their 2nd and last LITTER Bog'water who is their daughter told her about what was Shaded'moon doing towards them after Shaded'moon death that was caused by Oat'whisker which Dew'flower still mourn for her mate but will never forgive him for being abusive towards their own kits and Oat'whisker until she retired as a elder and when moons pass she finally died in place when a greencough out break was happening which she reunited with Shaded'moon who guided her to starclan which she forgive him but never for his actions and what he did for.
LINKS TO OLD DRAWING OF SHADED'MOON AND HIS MATE DEW'FLOWER OLD DRAWING AND DESIGN!!!!!!!!
OLD DRAWING OF SHADED'MOON LINK:
OLD DRAWING AND DESIGN OF DEW'FLOWER LINK:
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Hii! Do you have any recs of sebschumi fics or content on tumblr? Or like literally anything; pictures, interviews? I'm new to this duo and I'm lacking the content. :(
HI ANON !! SO SORRY FOR THE LATE REPLY I HOPE YOU'RE DOING WELL 💖
Thank you so so much for this question. I genuinely squealed and teared up when i saw this. Im happy theyre getting more acknowledgement and that you're willing to learn more about them !! For starters, they dont have much contents at all and most of them are quite difficult to find but i've gathered some of them that will help you to understand why this ship and their bond between one another beats every other seb's pairings 🙏 it's quite a long thread because i want to pull you down into this hole hehehehhehehehe
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1. @/effervescentdragon post of hero worshipping and yearning
: this emotional heart wrenching web weaving about sebschumi is so incredible as it gives you an insight of how they both work and play out in each other's life from the first time seb saw michael at the karting club and the times when seb reminiscence about his past with michael. This was the last straw that made me realise that sebschumi deserves so so much if not more than sebmark ngl. Everything just hurts and they did it so well with the web weaving!!
2. @/schumi-honey post about germancedes and how michael always chooses seb at the end of the day
: now this one is REALLY REALLY INTERESTING FOR ME BECAUSE michael, being in a team that gave brawn their world champion, jean todt asking him to come back into said team with a potentially wdc teammate who is also half german half finnish but races under the german flag will still find and choose sebastian vettel at the end of the day. If that doesnt sound crazy to you then i'm sorry but you're missing out. The post is incredible as it shows how does michael act with a person, and with sebastian. He changes completely !! Thats true love man.
3. @/andromedasummer post about mary sue seb
: this one gives a view of how sebastian is totally the y/n in his life story and when that moment of truth comes to your realization, you just gotta go like DAMN this kid is lucky af because a wdc michael, the pride of german at that time chooses SEBASTIAN VETTEL to be his successor among all other kids, Michael that said "this 12 year old is making my life difficult! He's so fast," to Gerhard who will later on recruit him under redbull sponsorship. Crazy right? It's like Seb is the chosen one in Michael's life. The one that will continue his legacy (people have been calling and referring him as 'baby schumi') and the one that will eventually become one of his closest friend on and outside the grid. And we also got this from the post which has never left my mind after reading it and never failed to make me cry... they both are so superior and connected with each other... red string of fate type of dynamic is so strong here....
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4. Kart Club Kerpen Sebschumi
: this just means a lot to me because michael and seb first met here and to see them karting with each other, laughing and getting so so comfortable around each other's presence shows how much they've grown while indirectly growing up with one another. SEBSCHUMI YOU'RE MY WORLDDDD
5. Pranksters Sebschumi
: It's just so so fun and refreshing to see their dynamics in this one. Michael and seb being menances, partners in crime everytime they're spotted together and how seb will do anything michael asked him to even if it means causing riot in other's life,,, LIKE???? I CANT BELIEVE THESE GAYS OMG but yeah, their dynamics are soooo good i love them so much 💖
6. Recent Seb interview about Michael
: this iirc was during that time where seb did a test with porsche and then we got this interview saying how seb just misses michael which he refers to as a friend.... my heart broke im telling you i cant handle it😞 michael also said that he was glad to found seb in his life and that in his world full of ego, seb is the only one that he feels genuine to be with which michael also labelled their relationship as something special. SHOOT ME ALREADY KILL ME IM IN TEARS RIGHT NOW DAWGGG
Fic recs
Onto the good part now☺ keep in mind that we barely have any fics about them so please if any of you guys have ideas for them, dont be afraid to share it to ao3 <3 because I WILL BE THE PERSON THAT WILL THOROUGHLY ENJOY IT THE MOST LIKE I'LL BE YOUR NO 1 FAN !!! And please dont forget to comment and leave kudos to them 🙏
1. Never have I ever by Tianvette
: theres this unspoken rule created by god tianvette regarding sebschumi and honestly, it really really shaped them both into so much more because like,, that headcanon? That fanon?? It's canon now because ONLY MICHAEL CAN CALL SEBASTIAN AS "BASTI" AND NO ONE ELSE GETS TO CALL HIM THAT 🙏 so thank you to this fic for making them more special than ever.
2. Im sorry by @/n-ico-ando
: OKAY OKAY OKAY THIS IS ACTUALLY THE FIC THAT MADE ME GOT INTO OLD F1 FANDOM, SEBASTIAN VETTEL AND SEBSCHUMI ITS JUST SO GOOD OKAY?!?!? JUST READ IT AND YOU'LL GET WHAT I MEAN I LOVE THIS FIC WITH MY WHOLE LIFE IT CHANGED ME TO A BETTER PERSON AURGGHGHSHAJSA VERY VERY NORMAL WITH THIS ONE,, I SWEAR.... MY BIBLE MY CAUSE OF EUPHORIA
3. I'm gonna take mind of you with me by @/likethegardensofbabylonn
: this fic is ongoing but GOSH GOSH GOSH OH GOD THE WAY I SCREAMED WHEN I FIRST READ IT. The settings took place with seb remembering his memories with michael before and after the accident so yeah, if you need a good heartbreaking and gut wrenching story about angsty sebschumi, this is the one because it's just so perfect with seb's thoughts his internal conflicts and how the author makes a great interpretations on seb's character. This fic feels so close to me because of how true and close the whole settings and narrations sound like with my thoughts so yes, it's something you should invest your time and think of everytime someone said sebschumi.
4. Use me Use me (cause i ain't no average groupie) by @/horn-knee-demons-anonymous
: I HAVE NO WORDS FOR THIS FIC EXCEPT THAT HOW BRILLIANT AND ALLURING THE STORY IS. I've always wanted a seb harem fic with sebschumi as the endgame considering of the drought ive been facing so when this fic came, it's as if god has heard my prayers because truly this fic alongside with the author herself, my guiding moonlight and the stars of my night, are just god given with how much they changed the trajectory of my life and im so glad i met her and able to read her works. The worldbuilding, the consistency in every single characters, the dynamics, their interactions and every single wordings here leaves you wanting for more and makes you feel like you're on the edge of your seat! It's like "am i allowed to be reading this for free!?!?" But really, this is a masterpiece so please give them all of your love and be there while it's still ongoing <3
5. Hurts by Molly_lovers1
: as a fan of dead dove with a huge favouritism of age gap and underage characters, i was super happy when i first read this fic mainly because of the struggle, the push and pull dynamics between sebschumi and their guilt ridden thoughts as well as their burning desire that makes this feels so so good yet vile to be reading. It's that kind of fic where i jerked off to every night while thinking about it lolll BUT IM SO SO SO NORMAL ABOUT IT.
6. How to treat a guest by yours truly
: shameless self promo but i was trying to spread my sebschumika agenda here☺💖 i hope you get the vision too hehe !!
Videos
The complete compilations of all known sebschumi sources can be found here though it doesnt cover much of the roc contents but still!! This one is a really really good guide for them both 🥰
Michael Schumacher and Sebastian Vettel Compilation
And ROC 2007 cuts of sebastian vettel because this was their first race together as a teammate, michael had just retired and he brought a newly fresh boy as his team to compete against all the other drivers. If that's not love and bias then i dont know what to say because oh god, this does so much to me as a person who worships sebschumi everyday.
Roc 2007 Sebastian Vettel Cuts
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I cant put pictures anymore so this is all for now !! I hope by the end of this post, everyone will become and realize the true power of sebschumi 🥰🙏🔥🔥
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Ngl after i asked that I just stared for a good 5 minutes cringing to myself ANYWAYS
Idk if you're much of a panic at the disco fan but. I was listening to a song when you posted your Tilly art (which looks great by the way I love it 👍) and it kinda made me think. Hm.... Man. Tilly kinda gives me the same vibes as this album they have called pretty odd.
I dont know exactly how much he fits the lyrics to some of the songs but the actual sounds they have. Like. They taste the same idk how to explain it they're very vibe-ful. Although part of this might also be that the album cover reminds me of Tilly somewhat as well? In a way I can't exactly describe? The colors speak to me. In ways I can't transcribe because it's a brain special 😞 (album cover for reference)
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Some of the lyrics to their songs are somewhat nonsensical (but they mostly make sense if you're good with figurative language, I'm not that great most of what I know is from reading other people's descriptions) and iirc Tilly is partially based on the Mad Hatter, which is another reason I can make a connection. I tend to associate the mad hatter in particular with that whimsy wonderland way of speaking. Mostly though there's one song in particular that makes me think of Tilly, which is "The piano knows something I don't". It's hard to explain in one sentence so I'm gonna like. Make a paragraph for each set of lyrics in particular I wanna emphasize for Tilly. I'm so bad at explaining things but I hope this all kinda makes sense
"I won't cut my beard and I won't change my hair/ It grows like fancy flowers but it grows nowhere/ My hair, my hair." <- this reminds me Tilly mostly because of what it actually means. "I won't cut my beard and I won't change my hair" is meant to represent someone being resistant to change, or refusing to change themself in some way. "Flowers" in this case refers to bad habits of any kind. By using the word "fancy" to describe the flowers, it gives the impression that the "bad habits" in question are actually something that's desirable. The reason they're desirable is because the songwriter (Ryan Ross iirc) bases a lot of his lyrics off his own experiences, and by going through bad things is able to write more profound lyrics for his songs. So when you put it all together; His bad habits are something that can be good, because they help further his career and the music he makes. But by refusing to let go of them, he's also unable to actually grow and change as a person.
"If I could build my house just like the Trojan horse/ I'd put a statue of myself upon the shelf/ Of course, of course, of course." <- this one is kinda harder for me to connect, mostly because I don't really know how to interpret it? I don't think others really know how to interpret it either, but I'm gonna go with the best explanation I've found. "If I could build my house just like the Trojan horse" is obviously a reference to the Trojan horse, where Greeks gifted the Roman's a big horse as a "gift" that was actually filled with soldiers to ambush them. People seem to have mostly interpret this by taking the word house and seeing it more as an overall representation of the writer's life, and how his life is full of surprises- So, anyone who would enter and try to become part of his life wouldn't know what to expect. This reminds me of Tilly because he's a known liar, and as you said in your last post he even lies to himself. So, how could anyone else know what to expect if Tilly himself might not even know? "I'd put a statue of myself upon the shelf" is (I didn't fact check this) a reference to an old Roman practice where people used to put small statues of household gods on their mantle as a means of worship. So, the writer is worshipping himself as the God of his own household. This kinda reminds me of Tilly because of how you tend to portray him as someone with a large ego or high sense of self importance, hence him being the God of his own household
The first verse like..... Kinda hard to connect to Tilly, at least for me. I'm gonna try my best but. It's mostly written in reference to the writer's girlfriend at the time, who was a dancer. In the verse he compares her to things like smoke from a cigarette and steam, things that don't last very long. This is taken as foreshadowing that their relationship doesn't last very long, just like the smoke and steam. I'm gonna connect it to Tilly through the argument he had about playful land with Fellow- Not only does Fellow now work for someone that Tilly doesn't like, Fellow even said himself that Tilly is a burden. If Tilly is causing problems for the people he cares about, then whatever relationship he had with them isn't going to last very long.
The next set is kinda long so I'm just gonna explain the overall verse and cherry pick lyrics if I need too. "Everything's gone missing/ I've lost more songs to floods." In this line, "songs" could represent good things in his life, and by extension how they're disappearing from the writer's life without him knowing why. I don't really know how to connect this to Tilly it just feels right to me 😞 I can smell him in the lyrics..... he's there, he exists..... "The piano knows something I don't know." This line comes down to the fact that the writer plays most of his songs on a piano, and by extension also tells his stories to it. Therefore, since it knows most everything about him, the piano might know the answers to all his struggles, and if he plays enough songs on it he might figure out what those answers are. While I don't think that Tilly has any physical version of the piano in this case, I think it's kinda more of a mental thing if that makes sense? His only dream in life is to finally not have to scramble for money, and maybe one day after all he's been through, he'll finally figure out what the answers to solve his struggles is. Another interpretation that I like is how pianos are generally seen as something beautiful and likable to most people, but the writer doesn't find himself likable. "I've lost more songs to floods" can give the suggestion that he might be forgetful, and he even compared himself to old crows in the verse, something that would be weak and struggle flying. He's not confident in himself, and is therefore envious of how well liked the piano is. This reminds me of Tilly because of that one post you made where you talked about his personality more in depth and mentioned how he would rather die than let anyone know he was secretly a caring person, and how he himself genuinely doesn't see himself as a good person of any kind. While maybe not envious of others who could be good people, maybe it's more like if he was a better person he could be of actual help to all of those that he tries so hard to help already.
How I look try to make all the connections
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NSXUSKMWJDJD anyways thank you for graciously accepting my ramblings. I was possessed by the yapping demons and you happened to post at the same time that I was listening to that song and I was like..... Wait a minute....
AMSHSNHSBSGSHSH OMGGGGGG THE ANALYSIS SKHSN losing my mind rn actually. adding this song to my Tilly playlist. Okay let’s talk about this song and lyrics now too because I’m gonna add my thoughts hehe. this is going to be an equally long post akshsnhsgs my bad
I actually think the first verse (the one about the writers girlfriend/the one you struggled to compare to him) is the MOST Tilly verse but in an interesting way. It compares the girl to not long lasting things like you mentioned, “She’s the smoke; She’s dancin’ fancy pirouettes. Swan diving off of the deep end/Of my tragic cigarette.” and this is just. SUCH a Tilly line. Mostly through the thought process that he fully believes he’s probably going to die young but wants to “enjoy” life, so it’s kind of a burn bright/burn quickest type deal. Actually a LOT of the songs I have for Tilly have similar comparisons!! I also give him a lot of songs that are about dancing/him being a dancer, both literally and metaphorically.
AND ALSO NOW YOUVE GIVEN ME THE OPPORTUNITY TO TALK ABOUT MY TILLY PLAYLIST. SINCE ITS LIKE THE MOST HONEST INSIGHT INTO HIM LMAOOOO
I’m going to separate this into sections and give each section it’s necessary trigger warning, so people can read what they want out of this lol.
FIRST: the foxglove songs:
These are just, the MOST foxglove coded songs possible. So let’s overanalyze them!!! cw for vaguely suggestive stuff in the first song.
I like to think that the verses are interchangeable about who is talking about who, but my personal favorite interpretation is the first verse is Fellow talking about Tilly, and the second is Tilly talking about Fellow. I think the first verse kind of speaks for itself so let’s talk about the second.
“You can’t tie me down / but you can tie me up” Obviously this could be seen as solely suggestive but I like the idea that this is Tilly actually lying, in an attempt to deny that he’s actually attached in some way. Also yeah, suggestive still lol.
“She on an ego trip / baggage in the trunk” << Tilly talking about Fellow during Playful Land. Following this up with “the love we make is poison / it’s like my only vice.” this is the ONLY person Tilly has ever gotten genuinely attached to, and it HURTS. He doesn’t know how to handle something like falling in love, thus “it’s like my only vice” when Tilly’s entire life is a complete mess. He considers falling in love the truly horrible decision among all the decisions he’s ever made. And in this case the “made me an offer I can’t refuse” in the chorus is about him coming to live with Fellow again.
The true part of this song that fits them so well is the chorus. “Pretty please come on over and ruin my life / take my hand while we dance on the edge of a knife” is SUCH a good line for them. Both of them equally consider the other as a large change in their lives, and while “ruin” is not the correct word it’s probably the sentiment that they would express.
Pork Soda is absolutely a song that fits them during their time separated from each other lol. I mean, just listen to the song and think about it from the view of Tilly thinking about him not seeing Fellow ever again, which is what he fully believes 😭 and then vice versa with Fellow thinking about Tilly.
I mean, they are very similar people on a certain level, which is why a lot of the songs I pick out for Tilly can be interchangeable as to who is talking. It’s something I personally like about them.
Honorable mention in this section:
^^ Tilly thinking about Fellow again.
CW FOR THIS NEXT SECTION: suggestive themes, abuse, SA, in general just nsfw themes so please skip if you’re not comfortable with that.
Now for songs specifically that I think fits Tilly’s trauma and/or survival methods.
This song fits perfectly for Tilly talking about/to every rich asshole he’s gone after to sleep with and then steal from. It’s both the things he’s saying to them (flattery) and his honest thoughts during it. Especially all the lines of reassurance (“you’re younger than my dad, it’s okay”) and the kind of smug aura about it. He’s having fun not because he enjoys any of it, but because he actually really hates them and he enjoys lying to them so blatantly and having them fall for it. I like that the song also makes reference to them being “evil��� “I saw the devil in your eyes” because that’s definitely how Tilly views them. Like, I know that’s not really the intended interpretation of the song but lol I can twist the lyrics for my oc’s if I want.
Okay now this is the song for all of those trigger warnings haha,,,, ONCE AGAIN. TW FOR SA AND ABUSE. also blunt talk of some nsfw stuff
Obviously the intended purpose of this song is NOT meant to be depressing but, uh. Yeah I listened to it and I definitely think it’s a song that fits how Tilly ended up doing what he does now—in the sense that the lyrics are actually people talking to him, and then later he starts singing them back. Especially the “Nobody’s gotta know / you do it like a pro” Line just SCREAMED this interpretation to me.
I don’t go into depth about Tilly’s trauma surrounding this because obviously it’s a super sensitive topic but it IS a core part of his character that he’s experienced this and continues to. While, yes, what he does now is TECHNICALLY consensual he does not like the people he sleeps with, nor do they care what he wants during it anyways. And he did not start out doing any of this consensually.
It’s a bit depressing because ajhshshsh I really like this song but I can’t get this interpretation out of my head. Accidentally rewrote the intended purpose with my character lore 😭
OKAY END OF THAT SECTION. To get past the depressing stuff uhhhh here is just some more songs that fit him. I won’t ramble about them unless I’m asked because this is pretty long already lmao.
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sk8termikey · 1 year ago
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Chapter 9 of 21 Questions
better interface on wattpad
Lily loml🌻
Bro
The triplets 1st podcast is today
I’m so excited
It seemed awesome already from the trailer last week
I knooow
Kinda mad if it's every monday bc it’s my closing day
Sucks to be you
I love my day off even more now💃🏻💃🏻
Jk i’ll wait for you to watch it tonight like you do for the other vids
Thanks bestie😞
<33
Also the fact they’re gonna have guests is really cool
I really can’t wait to watch the first one
I know they probs have a few episodes recorded
But i hope it won’t be too much work for them now
Ye
3 vids a week
Esp nick who has to edit
Nick our king >>
Fact
Btw i might be home a bit earlier bc the café is kinda dead rn
Just the old couple that comes weekly and they’re almost done
So you won't wait much for me to watch the podcast
Yayy
The one together for 50 years?
I love those old ladies, they’re so cute
Fr and they always leave a huge tip
We don’t deserve them😞
Anyways see you in an hour or so ig
See you soon🫶🏻
When Alex put her phone back in her pocket, the “old ladies” as described by Lily were getting ready to leave. When they reached the counter, they both gave the blonde a sweet smile as one of them pulled out a bill from her wallet.
“The chocolate cake was delicious as always, but did you guys change anything?” One of the ladies asked.
“Yeah Lily did!” Alex knew that her friend would be excited to know that someone had noticed. “She tried adding some chocolate shavings before putting the cake in the oven.”
“Now I’m going to have a hard time deciding which one I like most, but it was as good as the usual recipe. You'll tell her that it reminds me of how my mum would make it”.
Alex couldn’t help the smile growing on her face. The couple had never once been rude to her and her other coworkers when they would come. Lily was always glad when they would compliment her food and it helped improve her self-confidence as chocolate desserts were basically the only thing Lily had mastered. Alex was really happy that she would be able to pass on the message to her friend.
Alex was finally able to close the café after the happy couple left and because the day had been a slow one, she had had time to clean little by little so that she didn’t have much left to do now.
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When Alex arrived home, Lily was waiting for her on the couch. The TV was already set up on the Cut the Camera YouTube channel and some snacks were waiting for the two girls on the table. Alex told Lily to start the podcast as she would just be grabbing a can of Dr. Pepper in the fridge. As Lily did so and clicked on the video, the first out of many “Good morning Campers” from Nick Sturniolo could be heard in the house.
The podcast first started with Nick, Matt and Chris talking about looking alike, which is something that never bothered them much as they know that their viewers are easily able to differentiate them – even Lily could do it without problem by now.
As they then mentioned the fact that some pairs of best friends sometimes looked more alike than them, Lily and Alex exchanged a quick glance before laughing. Even though they had been friends since middle school, they had barely anything in common regarding their physical appearance.
The podcast kept dwelling on growing up as triplets, regarding the impact it could have on their friends but also the annoying comments they would always get from people. However, as they were mostly talking about the negative outcomes, they decided to start listing the positive aspects of growing up with two other people. Nick, Matt and Chris all agreed that being a triplet was the same as having built-in friends who were here for you at all times.
A couple of minutes later, Chris highlighted the support he always felt from his brothers and that the three of them being on the same page is something they all feel lucky about.
Then, as the topic of constant comparison was being tackled, Lily and Alex were quietly listening. The two girls felt very close to the triplets in the way that they were learning about their struggles. Them being so open about it was an opportunity to understand how the Life as Triplets was. What hit the hardest was the moment when Matt summarised the small conversation by explaining that no matter if it's about similarities or differences, people still find a way to compare them.
The podcast eventually finished on a more light-hearted tone as Nick, Matt and Chris were laughing about their high school experience when someone would meet one of them without knowing that they were a triplet. This would lead to them pretending to be one another just for a two seconds conversation in the hallways – and then at the end of the day, debriefing who came up to talk to each of them.
“I just loved it so much, oh my god!” Alex exclaimed as the video ended.
“Me too, like– I absolutely adore the Wednesday and Friday videos but this type of content is so refreshing I don't know”, Lily agreed with her friend. “I feel closer to them, make it make sense I guess”.
“I get you don’t worry, I know we’re gonna have another perspective of their lives and they’re gonna enjoy giving it to us as much as we’re gonna enjoy learning about it.”
“Exactly like…” Lily thought for a few seconds, “an inside point of view of not only the Sturniolo Triplets but simply Nick, Matt and Chris as people, just individuals. This is what they're trying to make people realise, they're not only triplets – even though that's a bit of their brand I guess – but they are also their own person.”
The two girls were just really excited to see more of this new project from the triplets, although Alex had to share some semi bad news:
“However, I have no idea if I’ll have the motivation to watch an hour of podcast every Monday when I come home from work”.
“Oh yeah, I understand”. Lily put a comforting hand on Alex’s shoulder while trying to find a solution. “Just pick a day and we’ll catch up at that time!”
“I mean, I might not even watch it weekly if I’m honest so– I won’t mind and it might actually be best that you watch them whenever you want like when they come out if that’s what you prefer and I’ll postpone my ‘watch podcast sessions’ until I have enough attention span to listen to them for a whole hour”, Alex explained.
“If that’s okay with you yeah I’m fine with that”, Lily let out a smile. “We’ll still have to discuss it obviously”.
“Of course”, Alex immediately agreed. “Lots of new info we’ll have to talk about!”
What they didn’t know yet is that watching the next podcasts on their own would finally enable Lily to choose her favourite triplet as she would realise that one of them might be a bit too relatable for her taste, and maybe a tiny bit too attractive on camera.
Thank you for reading. Votes and comments are always appreciated if you like this story :) The story is co-written w @/little_grapejuice on wattpad
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meraki-yao · 2 years ago
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just started watching gen v so i started to navigate into the fandom and can’t help but feel a little jealous… we know that bc of the strike actors cant post pictures of themselves on set so the gen v cast have reunited a lot and they’re so close and post picture together as much as they can also the show got renewed. i know comparing the bond of a cast from a tv show and the cast of a movie is not fair but the difference with rwrb cast is so big and they’re both from prime so it’s very sad
I'm honestly in the same boat as you 😞
I stumbled across compilations of fun moments between Michael Sheen and David Tenant (still haven't watched Good Omens yet, sorry) with titles like "Michael Sheen and David Tenant acting like an old married couple for xxx minutes" and despite not really knowing them, I watched the videos and had a great laugh, and I was reminded that I actually really love watching cast moments and interviews.
Then the same realization as you had hit me as I wondered how much fun the RWRB boys would be to watch if their very limited interviews were anything to go by, and I was kind of sad for the rest of that night
It's really such a pity with the timing of everything, but I'm trying to be a little optimistic: Matthew said the people at Amazon told him that the film was over-performing; Prime is still releasing RWRB content (admittedly quite slowly), and the film has a growing fanbase, and still have people's attention after two months. It's a great film, and that brings money. As greedy as it sounds, Amazon's not gonna let an opportunity like this go to waste.
So hopefully after the strike is resolved, they're gonna go as full-out as they possibly can with the cast. We'll just have to wait and see, and have our fingers crossed in the meantime.
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rodolfoparras · 1 year ago
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Back on my oc shit ✊😞 god if you can hear me
I can definitely see Price getting pissed off because he just came back from hanging out with some friends, but he's drunk as fuck and is trying to type in a code but keeps pressing the wrong shit because hes got big fingers and the buttons are a bit small and is just
🧍‍♂️🎥 "one of you boys needs to get the fuck out here and let me in" at the cameras until someone comes out and escorts him inside (it will not be Ghost, because he thinks it's funny as fuck)
It's probably Gaz and/or Everett that does tbh, helps the old man inside and gets him all washed up and in his jammies (probably fucks him good for good measure) and then tucks his ass into someone's bed, he's out like a light fs
Everett is a huge cuddle bug when you get close enough to him. So lots of the time, if you're looking for him, you should be looking for whoever's in their room because good chance he's with them in bed
Also they do absolutely fight of parking spots, you're right, sometimes they park in each other's spots just to be petty. Finished Ghost's favorite cereal? Fuck you and your parking spot
Soap's got furr enemies because in the 2009 MW, in Captain Soap's journal, he talks about hating dogs and having a fear of them. So Ghost's pup Riley and Everett's pup are his biggest opps sometimes.
Both dogs are very well trained, so he'll slowly grow civil with them, they help him overcome that fear the longer they're all together, but he still doesn't like them much
Prefers Everett's little fluff balls, a mainecoon and a Norwegian forest cat (they're not little at all but they love Soap because he spoils them)
Once they're all retired, I don't think Everett would use a mask much at home, definitely when he goes out but at home he's pretty okay going without it, Roach and Ghost too. But sometimes Everett will probably wear his bunny balaclava for funsies
If he carries anything in the ears, it's probably lighters or chapstick
Weed smoker 100% after retirement, he gets really bad pains in his face sometimes from the piece of shrapnel and smokes to relieve it, probably smokes with Roach and Soap. The others may or may not join, probably depends on if they're still in the military or not
The boys do call him bunny and bun bun and other cute bunny pet names because they think it's cute 😞 man's a war criminal and missing his eye but he's his boys' bunny
Nsft headcanons 🤭...
(poly141 petplay when?!) ((Everett would probably dress up in white lingerie with bunny ears and a rabbits tail plug because Soap joked about it once and wanted to surprise his boys))
Lots of high and/or drunk sex, they've got so much left over energy now they focus it on each other. Get Everett high, and he's rubbing his pussy on whoever's closest to him
Sex between Everett and Soap is very sweet most of the time in my head, they're both scared of losing the ability to communicate with one another (Soap becoming hoh and Everett going partially blind) and so they're very sweet with each other, lots of cuddle sex, they take good care of one another
They all love to ruin their captain and lieutenant 🫡
4v2 fr, Gaz, Soap, Roach, and Everett all jumping Ghost and Price and melting their brains
Idk if you've ever seen those women who fuck men back?? Like the woman is standing and holding the man's legs against him and then riding him like that?? Idk if that's the best way to describe it, BUT Everett does that to whoever's cis in the polycule, especially if it's Ghost or Price, loves to dominate those two
I could probably go on for way too long about these guys...... Someone's gotta put me down, bruh
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Hello I’m kicking my legs and twirling my hair bc fucking price to sleep is a dream yes he’s an old man yes he’ll happily let you fuck him while he sleeps yes he gets lazily half way into riding and wants you to take over for him yes he’ll claim he doesn’t like being pampered bc he’s a “grown man for Christ sake “ but if you happen to forget to make tea for him at night like you usually do or you won’t offer him to put his cold feet onto you he’ll be huffing and puffing
May I also have a cuddle ses with Everett it’s been a rough day my friends 🧎🏻‍♂️
Wait I absolutely love them having petty fights like arguing over silly things like how someone (soap) ended up turning half of the white t shirts into baby pink and he’s like what pink looks great on ghost and Everett 😭
Oh no I forgot soap was a wee bit scared 😭 but also soap having some moments where he’s like “you’re cool…sometimes” to the dogs 😭
Soap having little tea parties with the kitties and talking shit about dogs and the cats are just blinking at him and he’s like exactly!
Everett wearing his bunny mask jst bc he secretly loves when the rest of the guys coo at him
I see price tryinf weed once and being all grumpy about the headache he got and how he’s too old for all this nonsense hallucinations he’s seeing 😭
Oh hello Everett and price dryhumping idk I just see price as someone who absolutely loves doing it especially with a couple of drinks in him
Soap and Everette finding their own ways to communicate just in case something happens 🧎🏻‍♂️
Oh I’ve definitely seen that maybe even imagined pricr doing it to me but that’s another discussion 😞
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creedslove · 2 years ago
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For once, I don't want Pedro back together with your reader! They both need to move on and grow up. It was unfair to her to keep Pedro around when she knew there was no future, and Pedro was an ass for how he told her, but he wasn't wrong. Of course, you KNOW how that thing with Ross and Emily ended, lol....of course there is no future with Ariela, those kind of relationships never last because they aren't founded on anything real or good. You can't have sex all the time, Pedro is getting too old for that, lol.
I shall chew my fingernails awaiting the next installment of Angst Anon's Cowboy (gets a) Massacre...I mean, Agent Whiskey Needs A Broken Bottle Upside his head...I mean...damn. lol.
I mean calling her a bitch was a bridge too far. But I don't want her to whore herself by fucking him and burning him. She is too good for that.
Angst Anon 🔪🫀🩸🫣
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Well, first of all, about Pedro and reader, I don't want them back together either, I mean, as much as they'd be cute and it's nice they still love each other, they are so incompatible. Reader wants a family, she wants to get married and settle down, Pedro doesn't want that. It wouldn't be fair for her to sacrifice her dream like that to stay with him, at the same time it wouldn't be fair to impose all of that on him, as he already made things clear.
Ariela's is Pedro's comfortable option: she's hot and cute and she keeps him entertained but without attaching too many strings. Both Pedro and reader are wrong for wanting to be around each other when in reality they need their distance. Maybe they could be friends, but they should've been away from each other at first, to heal properly from the breakup. Now their feelings for each other are just confusing and bringing them more problems than enjoyment.
Now... About Jack
He's definitely dumb right? Not even dumb, I'd say he is cynical as he did everything he did to reader and still thinks she'll accept his kiss. He apologized to her like his ass and just wanted to kiss her because he is still physically attracted to him.
It would be a very big heartbreak for Wyatt as he likes the cowboy and loves his mommy, he certainly would be very sad and disappointed 😞
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kithtaehyung · 2 years ago
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*sighs* ryen ryen ryen…
WHAT THE HELL WAS THAT OMG 🤕😮‍💨🤧
- ok so first of all i must be a bit 3tan-brainrotted because tell me why i woke at 6am sharp and the first thing that came in my mind was the new chapter:&,!/‘d 🥴
- jk has a fucking audacity like…i get he’s desperate and full of remorse but reader has move on/start to finally move on and he’s throwing her back into those old memories :((( idk i don’t think that’s fair towards them
- besides i don’t think he still love them in the same way he loved them during their teenage years like they broke up before their twenties and those are the years where you change and grow the most…i think his love is the same way as reader described with the worned jeans parallel etc etc
- i was really touched by bro :(((
- im glad the backstory for bro and reader was developed during this chapter like the dynamic between them is much more understandable, have you always have that kind of family problem in mind for their personal story when you started to develop the characters?
- SO HERE COMES THE GUILT AND PAIN :D sobbing crying throwing up right fucking now like when reader understands what yoongi represents to bro im just…jfc..this is going to get ugly so fast when their relation is out… i appreciated the moment of clarity by reader when she’s like « oh if yoongi can do all of these for me when we’re not even together then i can’t even imagine for my brother during college»
- THREE FUCKING MONTHS KDKFKD no wonder they trashed the desk after such a long time lmaoommg’fnf
- the aftercare, sobbing crying screaming AND throwing up again the whole speech by reader in the car about how she missed him…yoongi snapping up omg’fkd and the whole cuddling and humming and shedding tears im just 🥺🥺 my babies 🥺🥺🥺 just wanna build a bubble or shelter for them to live in in peace 😞
- BTW HOW DARE YOU GIVING US PUBLIC DISPLAY OF AFFECTION AND A FUCKING KISS AGAINST HIS CAR WHEN THEY’RE OUT ⚰️
- you know what i thought of when i read the last part about oc coming home and bro waiting for them ? that damn spoiler about someone/bro (??) telling « it’s about yoongi. isn’t it. » DDBSKDKDKDK ryen gdi
- and now i think i should’ve voted for the whole story with the 30k etc like i’m addicted i think and i cannot wait to see the following for this damn cliffhanger once again how dare you
i’ll probably reread this a dozen times more during the weekend except sunday because i have a second date with that same person ☺️
rest well and hope to read more soon 🫶
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CD PLSSSSSS oh my goodness, love. thank you so much for this wonderful commentary! i got my own things to say under the cut so let's gooooo
WHAT THE HELL WAS THAT OMG 🤕😮‍💨🤧
LMFAO
ok so first of all i must be a bit 3tan-brainrotted because tell me why i woke at 6am sharp and the first thing that came in my mind was the new chapter:&,!/‘d 🥴
nooooo way. wait really?! that's too much for me to handle i'm biting my fcking fist dsklfjdskljf what an honor!
jk has a fucking audacity like…i get he’s desperate and full of remorse but reader has move on/start to finally move on and he’s throwing her back into those old memories :((( idk i don’t think that’s fair towards them besides i don’t think he still love them in the same way he loved them during their teenage years like they broke up before their twenties and those are the years where you change and grow the most…i think his love is the same way as reader described with the worned jeans parallel etc etc
love these commentaries on jk and reader! it's so hard to have something like that happen.. especially if it happened when they both were far from mature enough to handle it. you have a great ass point about the formative years, too! wow i actually really like how you approached that whole section. this shit is why i love hearing from y'all forreal!
i was really touched by bro :(((
man i love that man.
im glad the backstory for bro and reader was developed during this chapter like the dynamic between them is much more understandable, have you always have that kind of family problem in mind for their personal story when you started to develop the characters?
YES! i'm so happy you liked their backstory build. it was necessary to flesh out so that we could understand where they're both coming from, as painful as that was to finally say. this was my plan for awhile, but gosh it was still hard to really write.
SO HERE COMES THE GUILT AND PAIN :D sobbing crying throwing up right fucking now like when reader understands what yoongi represents to bro im just…jfc..this is going to get ugly so fast when their relation is out… i appreciated the moment of clarity by reader when she’s like « oh if yoongi can do all of these for me when we’re not even together then i can’t even imagine for my brother during college»
GOD I KNOWWWW like damn. yoongi's choice was so jarring at first, but when we get this background on bro? it makes sense and brings a whole new wave of guilt. it isn't just "we don't wanna get between them" anymore, it's more like "shit... we could potentially destroy something much bigger than we thought." and like,, knowing what we know about yoongi? he hasn't had the best time before reader showed up..... so.... yeah.
THREE FUCKING MONTHS KDKFKD no wonder they trashed the desk after such a long time lmaoommg’fnf
LMFAOOOOO YEAH I WOULDVE BEEN THE SAME.
the aftercare, sobbing crying screaming AND throwing up again the whole speech by reader in the car about how she missed him…yoongi snapping up omg’fkd and the whole cuddling and humming and shedding tears im just 🥺🥺 my babies 🥺🥺🥺 just wanna build a bubble or shelter for them to live in in peace 😞
the way i want the gd same! the aftercare scenes were some of my absolute favorites to write, and i even saved them for last so that i could finally breathe after working on the rest lol. they're as much of a relief for me as the writer as they are for y'all and the characters. i'm so proud of reader for the car thing! bc we've seen them finally say something in basketball, but i think this was even better.
BTW HOW DARE YOU GIVING US PUBLIC DISPLAY OF AFFECTION AND A FUCKING KISS AGAINST HIS CAR WHEN THEY’RE OUT ⚰️
LMFAOOOOO i meeeean yoongi was pretty far around the corner if it took seven minutes to get to him, but YEAH. MWAHAHA.
you know what i thought of when i read the last part about oc coming home and bro waiting for them ? that damn spoiler about someone/bro (??) telling « it’s about yoongi. isn’t it. » DDBSKDKDKDK ryen gdi
I AM SAYING NOTHING!!!!! i can't believe you remembered that though omg??
and now i think i should’ve voted for the whole story with the 30k etc like i’m addicted i think and i cannot wait to see the following for this damn cliffhanger once again how dare you i’ll probably reread this a dozen times more during the weekend except sunday because i have a second date with that same person ☺️rest well and hope to read more soon 🫶
thank you so damn much! nahhhh the 30k would've taken me all the way out lmfao. this would've taken SO much longer if we waited. i think this gives everyone time to breathe! an intermission of sorts, or like when an episode ends on a cliffhanger ahahah.
read as many times as you want to! thank you so much for reading so soon, and i hope the second date goes/went very very well :D happy to hear about it, too!
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hansolen · 7 days ago
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IVE FOUND THE ASK. (Lord I'm not the brightest bulb in this world)
Hihi HANNIE! Here are some questions for you ᕕ(ᐛ)ᕗ
★ your favourite aesthetic? And which aesthetic you associate yourself with?
★ a song you associate with each of your yumeships
★Do you have any wips at the current moment?
★favourite sweet treat?
★ what do you like about twisted wonderland ? And which house do you like the most (are they....called houses.....dorms...? Idk...)
★ what fandoms are you currently in?
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HELLOOOOO CEECEE !!!!!!!! i am so sorry for answering this so late :( exam week has been grilling me and i wanted to sit and properly answer your lovely ask 🫶🫶🫶 since i finally got a 4 day holiday in between what better time than now !! (its 3am) ALSO YOU ARE THE BRIGHTEST STAR IN THE WORLD AND THATS ALL THAT MATTERS !!!! aaand i love the nickname hannie i always light up like :D when i read it I NEED TO THINK UP ONE FOR YOU TOO OMG gotta churn my brain juice 🧃 asap !!!!
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★ your favourite aesthetic? and which aesthetic you associate yourself with?
-> my own personal aesthetic would be trinkets and earthy shades mixed with blood !! though maybe a little green sprinkled in there like moss growing on rocks !! with my trinket addiction comes overfilled books and overwritten messy notes <3 i think these small things together stir the potion that is: me !! i also love soft wavy curls and the sea/moon motifs ♡
★ a song you associate with each of your yumeships
-> this is such a good question because funnily enough i haven’t thought about songs specifically for any of my current selfships (stares wistfully at my playlists of my old f/os… will revisit those one day….)
jade leech - heart of chambers by beach house
jing yuan - take care by beach house
bonus! aventurine - i will by mitski (i’m not gonna lie, this song is for every one of my selfships ever…. it’s basically my In Love song i think)
★ do you have any wips at the current moment?
-> yess i do !!! though… i am struggling through them unfortunately 💔 writers block is heavy, i Want to write but suddenly theres a jam in the flow of ideas 😔💔
currently my main one is: cold stark gold - sacrifice!phainon x deity!reader :> a delicious dynamic (but they are torturing me 😞)
★ favourite sweet treat?
-> oughh thats a hard one…..i love rasmalai 🥹 so much… just typing its name made me so hungry LOL i also love nutella bomboloni but my favourite cafe closed recently 💔 it was the only one that sold it in my area 😞 i would love to know yours as well 🫶!! (so i can send it to you through the power of my mind)
★ what do you like about twisted wonderland ? and which house do you like the most (are they....called houses.....dorms...? Idk...)
-> i love jade leech. thats it 😔 (i hate him) jokes aside honestly the reason i love twst is probably nostalgia. i got into it couple years ago (i think 2021? then i left it in 2023…) suddenly woke up one random day on november 2024 and boom… it took over my life again. i love the world building twst has! it brings in such flawed characters (since they are all based off of disney villains) it makes for fun characters and dynamics that i enjoy playing with !!!
my favourite dorm is …octavinelle bahahah,, its basically like a capitalistic mafia dorm run by mers 😭 but theyre funny and pretty so i think it cancels out? 🙂‍↕️ though my self insert would likely be in diasomnia due to lore (and yess you are right !! they are called dorms)
★ what fandoms are you currently in?
-> this is a hard one… i think i am a little bit in every fandom ive ever been into ahahaha — i subtly keep up with everything (yes i am totally not going insane 🫡) though my main ones currently would be hsr and twst :0 genuinely though i’m everywhere …. Lurking even when i don’t post about it as much
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thank you for such wonderful questions 🥹🥹 trust that i WILL be visiting your inbox soon with my bag full of questions 🧳🧳🧳 also i am wishing you best of luck for your exams 🥹🫂🫂 may we make it through this month 🥹🫶 sending you much love !!! hope you are taking good care of yourself ♡ turning into a capybara to hug you as we speak !!
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SUMMARY౨ৎ You and Oscar. Oscar and You. Friends- Best friends actually. That’s how it’s always been. Best friends for 20 years at that. And neither of you would change a thing! Well, that was until you both wanted more. And what better way to realize then friends helping friends?
PAIRING ౨ৎ Oscar Piastri x Fem!Reader
WARNINGS ౨ৎ cursing! just two idiots in love that don’t wanna admit it
A/N ౨ৎ i use photos of oscar and lily z for the couple photos! I LOVE THEM TOGETHER AND THEIR STORY??? OMG 😭😭🩷
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[1: it’s a secret where i’m going..] [2: not a secret no more! surprise!! here in japan :)]
140 people replied to your story!
user0 HELLO??
user0.1 STOP THE QUEEN WILL BE BACK IN THE PADDOCK
y/nnn_l/nnn YOU BET I AM 🤞
user0.2 ARE YOU HERE FOR OSCAR???
y/nnn_l/nnn i’m not here for lando and carlos that’s for sure!! 😊
user0.3 DOES HE KNOW ABOUT THIS???
y/nnn_l/nnn nope! logan planned all of this and oscar never checks instagram so it’ll be one hell of a surprise.
logansargeant ✔︎ pls tell me you’re ready so you don’t spend 2 hours getting ready for his birthday dinner… which by the say is just you and him…
y/nnn_l/nnn ✔︎ SHHHH SHUT YOUR MOUTH LOGAN. IT’S NOTHING. JUST TWO FRIENDS THAT HAVE KNOWN EACH OTHER FOR SO LONG AND THEY ARE HAVING A WONDERFUL DINNER TO CELEBRATE HIS BIRTHDAY. NOT A DATE.
logansargeant ✔︎ woah woah so defensive. but yeah. dinner. ALONE. TOGETHER.
logansargeant ✔︎ but you want it to be a date, i know you do. 😊
y/nnn_l/nnn ✔︎ im getting another ride.
logansargeant ✔︎ WAIT PLEASE DON’T I’M ALREADY HERE IT WAS A SUPER LONG DRIVE TOO
logansargeant ✔︎ YOU’RE LEAVING ME ON READ :(
read at 17:23
y/nnn_l/nnn ✔︎
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y/nnn_l/nnn happy birthday to this stinky man ig… congrats your old!
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landonorris ✔︎ did osco pay for dinner? 🤔
oscarpiastri ✔︎ ofc??? what man would i be if i didn’t??
user0.4 nicole raised him right 😚😚 ♥︎ by author!
y/nnn_l/nnn ✔︎ @ landonorris I TOLD HIM NOT TO BUT HE DIDN’T LISTEN. HE LITERALLY SHOVED ME OUT OF MY CHAIR
logansargeant ✔︎ @ oscarpiastri what a gentleman you are oscar. what a ladies man
logansargeant ✔︎ oscar jack piastri pulling the moves??
y/nnn_l/nnn ✔︎ moves? what moves??
logansargeant ✔︎ uhm…
oscarpiastri ✔︎ logan. open my text. right now.
charles_leclerc ✔︎ my son is growing up 🥹
user1 dinner??? together??
user2 🤭🤭
landonorris ✔︎ 🤭🤭
logansargeant ✔︎ 🤭🤭
y/nnn_l/nnn can a girl eat her fucking sushi in peace?
user2 😞😞
landonorris ✔︎ 😞😞
logansargeant ✔︎ 😞😞
user3 they have to be dating there is no way they aren’t
user4 HONESTLY. LIKE THE ONE ON ONE DINNER??? 😭🩷
user5 no because they are such cuties together :(
user6 or maybe… just maybe… they might be friends for 20+ years 😰😰!
oscarpiastri ✔︎ wow what a wonderful compliment to your friend of 20 years 😒
y/nnn_l/nnn ✔︎ love you best friend oscar jack piastri :))
oscarpiastri ✔︎ 😐
y/nnn_l/nnn ✔︎ DON’T " 😐” ME IM NOT GOING TOMORROW WITH THAT ATTITUDE YOUNG MAN.
oscarpiastri ✔︎ ohhh nooo… whatever would i do without you..
y/nnn_l/nnn ✔︎ uhmmm… lose and crash??
oscarpiastri ✔︎ did you have to choose the childhood photos..?
y/nnn_l/nnn ✔︎ obviously. you were such a cutie :( LOOK AT THAT SMILE AND RECEDING HAIRLINE 🥹🩷
oscarpiastri ✔︎ wow 🫤.
user12 RECEDING HAIRLINE 😭😭
user8 GUYS WAKE UP!! Y/N DROPPED A NEW OSCAR PHOTO!!
user9 LITTLE OSCAR AND Y/N 😭🩷🩷
user10 who is she? i heard people talk about this post on twitter but i’m a new fan 😭
user11 that’s y/n! her and oscar have been friends since they were kids and she’s a very cool person (she does marine bio in australia and is a part time influencer)! her and oscar bully each other (in a loving way ofc) but they are very good friends.
user10 oh that’s nice! what’s with all the comments about them dating?
user11 people say how close they are and some subtle hints from them both show they do in fact like each other but neither want to say. (which imo isn’t wrong at all)
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[1: omw to see polite cat] [2: SHE HAS ARRIVED!] [3: still not used to rich ppl]
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user13 “omw to see polite cat” she’s only there for oscar and it has my heart.
user14 THE OSCAR HAT 😭😭🩷
landonorris ✔︎ wow.. where is my support??
y/nnn_l/nnn dw lando your fangirls support you enough that you don’t need me!! besides that new girl your with? isn’t she there for support??? 🧐
landonorris ✔︎ she’s nothing to me..just a friend. you’re just saying that to move the subject because you like oscar Read 1 minute ago
landonorris ✔︎ what?? you know i’m only teasing you Read 2 minutes ago
landonorris ✔︎ WAIT WHAT Read 3 minutes ago
landonorris ✔︎ Y/N COME BACK DON’T LEAVE ME ON READ Read 5 minutes ago
oscarpiastri ✔︎
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oscarpiastri best support there is 🧡
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mclaren ✔︎ well done oscar! you’re support was by far the best we’ve seen 👏
user20 best support you say? 😏
user21 OMG 😭😭
user22 not our best race but definitely not the worst 🥹
user23 THE SECOND PHOTO OML 😭🩷
user24 THE ARM AROUND THE NECK??? 😋
user25 THE ARM AROUND THE WAIST??? 🥹
user26 they are in love your honor. 🧑‍⚖️
landonorris ✔︎ NO WAY YOU TAGGED ME AS THE CUTOUT IN THE BACKGROUND OF THE SECOND PHOTO. THIS IS OUTRAGEOUS.
user27 HELP 😭😭
user28 him not putting a single lando photo but putting y/n is just th cherry on top 💀
logansargeant ✔︎ mate you’re lucky even even did that because all he cares about is another special person in his life
user28 no logan calling oscar out 😭😭
oscarpiastri ✔︎ @ logansargeant i don’t know what you’re talking about
mclaren ✔︎
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mclaren Important points scored in Suzuka! 🤝
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user15 proud of the boys 🥹🫶
user16 oscar could have done better…
y/nnn_l/nnn ✔︎ KEEP MY WIFES NAME OUT OF YOUR FUCKING MOUTH. LEAVE OSCAR JACK PIASRI ALONE
user16 yes ma’am, sorry ma’am, i’m sorry for ever speaking ma’am
y/nnn_l/nnn ✔︎ OSCARRRRHHH
y/nnn_l/nnn ✔︎ so proud of you
landonorris ✔︎ what about me?? i also did go today 🤨
y/nnn_l/nnn ✔︎no
landonorris ✔︎ i have blackmail now say i did good. *THIS COMMENT HAS BEEN DELETED*
y/nnn_l/nnn ✔︎ LANDO I SWEAR TO GOD *THIS COMMENT HAS BEEN DELETED*
y/nnn_l/nnn ✔︎ DELETE THIS RN *THIS COMMENT HAS BEEN DELETED*
user17 @ landonorris blackmail?? 👀
user18 @ landonorris WHAT IS THIS BLACKMAIL??? TELL US.
user21 IS ANYONE GONNA TALK ABOUT THE BLACKMAiL LANDO HAS???
user22 THE DELETED COMMENTS?
user23 well… based on y/n reply to oscars comment i think we know what the blackmail is. 🤭🤭
y/nnn_l/nnn ✔︎ take me to another race pretty please
oscarpiastri ✔︎ don’t you have a job??
y/nnn_l/nnn ✔︎ not when it comes to you
user19 oh??? 😋
user20 y/n pulling moves???
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[1: HE GOT ME FLOWERS 🥹] [2: onwards to #1!! ] [3: such a polite cat 🥹]
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user29 STFU ARE YOU GUYS ON A DATE??
user29.5 DID OSCAR GIVE YOU THE FLOWERS???
user30 THE TIME HAS COME
user31 THE FLOWERSSS 😭😭🫶
user32 oscar has rizz???
y/nnn_l/nnn ✔︎ oh honey… he’s had me whipped for at least 10 years because of his stupid self. he def has it.
user33 oscar is THE polite cat
landonorris ✔︎ now i sit back and enjoy the show
logansargeant ✔︎ oh thank god, i thought he was hopeless
charles_leclerc ✔︎ flowers always work 😉 💐
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y/nnn_l/nnn 2nd offical date, and many more to go with my favorite npc 🩵
user34 IT’S CONFIRMED THEY ARE DATING OMG 😭😭
user35 i can rest easy.
francisca.cgomes ✔︎ such cuties omg 🥹
y/nnn_l/nnn 🩷🩷
carmenmundt ✔︎ amazing water! where is this?
y/nnn_l/nnn back in the homeland! come visit with george sometime soon! 🫶
landonorris ✔︎ about time
charles_leclerc ✔︎ about time
danielricciardo ✔︎ about time
carlossainz55 ✔︎ about time
maxverstappen1 ✔︎ about time
lance_stroll ✔︎ about time
fernandoalsonso ✔︎ about time
alexalbon ✔︎ about time
y/nnn_l/nnn ✔︎ OKAY OKAY WE GET IT
logansargeant ✔︎ about time
oscarpiastri ✔︎ last as always…
logansargeant ✔︎ rude.
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oscarpiastri and the season come to an end. thank you @ y/nnn_l/nnn for always supporting me from the start of my career ❤️ hope this is one of many more award ceremonies with you.
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y/nnn_l/nnn ✔︎ OH STOP YOU IDIOT IM GONNA CRY 😭
logansargeant ✔︎ i can in fact confirm she is now crying
y/nnn_l/nnn ✔︎ i literally love you so so much oscar jack piastri my mii, npc, and cat all in one ❤️
oscarpiastri ✔︎ i’m going to take this as a compliment..
y/nnn_l/nnn ✔︎ you should because i’m so in love with you 😚
oscarpiastri ✔︎ …🧡
y/nnn_l/nnn ✔︎ please. no more orange hearts. i see enough on race weekends 😞😞
oscarpiastri ✔︎ sorry lovely, you have to get used to it 🤷
y/nnn_l/nnn ✔︎ ugh…you’re lucky i love you…🧡
landonorris ✔︎ puking
oscarpiastri ✔︎ oh please lando
y/nnn_l/nnn ✔︎ literally shut your single ass up and leave. you’re the one here with multiple gfs, like pick one???
landonorris ✔︎ :(
magui_corceiro ✔︎ @ landonorris :)
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theonlysamy · 1 year ago
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Hello.
It’s my first post .
In my own world .
Living my own life .
I gotta say the BEST times of my life were my childhood . God gave me such an AMAZING childhood. It had its traumatic experiences but nonetheless it was wonderful growing up . I’ve met so many childhood friends that’ll forever stay in my heart and I want to document that .
Let me think 🤔
Starting — 2nd grade
Brick town - water gardens
Rachel (blonde white girl )
Skyler Schiller
3rd grade
Sasha - who sat across from me and gave me a pickle in lunch becuz I use to crack pickle jokes in class when the teacher use to pick on me even tho I wasn’t raising my hand so I would answer back “pickle” she thought it was hiiilarious . I loved her for that .
4th grade
Rachel - she was the fastest female runner I was the 2nd , she lived in the same complex (Ventura ) we went to hunters creek elementary.
5th grade - it was Kim …my sister 🥰
I also went to Manchester Middle school
(Only remember the after school Friday dance nights & chillen with my cousin Lei a lot & going to the lake)
6th grade - Megan Couteu, Rachel Roger’s, Nancy, Lauria, Celeste ..
7th - Clarissa (Cici) , Andrea , Mariana , Lyla ,
Marian (Gummy Bear) , Adesia ….
8th —- Jenny , Leidy .
Oh man …. My heart for all of these beautiful ladies that came into my life , I’ve experienced the most wonderful times , love & memories. It was the love for me , the laughter , the fun . It was addictive, I wanted to the with those girls all of the time . I never really appreciated their presence until they’re no longer in my life anymore , they’re alive thank you God. But they’re not close to me. It genuinely does tare me apart that I don’t have these girls in my life anymore , broke my soul. This was love . I loved them so much . Each and every one . So grateful to experience it all.
9th - Zahieh , Anyssa , Vanessa , Jackie , Roldy , Leann, Taylor , Chantel , Johnathan , Brandon , Emilio .
10,11,12th same …
Graduated 2012.
Mello , Betsy , Gabby, Veronica .
Sigh….
If I had the chance to re live my life all over again and never make those mistakes that I’ve done.
All of those lovers that I’ve lost . 😞
Like how…. And why…. And I don’t ever wanna love anyone…becuz I have loved and I have lost.
I have loved and I have lost …
I miss them so much , each and everyone ….
It’s something ….. I don’t know how anyone can fully recover from ….. it was love … that is lost…. And now gone…
So … is heaven a place where I get to see them again and they will forgive and love me unconditionally?
So many friends …. I don’t want to make any more new ones…. I miss my old ones still holding on to my old ones … it’ll never happen again … so in heaven …. Is that where it’s supposed to all come together again? Forgive ? Love ? Hugs ? Kisses ? Wishes ? Trust ? Hope? Unconditional?….
Becuz if heaven is supposed to bring yall back to me then I guess I can’t wait for that …. & I guess since it’s too late then God just wants me to continue making many more so I don’t continue living this alone. And hurt . And regretful …. & stuck… I miss them so much. Each and every one…. I’m so sorry yall…
God told me it’ll all be forgiven…🙏🏽✨❤️
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rggie · 3 years ago
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Idk if we do oc talk here, but i needed to tell someone about my favorite boy. I made a whole twst oc who is a third shroud w/middle child syndrome named Connie bc of certain connections to greek and latin words in the other boy’s names. Cringe is dead you can make ur ocs related to canon now/j. He bullies Idia (lovingly) about using gamer speak and internet abbreviations out loud. He and Ortho are menaces bc of their 🥺 act. He’s still very much a Shroud and an ignihyde student he never wears his uniform coat it’s the Emotional Support Jacket at all times.
Connie isn’t quite as eccentric as his brothers are considered, but he’s got his quirks. A little paranoid, never seems to sleep, has cameras and bugs and droids everywhere he can hide them. Seems quiet and hard to approach, but is a warm person until someone hits his berserk button. He hears someone say a single negative word about Idia or Ortho and he’s already swinging. Connie has no mercy for anyone who would even think hurtful things about the people he cares about. He’s their shield, he’ll stand at Idia’s side in the future, he needs to make sure nothing bad happens again. Never again.
He’s still a kid though. He likes to have fun, and his idea of fun can vary drastically depending on who he’s with and if there’s someone acting as impulse control. He and Ortho aren’t allowed to wander campus without a chaperone. They’re watched diligently to ensure it doesn’t happen. It happens anyways, and then explosions happen. Connie and Idia have a healthy sibling rivalry, always trying to one up each other. Fighting over academics, video game scores, height, you name it. Often verbal, sometimes physical, never magical. They have their sibling fights the old fashioned way, by wrestling, yanking hair, kicking, and biting until someone (Ortho) tells them to stop.
Connie is still Idia’s little brother, no matter how much he annoys him. He helps with homework he struggles with and they play games together when they’re not at each other’s throats. When Connie and Ortho get in trouble, which is often, they can always run and hide behind Idia’s back. What do you mean Idia’s precious little brothers caused that mess?? They’re totally innocent, how dare you accuse them of something like that! He could see Connie doing it, but Ortho? NEVER! It’s probably those other freshmen! Jeez!
They’re just funny little guys. I needed someone else to know about them before I exploded. Thank u for the ramble spot- 🐝
we absolutely DO talk ocs here. ocs, theories, brainrot abt ur fave characters, literally anything. if there’s one thing i am, it’s a good listener. (it comes with my introverted nature😭 i think.) scream at me abt ur blorbos and i will scream back!!! /pos
another shroud sibling. my heart is so full. FIRST OF ALL CONNIE SOUNDS LIKE A MENACE TO IDIA (lovingly) AND I ADORE HIM ALREADY. the sibling rivalry… i love it. pushing each others buttons😭 realistic sibling dynamics🤍🤍🤍!!! and oh my god imagine connie and idia getting into a physical fight in front of the other third years.. absolutely shocked because who is this firecracker able to wring such emotions out of idia????!! and ortho is more than happy to brag abt both his brothers 😞😞
and aaaaa ortho and connie getting into little shenanigans.. the way they have to be supervised PLEASE THEYRE SO SILLY… AND THEN HIDING BEHIND IDIA’S BACK WHEN THEY GET INTO TROUBLE😭😭 i can’t fight the smile growing on my face “He could see Connie doing that, but Ortho? NEVER!” i’m ascending. this is absolutely gold. idia’s innocent little siblings could never do anything wrong!!!🥺🥺🥺 it must have been ace or grim. it must have!
thank u for this bc u have no idea how much i love familial tropes. like romantic things? they’re cool! but familial tropes and platonic intimacy are at the top for me 😭 just imagining all the shroud sibling interactions has me tearful. and this isn’t even touching on the angst potential…
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