#thelost-in-time: about ying

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YOU HAVE DISCORD???

ADD ME I'M Ying#7952

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FUCK JAJAKKEWN HE KNOWS BC MY FRIENDS ARE SO OBVIOUS AND PUSHED HIM TO TALK TO ME

BUT MY FRIEND ASKED HIM IF HE LIKES ME AND HE SAID TO MY FRIEND THAT HE'LL GIVE IT SOME TIME AND IF HE DOESN'T LIKE ME AS MORE THAN A FRIEND HE'LL KINDLY REJECT ME.

EHAJWJWKAMMW HE LEFT ME ON READ THOUGH SO IDK HOW TO FEEL

Mixed feelings can be hard to navigate 😭

Especially being left on read because what kind of response is that? If it's even called a response.

I hope either way, no matter what happens, you get a chance to be happy

You deserve happiness.

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I'm hoping I get rejected when I confess bc I want to move on even if it hurts me...

I'm gonna confess soon ig?

We've only talked once or twice bc I try avoiding him hahaha...

*hugs*

Either way, I hope you don't stress yourself out too much over this.

And yeah, if you think it's best to move on, then try your best to.

Especially since you just had a breakup not too long ago ;-;

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I broke up with my bf bc I can't handle long distance relationship anymore and it hurt more than it made me happy so yeah

and then after our break up I realized that I had a crush on someone in my class.

Yesterday I said if I don't talk to him tomorrow lock me in a room with him.

THEY WOULDN'T GIVE ME 6 MONTHS OR A WEEK TO TALK TO HIM

I WAS FORCED TO TALK TO HIM TODAY 😭

I'm anxious but they said his type is someone who's rlly nice

and my friends keep calling me an angel which I'm not but I could try befriending him at least...

AND THEY SAID HE'S REALLY NICE TOO! (Still anxious though bc I already cried last week 🤣)

Ah, yeah. Then it's good you broke up if it was just hurting you ;-;

You are an angel.

And if you want to, then maybe take it slow? You just got out of a relationship, so if you need time before moving into another relationship, then maybe wait?

Become his friend and stuff first?

I don't know. Don't take my advice as is. Advice can be improved upon to make it better

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Vacation was fun except for the fact I hit my head on the window when I was sleeping AND I HAD TO WAKE UP REALLY EARLY EVERYDAY 😡

I always passed out in the car from my sugar rushes 😔

the coffee was supposed to help but there was more sugar than coffee 😭

I GOT BOOKS AND A NEW PLUSHIE ❤️❤️

my sister might have lost Lumine though

There was a lot of wasps in Calgary 😨

I hope you're taking care of yourself or else 😁🔪

Have a good day/night Lost :D

- Ying

😭 I hope it wasn't hard enough to give you a headache

Ah yes. Sugar rush followed by the sugar crash (I think), a downside to sugar that's irritating

Why? 😭

Aww I'm glad to hear it 🥺

Rip

Deadass? And how did you feel? Annoyed? Nervous? Eh?

Lol the subtle threat. I'm only taking care of myself if you are taking care of yourself

Have a good day/night too, Ying.

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Hey Lost

I just wanted to tell you to take all the time you need. Not everybody will agree with me but taking care of yourself is first priority. I know I haven't been active recently but I'll try being for active to check up on you

Please take care of yourself while I'm gone

- Ying

Hey, Ying.

It's okay, I appreciate you regardless on whether you're active or not: you're a good person.

I'll do my best to take care of myself, don't worry, but you take care of yourself too, okay?

And yeah, I'll take a break for a bit until I feel better.

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I'm going crazy over some dude I met basically 2 weeks ago

Btw I broke up with my bf on Saturday

Wait what?

What did I miss?

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Hi Lost! You already know I'm going to Calgary but before I leave I wanted to give you a proper goodbye. Yes even if it's only for a week. I'll try sending you asks and updating you in dms when I can while I'm on vacation. But while I'm gone please take care of yourself. This may not be much but I'll miss you a lot and don't forget that no matter what happens you'll always have a special place in my heart

Sincerely,

- Ying

😭 I'm gonna miss you too. You also have a special place in my heart and you always will.

I hope you enjoy yourself though 🥺

Remember to take care of yourself!

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RHWIWJ I'M KIND OF TAKING CARE OF MYSELF??

We don't talk abt how I passed out bc I stood up too fast and I have iron deficiency. shhhhhh 🤫

BUT

Aside from that I'm okay.

I was supposed to update on Friday but I lost my train of thought so now I'm gonna restart when I go on vacation on Saturday

I'LL BE GONE FOR A WEEK STARTING ON SATURDAY SO YOU BETTER TAKE CARE OF YOURSELF BC I'M GONNA BE BUSY PACKING AND STUFF

I'll check up on you though before I leave so expect a goodbye ask

Take care Lost!

- Ying

Ying 😭

I hope you enjoy your vacation!

And take proper care of yourself please 😭

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Lost as long as you take care of yourself I'll be happy

And if you don't I'll break up with my bf

I'm proud that you took a break. You did what you needed to do and I'm proud. I personally want to take a hiatus but I don't think I can bc I want to make people happy by updating so I'll try updating next week.

Have a great day Lost and I hope you take care

ily mwah mwah /p

Sincerely,

- Ying

W h a t ?

You can't just threaten me with that! 😭

And that doesn't answer my question 🤨

Do what makes you happy, honestly. Trying to make everyone happy may burn you out too much. So take it easy, yeah?

You try to have a good day too, yeah? Ilyt /p

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LOST I HAVE A S/O

I was so dense omfg

AHAHAJ ITS FINE BUT

HE'S SO CUTE

LOST YOU BETTER BE DOING WELL

I'm really sorry I haven't been active shajwj preparing to leave next Friday

Lost if life hasn't been treating you well you can talk to me

I'll always be here for you and I'll be checking my Tumblr more often now since I won't be as busy anymore :D

I really hope you're doing well

Lost please take care of yourself. I really care about you and I want you to do what's best for you

- Ying

Ying, I am so happy for you! 🥺

I am so glad for you, truly. I can't even convey it in words 😭

That's okay. I haven't been really active either since I was really drained.

I hope you're taking care of yourself or I'll steal your kneecaps and grow taller hehe /lh

Late reply bc I was especially stressed out to the point I did something stupid lol

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Hello again Lost!

not much has happened aside from me making me friends but I'm taking care of myself and I'm trying to take things slow with eating. I'm progressing slowly but surely.

Life's been okay but hmu if you need someone to talk to or you just want a hug. Even if I'm not online you can always tell me and I'll respond when I'm online. I'm glad you've been taking care of yourself. I'm relieved you're taking care of yourself. I still get worried though because I'm not with you irl but as long as you're taking care of yourself that relieves me.

I hope life decides to treat you even better and that you get lots of love while I'm gone

I'm glad that you're understanding and I'm happy I got to meet you

You make my day better and I'm glad you do.

Sincerely,

- Ying

Ying! 🥺

I am super proud of you! I'm glad you're making friends and I'm glad you're making progress with eating.

I genuinely cannot convey in words how happy and proud of you I am 😭

You too, alright? My inbox and dms are always open for you no matter what 🥺

I hope you get lots of love too, and I hope life is kind to you. I genuinely do.

I'm happy to have met you too, and you being happy is the most important thing ever.

Ily /p 💛

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HI LOST

HAVE YOU BEEN TAKING CARE OF YOURSELF??

I HAVEN'T BEEN ON TUMBLR A LOT LATELY

I do apologize for that

I'll be sure to check up on you again later

btw hru?

I really hope life is treating you well!

- ying

Hi, Ying.

How's it going with you? Anything new happen lately? You been taking proper care of yourself, hmm?

And is life treating you well? Do you need any hugs?

Yeah, I've been taking care of myself. Things are okay ig? Idk.

But no need to apologise, okay? I understand, honey.

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Lost I'm glad you're taking a break. Everyone needs to take breaks and it doesn't matter how long you take a break for.

I'll miss you but what you're doing is right.

I'm glad you'll be taking care of yourself and I will too.

Sincerely,

- Ying

Don't worry, Ying. I'll still keep in touch with you.

I'm just taking a break from writing itself. It's a writing hiatus, not a full hiatus

I'm still going to be online to talk to friends and stuff because I have nobody else except you guys.

I have no friends or anyone else irl, just friends online here, so I'm still going to respond to anyone who wants to talk.

So during my break, my inbox and dms will be open for you and any other friends of mine.