#thegoodshipstarwars

[thestarbirdfromtheashes]

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[sleepykalena]

Sending tequila-fueled love! 🥃💕💕 goddam I love that fic 😍 “Always gotta shoot first, eh? What a class act; Other men have left me, but Andor's got my back He's with me, all the way, this man won't abandon He's got legs for days, but yours last seconds, and the fringes of his hair does a thing, a flip that makes my heart flip so much that I gotta grip the edge of a desk, fan myself from the heat”

Ah, thank you for reminding me of that! I’m really glad you enjoyed that fic.

As a thanks, here’s a description of what I had in mind for the sequel fic (which I still haven’t quite planned out more solidly, but the premise is basically set in stone) :

They keep going on, tweeting on, spilling tea so toxicFuckers holler, saying I should suck their cocks, ifthey only had a clue- their bitchass whining be the reasonnot a single girl wants to put their D’s on

them; R-B-F yeah, my face is bitchin’,If you try that, boy, everyone be switchin’on their phones, swipe y'all to the left, to the leftI’m a target now? Consider me un-im-pressed

Trifling, stifling, fuck yeah, that’s what you arePicking on me, nah, it ain’t gonna get you farUsing me? To boost your fame? AwwYou’re only ragin’ and engagin’ cuz you know you ain’t the star

They all liked it, retweeted it, gave me a fucking spotlightCan’t fight that I was showered with fame practically overnightStood up for a brother- that such a rare sight?you chose to set on me, mostly bitching cuz I’m whitechicks can’t rap, call me Iggy if you think it right

But lemme just say I didn’t ask for any of thisY'all gotta diss but I’m sittin’ here so pissed-Couldn’t bother to back the man I defendedWhere’s the solidarity? Were you just pretendin?

I'mma ride this wave until it hits the shoresor til I’m boredgo ahead and call me a whoreall you want, but all you really have to do is ignore me, so go ahead and ghost me, boo

[I’m holding a Crappy Friday AMA! Help cheer me up, please!]

[melanoradrood]

WIP Wednesday #2

Here’s the second WIP Wednesday Preview for the Final Chapter of i can’t forget you ( just the lies ) aka the amnesiac!cassian fic. There was also a WIP Wednesday last week for this fic, which you should probably read first, located here.

tagging the usuals: @thenewleeland , @cats-and-metersticks, @leaiorganas, @dracosollicitus, @summersrage, @de-temps-en-tempss, @thegiddyowl, @justtolkienabout, @atthelamppost, @oh-nostalgiaa, @imsfire2, @firefeufuego, @c4rebear21, @thegoodshipstarwars, @aheartisaheavy-burden, @castiellover77

When will this chapter be posted? When it’s done. The Layout for the final Chapter is a Section A subsection 1 2, INTERLUDE, Section B subsection 1 2 3, Section C, and I have finished all of Section A, and this WIP Wednesday is the INTERLUDE, so enjoy!

She’s obsessing over that ring. Jyn knows it. She doesn’t need a therapy session to have it explained to her. It’s plain as day what is happening - she’s obsessing, her fear of loneliness, of loss, of abandonment, it’s all closing in. That ring, it signifies a future, and yes, Cassian could disappear from her life again, even if she had the ring, but the ring is a sign of their love, a sign of commitment, and if she has that ring…

That ring means he won’t abandon her, and it’s not on her finger. She knows that they aren’t ready yet, she knows that it might take years, but he’s wearing it, wearing it around his neck as a reminder, a reminder of what he had lost, of what he could lose again…

It was made for her. He had bought it for her. It’s supposed to be on her finger, and instead, he’s just wearing it, like her heart isn’t fucking shattering, because she wants it. She wants it, wants what it means, wants what it promises.

It’s just a thing, a symbol, something she never would have cared about before, but now, she wants him to whisper that he loves her, wants him to promise to never leave her again, wants him to slip it onto her finger, wants him to press kisses to her face, to her hand, to her lips, telling her that he wants to spend the rest of his life with her, wants to bind himself to her.

She wants that ring, and everything it promises, and she can’t have it.

She makes an emergency appointment for first thing Monday morning, and spends the whole time crying, her fear of abandonment overtaking her. She still manages to take her pills, avoids the liquor store, and when Cassian texts her to ask how her day went, she manages a somewhat healthy reply, something that feels almost fake when she sends it.

She still goes to her Tuesday appointment as well, and it’s clear that she has issues with the ring…

A part of her wants to ask for it, wants to ask him to give it to her, but they’re not ready. Instead, she agrees with her therapist, that she will ask him to not wear it around her, and at their next couple’s session, they’ll take about her fear of abandonment again.

The problem is, she has a date with him in two days, and then has to wait another week until couple’s therapy. She had thought they were ready, but…

When she climbs into bed, the night before their date, she can’t get comfortable. Two and a half years, she has slept alone, save for the month with him, when he had lost his mind… two and a half years, and now, her bed feels cold, feels empty. She considers going to him, considers just going to his place, climbing into his bed, letting him hold her tight. He would do it, if she asked.

In the end, she sits in the shower, crying, wishing that she didn’t feel so alone.

[thegoodshipstarwars]

I changed my url!!! ‘simishipsrebelcaptain’ is now ‘thegoodshipstarwars’

I decided to change my name to better reflect my blog, which is no longer exclusively Rebelcaptain/Rogue One/Diego Luna. I also post Reylo, Adam Driver, HanLeia, StormPilot, and pro-sequel trilogy stuff. No antis, please. If that’s not your thing, feel free to move on.

[sleepykalena]

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