#the worse more sickening option is that i wasnt included in the group chat bc i have an android and if im in a group chat it cant be named
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#this is so fucking depressing#i am pretty sure im being excluded by people i considered my friends#and like i want to enjoy this last little bit of this stage of my life#but everything feels so tainted#by these relationships#and the one in this group of people who i would feel most comfortable talking to is dating the one who i feel like might be at the root of#the issue#but im also reconsidering and thinking that maybe i didnt do enough for people to consider me close to them#and i cant fucking text people and i think a group chat is at the root of this issue but i dont communicate well over text so no one ever a#adds me to group chats#at least thats what i think it is#the worse more sickening option is that i wasnt included in the group chat bc i have an android and if im in a group chat it cant be named#also they all have that creepy app where you can see where the others you know are at#and that app makes me so fucking uncomfortable and having it seems like a huge violation of privacy#anyways i want to talk to someone abt this tomorrow. thank god for [redacted] bc she questioned why a certain group of ppl did something#and i wasnt a part of that group.#im not alone i think. but i invested a lot of energy into this group and i want to like them so bad#and i feel like shit so i would like to feel less like shit
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