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lanternlightss · 5 months ago

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the likelihood of loop. not wanting the flower to begin with, as it loops back, dissolves, a reminder that so far nothing is permanent no matter what choices you make, that this prison they’re entrapped in has unmoving bars, is probably. high high up there

but also. what if the flower was a representation? what then? that you will be saved. that siffrin, who keeps coming back, who keeps waving that flower at you knowing the response will be “no,” who tries and tries, who won’t give up on you escaping this, either. what if was a representation that you, as well, are someone worth it, someone to hold onto tightly as you’re pulled up. what then !!! huh !!!

#thinking about loop.#reminder that you can’t save everyone #reminder that you have to try #AND DAMN WELL WILL I BE TRYING !!!!!!!!!!!#said it before will say it AGAIN what if you were LOVED #yes !!! you !!!!!!!!!! in all your glory and flaws !!!! how you shine and cut at the same time #that you’re lovable with it all !!!!!!!!!#you’re an urchin and they’re cradling you. you’re poking holes into they’re skin and they’re ignoring it #it can be patched. come with me ??#loop and siffrin. they make me ill.#if loop doesn’t get to escape and have a decently happy ending too i will be so devastated #like … yes …….. try as you might not everyone will make it #the universe will make you a laughingstock and you merely grit your teeth because what else can you do ? go against it ? push back at the #hands clawing into your back ???#you’re a puppet and they’re the puppeteer #still. still.#is it not worth it to reach your hand out ? in hopes ?#AM i being a little too fixated on the flower with loop. maybe. very possibly #lantern says stuff

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