#the twigs cracking line was supposed to be about getting hurt from things that aren't actually real
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#basementcreation#digital art#my art#bpd#will i delete this later? who knows#whatever i'm sick of being embarassed and insecure and whatever#you're gonna read my amateur prose and you're going to LIKE it goddamnit#i didn't want this to come off as me acting like a victim and i'm not sure if i conveyed that well enough#lately i've felt like a part of me is absent and i'm scared because i don't know whether i can go back to what i was before#whatever that was#so many big feelings so little room blah blah blah#it's one big still lake yknow? time is stagnant and nothing exists (even more than it already didn't exist before)#in conclusion: maybe i should get into photography#(edit) actually i'm not done here#the twigs cracking line was supposed to be about getting hurt from things that aren't actually real#yknow? like being so on edge that i convince myself that people hate me and feeling hurt#but in reality it's just paranoia. maybe delusion honestly but i don't know i should probably talk to my doctor#anyway i just don't think i conveyed it clesrly enough
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