#the ttte fandom is so big now. im proud it has more fans its a lovely series and it makes me happy to see more people love it like i do

[hkpika07]

Do you have a link to all your Thomas characters posts? Do you still continue to make Thomas content?

I dont have a link to them all no but you can find most of my art under my tags #painted red / #whistle wednesday

And I'm going to be honest with you, unless I'm motivated to do something I probably wont. While I still love ttte I don't have any motivation to work on it more currently. Truth being is that the fandom has changed so much that I don't think I belong anymore. People moved on to other artists and aus and the fandom is just. Bigger now. Way bigger than when I joined. And it's intimidating. I can't keep up anymore and I'm too intimidated to jump back in. I dont do well in larger fandoms and I doubt anyone would be interested in my very low stakes found family au with little canon divergence. Like there's no ships, no huge angst or anything aside from strained interpersonal relationships. But it has happy endings and lore but no one is gonna care cause I'm gonna be honest ITAR doesn't qualify as a quote on quote "exciting au" like everyone else is doing. Nothing for people to latch onto i guess.

So I'm sorry to disappoint. I just... I dont know. I love ttte to death and beyond, my forever blorbos. But I don't know if the fandom is the right place for me anymore. And lack of motivation has left me going to other things.