#the tooth that has been making problems since childhood finally got pulled out on monday which was.
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#dentist and gross talk and also ed mention just fyi this is just a vent#the tooth that has been making problems since childhood finally got pulled out on monday which was.#an entire journey on its own i was on so many painkillers and drugs to be only somewhat concious and i still nearly passed out from panic#but its whatevs at least its done now and ill NEVER do that again in my life next time ill just kms#but now it has to heal for 2 months until i can get the bridge done which means in the meantime i have this hidden mini brace thing#which is only mildly disgusting i can live with it as long as i dont think abt it or talk#but eating is.#nearly impossible#if i eat with it the hooks on my molars wobble and im afraid ill mess them up and also the thought of stuff getting#between the brace and the roof of my mouth makes me gag#eating without it means ill only eat when im at home and also alone bc im disgusted and embarrassed by it#and my first thought reazing this was 'what a great opportunity! you can fast for 2 months and lose so much weight! even more if you also#go to the gym!'#like.#๐#thanks brain#exactly the kind of mindset i need right now#worst thing is its actually working bc its such a hassle to eat that since monday morning all ive eaten was a bowl of soup and half#a cut up pizza#im just drinking lots of diet pepsi and tea so i wont feel hungry and this isnt even bc of ed its bc everything surrounding eating#grosses me out rn but its playing INTO the ed that i had thought i was over with but i guess i never learn huh#anyways.#dont respond to this just like if you wanna#well hey at least im in zero pain and since ive been home sick for three days in a row#ive gotten so much star trek watching and crocheting done lol
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