#the tiniest sense of community literally the bare CRUMBS less than a crumb even will get me on the floor sobbing | Explore Tumblr posts and blogs

tamagotchikgs · 5 months ago

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sometimes i wonder if i really am ugly or if i just am incapable as seeing myself as human or attractive in any way and nothing but a nuisance but then i remember how muhc people stare at me in public

#and always have #& thats a lot btw #i will get triple takes #and full dead on stares #but mostly where i live for some reason #ive always loved cities in particular because no one gives a fuck #everyone treats me just like . a part of them #one time i sat on the ground while waiting for the bus n people saw me n ?? sat down next to me ???#like i am just. one of them. they can b me too #little things like that actually make such a wild difference in my mental state LMAO #the tiniest sense of community literally the bare CRUMBS less than a crumb even will get me on the floor sobbing #being isolated ur whole life except family treating u like shit will do that to a mf #even just people asking me for things #someone asking if we've passed a certain stop like. wait u think i know that? u dont think im an idiot? youre not going to belittle me ?#youre not going to ask me a question and immediately cut me off to tell me i dont know anything?

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