#the sw hyperfixation is forever man

[kissingarthurclaus]

Giggling and blushing and kicking my feet!! It always feels so GOOD to start fixating on Rex again 🥺💘💘 it feels so natural! Like that's where it's meant to be, you know? And whenever I'm worried that the feeling isn't as strong anymore, literally all I have to do is look at content or rewatch some episodes and it all floods back to me!! That comfortable feeling of KNOWING you're loved, the warmth of being secure with someone and knowing you're protected in their arms, it's always there. Sometimes I just need to be reminded is all.

[grumfield]

this has been largely the worst year of my life by no small margin knock on wood but the one upside is that while my entire life was falling apart i was just starting to get into obikin/sw and because the hyperfixation train stops for no man or catastrophe i clung to that shit like a life raft which means I’m like trauma bonded with this fuckass franchise forever

[diodellet]

ooohh that ask game has some interesting questions hmm how abt 16, 18, and 23?

i am realizing just how much this ask game is making me bare my soul goshhh (/not srs), thanks for sending me an ask, bibi!

16. What makes you immediately close a fic that otherwise seemed good?

hm...well, most of the time i try to stick it out even if i'm not enjoying the fic from the first few sentences. like, maybe it's just me but a lot of the first words of a fic tends to be the (for lack of a better word) "the gunk" that precedes the actual story? like some stories just have slow starts, but they do get gud.

but to answer the q, i guess stuff that makes me roll my eyes at a fic, in the context of x readers would probably have to be:

disclaimer: most of the time, i don't mind reading these. but there are just moments where they bother me as i'm reading

reader getting carried bridal style (i dont like it, i hate it. id rather be carried like a sack of potatoes. or id rather be carried like a goat by its shepherd. but i do like seeing characters getting princess-carried) just carry me like this instead 🤧🤧👇

royalty AU++CEO/office/corporate-setting AU (like secret princess of a kingdom or being a secretary, for example) i'm not a big fan of those kinds of settings. like ok sure a chara can look good in business formal or in some fine furs, but once the eye candy wears off thats when i exit the fic oops.

fics centered around marriage: i don't really enjoy reading proposals. also thinking of how the rings, the dresses, and the flowers look is hard bcs of my (partial?) aphantasia, but weddings Are Pretty Fun as a background setting. overall, i think what bothers me most is that the chara loses a bit of their personality after they get wed together with the reader.

^^actually in relation to this... im not that big of a fan of prom/dance settings, they both read very similarly, especially since the reader tends to be placed in the more passive role of being asked out. (but when you make it angsty or hurt/comfort, ok i will read it i'm a simple girl)

Oh and ig this is just me wishing for more in the Imposter-SAGAU genre of fanfic (i mean i'm still looking around, i don't feel desperate enough to write smth of my own), but i kinda wish the charas weren't so doe-eyed and quick to apologize to the reader. like, i get the feeling of wanting to write The Good Bits Immediately (e.g. being fawned over, getting to lord that blunder over the characters) but the potential of slowburn trauma recovery and developing a relationship from straight-up antagonism is Right There.

18. What media do you want to get into because of artists/writers you like?

i think i'd want to try reading more poetry? like, if i rb a lot of web weaving, i gotta know sumn other than "deep" pop lyrics (u wont find me saying nice things about ms sw*ft). so far i'm thinking of starting with ocean vuong and richard siken (basic ik but i mean, their works are good)

dunmeshi! i've been putting it off for forever 🙈🙈 (<-girlie watched frieren and forgor abt dunmeshi bcs they got yorushika to do the 2nd OP) but senshi,,,, SENSHI THE MAN THAT U ARE,,,,

Oh! and i'm rlly curious about alien stage! my sibling's dipping into it and he told me it was basically america's got talent x the promised neverland. and he said the magic words "toxic yaoi" and "doomed yuri," i Gotta watch it atp. (also like, carole and tuesday rearranged my brain, im ready to put a sadder spin on it😤)

23. What would you make a 5 hour video essay on, if you had enough time and motivation?

as soon as i read this all my hyperfixations have: left the server HAHAHA

maybe in terms of recent ones, i could try analyzing madds buckley's my love is sick. i wrote about that album for a final paper in a basic music elective, but i was constrained to only 3 pages so i only talked about 2-3 songs. but i could pretend to be a music major and regale ppl with how the leitmotifs tie together and completely destroy me add a new layer of meaning to the songs on subsequent listens. Also like, these songs just Get It (not sure what "it" is exactly, but there's smth related to first love and love lost*)

(but atm im just yoinking songs from there to use for fic/chapter titles, i plan on using one for this ruggie timeloop angst fic im plotting out anyway)

(art appreciation ask questions, please bug me to rb some underrated art and fic)

[catamaurrr-star]

catamaurhatesbabies -> catamaurrr-star

general info!!!

heya im maurane (maur for short) or mumb or gri (you can use any i dont have a preference) sometimes i go by catamaur i use mostly he/him pronouns [but she if you're talking abt me with someone else who doesnt know me] and im a demiboy and also aroace. my favorite color is also purple ALSO i have a CAT!!!!!!! his name is soup he's orange and he likes to sleep ontop of the fridge. i love him you can use my art as pfps!!! just 1) credit me somewhere and 2) tell me because it makes me happy to know :3

king of underrated bangers and professional question asker(sometimes) if i reply or tag your post with "YAAAAYYYYY" that means i love you a lot btw. also if you tag me in a tag game there is like a 5% chance i will do it i post a lot and have hit the post limit numerous times and have had grian in my queue once a day for like a year now so be warned i didn't buy my badges i was gifted them.thank you random anon(s)

pfp is by @.cherrifire !!!!

dni/dnf if you dislike/hate cats. or post a lot nsfw and stuff. also no nsfw interactions w me

tags and more info!!!

info about my ocs here :33333 (ask me about my ocs ask me about my ocs ask me abo) (disclaimer: missing a few cause im too lazy to add them ����)

tag listttt: maurposting : my own original posts honkai mumb rail : me posting about anything hsr related (very often) best tumblr post ever : posts that i really like. basically faves maurt : my own art (do you get the pun ) graphics interchange formaurt : my gifs mr ear man's collection : my asks oc : very simple. oc posting nothingburger ass post : posts that make me wonder what i was on while making them

fandoms n characters i like are here

sideblogs and fav things!!!

MY VARIOUS YANQING BLOGS: @daily-yanqing for doodles(and also the only Semi-active one), @certifiedyanqingposts for whats in the name, @cloud-knight-yanqing for in character roleplay, @yanqing-where-he-shouldnt-be for putting yanqing in various different locations (can you tell i like yanqing from hsr) purely oc sideblog is @catamaurscards (check it out PSPSPSPSSSS) and my purely art sideblog is @ix-the-nihility (yes its an hsr reference southlands sideblog over at @lastlifesouthlands sw doodle acc at @sometimes-silverwolf

if you ask/tell me about: any cat ever, yanqing from hsr, any of my ocs, anything psychology related, minecraft smps, honkai star rail in general, fish, whatever my current hyperfixation is at the moment, i will love you forever

shout out 2 you for getitng this far. your prize is the invite to my yanqing communtiy because i set it to private and i cant publicize it nowWhoops^_^

⬇️a bunch of random images i want on my pinned

[im-no-jedi]

it’s time once again for self insert AU shenanigans that literally no one asked for, starring TBB!✨

since the hyperfixation is STRONG with this one, I figured it was time to make some art, especially since I’m almost definitely never sharing any of my fics related to this AU publicly hahaha

basically, little ol’ me unintentionally gets caught in the middle of some shady business that the boys are trying to thwart, which leads to them having to take me with them, which is cool cause the Empire basically took my home away from me right before I met them (and even within the SW universe, I am a Clone Trooper fangirl, so yeah, of COURSE I’m gonna follow these guys ROFL), and after some ✨shenanigans✨ they bring me to Cid and she gives me a job at her parlor (along with an apartment she was using for storage that she no longer needs conveniently haha). domesticity ensues AKA the boys finally have a place to shower and someone to cook food for them every night 😁

for those who are curious, here’s a summary of my relationship with each of the boys plus the best girl:

Hunter (Mister Vigilance): do I even need to say it?? 😂 basically, during my initial encounter with the boys, Hunter saves my life and I am completely smitten from that point forward. he in turn sees how well Omega and I get along, plus he feels bad for me because of everything I’ve lost and I have literally nothing except what’s in my trusty bag (the bag is important to the story ok TRUST ME), so he quickly goes into “MUST PROTECC” mode, followed by “what are these Feelings™”, and topped off with “hey Omega would you like a big sister” LOL. there is much mutual pining and playful flirting, but it takes forever for things to become “official”, which is irrelevant because literally everybody just assumes we’re married when they see us together 😆

Tech and Echo (Smarty Pants and Handy Man): I’ve lumped them together cause I have a pretty similar relationship to both of them. they’re both my source of infinite knowledge, as well as my emotional support group. I’ll always turn to one of them first whenever I have a problem. they’ll be the ones to set me straight most of the time and give me words of wisdom. Tech is more blunt about stuff, where as Echo tries to at least soften the blows LOL. reciprocally, I’m always willing to listen to whatever they wanna tell me, which thrills both of them (mostly Tech 😆). they tell me stories about the war and what being a soldier is like, and I always end up crying about it hahaha. I admittingly confide more in Echo than Tech (more than anyone else actually), but I love both of my nerd bros very much 💙

Wrecker (Big Boy): MY CHAOTIC TEDDY BEAR BRO 🥰 similar to Hunter, Wrecker has a moment where he gets me out of a bad situation during our first meeting, and that becomes a running theme between us to the point where he will ALWAYS be the one to Protecc when something tries to threaten me (even if Hunter beats him to it, he’ll be the secondary protective wall haha), and I will similarly defend him and watch his back when he needs it. we definitely enable each other’s chaotic natures and are always joking around and having fun; he, Omega, and I basically form our own little chaos crew, which drives the others crazy LOL. if I’m sad or scared, he’ll be the first one to try and cheer me up. there are many hugs and squeezes. we are v cute 🥰

Omega (Baby Girl): the one who brought us all together! I met Omega first, and we instantly bonded. she was the one who convinced Hunter to bring me along with them, and ever since then, she and I have treated each other like sisters (even going so far as to eventually start calling each other “sister” or just “sis”). of course, like Hunter, I also have a parental relationship with her, but I’ll more often than not be on her side versus Hunter’s whenever they have conflicts haha. our first encounter involved a lot of Omega leading me around by the hand, so that becomes a recurring thing between us; she and I are seen holding hands even more than me and Hunter 😆 we also bond a lot over the fact that she and I both are uneducated about a lot of things; we learn how to fly the Marauder together, how to fire a blaster together, and stuff like that. she’s waaaaaay more talented than I am of course, which is fine cause she’s my precious baby sister/daughter that I would die for 🥰 oh, she also sleeps over at my place like, all the time. we love having sleepovers. and going grocery shopping together. and doing fun girly stuff that she doesn’t get to do with her bros💙

Crosshair (Grumpy Puss): oh boy... I honestly don’t have much to say about this yet. I don’t come into the story until around the time of episode 10, so we don’t even see each other until the events of the season finale (which is SUPER brief, like literally the end of the last episode LOL). I know all about him thanks to the others tho, so I’m on the same page as them in wanting him to rejoin the family. but beyond that... I’m kinda waiting to see how season 2 plays out before deciding anything else. idek if Crosshair is going to maintain his commander position in S2, so... yeah. I definitely have ideas tho. many ideas. most of them involving jealous!Crosshair Imeanwhutwhosaidthat 😋

the only others I have a significant relationship with are Cid, Bolo, and Ketch. Cid is my boss, first and foremost, and much like with the boys, she has no problem being blunt and apathetic towards me. she does value my services tho, and she’s definitely willing to defend me if necessary (writing out the events of episode 13 was a BLAST lemme tell ya LOL). and as for Bolo and Ketch, I’m almost like a babysitter for them most of the time, constantly cleaning up their messes and breaking up their squabbles. they’re very nice to me tho, and I interact with them a LOT since they’re always in the parlor. they’d never tell Cid, but they prefer how I prepare their drinks LOL

and that’s it! ...for now✨ 

[ladykatakuri]

Music Time ( Again )

I love listening to music when I shower, or when I do anything in or around my place. And ofcourse I will always have songs that I associate with my dear sweet men from SW and then especially the clones. For the TBB I have most of those songs, because ... me hyperfixated on them still!

I have also been a huge fan of Tour of Duty, a series that aired on tv here and I have watched it all! Loved some of the guys and lately I realised, some of the Batch also reminded me of some of the characters. So to honor this I have chosen a song for each of the Batch that also remind me of ToD. As a bonus I will also mention another song that has nothing to do with ToD but that just popped into my mind as well for the characters.

Hunter:

Crosshair:

Echo:

Tech:

Wrecker:

Omega:

Now I promised a s abonus I would also mention some random numbers that popped into my head for each of them:

Hunter: Eye of the Tiger - Survivor.... seriously the man is half a Rocky/Rambo !

Crosshair: Poison - Akice Cooper.... Need I say more?

Echo: Warrior - Demi Lovato... The man has been through hell and back !

Tech: Paradise City - Guns N Roses... The man will headbang while drifiting through the galaxy !

Wrecker: Riot - Three Days Grace... He will riot when he has to protect his family and he will riot.. to riot and have some fun !

Omega: Viva Forever - Spice Girls... Let`s face it, this girl IS Girl Power and loves her family for everrrrrrrrr!

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