#the socially anxious chunked out chick :/
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I'm meeting my brother's GF in a couple hours and I'm nervous lol help 🙃
#it's gonna be OKAY#it's gonna be OKAYYYYYY#he really likes her and from what he's told me she seems like a very nice girl and they seem well-matched#I just get so nervous meeting ANYONE new cause I'm like#lol hey I am fat and that's ALL they're gonna see/notice/take away from meeting me#the socially anxious chunked out chick :/#on the other hand I used my curl mask today and my hair looks really nice so 🤷♀️#realistically I think I am way more ashamed and focused on my weight and physical appearance than anyone else ever is#but nonetheless it's always there. looming. ready to make me burst into tears at any point#ur chunky. fat. not pleasingly thin. no matter how much you work out or how many fruit smoothies you have for lunch#ur always gonna be built like a european peasant woman running from the english while carrying a goat#I'm learning to accept it but it's HARD. especially in this state and town where plastic surgery is fairly common#erin explains it all
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