#the second i walk out of this house with my 6'6 bowleg ass with my pauldron shoulders in any dress im just gonna be shot | Explore Tumblr posts and blogs

maeshelix · 2 years ago

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I feel like a long-forgotten prisoner locked away in solitary confinement awaiting her execution, cackling at nothing and switching moods at the drop of a hat, except that that prisoner could leave her cell at any point and could interact with anyone she wanted at any point and only doesn't do that out of several unexplainable and/or hard to articulate fears.

The execution is still real, it's just got a more nebulous timeframe and will also kill several million more people before it kills her.

#vent #im trying to be subtle but i know im failing man im just so fucking terrified #ive barely started my life and i just know ill never be able to really start it #the second i walk out of this house with my 6'6 bowleg ass with my pauldron shoulders in any dress im just gonna be shot #thats just the feel of life right now and i cant handle it #dont even know if im being to hard on myself or the people in my town or a combination of the two or im right or what #i feel paranoid and broken and nothings even happened to me yet #but that fucking yet hangs over me like a sword #it hasnt happened yet but it feels like its gonna. i just know its gonna #i want to die #again vent

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