#the same is true for barbie fashion btw

[colombinna]

nostalgia is a fucking PLAGUE in the doll community because tell me why so many people are just dead set on arguing that the signature outfits for monster high g1 are better. I had/have all these dolls in the peak of my childhood, I loved them sooo much, and I can still admit that 99% of them were just dressed in hideoussss peak 2010s fashion - which is not their fault, it's just that up until like 2014/2015 everybody was wearing the most horrible things you could think of and we all thought it was the cutest thing ever. Those outfits are really fun character design for the time, there's a reason they were so popular - and a great representation of 2010s fashion! But it's all so butt ugly like literally everything everybody was wearing back then - the fashion just sucked and that's okay. G3 signature fashions (and honestly everything else down to face sculpts and bodies) are all such a major improvement and it's insane that people can't see it just because it's not the monster high they're used to. It's time to put the nostalgia colored glasses DOWN

[writemywaytoyourheart]

I need to write this out because I am a MESS right now :’-)

Chip, you’ve got to be one of the MOST underrated authors here because I binged “Aim for the Heart” in three days and I have never cried so much over a literal fanfic before 😭😭 it’s just so beautifully crafted and no words can describe the story between MC and Jungkook being two sides of the same coin trying to heal their broken selves from their past and falling in love with each other. THE SYMBOLISM TOO I CANNOT— the flowers, the shoe laces, colour symbolism, drawings— it just ALL came back and nothing was ever put in the story as filler IM SOBBING 💕

The way they both came into each others lives and so deeply and fundamentally changed each other- MC showing Jungkook that it’s okay to love and be weak and that it’s not something to be ashamed of; she gave him a sense of purpose other than solely killing to support his mother. She let him see the good the world is capable of 🥲🥲

On the other side, Jungkook helped her see how beautiful she was this whole time, (the metaphor with the Japanese bowls!!!) and that she’s more than her past (which could also be said for him too I’m still crying 😭) + there is beauty in things that are broken and the way he just loves her is so AUGHHHH 🧎🏻‍♀️🧎🏻‍♀️🧎🏻‍♀️ if that’s isn’t true love then idk what is because I don’t ever want anything other than that

There are also so many parallels between Jungkook and Taehyung and Mina and MC. The situation being that one of them pressured the other to do something they didn’t want to do. I’m MC’s case, she wanted to leave the dirty business behind but ended up hurt and dragged into it against her will. In Jungkook’s situation, it’s flipped, where Taehyung wanted to protect him and instead, became a vicious killer, allowing himself into that role by his decision alone.

As for Mina, lemme just say this 💀

There’s honestly so much more I can say about just how amazing this story is 😭 at first I found it hard to get behind MC’s overall demeanour because she made me cringe a big ngl, but I ended up really loving her and how she is meant to represent a sense of childhood innocence because she allows herself to be comfortable as she is, this expressed through her fashion, room decor, eating habits + love for sweets, and Barbie movies— something which Jungkook struggles with within himself and his mental and physical scars (like when he hates the feeling of water running down his back due to his childhood abuse).

Btw I always wondered at the end whether MC could have just looked back in her photo gallery to see the selfie she took with Jungkook when she had lost her memories tho? Lol 😩

Thank you for bringing this into the world 🥲😌😭 I need to find a happy fic to read now because I’m still SHAKEN.

It took me longer than I wanted it to to answer this ask 😔

Tbh, I feel so comfortable writing for characters and getting certain messages across to readers through their words, but when it comes to me writing stuff that comes directly from me, I always feel lacking.

I never feel satisfied with how I've answered an ask whether it be a response to a small heartfelt greeting from a nonnie or long meaningful paragraphs.

I'm always afraid that someone is going to feel like I didn't answer them with as much love and gratefulness as I'm trying so hard to fill it with, that I'm not genuine. Even when I had so few followers and a single ask every once in a blue moon, I was so so so so excited and grateful every time and I'd read it over and over again before getting the courage to answer it. It still happens to this day lol.

I hope you know how much this ask means to me. Again, it took me far longer than I thought to answer it, but I just couldn't come up with the words to show how much it truly means to me. I still can't.

AFTH has such a special place in my heart, and when people love it, it feels like my heart explodes into a million pieces in the best way possible.

There have been so many many nights and days where I had panic attacks because I realized how I could've made it better with a simple word change, how people will think I dragged it on just to mess with people, how people would think it's cringe or a waste of their time to read. How someone might like it in the beginning and then decide they couldn't care less about the characters and leave. That hurts the most in a way.

I love my characters so so much, it's so comforting to see you love them all even if it took time to warm up to some 💝 but you're right Mina can go take a long walk.

I still feel like it's lacking in so many ways I wish I could go back in time and fix.

But it's asks like this that calm my heart more than anything else can. Even with my thousands of mistakes and regrets, the fact that you could love it so much... It hurts in a good way.

As much as I hate to admit it, I know that it's very connected with how I feel about myself. The fear of failure is so strong whenever I post.

I didn't know for so long why I was so afraid, but i finally admitted it to myself. I trust y'all enough to put a part of my diary here T-T

There are so many authors, hundreds of millions of trillions of books in this world. Why would someone pick up mine? How would it even get seen even if it turned out perfect?

I feel like being an author is like being an artist. Either you make it, or you don't. And a lot of it has nothing to do with skill and everything to do with luck. And yet I doubt I have either of those.

I'm scared to put myself out there, because I'm scared of the confirmation that no one wants me.

This ask though. It helped to push those thoughts back onto the back burner. You understood so much of what I was trying so hard to convey in that story. And it touched you. And that's what I wanted so desperately.

Thank you so much for loving aim for the heart, for even giving it a chance at first. I know it's long. Btw you binged over 1200 pages in three days. That's a big ass book lol so you are impressive I must say 😭 yall are truly a different breed. I finally found my people 😂 the fact that you GOT so many of my little details in there is so AGHHH

Anyway, enough of my blubbering. Again I'm not even satisfied with this. But oh well. As long as you know how much this meant to me and how many times I read this over and over again bc it was such a beautiful and comforting ask.

I hope I can continue to give you works that make you feel like this 💕💕💕

ILY 💖

-chip

p.s. you are right, I'll have to go back and see but I don't think I put in there why she didn't see the pictures, I had intended to but forgot lol, nice catch 😉 let's just say she has a different phone 🤪

[anthonianrhapsody-blog]

Whispering Thoughts

by Arielle Bustamante

Moving forward bit by bit to the edge of the tip of a mountain, she realized that she was being pushed by her own intention and was holding still with only one hope, but the grasp of embracing to the good side and half of it to the bad side. Falling down full of confusion and anxiety, she closed her eyes, feeling the warm kisses and the loving tenderness of a tight hug until she finally reached the extent of the depths of her despair, buried with the smell of rotten food. She sought her true self down to her true identity and the memories that were worth more than any of her possessions. Slowly breathing out all of her negativity, she calmed herself with a sweet voice that was heard through the slow tempo of a song, and opened her eyes. She knew that it was just a dream, but a dream that had been kept in her mind and in her heart, full of miseries. But the only thing that she remembered was her own name. Her name was Vinyl. Stretching every part of her body including her legs and arms, yawning with a wide stretch of her mouth with the sound of an exhausted person, she looked to the mirror and ended up saying three words that ran through her mind with desperation. Without even noticing, she spoke, “Who am I?” It still marked the dream that was unforgettable and a mystery in her full emotions and thoughts. Vinyl still didn’t know her true self, only her name. She even didn’t know how she ended up staying in a mansion that was quite peaceful perhaps on the outside but clueless on the inside. She imaged that she was just an empty container without anything inside, waiting to be filled up with something and expecting to useful somehow. Of all the things that she could think of, it was that she was living in the same world as the other people did but as she passed by the corridors of the mansion, she expected that she was known by all of the people, and yet the feeling of being rejected by the person you know will accept you even though you’re being as hard as metal that was hard to be broken. She accepted the fact that there was a missing piece that she couldn’t get through with and being clueless as it seemed. All she did was keep on doing the things that a rich person could possibly have and can do without even stopping them because all she thought was that she lived in a mansion with all the possessions and necessities that she could have. She had entered through all kinds of rooms, with different kinds of appearances and ambiances inside of a room, but it seemed that there was a room for her that she couldn’t even dare herself to enter because of the feeling of her rapid beating heart and breathing through her lungs. Even she had everything without even knowing where all of these things came from and with just a snap, it can also be wasted. She had it all but all of these were just temporary, temporary to make her happy and start again with her mindset of being all alone. 

She stopped being a spoiled brat to herself even though no one even cared about what she did, what she said, and what she decided for herself because all she knew was that she never existed as a person as she could possibly be. From the day that she woke up, starting to consume her with more than just a bucket of tears but also more than just a jar of thoughts, thoughts that hindered her to escape from the barricade and to see the reality behind those barriers. Vinyl was always that kind of person that always spoke to herself, saying, “Whatever happens, I know there is always a reason.” She kept on saying these lines everyday together with the ticking of a clock but to every dilemma that she could think of seemed that she couldn’t find the reason to make her satisfied with all of these.   On a Sunday morning, she heated up her boost of confidence through the warm heat of wood being lighted. Walking through a path, seeing the patch of blue skies and a harmonized sea, she encountered a good looking boy with a good sense of fashion and perhaps he didn’t look like he lived in this kind of place. Vinyl, out of a blue moon, suddenly felt that she already knew that boy with just a quick glance, gazing into his eyes and going deeper to who he really was. In the depths of seeing herself like an unusual self of an ordinary person was like being drowned by the dense of lies and floating of truth away from the land. Looking straight in the midpoint of the view she was focused on and rather not to strike her gaze upon the eyes of the only person she would not expect that he would be the one to give the surprise that would light up her day to suddenly that will pop up at the back of her mind to get back all of her memories. As the boy stepped on each of the tiles, getting closer to Vinyl, he brushed his hair with the arrogant perspective. Through the way, he straightened up his shirt, seeing a firm personality. “I can see the burdens which are buried down to your grave of your miseries, seeing that you have in mind that hinders you to tell to someone. Aren’t you?” he said. Vinyl focused her sight and listened to the voice of like a highly honored man, imagining that he was professional into something. “Look how certain you are to predict everything that the world would evolve around me. That wouldn’t happen,” she said. With an amusement like the fireworks touching the sky and hitting the bull’s eye in a dart, he said “Yes, I’m assured that I really know you, Vinyl, and I can assure you that coming from the smallest up to the biggest things that you equipped since the day that you have come to this world.” A horrific expression suddenly crossed the veins of Vinyl with cold chills and sudden sickness that was evident in her whole body. Even she kept on remembering that she had this feeling that he had been part of her life that accompanied her since she was kid throughout the stage of adulthood. She decided that she would travel around the world by following her sense of instinct, or the first thing that would come into her mind. And the place that came into her mind was Lincoln, Nebraska. She immediately packed her things with the hesitation if she would say her farewell to the people inside the mansion even if in their mindset, she never existed. She wrote a letter to those she really valued the most, even with their perception that she was nothing but a piece of a coin that would just be thrown away. She had known it all along that she didn’t belong to the place she wanted to belong to. Living like a plant that was supported with a specific need and died little by little when it couldn’t live like they used to be anymore. Living in the first 3 months in her migration in Lincoln, Nebraska to the starting point of her, to live in a new environment seemed  like she had already experienced all kinds of punishments that she didn’t perhaps deserve it. She met the first person that she didn’t expect and his name was Eros. By another chance and another opportunity to be a another person to the perspective of another’s eye, all things seemed to go to plan like what it looked like on the outside looks of her; she even looked like a Barbie doll that didn’t receive any direct sunlight because of her flawless skin. Vinyl thought comparing her outside looks first but when she accidentally bumped into her shoulder, she didn’t expect by any chance she’d been noticed by that girl. She introduced herself with the right diction. “I didn’t mean to bump you intentionally. Even I saw you that you were taking a sneak peek on me and I don’t know if there is something wrong with my looks or the way I act, but I just really want say that I’m sorry for bumping you because I didn’t think that you were supposed to go across the direction that I’m also going to. Perhaps let me treat you with a better meal,” Vinyl said, immediately in a stuttering voice, releasing her unexpected choice of words that first came into her mind. “I don’t even mind if you did it intentionally or even not. What really matters is that you are sincerely apologizing and I accept that. It’s okay. Also, thank you for the offer but I think I will pass. Hmm, maybe some other time...?” “Vinyl, you can call me just Vinyl.” “Oh, Vinyl. What a really unique name, do you have any nicknames or even a surname?” “To the back of my thoughts down to my deeper memories, I just can’t remember anything. All I know is just my name.” “I see. Well, I don’t want to force you to remember anything or even your name. It’s nice meeting you, just even knowing only your first name. Oh, and btw, I’m Venus Kelly. Don’t treat me like I’m the same with other people, being happy go lucky and being like they are all above other people, reigning to their own rules… well, before I used to be one of them but it goes around quite different this time. Anyway, I would be happy if I can be your friend.” “Sure, I would love to but aren’t you afraid of me? All along the way, I’m being just nobody but how you treated me, it’s different from what I expected.” “Why would I? You even have the urge to talk to me like this and I would greatly accept you for who you are. So just be yourself.” Being loved again and to the time has come for her waiting to an end. Going through a life long journey is on the middle of a journey in a dessert, going through hardships but the worth will come. They became friends, indeed like destined sisters going all through their ups and downs to their friendship, surviving their dilemmas, and coping with change. All they knew was that they didn’t need  anyone to complete them. Having each other was a chain that was unbreakable and locked since the day they met each other. After a year, everything seemed fine. Having a family or like a sister carried all the burdens since that day and changed the mindset into something new. Looking through the window with a cup of coffee, sipping the warm taste of dark coffee and the moisture of the heat going through another dimension of reality and out of nowhere, after a year, she saw Eros again with the same perspective and direction to where she was looking at. She immediately ran towards him to get the answer she’d been looking for since the day she met him. “Eros! I will not let this thing slip again. I would like to ask something about my past, my past memories. I bet I have so much things that I must know for myself.” “I really expected that you would come for me because you would like to ask those questions that run in your mind. Well, I’m willing to give you those answers since you’re being left behind and knowing your true self.”

As Vinyl put her ears on track and her eyes on focus, the numbness of her palm as the slow dropping of her sweat that might give her a jaw dropping result to her answers. “You still don’t know, don’t you? You don’t seem to notice that you are being neglected and rejected by people you try to reach out to, but the connection doesn’t seem to match to the way you want because you still don’t know the truth. Okay, let me start. You died Vinyl, yo…” “Do you expect me to believe you? To believe all those lies? I would rather not fall into your trap, Eros, not again.” “Well, I’m not also expecting you to believe me, I’m just here to tell you for the sake of those things that hinder you from doing things and to guide you to the right path where you belong to. So do you mind letting me continue?” “Go on.” “As I said, you died a long time ago, Vinyl, since that day you opened up your eyes and you felt the struck of your inexistence. You died because you have done an immoral sin in which you killed your own individuality that caused you to erase and forget all your memories that you most valued. It’s your own job and obligation to bring back all your memories if you know how to bring back your own self. Find that missing jigsaw puzzle and you can find the answer.” “But how come Venus can see me despite the other people who might think that she is talking to herself?” “Because she has the ability to connect with the other dimension in which she is the chosen one to help you with your mission to bring back yourself.” “But what will happen to myself and to Venus if we successfully find the missing piece? Will this be the cause of the breakage of our relationship and can this be the loss of the ability of Venus?” “Somehow, it might be the case of the reality of your world.” As Vinyl urged to release all her doubts and confusion, she pushed herself to reach the edge of her throat to say the things that she wanted to say but unfortunately, in one snap, she wasn’t able to come after Eros and he was gone. Containing in an isolated place where no one can reach the extent to it but only herself where she can put endlessly all she’s been thinking because she is the only one that has it. There was a purpose that destiny brought Vinyl back to Lincoln, Nebraska because there was a map to find the location of the missing puzzle pieces and to put it together in a destined place where all her memories could be back again. She never knew that one of the keys to unlocking the treasure was Venus wherein Eros said that she was the destined one to help Vinyl set free her miseries towards her to lose out of control of her immoral sin, that reason why she was still trapped in a never ending world she’d been into. She never opened her briefcase since the day she moved in to the place where Venus lived. When there was something that Vinyl bothered in which she is not herself when she did her packing. She opened it with a click of the lock and slowly dripping of her sweat down to the briefcase and she saw an old locket, a diary with a small keyhole on the side to be opened by a key, and an embroidered handkerchief with the initials “V & E.” All of these things marked in her mind that this was intended and on purpose to show Vinyl that there was a truth behind all of it, to bring back her memories. Started with an old locket in which there was a small picture of a woman that looked like her and man on a suit that somehow looked familiar to her. At the back of the locket, there were also initials which she had already seen on the handkerchief. To the diary in which there was a specific key that will unlock the diary. She tended to throw things out of sight just to find what she’d been looking for but as she was about to lose faith and give up, reflecting in the light of a shimmering glow inside the handkerchief where there were the embroidered initials, there she saw a silver key inside it. She placed it on the keyhole, slowly turning the key, and it fit to unlock the diary. She noticed that there were also initials in the diary, written on the side of it, “V & E.” It had been 3 days since she began reading every detailed parts of the life she was supposed to continue. But it ended up this way. It gave her the hint through one part of the diary. “To the person that I once loved,           I bet that in the perfect time, you will be better than the person who is writing this because you wouldn’t know that you can be my future self. I’ve put myself into a critical decision that I decided that it will be better than to live in the past that I’m living right now. Even though I will not anymore be around as myself, you can continue what you have started. But can you promise me that you won’t forget everything that I have kept, most especially to one of the chosen people that I really loved and valued the most.           Please keep in mind our father and our mother that even they abandoned me as their only child. I would keep in mind and in my heart that they have supported me and given an undying love that I don’t even deserve. To the person that I have loved and treasured the most up to my extent of my life, Eros. Please look after him and give him the most undying love, care, and support that I’d not given to him when I was still living. Make him happy and be yourself and don’t force yourself to be like me, my old self, because I know that when you live, you’re the right person that Eros would choose to love. To my most precious friend, Venus Kelly, I know she’s been suffering and down blaming herself for what happened to me. She might have a bucket of tears each day. Please let her feel that even in another persona, she may still feel my existence in you. Love her, all her ups and downs, and don’t let her be alone at times she needs you. And lastly, to the person that even I have suffered deeply with wounds every single day and pulling me to go to the wrong path that I’ve taken before and now I regret to what I’ve made and now to pass my responsibility into another persona. I trust you to my future self. I know that you can be better than me. I already predicted that this would happen because God has given me the extinct and the signs throughout all of this. I hope that you will not also regret the decision of putting you into this kind of situation and do not make the same mistake that I have done. I hope you can remember the key to your memories.                                                                                                      Your loving self,                                                                                                     Vinyl Hazeldine” It gave her the struck of her memories, flowing throughout her mind and recalling all the things that had happened but still no signs of feeling the same like the old Vinyl. Continuous flowing of tears through her crystal-like eyes gave so much pain in the heart of Venus like a needle slowly being pressed in her chest, seeing her friend able to remember everything but suffering with it. Venus gave Vinyl a very well deserved tight hug that she most needed as her voice slowly released, softly and swiftly. “You remembered everything, my friend. I’m waiting for you for a very long time, going back to this place and start again from beginning even it is not you anymore, even you are different.” “I may not anymore be the Vinyl that you knew before but I can still be the Vinyl that will keep all the memories that we have treasured and I will not anymore leave you just like what I did before, I promise.” “You still don’t remember that your parents aren’t living anymore?” “I can probably say so. To just what I have remembered, they died because of me.” “It’s not what you think, it is only what you thought before because of the wound that you’ve gained from then. But don’t blame yourself that it’s all your fault. They died because of a car accident. Based from the investigation of the police, they have evidences that the location that they were about to go to was your location where you died. Always remember that a parent will always be a parent. They cannot abandon their own responsibilities. It’s not because of their responsibilities that they came to you but because they love you, Vinyl. Even if they abandoned you as their daughter, they have given you so much love that a worth of money can’t level.” “The pressure inside me really motivates me to be a better Vinyl Hazeldine. I really must find the other missing puzzle pieces and I know that I’m almost there, to the end line.” Vinyl visited the grave of her parents. She prayed sincerely with wholehearted prayers and she apologized for the past mistakes that she had done. She left a bouquet of daffodils put into a vase and lit a rose-scented candle. While leaving the marks of her past through each path she passed, she had already conquered her fear to the reason and the place of miseries where she had died. Looking down with a down curve of her eyes, falling apart through her tears, and almost getting to the way of the fast phase of cars, a tight grip pulling her to the side street made her hug the guy that saved her life. When she looked straight upon the gazed eye contact of Eros, the twilight stars twinkling showed upon and her heart racing so fast, she remembered that this happened before and this feelings went back again. She was indeed in love again. “Are you alright? I have this feeling that you were gonna be in this kind of situation, and my intuition was right. We’ve all been waiting for you and this day was the right time you have gained your true self. And I’m also waiting for you, Vinyl, my love.” As Eros wiped the tears of joy of Vinyl, she just hugged him as a teddy bear and let him continue say the words that she’d been waiting for through the ambiance of their love. “I already knew from the start since, I saw you back then in front of the mansion, that you were not the Vinyl that I know before. I’ve always been following you because I miss you so much and I’m waiting for you to come back again. I still love for who you are even you are in different persona, you still have the existence of Vinyl Hazeldine. But there is one thing that you don’t know about me. I’m still Eros that you loved but I’m a God that gave you all of these burdens, sufferings, and realizations for you to remember again and to be reborn again as the better Vinyl. I didn’t do it on purpose or intentionally, it made me do it even the replacement is also to suffer because I want you for the better and I love you.” Vinyl felt the speed of her mind and heart in reaction to each line that Eros was saying. Blood flowwed rapidly in the hands of Vinyl as she eagerly wanted to do it. She slapped Eros with tears of disappointment flowing. “Why did you even do it? Do you know how painful it was for me to know that all of these came from you, Eros?!” “I knew it all along that you would react this way. Do you even know how it is hard to open up this serious topic because I want you to know everything? I don’t want to lie to you again and I want to end the painful memories that all of us are experiencing. I will grant a wish for you, Vinyl.” “What kind of wish that you think this will change the situation that I’m experiencing every single day? Do you even know that you were about to give me will change everything?’ “I can’t guarantee that will change everything into good place. But I must say that the decision is still up to you.” “Let me hear those words from you.” “I will make you live like a human again. I’m not abusing my powers as a God but it is the will of the highest God and to my decision that I wanted to make. But there is a condition.” “I will let you finish until I make my final decision.” “You will be reborn again as Vinyl Hazeldine but the memories that you have input into your mind for a lifetime will all be erased once again but to the people that you value the most will still be in existence and will remain all the memories in you.” “So do you want me to live again with the same sufferings and miseries? Is that what you intended to say?” “No, but I want you to live as a human being and not in spiritual presence. Also, it is not my intention for you to suffer again. One condition is also stated that all the happy moments of the people you treasured will remain and it will eradicate all their sufferings as well.” Recalling using her mind palace and her heart conspirating. The needle that Venus had experienced was occurring in the chest of Vinyl as it continued to put pressure on it and continue to bleed as the scars of the wound left behind but as she made the decision if this will make her live a peaceful and joyful life with butterflies flying in colors? “Yes, you heard it right. That I’ve made my decision and I want that wish to happen.” “I’m sorry but it’s only our choice and my choice to be with you once again and I don’t want to lose you again. It is not easy for me to do this but I must. But I have one favor. Please close your eyes and imagine that you are in an isolated place that is all white and think that you are in peace and this will lead you to…” As he was about to continue to what he is saying, Vinyl fell asleep and fell into the plan of Eros. “All white, nothing more and nothing less but it is only me. It is just me that feels the ambiance of love, hearing a bunch of voices with laughter and soft voices crying, and the smell of a sea being in silence and peace?” “Vinyl?” “Venus? If you’re here please let me see you. I want you here.” With a desperate voice and reaching the extent of her vocal chords, she cried in a stuttering voice. Venus hugged Vinyl tightly as she couldn’t possibly breathe. “Vinyl, do you know why we are here? Do you know what is this place?” “You probably know the reason. Aren’t you Venus?” “Yes, I am. We are in your mind palace, Vinyl. It is the only place that we can talk in a very long time than being in the reality world. As you can notice, as we lived together for about a year already, I couldn’t even touch you or even be with you for a long time because you are in spiritual presence, Vinyl, and I’m in human form. I have only this ability but it is only temporary that’s why Eros made this plan because you have made the decision and I understand you, Vinyl. I would still be your best buddy and your precious friend. I would never forget you and I will wait for you once again. I love you. Farewell, my friend, and see you soon on the other side.” Every gesture of her mouth while she spoke, single drop of her tears being in filtered into her happy moments of her life. As the view of Vinyl began to blur and the feeling of wanted to rest. She couldn’t anymore see anyone but her spirit was still active, she heard the voice like Eros. “I love you, my dear Vinyl. I will be waiting for you on the other side. Please forgive me for what I’ve done. I promise that this won’t happen anymore.”