#the rest of act 1 is coming as soon as I go on vacay and rest up. I literally can't look at the story right now my brain is so fried

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Ouroboros is updated! FORUM POST ||  PLAY DEMO HERE

In this update:

- Fuck around, find out (New intro-path)

- Fuck (A full flashback chapter with L)

- oh, fuck. (Meet Lena and hear her out)

I am sorry that my progress has been so hidden and so angsty. I promise that I am trying my best, and man, I will never get used to being so public about it. Thank you, dearly, honestly, so very much, for your support and patience. I couldn’t have done any of this without you.

I will answer asks in any spare time I have, with every ounce of energy I can muster!

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Chapter 6

Foreword:

Some stories are better left unsaid.I couldn’t change anything for the world, although the fame part of this industry is tough to handle.Do i have a life? Yes I have my fans.Do i have friends? Yes the members that I cherish. Do i have love? No I have to let go.Life always offers you a second chance. It’s called tomorrow. But do i have any tomorrow?

Pairing: Jimin x OC (Other characters: BTS, OCs, Lee Taehwan)

Genre: Idolau, Fluff, Romance

Word Count: 1,959

Author Note: I crosspost this story from my Asianfanfic account. Mind you, clicheness OVERLOADS

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Chapter 6: I just want to know, my lingering feelings are trying to withstand the end

The last time they had this groupie kind of gathering with beers was when they celebrated Wings album achievement. It was one of their greatest achievement that time therefore as soon as they received the news they decided to sit together and talked about things heart to heart.

 Taehyung was diligently assisting Jin whom busy cleaning the cuts on Jimin’s hand and neatly bandaged it. Jimin showed no sign of giving in or to start the conversation. Even though it frustrated others but they tried to put themselves in his shoes.

 Yoongi leaned his back against the wall examining the younger boy expression ‘Does this has something to do with that girl?’ he wondered.

 “We are all set” Jin smiled.

 “Thank you hyung.” Jimin pulled back his hand and rested it on his lap. His head was hung low as he didn’t have the heart to face any of his members. Everyone was still exhausted after the long haul flight and there he was sitting there like a baby who needed an attention from the adults.

 Why was him acted like a baby? Throwing a tantrum?

 As it came out naturally, being a good leader he was, Namjoon opened a can of beer and handed it to Jimin with a wary look. Jimin hesitantly reached out and took the drinks from the older boy.

 With a grateful look, Jimin took a sip from his drink slowly and it unleashed the numbness that he felt in his throat. He did realize all the eyes in front of him were waiting to ask questions. He was stupid enough to let the anger built in him took over his mind. How fucked up was that?

 A dreary atmosphere in the room somewhat gave more pressure to him so did Jungkook. The youngest in the group would not expect the conversation that they had earlier in the flight would be revealed this fast. Guess their brotherhood bonds were too strong and it ended up this way anyway.

 “Are you ready to tell us what happen to you?” Namjoon crossed his arms as his gaze was fixed on Jimin.

 “How do I start…” he meekly said. Jimin wanted to find a perfect word to start the conversation but seemed to fail every time.

 “Is this about a girl?” Yoongi blurted caused others to look at him with a weird look.

 “A girl? That is surprising. You rarely talked about girl Jiminie” it amused Hoseok. Since they shared room together, they usually had a deep talk at night before falling asleep but most of the times it only involved their worries with works. Never it involved girls though Hoseok was aware of Jimin being loyal to this one particular ex of his. But that was it nothing more.

 Seeing Jimin showed no sign to clear the thick atmosphere as he was busy fidgeting in his seat, Jungkook took the courage to speak for him “It is about a girl, to be exact his ex girlfriend. She came to our fansign last month…” the hyungs frowned while staring at Jungkook’s way causing the younger boy to timidly look down.

 He continued “…with her son” Jungkook let out a small sigh. Finally the burden was lifted off his shoulder. He had been feeling guilty as hell for keeping the secrets from others though he knew Jimin planned to them in the near future.

 That near future however was there so what did he expect.

 “And.. just how do you know this story but not us kkuk?” Taehyung tilted his head in confusion.

“We happened to talk about it in our flight few hours ago.. I promised to hyung not to tell anyone until he confirmed it with her..” he scratched his head with a slight pout.

 “And by ‘confirm’ means?” Namjoon raised his eyebrows.

 Hoseok tried to come up with an assumptions out of this circumstances “Whether the son is yours Jiminie? Is it what you are trying to confirm?” his mouth was slight open refused to believe what he just said.

 Part of him was grateful that he told Jungkook about this so in an unexpected situation like this, he had someone to speak on behalf of him. However he still did not have the strength to talk, what was his problem anyways? They were his best friends, who he was trying to kid right now?

 Jin gaped “Jimin is it true?” he exchanged look with baffle Namjoon.

 Jimin slowly nodded and finally broke the silence “Yes..I am trying to find out whether the kid is mine” he sighed heavily. Yoongi rubbed his temple trying to make sense out of this. Few weeks ago they had this conversation about the girl and her son but he did not expect this to come out true. It was supposed to be a mere joke.

 This event turned out mind blowing leaving everyone speechless. Never in their life expected any of them to own a kid at this age especially Park Jimin, the third youngest members in the group. With that confirmation they obtained from Jimin everyone started to sip their drinks in sync while shaking their head.

 “So…how do you plan to confirm it? DNA test?” Jin gave the younger boy a sympathy look. It finally answered all the puzzles to why Jimin had acted strangely since the tour started. He would look alright on stage performing as he always did, fooling around with members and teasing fans with his cool look. Once he was off stage, the Park Jimin changed drastically. He was moody and soulless.

 “I don’t know. I am planning to meet her” the thought of Taehwan’s stern warn overwhelmed him. He wanted to know the guy he was talking to.

 Namjoon’s lips were pressed into a thin line as he was immersed in his deep thought before spoke “I assumed you already talked to her.. You would not be this helpless if you haven’t, am I right?” everyone hummed under their breath when Jimin nodded in agreement.

 “Let’s go meet her! Busan busan let’s go!” Taehyung raised his hand. Every eyes were now on him, his cheeks were puffy and crimson red. When on earth did he finish two cans of beers? He was not even a good drinker.

 “Kim Taehyung I don’t remember you are the one with problems here” Namjoon shot him a nasty look.

 “But I am drinking this on behalf of my Jiminie” he exclaimed cheerfully while throwing his arms around Jungkook.

 “No one asked you to” Hoseok chortled.

 “Get off me, you stink with alcohol” Jungkook mumbled.

 Taehyung was too drunk and he didn’t even care when the younger boy tried to push him off. He was clinging onto him hard, squishing their cheeks together “Jungkookiee~~ Let’s…..gooooo” Taehyung cheered.

“Unbelievable” Yoongi finished his drinks and shifted his attention back to Jimin.

 “I cant believe I am agreeing to some drunkards” he glared at Taehyung’s way, that guy didn’t even know if you threw some nasty remarks at him. He was too high to digest that.

 Yoongi finished his words “Let’s meet her. A few days off to Busan before we start the next tour wont hurt right?” he eyed others who seemed to agree what he was trying to say. The least thing that they could was to show their support for Jimin. He was worried if something didn’t go well during Jimin’s meeting with the girl, he might do stupid things.

 “But…i am not dragging everyone together in my problems..” Jimin blurted out earning a light smack on his back head. It was Hoseok.

 “Never said that. Who do you think we are? We are in this together Jiminie. We are not leaving you alone” Hoseok patted the top of Jimin’s head with a sunshine smile. As usual, Hoseok’s smile could cleanse all the negative vibes in the room.

 “You don’t have to worry that. We are brothers” it was Jin’s turn to give him an assuring smile.

 “Chim remember we have your back” Namjoon’s flashed his signature dimple smiles. Jimin was touche by their sincerity, what did he do in his past life to deserve a bunch of loyal friends like this? A flash of grateful smile spread across his lips followed by Jungkook who nodded at his way with a thumb up.

 “Hyungs..can you help me over here.. Taetae hyung dozed off on me… and he is drooling” the maknae whined in protest as he could feel Taehyung wetting his shoulder. The older members snickered while stifling their chuckle, Jungkook was still a baby and forever Bangtan’s baby.

 Yoongi helped to move Taehyung and lay him down on Jimin’s bed “Never feed him alcohol again ever” he grabbed a mini pillow at the nightstand and covered Taehyung’s face with it.

 It was past midnight but they were too engrossed in their conversation, reminiscing good old times whereby sometimes too good to be truth.They couldn’t remember when was the last time Bangtan had a heart to heart talk like now. Since Jungkook was at his legal age now so they could drink alcohol freely in front of him though most of the time the maknae would just sip his cokes.

  “No…”

 “Hyung please… just this one, before we continue touring don’t you think we deserve a mini gateway in Korea?”

 “You just HAD your gateway in Hawaii”

 “But that was also for filming purposes. You don’t call it a vacay with bunch of cameras and crews”

 “And tell me exactly why suddenly you are all gear up to visit Busan?”

 “Because we need to foster our brotherhood bonds!”

 “Yes yes! We need to spice our relationships a bit”

 “Jungkook that sounded so wrong!”

 “I am just helping”

 “Okay quiet quiet” their manager rubbed his temple feeling dizzy upon receiving this sudden request from the boys. These boys could be unpredictable and naughty sometimes but not to the extent they gave him a short notice to leave few miles from the city for their so called mini vacation. The tour was next week, how could he let them go without supervision.

 “I will take care of the members. You don’t call me leader for nothing” Namjoon patted his own chest with a smug.

 He was skeptical even though he trusted Namjoon could look after the boys but still it was too risky to go for a vacation openly with fans and press around. There were too many eyes on them.

 “I will look after them too!” Jin grinned, ��Trust us, we will be extra careful. No one will know that Bangtan is in Busan…” he tried to convince their manager. Jimin stayed silently leaving the negotiations process to the older members. Thanks to the pep talk last night, he could at least get a proper sleep.

 “I cant make the decision, we will have to ask Bang PD about that. If he allows then I will let you boys go, however if he says something else.. you have to stop asking for this” he glanced at Namjoon and Jin with a serious voice.

 They nodded in sync “Deal” deep down inside Jimin was feeling uneasy. This trip must happened or it would take him another long weeks or even months longing for answers. His heart couldn’t handle more secrets and pain.

 “You will meet her” Yoongi’s low voice brought Jimin back to reality. He gave the older boy a weak smile while mouthing him a thank you. He hold onto his phone tight, what should he do next?

 He was dying to talk to her again but would that guy from the other night be there to pick up the call? What was he doing with Yeoul anyway? He cussed in his head in frustration.

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Chapter 3

Music featured in this chapters: 

Cranes in the sky by Solange

Crew by Gold Like ft Brent Faiyaz and Shy Glizzy

Yesirrrskii by Lil Uzi Vert ft 21 Savage

Act Up by City Girlz

Cash Shit by Meg Thee Stallion

Miami: Day 2

Ariana:

“Uhhhhhhh what the fuck” I groaned waking up. I had a huge headache and my stomach was on fleek. I still had on my fit from the night before, my damn wig was barely hanging on. “Bro what the fuck man” I said taking off my wig. I got up and got undressed and into the shower, which did not last long because I needed some medicine ASAP. “Rise and Grind girls” Melody came in happily. “Mel why did you not help me out my clothes?” I asked her. “Uh we all passed out in here. I got up in got in my bed and i guess we all just took showers” She said drinking out of a coffee mug. “What is that?” I asked. “Hangover Tea, Tye made” She said. I laid back down. “Tell Tye Tye to bring me up some” I told her. “Ari you can’t sleep in all day today is the yacht party” Mel said. I almost threw up thinking about being seasick and hungover. “When can we rest?” I asked. Melody looked at me crazy. “Miami never sleeps, shake that hangover off so we can drink again” She said. “Ima go get your tea” She told me closing my door. I sighed at the idea of getting fucked up again. I rolled over and grabbed my phone. “I want you so bad” I see. I had remembered that Marlon crazy ass messaged me last night. Tye came walking in with my mug. Melody was right behind her. “Okay now that we all in here except Zion ass, we need rules” She said. Melody groaned. “Boring” She said smiling as Tye playfully pushed her. “Aight so, basically rule #1 is always always get lit, #2 is never worry about yo girls get the Dick sis but send us your location so if shit go down you know #3 No sad girl shit, no mopping #4 if bitches try us they try us all and that’s the rules I love you hoes” She said laughing. “Not the ditch your friends for the D” I said laughing. “Well Zion completed #2, and I’m get on her ass too. Saying this trip all about my girl’s face ass” Tye said. “Yall um I think I seen Isaac last night” Melody said. “And I oop” Tye responded. “Are you sure we were drunk as fuck” I said to her. She nodded. “I know what Isaac looks like and his friends you know Freddie and Trey” She said. I nodded, “Well don’t let that ruin your trip fuck Isaac” I said. “She going to fuck Isaac alright” Tye said smirking. “Nooo Im not” Mel said. “Ima get me a new boo”. I clapped for her. “You see that, growth” I said imitating Kelly from insecure. Tye looked at me as Melody walked out. “She happy as fuck on the inside” I started laughing. “Shut up!”.

 After our little house meeting. I decided to take a run in our Airbnb subdivision. I always ran to clear my head especially after a hangover, Thank God Tye got me that tea. I took a break, caught my breath, and took a sip of my water. I see a Convertible pull up near me, and the top lifted off, revealing some sexy light skin guy. He started talking to me, but I had my headphones in listening to “Cranes In The Sky” by Solange. I took my earphones out. “I’m sorry, I couldn’t hear you” I said smiling. He laughed a little. “I was saying damn it rare we see such beauty in this area, normally got to wait till you hit the beach” He said. I rolled my eyes playfully. “Uh boy” I said. He smiled at me. “I’m Anthony” He said. His voice was so whew lord. “Ariana” I said. “Call I call you Ari or RiRi for short?” He asked. I shook my head. “Nigga I don’t know you like that” I told him placing my hand on my hip. He laughed. “Feisty little thing, aight I dig it. Hopefully, I see you around, Ri” He winked at me before pulling off. I cheesed all the way to house cause that man was an Angel. “Girls, Ladies, Bitches I seen a fine ass man on my run. I’m talking GQ fine” I said blushing. Melody and Tye came out they room and looked over the staircase balcony we had in the house. “And?” Tye said. “His name is Anthony and he stays over here I guess; He has a nice ass car and he called me Ri” I said cheesing. They just looked at me. “Number?” Melody asked. I bit my lip and shook my head. “He just said, see you around Ri” I said smiling. Melody and Tye laughed. “Well at least it aint that nigga Marlon” Tye said. “We gone go to every door and find him” Mel said. I started laughing. “Ima get me some Anthony” I said. “You better” Tye said. I could not stop squealing about that man.

  Zion:

I woke up to sun beaming bright as fuck in my eyes. I put my hand up to block the sun. I turned over to see I was in bed with Kyrel from last night. I palmed my face. I got up and grabbed my shit. He rolled over and looked at me. “Good morning Beautiful” He said. Normally I would cringe at any nigga telling me that, but it made me slightly smile. “Hey, I’m sorry. Last night shouldn’t have happened” He said. I looked at him. “Yeah, I didn’t want you to feel like it was a one-night stand. I really dig you and I want to see you again if that’s okay” He said to me. I nodded. “I would like that” I simply said smiling. Normally my ass would say something smart, but his energy was different. “Let me get my ass up, so I can make sure you get home okay” He said. A man! I thought. These niggas in Atlanta do not even care if I made it home unless they thirsty as fuck. He got dressed and we got in his car. “I see money all around me, I feel like I’m the man. But I was done and out like last week tell me where have you been? You came out of hiding girl. Don’t act like I’m your man, you just a fan, don’t hold no rank” He sang along. He looked over at me smiling. “What?” He asked. I giggled. “Nothing, you just cute. I guess” I said. He put his hand up to me like a mic. “Come on sing it with me” He said. I laughed. “I see money all around me, I feel like I’m the man. But I was done and out like last week tell me where have you been? You came out of hiding girl. Don’t act like I’m your man, you just a fan, don’t hold no rank” We sang turnt in the car. “Aye see” He said. I playfully pushed him. “Got me slipping out here” I told him. He started laughing. We pulled up to my Vacay house and just sat in the car. “So, Ima take you out Wednesday if that’s okay?” He asked. I looked at him crazy “And where we are going sir?”. He smiled. “It’s a suprith” He said in a funny voice. “Aight We gone see about that” I said laughing. He leaned over and pulled my face towards his and we started kissing. His lips tasted so nice; it was about to be a Tsunami in this car. I had to go. I pulled back. “Thank you for the ride, home and to sleep” I said laughing. He smirked. “Keep your phone on you” He said. I got out the car and waived bye. I walked into the house and Ariana met me at the door. “Its 2pm Mam, where have you been young lady?” She said with her hands on her hip. “I went to see a man about a horse” I casually said. “Irrrrr ok” Ari said making a funny noise. Tye came downstairs in her swimsuit looking like a goddess. “Okay I see you” I said. She twirled around. “Inches on Inches baby”. Melody came down after her in her swimsuit. “Yeahhhh get intoooo itttttt” She said holding Patron in her hand. “Okay Ari I see you too girl” I said gassing up my girls. “Bitch go get motherfucking dressed; our ride will be here soon” Tye said. I ran upstairs got in the shower and got myself all the way together. That took almost 2hrs. “Zion! Hurry up!” Tye yelled. “Im coming!” I yelled. “Ooh Z you look good girl” I told myself. I did a little twerk, and scurried downstairs before them hoes leave me. “Dick got you taking yo time huh?” Melody said. I playfully pushed her. “Shut up, I have yall know that Kyrel is a gentleman okay, and he is fine as fuck. He laid it down good as hell, Yall I’m let him go because he gone fuck me up” I said. Ari sucked her teeth in. “You better get you that gentlemen peen” She said. I almost spit out my water. “Bitch, I almost died” I said laughing. “Shots!” Tye said. “I’m not uh uh, only a little Tye” Ari said. We all took shots before we headed into the party bus.

  Melody:

“Hit your main bitch, yessirskii, Doin' donuts in the six, yessirskii. You got engaged but she still wanna slurpskii” Lil Uzi “Yessirskii” played as we walked onto the Yacht. I never been on no Yacht before and bitch this shit was a dream come true, another lit drunk night for me Yesssiiirrr. My girls and I were twerking our ass off. “Fuck it up Tye!” We yelled as Tye twerked on the opening of the boat. “I always wanted to do that” She said taking more shots. We were eating and Ari and Tye were smoking, just enjoying the vibes. 2 hours had passed, and we had drunk 2 bottles of Patron. I felt more fucked up then I did last night. The movement of the boat was causing my world to spin, and I needed to sit the fuck down, ASAP! “You good Mel?” Tye asked high as fuck. “No girl I feel sick as fuck” I said. She took me downstairs to lay on a random ass bed. No matter how much I stayed still the rocking of the boat was making me feel nauseous. I got up to look for a bathroom. “Fuck” I said realizing this room had no bathroom. I stumbled to quickly find one before I threw up in these people’s boat. As I was moving fast but woozy, I bumped into somebody. “Sorry” I said. I felt hands around me. “Yo you good?” I heard. I looked up seeing the beautiful man, but I was so messed up I did not care. I shook my head “No” I could feel the vomit rising. I tried to get out of his way, but he was trying to check on me, and what I feared most happened. I could not hold it in, and I threw up all over him. I could not stop it just kept coming. “Bro what the fuck!” He yelled. “I’m sorry” I said faintly before I knew it my eyes got heavy and I passed out.

  Tye:

“Real ass bitch gives a fuck about a nigga big Birkin bag hold 5,6 figures stripes on my ass so he calls this pussy tiger, fucking on a scamming ass rich ass nigga. Same group of bitches aint no adding to the picture” All of us girls were screaming the lyrics at the top of or lungs. “You check on Mel?” Ari asked. I looked at her crazy and hurried downstairs, because niggas is weird. When I got down there, I seen she was wrapped in the blankets on the bed. “This your friend?” I heard behind me. I turned around to see a fine ass black man wrapped in a towel. I nodded. “Yeah she didn’t feel good, I’m sorry I will get her up” I said. He shook his head. “Nah, she good this my boat so she straight. She must be sick or something she threw up all over me bruh” He said. I guess that explains the towel. “Oh my gosh, I’m sorry” I said. He laughed, “It’s cool if it was anybody else they have to get the fuck off, I had my home girl clean her up and I put her in here, so yall enjoy the party. Here is the key to this room just check on her when you need too” He told me. I smiled “Thanks”. I locked Melody in and went back upstairs to go see Samar.

 “Hey stranger” Samar said as I walked over to him DJing. “When we gone be able to kick it?” I asked. He looked at me confused. “What you mean nigga? we are kicking it now” He said I rolled my eyes. “Samar I’m talking like how we do back home we in Miami nigga lets kick shit have fun” I said. He nodded. “Aight movie night at my house, bring the liq I got the wings and the weed” He said. I smiled at that idea. “Aight cool motherfucker” I said just dancing to the music slick coming down from being lit. “Here drink this and come over here” Samar told me. I took the shot and came near his mixing station. “Okay now what?” I asked. He smiled. “You gone learn how to mix for a little minute”. I was excited, “Bitch I’m a star, I got these niggas wishing. He says he hungry this pussy the kitchen, yeah he my dog he going to sit down and listen call him a drink and he don’t get offended” He clicked on some buttons then went to his computer. He brought the mic over to me. “Say something” He smiled. “I don’t feel like yall lit enough for me, let me run that shit back!” I yelled on the mic. Samar ran it back. “Bitch I’m a star, I got these niggas wishing. He say he hungry this pussy the kitchen, yeah he my dog he going to sit down and listen call him a drink and he don’t get offended” Every female sang. I got happy as hell. For the whole party that is all we were doing, I am surprised they aint pay me the fuck. After, the boat owner helped us get Melody on the bus, and Samar pulled me to this side. “Do me a favor bro, don’t be out here wilding with these Miami cats okay?” He said to me. “Can it just be yall girls chilling and shit?” He asked. I busted out laughing. “Samar, I’m grown sir you don’t have to worry about me honey, I’m good” I said. He looked at me annoyed. “Tye, I’m trying to be like a big bro and be protective but okay city girl Tye” He said. I shrugged. “Thanks bro” I said rolling my eyes. Nigga fuck yo big brother face ass, the fuck. He hugged me and said bye to everyone on the bus. I see him go talk to some Randoms. Typical Nigga shit. I pull out my phone a text Julian.

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GodHand SPN-120 Ultimate Nipper 5.0 ⚜ REVIEW

Got my new GodHand Ultimate Nipper in the mail the other day so I figured I might as well try and do a review on them because why not. Excuse crappy phone pics on carpet floor please, I’m on vacay. Huge review ahead, be warned.

Since my cheap (in every meaning of the word) 5€ diagonal pliers from the hardware store just didn't cut it for perfectionist me *bricked for bad pun*, my inner OCD self forced me to finally get one of these rather ludicrously expensive, exquisite tools. Snagged them from an auction for 43,47 EUR ( $51 )(which is the lower end of the price range you find them for), plus it had glorious ゜ﾟ･*☆ free shipping ☆*･゜゜ - for me who's used to 8,52 EUR ( $10)-$40 shipping costs to Europe that felt like a killer deal. And an investment in the future, maybe it'll finally make me build my BI Bladey and DCS-J that I've been putting off for a year now due to lacking 'proper' tools. Actually who am I kidding I still don’t have any space for them. Anyway, let’s take a look at this thing.

On the back, there are what looks like loads of instructions, details and warnings. Unfortunately my Japanese is as good as my Swahili, i.e. nonexistent, so I have no clue what any of this might say lol. "3mm" at least is somewhat universal and likely the maximum thickness of plastic you should cut with this nipper. Seeing how thin and fragile the blades look, I don't deem it wise to experiment where their limit is. I've heard enough stories of people breaking them and it seems not incredibly difficult to accomplish. I'd already be wary of using them on hard plastic, and I definitely advise against using them on translucent/clear plastic, that will blunt them in the best case and might break them in the worst. The blades are single-edge, minimizing the stress on the plastic and avoiding stress and crush marks that would occur with e.g. Tamiya cutters. Instead of clipping the piece off, the cutting blade slices the gate like a knife and stops at the other 'blade', which basically acts like a chopping board.

On the inside of the folded cardboard, there are more instructions on cutting, some more, some less obvious. Also I can't read 50% of them, whoops. You can use the nipper to cut the piece from the thick runner, however, I consider it more senseful to do this step with your standard diagonal cutter like my cheap Lux pliers. Then, when you have freed the piece from the runner, you can do the trimming with the GH nipper. Directly cutting the gate of the part while still on the runner may be okay for tiny pieces and very thin gates, and/or soft plastic (like the joint caps for motorized Zoids), but I wouldn’t really advise it for anything else. Cut the runner at 1 cm-ish away from the gate with any tool but the GH nipper, then use it to cut the gate at the far end (an optional step imo), and ultimately flush with the piece. Reserve the GH nipper only for when you absolutely need to use it to not cause unnecessary blunting of the blade.

Speaking of the blades. The blades on this nipper are thin. As in, crazy thin. Comparing them to my obnoxious Lux pliers seems like absolute overkill. At the broadest part, they're barely 2 mm thick. Also they are sharp. People saying in reviews that they cut through runners and gates like butter aren't exaggerating one bit. They really do. But since they're made of steel they will still dull after a while so try not to use them more often than necessary. Also don’t touch them too much or get any moisture on them or they will rust like my other ugly cutters.

Because this nipper is so special, GodHand has a whole page here with instructions on how to handle it. The blades are just so fragile and especially the tip is easy to break when handled incorrectly. They compare the cutting process to cutting tofu with a knife on your palm - you want to slice, not push through the part, and ease the force you apply as you near the other blade. There is a screw to prevent you from pressing the blades together too tightly, but I wouldn't take my chances. Be gentle with this nipper, if you need force you’re doing it wrong and are risking damaging it.

Depending on the shape of the piece, even if you cut as close to the part as possible, you might still have a tiny (emphasis on ‘tiny’) leftover of the gate that needs to be sanded off or shaved with an xacto knife (which always chops up my thumb... need to find a way to avoid that). You can get a near perfect result in many cases using the GH nipper only, but if you want to make the marks completely invisible you’ll have to go the extra mile of shaving and sanding. The nipper’s purpose is to reduce the stress on the plastic as much as possible and produce clean cuts that might suffice for most people, however perfectionists like me will still need to reach for an xacto knife and (wet) sandpaper. [Random model kit tip #01: a drop of water on your sandpaper will result in a smoother surface because it acts as a lubricant.]

The nipper also comes with a neat pouch, which is a much needed protection for the blade.

I did a comparison of my old crude Lux cutter against the GH nipper on one of the runners of my new Gun Tiger (review coming soon; tiny tiny kit but packed with lots of detail!). I tested them on the shiny dark gray runner, as the plastic is somewhat soft and also shows stress marks quite clearly. Which my phone camera failed to properly focus on, unfortunately.

First pic: cut with the Lux pliers. Can you believe I used those to clip off nubs until now? *shudders* Second pic: cut with the GH nipper. Such a nice cut! Due to the nature of this plastic, cutting through 3 mm thickness results in some surface stressing. Third pic: to reduce whitening, I massaged/scratched the surface with my fingernail, greatly lessening it.

What glorious difference.

[Random model kit tip #02: scratch white stress marks with your fingernail, applying a considerable amount of pressure. In many cases, it will greatly lessen the whitening or even make it disappear. For some kinds of plastic, this makes the mark even darker than the rest.]

Testing the nipper on an actual kit part:

The Gun Tiger kit has wonderfully tiny gates on an already tiny kit. They are so small you can use the GH nipper to directly cut them off the sprues, which will look like in the top right photo. I then clean the mark up with my fingernail, an xacto knife if it needs some shaving, 5000 grit sandpaper + water and lastly polish it with my tshirt lol. The unevenness of this mark is due to me being a dork and not managing to cut straight... and the GH nipper is so sharp, it will cut the angle you place it at (I accidentally cut off a bit of the edge as well on another part cuz you don’t even notice any additional resistance).

[Random model kit tip #03: rectangular felt pads from the hardware store are a great way to make small DIY ghetto sanding sponges. Just stick them on the backside of the sandpaper and cut around it. Cutting sandpaper will damage scissors though so use some that you don’t care about much.] 

Wrapping up with the ultimate question for the Ultimate Nipper:

Q: Is it worth the money? A: Honestly it still takes time for me to get used to it, especially since it handles like a McLaren P1 compared to the Caterpillar 797F my Lux pliers are. It’s super delicate in every way. But I’m certain it will make building kits a lot more enjoyable now that I don’t have to deal with the frustration anymore that my old cutters caused me more often than not (building my Gun Tiger was already so much fun with the GH nipper). That said, it’s up to each person themself to decide whether they want to afford this luxury or are okay with less than ‘the absolute best’. There is also the GodHand PN-120 nipper which is just a step below the SPN-120 which may be a great and cheaper alternative; or the Gundam Planet Premium Nipper. The perfectionist in me is satisfied at least and omg I’m never giving them away again.

If anyone wants even more information on it, there's some more additional stuff on the official page of the GodHand SPN-120 Ultimate Nipper 5.0. 

[dongsooks]

Dating Bang Yongguk (B.A.P)

You are so sweet thank you!!! I hope you like it! Let’s hope Yongguk is well and happy and will get fit soon but also take his time with his recovery!

Y'all prolly knew each other by looks and quick greetings

and as Youngjae stated that Yongguk only gets close to people he is interested in I think he'd make some effort to get to know you

but omg he said he can't talk to women

especially when it's about dating because his confidence sinks to 0.0000000001

the 1 in the end being a “hi”

one time he said he liked your outfit and then blushed thinking about it for the rest of the day

but then one magical day your damn laptop broke down while you had some important stuff to do

and you went out to get coffee because you didn't wanna punch a hole into your laptop out of anger

and he saw you and gathered his courage

like ALL OF IT bc again: he can't talk to women

and he was like

”Hey Y/N, are you okay?”

with one of his smiles

and your heart fluttered but then you were like

”My laptop broke down -.-”

and he was like

”Hey I went to Cyber University I could have a look at it..if you want to”

lmao he could have a look at you if he wanted to amirite?

So anyways you agreed and he fixed it and then you offered him a meal and you ate and talked together

and whoops suddenly it was 11 pm and homeboy had places to go and stuff to do

so he got up, ready to leave and you were like

”Hey I owe you”

and he just smoothly was like

”If you give me your number we'd be even ;)”

so cheesy damn Yongguk

but it worked

since the members said he has the habit of constantly thinking of rhymes I imagine this to happen:

”Babe”

”Yes?”

”You were my damsel in distress”

stfu yongguk

but other times he'd hit you with dat deep ish

”In our society penalty really just depends on ones salary”

”...”

that was you being speechless you were just trying to get a cup of water

you'd often ask him about his tattoos

or just trace them while you two lay in bed

I feel like he'd have trouble expressing his feelings sometimes

and I feel like he would write you songs

one just for you to hear where he'd say everything he usually couldn't

and you would melt

also his 'I love you's would be seldom but when he said them he meant it

and you knew that

he gives his all into music and is very dedicated so you'd probs have to remind him to eat and sleep especially around comeback seasons

and you'd bring him and the members food and drinks

he'd be so thankful

when if comes to kisses he seems like the type to pull you really close

one hand on your neck the other on your butt waist

and he'd hold you like you'd be his everything

honestly

you are

well making out tho

ohohohhohoho boi put the seabelts on it's boutta be wild

you on his lap

try to tease him

i dare you

you probaly't walk for the next days oopsie lmao

sometimes when he was feeling funny as heck he would tease you in public

and you'd just glare at him and be like

”I'm gonna pinch your dick off”

hickeys

but hidden hickeys like on your boobs so when you two change for the day or night

he'd see them and shitgrin to himself

sometimes when he feels like it

or you annoyed him and he wants to have his sweet revenge

in the middle of the act while you won't complain he'll give you a hickey somewhere visible

and it will be summer and you'll have to wear a turtle neck when it's 34 degrees out

and he'll just pass you the deodorant grinning

and you'll be out with friends sweatin like a cow and you're friends will be like

... you k?

you are not

and you just smile and nod

sometimes he would break down and tell you all the thoughts he has and the doubts

and you would comfort him and probs cry with him

hugs with him can be summed up in two words:

Pops bear

Like he’d envelop you in his arms and pull you really close and nuzzle into you

when you two fight he'd remain calm most of the time

it's scary for people to witness

it's contains a lot of annoyed sighs and slightly too harsh movements

if it was your fault you'd have to say sorry

I feel lik he ain't bout that 'When you get mad at a girl apologize for being mad' thing

but if it was his fault he'd say sorry

if both of you were to blame he'd try to talk it out

he is a tol so if you aren’t...

he would tease you

”okay I'm going out now”

and you wanna go in for a kiss

and he just makes himself even taller and is like

when you ready come and get it nananana

also if you ever happen to wear his shirt damn gurl

”look at small you in my big Shirt”

”that's not how you use a tent Y/N??”

”haha look it's a walking shirt wow haha”

damn yongguk you're so funny!

not!

and then you'd just take it off and run around in your underwear

cue needy Yongguk

one time you tried to make his favourite food for him

sushi

you failed and he came home earlier than expected and you just stood there looking at him

rice in your hair

ripped nori everywhere

smoked salmon sticking to the table

but he'd appreciate the effort

like so much

and then you'd just shower together and tbh that's a good present too :)

After you move in together you know who is basically moves in with him?

B.A.P

P stands for Pabos

Pabo means idiot in Korean

so before valentines day he'd be like

”anything in peticular you'd like, princess?”

and you just say

”nah as long as it comes from heart idc”

he made his predictions true

he made you chocolate with a picture of you two and gave it to you

you almost cried while you two ate it

damn Bang Yongguk why u gotta be that cute

meeting his family of course

they seem as badass as him so you'd be like

”what if they won't like me? They are so cool and I am not really that cool?”

Spoiler: they love you

first time seeing his twin you'd be like

”yongguk stay on my right so I don't accidentally kiss your brother”

but it gets better with time

it always does

going to the netherlands for vacay because he likes the netherlands

Overall: he would treat you very good you can't complain! He sometimes can't tell you everything that's on his mind so you'd need to give him that freedom. But when it comes down to it he's know you are there for him and vice versa. Hugs with pops. Soft kisses and passionate makeout sessions. Thoughtful moments and exchanges over future goals and dreams at night.