#the rem also meaning REM sleep bc I am dreaming all the time
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remturtle · 1 year ago
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I updated all of my tags to be more specific because I realised if people wanted to block certain tags it would block them in general not just for my blog :3
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nathank77 · 8 months ago
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5/24/24
7:13 p.m Edited
I fell asleep fast with half a mg of xanax and 25mg of Hydroxyzine but I woke up 2 hours later needing to pee too bad to ignore it .. I had to take a Benadryl 25mg to fall back to sleep. I prob woke up 3 or 4 times needing to pee and ignored it every time but one more time than at 10 a.m...
Part of me worried I didn't sleep cause I had my eyes closed for a while at 10 a.m.. but I did at least until 1 p.m.. then the time in-between 1 p.m and 3:30 seems foggy... I remember kinda being awake and opening my eyes soon after seeing a movie of like jurassic park in my mind... just prob the trauma of microsleep and waking up during rem making me think I'm "dreaming" while I'm awake idk. I dreamt of being in a mall running away from dinosaurs. Raptors were chasing me a lot.
Anyways I felt groggy cause I always do when I wake up and I couldn't make phone calls. I decided to be productive in a different way. I call it a car care day. Or just car day.
Either way I got the letter in the mail that they received my report on Kristen today now I'm waiting on the status letter that's coming. I'm worried they'll throw it away... I mean I'm crazy right? What does the words of a guy with auditory hallucinations mean to people against a professional? That's the fucked part I'm 100% level headed but they see a lunatic.. I'm stronger than most people. 99% of you all would have killed yourself if you lived through microsleep and auditory hallucinations and being delusional...
Anyways I await the status report.... not holding my breath... waiting to fucking off myself if they let her off the hook..
Well so car care day. I checked my oil and it's low and I scheduled my oil change for Tuesday at 5 p.m. I also added freon to my car. The compressor works. I learned a new thing today :)
Against many people's advice in the 3G (Mitsubishi eclipse) group as I don't have money to pay a technician 200$ to use a 20$ can of freon on my car, I did it myself and found what they contributed to be helpful. It took a long time. I used at least half the can. It didn't seem to want to go passed 25-30 PSI it read 10 when i hooked it up... but sometimes it read 50. When I turned on the ac to full blast it went red indicating the compressor works. And eventually I didn't see much movement on the gauge after turning it down and using more. So I just decided to test it via going grocery shopping. It was def 100% cooler. I feel like I did it but it's not super cold. It's def cold. It's 82 where I am and I was comfortable in the car. Idk if my car is one of the vehicles that don't exceed 25-30 psi. I just asked in the group.
I'm really glad I didn't waste my money on a technician- as a guy who isn't mechanically inclined there are things that we shouldn't do and there are easier things that we can do to be self sufficient and learn and I'm glad I learned. I restored it to about what it was a couple years ago. I'm happy with it but I'd like to get it cooler.
I went to Wal-Mart and stop and shop. I grabbed a chicken and Coolant and some other stuff. I got gas so when I go to the mechanic on Tuesday I don't have to get gas since it's in Southington.
I put on a timer for a hour once I got home cause you can't put Coolant in a hot car. So I'm waiting on that. I shaved my face. I got to buzz my head before the shower and then I guess I'll watch Dexter.
Tomorrow and Sunday imma fuck with my hdcp bypasser and try to have two Red bull days in a row and play silent hill even though no one watched a second of them despite the money and time it takes to bypass hdcp.
I'm still hallucinating but it's whatever. I'm hoping they take my claim against Kristen seriously and I get her license taken away. Although I won't doubt it if they throw it away bc no one sees you as a person when you hallucinate. You're labeled a drooling lunatic that should be institutionalized.
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cornerstonc · 3 years ago
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𝐒𝐋𝐄𝐄𝐏  𝐌𝐄𝐌𝐄
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NAME:  natori
RESIDENCE:  the cat kingdom
TYPE OF BED: u know lord beerus’ bed IN ALL SERIOUSNESS i do like the thought that the cat kingdom beds are not Exactly like human beds and do have a certain eccentricity about their designs and construction, etc. and i must admit the idea of natori sleeping curled on a little round mattress tickles me fjifoea despite that, i do think it otherwise fits the bill of Human Bed, essentially being a cat-sized mattress raised upon a frame of some kind
NUMBER OF BLANKETS: two, generally-- one he sleeps on top of and the other he sleeps underneath. i also like the idea that he has another he doesn’t use outside of decoration (...except for very, very rarely) which is Obviously much older and more worn than the other two. when he’s sleeping, he probably drapes it over one of those clothes horses in the corner of his room somewhere
NUMBER OF PILLOWS: he does not sleep with pillows jfieao
TYPE OF CLOTHING: i’m not sure thinking emoji bc i’ve long headcanoned that he’s easily cold, i’d also assumed he wears some kind of clothing even when sleeping, but i’m not Certain what it might be, or if he might just wear his usual clothes
DO THEY SLEEP WITH COMPANY?: not since he was a child/teen and outside of the extremely rare occasion when lune was very young. i brought this up the other day, but i do imagine that he and his sisters shared a bed all the way up until he literally left to start his studies/career bc the cat kingdom has very cramped quarters outside of the castle. i haven’t yet decided if their grandmother also slept in the same bed, but i am leaning toward Yes. he also slept in his parents’ bed until. well. their deaths (they’re cats ok they like to be snug and warm lies down)
DO THEY SLEEP BETTER WITH COMPANY?: not particularly, especially in light of the fact he’s a persistent sleep-talker, which makes him a little nervous lmao ;; if it happened to be someone he was very comfortable with and trusted, then it’d be a different story, but i can’t really think of anyone who fits that bill in his life as it is
DOES IT MATTER WHERE THEY SLEEP?: no. despite his meticulous and fussy nature, he can and will fall asleep Anywhere. which is a headcanon i’m pretty sure i’ve already brought up, and with that exact phrasing too jffieao ......also i should clarify that’s ‘anywhere in the cat kingdom’ bc it 100% does not hold true for the human world
WHAT DO THEY DO IF THEY CANNOT FALL ASLEEP?: .........idk dude and neither does he bc he can Always fall asleep
FREQUENT DREAMS,  NIGHTMARES: i think he probably dreams rather infrequently, and he falls prey to nightmares even more so. given that, as i’m about to point out right below this lmao, he doesn’t sleep very deeply most of the time, i’m not sure how often he’d slip into REM sleep or even if. cats have REM sleep ._. i’m sure they do right i mean dogs definitely dream
DEEP SLUMBER OR NAPS: i. i mean. he’s a cat, so most of his sleep comes in the form of aptly-named catnaps lmao like most cats, he will sleep upwards of like 14 or more hours in any given 24-hour period, and well. considering the fact he also happens to be a Senior Cat, that number goes up to potentially 18 hours or more lm a o (at least from what i’ve read i’ve never had a c AT rip) all that said, tho, it’s also possible the eternal noontime of the cat kingdom might muddle his instincts or Something. in any case, tho, deep slumber is just not really something he Does on a regular basis. i also feel it pertinent to mention that while i could see him occasionally skimping on meals and food, i don’t think he’d do the same with sleep, and despite his rightfully stressed reputation, he’s not usually what you’d call very sleep-deprived
WHEN DO THEY SLEEP: off and on throughout any given time period jfifoa tho, bc i do headcanon that the cat kingdom operates on a very chaotic Clock in which everyone sort of just eats and naps whenever it suits them, for a cat like natori who is trying Very Hard to keep on top of everything that goes on in the castle (and outside), this means his own sleep schedule is sort of at the whims of everyone else’s. he still manages somehow but it’s definitely a balancing act fjfieoa
WHAT COULD WAKE THEM UP: a n y t  h i n g....... since. again, he doesn’t do deep slumber on a regular basis when he sleeps, he’s pretty easily woken by a number of different triggers thinking emoji movement tends to wake him much faster than sound, tho-- that is, being touched in his sleep, the mattress or other surface he’s resting on shifting from someone else’s weight, particularly heavy footsteps, etc.
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honeymoonjin · 6 years ago
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DREAM TIME
Be advised, last night I had 4 hours of sleep. Cat woke me up at 5 to feed him and at six I had to begin to get ready because my sister had a special FOUR AND HALF HOUR LONG SPECIAL MASS (consagración???? What’s that in English ??? #WeirdCatholicShit) and I had a huge ass lunch and I was super tired and slept way too long of a nap.
Okay so. I live in Panamá (THE COUNTRY) and I like going to this island called Taboga and you gotta go in a ferry. It’s very pretty and an hour long.
My dream I’m with my family in the ferry and as soon as I got in I fell asleep within my dream. Mostly because of the rocking of the waves that never ever fail to put me to sleep. I wake up because I hear the voices of the boys of BTS and I was like wow am I dreaming. And I open my eyes and it’s them. I ask the manager if I can say hi and tell them how much they mean to me and he’s like. “Alright. Only because there’s nobody else her that recognized them”. And I come in and say “hey I’m Sofía and I really love your music. Pls keep doing what you do, keep being authentic and pls rest a lot. I hope you enjoy your stay in Panama and have fun! I recommend the fried fish and patacones and ceviche. A cold beer too! Bye” but before leaving I turn to Namjoon and I ask him, “so I see that you’re super interested in psychology. What current do you like most? I personally am behaviorist and neuro” and he was like “wow nobody asks me about this. If you must know, I like Jungian Theory” and I was like “oh that’s cool!”
We part ways and I’m with my family and I’m building sandcastles and making holes in the sand near the surf (bc that’s what I like to do most, expose myself to the sun while I dig like a puppy). And the guys come over and ask if I can hang out w them because I seem cool and I’m like yeah sure.
My mom is like yeah you can but you must take the dog, which now apparently was a white huge borzoi called Freya. How did I decide in my dream that a cold weather dog in a tropical country was a good idea I will never understand. The thing is that I take Freya and I hang out w them. I put on Spotify a Vamos a la Playa playlist and they seem to like reggeton and trap and Latin music. We eat fried fish and ceviche, drink Corona, and talk a lot.
Somehow I began berating them about their sleeping schedules and I began saying that “your operant memory stored in your prefrontal brain goes to your hippocampus when you go to sleep. Things you store in your Orbitolateral, Ventrolateral and Dorsolateral prefrontal cortexes pasa thru that at night when you have good REM.” I began saying my dopamine pathway spiel and drew a brain in the sand ??? And showed them the parts of the brain and Namjoon was like 😍😍😍😍
We were digging some holes when lots of crabs began to pour out of the sand and Namjoon was like holy shit and I picked up some of them and I was like “these are the endemic species of panama” and I was talking about crabs while this man was HEART EYES MOTHERFUCKER. Anyways. I’m turning to leave because I only came there for the day and they STAY IN THE FANCY ASS HOTEL IN TABOGA TO FILM BON VOYAGE EPISODES. And Yoongi asked me “aren’t you gonna take a pic of us?” And I was like “I was having so much fun that I forgot about my phone. If you want I can take a pic but I’m not gonna upload it bc I’m actually a pretty private person. Maybe send it to a friend who also is a great fan but would keep quiet about it” and he was like ohhhhh
Anyways I’m going to enter the ferry to go home and Namjoon stops me and asks me if he can have my kakaotalk and I told him that in this side of the world we mostly use WhatsApp. But if you have iMessage I can give you my #. And I did. He also added me on insta and was like but don’t share my profile and I was like no prob man mine is also private.
Over the time we texted and they came over lots to Panama and I became their sort of guide. I think we visited the Canal, Chiriquí and the Volcano, The Valley, and Portobelo. He begins throwing some indirects to me and saying that he likes short, pear shaped women with light brown hair and I’m like “alright then let’s see some tinder profiles of these type of women if you like” and he legit slapped his face and in front of the Canal de Panamá declared his love to me. But I was having doubts.
He is an idol. I’m a psychology nerd who works in a lab in a tiny small country most ppl think is a city of Florida, how are we gonna make this work??? He said “I’m gonna take online courses of psychology and then we can get a PhD together on cognitive science” and I was like 🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺😍😍😍😍
Then I woke up.
Sorry it was long. It was worth sharing.
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akhfjdh sofia omg my sweet how do you have such long dreams? my dreams are like ‘namjoon catches u in the shower bc u left the bathroom door open. end.’ or ‘6/7 of bts beat u to death with their shoes while yoongi drinks a glass of red wine and observes. end.’
your strong power brain is coming up with full length novels omg all that psychology study has made you some kind of dream genius director wow
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dahlcore · 7 years ago
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50 song shuffle meme!!
tagged by @agender-chloe-price !! thank u sil i love these song memes sm
i tag,, uh. anyone i guess.
I'll be doing this with my groove music on my pc so here we fuckin GO-
afternote: almost none of these make sense and i love it
1. i have a fear of…
You'll Be Back - the Hamilton Broadway Soundtrack
honestly, considering how manipulative this song sounds... yeah, accurate. i don't wanna be used-
2. i hate…
Still Alive - Portal cover (NateWantsToBattle)
?? uh ok
3. i hate you because…
I Got It Just For You - WATGBS Soundtrack
oh no
4. i love…
Cornered Variation - AA1 OST
I love being an amazing lawyer? Fuck yes I do.
5. i love you because…
Oshioki Chopper - DR:AE Soundtrack
I love you because you make me crash... a helicopter? Rem I am so sorry.
6. she said…
Life is 39 - -MASA Works DESIGN-
Oh,, shit (Looking up the lyrics is just. Whoops.)
7. he said…
Return The Favor - All Time Low
...Unlikely.
8. we said…
Postcard and Polaroids - Sleeping With Sirens
Nice to know we're all emo together.
9. i caught a disease from…
Courtroom Looby theme - AA2 OST
I got sick in court... Neat.
10. i would sing … as a love song.
Let's Cheers To This - Sleeping With Sirens
Huh
11. i found … in my room.
Victory Road - PKMN X/Y Soundtrack
MOM I'M GONNA BE A REAL POKEMON TRAINER NOW-
12. i would kill someone if they…
Trial win theme - AA1 OST
*manfred von karma voice* if i lose i'll throw a hissy fit bc i want to keep my Perfect Win Record-
13. i would marry someone if they…
Misham Studio - AA4 Soundtrack
Tbf if someone did paint me i would hate myself a lot less-
14. i would kill for a…
Obtained a Mega Stone! - PKMN X/Y
ACCURATE
15. air is really made of…
Dear Maria, Count Me In - All Time Low
The air is made of... reckless moonstruck choices? Accurate.
16. i think about…
Star Isle - WATGBS Soundtrack
...yeah.
17. i am…
Zoom - DNCE
I AM ZOOM
18. the secret ingredient is…
Vs. Ver Million - WATGBS Soundtrack
The secret ingredient is a battle with a demon who's also a childhood friend... ok.
19. i will dance with my love to…
Eroded Sea God Castle 2 - WATGBS Soundtrack
REM I AM SO SORRY-
20. i have a crush on…
Doctor You - DNCE
??
21. i got hurt because…
Let It Go Rock Cover - NateWantsToBattle
...oK.
22. my last words will be…
Xo - Fall Out Boy
wh-
23. the song at my funeral will be…
It's A Kid's World - DR:AE Soundtrack
I. I'm Monaca?
24. i died because…
My Shot - Hamilton Broadway Soundtrack
OH
25. the story of your life is…
Watashino Nanatuno Oiwaini - -MASA Works DESIGN-
.Oh. OK.
26. i like to eat…
Scene One - James Dean & Audrey Hepburn (Acoustic) - Sleeping With Sirens
VORE-
27. i live because…
Kill Command - SDR2 Soundtrack
...I-
28. i’m immortal because…
Snowbelle City - PKMN X/Y Soundtrack
...NGL, I love this song, and I tear up a little when I hear it, it's so beautiful. I am the ice king-
29. my superpower is…
The Election of 1800 - Hamilton Broadway Soundtrack
Superpower... for politics? Power of persuasion? Flawless lying? What-
30. tonight i will…
Detention Center Elegy - AA2 Soundtrack
NOT GOOD-
31. they insulted my father by…
Outlines - All Time Low
uh
32. i will dream of…
Sukuino Komoriuta - -MASA Works DESIGN-
To quote the Vocaloid lyrics wiki; "I made a song about a Messiah that will save the world. "The lightning that strikes the the darkness is for your who I love" - Author's Comment" ...Oh
33. i licked…
Court Lobby theme - AA2
I LICKED A COURT-
34. my nickname is…
Opening Movie - PKMN X/Y OST
I'M A POKEMON MASTER-
35. my best friend is…
Scene Two - Roger Rabbit
what is this implying.
36. i would remove … from the world.
Turnabout Sisters - AA1 OST
...I have no siblings.
37. i wanted to be … as a kid.
Jingle ~ That's All For Today - AA4 Soundtrack
I wanted to save and quit? That's more accurate to now tbh-
38. i wish i could juggle…
Congratulations on Entering the Hall of Fame - PKMN X/Y OST
Juggle a... fame?
39. i would bring … with me to a desert island.
Poppin' Champagne - All Time Low
Drink away the despair-
40. in my underwear you will find…
Shameless - All Time Low
Honestly? Accurate.
41. your children are like…
Eroded Path - WATGBS OST
Oh No.
42. i would trade my soul for…
Zubat Rap - NateWantsToBattle feat. Dookieshed
aCCURATE I WOULD DIE FOR ZUBAT
43. i think the moon is made of…
Hum Hallelujah - Fall Out Boy
????????????????????????????????????
44. i will bask in…
Pokedex Evaluation... Keep At It! - PKMN X/Y OST
oh, i'll bask in mild progress.
45. i lost the game because…
Trainers' Eyes Meet (Butler) - PKMN X/Y OST
Fuck you butler.
46. i would lose a fight because…
Dead Girl Walking - Heathers Soundtrack
I was wondering when you'd show up-
47. my deep dark secret is…
Unused Track 1 - WATGBS OST
What the FUCK DOES THIS MEAN-
48. my friends would describe me (as)…
Changed into Exotic Clothes (Girl) - PKMN X/Y OST
...
49. my favorite song is…
If You Can't Hang - Sleeping With Sirens
...Maybe a few years ago, yeah-
50. this meme was…
Dso_so Linders the Dead End - DR:AE OST
...What.
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