#the pic on the left is my fav pic of us together and the one on the right is the altar I made for her
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gnczhanna · 2 years ago
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I’ve written a few obituary posts already and I know I don’t have to I just feel very strongly that I have to express these things? I’m copypasting a longer post I wrote on fb for under the cut but my grandmother died this past Monday and its something I knew was on the horizon but I couldn’t have ever imagined how devastating and like. earthshattering it feels. My grandma was like a second mom to me, I spent so many summers at her house in PR, we spent years after that living at my moms house. She was a constant? And it’s funny to think like. a woman who was born to a rural, coffee picking family in PR, who almost died as a toddler because the ship that took her to NYC was being followed by u-boats, would take me to the beach and listen to me ramble abt shit she did not have any concept of and buy me bootleg Sailor Moon figurines in San Juan because I said I liked that show. Like our dedication to trying to know each other is something I’m going to miss the most. 
I think for people who haven't had a close relationship with a grandparent before it's very hard to explain just how beautiful and alien it is? To be an 00's kid from the suburbs and hold a conversation with someone who's life and experiences were so much different than your own and to still find ways to relate to each other. To joke around with each other. To spend an afternoon together line-drying clothes in her backyard and an evening quipping about novelas over dinner. To sit on the beach and talk about people I'd never meet, about a Bronx, New York and Puerto Rico that were already decades out of reach. I can't stop thinking about our wacky misadventures, all the hurricanes we waited out together, how funny it was to try to convey whatever extremely niche tween/teen hyperfixation I was having at the moment only for her to give the most barely related, completely out of context reply possible because of course she had no idea what I was talking about but she did want to have a conversation with me. I feel like anyone who is a child of immigrants knows what it's like to lose a family member and feel like you've lost a tether to your heritage. One of the bodies that made my body, that carried resilience and wisdom into my mother and into me, is not with us anymore. And that hurts me so deeply. I genuinely can't imagine who I'd be without my grandma; as I write this I can hear the windchimes on my balcony and see about a dozen different PRican souvenir trinkets scattered around my living room. I know that she's the reason I love to tell funny stories, that I tap on jar lids with the back of a knife to get them loose, that I stay mad as hell. It's wild that someone can be a fully complex and nuanced human person and also be your mom's mom. I feel like I've lost my second mother. I'm so grateful I got to see you last month, I want nothing more than to sit with you again and bitch about the same old novelas they still put on tv. I want nothing more than to sit in the carport of the house in PR with you and watch the rain. I don't know how to end this so here are some fun facts about my grandma: - She used to wear perfume to bed sometimes and when I asked her why she was like "I don't wanna waste them" - The ship that brought her to NYC in the 40s got torpedoed later that year by a german U-boat - One time we went to an outdoor movie thing and they were showing the Good Dinosaur and right after the scene where the dinosaur's dad tragically dies and it's like pitch black and silent for a second she started laughing so hard for some reason and at the time I was confused but honestly that was so fucking funny of her and I think about it all the time
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maplesyrupsainz · 9 months ago
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˖⁺。˚⋆˙everyone knows | CS55˖⁺。˚⋆˙
pairing: carlos sainz x ferrari admin!reader y/n (she/her)
genre: social media au, established relationship
warnings: none just fluff as usual!
summary: in which your boyfriend moves teams but that doesn't stop you from simping in the comments
a/n: i jus put carlos in red bull!!! & used random pics from old era tbh so kind of disregard tht lolz
request!!!: after Carlos moves to a new team , reader who still works for Ferrari now simps over Carlos in the comments in Carlos' new team post's (like.. the one on the left is a hottie) with Ferraris account too lol
fc: various brunette girls from pinterest
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yourusername his last race in ferrari ❤️
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user4 dont remind me
user5 our fav couple forced to work apart how could they do this 💔💔💔
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user6 WAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
carlossainz55 had the best season with you ❤️
yourusername love you
carlossainz55 i love you forever
user7 some of u acting like they breaking up LOL
user8 tbh im excited to see carlos at red bull next season 🤷‍♀️
user9 me too!!!
user10 forza ferrari 💔💔
scuderiaferrari 📍 bahrain
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scuderiaferrari finally here for the start of the 2025 season how are we all feeling? 👀
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user11 lewis in red 🫨
user12 still not used to seeing carlos NOT in ferrari red
user13 we miss him.....
user14 everyone shutup and appreciate lewis lol
user15 how are WE feeling??! how are YOU feeling girl!!!
user16 ferrari admin found crying
carlossainz55 📍 bahrain
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carlossainz55 life in navy blue
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user17 🥹🥹🥹🥹🥹
user18 so proud of u carlos
user19 i luv him and y/n sm
scuderiaferrari woof woof woof
carlossainz55 hi ferrari.
scuderiaferrari heyyy hahahhh soo.....u single?
carlossainz55 😀 urm.
user20 she is so weird im obsessed with it
maxverstappen1 glad to have you back 🙂
carlossainz55 glad to be back!!
redbullracing 💙💙
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redbullracing 📍 jeddah
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redbullracing race weekend!!
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user21 love seeing them back racing together
user22 💙💙💙💙💙💙
user23 waiting for a y/n comment tbh
user24 my fav duo
maxverstappen1 💙
kellypiquet 💙
scuderiaferrari omg who is that in the second pic???? sooo hot is he single??
user25 😂😂😂😂😂
redbullracing our new rookie driver🥹
scuderiaferrari no way...he looks familiar though?
carlossainz55 it's me, hi
charles_leclerc ferrari admin please refrain from simping for other team's drivers
scuderiaferrari ferrari admin plz stop simping😂😂😂 shut up nerd
user26 omg i just screamed my head off hahaha
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yourusername little race dump
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user30 is that her & carlos omg 😭
user31 realest girl ever
user32 my fav simpee
user33 does she ever go in the rb garage for carlos or wear their merch 🤔
kellypiquet 💙💙
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user34 they're friends?
user35 she's so normal on this account
user36 she lets her feral side out on ferrari account 😭
carlossainz55 gorgeous girl
yourusername no u
carlossainz55 true i am a gorgeous girl
redbullracing 📍 australia
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redbullracing another great weekend!
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user37 my fav team
user38 oh hi charles in the back
user39 y/n using charles as an excuse to comment when?
user40 legendaryyy
scuderiaferrari so proud of our boy!!! 🫶
redbullracing we're looking after him dont worry
scuderiaferrari 🥹🥹🥹
user41 omg this is surprisingly wholesome
user42 i love ferrari admin she just wants carlos to be happy wherever he is
user43 🥹🥹🥹🥹🥹
carlossainz55 posted a story
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user44 AWWWWW STOP IT
user45 omg i just screamed
user46 i LOVE her
charles_leclerc she's a real one
pierregasly everyone's fav red bull fan in red clothing
landonorris awww look at everyone's fav f1 team social media admin xx
yourusername .......ur lucky i love you
THE END ❤️💙
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doedrafts · 11 months ago
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Rumor has it | Tom Blyth
pairing: Tom Blyth x fem!actress!reader
summary: Ever since the premiere of tbosas fans of yours have been shipping you with your costar, Tom Blyth. Is it all just rumors or were they right all along?
a/n: So I recently discovered Tom Blyth and wanted to make this for fun! Mainly based on those shipper accounts who post updates on their fav couples. Might make this into a series if anyone wants more… in the meantime feedback is appreciated and requests are open!
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ynusername some of my favorite bts moments while filming tbosas
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user1 yn giving us more bts content!!!
user2 loved the movie you and Tom have to star in more films together
↳ user3 ikr I love their chemistry
↳ user4 need them in a romcom after seeing tbosas
↳ ynusername a romcom you say? I’m down if @tomblyth is… 👀
↳ user4 OMG NOT HER TAGGING HIM?!? @tomblyth make it happen
rachelzegler 🖤🖤🖤
user5 look how close they are in the second pic I can’t help but ship them
↳ user2 I’ve been shipping them before the movie even came out
↳ rachelzegler I took that one when they weren’t looking sorry not sorry
↳ user1 thank you @rachelzegler for feeding us yn x tom crumbs
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tomblythupdates Tom and YN spotted hanging out in New York this weekend
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user1 they’ve been hanging out a lot lately… 👀
↳ user2 looks like their on a date to me
user3 never seen Tom hang out this much with any cast member besides Rachel and Josh
↳ tomblythupdates a fan said Rachel and Josh were there too
↳ user2 so they were on a double date… interesting
↳ user3 lets not speculate anything yet they could still be friends
↳ user6 I was there and they didn’t look like friends to me… that’s all I’m gonna say
↳ user1 omg spill the tea please
↳ user3 let’s respect their privacy even if they are or aren’t dating we should still be happy for them
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yntomsources New pictures of @tomblyth and @ynusername from their photoshoot
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user1 they ate and left no crumbs
user4 omg look at my parents
user2 can we talk about the HAND PLACEMENT HELLO?!?
user5 here I thought they couldn’t get any hotter but this changed my mind
antitomyn I’m sure this is just a PR stunt to promote the film they can stop pretending now
↳ user1 imagine being jealous of Tom and YN couldn’t be me ☕️
↳ user2 even if you don’t ship them together have some respect for their work as actors not everything is PR
↳ user4 you can’t fake what they have
↳ yntomsources @antitomyn you have been blocked
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tomblyth happy to know I’m not the only one who enjoys croissants on set @ynusername
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user4 now Tom has someone to share his croissant pain with
user1 @tomblyth add her to the croissanicles
↳ tomblyth already did
user2 I feel like Tom got her hooked on croissants and now they’re her favorite
↳ ynusername your right I blame him for my croissant addiction
rachelzegler save me and Josh some this time please
↳user4 this time?!? what happened last time?
↳ ynusername Tom almost dropped them all last time
↳ user4 it’s giving “you almost made me drop my croissant” vibes
↳ rachelzegler 😆😆😆
user5 Seeing Tom and YN together butters my croissant
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diorsluv · 7 months ago
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casual , part 11
“ but we’re ”
series m. list previous chapter next chapter
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yourusername ur favs are back 😈😈
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username1 BUBBLES
→ vivianliu my fav powerpuff girl 🫧
→ yourusername buttercup 4EVAAAA
_alexturcotte 1/3 of these pics have some sort of suffocation going on… are you guys okay
→ yourusername it’s only 2 pics
→ _alexturcotte out of 6
→ yourusername turcs stop mathing please
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username46 wheres my girl vivi 😔😔
→ yourusername shoe pic!
username21 the chaos is so endearing
_quinnhughes i thought u said vivian wasn’t going with u guys
→ yourusername SHE WENT ON A DATE 😏😏😏
→ yourusername but she didn’t tell us where it was so we went to subway and her big back was there w her pookie
→ jackhughes first date at subway 😬
→ vivianliu hey no it was our SECOND date
→ _quinnhughes second date at subway 😬😬
→ yourusername quinny dont act like u could do any better 💀
→ _quinnhughes i could
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trevorzegras you need to invite me
→ yourusername no
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→ yourusername ur icky 🤢🤢
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username39 when do i get a friend group like this 😕
→ username14 have three hot, talented, very social brothers in the nhl with two that went to umich
markestapa ngl that card game was fire
→ yourusername thats what she said?? 😭
→ _quinnhughes that’s not how the joke works stupid
→ yourusername its the name of the game dummy
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→ markestapa LMFAO
luca.fantilli we never hang out anymore 😔
→ yourusername YES WE DO
→ rutgermcgroarty luca’s right we never see u in the light of day
→ yourusername i’m at urs more than i’m at my own apartment guys
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→ luca.fantilli UR ALWAYS W UR DAMN BoyfRiEnD
→ rutgermcgroarty REAL WE WERE THE BOY FRIENDS BEFORE YOU GOT YOUR BOYFRIEND
→ yourusername you’re both so needyyy 🙄
rutgermcgroarty you have no good photos of me do you…
→ yourusername I DO
→ rutgermcgroarty prove it
→ yourusername no can do!!
adamfantilli the shoe game is fire
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→ luca.fantilli 😮‍💨😮‍💨😮‍💨
→ rutgermcgroarty 🥱🥱🥱
→ dylanduke25 😴😴😴
username71 it’s so cute how ur always together
edwards.73 stop teaming up with rut when we play card games
→ yourusername but you and i always compete against each other
→ yourusername it’s like.. our thing 😟
→ edwards.73 well maybe i wanna change our thing
→ luca.fantilli not possible bro u can’t change a “thing”
username93 luca, rut n mark r dressed up as powerpuff girls like TELL ME IM WRONG
lhughes_06 i don’t like this horsing around mess
→ yourusername stop speaking like an old man for the love of god you’re TWENTY.
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→ yourusername oh lukey it’s funny that you think i would
mackie.samo i shouldn’t have left i miss you
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rutgermcgroarty its national best friend day look its my best friend
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yourusername it’s not national best friend day 😑
→ rutgermcgroarty then its my national best friend day
→ yourusername we live in the same country. two blocks away from each other.
→ rutgermcgroarty its an appreciation post 😕
→ yourusername rut sweetie i know u appreciate me u tell me every day
→ rutgermcgroarty NO I DONT
→ yourusername okay you show me every day
→ rutgermcgroarty WHY WONT U LET ME APPRECIATE U
→ yourusername p sure the boyfriend’s gonna get mad 😖😖😖😖😖😖
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adamfantilli ok whats the likelihood of him actually posting an appreciation post LMFAOO
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username29 ooooo the bf’s getting called out
username27 AWW THE CREEPER HATS
username18 minecraft besties so aesthetic
→ yourusername girl he’s horrible he built an obsidian dick in my survival house
→ username6 oh……..
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markestapa the way she’s barely at your shoulders LMAOOO
→ yourusername HEY NO I WAS CROUCHING
→ rutgermcgroarty stop trying to save face we know how tall you are
→ yourusername no one online knows my height they’ll never know if i’m lying or not 🤨🤨
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→ dylanduke25 or maybe she’s 4’6 💀
username14 guys what if the bf posts her but it isn’t ethan
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luca.fantilli best friends but u dont even have pics of her 🙄
→ rutgermcgroarty real best friends got no pics of each other 😔😔
→ luca.fantilli i have pics of u???
→ rutgermcgroarty but we’re men
→ yourusername isnt it supposed to be the other way around??
edwards.73 ik what ur tryna do
→ rutgermcgroarty do u tho?
_alexturcotte deliberate beef (?)
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→ yourusername god what is this nonsense
lhughes_06 mhm 🤨
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username45 are u trying to make ethan jealous
username89 one day they’re gonna get into an actual fist fight
next chapter notes ) so… i was going back over old chapters of feather and i realized they used to be SO short??? like why did i suddenly start making everything longer but for the sake of the plot and my sanity i’m ACTUALLY going to be reverting to my old ways this time (not lying!!!!) and it’ll be easier for me to get chapters out 😭
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tikosblogg · 10 days ago
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One shot request: fluff/comforting?
You work with Bad Omens and you’re dating Noah. You get left behind during lunch and he notices. Noah looks for you and takes you on a one on one lunch date. He notices you’re a bit sad on being left out, but comforts you and makes you feel better.
Idk. Thanks!
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Summary: request, the guys forget you when leaving for lunch. Noah makes it up to you.
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A/N: so sorry if this sucks donkey ass.
Noah had always been my little idea of magic. warm brown eyes, and an unforgettable smile, he was the kind of person who could light up a room just by walking in. At 6’3”, he towered over me, but the safety and warmth he wrapped around me were what kept me grounded. We had been together for nearly a year now, and every day felt like a new chapter in a thrilling novel, filled with bends, turns, and unexpected revelations.
Today, however, felt rather ordinary. I was deep in the trenches of organizing files in the studio while the band was busy tinkering away in the other room. They were working on their next big album, a project that had them buzzing with creative energy. I enjoyed the quiet of the studio. I loved the smell of the paper, old and new; the ambient sounds of instruments scattered around the room; even the scent of a leftover coffee that lingered in the air from earlier had its charm.
Suddenly, I heard the murmur of voices rising in conversation and laughter. A few moments later, they faded into the background, and silence fell over the studio once more. I paid it little mind, consumed by an arrangement of lyrics and chord progressions I was sorting through. After all, it wasn’t unusual for the band to take breaks or go out for lunch on a whim.
Yet, something felt off. I checked my watch and noticed that it was far later than I thought. I left the files I was working on and decided to step outside for a moment, eager to catch Noah and the band before they headed out.
As I moved into the main room, I quickly realized that The space was empty, and my heart sank. I hurried to the window, peering outside, and sure enough, they were piling into their van. A wave of disappointment washed over me like ice water. They had mentioned going for lunch earlier, but I thought I’d obviously be invited. I felt hurt and little forgotten.
I turned back to the cluttered studio, my stomach twisting uncomfortably. This wasn’t the first time their immersion into work had caused them to neglect telling me something crucial. And for Noah not to come and get me? That hurt more than I’d like to admit.
“Guess I’ll just eat later,” I mumbled to myself, glancing back at the files waiting for me. I sat down, but the paperwork felt heavy and unyielding, just like the sudden weight in my chest.
Meanwhile, Noah was in the van, but as he turned to look for you, He counted the heads: there was everyone, except for you.
“Wait—where’s Y/N?” he asked, frowning as he watched the front door, half-hoping to see you walk out. When his gaze fell on the door that should have been swinging open, uncertainty washed over him. The laughter from his bandmates faded into background noise as a sinking realization grew. He’d forgotten to grab You.
“Hey, guys. Hold on a second,” he called out, acknowledging his bandmates as he threw open the door, racing back into the studio. He found you hard at work, but the moment you looked up, he saw it in your eyes—a hurt that took his breath away.
“Baby?” he said softly, and the tone of his voice instantly made me feel like a fragile glass sculpture—a delicate thing he could accidentally shatter.
I forced a smile, but it didn’t quite reach my eyes. “Hey.”
His small smile dropped as he approached me, enveloping me in a warm embrace without hesitation. I leaned into him, seeking comfort. “I’m so sorry sweet girl, I thought you were coming with us. I didn’t realize you weren’t in the room with us, I thought you were right behind me.” he murmured, pressing a gentle kiss to the top of my head.
I closed my eyes, relishing the safety of his presence, but the sadness still lingered at the edges of my mind. “I know, it’s fine. It’s not a big deal, I guess, but I just wanted to be with you.”
“No it’s not fine. I feel like such an ass. I always want you with me.” he smiled, pulling away to hold my face in his hands, his brown eyes searching mine. He pressed another soft kiss to my lips. “You and I are going on a lunch date. Just the two of us.”
I couldn’t help but smile a little. “But you were all ready to eat with the guys…”
“Nope,” he insisted, shaking his head. “I wanna spend time with just you. I see those idiots enough.”
With that, he took my hand and led me out of the house, feeling the warmth of his laughter begin to thaw my lingering disappointment.
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not-goldy · 8 months ago
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All I gotta say is thank goodness Jikook didn't let me down & enlist with someone else, because I would've threw in my shipper hat. The way everyone is losing their minds with excuses & miserable. Could never be me. There'd be no reason to stay in the shippersphere, cause it would be proven they're not real, cause I'm sorry, you don't enlist with someone else when you have a chance to be with your partner. You'd go ALONE if there was a reason you didn't want too together. Not disrespect your partner & go with someone else. And this is why everyone is mad, cause they know it too. Going alone is one thing, that wouldn't affect them being real. Going with someone else, yeah you wouldn't find me making a 100 excuses for them, cause the outcome would still be the same. My ship isn't real. I'd take the hint. You don't make a life decision to enlist like this with someone other then the person you are closest too. Does it mean they're dating? NO, I'm not saying that. I'm saying, would it mean they aren't dating if they enlisted with another member or outside friend, yes. It would be the straw that breaks the camels back. That or them claiming someone they have leaked pics with or go public holding their partners hand or out right telling me to get out of my imagination. I'd pack it up & peace out & immediately stop thinking they're together & just enjoy their friendship. You'd never hear me making excuses again because I'd always remember they chose someone else, when it really mattered & wouldn't bat an eyelash to their behavior anymore. And seeing how people still ship their favs after Taennie and now enlistment. I REFUSE to reach that level of braindead insanity. No thanks.
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I see what you mean but I hope you are exaggerating when you say you will throw in your shipper hat had jikook enlisted with other people.
Cos, if it were Vmin enlisting together that wouldn't be sooooo like ship shattering you know 🤧
I mean it's Vmin.
But then I get you cos if jikook are a couple you'd expect them to do couple things.
Enlisting together IS A BIG DEAL
If there were best friends or a couple in a group it's more likely they would be the ones to enlist together. And since Vmin didn't do it together, we are left with the couple.
I for one will not chalk it down to the fact Jikook are "friends" which is why they enlisted together for the simple fact they don't hold themselves out to be the besties of the group.
I recall saying to someone that Vmin calling themselves the soulmates of the group affects the status of Jikook as friends cos on the face of it,one would think Jikook were the soulmates of the group- for whatever soulmates means and whatever its worth.
You can't call yourselves best friends when yall are best friends with other people in the same group😩
Which of course is not to take away from Vmin's friendship.
But it begs the question, if Vmin are soulmates what are Jikook and I don't think Jikook themselves have cared to straighten it out.
Had they not enlisted together there are others out there who would never have assumed perhaps that they are the closest in the band. Simply because they are lost in the crowd and are drowned by lots of barrel ships making loud noises.
The barrel is noiseist when it's empty.
But of course if Jimin could serve 2 years with another person away from JK we would all pack our bags and close down shop cos then it would be so obvious we are WRONG about them.
I recall us expressing concerns about them not being able to handle being away from eachother for 2 whole years and the trip they took together before service was consoling because it's very normal for couples to want to spend quality time together before sending eachother off.
I won't lie, I felt that trip was too short and too close to service to mean anything to me💀💀💀💀💀💀
My reasonable expectations was for them to spend a whole lot of time (however short) together factoring in their schedules and the fact some of them were released from work so they could spend time with friends and family before leaving.
So when I heard they were still filming content for hybe so close to leaving for MS I was concerned. Either hybe wasn't thoughtful enough or sensitive enough or these people didn't really have intimate relationships or relations that mattered to them. Cos if they did they would want to spend sometimes with them before leaving.
Like I don't expect them to spend a week with their friends right before leaving, but a week with family would be reasonable.
I've said and will maintain this position, Jikook behave very much like any reasonable couple hiding their relationship in broad day would more so than any traditional ship I've seen in a decade.
You can lie about who you are intimate with but you can't hide that intimacy. not for this long.
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thepageofhopes · 6 months ago
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Does anyone still do these anymore? Either way I updated my fav character bingo since it's been a bit. Characters under the cut (numbers from left to right, top to bottom)
Ink!Sans, Underverse. Scene chosen here is because he looks cute, but the cut off speech bubble is him being nonchalant about betraying all of his friends
Sayaka Miki, Madoka Magica. It's hard to find a good happy picture of her so Magia Record gacha animation will have to do.
Utena Hiiragi/Magia Baiser, Gushing over Magical Girls. Can't go wrong with the phenomal 'are you sorry' scare face.
Mion Sonozaki, Higurashi. I love her especially in her goofier times.
Subaru Natsuki, Re:Zero. Scene chosen here is one of my favorite moments of him from Season 1, the moment where he chooses to throw away his chance at a peaceful life to save those literally trying to kill him.
Gamzee Makara, Homestuck. Scene chosen because it's what sold me on Homestuck and him in general.
Rui Kamishiro, Project Sekai. While I could use the upgraded pretty cards, the moment where he coldly defends his friends is my favorite moment of him in the entire game so far.
Bete Noire, Glitchtale. Not the scene that made me want to cosplay her, but still one of the scariest looks in the animation.
Suika Ibuki, Touhou. I sadly can't put a gif of her swaying back and forth due to being drunk af, but imagine it there.
Azula, ATLA. Gotta love the smirk as she's captured.
Kaiji Ito, Kaiji: Ultimate Survivor. Had to get a scene of him whith those nice scars, they really show his detrmination through everything.
Keiichi Maebara, Higurashi . While I haven't seen Gou, this is a great shot of him. I love his determination and trust in his friends even in the darkest moments.
Kallen Kouzuki, Code Geass. The scene here is her about to use the Guren on Orange-kun, which is one of her best moments season 1 and is just a great shot of her in general.
Rose Lalonde, Homestuck. I actually quite like her Pesterquest art, and it screenshots the best.
Junko Enoshima, Dangan Ronpa. Her reveal and arrogant form is my favorite of her sprites.
Helen Richardson, Magnus Archives. Great depiction by theoldkyokodied since there's no official image!
Undyne, Undertale. Her True Hero form is what sold me on the game, and was also my first true boss I faced since I did a genocide run first.
Katara, ATLA. Love this scene where she confront the one who killed her mom and shows just how powerful she is.
Kaguya Shinomiya, Love is War. Hard to choose a pic here since there's two sides to her personality and I love them both, but I really love the fireworks episode and her escape is great.
Tahani Al-Jamil, The Good Place. She's so pretty but also her arc and personal troubles really resonate with me.
Kabru, Dungeon Meshi. Great colors and expression from the anime here, really showcasing his manipulative edge.
Tsukasa Tenma, Project Sekai. Very Subaru like character, I love how much he grows through the game and the moment where they get the entire park together to put on the huge event is probably my favorite sekai moment.
Lord Dominator, Wander over Yonder. I do love me a villainess who loves being evil, and the scene here of her manipulating hater is great.
Lelouch Vi Britannia, Code Geass. While the scene here is of his more evil/manipulative side, I actually really love him because of his humanizing moments.
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maria-eve-falcon · 1 year ago
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THINGS I know about joe alwyn
birthday is 21 feb 1991 (international mother language day )
is a pisces
mom (elizabeth meakins )is a psychotherapist (she is a specialist in eating disorder)
dad (richard alwyn) is a director and was a lecturer in France for some years
height is 6'1 (controversial)
upbringing was upper middle class (they were posh posh)
he went to the same school as Dan Redcliff (city of london) but he was a year older/ younger
he had so long hair that his teach used to tell him to cut it
tom was born in 1989 , 24 aug (1 and some months apart from joe) tom works in as a social worker (tho he originally wanted to be a sports reporter ) he studied from Cambridge
pat in 22 feb , 2003 (literally 12 years apart from joe ) (not confirmed date of birth) (pat is 6'4 btw) (went to a public school unlike joe and tom whom both went to city of london (a more private school)
he is a very caring older brother
they had a family dog named flint (dunno about him now hence the past tense)
liz meakins used to write about them in her the independent column
liz has a book (she dedicated it to her fam) called what will you do with my story
great-grandson of william alwyn (3rd gen neppo but their dynamic with him is weird considering they are the great-grandchildren of olive pull (william's first wife , whom he left for his pupil (doreen) god knows when but william didn't have any children with doreen so..... still 3rd gen neppo)
his great uncle (paternal) nick alwyn was a cricketer
his great uncle (maternal) was bruce kent
his maternal family is part welsh
More dates here!
he was quite active during black lives matter and the george floyd murder and police brutality (the george floyd one is from 27 may 2020, the hashtag with the blackout pick is from june 2 , 2020) he also posted a donation link but I lost the receipts for it.
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he was friends / (was together with) shared a dorm with lindsey russell from blue peter who alwyn once commented under his pic during billy lynn season . also there is an infamous article about themfrom a fellow friend of joe's (won't rule it out no nah)
his friends call themselves the frosty crew (they are a group of 6)
niceboy ed is one of his best friends
his best besties are jesse and elenor
one of his ex gf's first insta pic was joe (sorry won't name names)
unconfirmed sources say joe had a gf for 4 years from 15 to 19 years old (who btw was his first gf) . they broke up cause he went to Bristol (they were long term for a year before breaking up)
he's known as the party guy (when he is in the mood ob. like he's also a bit of an introvert)
he loves drinking and eating
he can play guitar
he can do hula hoops
he learnt fencing after watching the zorro movie
he had a fish named rainbow starr whom he found tragically after Christmas in their fridge when he was little
he had a turtle whom he'd call his best friend when he was little
he had platinum blonde hair as a child
he had clown training
his fav place is Cornwall where he's family'd go for vacations
He used to play rugby as a child but dislocated one of his shoulders during a game. Since then he played football mostly.
if zoomed and observed correctly , one can see Joe has a slightly crooked nose. A story is to come ig!
this was his cv:
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more on joe from : @rarejoealwyn @joealwyndaily @joealwynspain
most of my source and an additional thanks to @bisluthq and @youareinlovees for being here at the greatest times and giving amazing contents
please feel free to share if you know more!
(i swear there are very important things I'm missing but I dunno why I'm having a brain lag and I'm super lazy soooo)
also ! pics!
rick alwyn
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elizabeth meakins , tom alwyn, joe alwyn, pat alwyn :
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rosemary meakins (his grandma, maternal), Bruce kent and George kent
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emeraldbabygirl · 8 days ago
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So before megamax even disbanded their insta account took down every pic that had Jaehun in it. What’s with companies taking down and getting rid of media with former members I don’t get it? And now like I’m still mad and upset about great guy’s separation but like their account is now being used for their new group like first of all why didn’t dna give them their own account so donghwi, horyeong and baegyeol could have their own memories still on their account and second why did they even debut a new group when they had great guys and I feel like they deserved so much better. Imo great guys could’ve been popular like the boyz or something like they’re a big group but every member was talented and now the three members are going to get swept under the rug because the new group plus it’s like dna is trying to promote both groups together like a collab and I hate it. I hate that great guys just separated and I hate how the members were treated and I hate that there wasn’t even any news on why jaei left like he never came back. Did he enlist, did he leave the group? No one knows. Like I wish they could’ve just gone to another company same with vav but I guess they were just done. I hate that I can’t find any info on my favs either because the fandoms are so small for less popular groups it sucks :(
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xumoonhao · 10 months ago
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i was tagged by @meowonhao (a vvv long time ago omg... ||orz) to do this svt tag game!!! thank you sm this was very fun 🥰 now bc i feel like talking i will say something abt each of them :3
going seventeen was the first era i guess i was a part of tho i did start stanning at the vvv end of promos :o it was bc of hannie actually that i started stanning, which takes me to the next point :3
hannie was my first bias bc i saw a pic of him (the one i used of him <<<333) and thought he was just so so beautiful and i had to know who he was Immediately...like he really has so much power. i literally only had to see him once and that was it for me !!!
lucky is my best friend my love my life.....she is truly THE song for me like no other song hits me the same way lucky does like honestly...shes all i need
hao is my current bias and love of my life like really and truly im a hao lover for Life
heng;garae means so much to me.......all the songs on it are so good like they really put fearless + left & right + kidult + i wish all on the same mini?? bro........not to mention my my and together like they really hit it outta the PARK w/that once!!! an ode is def my fav full-length tho :3 it was even my url for a while!!!!!!!!
bias-wrekcers (tho ive really never used that term, even when i was into kpop back in like 2009 😭) are hoshi and gyu...those are my MEN....... honourary mentions to wonwoo and jun too <3
jun + hao my darling men....they have such a wonderful friendship and i love them sm but really and truly any duo in seventeen means the world to me !
THEIR COVER OF HAPPINESS..........it was their first cover i ever watched (one of the first videos in general!!!) and it meant so so much to me bc i ADORED happiness and it was one of the first kpop songs i ever listened to even if it was super juniors cover of it and it LOVED seeing them cover it like it was truly a meeting of my years in kpop
it was So Hard to pick a fav gose but the first ttt has such a special place in my heart omg...its so cute and fun :(((
ill tag @kwonhochi, @ashmp3, @irlvernon, @arwensundomiels, and @10281 to do this!!! only if you want ofc, im not sure if you have done it already ^-^
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a-spell-a-rebel-yell · 4 months ago
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July
hello friends!!! i am sorry (again) for the late post (again) this time i'm distracted by making sure i watch all of my favorite sport branches in the Olympics 😂 i swear i had like, a draft for July and had been thinking about it on the last ten days of July but then boom the Olympics took my attention away! literally writing this as i watch the men's sports climbing qualifying and wait for artistic gymnastics to start 😂😂😂
so... for a starter... July might be... a start of something new? :) not going to elaborate further but i'm glad i get to experience again something i haven't felt for so long, wherever this will end up as. i don't mean it to be cryptic but: life can hold its mysteries only to reveal it at the most specific time? 😂 it's all casual fun still, but what is life if it's not to enjoy every chance you seize to the fullest!? 😉
went to Bandung again at the first weekend of July, always a good time in one of my fav cities. i'd say Bandung can be my favorite city if only the local govt devised a proper integrated public transportation system, Jakarta still superior with MRT-Transjakarta-Jaklingko-KRL combo. attended a wedding, had a superb time, got to see my fav person too... :) had my routine that is trying new restaurants (Gormeteria, a good 85/100 from me and Lao Ban with 80/100) and of course a bit of refreshing morning walk! anyways i left my heart in Bandung and i will always be so excited to visit :)
also Penang story is due now! spent 6 days in Malaysia for the very first time and it was not even in Kuala Lumpur 😂 so there's this orthodontics seminar there, held by the Malaysian Association of Orthodontists at Georgetown, Penang and me along with five others were accompanying our profs. to save money, the six of us rented an apartment ten minutes away from the venue (which is a 5-star hotel we couldn't afford lol) actually had lots of fun, and i'm so glad all of us have the same personality that spending 24x6 hours together was just an experience full of laughter! tried some of local foods, visited and took pics at the Penang Street Art, the rest was just us exchanging stories at our apartment 😂
July is the first out of two months (summer-like) break and i love i get to do nothing most of the time... i can catch up on films, dramas, series, Olympics games, f1, motogp, and reading while just relaxing. IAO dance rehearsals also going smoothly, a nice weekly exercise for me who don't do workouts much (unless you count house chores???) i just love day-offs i can do whatever i want hehehe
next month on August it'll still be 2nd semester break and i'm kinda nervous now because i heard 3rd semester i'll start handling patients, excited but yeah, nervous!!! good news about August is that my Brisbane based cousin will move back to Indonesia next week! can't wait to be reunited with her 😁
i suppose that's all for July, praying for more good things to come. see you in August post!
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orcelito · 2 years ago
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ok SO i went and got out Most of my knives (i remembered I have a nonbinary knife only after i took the photos & also idk where it is currently. just imagine all these plus a nonbinary flag knife ok? ok)
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HERE ^ is the most of them, minus that nonbinary knife. look at that fuckin mess. 32 shown here (i think) plus my nonbinary knife makes 33 blades (minus cooking knives, i dont count those for these purposes)(also counting the swiss army knife as only 1 bc lol)
& some explanations for them! gonna put these under a readmore bc it got Kinda long on accident whoops. Read Ahead if u wanna see me nerd out about my knife collection.
STARTING WITH my big ones.
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my spear (gifted to me), my cane sword (from anime convention), my shitty $20 sword (also from anime convention. low quality but cool as hell), my teal mini sword + matching throwing knives (from online), my decorative axe (from a local store), my twin blades (my sharpest blades, theyre actually kinda scary how sharp they are, but i love them bc of it. from online), red saber (from online),
ANDDDDDDDDDDDD my favorite hefty bitch of a machete that i sleep with in my bed frame on the very right (inherited from my grandpa bc i was the first one who spotted it at Family Claiming Day)(this thing really is as long as my leg & much heavier than Any of the rest of the blades pictured here. i love it)
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another view of the blades so u can better see how long they are. the big boys. they're lovely. 2nd heaviest blade is the cane sword when it's in its cane, mostly bc that handle has some Heft. tbh id feel safer using it as a bludgeoning weapon than a stabbing weapon, but having a cane sword is just plain cool
AND my smaller blades!
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i have a lot of pocket knives. starting from the top left: golden pocket knife (from online), rainbow dragon (from online), rainbow HEFTY boy (heaviest pocket knife, from online), spider knife (from online), stiletto jade (from online), pathetic army boy (from local store, this knife has NO redeeming qualities, but it's mine <3), black stiletto (from local store), plain dagger man (from online), my damascus steel knife (was a gift, probably my singular most expensive knife. fancy boy), Dull Dagger Man (first blade i ever bought, from anime convention)
& for bottom row: teeny black knife (first pocket knife i owned, gift from my dad), lil rainbow knife (from local store), plain steel knife (from sketchy shop in gatlinburg + one of my Favorite knives), green dragon knife (from online, a real beaut), triple throwing knives (also from same sketchy shop in gatlinburg), the baby throwing knives again from the Big Boys pic but i included them again bc they r so teeny tiny, my keychain key blade (from online), swiss army knife (from online), & the pair of claw keychain baldes (from online)
many blades, many stories, so little time. theyre great tho.
SOME FOCUSES:
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^ these are all my spring-assisted knives, sorted from worst feel to best feel to open. based on quickness, ease, & general satisfaction. leftmost is leftmost bc i didnt even Know it was spring assisted, bc it doesnt have a nice lil tab on the back to press. no u gotta press on one of the rungs. but once u do it Does spring open, so i included it. next 3 are just Average in feel (these 3 are sibling blades anyways, nice of them to be together). jade stiletto is smooth and quick, nice to open. Hefty Boy rainbow has some THUNK to it when i open it. like that babey's got PURPOSE to it. added to the general size of it & it's just pretty great. AND THEN MY TWO FAVS, green dragon is a perfect beautiful knife & feels very great to open. and then Steel Sketchy Knife aka my 2nd pocket knife & first i bought for myself. it looks plain in comparison to the others, but she's anything But. quick, light, Sharp. it has the Best feel to open, bc it's just a fast SHHK. probably my knife that's seen the most use (aside from my small black knife) just bc of how great it feels to open. i love that knife so much for Real.
& the final highlight, somewhat related, are the knives I actually use the most in my daily life!
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on the left are the knives I keep in my bag by default, & thus the ones I carry with me Everywhere i go. small black pocket knife bc she's Ol' Faithful, & a pretty lowkey knife for basic tasks when I dont wanna raise any eyebrows lol. silver knife bc as previously stated i Love using it so much. i take it out when i gotta breakdown a lot of boxes at work, & it Never disappoints. small rainbow keychain key knife bc it's cute & i like to keep it on my keychain. & swiss army knife bc Obviously im gonna keep the swiss army knife in my bag for if i need an emergency tool.
on the right are the three knives I keep out in my apartment. black stiletto lives on my bathroom counter, for bathroom knife needs. green stiletto i keep on my table next to where I hang out in my bedroom, for any couch time needs. & then green dragon beaut camps out on top of some shelves by my front door bc it's Great for opening boxes, aka something I will do for packages I receive after pulling them in the front door. it works for me.
all the rest of my knives live either in a box (for small ones) or my closet (for big ones). i may have a lot of knives, but somehow I never feel like i have enough. i just love collecting them so much <3
#speculation nation#knives#what this boils down to are. my favorites are: Big Hefty Machete that i managed to stab myself with on accident#by dropping it point-first on my finger (whoops)#a plain silver knife i got from a sketchy shop in gatlinburg (there really are so many there) that just feels SO good to use#a beautiful green dragon knife bc it's well balanced & feels great to open. also pretty.#black stiletto knife just bc i love how it feels in my hand. it's also very pointy#& small black knife bc she's ol' faithful. & great for using for average shit to not freak people out#(imagine if i brought ol' Hefty Rainbow out w/ its glass breaking base & wonderful hooked blade. ppl would give me Looks for sure)#i love many other knives but those r my favs#if i had to pick an ABSOLUTE fav it'd have to be my machete. it having drawn my blood did Not discourage me from loving it#it feels very uhh. idk it makes me feel secure having it nearby#if for nothing else than someone seeing me wield that & being like 'what the FUCK' bc it's kinda pretty intimidating lol.#long and heavy. wouldnt actually be great for combat bc that thin part between the blade & the hilt could snap the moment you hit bone#but good for me i never intend to use my blades for that! it feels comforting mostly as an intimidation factor.#the comfort being like. if someone broke in lol. that's why i sleep with it in my bed frame. so i can have it onhand Just In Case#aka it's like sleeping with a gun under my pillow except i just keep a massive fucking knife next to me instead. works for me#not the longest of my blades but it's the heaviest of my blades by far. i feel very lucky to own it.#anyways this has been the Knife Ramble by yours truly. this took me like 2 hours to gather & take pictures of & write this summary#APPRECIATE MY WORK at documenting my collection. this is the first time ive done this in several years.#wish i'd found that nonbinary knife first... oh well...
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ninetwelves · 1 year ago
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idg this one opinion i saw on all stars 7 being bad bc the back ups they had to me make no sense theyre like all stars 7 was bad bc it didnt have enough early season winners like omfg wherw is the self awareness
bebe was on all stars 3 should could come back but thats kinda debatable ik they bring queens back 3 times( and even 4 times being jimbo) but maybe its more debatable for a first all winners season
tyra is cut out for her bomb threats to drag con she gets left out the winners circles
obviously sharon gets left out the winners circle and what clasifies as early season winners for me itd be 1-3 or 1-5 bc 6-8 or 9 feel a bit mid season (def not in quality) bianca wont do it, bob wasnt invited but thank god she hosted pitstop
violet would do it and maybe it wouldve been good if she did bc shes out here huffing paint of booting raja for not wearin corsets fjndjfnfnfn
alaska wouldnt be invited back
trixie wouldnt do it
sasha velour wouldve been cool but if they make a second one they cant use all their best queens and sasha art is great but maybe they were thinking best tv personalities w chemistry (bc all stars 8 lacked that MAJORLYYY) bc i think they did pic best tv personalities together like sure certain queens i absolutely would gag but i strangely wasnt mad at the cast for how robbed manila was (and she was robbed like imagine manila in that season but thats the all stars format riggery fault) but yk monet and trinity were some of the mosg entertaining thank god it made me fall in love w monet???
like thats debatable tho for some queens coming back but unfortunately for early seasons there was genuinely not a lot of options BUT IM SO GLAD WE GOT THE TWO BEST ONES ESP FUCKING RAJA (BC BOY WHAT THAT SEASON DID TO ME IT MADE ME FALL SO DEEP LOVE FOR RAJA SHES OFFICIALLY MY MOTHER GF BF AND AUNTIE ITS NOT EVEN FUNNY) and yk the first thing i fell in love w that season was raja + jinkx and all the newer winners holy fuck did i ever love that sure it was def a bit rigged theyre not the most stand out lip syncers of the bunch but god did they both ever pave the way for them all there (esp raja) and i believe it was so needed to show that respect
and raja and jinxk r good lip syncers stunts arent everything song choice is important
it def wasnt the strongest lip sync season ill admit that but yo i adore watching lip syncs ppl dont think i care about fashion in drag race but i really do this season is my fav for a reason raja is my fav for a reason it wouldve been sm more perfect for me if the lip syncs were so top tier but idk fuckin raja vs viv was so fun / perfect raja vs jaida was so so fun
raja had no chance for yvie im super biased that im glad she won but idk raja still slayed its just yvie oddly ur going against maybe ru hated yvies wigs or smth (listen i love yvies shes one of my favs) i dont disagree w the track record vs lip sync bc i guess itd depend on the lip sync and track record and entertainment to the season ofc u cant please everyone, it makes it a lot less predictable altho imo jimbos win as much as its deserved is waaayyyyyy too predictable and not even cute bc at least w season 15 the other queens of so many different styles of drag and diversity and experience and worlds kepts sasha on her toes a bit she shouldve won more but damn i just love me a season w milfs ok IM JUST MILF BIASED LET ME HAVE THISSS
ok also the cast was good (despite manila being robbed in as 4) they didnt need to rely on villian edits or drama which im not against for drag race but thats how good their chemistry and personalies were like that is so important a goooooood ass cast can carry and i dont think all stars 8 delivered (i even think all stars 1 delivered that sm more than 8)
but idk i think my all stars ranking that some places can be flipped is
all stars 7 (fav season EVER)
as 2
as 3 + 4 tied
all stars 6
all stars 5
all stars 1
all stars 8
and im gonna be real cast chemistry/entertainment/personality/humor is like the first thing thatd enjoyable about the show fuck ill take bad runways even bad lip syncs usually a season will have one or the other or at least one good runway or lip sync bc i can trust the queens tonpull thru on that more than the producers holy shit
and yk bad lip syncs and runways to me can be so fucking funny like jigglys garbage dress, kennedys cyrstalized chicken, the i will surive lip sync in s8, the 2 messy ass lip syncs in s3 (like it had 2 of the best lip syncs in the show and 2 of the worst but the worsr were so fuckjng funnyfbfkdhd)
but yk you want better lip syncs?? actually pay attention to ur front runners styles of performance, rewards all styles of lip syncs, and pick ur song choices more off that.
also snatch game being good is quite important all stars 7 fucking DELIVEREDDDDDDDDD
i get more peeved when a cast of a season has no age and drag style variety (which theyve always delivered drag style variety and age usuall like season 14 im sorry did not deliver that 4 me enough) variety bc whats the point u did not respect where drag came from, the veterns, and ofc the new queens for the future of drag like come bring in at least one milf drag queen one milf per season IS ENOUGH FOR ME
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idealspawn · 1 year ago
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i think its probably good that he is on his 2 week europe trip. we made plans for after his trip so i feel secure. he told me he trusts me. i trust him too. i was afraid i dont trust myself not to disconnect w my feelings but i think its fine now. i therapized myself out of it :d. i think we both need breathing room. i also need to get sober for a while, fuck. that has def messed me up. we met up one last time before he left too and he took pics of me w his film camera. he is convinced that im photogenic though im not.... he taught me how to use the camera too! we also visited a local church and listened to the organ music there. it was beautiful. ive been massively inhaling therapy videos on how to self-regulate and allow breathing room in a relationship. also how to maintain a distinct identity whilst being together with someone. it has helped me immensely. i also have actually returned back to my hobbies and read diff essays abt my personal interests like philosophy and religion and the art of translating literature. i rediscovered old video games i used to play w my sister, that is insanely healing. ive drawn a lot and listened to lots of new music and made new cool playlists. i watched some anime too! ive met up w my friends that i havent seen in such a long time and ive been such a great host. i invited my 8 girl friend group over and we made spring rolls together and mojitos and got high and played cool board and card games. it was so refreshing. i also invited my closest friend over and we went riding w bikes at night and climbed on the walls surrounding a manor near my home. not sure if legal but we also jumped in their backyard and ran around. it was so beautiful. we also did lots of other fun stuff. i saw poppies! my fav flower. also bats!!! the reflection of the moon on a river was so beautiful. it was so nice that my sister came over for a day too. i saw two of her friends briefly too and they were so nice to me! today ill be going out of my comfort zone a fuck ton too. my friend is hosting her bday party in her countryside home that is far away and i havent even figured out my transportation back. i will stay there for 3 days. loose ends like that used to freak me the fuck out but i think ill be fine. its an old house so it doesnt really allow me to follow all my insane rituals but i think i need to train myself to be okay w it. most ppl are sleeping in tents but i can be in the house bc i literally dont have a tent but that also probably would make me panic a bit too much. too many new things at once isnt good either i think. im actually doing fine. its nice. surprising that ive done things and im doing things and i havent died although most of my life ive literally feared i would. like not yet discussing why i shut down when the guy im seeing tried to be intimate and postponing it for after his trip.. i used to NEVER be able to do that. like i couldnt for the life of me sit w the uncomfortable emotion. like my entire life used to stop until i could regulate through the other person and vocalize it. but now ive just like. organized my brain. and self-soothed myself and i feel safe that he wont immediately leave me just bc of one difficult situation with an ambiguous meaning. and that the issue can be put on pause and when he returns we can talk about it.
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wheeboo · 10 months ago
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RANIA IS MY WIFE GUYS BACK OFF 👊👊 stopp seungkwan and jeonghan are literally so adorable i don't blame uu, what are ur fav eras of theirss? ur daily dose of seungkwan here for uu https://vm.tiktok.com/ZGeSGmeqC/
its now also my duty to remind u 🫡🫡 remember to take care of urselflflf ml also a haircut omgggmgm??? I can already tell you're gonna look amazijgngn, let us know how it goess and as a thick haired girly i understand ur pain 😭
IT DOESS OMG just cuddling them helps u relax i swear :(( mochi is adorable, i imagine a ragdollnwith that name 😭 SAKE?? THATS SO ?? im gonna wither that's gen so cutee and they have the prettiest furr
WE DO WE DOO, me and rania are gonna go to a red panda cafe someday and steal one of the cuties 🤞
i just did and they look so cuddlyllt i wanna gey one now 😭 kpop concerts are fr so expensive and i hope u go to onenen and omg rania u listen to w2e??? aren't they having like a world tourrr omg u should go if u can and ive never been to one sadly </3 every kpop idol avoids europe atp 😭 but laufey performed in my city this weekk i really shouldve wentnnt </3 also rania do u play an sports?? i see u as a yoga girly for some reason 😭
THEY ARE SO ADORABLE 🥹 also here is ur daily dose of jeonghan <3
omg fav eras... tHATS SO HARD PLS okay for seungkwan i would say left & right, ready to love, oh my, world, and home;era for me!! for jeonghan def fear, pretty u, ready to love, super, rock with you <33 i love all of their japanese eras equally fr. hbu ??? any fav eras for u ? <3
i will let everyone know how it goes hehe n i may take some pics n post if possible !! no srsly why can't my hair just be a tINY bit thinner enough where i don't sTRUGGLE trying to style it fml
MOCHI FOR A RAGDOLL YES i love ragdolls too :(( YES I LOVE SAKE SM i miss her </3 her fur is soo soft n she has the prettiest blue eyes too !!
still in shock that red panda cafes exist LASJDSA but yes lets venture the world together and find all the red panda cafes we can find 🫡🫡
YES I LISTEN TO W2E RAHHH 😭😭😭 sorry i love them sm omg UGH my fav song from them is love <3 HELP IW OULDVE GONE IF THE TICKETS DIDNT GET SOLD OUT JUST LIKE THAT 🤌🤌 do u have a fav song from them ?? <33 no i feel bad for european stans u guys do get avoided a lot 😭 (lowkey same as canada oof lmao, but u guys get it the moST) LAUFEY PERFORMED IN UR CITY WHASTDSTASA omg ur so lucky i would lOVEE to go to a laufey concert so badlyy 😭
mmm i don't play any sports!! i did used to do taekwondo/martial arts when i was younger if that still counts LMAO. i also did ballet n jazz dance as well !! YOGA PLS i would love to get into yoga i am very Out of Shape 😭😭 i'm mainly a music girly 💔 hbu lovely??
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dadsuma for ask thingy thanks xo nya
Dadsumaaaa~
Alas tunglr ate the whole post but I will try my best to remember what I wrote *screams into pillow while crying*
Anyway, meme time:
favorite thing about them
Thing that I adore is how he looks like a carbon copy of Hashirama but basically only older and it's absolutely hilarious, especially when you stumble on that post that shows how when you erase his wrinkles he's basically just Hashirama in looks.
Anyway, he's a rough dad that gets a lot more interesting once you start prying~
least favorite thing about them
Art style shift mid-scene when anime changed the animator :(
favorite line
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lel
on a side note, this whole scene - like, he does care about his son and he wants to be extra sure what he knows is true. Even if Hashi is a little shit. So yeah. 
brOTP
Him and his wife. That's OC territory though so I won't elaborate.
Also, weirdly enough, him and Madara and Izuna. I don't know why, I just think those guys in any outside-canon situation would be at least amusing or amazing together, with Izuna's teasing and slyness and Madara's different brand of roughness... It just speaks to me.
OTP
ButsuTaji. The ship that makes me sing and I just- just- I am 100% sure there was something between them- like, the way what made Butsuma snap and throw a punch was when Hashirama mentioned not being able to swap family names and- ya think he has a sore spot because of the past I bet this is why I bet my whole ass and my fav pen it was that it was that-
nOTP
tbh I haven't seen him in any ships I didn't like so I cannot even say I skip the topic, I just never saw anything I genuinely disliked.
random headcanon
It's not a headcanon, it's essentially unconfirmed canon that he's left-handed. Other than that, I love the headcanon that he's a battle medic :Da
Also, I deeply believe he was the one that killed Madara's siblings.
unpopular opinion
I'm gonna get cancelled for this but I deeply believe that Hashirama should be at least berated by Butsuma when pulling the stunt that got him punched.
Like, imagine if you will, you are a parent burying your child and your snot faced ten year old accuses you that it was absolutely your fault that his brother died. Coffin isn't even buried yet, and that's what happens. Of course we all know kids shouldn't be punched but we talk about times when kids are killed.
So honestly? I think Butsuma's actions weren't unreasonable.
song i associate with them
Earth Death by Baths, Iron by Woodkid, Shapeshifter by melodysheep (that's what I used for his recent bday pic uwu), Predict the Day by Ladytron.
Butsutaji special mention but Fate by Disaprition. It's where my tag name for him and Tajima comes from.
favorite picture of them
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dilferyyyy also I like to think this is fully what he believed. Rough times and all. In modern AU he'd give his kids pepper spray and meticulously teach them how to use it. also man his hair is long.
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