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sodacowboy · 6 months ago

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being adhd/autistic is like having to collect things in a video game to fix your weapon or make a potion or whatever in order to do any chore except the game doesn’t tell you what those things are and sometimes they change for no reason

#like it’s trial and error #apparently FOR NOW #the perfect dishes combo is when my adderall kicks in in the morning #with caffeine and an empty house so that I can sing along to music #and it’s taken me like months!!! to learn that!!!!#for drawing it changes all the time!!!!#some times I need caffeine sometimes I don’t #sometimes I need to listen to something sometimes I need silence #if I have to listen to something then I have to figure out if it’s music or a game stream or a video essay #and the music?? is it with lyrics or without???#is the game stream a more active funny one or is it toned down and chill #is the video essay something light hearted or is it something more serious #like IDK!!!!!!!#like it’s so tiring to have to jump through hoops to do things I like #let alone things I fucking hate #ugh #I need to make a post like praising things in my life or something #I feel like I’m being too negative lately #and like that’s fine #to feel negatively about things #but I don’t like to complain all the time #I want to be more appreciative of the good things instead of always focusing on the bad ones #anyway

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