#the only reason why im not ick belgh urgh about my miguel plushie that i got ages ago is because i knew i was gonna find a matching spider
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Literally on my hands and KNEES!!!
Why can't people make plushies for Peter B too? There's tons of Miguel plushies, I just wanna get one of my guy...
#but if i were to get one I'd need a matching Miguel because my brain has decided i cannot get Peter anything unless i get his boyfriend too#and i mean that. it's almost like an ocd thing i think? like. i feel ill if i can't pair them up#that's why i had to get the legos that way#and the Miguel charm for my lanyard also had to have a match so i made up for it with the peter pin#the only reason why im not ick belgh urgh about my miguel plushie that i got ages ago is because i knew i was gonna find a matching spider#in this case he's gonna have a hugemongus orb but it's fine#idk. i think it's an autism thing? my brain just needs pairs matches and sets otherwise i feel like clawing myself out of my skin#like I'm itchy ??? i really do not know how to describe it#there's also a guilt with it because I've humanized them too much#(the plushies pins and figures)#i feel bad if they don't have their friends#i genuinely do not know whats wrong with me
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