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haemosexuality · 4 years ago

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im so tired i just want to go to a beach and see my family and hang out with friends and walk around town doing nothing and travel ive been inside for one year and a half and its not even close to being over

#didnt think being abke to get the vaccine would make me so upset but like #i dont know i got happy for a few hours thinking it wouod mean i cohld go back to normal but then i remembered thatno #its all gonna stay the same and i cannot fucking stand the sane anymore i cant #i really cant #when i say ive been inside for one year and a half i mean it #the only places ive gone that werent either my house or occasionally stores/markets where #my cousins house #once last i think april #another cousins house also only once last september #my grandmas house for like 5 minjtes to pick up stuff that came in the mail #and the doctors office #like thats it. since march 2020 #and sometimes one of my cousins comes to spend the weekend at my house #but since stuff got really bad again in march this year we've only done that once #and its gonna stay that way bc he went back to normal school so hes way more at risk getting it #i dont see the point of doing all this for however long it takes until it goes back to normal #if it ever does #not when my life was shit before not wjen im going insane trapped inside my house and not when theres just not a future in which yoi can be #happy bc you gotta work every day all day #i hate crying my head hurts

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