#the one problem with being super subby is i never get to live out my breaking fantasies

[esoterica-erotica]

As a very subby transgirl, I never feel switchier than when someone promises to break me

God, I love how easy switchy trans girls are. They act all confident but the instant I start actually flirting with them they crumble like a house of cards~

All it takes is me gently holding their chin, tilting their head up to meet my eyes, and saying:

You know, you're pretty dominant for a trans girl... Let's fix that ;)

[v3nusxsky]

Can you do dominating Larissa and subby reader, reader is a surgeon, that is putting her kid in Larissa's school and is a single mother and starts looking at Larissa like she's a chew toy, but Larissa asks about reader's job and reader starts explain what she does and Larissa gets lost in all of it but loves hearing reader talk. And pulls reader into a kiss. Reader is tall and curvy. Maybe gp? Please also reader is head of cardiothoracic surgery. I love your work Mars keep it up. Thank youuuu

My heart surgeon

*Authors note~ this is a super cute. I’m sorry I changed the request but I couldn’t seem to get any smut to flow and I just hope I can do it some justice but medical knowledge is not my specialty so Google was heavily relied on*

Trigger warnings~ medical talk, reader is a cardiologist surgeon, fluffy

Prompt~ see ask^^^

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Raising an Empath as a single parent was no easy feat. Couple that with your career and well, you were spread thin. Years of medical school and practice as a fully qualified surgeon couldn’t prepare you enough for parenthood. Knowing your child could feel pain of those around them being discovered when they visited you at the hospital. Watching your child scream in pain and being helpless near enough killed you. It was then you realised, as much as you love them, you couldn’t give them the best chance at understanding their abilities. One place could though. Even if it meant leaving your child alone at school for the first time in your life.

The first letter they wrote to you was informing you of parents weekend. Intelligence ran high in your bloodline so it was to no surprise that your sweet thoughtful child reminded you it was okay if you were busy saving lives. They would live. But it wasn’t something you were prepared to miss out on, after weeks of not being able to hold them in your arms and tell them you love them was affecting you more than you thought even though you knew they’d began to settle in well thanks to Larissa Weems, the beautiful principal, informing you of the progress within the first few weeks.

Long shifts are something you’ve grown use to. So you chalked up your reaction to her voice as sleep deprivation. It was the only thing that made sense after just finishing a long surgery on a child not much older than your own, your own emotions wearing on you. Parents weekend allowed you to put a face to the voice… well you were fucked. And not in the way you wanted to be. Her voice was just as angelic as the first time, and her whole self? Stunning. You couldn’t help but stare at the beautiful woman. If she taught you then you were sure you’d be failing her class due to being so star struck by her. It was only when your beautifully insightful child informed you that your emotions were “weirding them out” and to stop staring at the woman like she was your next meal that you realised. You definitely have a problem. With a muttered apology you attempted to hide your wandering eyes more.

The second she started to approach you and your child you assumed you’d died and gone to heaven. No way had a beautiful woman choose to speak to a workaholic surgeon with a teen child. What was the appeal? You didn’t have much time to wonder about it, soon enough you were engaged in conversation with the woman. Blushing as she complimented what a lovely child you had raised, a true blessing to Nevermore.

It’s a bad habit, but you tend to take work home with you. Something your own child found frustrating was how you would immediately start to ramble about work and how your day had been. Obviously confidentiality had to be kept thanks to HIPPA yet still somehow you never ran out of things to say about such a rewarding job. “Mom” you groaned unhappily at the choice of topic. You missed her. But still work talk was never fascinating to you. Embarrassment at the fact your own principal was being subjected to all the medical jargon you threw her way, all while your eyes wandering over her frame. “Mommmm” you whined again nudging her while signing, “you’re doing it again mama.”

Larissa Weems was fascinated. The words just rolled off your tongue with an ease that she couldn’t help but admire. Truthfully, she’d used her contacts to find out about you the moment you enrolled your child, the name ringing familiar in her ears. Hearing the way you spoke so passionately about your work and the intricacies of the heart her suspicions were supported even more. You had done her surgery a few years ago after the dreaded nightshade poisoning had almost killed her. Memories of waking up and being told they had to get the best of the best to complete her surgery yet a brand new surgeon to the professional spotted the damaged and effectively saved the shifters life. Stuck in your on going rant of information, you seemed oblivious as the connection dawned on her.

“I see the immediate and life-changing results of your work, but my role is demanding yet completely worth it. It’s more than just cutting into people. I meet with patients and their families to discuss and explain procedures and offer reassurance. It’s massively important to be crystal clear, empathetic and warm is vital for success in my line of work. As well as performing surgery, I am involved in the treatment and management of many different conditions within this speciality. I may need to attend outpatient clinics, multidisciplinary team meetings and ward rounds.” You rambled on about what you knew best and before you knew it the other woman was so overcome by emotions that she tugged you close to her by your curvy hips and crashed her lips to yours.

The rest of your words died on your tongue as you processed what was happening before moving to place your hands on her shoulders, savouring the kiss before pulling away slightly flushed and confused. “Larissa, I “ you muttered dumbly, “what a way to shut a girl up.” Gazing into her cyan blue eyes it suddenly hit you. This is the woman who practically caused your career to fly. That fateful night where you made one observation in hopes to save a life was now coming back to you in violent flashes. “Larissa as in shifter who was on my OR table a few years ago? That Larissa?” Causing your child to sigh, everything relates to work, and well the emotions coming off you both were truly too much so you did what you could do best, slip away and allow the women to catch up while you tried to convince yourself and friendship group that your mother most definitely hasn’t kissed your principal.

Word count ~ 1016

[sapphickittykatherine]

obviously, if you want to characterise someone differently or have a different perception of a character to mine, or want to give a character more personality by adding something to them - that's totally fine. but, personally, this is how i see lancelot (from bbc merlin) and, bc i'm completely insane about him, my eye starts twitching whenever someone characterises him differently. it's literally not a problem i'm just off my rocker

canon lancelot

lancelot?? flirting casually??? this man is a hopeless romantic but he has two modes: silent pining, and outright declaring, "i will die for you." btw silent pining also involves being prepared to die for his beloved, just not saying it. he gets tongue-tied when someone he likes flirts with him and he might try to be bold enough to flirt back, but it will be awkward and super romantic, even if such flirting is out of place. any casual flirting he does is purely by accident, and he doesn't even realise that anyone with eyes can see he's clearly romantically interested; the man thinks he's subtle. he might also just freeze up and retreat into his shell. either way, he's blushing - hard. the secret third option is that he doesn't notice the flirtation, or he does and thinks he's misconstruing it bc why would someone like them want to flirt with him, so he brushes it off.

lance having sexual experience and being unashamed regarding sex???? nahhhhhh sorry. if he has sexual experience, he has bucket loads of (potentially religious) guilt about it and never talks about it. i can definitely see him cracking and, like, engaging in a bit of drunken frottage and trying to forget that it ever happened, but other stuff? not so much. he is also highly likely to save himself for marriage, or at least 'the one'. also he's shy and super subby, sorry. however: if someone he loves and is in a relationship with propositions him, he'll be all shy and question them a million times as to whether they're sure they want to do this, but be super enthusiastic. like, borderline if not outright worshipping. he'll let someone he loves do whatever they want with him, and thank them even if he hates it. he will be insanely honoured by the fact that someone chose to share that part of themself with him. sex is a big deal to him.

lancelot du lac. being confident. uh. the only time this man is at all confident is when he has a sword in his hand. any other time, he's reserved and tries to blend into the shadows. he's too humble and thinks too lowly of himself to attempt to stand out in any capacity. he enjoys being appreciated for his sword fighting, but he might think that it's arrogant and self-absorbed to feel that way. any time his head inflates even a millimetre, he takes a fucking hammer to it. his self-sacrificial bullshit is not only due to wanting to stop people from being hurt, because he's "the bravest and most noble of them all", but also because his self-esteem has hit bedrock and he feels like his life is worth less than everyone else's. in his head, the only thing he's good for is dying for a cause.

on that note, he's sad as fuck. like, probably depressed to be honest. he silently goes though a full-blown existential crisis every 48 hours. he thinks he's not good enough; he thinks the world has so many problems and he's not good enough to change that; simultaneously, he thinks he's not good enough to live in the world alongside much better people; he thinks no one really cares about him and if they do he's somehow tricked them into feeling that way. suicide might seem like a cowardly thing to do, to him, because he could die for a cause instead of no reason. since his life is basically worthless, in his mind, if he doesn't have a heroic death then he has nothing. he won't stab himself in the gut but he will walk into the veil between the land of the living and the spirit world in order to close it!

as for a highly contentious point: lance is simultaneously chaotic and not. i believe that this is due to his sense of goodness overriding even his respect for the rules, at times. for instance, magic is banned in camelot, where he wants so desperately to serve as a knight, but he doesn't see why magic is wrong so he overlooks that rule and keeps merlin's secret, especially since he thinks merlin is so kind. in his opinion, the knight's code is "the code by which a man should live his life", so he's highly unlikely to disobey rules which he agrees with. people often point to the identity fraud 1x05 as a sign that he's actually very chaotic, and i agree but i also don't. lancelot was desperate to become a knight; it was his life's dream. he wanted a chance to prove himself. when he received his chance but wasn't allowed to be a knight regardless, he was overcome by guilt to the point that he abandoned his dream. he blames himself for having done so instead of turning any of the blame on merlin, who suggested it and helped him execute it. if he didn't think it was wrong to have lied, he wouldn't have been so adamant that it wasn't merlin's fault. he thinks that it was wrong, and he alone should be punished for that wrong. he likely sees it as an instance of allowing his own desires and his ego to get the better of him, thereby proving to him that he isn't worthy of being a knight (because he broke the code). he has to "prove it to himself" that he is a worthy knight. basically, i think that lancelot is lawful good, but he values good above lawful, and might seem somewhat like neutral good for that reason. he is deferential to power and doesn't want to lead, but rather to serve. he believes in systems (e.g. the knights of camelot) and their ability to bring good. however, if he sees that these systems are failing to bring about good in a specific instance, he will stand up for what is right; not to abolish those systems, but to change them. even if he may later beat himself up about it and question his own right to make such a call. he wants desperately to serve under a man like arthur, who listens to others and whom he believes will make the right decisions in his position of power. he, in no way, wants to be arthur's equal.

additional traits

IF i wanted to give him more personality, i would draw inspiration from arthuriana (which i do not claim to know much about). i'd make him socially awkward and unaccustomed to social customs and expectations, due to being raised by fae beneath a lake. also possibly because he's got low self-esteem and doesn't interact with others much due to thinking himself 'unworthy' of their attention. he'd probably be overly stiff and polite once learning about customs because he sticks to them too rigidly, but regularly trips up due to never being told about something or other. also he full-on ugly cries every ten seconds, bc that's how he is in the texts and honestly we should carry that over. let the tough man cry.

i might also make him an insane murderer who thinks he's a terrible person for all the wrong reasons. like, "i failed to ninety degree bow to the queen because i broke my back!!!!! how will i ever face her again??? i should kill myself. oh yeah, that corpse they found in the lower town was my work." why?? 1) because fae are fucking brutal. e.g. they'll blind someone for looking at them when they'd rather they didn't. 2) he's one of the best knights and one of the best killers. because knighthood = honour in his mind, and honour is everything to him, and knighthood involves killing, killing = honourable.

"average person kills 3 people a year" factoid actualy just statistical error. average person kills 0 people per year. Bloody Lance, who lives under a lake & kills over 10,000 each day, is an outlier adn should not have been counted"

the only thing lance has confidence in is his fighting prowess. he comes alive when he's fighting, and his shyness melts away for a while bc there's nothing quite like righteous slaughter. lancelot thinks that bringing someone the severed head of a Bad Person is a nice gesture, bc he's 'ridding the world of evil' or something (read this). if someone patted him on the head and called him good for killing the baddie, he'd probably blush and duck his head and try not to be super pleased with himself, bc that's 'arrogance' and all.

if i still wanted him to still be Super Noble (which i almost always do), he'd be more of a vigilante who enjoys slaughtering bad people than a serial killer. he'd be super sweet to innocents and lovely to children and people who can't fend for themselves, but essentially the medieval bogeyman for baddies. he might not see the issue with finding murder enjoyable, due to being raised by fae, but if he does, then he keeps his enjoyment locked in a chest which he throws into the deepest part of the ocean. in that case, someone realising he enjoyed killing would be a source of great shame for him and they might be able to blackmail him using it. imagine all the guilt regarding how much he loved cage fighting?? imagine an outsider's pov of him turning from an unfailingly polite, gentle, softly spoken man into a ruthless killer staring at his opponent's body with empty eyes, and back again.

edit: also also!! (bc i have more to say ;-;) think of him being dog-coded. like, he doesn't particularly take joy in killing, but if his liege asks him to kill, he'll do so gladly. he wants to serve and he wants approval and he wants to be seen as a Good Boy. please pat him on the head, especially if your name is guinevere.

anyway i need to write lots of fics so i can set my Agenda into motion. ultimately, i think it's important to remember that lance is just a little guy <3 and i wouldn't usually characterise him as a ruthless killer lol

[rosepetalkitty]

hi hey hello please read this its important info!!

about!!!

what is this? who am i?

hi hi hi!!! finally caved and made an nsfw/kink altblog. no i will not be linking this to my main blog even if u know me there. i doubt im ever gonna post anything thats just outright sexual here bc im acespec and not really into that stuff very much but like kink is such a fun topic so that'll come up a lot. also for the record, this is not a "men dni" page but i am generally sapphic.

call me Rose if you're subby or rosie if you want me to be ^-^ my pronouns are she/her (in english) and ella (en español), i'm an 18y/o trans girl, and i've been diagnosed with adhd, autism and tourettes, among other things.

also, as of october 30th, 2024, i am a voice actress!!! my audios are posted on my reddit page!!! i don't do commissions (yet!) but im happy to take suggestions, so if you have an idea, shoot me an ask!!

all of my links (including the one to my Discord server!!!) are on my website, check it out!

and uhhh dunno what else i was gonna say. plspls send me asks i love the attention!!! i'll leave anons on until it becomes a problem~ anyways uh yeah! enjoy!

please read below the break for more information, especially if you plan on interacting with this blog!!

where you can reach me:

here, obviously, though tumblr dms are pretty bad. on the bright side this is like zero effort. you're on tumblr, im on tumblr, yay

simplex! you can click that link to add me, and if you don't have simplex it'll explain to you how to set it up, which is super duper easy. it's really really great privacy wise!! i would very much appreciate it if you send me a tumblr dm telling me your simplex display name so that i know who's who.

discord. my discord tag is the same as my url here. i do prefer simplex over discord though (mostly cuz i don't switch discord accounts on my phone bcuz it's a pain, and also bcuz of the privacy thing)

here are some posts that are significant to me for one reason or another

this blog is a persona, a ranty short essay about identity, emotional freedom, masking and what it really means to know Me

my first real audio post!! oh my goddess this was so exciting!!!

on fear regarding human domestication guide, and on my hope to someday overcome it

regarding my roommate, myrrh

as of writing (2024-11-08), myrrh (murmur unless you have been given permission to use the prior! check baa pinned before interacting with bah!) and i are now comfortable interacting on tumblr. this is awesome because discussing kink as an interest is great and ba's my bestie, but i need to make this incredibly clear:

we are strictly platonic! we are not dating, we are not fwb, we do not do any kinky or sexual stuff together at all and never will. we chat about kink and sometimes make jokes about it at each other's expense, but we are friends who live together, not partners. do not insinuate otherwise, it makes both of us very uncomfortable.

as of writing (2024-12-06), myrrh and i are dating. funny how that happens.

An important note about dominance...

If you're exclusively a dom(me) you can skip this, otherwise I would appreciate it if you could at least skim it.

i do not like the expectation that i will be dominant at any given time, but I do enjoy showing some dominance sometimes, in some situations. I do enjoy being a brat, when I'm not already feeling really subby but want to be put in my place.

Hell, I do enjoy hypnotizing people. A lot, actually. I've been a hypnotist (in both a purely for fun way and occasionally a kink way depending on the person) for a relatively large number of people over the past several years, including in person for a handful of people, though much less so in the past year or so. I even make files now, and it's really really fun.

The problem is, I get burnt out very quickly if I force myself to be dominant when my brain isn't just doing it spontaneously. How do I know? In past relationships my partners saw me as a switch, and expected me to dominate them at least as much as they dominated me. I really can't do that. My dominance is as much within my control as my hyperfixations — I can make good use of it when it's there, but when it's not there there's nothing I can do to force it, and trying to do so inevitably leads to stress, exhaustion and burnout. I also very much tend towards submission. I think of my default state as being submissive towards domme-aligned people who I trust. My dominance comes out with certain people some of the time.

One of my lovely partners, my Mistress @enchantress-arc (who, obviously, is much more of a domme than I am), often talks about what she describes as "blood in the water," where she'll suddenly go from her usual mood of "lightly and casually dominant but mostly just hanging out" to "super dominant and excited to break someone" after something small triggers it, like a sub calling her by an honorific in a certain tone, or a different domme showing off a shared sub. That effect applies to me too, and I love it as a way to describe my own dominance. There are certain things, like my beautiful blossom calling me by the honorific I've given her in the right tone, that occasionally trigger a ton of dominance. Most of the time, however, that's not the case.

For all of these reasons and more, please understand that I am not able to be dominant whenever I want, for whoever I want, in whatever way I want. This shouldn't even have to be said, but do not DM me expecting dominance.

I'm currently debating opening up paid sessions as an option, but I'm still figuring out whether I'll really be able to do those consistently. If I ever decide to start doing that in the future, there will be a post about it.

some notes for the page!

if ive tagged a post with #pull my trigger! then that means im ok with ppl playing with my brain in the notes!! otherwise, please just message me directly. im always okie with dms.

posts with #mean rosie on them have me teasing/messing with/bullying (in a /lh way) other people~ don't ask me to do this to you unless it's like a reblog responding to me doing that to you or smth. i don't usually enjoy showing dominance like that. sometimes im just the flavor of brat that likes to tease people. other times i do kinda feel a little bit dominant but. meh. even then ill pretty much always slip down into good girl mode on the spot if anyone shows any dominance towards me, usually even more so than i would normally.

posts tagged #angel rosie are ones that make me really happy~

#rosie rambles and #rosie rants go on serious/out of theme posts, with the latter being for emotionally heavy ones

#rosie speaks goes on all my audios~

plspls ask me about my triggers, my kinks, etcetc!!! i love getting told to answer questions >w<

dni list

any adult is free to view my page. minors, please leave. im serious. that said, there are certain things that will get you blocked from interacting with my page, so if your blog falls into any of these categories please kindly just look, don't touch.

agepl@y

terfs, and anyone else who doesn't think trans women are women

s!ssy, crossdressing and detrans themed pages. i have nothing against you for liking that stuff, but it makes me really uncomfortable because of some past experiences. please dni.

blank blogs, no age in bio or pinned, blogs that seem to just be spam reblogging everything, etc. sometimes this is case by case — "18+" is usually not chill, but "20s" or "30s" usually is. if you have nothing at all that's a nope. having a pfp is important, by the way.

blogs that just spam ai generated pictures. im sure youre chill, but ai pictures take the humanity out of your blog and frankly just look bad. posting one here or there on an otherwise human blog is thin ice, but i care a little less when there's other content too, as long as your other content is good.

my kinks, my limits my triggers

obviously im very very into hypnosis, especially intelligence play (aka dumbification), especially especially when there are bimbo themes involved. im also into everything on this list (in no particular order), but its definitely not exhaustive because theres things ive never tried before. please try new things on me!

light/medium bondage

pet play (as a kitty or a bunny, totes open to others but those are ones i luv)

spanking and other light pain, including light scratching/marking

being groped

praise and degradation, especially when its condescending

gentle doms (not that other styles are bad, but gentle+manipulative+condescending+possessive is my favorite)

other people picking my clothes

physical affection (headpats, scritchies, cuddles, kisses)

medical play (very specifically anesthesia, limited interest in other parts of it)

gaslighting

exhibitionism (especially when im being shown off)

behavior modification (especially clicker training!)

edging and denial

i have a voice kink for certain types of voices. generally my favorites are deep femme voices with really soft tones that get sharp to add emphasis to certain words like "drop" or "now". i also sometimes like higher softer masc voices, but deep or rough masc voices make me uncomfortable most of the time. if you want me to give you examples of hypnotists on the internet whose files i like, please send an ask or dm me.

when im in control (especially when it's about my audios!!!), i love being told how i make you feel, what you think of me, etc, so go on, feed my ego ;)

sooo yeah!! next are my soft limits — things i don't necessarily love but can tolerate in an otherwise fun context. please ask before acting on these because i would generally prefer to avoid them.

hypno audios narrated by text to speech — most of them are just grating and i can't relax with them.

"brainwashing" files that are just someone saying the same thing over and over with no induction or deepener or triggers or anything to put me under. i need to be in trance before that stuff does anything.

"hypnosis audios" that have loud music, or where the script is turned into a song. i've heard it done well maybe once or twice, i've heard it done wrong a million times.

hypnosis content as long form videos, especially when i need to read text in the video. my eyes get exhausted from staring at a screen for too long. i really really prefer audio, and text is good too, but videos longer than a couple minutes are rough.

and finally, here are my hard limits. please don't bring these things up. full stop. these are non-negotiable.

everything on my dni list

the drugs haloperidol/haldol, lorazepam/ativan and promethazine/phenergan

heavy pain

blood, knives/sharps, heavy scratching/marking

being asked/"forced" (i can and will block you if you're pushy) to send pictures or videos. audio is a hard maybe and very much depends on dysphoria at that moment and vibes. but yeah pictures and videos are a no-go.

being sent dick pics. please don't. im not into that. other pics are probably fine as long as you're chill.

extended degradation with no praise (i start having genuine self image issues past a certain point - i like being degraded, having my behavior changed, and then being praised as a reinforcement mechanism)

intox play, especially alcohol and weed. it scares me because of some past experiences. this is specifically about being intoxicated in the traditional sense (drunk/high), so like for example being sedated is something im cool with (and actually love the idea of)

feeding kink stuff

and here are some of my hypnotic triggers, in no particular order

"brain goes bye bye" melts my brain and makes it really hard to think

"control goes bye bye" takes control of my brain and my body away so that i just do as im told

"memories go bye bye" makes it really hard to remember anything for a while, which mostly just shuts my brain off. these first three are all from Miss Lilith, i love her files~ <3

"sleep" and "drop" both put me under, to varying degrees of success. might take multiple uses to really take me down deep, and really everything works better with a snap

"good girl" makes me happy and a tiny bit more obedient

"look here", "listen" and "focus" draw in my attention and make it hard to look away from/ignore whatever is being shown/said to me. they also usually make me more suggestible.

"lightning" makes me feel weak and dazed and when im like that "thunder" puts me under and gets me really floaty and fuzzy

i have a lot more, im just not remembering them all right now. theres probably dozens in my brain from all the files ive conditioned myself with over the years

[babbushka]

what are each of the boy’s kinks? ( for sinday obvi I’m just sending it in before BC i always forget to send it in for sinday )

Not all of these are actual kinks but they’re close enough so here you go!

Kylo: 

This man is such a sub that it’s crazy. Not many people would believe that just by looking at him, but if you actually really look at Kylo, it’s so obvious. He’s desperate for approval, for validation, for control. He’s desperate for a firm hand to show him the way, and you’re more than happy to give him what he wants. 

Whether with his big fucking hands or with the Force, he loves to choke you if you want it. There’s something like a rush of power that flows through him when he can exert his own abilities that way. And if it makes you feel good then he’s all about it, wants nothing more than to please you, to make you feel good. 

Speaking of which, Force Fucking and using his Force powers to fuck you from afar is also a huge kink of his. If he’s away on a mission he’s rock hard in his pants thinking about getting to call you up on the holo and reach across time and space to make you cry for him. 

He’s also such a brute who craves beatings and takes them so so well, because he’s a masochist. On more than one occasion he’s acted out on purpose just so you’ll whip deep marks into his back.

He’s such an exhibitionist too, has no problem fucking you in a room full of ambassadors or generals to prove a point, or because he’s horny -- if you let him. He always acquiesces to you, reads your mood. 

Flip (wow I love my husband look at him he’s too handsome smh):

Total praise kink, like desperately so lol. Will never admit it out loud but he gets so hard so fast from your praise, sweet words dripping from your lips, it’s all he wants to be told, is that he’s good and you’re enjoying what he’s doing. 

He is the pussy eating KING. If you give him the chance he will live between your legs. No joke. As soon as he comes home from work, first thing in the morning, after dinner, in the shower, doing laundry, AT WORK, all he wants is to pry your knees apart. He can and will sigh happily and shove his face so far into your cunt that you can feel it when he smiles. 

He’s also super into cuffing you if you’ll let him 

Not at all disinterested in light roleplay!! Nothing too crazy, usually that you’ve been a bad girl and need to be arrested -- if only there were something you could do to get out of this ticket .... ;^) 

Also has a thing where he really likes fucking you outside or near people -- doesn’t want anyone to ever actually see you in such a state, but the idea of people possibly catching a glance thrills him. 

Clyde: 

Clyde is a nice normal man who just wants to get his come absolutely all over you all the time. He loves the way it looks on your face, on your tits, on your stomach, on your ass -- literally any and everywhere. 

His dirty talk is so obscene, but he also loves loves loves when you’re dirty right back at him, that gets him rock hard so fast it makes him dizzy lol 

Super into blindfolding for fun sensory deprivation, and totally into edging! 

He’s such a sweetheart he doesn’t ever really want to hurt you, like ever, but he’ll do a bit of light spanking if you really want it. 

Usually though his biggest one is just getting to come all over you lol 

Paterson: 

He’s such a subby sweetheart. He’s a total service top, is nearly singularly focused on making you feel good. You always make him feel good, it doesn’t matter what position or type of sex you’re having. He loves fucking you but he also loves getting fucked. 

Loves getting edged, loves getting pegged, like, shove something up his ass and he’s a puddle of affection and moans. 

Total praise kink, like he is completely motivated by your praise. 

Charlie: 

He loves to make you squirm for him, loves to edge you watch you come so close to the brink of coming but then deny you right at the last minute. He gets so fucking turned on by the way you beg for him, whine for him, say you’ll do anything for him if he’d only let you come. Sometimes he gives in and lets you, but other times (most of the time), he’ll shake his head fondly as you tremble beneath him. 

He likes to gag you, with whatever he can get his hands on. Your affair is a secret, you have to be quiet. Whether it’s your underwear, his fingers, his cock, it doesn’t matter, he’ll stuff anything down your throat to muffle you when you’re in semi-public.

Not really a kink per se, but he really gets off to the idea of you being completely marked up, marks made by him, elicit secret things that rest just under the line of visibility. It thrills him that he does that to you, whether it’s bites or bruises. 

He’s a total voyeur, he wants to watch you get off, he wants to listen to it over the phone, he wants to take secret pictures of you and jerk off to them later. Everything’s secret, everything, no one can know about the two of you, so if he only happens to “overhear” or “stumble across” you in the act of pleasuring yourself, then he’s not that guilty, right? wrong

Pale: 

He’s such an exhibitionist. He will fuck you anywhere and everywhere he doesn’t give a shit if it’s a seedy bar down the street or at a fancy fuckin’ gala. He will whip his dick out and that’s just that T B H. He’s done it time and time again, and he’s so into it, loves having people hear how good he makes you feel. 

Also very into marking and leans very dominant (but isn’t actually into the whole kink of BDSM, he just likes to be in control). 

Definitely a voyeur as well, but he really wants to be the one getting you off himself. 

Also really obsessed with coming inside you (but not in a pregnancy related way, just a possessive claiming way)

Also he has this thing where he really likes you being naked and him being clothed, idk why lol. 

[solohux]

      solohux’s favourite kylux fics of 2016  °˖✧◝(⁰▿⁰)◜✧˖°    

lets ignore the fact that I’m days late with this okay

–> Desperate Measures by @gxryking​ ♡  Kylo needs to find a way to release some of his frustration. Hux steps in to help. (pwp, bottom hux, friends-with-benefits)

–> the first order of authority by skysolo ♡ General Hux is a very observant man. (blowjobs, force-choking, subby kylo)

–> Let Me Be Your Ride Out Of Town by crescentmoonthemage ♡  It’s not that General Hux misses Kylo Ren, because he doesn’t, only that he does. (post TFA, fluff and feelings, injured kylo)

–> in all my dreams i drown by hysun ♡  Kylo Ren dreams. And some nights, Hux dreams too. (dream sharing, fluff)

–> flame you came to me by tragickenobi ♡ hux is bad at handling emotions but somehow kylo is even worse (noncon mind reading, love/hate, both of these boys are so emotionally consipated holy crap)

–> lover of the devil by @jiiubilee ♡ “I worry about you.”His fingers tighten around the blanket until his knuckles turn bone white. “That’s not your job.”“Was it my job to find you almost dead with snow clinging to your wounds?” (rough sex, angsty feels, bottom kylo)

–> In Orbit by @marblenarwhal ♡ Whenever the pain of existence becomes too much to bear, Kylo escapes the only way he knows how. Ever the opportunist, Hux takes advantage of his weakness. (noncon elements, drug use, bottom hux, examination of their power dynamic which is super interesting)

more under the cut!

–> Sip From The Devil’s Cup by @reserve ♡ If someone—maybe one of his middling peers at the Academy—had suggested that one day he would be on the receiving end of a hand-job from the Force, teenaged Armitage Hux would have told that someone to fuck right off. (blowjobs, excellent smut with feelings)

–> To The Hilt by @lingua-mortua ♡  ‘Careful, Hux,’ sang Kylo, sounding drunk, tipping his head back and looking across the room upside down. His feet trailed across the floor a few inches. ‘Not everything can be controlled as easily as me.’ In which Kylo is insatiable, and Hux fucks him with his own lightsaber. You’re welcome. (sub hux, fack-fucking, object insertion)

–> Autoclave by @sailorbirdie ♡ When Kylo Ren is brought back to the Finalizer, he demands Hux to be his doctor. (hurt/comfort, slow & soft sex, bottom hux)

–> A Song Of Crows by @ficlet-machine (WIP) ♡ Warchief Hux has just buried his trusted Crow, and, if the Gods still favour him, a new one will find their way to his lands. Hux may be young, but he is a good leader for his people. He is ready for the commitment, the responsibility, the changes that come with a new child of the Gods at his command. The clan needs it, needs it spiritual leader if they are ever to claim ownership of all the lands from here to the Core Kingdoms. Raised a warrior, he is more than ready to paint the world red in honor of his gods. He may, however, not be entirely ready for what he will feel the first time he meets the haunted and tormented eyes of the young Crow called Kylo Ren. (medieval au, bottom kylo, protective hux, entirely amazing)

–> Servare Mentem by @evil-saint & @lingering-nomad​ ♡ Kylo Ren has authority over his Knights and the First Order, but he’s losing control of himself.“Rage, lust, anguish…to the Force all passions are equal,” the former Master of Ren told him once. “Each offers a source of strength if properly channeled. Balance is a harder journey than the pretense of Light and Dark, because it is constant. It is maintained, not reached. But if you refuse to drink from a well when you thirst, simply because you dislike the earth it springs from, you are a fool.” (pre-canon, backstories, sub kylo, immersive throughout)

–> Bittersweet and Strange by @obsessions-and-dreams (WIP) ♡ In a castle surrounded by a forest, lived a prince who became a monster.In a quiet village on the other side of the woods lived an unhappy young man with big dreams.A Kylux Beauty and the Beast AU. (slow burn, fluffy, glorious)

–> the entire A Gentle Touch series by @theearlgreyalpha ♡ General Hux realizes that maybe he’s capable of being a little compassionate after all, when Kylo Ren winds up in his doorway in the middle of the night. (5 installments, porn with feelings, guaranteed your heart will flutter)

–> Ascension by @plinys (WIP) ♡ Ben Organa-Solo has spent the last fifteen years living on Kashyyyk, hidden away from Snoke and the First Order, to the point where much of the galaxy has forgotten he’s ever existed. That is until, General Hux, on a mission to hunt down rumors of a Force-Sensitive Wookie, ends up “crash landing” on Kashyyyk. With the Life Day celebrations trapping Hux on Kashyyyk and Ben thrust into the role of translator for their prisoner, the collision of their paths and its aftereffects is inevitable. (au - different first meeting, lots of feels)

–> Reconditioning by @jinxedambitions (WIP) ♡ Ben Solo is one of the FBI’s most promising young agents.  While he’s had a few disciplinary hiccups, he’s intelligent and not afraid to do what needs to be done.  His personal life is a mess, and he may not look like your typical federal agent, but he might be the only man for this job.  Ben’s looking for a promotion and something like the glory his parents always talked about before he was born.The FBI is looking to take down one of the country’s most elusive prostitution rings, specializing in the types of sex that Ben’s boss has only read about in the novel his wife hides under the bed. Ben is going undercover as a “slave” in order to gather information on the ring’s leaders, purchasing a premium package from the agency. 30 days as a slave to a professional Master, and a guaranteed sexual experience of a lifetime.  He gets chosen by Hux, or the General as he insists Ben call him, and he quickly realizes that no training could have prepared him for this experience. Every day, Ben, or Kylo as he is known at the club, finds out more and more about the organization, but the more he learns the less he wants to destroy them. (bdsm, sub ben, praise kink, absolutely everything you could ever want in smut, i love this one a lot)

–> Sharpshooter by @rannystuffandthings (WIP) ♡ When Snoke sends Hux on a secret mission Kylo learns something new about the General he assumed had no military training except for the studies he did in books. It draws them closer together and soon they become an unstoppable team. (sniper hux au, slow burn, lots of puzzled feelings)

–> Family Matters by @shipeverythingregretnothing (WIP) ♡ With his hold on the throne stronger than ever, Emperor Hux begins to plan farther into the future. History has been abundant in its lessons and he knows what needs to be done: the Empire would be more secure with a line of succession. (omega hux, mpreg, fertility problems)

–> Sunstroke by @ballvvasher ♡ Supreme Leader Snoke gives Kylo Ren a mission to strengthen the Knights’ hold on the First Order. (noncon, medical torture, mpreg, bottom hux)

–> the entire The Corruption of Ben Solo series by wraithnoir & dentigerous (@tigernoir) (WIP) ♡ When Ben Organa Solo decides to leave the temple to follow his father instead of his uncle, the voices in his head recede. He doesn’t know it, but for the time, he’s safe. Then, a typical run for his father’s acquisition business goes sour, and he takes a First Order general hostage. All his convictions are thrown into disarray, and when he’s given the chance to explore his power, all of it, he takes it. General Arrik Hux knows power. Seeing it so tightly contained in Ben Solo creates an intense need to have the man, to tie him close with bonds of loyalty and regard. He imagines himself keeping his own personal Sith enforcer, the respect he would command with Ben Solo’s name harnessed to his. It’s not long before the two have twined their fates together, their stars connecting in an intricate constellation of trust, anger, ambition and desire.This is the story of how Ben Solo, 28, late attendant of the Senate, successful smuggler, failed Jedi padawan, is seduced by the Dark Side, dragged down by a man who’s never given a chance to see the Light. (various warnings across each installment, but please read this one if you haven’t already! its so good)

–> The Guilty Bystander by @theeascetic ♡ “You like this story, don’t you Ren? It’s awfully romantic. Let’s pretend it’s true. Let’s pretend we conspired together to overthrow him.” Hux gets in over his head. (fluff, gore, just overall incredible)

–> Matches to Paper Dolls by @theeascetic ♡ On a mission from Supreme Leader Snoke to recover a lost Jedi artifact from the Smuggler’s Moon of Nar Shaddaa, Kylo Ren and General Hux are accidentally drugged.  In addition to spice, it seems, the Hutt crime lord Grakkus was also a purveyor of powerful black market aphrodisiacs. With no choice but to copulate immediately, Hux must talk a terrified virgin Ren through the whole unpleasant, humiliating process.  Upon returning to the Finalizer, Hux is ready to pretend nothing happened.   Ren, however, deeply affected by Hux’s kindness to him throughout the ordeal, can’t put the experience behind him so easily. (sex pollen, bottom hux & inexperienced virgin kylo, really really adorable)

–> The Die Is Cast by @sundogsailor ♡ When Ren told Hux it was time to strike against Snoke, their bodies had lain entwined with one another, tangled, skin on hot skin. Treachery slipped softly from the man’s plush lips, treasonous words that Hux had first planted there, now fed back to him in a perfect cycle. So they’d gone, and they’d won. But now a third of the intended triumvirate lies shattered, struck down from the inside out, strapped to a bed in the medcenter. The crown bears heavy on Hux’s skull, without him. And then, Ren wakes up.Or, Hux succeeds in wresting empire from Snoke, but at a price. It may ultimately prove too high.(emperor hux, hurt kylo, lots of manipulative hux, excellent writing)

–> Liminal by @dargason-under-the-fantasia (WIP) ♡ General Hux finds himself having very vivid dreams where he’s married to Kylo Ren, and they both live on a planet called Earth. Hux disregards these dreams as nothing more than an active imagination or possibly stress, that is, until the dreams start leaking through into his real life. Are they really just dreams? (slow burn, modern au crossover, parallel universes)

–> King Of Corners by @versus-a-blank-paper (WIP) ♡ After Starkiller, Kylo returns from training to find that Hux has thrown himself into his work with a terrifying fervor. He’s set gears in motion for the creation of a bigger, better Starkiller, and if there’s one thing Kylo can’t handle, it’s the destruction of another system. When all else fails, Kylo forces the memories of the destruction of the Hosnian system into Hux’s head.It’s too much for Hux, and the memories drive him to the brink of insanity. In an act of desperation, Kylo relents…but memory removal is a tricky procedure, and Kylo is more of a cleaver than a scalpel.Left with a General that doesn’t know his own name, Kylo does the only reasonable thing: commandeers a ship and makes for the far side of the galaxy with a memoryless Hux in tow.

–> Scritch Scritch by angry_android ♡ Kylo discovers that Hux has fox ears and starts teasing him by surreptitiously petting him with the Force. Hux knows whats happening and he’s furious, but he ends up making out with him anyway. (fox hux, bottom hux)

–> the entire Dark Fairy Tale AU series by @penpenhooray ♡ Many years ago, a young woman made a dark deal with one Kylo Ren, begging for the power to claim the love of warlord Brendol Hux.Ren agreed, but all magic comes with a price. But it is a price she is all too willing to pay.Years pass, and Armitage Hux is on the eve of his coming of age. But the night before he is to prove himself a man, he is woken by the shadowy Ren, who has come to collect his price for the magic he wraught.The price? Armitage, who Ren intends to make his queen.Before Armitage can fight him off, Ren wisks him away from the mortal realm,  to his shadowy realm where they are to be wed.It is a race against time if Armitage will be able to free himself or be rescued…or if he is to be the Bride of Ren. (kidnapping, featuring little brother Techie, soooo good)

–> Bodies, Can’t You See? by sual ♡ When Hux sees the positive result on the pregnancy test scanner, he comes to several alarming realizations all at once. One: that his birth control has been tampered with. Two: that the baby is Kylo’s. Three: that this is his true punishment for Starkiller’s failure. And quietly, in a weak, tiny voice in the back of his mind, the unsettling conclusion that he wants to keep it. He’ll die before he lets anyone near his child. He’ll tear apart anyone that tries to get in his way. Even Kylo.

–> behold the fire and the wood by JustOnlyGinger (WIP) ♡ Poe goes undercover to liberate Ben Solo from the Cult of Ren, a shadowy group of idiots who are clearly up to something.

–> the 2 parts of The Prisoner series by @percjgraves ♡ Kylo deals with his identity issues through lies and roleyplay, and he deals with hia feelings for Hux by pretending they don’t exist. (s&m, identity issues, stunning work that i’ll never stop rereading)

–> Life Through Glass by @moonwalkingcrab ♡ Hux’s life is fairly simple, he has his work, he has his cat, and he has his flat. Now it seems he has a new neighbour. With windows so close together it’s easy to fall into the world of Kylo Ren. (modern au, slow burn, incredible romantic and sexual tension)

–> Academy Point Blank by @thewightknight ♡ Hux had no intention of attending his 15-year Academy reunion, but Kylo has other ideas. (so many husband feels)

–> hope is a waking dream by @minzimpression ♡ After his mother’s funeral Hux sees the world through his soulmate’s eyes for the first time. (soulmate au, dream sharing, lots of feels)

–> tie me down and kiss me hard by @ellstra ♡ Hux walks in on Kylo interrogating a prisoner and his reaction is… unexpected. Kylo is very enthusiastic to explore this particular fantasy of Hux’s. (bdsm, sub hux, SO GLORIOUS)

–> now you’re just somebody that I used to know by @ellstra ♡ Hux knew they’d catch him and execute him after the First Order fell apart. He just hoped he wouldn’t be with them, the man who caused it all, the man who took Hux’s breath away. Ben Solo. The man who killed Kylo Ren. But he is. (redeemed kylo, major character death, i cried ok)

–> My Own Breath by @saltandlimes ♡ Hux has only ever caught glimpses of Kylo Ren’s face, short moments when the knight’s helmet is off. After an incident in the hangar, he realizes he needs to see more. (touch starvation, so soft, beautiful)

–> volition by @bygoneboy ♡ “Kylo Ren,” Hux says, feeling humiliated as the words leave his mouth, “is not infatuated with me—”  “My apprentice is easily led,” Snoke continues, as if Hux hasn’t spoken. “He is driven by impulse, emotion. These fixations are distractions to his true path, and they are things I will break in him, when he is ready. In the meantime…” He waves a knotted, spider-veined hand toward Hux, as if in dismissal. “You will assist me, in sating his desires.” (seduction, bottom kylo, so emotional, definitely one of my favourites)

–> Have A Little Mercy On Me by @theweddingofthefoxes ♡ Hux finds out about a quirk of Ren’s that he can use to his own advantage. (orgasm control & denial, subby kylo)

–> Ad Infintum by @tokyotheglaive (WIP) ♡ Hux and Ren were not soulmates.(But just once, they came close.) (soulmate au, slow burn, really really amazing)

and extra extra love for @jathis, @weirdlet, @theweddingofthefoxes, @theeascetic, @cosleia, @smolrebel, @deluxekyluxtrashcan, @saltandlimes, @creepycreepyspacewizard, @kylux-fic-hell, @lady-starkiller, @iamnmbr3, @madmadcat,; @petalouda85 for the beautiful drabbles and headcanons that you post in our tag because, truly, this fandom would be lost without your wonderful writings! and the same goes for every single writer in the fandom! remember, you're loved, regardless of how many rec lists you appear on 💕

much love and a massive thank you! for the work you put into this fandom