#the minute i stand upi feel dizzy and yes these are the consequences of my actions but they fell SHIT

[youaremysunshine-court]

wow okay so this is a sequence of events right and technically it starts with me being diagnosed with anaemia, but for all intents and purposes it starts with me skipping breakfast and lunch today. so i skip lunch and decide to take a shower, halfway through my shower I start to feel dizzy. so I leave the bathroom, shampooey hair and all, because if I'm going to faint I'm not going to do it in a hostel bathroom that's just disgusting. now im sitting on the floor, in a towel, shampoo still in my hair, when housekeeping knocks on the door. she's insistent she needs to clean my room right now, and I sort of black out while she's talking, my ears stop working my eyes are open but I can't see, the works. she's about to barge in and start cleaning but I very audibly retch and she just. leaves. like walks out, no it's fine we will clean your room whenever. so I go back into the shower to try and get the shampoo out, puke 3 times, do not manage to finish washing my hair, come back out and sort of collapse onto the floor in a tangled up heap. majage to make one (1) post about fainting in the shower before sort of passing out for a while. and that is where we are right now