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bunnihearted · 4 months ago

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i like actually dont want this blog anymore i've always loved my precious safe space but recently i've started to resent it...... but maybe instead of deleting it i should just log out and dont log in again for a while at least...

#and no idc abt what anyone thinks or im not saying this for any attention -_-#i cant say shit on here all of a sudden without rude comments and its like #im just some fkn miserable loser #im not an influencer (💀) or have like a lifestyle blog i want to advertise to ppl like #this is my diary yet (some) ppl think that everything i write is a personal attack or anyone else's business and im like... bruv wth 🙃#like idk its just not fun bc i have this blog as a diary not in a way to try to even get any attention #i dont even tag most of my things bc i want as little 'exposure' as possible 💀#im even anxious abt anyone reading this and judging me and laughing at me for #'thinking im all that' its just wild bc im literally just some good for nothing loser T-T #i mean also i get that this is the internet but i've been on the internet for so long and it is sm better #when u only have a small circle of ppl u interact w on social media like whatever app it is #the less ppl interacting observing and following the better bc like .. sksksksk idek 🤙🤙🤙#i feel like so far away from humanity and the world and too many ppl are just trash and i feel like im becoming the joker #and idk why i hold onto this blog and dont delete it #i dont know :(( i dont think anything really matters anymore but my blog is like a friend to me #and idk how to just cut the cord lolz 🤙#also being publically vulnerable is like so bad and never does anything good but like idk where to turn my blog is what i have atm :c #gah 😖😖😖😖😖

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