#the last one isn't the exact move but thats what he did instead so it counts ok

[baekslight]

baekhyun + that cute move during r u ridin’? (part 3/?)

[eatingtitanfood]

"(Y/n)." I jumped at Eren voice, I expected Eren would just speak to all of us one last time, but I guess I was wrong. Honestly, ever since these events happen, my feelings for Eren became very conflicted. I'm not sure if I wish to speak to him or even hear him out. Yet, that side of me that so desperately wish to hear him, even one last time, was spilling out of me. I hate what Eren is doing. I hate far Eren is going. I hate how he went so far to push everyone away just to protect him.

And yet, I love Eren deeply.

We went through so much hell together, argue with each other, hug each other for long hours till nighttime arrive and so many more. I treasure those memories closely. Even if Eren isn't best at showing his feelings, he too treasures them as well. I turn around, expecting to see the path, it was instead, Eren. I jumped seeing his physical self but even became more surprised when it turn out were in a completely different place. A familiar place to be exact. The place where we first meet, the cadet dining area.

"What the...?" "(Y/n), do you remember this place?"

Jean was picking a fight with Eren, mainly due to his alright to mediocre grades about how the ODM gear works, and just when a fight was about to break lose, Shadis moved the two far away from each other, which had Eren sat next to me. It was pretty awkward between me and him, but sooner or later, we did warm up to each other. Every night we would study together and then test each other. He was really good at teaching me battle techniques as I helped him how to easily memorized how to use the ODM gear. We wouldn't even realize that we would just go off topic as we would talk about our lives in our own districts or our own personal goals. I loved those memorious a lot, at first, Eren sort of freaked me out, but it turn out he's just a passionate and determine person that's ready for anything. Doing everything he can to protect everyone he holds dear to him, even if that means losing his life. "Are you trying to revel something or what? Just spill it out already.", as I cross my arms while looking away.

"Nothing really." "Then get me out of her-" I heard a familiar voice from the distance. I look at what is in front of me as I saw a younger me and Eren. We were studying together and testing each other knowledge about Titans anatomy and the ODM gear. We would be laughing when we would messed up badly pronouncing certain terms and then becoming frustrated when we explain the definition of a certain part of the ODM gear. "Thats..." "That's when we started becoming friends. You helped me a lot passing my class when it came to mechanics. While you got a lot better at fighting. You would get excited seeing me pronounce something complicated as I cheer for you when you would kick Jean ass easily during fight practice." You just gave Eren a baffled look, "E-Eren, what are you even going on abo..."

Instantly, the whole area changes to a now open field. I and Eren were alone, he was bursting down tears as he vented about his frustration not being able to turn into the Attack Titan. I was trying my best to comfort him; bringing him close to a hug as I rubbed his head.

Even if I witness the same horror as Eren, I knew I wouldn't understand how horrible it is not able to save the people I care for while being viewed as humanity hope. Yet, I try my best to give Eren encouragement; telling him that each day we were close to reaching freedom and how far we gotten. "The way you comforted me felt so...special to me. You would take me to some quiet place that would help me calm my nerves after a traumatizing stressful event. I personally like when you would take me to some open field or some forest nearby a lake as we fish together..." You just stayed quiet, still not exactly sure where he's going at. "One time, you told me, after all this horror is over, you'll work as some mechanic or a baker. You want to be my next door neighbor in a nice village. We would cook each other dinner after we both finish work and have a meal at some open field. We would both drink and go off about our experiences in the military till we both fall asleep...I desperately want that to happen." I now gave Eren a shocked look, "Wait, you still remember that? A-and you desperately want that to happen?" He nodded, "I do, a life like that between me and you sounds like gods greatest gift to me. A couple of old chill adults just doing everyday things. Yet, it wouldn't care if it's mundane or boring, cause I would get to spend everyday seeing you...(Y/n)." My eyes widen, taking Eren comment a step back. I walked backed a bit for some space, but Eren held my hands. He had this sad expression plastered on his face, as if he was fighting off tears.

"I want to be the one to come to your house everyday and try out your cooking. The first one to say goodbye as we both go to work. The one and only to cook with you. The one to comfort you when your money is tight or you comforting me when I have another fight with someone. The only one to stay up with you as we drink and laugh like idiots for the whole night..." "Eren...a-are you telling me..." "And when we finally...finally have the chance to get closer again...I want to be the man you would want to spend the rest of your life with." I felt my mouth fell off on it's own. I was just at a loss for words. I felt like my mind was just now all over the place. "(Y/n)...i'm in love with you. I've been in love with you for years..." I felt the tears flowing down my cheeks. "Why you telling me this now...?" Eren wiped the tears off my face with his sleeve as he pulled me in a hug. "Cause I don't have much time to live now. I know you despise me after what I have do..." Eren words were interrupted when he felt a pair of lips against his own. It lasted for a good couple of minutes until it stopped. You let go as you hugged him. "Just...don't say anything..." Eren stayed quiet but hugged you back. "Take care (Y/n)..."

aot self shippers: what did Eren say to you in the paths?

[9h4mn]

why don't you know? | ateez

➞ ateez x reader, requested

➞ angst, arguments, established relationship

➞ arguments and discord, something thought to be normal especially when in a relationship. how can one break out between you and ateez?

warning: overworking, negligent behavior, insecurities, mentions of cheating (false), unrealistic expectations, toxic (yeosang), fainting (jongho)

hongjoong:

when you started dating hongjoong, you were already aware of how much he likes to work

it was something you can understand

but this has to stop

when was the last time he came out of the studio?

you no longer worry what time he'll head home, instead you began to worry about him and if he had already fainted

he was overworking himself to that point

this is his passion but it doesn't mean he has to endanger his health

as his significant other it was expected that you would force him to take a rest

did he receive it well? obviously no if he's argueing with you

is it worth it? you would do this again and again with no hesitation

it may seem like you're leading your relationship to the path of break-up but you could bear with that pain

when will he realize that it pains you to see him in such a state?

hopefully hongjoong could see it before he loses the love he has for you

seonghwa:

arguments with seonghwa never got too serious. he always threw away his pride for your sake

his love for you was like that

in the rare occasion he stood his ground it gets heated, very heated

an article came out accusing seonghwa of dating another idol

you knew that he would never cheat on you

but insecurities sucks and it struck even harder seeing the support fans were giving

maybe you were in the way between seonghwa and his new beau

that exact mindset made seonghwa mad

he loves you and you alone, why can't you see that?

why were you comparing yourself to her?

it was really driving him insane that you weren't seeing his efforts

finished with listing all the reasons why he loves you, seonghwa walks out the door

the right thing to do was stay but it was hard

there was no way he'd let his anger explode on you. it was the situation pissing him off not you

he just needed some time to cool off

yunho:

if in seonghwa's case your insecurity between him and a girl sparked an argument, in yunho's case his overprotectiveness got in the way

before any negative reaction lets go to the start

you have a best friend — a boy best friend — and you had known him since you were little

when you began dating yunho it was expected that he would meet your best friend

for some reason yunho didn't like being around your best friend but when you mention how you have plans with him, yunho would go out his way to tag along

he wasn't like that to your other male friends, in fact you thought that yunho was a little chill but with how he acts with your best friend made you think back

the tip of the ice berg was when you walk in yunho holding your best friend by the collar and talking to him in a not so friendly manner

it began an argument between you and your boyfriend when your best friend left

they have to try and get along with each other and you firmly went with the belief that yunho was just being jealous

little do you know that so called best friend spoke about you as if you were just an object

maybe one of these days yunho could tell you the truth but for now he wants you to still remember your best friend as the person you've known since childhood

yeosang:

you are aware that you are doing the wrong thing

it takes two to tango but in this dance only one was lost in it

blaming it on your work load was just unfair on yeosang — an idol with busy schedules who still tries to make time for his significant other

you don't remember since when he began loving you more but one thing for sure it had been that way for some time already

god you were such a terrible person and unfortunately yeosang was so into this artwork called you

maybe you had fallen out of love with him but you don't want to admit it

eventually yeosang noticed how you've been distancing from him and due to a defensive nature you started arguing with him

it wasn't you, it was him. he was just being paranoid

you would reason out with him and tell him he's wrong while yeosang would try to get around your reasons to make you spill

he really loves and its hurting him how he's unsure about what you feel

reassuring him took some time but it will still work... right?

well that is assuming if a relationship caught up in a lie could survive

san:

the perfect couple is almost like this picture perfect pair who matches each other well and basically is what some movies portray

to make it short the perfect couple is an unrealistic dream

human beings are meant to be imperfect and thats ok

whats not ok is living for the idea of perfection that you just ignore every problem

that was san's problem

you know that he means well but the execution didn't match the intention

ignoring a situation because it doesn't fit in the perfect concept is a major no no

which is why it didn't take long for you to argue with him regarding that

well as good as an argument it is because once again it was incredibly one-sided

is your boyfriend a person or a wall?

he only acknowledge you when you mentioned how the both of you should just take a break

san drops to his knees and begged you to stay

he loves you, he really does — thats why he was aiming for the perfect couple role

but since when was love about losing yourself just to love your significant other?

mingi:

you rely on mingi a lot — its no secret, everyone can see how your boyfriend is also your best friend

he was always listening to you no matter what the topic was about, he was also your personal cheerleader who cheers on you for everything

in the beginning you were alright with things until it had hit you, what do you know about your boyfriend?

he was secretive always keeping his secrets and struggles to himself

he also had this special talent in avoiding questions

things worsened when you overheard mingi talking to yunho one day

it was all about his struggles but what broke your heart is the fact its something you could easily solve for him — yunho himself told mingi that but all he got was mingi saying "i don't want to trouble them"

you didn't confront him immediately but when you did you had wished you had done sooner

he looked terrible as he still struggles with the same problem he told yunho but when you offered to help him, he declined

the argument was basically you trying to convince mingi its alright to rely on him and mingi rejecting that idea

you really wanted to help your boyfriend but the fact he was so adamant in not receiving any broke your heart

when can he see that a relationship includes giving and receiving?

wooyoung:

the way i see it, playful banter will always be present in your relationship

nothing too serious just two adults bickering like children

so how can a serious argument break out between the both of you?

it was just something simple like lets say wooyoung left the sink dirty

on normal occasions you would have shrugged it off — might complain but nothing too deep

today was just not your day and coming home to a dirty sink didn't make it any better

it should have ended there but unfortunately it just gets worse

wooyoung himself wasn't in a good mood so when you began to nag at him it ignited a fire

he began nitpicking about every little thing that you did which annoys him and of course you wouldn't back down. it was only fair that you get to nitpick him yourself

every thing that you both had bottled up spilled it that very argument

they were right when they say bottling up emotions is never a genius move

jongho:

i see him as a calm and rational person so arguments wouldn't really begin because there was nothing to argue about

but jongho isn't some perfect being and so were you

it all began when you fainted and were rushed to the hospital

he would have visited you and even help in taking care of you — only if he had known sooner

thats right you didn't inform your boyfriend that you were hospitalized for 2 days not until you were discharged

since then jongho had noticed how you keep in hiding any injury or any thing that concerns your health

why would you want to hide that from him? he couldn't understand and it leads to the both of you arguing

he just wants you to trust him and not hide any of your pain

what if you're in pain while with him but you'd never tell him?

with how much you hide about your health, jongho fears for situations he could face regarding you

you say you don't want him to worry but he would argue how not knowing about your health was more worse than that

was he wrong for wanting to take care of you when you're in pain?

©9h4mn | all contents belong to me. do not modify or repost.

[mellie1409]

Alohomora (ft. knj) - 5.2k

Badum badum badum

That's the only thing y/n can hear in the deep silence the dinning hall is submerged in. Her own heartbeat marking the rhythm of a frantic and desperate song. This is the moment she had so long been waiting for: the moment she would be chosen a family for her to join. A family that would take care of her and love her as one of their own and protect her at all costs for this one short year she would be spending here, at the most magical and hopeful place on planet Earth, at Hogwarts.

Y/n straigtens her back as the hat is lowered onto her head. A sudden smell to old papyrus surrounding her and becoming more intense as the weight of the hat increases on her head. And when suddenly professor McGonagall lets go of the hat, it unexpectedly starts moving.

'I see' he says turning to the left and then to the right, scanning in the process the room and all his different choices for y/n. 'Hmmm, a golden heart disguised because of fear, high expectations for the future... Interesting, well, I'll put you in a house, where they will push you to reach your full potential, to prepare you for your final decision. But before revealing it, do mark my words: the choice has already been made in your heart, by some achieved courage you'll reach your final destination.'

Those words resonate into the dining hall as if someone had fired a gun, a race gun that gives the queue for everyone to start talking at once. It was normal for the hat to mumble about someone's abilities, but to make a prophecy? That only happens when someone's life was about to take a huge turn. Which secrets is she hiding? Did it have anything to do with her far away origin?

Only when director Dumbledore stands up, does the hall fall back into a heavy, thick silence. 'Sorting hat, please do continue as we can't spend this whole starry night in here.' He speaks with his elderly voice aiming for the enchanted roof that was replicating a night sky full of stars.

'Well then! ' the hat grumbles 'Her house will be...

...Slytherin! '

This time, instead of starting applauding like they would do with every other selected kid, a thick silence covers the room like a mantle. Not even a fly can be heard as she slowly approches Slytherin's table and takes a seat next to the people of her age, the 3rd year.

She sits next to a blackhaired boy, although his hair seems to change color every few minutes by some kind of spell Y/n hasn't heard of before in her life.

As the ceremony continues, the coloured hair guy turns to her with a cheeky smile and whispers: 'Hi! I'm Jimin, nice to meet you, I'll be your guide to this castle and if you want to know how to get to a place, just let me know. I know every corridor and stair in this school' he says while winking his eye.

Y/n doesn't know how to respond after the strange encounter with the sorting hat but she just smiles back awkwardly at him as she turns around to continue watching the sorting ceremony.

┈

The day after, they start their classes. And y/n's first class is also her favourite subject: defense against the dark arts. After breakfast at the dining hall, she takes realizes she has forgotten her pencil case at her room, so she quickly leaves her classmates behind to go grab it.

What she hadn't thought about was the fact that she did not know the school. So as soon as she tries to look for the class she is supposed to be in, she finds herself lost and wandering around corridors and rooms she doesn't know.

At a certain point she distinguishes someone at the other side of the gardens. He looks like Jimin with the colour changing hair, but when she calls his name, the figure ignores it and disappears through a different door.

It takes her 15 more minutes to find her class and by the time she comes in running, the class has already begun. As she notices Snape is writing on the board with his back to the class, she silently tries to get to her sit. That is until a voice makes her stop on her tracks: 'To what do we own the honour of you joining us in this apparently not so interesting class today, Miss y/l/n?

Freak, she thinks to herself. She chooses to remain silent as she knows it's the best choice with a teacher such as Severus Snape.

'Well I do hope that cleaning the potions room this afternoon during your free time will be more interesting than this class for you. And now please tell me, what si the first rule in defense against the dark arts? '

And like this the class starts for y/n with a punishment for being late. What a great start of the school year...

As the clock hits 5 o'clock, y/n leaves Slytherin's common room towards the potions room were Severus is waiting for her. Although when she comes in, she can't find him anywhere. She does find a howler from him there. She opens it carefully: 'MISS Y/N! As you can see, this room hasn't been cleaned since last year's trolls disaster so I expect from you to clean it and sort out all the potions alphabetically. Enjoy! ' and the howler desintegrates in a moment.

Y/n takes a deep breath, says some encouraging words to herself and starts working. She starts by taking away all the dead spiderwebs, no way she is touching the ones that are still being used as she is scared of almost all living creatures on earth.

She then continues by sorting out all the potions' ingredients she can find on the shelves: fluxweed, knottgrass, lacewig flies...

┈

Namjoon is running around the castle like a mad man. He needs to win this game, he wasn't going to be paying next round of butter beers! So he looks frantically for it, not caring about who he was passing by or about the fact that his red and golden tie was half way undone and his shirt untugged.

As he reaches the next door he opens it and asks:' has anyone seen a... '

He doesn't gets to finish the sentence as he sees a strange scenery in front of him. A cute, although he wont admit it, and beautiful girl is sitting on the second to highest shelf of the potions' room holding on for dear life.

'... toad maybe? ' she answers silently looking terrified at the ground. As Namjoon looks down he realizes indeed, there is a toad lying on the floor, staring at the girl like it was wondering what about him was so terrifying.

'Well, well, of it isn't the prophecy girl behaving like a little squirrel right in front of me I wouldn't believe it! ' he says with a ironic voice.

'Ugh great,very witty mister toad, as if I hadn't heard that already. And you are...? '

'Namjoon, Kim Namjoon to be exact. Gryffindor member and 5th year student in Hogwarts. ' he answers quickly. 'Now I recommend you clean this up quickly as I hear your beloved professor Snape walking down this corridor. Good luck miss squirrel!! ' and like that he leaves running with the toad he had just picked up.

┈

A creacking door, thats all it takes y/n to wake up at midnight. 'Who on earth is walking around at this hour?!' y/n thinks to herself. Without hesitating she stands up from her bed trying not to wake up her roommates in the process. She changes her clothes to more appropriate ones and takes off trying to find the source of the sound.

As she spots someone leaving the common room, she decides this is the right time for an adventure. So she takes her shoes from the rack and puts them on as quickly as the leather laces allow it.

As she slowly looks into the corridor she spots someone turning right into some ascending stairs. She follows him and carefully looks at the stairs while staying behind the wall. It's then that she can distinguish who it was thanks to the moon lighting. She holds in a gasp as she recognizes the color changing hair of Jimin, and what surprises her even more is that, there are two color changing heads! How is that possible?

She decides to find out what is going on and follows them around the castle for what seems like a pretty long time. Until they stop at the kitchen entrance to say some silent words, a password, y/n can't reach to hear. As they get into the kitchen and the door closes back up, y/n approaches the entrance and tries to listen what is going on behind the door.

'... sure no one was following you? ' a voice asks.

'Of course! Who do you think we are?! ' Jimin answers offended.

'Well, I think you guys senses must have been toned down because of the cold, because there is someone listening right behind that door! ' another voice speaks up.

The door opens so suddenly, y/n doesn't even have the chance to turn around to run away.

As she grows accustomed to the lighting of someone's candle, she starts counting the figures standing right in front of her: one, two, three... seven! There are seven of them!

'Miss Squirrel! 'Namjoon exclaims 'what are you doing here? '

'You know her?! ' someone asks.

'What are YOU doing here?! Shouldn't you guys be sleeping? ' she asks angrily after having surpassed her surprise mode.

Namjoon snorts: 'well excuse me if I didn't want to be sleeping like a lame third year student. '

'Hey!' Jimin reacts 'who are you calling... '

'Can we please focus?! We are gonna get caught if we stay here longer! ' a mint haired boy answers. Y/n recognizes him from the common room, a slytherin 5th year student. 'Miss squirrel, or whatever your name is, go back to bed, you shouldn't be here... '

'Eh excuse me, my name is y/n and no way I'm letting you guys go, in fact I think we should all go to bed or we could visit Snape if you prefer that. ' she retorts sarcastically.

It's at that moment they all hear some faint steps coming in their direction. As they all start panicking they jump into action. Someone y/n can't distinguish, grabs her wrist and sturts tugging into the opposite direction of the sound, y/n so scared she doesn't even resist.

They guide her through a small door and a dark corridor lighted only by the candle the first person is carrying. As the adrenaline rises in her blood, y/n doesn't know if what she is hearing are foot steps or her own heart beating in her ears.

The corridor seems endless, but after a left turn, a right one and a left turn again, they find themselves in front of a staircase with a door on top.

A black haired boy that seems to be the oldest instructs them to put the hoods of their capes on and then proceeds to open the door.

The cold air of the night hits y/n like a truck, the air being punched out of her lungs. It's then that she realizes how tired her legs are and how short of breath she is after running what felt like kilometers. Right! They were running because they were being followed!

She turns around with panic written all over her face only to find Namjoon looking strangely at her. God? Had she always been so cute? 'Don't worry miss squirrel, we are safe here. ' he simply comments.

He smoothly passes by her and leaves her jaw dropped behind as they all start walking towards the back entrance of a pub: the Leaky Cauldron.

She collects herself and follows them hesitantly: it was written in the school rules that they weren't allowed to be there after midnight... Also, teachers used to go there to drink! The were gonna get caught!

As if he had read her mind, the other colour haired boy turned to her: ' Don't worry, J-Hope knows the owner and he owns us a favor. We can go through the back entrance and ask for some butter beer to take away. Do you like butter beer? ' he asks casually.

'Yeah...'

'Great! I'm Taehyung by the way, Jimin's younger twin brother, although most people doubt it because he's a Slytherin and I'm a Hufflepuff, but I promise you we were born out of the same womb. In fact... ' he continues talking casually while y/n thoughts go a thousand miles per hour.

So they were twins! That explains a lot! They look alike but at the same time, they are so different. Taehyung is talkative and innocent while Jimin was known for being a little... dirty minded.

' I was always the one to eat second cause...' Y/n snaps back to reality as Taehyung continues narrating his whole infancy to her while they wait for J-Hope to come back out of the pub.

'... and so he was selected for Slytherin while I went to Hufflepuff. A pretty big family drama, but we're okay now so... '

'Omg Taehyung, leave the poor girl alone she is gonna regret not staying with McGonagall in the castle' Jimin says while putting some butter beers down on the wooden table.

They are know in a tree house in the middle of the woods. Sitting around a round table on the floor, very oriental, in y/n's opinion.

As they all acomodate, y/n looks around at the small room the house consists of. It has glass windows to keep the cold outside and even a small stove they use to keep the room warm!

As the last of the boys sit down, the oldest turns to face y/n and starts explaining: ' Hi, I'm Jin and I'm the oldest member of this friend group: the Bangtan boys. We are seven wizards from Korea who moved here to England to study at the best school in the world: Hogwarts. Let me introduce you to the members. The mint haired guy is Yoongi. He is a Slytherin, as you already know. Then it's J-Hope, a 4th year Hufflepuff. And then Namjoon. I'm guessing you already know each other... '

'Yeah... ' you answer shily without looking at him from fear of the redness of your checks getting caught.

'Great! Then there's the twins' he continues' Jimin and Taehyung. And last but not least we got Jungkook, our youngest member. He is a second year student, who is a ravenclaw. And me myself, I'm a Gryffindor. Why don't you introduce yourself to the rest? '

'Well... Hi, I'm y/n. I'm a third year Slytherin student and I'm also from abroad, from Bangladesh to be exact' she tells them while looking at everyone.

'WELL! Cheers to international friends my loves *hiccup* Jungkook screams while lifting his nearly empty pint of butterbeer.

As everyone starts laughing, they all lift their own pints and exclaim: 'Cheers! '

It is then that y/n feels alive again, with a wonderful, new friend group and many stories to tell. Now it is her time to enjoy, and no one was going to ruin it...

┈

Namjoon has been walking around the castle trying to find some new adventures to live for an hour, when he suddely hears a noise. An unusual noise for him to say the least, always used to the laughter that filled his common room, hearing this now made his heart upset. He starts to follow the sound and when he turns into a dead corner he finds himself in front of a sad scenery.

Sitting on the floor is y/n. With her knees between her arms and her nose buried in them. Crying like there was no tomorrow, sounding so desperate Namjoon has to take a deep breath not to instictively give her the tightest hug of her life.

He slowly aproaches her and he speaks out loud, trying to hold back the arrogant tone he, last time, used with her: 'Y/n, I don't know what's up and you don't have to tell me if you don't want, but please let me help you. '

'There is really nothing you can do, Namjoon. But thank you though, I appreciate it. ' she says while sniffing her nose.

A bit amazed, he wonders what it can be that it's making her so upset. From what he knows and has heard, she is a good student and, although many may not see it, she has a big heart for others. Right then, an idea starts taking form in his mind.

'Then take my hand, I wanna show you something. ' He speaks in a soft voice as he opens his left hand for y/n. Indecisively, she accepts it, slowly standing up from the cold, hard floor.

As he leads her through corridors and moving stairs, the cold air of the night seems to help y/n settle down. Instead of thinking about her problems, she relies on his hands to guide her and closes her eyes so the only thing she can process is the touch of his gentle, soft hands tugging at her so she keeps up the pace.

After what feels seconds but at the same time hours, she suddenly feels him stop. As he turns around, he realizes her eyes have been closed all the time. Slowly, not wanting to scare her, he whispers: 'y/n, you can look now. '

As she opens her eyes, it takes her some time to get her eyes used to the darkness in this corridor. Nevertheless, as they grow accustomed to the little lighting, she starts to distinguish an old, wooden door carved beautifully but terrifying at the same time. So intrinsic that focussing on the details seems to absorb every last bit of energy in her.

She snaps back to reality when she hears Namjoon speak again. 'Y/n, I've brought you here because I wanted to show you two things... ' he pauses. 'There is a spell that can open all doors, all except for ones. Only you can open the doors to your heart and only by following your heart, you'll reach the right path for you. '

She opens her mouth to speak, words dancing on the tip of her tongue. 'I don't think you'll understand what my situation is. ' she finally answers.

' That's why I brought you here' he replies. 'You are the only one that can open your heart, but in this room there is a window to it. Something that will help you realize what it is that you desire. '

After saying this he gives her a soft, reassuring smile. He stands behind her and instructs her to lift up her magic wand. As she does, he whispers a spell in y/n's ear. So soft only she could understand. A word that sends electric sparks through y/n's spine and as she shivers, she pronounces it out loud with a trembling voice: 'alohomora'.

Like a resort that comes loose, the door opens to the inside revealing a circular room. Marvelled by it, y/n slowly, but steadily walks in. Taking a deep breath she savours the smell of wood and as she looks around she realizes the room is empty except for one covered object.

As she reaches the object, Namjoon has surpassed her and reaches out to take the silk sheet off the tall item. And as if magic, an old, majestuous mirror stands in front of her.

'This is the Mirror of Erised' Namjoon speaks ' it shows us the deepest, most desperate desire of our hearts. Go ahead and take a look y/n. This is your window, go look inside. ' he encourages her.

Y/n sets a step back to have a full vision on the image the mirror is displaying. But the only thing she sees is a scared girl clutching her wand for dear life. Until... Until the image starts to change.

She grows older, into her late twenties. Her outfit changes color, it becomes a long, white dress... A wedding dress! And she is looking at someone, she can't distinguish who, his face is so... common, it could be anyone. But she looks in love, she is smiling with her whole body.

Suddenly the image looks at her. As y/n slowly starts to walk to her older self, so does the image and as she elevates her hand to touch the mirror, the image disappears and she is left looking back at her young self.

This whole time Namjoon has been looking at her reactions, trying to read y/n as if she was one more of his books. He couldn't see what she was seeing in the mirror's reflection. But when she suddenly touched the mirror, he knew something was wrong. Like she had cut herself glass she takes her hand back. With wild eyes she gives him one last look. And just like that, she starts running.

Aimlessly she runs and runs around the school hoping to loose Namjoon and finding some quiet place for herself. When her lungs start to feel like they are on fire and her heart threatens to jump out of her chest, she stops on her tracks. She can recognize where she is: the stables where the pegasi sleep. As she approaches an empty stable, she lies on the ground and closes her eyes hoping for the morning to never come as she needs to think about her most difficult life choice.

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The next few weeks, y/n spends the time wandering around the castle. She manages to stay hidden from Namjoon, while his words of the last time still stay with her like a splinter in her heart.

She also wants to stay away from the Mirror's room. She is afraid of what she had seen as she knows, one day, she would have to face the truth and fight for her dreams. This all, if she chooses for her own destiny of course, and that is a choice she didn't want to make just yet. But as the end of the school year neared and so her return to her hometown, she is aware her time is coming.

Days pass by and y/n doesn't change her technique: she hides from Namjoon everytime she hears his voice and only talks to the other Bangtan boys when she truly needs some help with her classes.

But one day, after a long class of defense against the dark arts, she finds herself wandering around the castle yet again. Although this time, she chooses a different path, she doesn't knows why, but she feels a driving force that lures her into a very specific place of the castle. It isn't until she is standing in front of that same wooden door that she realizes: the Mirror of Erised is right behind there.

She takes her wand and murmurs that one spell she hadn't forgotten. 'Alohomora' and like that, the door opened once again, to her biggest fear but also her biggest desire.

She walks in and silently closes the door behind her. And she stands again in front of the mirror, but this time, she was facing it alone. As the image starts to change, she distinguishes the same scenario she had once seen: herself in her late twenties, happily getting married to an unknown man.

But after some short time, the image changes. This time she has a few white hairs. She is still with that man, but this time, they are surrounded by three children. A kid, a toddler and a baby she is holding.

She gasps, and takes a step forward and, just like the first time, when she goes to touch the mirror, the image disappears.

She is left alone with her heartbeat and the words that Namjoon once told her that still resonate in her head: You are the only one that can open your heart, but in this room there is a window to it.

Is this what she truly desires? She isn't sure, but one thing is for sure: she would be coming back to look into that mirror.

Like this, the room of the Mirror of Erised continues appearing in front of her as she wanders around the school. Day after day she spends hours watching her happy reflection have a life full of laughter. Never touching the mirror as she is afraid that the image will disappear and so her dreams.

But slowly, the images start to change. That man starts to get charasteristic face features. At first, she doesn't recognize him, but then she slowly starts seeing similarities between the image and someone she knows. Of course she doesn't want to believe it and as time passes by and the image gets clearer she decides the mirror is wrong.

Still, she continues visiting the room. She spends her free hours there, in the sweet silence that accompanies that beautiful life movie she was able to watch and live through the mirror. And even accepts that, maybe it was him the one she desires.

It is that, that she is thinking one day when she suddenly hears a noise behind her. She turns around and watches the door open to let a person in. She can't distinguish him in the darkness at first, but when he comes into the light the mirror reflects, she recognizes the dorky, gryffindor boy that had brought her here for the first time: Kim Namjoon.

He looks surprised at her, not having expected her to be here as he thought he had scared her off the last time he had seen her. She looks pale and tired, as if she hadn't slept a single minute for the last two weeks. And so thin her chubby cute cheeks had disappeared and the only thing remaining where her cheekbones under her beautiful chocolate-coloured eyes.

Y/n quickly recovers and turns around to go back into her reflection, but as she frantically looks into the mirror she realizes it's gone for good. She doesn't know if it's the image having disappeared or if it's her not being alone for the first time in some long weeks that makes her break down.

Right as she let's goes and falls into the ground, Namjoon catches her and while holding her tight he sits them both on the floor. As he sushes her and rocks her from side to side he just mumbles things to try to calm her, focussing on his tone and not on what he is saying.

They spend hours like this, holding onto each other for dear life, Namjoon whispering sweet nothings into her ears as she cries her heart out onto his chest. And it is his soft whispering that starts to calm y/n down. As she sniffs and looks back up at him, he can see the sadness gathered in the pearls at the corner of her eyes.

It break his heart and his voice trembles when he speaks loud for the first time since he walked into the room: ' y/n, I'm here for you, I want to help you. But I can't do so unless you tell me what it is that it is making you go under like this. Talk to me, tell me what it is that you see on the mirror. '

She is unsure, she knows no one can help her. Her destiny has been decided for her a long time ago. But she has been carrying this secret for way too long. The weight of it making her heart age by the minute. And so she turns around, still in Namjoon's embrace, to look at her reflection once again.

With a shaky voice she starts to talk: 'I see... I can see my life. I am happy, very happy and all of my dreams are becoming true. I marry a man of my choice that I love and have kids with him. We grow old and spend the rest of our lives together. '

As she speaks, Namjoon heart starts to break, he shouldn't have expected nothing, but yet here he was, that's what he was here for. To see if that was what he desired. His hopes started leaving him with every word she pronounced until...

'And the man I'm with... He is the most gorgeous man I've ever seen. With bronzed cheeks and deep, black, dragon eyes... ' she turns around, and as she looks into those same eyes, she speaks up: 'it's you Namjoon, it's you that I can see myself living my life with. You and only you make me happy. I've come to realize that the last few days, but... '

But she can't finish her phrase as suddenly two soft, plump lips are crushing into her, into a sweet but desperate kiss. She is startled, her eyes open as she never would have expected such a response from him. But as he sweetly starts moving his pillow-like lips against her, her eyes fall close and she starts to follow his rhythm. Soft at the beginning, but frantic by the end, trying to connect to each other not only as much as possible at physical levels, but also emotionally. Their tongues dancing to an eccentric song that only them can hear. But as the oxigen starts to desappear and their lungs start to fill with fire they break their kiss to lean onto each other's foreheads.

Breathing heavily, Namjoon speaks up: 'y/n, I love you. I've loved you since the first day I met you, I just didn't know until now. I came here because I was confused by what I was feeling and wanted to look into the mirror. But now I know, I don't need no mirror to tell me you are the most important thing in my life.'

Still short of breath, y/n can't process what she is hearing. So, the life she so much desired was still a possibility? Still her family would never accept it. What was the point of trying then? Softly, with tears wielding in her eyes, she answers: 'Namjoon...oh Namjoon, God knows I love you more than my life and would do anything to be with you. But our love is an impossible love as my destiny has already been chosen for me. '

Namjoon can't believe what he is hearing. What could possibly be her destiny that she wasnt allowed to be with him? Lovingly, he looks at her: 'y/n, I don't care what kind of trouble you are in, I want to help you, but for that, you need to talk to me and tell me about it.'

'I just... Okay, I guess you need to know the truth if I have to hurt you anyways. '

Namjoon wants to speak up to this comment, but he doesn't want to scare her off, so he silently stares at her as she sits back and starts her story.