#the jury is still out abt who this knife is going to stab lmao
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the closer my first dnd session gets the more my anxiety begins sharpening and weaponizing itself like a knife
#the jury is still out abt who this knife is going to stab lmao#my dm is uh. more accomplished than i ever would have suspected#he might be lying about some of it but he's played dnd with so many like#Important Dnd People#like he claims he's played w matt mercer and some of the other cr cast before#and that he's good friends with a lot of people VERY high up on the corporate ladder#which makes sense i mean he does literally work for a lot of them but like. man lol#i am spoiled#also im fucking terrified. hes so nice and helpful but goddamn my stress regulation is not equipped for this#i think my main issue is that i haven't really figured out penny's Thing yet#like with rhys her thing is that her Things are short term. tabby's Thing is learning more about bastet#Penelope sort of already accomplished her Thing so now im trying to figure out what her next thing will be#grinding my teeth I AM NOT USED TO 0-100ING MY CHARACTER IN LESS THAN TWO WEEKS#i need MONTHS#it took rhys literally 3months to feel finished#hey google how do i speedrun natural creativity in a way that sticks
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