#the joke here is that theyre all already gay and woke

[bettytheteenagewitch]

WOKE my babysitter’s a vampire:

sarah fox

erica jones

benny weir

ethan morgan

rory keaner

mr. GAY

principal HOMOSEXUALITY

[transfemlogan]

gen question (in relation to your post about the sides being headcanoned as homophobic and stuff), is it weird for me to make patton the “oblivious but well meaning trans ally”? like. i do it because of personal reasons, its how i wish my dad was instead of being. um. the way he actually is?

like, as a trans person, its endearing to think of a character not fully understanding certain trans experiences (like neopronouns, or xenogenders, etc) and being supportive anyway. especially the character i want to be my dad. but i can see why someone would see that interpretation and be like “um. what” lmao

idk i legit just woke up and saw that post and i guess im overthinking it akdjfkfk i am not fully awake yet lmao

- @t4t-apexeclipse

i think the main issue is when i see people say "patton would call X side a faggot, because he hates gay people" (real thing i saw). Same with when ppl claim a character is racist & would say the n word. or saying a character is ableist. Like what is Funny about a character being a bigot & saying slurs?

i know for sasi its the humor behind the fact the sides are already all queer, so they ""can't be homophobic"", but it's still incredibly disgusting to see people claim a side is violently homophobic. that's a bit weird actually.

plus a lot of these "headcanons" aren't even silly hcs theyre just an insight into how people view other queer people. seeing fanfiction where logan comes out as bisexual and virgil fears he's going to be cheat on because "all bisexual people are cheaters".

and like i dont even care if people write the sides as unsympathetic or villains, bcuz you have free will and can do whatever you want, but theres a difference between writing a character to be purposefully queerphobic 4 a reason & then disguising your bigotry underneath "wh— its just a headcanon! its just a joke!"

queer people can be queerphobic. lesbians can be lesbiphobic, trans ppl can be transphobic, etc. i know 2 most ppl this isnt that big of a deal, but if you are having these headcanons then you should probably figure out why.

its the same thing when queer people get to comfortable and start calling other queers fags. why do you think thats funny or appropriate to do to a stranger? why do you think it's funny to claim that a gay character would be violently homophobic? whats the joke here.

so no. thinking patton would be a confused but supportive trans ally is not the same thing.

[spnshameblog]

Tumblr lgbt discourse makes me so mad bc it makes the lives of people who are probably already insecure and have no access to a real life lgbt community so much harder than they have to be.

I've already talked about how much acecourse has fucked with my head and how it taught me to be ashamed of being ace, bc the 'jokes' and insults were so much more hurtful coming from other lgbt people.

But i havent talked about how healing real life encounters with lgbt communities are. I'm from a very small village, there are no lgbt youth groups or organisations i could join, so whenever im in a bigger city i try to seek out public lgbt spaces. I went to a lgbt centric bookshop last week and when i saw that they had a special little section for asexuality related books i was close to tears.

Online spaces, especially tumblr, have taught me that part of my identity is always going to be debated over, that there are so many people who will want to exclude me from the community, who think my identity is the perfect opportunity for them to get all snarky for clout or who think its ok to take apart my entire personality, just so they can find the one part that isnt "valid" so they can exclude me from the community. You dont know how truly damaging this is until you come to a space where youre just accepted without an extensive background check and youre like. Oh. This is what the community is supposed to be like.

And it sucks so much, bc so many people and kids will only ever experience lgbt spaces online and as great as the Internet is at bringing people together, people will say shit on here they wouldnt DARE say in real life.

Lmao imagine these silly exclusionist debate or joke posts irl. Youre in a queer space (Bar, bookshop, Coffeeshop whatever) and this heavy breathing weirdo just blasts out "i dont think asexuals should be here actually. Hahaha, theyre so weird with their cake jokes. How cringe! I think Steve rogers is an exclusionist hahaha". It wouldnt happen like that, bc most people online are cowards and if they saw the little asexuality booksection and that people were completely normal about it, they suddenly wouldnt feel all powerful and smart for making their little statements.

Anyways, i'm glad that tumblr has decided to finally calm down about acecourse, but i see a lot of other infighting like ppl forcing bi/pan conflict, pronoun discourse, people having to expose their entire personal history so that weirdoes on the Internet can decide if theyre valid or not, 'no kink at pride' or shit like transmeds and it makes me so sad.

Why are you willfully making the community a hostile space just in case you can weed out some fakes who say theyre lgbt for?? Idk?? Why would someone lie about being lgbt on tumblr? Literally what do they gain from it? The monthly payment for being gay on tumblr?

Youre not protecting anyone by being a snarky little shit, youre not fighting transphobia by making jokes about neo pronouns, youre not supporting bi people by needlessly shitting on pan people or the other way round, youre not making the community better by forcing discourse that literally nobody irl cares about. Youre just trying to look woke for bullying people.

[shoezuki]

cracks knuckles. i promised to elaborate and i will.

the one common perspective that everyone seems to be able to agree on is that techno / sbi + schlatt + tubbo + ranboo are just genuinely funnier than the dteam, and honestly yes it's because if the popularity. if you go back and watch the dteams older (im talking before 2-3mil subs) videos they are funnier than their current ones and i think it's because they're trying to shift their humor to a broader audience?

the minecraft community has always been mainly queer/poc/ndv kids because it was exiled away from "acceptable society" for so long that only the people who had already been "exiled" continued to enjoy it. I, as an example, stopped playing when it became a cringy thing because I was so worried about being seen as weird. now that ive discovered, come to terms with, and enjoy my queerness, i realize that if i had known i was queer back when mc was exiled i wouldve continued to play because i alrwady would have known what it was like to be part of that seperate society. (Please keep reading i promise I have a point)

but then minecraft came back. minecraft became mainstream again, and it came back HARD. watching it go from something that you would be bullied immensely for to something that you would be bullied for not doing was an extreme experience. in all honesty im still angry about it, but that's another topic. when minecraft became mainstream it brought with it all of the people that hadn't been part of the exiled societies yk? including... the dream team.

dream blew up. we all know how much he blew up. i personally dont believe he cheated on the speedrun but to each their own (although after reading your stuff and becoming more critical of them im realizing i might need to reexamine that), and the speedrun controversy brought even more people to his base (cough drama loving straight white girls cough).

when they were brought into the fanbase that's when it started to go downhill. they shifted their humor to fit that, or maybe their humor was always that and they just got more confident in showing it after they had gotten a fan base to back them up. which is also why techno / sbi + schlatt + tubbo + ranboo (who ill refer to just as techno&co now because he's the main one but also that's long as hell lmao) are funnier than them!

for one, their fanbases are smaller. now 5 mil is by no means a small number, but compared to dream's 16 mil? yknow. especially with techno's wack upload schedule he's never had to worry about having a stan fan base because the only people who stay are people who genuinely enjoy his content the way it is.

two, techno&co are mostly ndv. techno has adhd, tubbo has dyslexia, wilbur had and maybe still has depression, ranboo has anxiety, tommy hasnt confirmed or denied his adhd but im betting he at least has borderline. i am in no ways saying that being part of one minority (in this case ndv) gives you free range over another (queer), but all minorities have this understanding about what it is to be part of an exiled community (if that makes sense).

philza and schlatt, not so sure if they're ndv, but they're also older and generally more mature and esp in philza's case, theyve had their chance to make their bad jokes and pull stupid shit and theyve grown out of it (if they ever had that phase at all). techno&co have that understanding and even if they dont know where the boundaries are they know that queer humor (and all humor! other than techno, sbi doesnt really make gay jokes) going to have boundaries, and they respect that.

three, techno is the funniest bitch because he has adhd. i dont take criticism on this point because im right.

i probably missed a lot, probably got some stuff wrong, but all in all i think i hit my mark. i can come off anon to chat anytime if youd vibe w that. no pressure to respond to this! have a good day, etc etc, it was fun getting to tear into the dteam in a safe space. respect for them and their fanbases, their humor is a little off but i still gotta respect how well theyve done. btw i woke up and rolled over and started typing I haven't proofed this at all so yeah. :) - andy

And your brain is fucking massive yo like u must got chronic back pain too from holdin up all these Thoughts in ur head

I really like. Minecraft fans is So varied cuz like u said it was so very 'cringe' before. I got into mc again n playin it w my siblings years before it Popped Off again entirely cuz i stopped Giving a Shit that it was 'weird' or any a that. N sbi have been goin strong through it So Long both when it was hotshit and when it was "cringe"

N definitely like minecraft ive always noticed has a Massive ndv community. I dont know entirely what it is like definitely part of the 'cringe' factor like u said and also cubes make our brains go brrrr? The aspect of self expression in it? I dont know but we Been Here

I do think dteam's content and shit like. It obviously moved in sync with perceptions of mc to garner a Big General audience. Dream blowing up entirely had to do w the Trends and how mc got popular. Therefore hes audience is Huge and Varied

In contrast w techno n like. He has blown up quite a bit too. But i feel its fair to say he Hasnt altered his content significantly. Or at least like. How its presented, what he does, etc. For fucks sake he doesnt have a stream schedule. And although his content is Still garnering a Large and really varied audience it feels more like. Isolated and homogeneous almost

Like. I can go into the technocord right now and say 'dont forget to take your meds' and at least 20 or so ppl would be all like Oh Fuck Whoops. Theres SO many of us adhd ppl in there. I always goof bout techno jus sayin pspspsps and the neurodivergents crawling up from the floorboards but honest to god. His content and jokes and i suppose Personality jus appeals to us So Much. Same goes for sbi pretty heavily honestly altho i feel its most evident in techno's most Dedicated fans

Also. Lbr. The people who stay through technos schedules and content Droughts are the ones who be hyperfixating Abskfvdkdsjsjsl

BUT going into sbi as a Group like. They are friends. And together they are fucking hilarious. N i feel it strongly like. The fact theyre all such Varied people of different ages and such helps w that shit. It Works So Well.

Long story short being neurodivergent makes you funny as hell letsgo

[zepdeans]

ep 8 thots! for anon <3

woke -the mural.. assprint...... and then eliott “we gave it our all, body and soul” ok a comedian!! -imane and eliott :’)  -lucas and eliott are like that overly cheesy couple but u cant even get mad bc theyre just rlly sweet -the boys meeting eliott was extra but ngl i liked it -eliott has hands -eliott’s laugh sounds like a car trying to start i love him -axel’s acting.. i felt that

broke -I know I don’t shut up about wanting plot changes but I wanted plot changes  -going off that, I am 100% okay w them not replicating scenes (i.e. 5 fine frokner) if they create their own iconic scene? like the first kiss scene!! that was legendary! but they didn’t really do that here -i like eliott’s tattoo but my mind connected the wrong dots and now I can’t look @ it w/o seeing a pentagram.. HORRIBLE -give lucas back his room u monsters -k I used to really like daphne but lately shes been too squee-y cringey for me -why are they pushing the basile redemption love arc it makes me want to jksdjksdsdakjsdajk when he pushed emma I went feral  -the pov thing.. lmao yall already know my thoughts on that. i mean i thought the conversation was lovely but just really not the right place in the season to put it -we FINALLY get an evak shotgunning and they rob us of actually seeing it. ur kidding. -”youre insane” “you havent seen anything yet” nooooo but also, lucas saying ‘crazy’ SO much im assuming theyre gonna address it like yann did about making gay jokes, which i think would actually be good to see 

etc i didnt really have a lot to comment on this episode? overall it was solid, but nothing was really outstanding to me- i think it was just missing something. tragically im not really like...... invested in skam france anymore. also maybe this is just me but i rly need to cut back on remakes bc its getting to a point of oversaturation and me getting apathetic about everything rip

[harrv]

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erin aka the (bti) loml —> the (bitch that i) loath of my life

1. Favorite boy?

harry, my sweat lil pea, the warmest marshmallow, my crémé brûlée, blueberry cheesecake, the sweetest strawberry in the batch,

2. What is your ranking of the boys (including Zayn)?

harry, louis, niam, zayn

3. When did you get into the fandom?

the one direction funny moments videos on youtube were funyn and made me so happy in years then i went to twitter and facebook too look for 1d fan accs and here i am

4. How did you first hear about one direction?

i wan ten and lonely and at fifth grade, and someone was singing wmyb and i liked it so i searched for it then i coudnt stop listening to it then i saw theyre the same singers as the ones who sang one thing and then eventually i saw year in the making on tv and then after that i searched for more 1d videos and happened to stumble upon to a “one direction funny moments” vid and suddenly my still lonely ass was dragged to this fandom

5. What was the first music video you ever saw?

one thing

6. Favorite music video?

best song ever??/?

7. Least favorite music video?

night changes was………awfl

8. Favorite interview?

probably the mexico interview in mitam promo 2015 bc like??? haryry and lous,i…??????? wow????? yin yang

9. Favorite ship within the band?

10. Ever seen them live? When/Where?

no, probably never im cry

11. If you could go back and see one show front row, which tour would you go to?

i’d love to go to otra

12. Favorite era (UAN, TMH, etc.)?

i would pay so much money just to go back and experience uan era again, boi that era was wild

13. Ranking of the albums (favorite–>least favorite)?

mitam, tmh, four, mm, uan

14. Least favorite song on each album?

uan - i wish…

tmh - c’mon c’mon is iconic but i always skip it in my shuffle soz

mm - i dont listen to right now as much shgshjhs

four - i cant…listen…to spaces…hutrs 2 much

mitam - i cannot read suddenly

15. Most favorite song on each album?

uan - taken (ppl fight me for this :///)

tmh - over again!! i love rap

mm - DFWYB!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! HOMEEEEEEEE !!!! DFWYB!!!!!! HOMEEEEEEE

four - whos that shadow holding me hostage…

mitam - WHTA A FEELIGN

16. Lottie or Gemma? 

ive always fancied gemma but wtf!!!i love lottie and her Looks

17. Danielle or Sophia?

payzer and sophiam was……wow idek

18. Feelings on Perrie?

my strawbberry shortcake wife????

19. Feelings on Eleanor?

why am i seeing a blank question

20. Feelings on Sophia?

i dont even….. kn,ow

21. Long or short hair Harry?

bald harry💦 both tbh but i would die just to see harry grow out his hair again 

22. Buzzcut or curly hair Liam?

twinkly curly liam was my?? fave???

23. Cinnamon swirl or fringe Louis?

FRINGF

24. Blonde streak or shaved head Zayn?

ughf i dont have an opinion here

25. Blonde or brunette Niall?

both but bring back blonde niall pls

26.  Favorite 1d mom?

me     i hold jay and anne close to my heart

27. One song they should add to the setlist?

what setlist…..like for their next tour?? they should sing their grammy deserved song aka home

28. One song they should take off the setlist?

all 1d songs are deserved to be sang by the kings themselves

29. Favorite x-factor performance?

viva la vida bc niall’s hands and his “ahhhs” were i c o n i c

30. Favorite tour?

i miss otra v much

31. Where were you/what were you doing when you heard Zayn was leaving?

i was fukignf sleeping but my dad woke me up the minute the Post was posted

32. Favorite tweet? 

33. Favorite rumor?

34. Song that you thought deserved to be a single?

FUCKIFGNF FIREPROOF DESERVED BETETR

35. Did you ever hear Just Can’t Let Her Go?

2013 was wild boi

36. Did you see the 1d  movie in theaters? 

no i had tests that time rip

37. Haylor: yay or nay?

38. Larry: yay or nay?

louis didnt wank that plant in front of everyone for me not to say ‘yay’ at this

39. Lou Teasdale: yay or nay?

40. Simon Cowell: yay or nay? 

41. Favorite lyric change

just like he already [crotch grab] own it………..what the fuck

42. Harry getting his shirt ripped open or Liam getting his shirt ripped open?

im 7 whats this

43. Would you rather get a selfie with your favorite boy and have it be really bad or meet all of them but have no photos or evidence of it?

MEET ALL OF THEM WTF I DONT GIVE A FUCK ABOUT EVIDENCES BC IT WILL BE FOREVER BURNED INTO MY RETINAS

44. Would you rather watch Louis/Harry alone together or Niall/Harry alone together? 

i would give my kidney to have another solo larry interview again

45. Would you rather have a tell-all book released about the x-factor days or about Zayn leaving? 

all about zayn leaving tbh wtf i need answers i was hurt

46. Favorite inside joke within the fandom?

HE’S GAY PETRA

47. If you could choose any three people to go with to a 1d concert, who would they be? 

fuck uhhh 2 of my best friends here and my little 7 yr old sister bc she just cant seem to shut up about louis and how much harry is like her bc she loves louis very much and they both got wavy hair ??/ she deserves to see louis and harry sm

48. Favorite moment from [otra]?

the 31/10 hug

49. Favorite fandom moment?

all of the rainbow direction moments :’)

50. Favorite moment of pride for the boys? 

i can only think of gay pride im sorry

[yumenosakiacademy]

Me.trocon 2017 Friday

this is a Diary entry for future me, but feel free to read, as always. Cosplayed: Mik.an Tsumiki

Okay, so i woke up early to get there by 10 am, ate 3 bowls of cereal n dad helped me w my wig n the bandages n stuff then i went to the con and made it there at abt 9:40 am..? around then, and went downstairs to look around before going to the ouran or hs panel so i spotted the nice Ann from earlier along with a futaba that they were friends w and i hung out w them for a while talking abt stuff and tried spinning a spinner for the first time?? rly hard w nails tho so i gave up and gave it back to them and i heard “hey nurse!!” and turned around and a ruruka and komaeda w a big monob.ear plushie were riding down the escalator waving at me and i got a pic of them and they took a pic of me and ruruka gave me a gummy candy but i had to return it bc i dont eat gelatin but they were nice! i saw em a few times later too. so i told ann and futaba that i was gonna go to the hs panel and said goosbye 

and i went to the hs panel and it.. wasnt too fun?? idk it was just a small panel. they were eating ben boozled beans to see if they got the good or gross flavor and i asked nepeta what her favorite kind of cat was and terezi tried to rap and gamzee did shenanigans but after a while i wanted to see some of he ouran panel so i went in there but not much was happening so i stuck around then eventually left it bc i was kinda bored

and then!! the LL pep rally aa! it was major cute, and all of the dancers were amazing and it had me having LL songs stuck in my head esp the nico and nozo duet song aa and while they were dancing i think i almost teared up bc i started having Idol Feelings?? flrhknrfhb but ANYWAY the maki, after asked, mentioned en.stars but she didnt kno how to play + she ddnt wanna read a japanese walkthrough and u could literally see me STRAINING not to tell her i could teach her how and i couldnt after the panel but oh well! the panel was rly cute n fun aa and there was a halloween!yohane w a rly nice outfit and after taking her pic i was like “im ur fallen angel now, yohane-sama!” and she was like “yes you are one w me now or somefin it was cute!

After that, i forgot that there was an SU panel and i went to the ON.S panel and some of the jokes were funny but since im not major into o.ns (never was, altho ive seen seasons 1 and 2 and read some of the manga) i eventualy left bc i got kinda bored and they startedplaying games like “Honey i love u” (and a friend later told me that the panel got boring after that) and bc i heard there was a DR meetup going on, i decided to go since i had 30 minutes before the max mitt.elman q and a but most of the cosplayers were just standing around and talking waiting for a photographer and a juzo was rly nice to me and so was the mondo (who seemed to be running the meetup) but by the time they got a photographer, it was time for me to go and mondo’s like “u joinin for pics?” bc i was standing off to the side looking at the con map n i was like “ah.. no, the voice of ryuji is here n i wanna see him” so the mondo said they were gonna be morgana at the per.sona photoshoot on satuday and that max might be there and im so SAD that i cant go to it bc its at midnight aa..

but so i left and i went to go see max mit.telman and it’s! surreal seeing a celebrity and everytime he spoke all i heard was Ryuji honestly thats what i thought of almost everytime fhnkhn but a lot of the talk in that panel was abt voice acting or spi.derman but i managed to aask him a question abt per.sona (”whats ur favorite castle and character?”) and he said kamoshidas palace bc ryuji’s awakening is in there and that ryuji was his fav n when i said Of Course he said “oh, other than ryuji? hmm.. the subway announcer” and everyone laughed and i think someone else asked him abt per.sona before me and it was like.. what was the funniest ryuji line to do and max said “the line where hes eating and he goes ‘IT’S LIKE A MEATY EXPLOSION IN MY MOUTH!!’” and i was laughing aaa but it was so cool! but i left near the end of it and went to the DR panel at 1:30

and the DR panel was kinda boring, i stood in the back bc there were tall ppl sitting near the places i like to sit and stuff but hey did lil games and i asked mono.kuma “what his fvorite exocution was (”h-hopefully not mine!”) and he said terut.eru’s w the helicoptors and they had trivia but the only question i knew i dint raise my hand fast enough unfortunately but its okay and later in the panel i asked junko how she really felt abt mikan (and called her junko-sama aaa) and junko said “well.. i kill the people i love so.. haha!” but made a heart w her arms and i made a heart w my fingers

NOW FOR MY FAVORITE PART OF TODAY there was a dm.md dating panel and i was like “hhh clear is best boy im gonna wait until clear is called then take a seat as a contestant” so the panel was funny and virus was all like “how do you feel abt exotic pets” and contestant one was like “well i do love bigass snakes” and virus is like “oh yea? well i have 2~” n koujaku mentioned something like theyll have to be a snake charmer and one lady, when virus asked why he should choose them, she said her character (Foxxy) once put chicken up herself and it came out fried and her friend, who was #2, said “I CANT COMPARE WHEN HER P**** DOUBLES AS A MICROWAVE!” and the other girl went “easy bake oven” and everyone was laughing and #2 couldnt stop laughing and it was Wild tbh ekhrhflj AND THEN when they called cleae you could see me stand up SO EFFING QUICK AA and i sat down as contestant 3 and as i sat down i was like “aa i was waiting for clear hes my best boy” and clear (and kou i think) heard me and went “oh aww” and clear asked his first question of “what do you think of jellyfish” and #1 said they’re squishy, #2 said they’re pretty yet kind of delicious, and i said “they’re pretty and floaty.. and theyre soft- well, they look soft, yanno? and they’re swimming all free.. w how theyre floating, maybe theyre secretly fairies or something?” and everybody Aww’ed aaa and then clear asked his 2nd question “where you take me on a date?” and #2 said the obv answer of aquarium, #1 said a beach at sunset i think, and i thought for a sec abt how clear is soft ans sweet and said “i think something simple, like a sleepover, and we could have glow in the dark stars on the wall n all yanno, and maybe watch a movie w a pillow fort and lots of plushies?” and everybody Aww’ed harder and i just kinda shyly smiled and i heard the panelists Awwing too and koujaku turned to clear and said “so, do you need to ask a third question or do you obv already know who ur gonna pick” w an Obvious tone and clear nodded (rly cutely aa) and walked down n he was like “would you.. do me the honors of being my chosen one?” and holding out my bouquiet (which was what the winning contestant got) and i was smiling so hard and nodded (i think we hugged too?) and i said “only if i have the honor of giving you a lollipop, clear~!” and gave him a fake shot and a lollipop and i was like “if you need a different flavor u can have a diff. one aa” and clear was like “ah oh no that’s fine!” and koujaku was like “oh my god can we have her instead of these guys” (meaning the other dm.md panelists) and  was fidgeting back to my seat in jy and slight shyness but after that i asked clear 2 questions during the q and a and i asked if he would make his brothers Good and not on the side of toue if he could and he nodded yes and one of the panelists played jellyf.ish song and i was like aa and then later i said “um.. clear.. i think you’re kinda similar to that one robot.ic pokemon princess- um, i forgot her name bc of my memory but-” and clear was nodding and blushing and i was like aaa bc we’re both Shy so it’s just us both being nice and blushy and i couldnt hear it well but i think clear was like “we should see it later” and after the panel was over i was gathering my bag and the clear came up to me and they were like aa you’re so cute can i take a pic of you” and i was like “yea sure can i take a pic of you?” and so we talked abt how neither of us have seen the pok.emon movir i was talking abt yet and i gave clear a hug and they were so cute im gonna Cry aa... im Lov............

after that i walked around the dealers room and the female hajime from earlier that i saw at the meetup and at the DR panel asked me to pose w them and since they got a bouqiet from the dm.md panel too we posed w those like a marriage proposal and i was like “take that spike ch.unsoft we’re making DR Gay now” and we stood around and talked abt per.sona until i saw a ryuji and goro and hajime and i took pics of em and we talked w them for a sec (the goro was like “nobody likes goro they all want pics of just ryuji”) and they were Nice and i saw dm.md cosplayers that i saw at the panel in the dealers room and they kept complimenting me on how cute i was during the panel aaa AND i met the virus and trip who were in the panel and they complimented me too and we stood around and talked for a while and i was like  “is virus’ jacket green bc he’s Poisonous?” and they were like “..interesting though. maynbe! :o” and i was like “and trip is piink for sweets, virus is green bc of snakes maybe? and trip’s pink could be a lion tongue?” and i gave them both lollipops + fake shots (i was like “maybe oit’s heroine. OH or maybe i shot you up w... Morphine” and we all went aaayyye) and i left

the oso.matsu-kun ppl never showed up so ikept browsing the dealers room and while i was looking at en.stars blind boxes, i saw a naegi going thru the id.olish omanjuus but i thought they were en.stars ones and i went “omg are you an en.stars fan?!” and they were like “YEA are you??” and i was like “YAH” and so we talked abt the event and how he wants a wataru omanjuu even tho he kinda finda wataru weird and turns out hes a SwitchP and a rabitsP bc “he has self-care” and doesnt go close to Popular units and we talked for a while and he apparently didnt kno abt the en.stars panel on saturday so i told him abt it and led him to the idol merch booth n showed him the en.stars keychains and found atsumugi for him and he got a sora and some lady in a pink sweater (?) was looking thru the boxes too so i was like “ARE U INTO IT” n she was lieke “yea!” so we talked w her and shegot the shu christmas charm (i joked that it mustve been fate we met bc i got the mika one) and she said she likes valkyrie and she mentioned her artist alley booth has en.stars stuff (i couldnt fint eh booth) and that someone she knew was cosplaying mika (didnt fine em either) or maybe she said “was going to..?” but she said she was gonna go w a friend as leo and madara in vacation clothes on satuday n i was like “DUDE COOL” and naegi said he might cosplay nazuna at metro or just eventually and i was so happy aa but eventually i left the dealers room

the os.osan q and a wasnt much to talk abt so after that, the bn.ha q and a AND the bb dating panel were PACKED but i stood in the back of the bn.ha one for a while but thought abt leaving and dad called me so i took my chance to leave and answer him and after that i just walked around more and met an eg.gs benedict who hung out w me and we saw a nof.ace who gave them candy and we talked w an akira abt stuff before i left to walk again and after a while i met a Honoka and a Kamoshida and we talked abt en.stars and LL and aa it was fun they were Nice and i went to the mat.suno mixerfor the last half (i looked inside earlie, saw no one and didnt go inside but they apparently stated late) and got chosen to be a contestant for ichimatsu (which i found ironic bc i had already won a dating game today haha) (i was contestant #1, he couldnt see any of the contestant bc there was a rack between us) and ichimatsu asked “whats ur opinion on cats”and i said “well i love them!! and rin h.oshizora is my best LL girl so of course nya!” n for the 2nd question he said “my brothers r gonna hate me for this, but how submissive are you?” and i said “well.. technically i’m a switch, but i’m Mostly a bottom, ichimatsu-sama... And i mean.. i let junko-sama step on me so..” and some ppl laughed aa and for his third question he said “on a scale of 1-10 how much do you think im trash” so i decided not to say 10 or 11 and said “well i think you’re mosre like.. a recycling bin! nor fully trahsh, perse! but im p lazy too so we can be trash buddies together!” and in the end ichi said he liked #1 n #3 but #1 charmd him more so the rack was removed and i got a bouqiet of duct tape flowers from him and i said “i can be your kitty, ichimatsu-sama nya!” and he linked elbows w me and escorted me down the stage stairs and it was nice aaa..

after that was the pajama rw.by panel but it wasnt v interesting and some guy in he audience was loud and annoying and the LLpj party where i talked w the honoka and kamoshida from earlier and a different honoka and we talked for a sec abt en.stars and id.olish and the panel was okay but i was.. tired aa...

the DR panel turned out to be mostly party games not q and a and i was tired so i left midway thru once dad came to pick me up at like 11:30 and we got mcnuggets and a medium fry to share and!! con day overrr