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blackvahana · 7 months ago

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Honestly about to put medicinal care in lev's hands instead of doctors on this plane lmfao, he always Says psychiatric stuff isnt his specialty and therefore he always refers me to somewhere else for it but like. no. @ the lord of consciousness and master physician you can mix the two together, i know you

anyway. He brought me this oil for the skin to help me see better, especially because Im bringing those light eyes into Vahana form and... other reasons. and i convinced him to give me something for anxiety because its a dual-sided issue im having where eyes are closed AND im too anxious to see with them. well! it works better than any fuckin physical medicine ive ever had

#thats not necessarily true i just hate irish healthcare. its nigh on worthless lmfao #but also i am going to be going off my physical meds if not fully then mostly. im so sick of them.#ramblings //#and the thing with.... well. all medicines but especially astral ones is that i know how to dissect triggers and experiences. if you give m #something that changes my consciousness i can pretty easily learn to change it by myself #the issue is of course how strongly issues magnetise back together. you can learn to lift various shapes but the effort it #takes depends on how dense those shapes are. its definitely a battle to be fought after you learn the consciousness triggers... but.#show me consciousness in the form of medicine and i will learn to replicate it #astral body //

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