#the hsc makes u feel like a shell of a person and im so tired of everyone’s pity
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nearwildheaven · 3 years ago
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if i never have to memorise another essay it will be too soon
#i am so fucking tired!!!!!!!!!!! fuck!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#yes it’s on me for picking only humanities subjects for year 12 but hey i never chose to do english advanced#and it’s CERTAINLY not on me for scheduling modern history to be the same week as the english papers#or for ancient to only be 3 days after. fuck nesa all my homies hate nesa#i am so sick and tired of waking up every day and sitting down at my desk and trying to cram more quotes or dot points into my brain#or more topic sentences or trying to remember context#i have four essays to use for the ussr module and i’ll probably have another four for the arab israeli module#plus three for english so that’s like. eleven essays i’m trying to churn out here and get to stick in my brain#not to mention the short answer modules for modern whilst also trying to stuff ancient notes in my brain too#it’s like trying to pack things into a suitcase that’s already overflowing and won’t shut#i am so fucking exhausted#ive only had one (1) mental breakdown but i think i’m just too tired and numb to cry#when will it end !!!!!!!!! when will it fucking end#every day follows the same routine of study and i feel guilty for taking any time off because there’s so much i need to do#the hsc makes u feel like a shell of a person and im so tired of everyone’s pity#‘only a few more weeks to go’ bestie i am in hell <3#i can’t take this for much longer or i am going to as the kids say mcfreakin lose it#i hate everything and im exhausted and bitchy all the time bc of how tired i am and i HATE IT!!!!!!!!!!! i hate it so fucking much#noon.txt
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