#the holidays and the expectations re family etc and the cozy cheer you are being sold everywhere etc etc
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your-fave-is-bi · 2 years ago
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nearing mid december, time for my yearning and winter sads to come in full swing
#personal tag#its esp prominent this year on account of me being in the process of packing and moving and making many Big Person Purchases And Decissions#but it is good to know that like. most of these choices are just. choices. and i can make them again if needed probably#they just feel very big bc im doing them for the first time ever#like for example i went to ikea this weekend and got overwhelmed bc i was convinced i had to get everything i needed Now#and that those choices would be my furniture Forever. but it actually doesnt have to be#like sure these are big purchases; but i calmed down a lot when i realized we could get some kitchen necessities#and then i could DECIDE on my fav furniture pieces i needed (aka desk and bed) and figure out how theyd all fit together and where later#i will be moving and it will be scary and new and a huge change#but it will also be exciting and fun and so so so healthy and good for me to begin building my own space#and decorating it and making it fit me#instead of having to cram myself into a childhood bedroom and an impression of me that ive outgrown for two decades now#ayway im having many thoughts abt furniture and decorating a room and having my desk be in a different room from my bed#and how that will be a first. incredible#AND THEN OF COURSE THE DECEMBER EMOTIONS. we all know em right.#the holidays and the expectations re family etc and the cozy cheer you are being sold everywhere etc etc#i have many feelings about this part of year and theyre a very mixed bag.#anyway. knitting and tea and maybe some vitamin supplements will be my concoction to fight the winter sads.
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