#the hitoshi anon era my beloved

[shinaus]

(oh my god, not best girl showing up months after i reactivated? hi! toshi anon here. firstly, i'm so happy to see you posting again! you've been sorely missed on my dash. second, i'm really, really sorry for disappearing. i was [and still am in a way] dealing with personal stuff, which led me to quitting tumblr altogether for a long while. when i came back you were already gone and i was like...well, shoot. i was freaked out at first thinking something happened to you, and disappointed that i didn't say a proper goodbye like i should have. have you been in good health? are the pets alright?

unfortunately, i've quit the bnha fandom some months ago. while i still adore shinsou, i got burnt out of the manga and the fandom overall. i can't promise to start writing letters again, and i'm really sorry for that. but i want you to know it was a pleasure to hopefully bring a little joy to your day. not once did i exaggerate how amazing you are, in character or not. if i were to go back to when i first wrote you, i would do it all over again because i couldn't have asked for a better muse. i hope life has been treating you as you deserve, that is to say the best. much love, keep shining bright) - toshi anon ❤

putting a read more so that i can get in my feelings don't let my comeback think you can perceive me rn

but hi!!! oh my god!!!

honestly i'm so sorry that i wasn't able to reach out to you when i was leaving, that was highkey something i regret not initially doing since you were (and still are) such a big part of my blog and made things so much fun for me — and i missed you a lot!

i completely understand with you going through things and there's no need to apologise at all, i above all else would want you to prioritise and look after yourself first. not only that but i hope taking some time away was something that helped, i can certainly relate in that aspect.

i've been alright! things have been hectic these last few months so a break was certainly needed, not to mention i'm getting over covid which i ended up catching after two years lmao. although, i did miss having a space like this to come back to and checking in with you. how have you been? i hope that work has been alright and the sweet pets you have at home have been behaving well hehe!

in all honesty, i've really not been keeping up with the fandom either other than the odd spoiler so i get where you're coming from — if i can keep this blog up like i want to it'll certainly be more mixed with my interests to keep it fun. whether or not we did continue it, you've still given me a million fun memories to look back on. but that doesn't take away from the fact you were a genuine light to my day whenever i heard from you, in character or not. i feel like i never said enough how much i appreciate you and i couldn't have asked for a better anon to spend time chatting away with. thank you for everything, you know if i could go back to do it again i wouldn't hesitate since you made every moment of it so great. i'm sending you all my love as always, as my beloved toshi anon and my toshi hehe 🤍

(& if it's okay with you/you're comfortable with it i'd love to have your @ if i don't follow you already — just to keep up with you if we both end up sticking around some more 🥺)