#the gacha is vexed with me

[egophiliac]

did….did. grim…did he come home…were you lucky…unlike me…

I was not. let us sit in our No Grim Club together and wallow. 😭 I just hope I can build my key hoard back up enough in time for Halloween...

[lunasparklesworld]

I'm sorry that I didn't post anything for weeks, I will post something for Halloween

[hazel-mckat]

Characters I relate to by the personality database

Personality type: Infp

Legoshi ( beastars )

Darwin watterson ( tawog )

Joker 'Arthur fleck' ( Joker )

Butters Stotch ( South Park )

Lapis Lazuli ( Steven universe )

Peter Parker/Spider man ( Marvel comics )

Bubbles ( the powerpuff girls )

Edward scissorhands ( 1990 )

Charlie brown ( Peanuts )

WALL-E ( 2008 )

Jaiden animations ( Artsists & Animators )

Victor Van Dort ( Corpse bride )

Sykkuno ( Gaming )

Napstablook ( Undertale )

Panda bear ( We bare bears )

BMO ( Adventure time )

Asriel Dreemurr ( Undertale )

Noelle Holiday ( Deltarune )

Eeyore ( winnie the pooh )

Carrie Krueger ( Tawog )

Jack stauber ( Musicians )

Nikki Maxwell ( Dork dairies )

Vex ( League of legends )

Yellow guy ( dhmis )

Cinnamoroll ( sanrio )

Pyro ( tf2 )

Alec benjamin ( pop & contemporary )

Evan afton/crying child ( Fnaf )

Licorice cookie ( cookie run )

Bob ( despicable me )

Kermit the frog ( the muppets )

Totoro ( Tonari no Totoro )

Mimikyu ( Pokémon )

Ghast ( Minecraft )

White crewmate ( Among us )

Aled Last ( radio Silence )

Candy Chiu ( Gravity falls )

Mew ( Pokémon )

Salad fingers

Bingo heeler ( Bluey )

Resasuke ( Aggretsuko )

Frisk [Pacifist Route] ( Undertale )

Celeste ( Animal crossing )

Flick ( Animal crossing )

OMOCAT ( Game development )

Daniel Middleton/DanTDM ( Gaming )

Christopher Robin ( Winnie the pooh )

Kayleigh Smith/Wolfychu ( Artists & Animators )

Niko ( Oneshot )

Bonnie Anderson ( Toy story )

Blue pearl ( Steven universe )

Bastion ( overwatch )

Toxic morty ( Rick and Morty )

Baby groot ( MCU: The heroes )

Shirokuma ( Danganronpa )

The Hollow Knight ( Hollow Knight )

Pochacco ( Sanrio )

Po ( Teletubbies )

Frog ( Peppa pig )

My melody ( Onegia My Melody )

Maddie Flour ( Amphibia )

Marshmello ( Pop & Contemporary )

Pusheen ( Pusheen the cat )

The Iron giant ( 1999 )

The little prince ( 2015 )

Ivor ( Minecraft story mode )

Sherb ( Animal crossing )

Ravenpaw ( Warrior cats )

Andrew Tsyaston ( Artists & Animators )

Audrey ( Bendy and the dark revival )

Bendy ( Bendy and the dark revival )

Cuptoast ( Artists & Animators )

Owlbert ( The owl house )

Squid ink cookie ( cookie run )

Sarah ( Sarah's scribbles )

Depressed stereotype ( Gacha life )

Clumsy smurf ( Smurfs )

Penny ( Bolt )

The living tombstone ( Musicians )

Henry stein ( Bendy and the dark revival )

Tack ( The thief and the cobbler )

Lloyd Garmadon ( The Lego Movie )

Ghosts ( Among us )

Nightmare Fredbear ( Fnaf )

Piu Piu ( Molang )

Graphite Raven ( Teen Titans 2003 )

Squid ( Minecraft )

Antfrost ( Gaming )

Pichu ( Pokémon )

Pinga ( Pingu )

SCP-1471 "MalO ver1.0.0" ( SCP Foundation )

Shy imaginary older brother ( dhmis )

Katzun ( Artists & Animators )

Bonnet ( Fnaf )

Timid Raven ( Teen titans Go! 2013 )

Manatreed ( Gaming )

Arts and Crafters ( baldi's basics in education and learning )

Sophia ( stardew valley )

Jay ( The lego movie )

Jack Russell ( Bluey )

Shannon Gurr/Shgurr ( Artists & Animators )

Skittle ( Beluga's Discord Characters )

Alolan Vulpix ( Pokémon )

Clancee ( Ninjago: Masters of spinjitzu )

1 ( Numberjacks )

Softie stereotype ( Gacha Life )

Oz ( Monster Prom )

Kyle ( Animal Crossing )

Angmar ( the owl house )

SCP-2521 "••/•••••/••/•" ( SCP Foundation )

Cappuccino ( Sanrio )

Teddy ( Mr. Bean )

Winnie the pooh ( Christopher Robin )

White Puffle ( club penguin )

Chipflake ( Artists & Animators )

August "Auggie" Pullman ( Wonder )

Norton ( Spongebob SquarePants )

Meowstic - Male [Nyaonix] ( Pokémon )

Claire/Opal ( Jack stauber's OPAL )

Espurr ( Pokémon )

Whimsun ( Undertale )

Bryan Jacobsen ( Inside job )

Mincy ( OMORI )

Tails ( Sonic the hedgehog )

Panda ( Minecraft )

Jesus ( Family guy )

Grim Matchstick ( cuphead )

Clara Buhalmet ( Fran Bow )

Rococo ( OMORI )

Turniphead ( Howl's moving castle )

JAMIErighrmeow ( Artists & Animators )

Spifey ( Gaming )

Honeycute ( Sanrio )

Puddle Slime ( Slime Rancher )

Sarah ( Sarah and Duck )

Bebepine ( Artists & Animators )

Dream ( Heat Waves (Fanfiction))

Hummingmint ( Sanrio )

Shyren ( Undertale )

Calum Bowen "bo en" ( Electronic and Experimental )

Invader Skoodge ( Invader Zim )

Alfie ( Bluey )

Sad Larry ( Cyanide & Happiness )

Pure Vessel ( Hollow Knight )

Die ( Homestuck )

Po ( Slendytubbies )

Donald Duck ( Duck Tales )

Boggo ( The land of Boggs )

Withered Cupcake ( Fnaf )

Glare ( Minecraft )

The Diamond Minecraft "DanTDM" ( Minecraft Story Mode )

Kit ( Ratchet & Clank )

Rusty the Dalek ( Doctor Who )

Beau ( Helluva Boss )

Pat ( Later Alligator )

Melotune ( Sanrio )

Milkeemimi ( Sanrio )

Mr. Nobody ( Mr. Men )

Oldmin ( The Henry Stickman collection )

Axo ( Fortnite )

Doll ( Murder Drones )

Qbert ( Pixels )

Blue-Haired Girl ( OMORI )

Sharleen ( OMORI )

Costume Bob ( Sr Pelo )

Dana Cardinal ( Welcome to Night Vale )

Googuy ( The Henry Stickman Collection )

Yogurt ( Dream SMP )

Pain Demon ( Yandere Simulator )

Nyoko ( Sanrio )

Z ( Alphabet Lore )

Shmipper ( Gravity falls )

The Bin ( Don't hug me I'm scared )

Pooky ( Garfield )

Phoodu ( Gaming )

Callahan ( Gaming )

SOUL ( Deltarune )

Duncan ( Don't hug me I'm scared )

The Lost ( The binding of Isaac )

Nuetral Good ( 5x5 Alignment chart )

Emma ( Sanrio )

Tubbo ( Passerine ( Fanfic ))

Phantom Mangle ( Fnaf )

Voss ( Beastars )

Megan Holmes ( Sally Face )

Lucas Ryan ( Solitaire )

Can't let go ( Geometry dash )

Amaura ( Pokémon )

N ( Alphabet Lore )

Foxy ( Fnaf )

Polargeist ( Geometry Dash )

Henry Fisher ( Sally face )

Lost ones ( Bendy and the ink machine/dark revival )

Boris ( Bendy and the ink machine )

Idek why i did this-

[surprisebitch]

Do you still play FGO? You used to talk about it all the time. What happened?

Arknights and Genshin Impact happened.

Okay, besides the fact I cannot balance three gacha and two is my limit. There are other reasons why I decided it was the gacha that got the axe when I chose two between the three.

Disclaimer: These are simply my opinions and my honest feelings about the game. In no way, I am dissing it nor saying that it's a bad game. If you love it, then good!

But anyway, onto the reasons (since I got free time to think this):

1. No auto-farm. Imagine running the same damn node 100+ times and clicking the same damn buttons like a zombie? That's pretty much what farming in FGO is like because there is no automatic way for it. You will deal with this every event or like most of the time.

2. It is very time consuming. I think if auto-farm was a thing then I'd be able to at least play casually. But events take time. Reading the story takes time. I don't want to play and just skip the events to get the materials. That pretty much defeats the purpose of playing a story-based game. Not to mention, many events have pretty filler story. The main story is good though but yeah, it takes time to read and go through.

3. Gameplay gets too repetitive and stale. 3-Turning with the meta units is the biggest flex in this game but if I am just gonna click the same damn skills every time then the game got stale to me eventually. I know i can just avoid it right? But if I wanna be time-efficient, then that is pretty much the only way. Challenge quests and bosses can be fun, but that's it. 90% of the battles are tedious and repetitive.

4. Husbandos and husbando hunters do not get a lot of love. After every update, it just feels like they really care most about the waifu hunters in this game. It would be nice if there were a handful of meta husbandos or even tantalising male servant summer skins. Just feels alienating at this point. In Arknights, even though there are many waifus, we get very attractive male skins and there are meta husbandos. In Genshin, they release husbandos at a very noticeable rate. In FGO, it's like once every half year, and if there is one, they'd have an okay kit and will be powercrept. It would be nice if your husbando is meta, but FGO feels like waifu pandering at this rate. As a gay man or being interested in men, I would prefer if my fave male units actually got attention and the game had fanservice for us. FGO feels like droplets in a drought.

5. No pity. The fact there is no pity system. Yeah, I deserve better honestly. I'm not going back to this hellish rates and stress again even though i've had pretty good luck in this game I guess. Every gacha has it already and the fact FGO can get away with this because of the name itself is just vexing. Buying quartz is so expensive too. Can’t even be a light spender if I choose to because the most efficient pack is the $100USD+ one.

Anyway, i think those are my top 5 reasons. I don't know if I will ever play it again. At this point, it's just there. It's still installed but I probably might just do the GSSR cause i still have 15 paid quartz in that account but at this point, I just want someone to buy it cause I spent a considerable amount of time and seeing it just there is kinda sad. 

[femboty2k]

Long post about something I think about a lot and that doesn’t matter to anyone else but me probably

I’m sure there’s a million posts out there on why good representation is important and good but I just wanted to talk shortly about something that happened to me in a recent span of a few months involving a character in a dumb game about collecting jpegs of anime women and hunky dudes with giant swords.

There’s a game called Granblue Fantasy, its an extremely popular gacha game/JRPG with a very large roster of characters and a lot of stuff to do as far as reading through character lore, fighting JRPG battles, raids, and basically playing VNs for character dialogue. It’s a pretty good game, and one of the coolest things about it, is it has (to my knowledge, I dont play/keep up with it very often) 2 canon trans characters. One is named Cagliostro, an alchemist who was born as a man but through extensive experimentation and some self discovery has since transitioned into a woman, hell bent on making herself as cute as possible. Fun right? She’s presented extremely well and is one of the game’s more fun characters. The second character is one that has become a personal favourite for me for many reasons, her name is Ladiva.

Ladiva is a part of a race of people called the Draph. The Draph are a humanoid, and pretty much human looking, race of people with their defining features being their large stature and bovine like horns and ears. This is important because male draph are usually much larger and more muscular than female draph (but its a horny anime game so who can say they’re surprised lol). Ladiva, as my discussion here makes obvious, is a trans woman belonging to these folk. Because of this, she’s both quite large, muscular(and more masculine presenting on the surface), and has rugged looking facial hair. The surprising thing about her presentation in comparison to how she looks, is that she’s presented incredibly well. despite her appearance being not as feminine as it could be (with Cagliostro even offering to make her a new totally feminine body only to have Ladiva refuse, stating that she should love her own body along with the rest of herself) she’s treated as what she is, a woman.

So why am I talking about this? Why am I putting my poorly put together thoughts on this tumblr post no one will read? Well, I am trans. I have felt a certain way about myself all my life that I’m sure most trans people can echoe so I won’t wast time waxing poetic about how I’ve always felt more feminine than I was “supposed” to be. My core purpose of this post comes from the fact that I am 6′2, nearly 300lbs of muscle/fat/body hair, and have had a full beard since I was 14. I am EXCEEDINGLY masculine, which has made my own internal struggle with my transness sort of difficult to accept. A sort of constant push and pull of wanting to just repress it all because I already pass as a man and wanting to work towards being who I know I actually am. Another factor is that I never felt truly comfortable with purely feminine pronouns. In highschool I went by a different name, and I used she/her pronouns and for a while it felt okay. But it was always just, okay. It never felt right on top of several people giving me some rather hurtful backlash for it and how it contrasted so much with my physical appearance. So I stowed it all away until about a year ago. I now have something that I didn’t have before, a truly wonderful and supportive group of adult friends who treat me like an adult as well and take me seriously. So through careful examination of how I felt i began trying new things to explore my identity. It began with me deciding I wanted to use they/them pronouns, this stuck and still feels like its the right thing for me along with the label of Nonbinary. However, slotting myself into this new label and finally feeling comfortable in an identity brought about new thoughts as well as new things to mull over in my head. Things like the fact that most nonbinary representation in media falls under the same category of a waifish AFAB person who presemts femininely if not androgynous, and how people like me are a vocal minority within the community itself even being excluded by a small portion of it. It was a new set of things to tackle and think about. But that aside, with them came the most important thing I asked myself, “am I comfortable with how I am now? Or do those thoughts I had all those years ago mean something?”

This question isnt easy. Gender is a strange subject and is different to everyone who experiences something with their identity, so I wont pretend like I have any definitive answers for anything because, there arent really any of those. The question for myself, boiled down to “Am I more comfortable identifying as transfeminine, or am I comfortable with just being nonbinary.” This question vexed me for a little while. It hurt to think about. A lifetime of bullying and being made to be ashamed of my body type and stature had made my confidence in myself rather lackluster. This made the decision more difficult. It would be easy to try and own a sense of pride in being a masculine presenting nonbinary person. There aren’t many of those in representation as I mentioned before, and at the time it made me feel nice to think that it was what I wanted. But those thoughts I had all those years ago did mean something, and thats not who I am. The answer I ultimately came to, was that I am trans, and want to present more feminine than masculine, because that’s who I know I am, and not just what I think would be easiest. So, to bring it all together, how the everloving fuck does this relate to a character from a gacha game? Well, when i first saw Ladiva I nearly wrote her off as a character that probably was used as a disrespectful  joke on trans women and how they’re viewed. She’s not though. She has an entire montra of loving herself and others for who they are and owning every aspect of herself, including her body. She’s not a small lady, she’s a large/muscular wrestler who, in no mistake of words, still looks very masculine, right down to her facial hair. But none of that matters, not her appearance, not her beard, not her height, she’s still a woman and she’s seen as one by the others around her because, well, that’s what she is. She makes it known and others accept, or at the very least, respect it. It was something entirely new to see something like this in a form of popular media, and in turn it gave me an odd sense of self confidence in my own current appearance, even though I do intend on changing it through HRT and other means (exercise and other health related means). It meant a lot to me to see someone who was, in at least some way, like me who was loved by the community of the game she was in. And it still does. In conclusion, Ladiva is a very cool character, and her existing gave me a boost of confidence that helped lead me towards accepting things about myself that I had found it hard to previously. Go look into Granblue if you like games like that, there’s even a fighting game that came out not too long ago. Thanks for reading, if you did, this whole post is long and kind of dumb because I’m kind of dumb. But I wanted to put it somewhere. Have a nice day <3

[oujibaka]

Theres a new thing of itsuki in one of the weird yyh gacha games and its vexing me quite a bit WHY ARE HIS BOOBS OUT

[ledeverse]

Sun-kissed in the desert.

Head: Lelutka EvoX Briannon (25% Off @ Inithium Event) 

Body: Legacy 

Eyes: AG. Elegance Eyes - Coffee

Skin: IVES x LeLU EvoX - Meagan Skin - Cacau (Level Event)

Body Applier: Moccino Beaute - Prestige Body Applier v2

Nails: // L // - Stylish Nails

Hairbase: Sap ~ Trust Hairbase 

Hair:  ItGirls - Kim Ponytail

Earrings: [VEX] Original Hoops 18k

Earrings: Magnoliac - Divine Piercing

Nose piercing:  [Rossi] 24k Gold Double Hoop Piercing

Necklace: Magnoliac - Babygirl Necklace

Chest Piercing:  ROSSI. Love Me Dermal Piercing-Gold

Bracelet:  [ kunst ] - Kamala bracelet

Rings:  cheezu. daily thin rings : legacy (group gift)

Outfit: VIET - Karlie Set (Level Event) **Top only in fatpack**

Shoes:  MOWIE - "Luna" Sandals [Legacy]

Pose (2nd photo): .minou minou. the Avril set

Car: [amc] Rezzer orange (T) (Gacha @ Mainstore)

Location: http://maps.secondlife.com/secondlife/Mishiland/41/126/1701

[sl-shopomania]

Look #129

Mesh head / Skin | Genesis Lab - Head Eva 3.0 Bento / Skin KATHERINE RARE ("Beauty Horror" Gacha) (Pocket Gacha oct) Eyeshadow / Eyes | Genesis Lab - “We Want Summer” gacha  / Eyes Applier 3.0 PICTURE ME (Uber sep-oct until oct 23th) Hair | Beusy - Vexing Hairstyle & Cap (Salem oct) Headphone&Player | REIGN -  Derby Queen gacha - RUNMAN (MAITREYA)-#12 Bracelet | .miss chelsea. - SHS Bee's Bracelet Stack (gacha) Outfit & Warms | Scandalize - Sally outfit Extra Hud (Cosmopolitan until oct 21th) Backpack | CHAIN - Josie Backpack Shoes | [BREATHE] (MP) - Jordan Sneakers

Pose with bicycle | FOXCITY - Bike Ride Bento Pose Set  (Cosmopolitan until oct 21th)

Location |  Stroker’s Vice Beach: “Ocean Drive”

[alexiebashly]

#9: Aliens Are Real ♥

Credits: GENUS Project - Genus Head - Baby Face W001 - v1.6 - Mocap Not Found - Freya Skin LOTUS. Noir Eyes @ Black Fair [VEX] The Moon nosering :uzu: love me more gacha - hat 04 `M.BIRDIE / Erial look. Hair-Light RARE L'Etre - Horn Mesh Ears `M.BIRDIE / Zoey look. Shoes Maitreya RARE `M.BIRDIE / Zoey look.Dress Maitreya RARE `M.BIRDIE / Zoey look.Leggings 5