#the future is so grim its just downhill from here theres nothing for me
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schwarzeneggr · 8 months ago
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just doing absolutely abyssmal. everytime i am happy i sleep and wake up feeling like i should not be alive. there is no constant. mood rollercoaster. im trying to cling to shit but i feel like my mind is deteriorating at such a rapid pace. focusing on things that make me happy which is sekiro rn even thou its hard as shit. everything makes me feel guilty and makes me want to run away never to be seen again. overdosing on anxiolitics and bottoms up on my monster can, trying to empty my mind. I have been contacted by yhe psych clinic im supposed to go to and they want a pre approval meeting and girl if i dont make it ...
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