#the fourth one ☹️💓💖

[minwooks-moved]

“( I was so happy until the end 😊 Thanks to you, I'm making good memories. Philadelphia, thank you! ) .. Although we go back to Korea, let's always be happy because good memories are always with us. Take care of yourself.” . 110722 .

[jayflrt]

hi akka! 🥺 it's been very long 😔 since i've talked to you. how are you? i hope you are doing good!! my boards are coming and they start from 27th april and i'm freaking our because first up is english and i suck at it :( but i'm confident that i'll do good, like not that confident but yes, i'm this much 🤏🏻 confident, hehe.

i've been preparing for boards all these weeks and finally got free time today. we had our farewell on 23rd april 😆😆 and i had so much fun but couldn't take much photos with my friends. i took only with friends i know and love. i didn't want to take photos with my love because if things didn't work out,😲 i'd see those pictures and feel upset that why was it not me with me? i'd really feel sad. ☹️

and for the boards, we have seating arrangement and my roll number and his roll number are in succeeding(?) order, like one after the other and i wish to sit behind him in the same class T_T 😁 this month has been good and bad because i stressed over exams and not feeling loved. i almost tried to move one because i've lost my patience but my heart hopes for it. 😔😔😔

i hope may will be the best month of this year, but you know we have so many days gap between each exams — like 4 to 5 days and for math we have 8 days which is on 5th may. and for information technology (IT) which is the last exam, 24th may, we have 7 days for that again and there is not much to read for IT.

i am wishing to do well in my boards 🦋🦋 and hope to score a good percentage. i'm scared from where the questions will be coming and i'm shitting my pants because i'm not good with maths :(

anyways at the end of the month, i have realized that "your first choice will always be your last choice" like i don't get this but it feels like real. 🤯

and i'd text you again once you reply this ask and how were your weeks since last i have talked and we got a fucking jaywon live T_T i was pretty shocked. and the second or third jaywon selcas 💘💘💖 too. how did you spend jay's birthday btw? i didn't do much but just told to myself "happy birthday jay" 💝 and wonki's mix and match 😔 they slayed. PERIODT!!!

do you have any predictions about enha's next comeback🤔💭 i'm thinking they might have it in june or july, i'm getting it there, or september first week?? who knows?? they are good at clowing. wonie was blonde and he is now red and sunoo was black and he is not blonde??? what the fuck is happening?

finally i wish you to have a happy week🌹and stay safe 😼and i don't want my boards to get cancel as fourth wave might hit again :( and it's surprisingly sad. are there any cases rising in your place? take care and drink water and eat healthy <3 i love you akka 🌼🌼🌼

bye 🥰

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omg hi hi 🦔 anon !!!! it’s been kinda long i hope you’ve been well 🥰🌷🌸💗 i’ve been good tho !!! and oh my gosh they start tomorrow for you ?? :o best of luck !! i’m sure you’re going to do great 🤧💓

omg im glad you’re getting english out of the way at least :’)) but you’ve studied so hard so im sure you’ll do great !! english can be rlly tricky ngl but you got this 🫶 and omg i’m glad your farewell was fun and you got to take pictures when your friends !! and aww i wish you could’ve gotten a picture with him as a memory D; did you get to talk to him tho ?? :o

it sounds like this month was super stressful especially with your board exams 🤧 i’m sure you’ll be v relaxed once they’re over and you won’t feel as stressed and unloved :(( also those day gaps sound so stressful ahhh so little time ☹️☹️ but you got this !!! 🥳💕

omg i’m not good at math either tbh HAHAH but just trust your gut and when you’re nervous in the moment, take a deep breath and recall the information you’ve been studying 💗💗 i’m sure you’ll breeze through it as long as you go in with a confident mindset !! 🥰 do you have a certain goal for the percentage you want ?? :o i’m not very familiar with the standard over there so what’s the expectation?

my weeks have been pretty okay, i’d say !!! it was just me trying to balance all my activities + trying to find an internship HAHAH (still looking sobsob) BUT OMFG YES THE JAYWON LIVE I CANT BELIEVE WE FINALLY GOT IT 😭🫶💓 THEY WERE SO CUTE <333 omg for the loml’s bday i too said happy bday jay HAHAH 💝💝 but he deserves the world so i was wishing from my side of the world that he had a rlly precious day and got showered with lots of love ♡ AND AHHH YES WONKI WERE SO GOOD 🤧 THEIR CHOREO STILL STUNS ME THEY WERE INCREDIBLE :O

also i’m not sure when the next cb is !! i hope it’s in july bc they have their japan cb coming soon i believe ?? and i feel like armys are gonna get angry if hybe announces a cb for enha around the same time as bts 😭💔💔 HAHAH RIGHT THE HAIR COLORS like i’m guessing that’s for their dj schedules ?? but i’m not sure omg 😵‍💫

omg cases are rising there ? stay safe love and mask up !! 🌷🌷 i hope you and your family and friends are all safe ☹️💕 i think it’s sorta getting bad here a little too — it disappeared for a while like no one was talking ab it, and then suddenly a few of my friends got covid 😵‍💫 but we’re all boosted up so it won’t be too bad !! 💖 and tysm love !! take care of yourself and drink lots of water and stay safe yourself 🥰💗 good luck on your exams and i’m rooting for you !! looking forward to hearing ab how they went ♡