#the fandom made me so exhasuted. constantly
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#realised earlier that the hs fandom made me increasingly more and more miserable#and not being hyperfixated on homestuck for once made me feel like i took a breath of fresh air so#never been in a fandom that felt so... competitive.#hs as a media. cool#the fandom made me so exhasuted. constantly#i dont want to interact with it at all#not being into homestuck and not wanting to interact with the fandom has made me feel eons better#but i dont really know what to do#we made a lot of friends through hs#i dont really know what else to talk to with them if not hs#but its not like im not into homestuck. i just like#i still like it#just the fandom makes me feel like crying 90% of the time#and i have so many mutuals who rb hs stuff but i dont want to like. break mutuals#so what do i do? just block every single OP of homestuck stuff?#idrk#not to mention the amount of introjects#i mean#i dont even know#like. those guys probably arent gonna really front if we're not fixated on hs#but people like them#what on earth am i meant to do#i can't make people front. we've never been able to do that#if i can't get their favourites out then what's the point#i just am so sick and fucking tired. all of the time#some of y'all are so fucking pretentious /nbh#i dont fucking want it anymore#the fandom makes me start to hate homestuck as a media#i feel like i cant enjoy it the way i want to#and my ocd goes fucking crazy with all of the 'not a REAL homestuck fan' people go about
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