#the fact that walt is around the same age alex was when she died...

[fist-of-vengeance]

I'm so surprised that I haven't seen more people in the lost fandom talk about The New Man in Charge. I just recently found out it existed and it's??? incredible??? like yes it's a pretty unnecessary wrap up that's pointed at the fans complaining about unanswered mysteries. but it also. finally gives some degree of payoff to walt's character? and serves as a wonderful capstone to ben's character development? I'm not gonna lie

"we all have friends...even me"

and

"because you're special. and i bet nobody's told you that in a very long time"

actually. got to me a little

[almaasi]

reaction post typed while watching SPN 12x22 “Who We Are” and 12x23 “All Along the Watchtower”

me: [[[ OH GOD NO ]]]

also me: [[[ FRICK YES ]]]

under the cut: A ROLLERCOASTER OF EMOTIONS

12x22

05:57pm

I’M TERRIFIED IN A GOOD WAY

mr berens, mr dabb, and assorted directors and editors, please do not let us down

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06:01

//says an actual fucking prayer because clearly the outcome of this show is completely intangible and the writers operate in ways beyond human understanding

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06:04

two seconds of recap........ they’re gonna die aren’t they. they’re all gonna die

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06:05

how do they repair the bunker’s walls when it gets bullet holes in it

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06:07

please don’t kill jody

pleaaase

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06:10

any fucking time dean’s re-virginised my brain is just like “yes good now make love to cas”

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06:01

ALWAYS WITH THE HAND-SLICING

that part of their hands must be hella scarred

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06:12

satisfying that they went for brains first and then brawn

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06:13

THEY LOOK GOOD ALL TIRED AND DUSTY IN GOGGLES

lowkey steampunk vibe mmm

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06:17

“.....i just followed”

sam’s lil monologue there <3 <3 <3

i feel like that’s the most sam’s talked all season???

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06:19

they’re gonna explode the wall aren’t they

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GRENADE LAUNCHER

wasn’t that in the impala though ?

...nvm the impala inside the building

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06:23

OH THANK GOD JODY’S OKAY

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06:24

dean’s and jody’s arm hug ;~;

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06:26

OMFG WALT AND ROY

i’ve barely thought about these two since i wrote them into Angelhawke

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06:30

“real hunting isn’t about killing, it’s about doing what’s right!!”

I LOVE SAM IN THIS

I LOVE HOW MUCH SCREEN TIME HE’S GETTING

YEEEAAAAAH

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06:31

“i want you to follow me”

sAM JUST GOT A WHOLE SEASON ARC OF CHARACTER DEVELOPMENT CRAMMED INTO 16 MINUTES AND IT DIDN’T FEEL RUSHED I’M SO IMPRESSED

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06:32

really fucking hope the girls make it out alive

also where’s claire

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06:34

“bitch” / “jerk”

i’m offended but i’m happy about it

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06:39

they actually made dean’s pupils look like they dilate and contract as he’s passing out

damn

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06:04

oh no this is where dean grew up

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06:43

dean to mary: “i hate you”

holy

mother

flipping

shit

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06:46

dean: “i had to be more than just a brother, i had to be father, i had to be a mother, to keep him safe”

IT HURTS SO BAD BUT IT’S SATISFYING TO HEAR HIM SAY IT

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06:48

dean: “they killed the girl that he loved”

jess, sarah, eileen, take your pick

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06:49

BUT LIKE

THIS IS THE MOST UNBURDENED WE’VE EVER SEEN DEAN?? HE FINALLY GETS TO BLAME SOMEONE ELSE INSTEAD OF HIMSELF

BUT OH GOD IT’S HIS FUCKING M O T H E R who he loves so dearly and missed so potently all his life and was so messed up because she wasn’t there

help

thank you berens for this well-written pain

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06:52

“I HATE YOU”

JENSEN’S ACTING OH MYOFD

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“AND I LOVE YOU”

aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH

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06:54

“I FORGIVE YOU”

i 

i cry

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06:56

welp toni’s dead

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06:57

DEAN USE THE SHARP SWORD THAT’S RIGHT BEHIND YOU

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07:03

mary: “this... all of this, it’s because of me”

dean: “it’s gonna be okay”

dean is the sweetest most loving most loyal thing??? why

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07:07

EEEEEYYYYY FAMILY HUG

NOW GO FIND CAS AND DO IT AGAIN

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07:07

OH NO

THE FACT THAT ENDED HAPPILY MAKES ME HELLA WORRIED FOR THIS NEXT ONE

10/10 berens is good at writing

can he just take over all the deadly duo episodes forever

(needed more cas. also there were lots of dead women??? ehh)

(JODY AND ALEX SURVIVED THOUGH I’M SO GLAD)

12x23

07:09pm

misha’s tweet in my email inbox informs me that this is misha/cas’ 100th episode

congrats, angel <3

(give this guy his drag musical episode already)

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07:11

oH SHIT CARRY ON WAYWARD SON

I FORGOT

I DIDN’T EXPECT TO BE HIT WITH FEELS

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07:13

still waiting for the day we get a destiel-related recap

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07:14

kelly: “god please i need help”

sven: “i’m trying to help you ma’am”

kelly: “ARE you, sven??”

I’M LAUGHING OH MY LORD I hope this tone keeps up for the whole episode

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07:17

i fucking love the idea that cas took kelly to ikea ;u;

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07:18

i’m gonna be so thrilled if this kid is actually a girl

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07:20

OH NO NOT ROWENA

NO OO O O 

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07:22

rowena can un-dead herself right

please

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07:22

i like how the barriers on the back of the truck are kinda like wings

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07:24

CAS IS GONNA BE THE BEST DADDY

I SO BADLY WANT SEASON 13 TO BE TEAM FREE WILL RAISING A BABY

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07:27

why do i feel like the guy with the big gun is gonna be benny

or bobby

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07:28

this parallel shot from ages ago

IT HAS TO BE BOBBY

IT’S GONNA BE BOBBY RIGHT

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07:311

THE BOOKS ARE ARRANGED IN RAINBOW ORDER BEHIND SAM

EITHER DEAN OR MARY PUT THOSE SHELVES BACK AFTER DEAN FOUGHT KETCH THE PREVIOUS DAY (?) SO IT WAS ONE OF THEM AND THEY PUT THE BOOKS BACK IN RAINBOW ORDER

possible meanings include:

the biblical “everything is all right” (i.e noah’s ark)

gay

all of the above

also mary’s shirt is white like she’s purified after being forgiven

dean was wearing the red shirt of angst last episode and now sam’s wearing a red shirt of angst!!!

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07:41

mary learned to touch-type super fast

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07:42

cas’ sweet lil smile

WAIT-- NO I JUST REALISED HE FUCKING LOOKED LIKE LUCIFER

OH SHIT MISHA YOUR FUCKING ACTING HOLY SHIT

THE DIRECTING TRICKED ME INTO THINKING IT WAS BOBBY

IT’S LUCIFER

HE POSSESSED CAS????

[ theory: debunked. it was just an awkward smile ]

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07:48

cas: “it’s a tear in space and time”

the doctor who crossover that nobody anticipated

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07:50

love this colour palette

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07:51

what if the other side’s gun-toting stranger was another version of dean

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07:52

he approaches

I’M BACK TO THINKING IT’S BOBBY

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07:53

YEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE

....wish it could’ve been charlie or kevin but still EEEEEEE

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07:55

cas: “it’s a world you never saved”

hoooo boy

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i get why it needed to be bobby. though. he’s there but he’s decidedly dead. whereas if you brought back charlie or kevin it would just be rude to leave them there again

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08:06

OH NO CAS

CAS GO BACK THROUGH THE PORTAL NOOO

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08:07\

Oh thank god

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NO

NO ON NO NON ON NO NON ONMNNO

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NO

NI NO NO ON

NO

NO

NO

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okay that’s it, IF CAS IS DEAD then everyone has to die

i’ll take the end of the world over this

EVERYONE JUMP IN THE DEATH PILE

BRING ON THE FUCKING APOCALYPSE

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post-episode addition: honestly got such a doctor who vibe from this. like ahh you think your fave is dead. surprise!! they’re fine!!! SURPRISE THEY’RE DEAD

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08:13

i immediately appreciate jack

“jack” is the perfect name for this little corner demon child

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08:13

WAIT THAT’S THE END

FUCK

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well

um

that was..........thrilling

hopes for next season: everyone dies and dean and sam and cas and mary are reunited in heaven

..............

oh man

cas isn’t allowed to die forever

like that’s just not allowed

i can’t mourn because like... he’s coming back somehow

obviously

this show is nothing without cas

also mary

..that was a good ending for crowley, rip crowley, fucking finally

not so much for rowena, i want her back

........

this better happen immediately because dean does NOT fucking need to fall apart again

i find it hopeful that he wasn’t sobbing and crying over cas because he’d only do that if cas was actually properly forever-dead

WHICH CAN’T BE TRUE.

NOPE.

9.5/10, i did not enjoy seeing cas or rowena dying/dead

ctrl+z please and thank

if they come back later then this’ll be a 10/10

(imo robert singers’ directing in 12x23 was more visually interesting, with more hidden easter-egg-type-things, compared to john showalter’s in 12x22 but they were both great)

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also like.... cas can’t die in his 100th episode, that’s just rude as fuck

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08:33pm

ALSO THEY FORGOT HIS SEASON ARC WHERE HE GETS TO FIND OUT HE HAS A HOME WITH THE WINCHESTERS

BRING BACK CAS

BRING BACK CAS

B R I N G  B A C K  C A S  and tell him he’s loved, you bastards

aaaah

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08:40

WHY CAN THEY NEVER LOVE EACH OTHER AT THE SAME TIME

my desperate plea for season 13: team free will

HUNTING TOGETHER AS A FAMILY WHO GET TO ENJOY EACH OTHER’S COMPANY

WITHOUT ONE OR MORE OF THEM BEING DEAD AND/OR POSSESSED AND/OR SEPARATED AND/OR SUFFERING ANY OTHER INTERFERENCE WHICH PREVENTS MOMENTS OF HAPPINESS

EVEN IF THE WORLD AND CIRCUMSTANCES AROUND THEM ARE SHITTY AND THEY SOMETIMES HAVE DISAGREEMENTS

GIVE THESE BELOVED CHARACTERS SOME MOMENTS OF PEACE

AND A CHANCE TO SHOW THEIR LOVE FOR EACH OTHER OVER EXTENDED PERIODS OF TIME

PLEASE