#the fact that being Too Sober is doing this to me lolz

[iridescent-beings]

eheheh feeling gross it’s isolation time

[airysunfairy]

get to know me

tagged by @bichettes thank you sm I've never been tagged in something like this before (❁´◡`❁)

1. Do you make your bed?

I always put my princess blanket nicely back down on my bed every morning :) but the pile of blankets behind my pillows stays put unless I'm washing them 🙈

2. Favourite number?

1111 or 21 :)

3. What's your job?

I'm currently doing modelling + looking for a part time job lolz

4. If you could go back to school, would you?

I would love to! I love learning. I just have ADHD so school is really hard sometimes :') But I'd love to do something history related, or even go to a music school for voice!

5. Can you parallel park?

hail nah - can't drive, shouldn't drive

6. Do you think aliens are real?

absolutely! we're aliens. the universe is literally humongous lmao

7. Can you drive a manual car?

not even in GTA

8. Guilty pleasure?

oh god, i feel guilty about so many things LOL. But I don't let that stop me from being the total geek that I am. I'd say Fortnite rn is my guilty pleasure, I want all the cool skins and dances. I love those stupid dances.

9. Tattoos?

not yet! I have some ideas though that I'll be getting in the future!

10. Favourite colour?

pink 🌷 fun fact: my room used to be pink but I painted it light blue so all of the pink things that I own can stand out more lol

11. Favourite type of music?

that's a hard one, I love all kinds of music. I just love songs that I can dance to in any way shape or form - from a lil two step to a salsa. that includes country, rock, pop, all of the above!

12. Do you like puzzles?

I LOVE PUZZLES OMG!!! I'm obsessed, i get puzzles from the dollar store all the time (literally two days ago).

13. Any phobias?

heights (terrified of going on a plane for this reason. i would have to be high as a kite to get on a plane (pardon the pun?) and i've been sober my whole life!!!).

14. Favourite childhood sport?

while i did play baseball a lot as a child, i actually hated it because i didn't care about it at all and i had to wear those stupid itchy pants!! ballet was definitely my jam, and gymnastics (which I did while my brothers were playing baseball and i had to kill time).

15. Do you talk to yourself?

ohhh so much. constantly.

16. Tea or coffee?

i can't have coffee because i will lift off to the moon,,, so tea! i actually tried a chai latte for the first time recently and it was to die for!!!

17. First thing you wanted to be when growing up?

hannah montana probably. or a disney princess!! still working on those two things.

18. What movies do you adore?

DISNEY!!! 90s disney. The Lion King is the best thing that has ever been created and i literally don't care what anyone else has to say on the subject, you're just wrong (imo) if you don't agree and that's fine because i know the truth!!!!

other than that (lol *ahem*), all the Narnia movies, LOTR, Star Wars, DC,,, i can't think specifically, i love too many things

tagging @empyrean11 and anyone else who'd like to do this! I don't have many mutuals lol but i love the ones i do have <3

[cumspider]

hello all. i know i’m not on here often or don’t have a lot of followers but this is the only social media site where my roommate doesn’t follow me so if you’d like to enjoy a rant and some tea, enjoy: btw i’ve forgotten how to do a read more so sorry i’ll tag it tho)

like i love her and admire her so much and she is my best friend and college would be nothing without her but i’m also very fucking jealous and angry at her i think.

we had met this boy at the same time, and prior to meeting him we had known of each other through mutual friends and i thought he was cute and was excited to meet him and she thought he was okay. so fast forward to one of our last nights on campus and he and our mutual friends come over on a random night, before our little get together that we planned. i look like shit and trying to finish my end-of-semester work so i don’t go downstairs where they are. they leave, and my roommate all of a sudden she thinks he is HOT like insanely hot (she confuses him for a friend of a friend at first)

but she knows how interested i was in this man before meeting him. i didn’t really care she thought he was cute, though. because he is. anyway flash forward to the night of our little get together and everyone is drinking and he cannot handle his liquor lmfao so he gets drunk and talks about how well he fucks and all this shit he can do to me and just…phew 👀. i’ve never had a man declare what he was declaring to me that night, incredibly drunk, in front of all of his friends…..ahem. anywho not the point. so he’s saying all these things and meanwhile my roommates like “oh my God you should totally say smthg to him! let him know you’re interested!” and i’m like���i’m not preying on a fucking drunk man; he’s saying all this shit to me he wouldn’t have said sober and i’m not evil and also im... inexperienced in MANY facets. so fast forward again he’s throwing up on our fucking couch 😂 he spends the night there and I REMEMBERRR HIM DM’ING ME BEFORE HE LEFT!!! that he was sorry what had happened but had MEANT EVERYTHING HE SAID AND DONE!!!! i saw it and i was like omfg…and went back to sleep. i woke up again and then boom it’s fucking gone (because i had never dm’d him prior so you can delete it before they accept the convo). but we never really text after that, just small interactions on twitter. him and my roommate DO text though. and i don’t know i had spoken about it before on here how i thought it was weird how she basically goes after guys i’m too afraid to because i’m so inexperienced :p it is not her first time doing this to me ( i think the first guy was actually using her to get closer to me but he has a gf now and i never brought it up so lolz). now we are all in a little friend group (+ another guy who is his bf and our mutual bf) and idk man. she touches up on him and she got drunk and they ended up on the floor and he was like on top of her and held her face and i fucking malfunctioned a little bit idk. i felt so jealous. that should be ME but i’m poosie and insecure and don’t have any confidence despite the fact he has OUTWARDLY admitted his attraction to me. it’s just this weird fucking like/lu$t triangle and it wouldn’t have even been a thing if i had just not been a wimp and texted him but i always feel like i’m in a state of being fucking stuck and. yeah idk. she doesn’t go for men unless they’ve admitted they’ve liked me before and even if i want to i don’t ever go for it SHE does like YUCK YUCK YUCK!! doesn’t that violate girl code or sumn? anyway……..yerp :p this is my life i wish i could put this into some fucking poetry but i can’t man i’ve had such bad writers block for a couple years now. but ya thnx 4 reading

[voldemortattheyuleball]

I got tagged!!!!

So i got roped into a tag game by @memequeem428 the rules are that you answer all the questions and tag 20 people, here are my answers: Last Drink: virgin pina colada (im on vacation) Phone call: my grandma Text message: asking what @floralconverseations was doing Song I listened to: umm idk there's music on all the time at this resort but Maple by Halyey Kiyoko is the last thing on my Spotify Time I cried: in the parking lot of my school after graduating from eighth grade (I've gone to the same school for nine years and now im going to high school) Dated someone twice: lol never Kissed someone and regretted it: I don't regret any of the times I've kissed someone despite the fact that it was all at two separate sleepovers Been cheated on: lol nope Lost someone special: not yet Been depressed: there is no last time if it's going on right now, but the worst was when I was questioning Gotten drunk and thrown up: The closest to being drunk I've ever been was a sip of champagne and im terrified of alcohol because even though my dads been sober for 31 years you are always a recovering addict and those tendencies can get passed on too kids and also alcohol tastes and smells bad Three favorite colors: turquoise, lavender, and blood red In the last year have you: Made new friends: this year I CITed at a Summer camp and for the first time ever @floralconverseations wasn't there so I was forced to socialize for myself. CITs and counselors use camp names instead of real names at Girl Scout camp so since I don't know your real names shoutout to Honeysuckle, Bubbles, Larkspur, Blaze, Acorn, Foxtrot, and Mouse! (My name is Athena btw) Fallen out of love: never really in love so nope Laughed until you cried: yup Found out someone was talking about you: I've been to the same school since kindergarten of course people talked about me, I actually found out what some of the guys in the class think of me. Apparently some people think i stuff my bra but honestly why would I go through all the problems of having double d's if I didn't have them. Seriously there are no stores on Earth that have 30DD bras Met someone who changed you: met no, but gotten to know, definitely Found out who your friends are: Yeah, since I started questioning in the beginning of this year (im queer) i sort of melded into the group of gays at my school and it's been really great. Kissed someone on my Facebook list: don't have Facebook General: How many of your Facebook friends do you know in real life: don't have Facebook Do you have any pets: not at the moment Do you want to change your name: no What did you get for your last birthday: I think the best thing I got was a pride flag from two of my grandparents What time did you wake up: I think 9:00 am but I didn't get up and see a clock till 10:30 What were you doing at midnight last night: watching the new Dan and Phil sims video Name something you can't wait for: for @floralconverseations to get her swimsuit on and text me so we can go to the beach When was the last time you saw your mom: 11:15 am What are you listening to right now: I have a playlist of all my favorite music on shuffle and crying because the stay alive reprise from Hamilton just came on Have you ever talked to a person named Tom: no I haven't Something that is getting on your nerves: there's this dude at the resort im at who was wearing a shirt that said "Pulse" in really big letters and it was really good cuz we thought that it was the nightclub but the we looked closer and saw that it actually said "I am the pulse of the pro-life generation" and i just ugh Most visited website: either YouTube or Netflix Hair color: dirty blonde Long or short hair: long Do you have a crush on someone: lmao nope What do you like about yourself: I don't Piercings: just the basic ears Blood type: I don't know Nickname: lolz Relationship status: single and not wanting to mingle because I don't give a fuck Zodiac sign: Gemini Pronouns: she/her TV show: Friends Tattoos: I want a dark mark on my left wrist cuz im trash Right or left handed: right Surgery: never had one Sport: I like basketball even though I suck at it Sneakers: @grapeshawty gave me an old pair of gray converse and I love them Eating: I just got a Nutella crepe for breakfast Drinking: water Im about to: go to the beach soon hopefully Waiting for: nothing really Want: my computer to be fixed, to never leave Jamaica, my sunburn to go away, to be productive, to understand how to speak to people, and to paint my nails Get married: nah, I am gonna grow up and live with a dachshund Career: actress or librarian Which is better: Hugs or kisses: hugs Lips or eyes: both Shorter or taller: im five feet tall so I'll go with short Older or younger: wtf are these questions Nice arms or nice stomach: WTF Hookup or relationship: im kinda ace so relationship Troublemaker or hesitant: troublemaker sounds like more fun but im to afraid of it Have you ever: Kissed a stranger: nope Drank hard liquor: I tasted whiskey once Lost glasses or contacts: don't have either Turned someone down: yeah it was really awkward Sex on the first date: never Broke someone's heart: I hope not Had your heart broken: sorta Been arrested: nope Cried when someone died: I cry when my pets die so I probably would when a person did Fallen for a friend: no comment Do you believe in yourself: depends what the situation is Miracles: I've seen them Love at first sight: no Santa Claus: im Jewish but I still celebrate Christmas and I know he's not real but I hope anyway Kiss on the first date: if you're feeling it then go for it but make sure it's consensual Angels: who's to say if they are real or not Other: Eye color: blue green Favorite movie: Wonder Woman, Harry Potter (any of them) and Fantastic Beasts and where to find them, and the new beauty and the beast After all that I don't have the energy to tag people so @ anyone who sees this on their dash