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irrelevaantidiot · 25 days ago

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This is the first time I've actually wanted someone. My last two relationships just kind of felt.. I dunno. They just kind of happened with no prior feelings. No wonder those felt so wrong. Now I actually have feelings and for someone who's way out of my.. clique?? Very different people. I hate it. This hurts so fucking much man.

#i wish being a hopeless romantic was giggling and kicking my feet while listening to love songs and writing in a silly diary #instead its just “wow everything hurts and i dont wanna be myself so i can feel liked by someone who probably just sees me as a friend”-#while eating halloween candy and writing a tumblr ramble because i legit dont know who to talk to #my irls know him and i cant tell them. i dont wanna burden my online best friends about this #i dont wanna be myself #the fact im willing to just. not be myself. take off all the cringe pins and keychains if i have to. change myself VIOLENTLY.#sigh.#i hate this #eli talks

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