#the face jeffrey makes when he sees jared oh they were sucking and fucking

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that jared jdm video in case anyone is as insane as i am about it. 3:15

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Dirty Little Secret -Chapter 18

Pairing: Jensen Ackles x Reader, Jared Padalecki x reader, Jensen x reader x Jared

Other Characters:  Danneel, JJ, Gen, Jeffrey Dean Morgan, Norman Reedus, Gino Graul

Warnings: Married! Jensen, smut, oral both male and female receiving, cheating, anal, Dom Jensen, angst, fluff, rough sex,Daddy kink, some asshole Jensen moments, spanking, bondage, threesome, double penetration, NSFW.

A/N:  Gifs are not mine, they were all found on Google.  Aesthetic made by my lovely and talented friend @prettybubblesintheair. All mistakes are mine, *I am not really happy with how this chapter turned out but there was a lot that needed to happen since we only have two more chapters left in this series. I probably could have broken this down into a couple of chapters and elaborated some more on some issues but honestly I am looking forward to ending this series and working on some other ideas that have been gnawing at me lately,*   

Chapter 1,  Chapter 2,  Chapter 3  Chapter 4   Chapter 5  Chapter 6   Chapter 7

Chapter 8  Chapter 9  Chapter 10  Chapter 11  Chapter 12   Chapter 13  Chapter 14   Chapter 15  Chapter 16   Chapter 17 

When morning came you were still giddy from last night’s events. You couldn’t stop staring at the ring on your hand as you readied yourself to head to set.

You stole a quick kiss from your now fiancée before he stepped into his trailer and you headed to your own.  A startled squeak fled from your lips as you walked into your trailer to see Jared sitting on your couch. He had an earlier call than either you or Jensen so you had not gotten to see him at the house this morning.

“You scared me.” You laughed as your hand clutched your chest.  

Jared smiled a tight lipped smile as he looked at you.  “So, let me see it.” He nodded towards your left hand and he stood up making his way towards you.  

You slowly held out your left hand as you bit nervously at your bottom lip.  You were trying to read the expression on Jared’s face as he stared at the diamond while holding your hand softly in his.  

He nodded his head and looked at you with a soft smile on lips but the smile didn’t match his eyes. “I’m happy for you kitten. It looks good on you.”

You frowned as you tilted your head back to look up at him. “Are you okay Jare? Are you okay with this?”  

Jared let your hand fall from his own and he turned his back to you, his long fingers tunneling through his chestnut locks before he set back down on the couch.

“Of course I am.  I’m happy for you and Ackles.” He nodded again.  

You quickly moved to his side and sat down facing him.  “You don’t seem very happy Jare.”  Your small soft hand reached out to land on his forearm, your fingers gently squeezing. “Talk to me.  Tell me what’s going on.” You encouraged him.  

“I…” He paused and huffed, his nostrils flaring as the puff of air passed through them.  “I am happy for you both, really. I just feel like things between us will change now.”

You were already shaking your head as the last words fell from his lips. “Nothing is going to change Jare. Jensen and I getting engaged didn’t change my feelings for you.”

“What if Jensen changes his mind once you are married. What if he doesn’t want to share anymore?” He asked, his brows creased with worry.  

You shifted against the couch, rising up to throw one leg over Jared’s thighs and you settled against his lap. Your hands came up and you cupped his cheeks making him hold your gaze while his hands rested on your thighs. “Do you remember what you told me a while back when I asked you if I had any say in this relationship?”

Jared nodded his head softly. “And what did you tell me?” You asked with a grin on your face.

“That you would always get what you wanted.” Jared tried to smile.

“That’s right. And I am always going to want you.” You leaned forward and pressed your lips to his in a slow tender kiss, gently sucking at his bottom lip as his mouth melded with your own.  

Jared’s strong arms wrapped around you and he held you close as you shared soft sweet kisses.  When you finally pulled back you expected to see Jared’s bright smile staring back at you but he still looked worried.

“Now why the frown?” You gently stroked his cheek.

“I just,” Jared began, but stalled by clearing his throat as his hands gently stroked up and down your back. “I love you kitten and you know that but, it’s not like what you have with Jensen. You know? And I don‘t want you to think that uh, I love you any less. It‘s just that I, I don’t think …” He shook his head while his words trailed off as he fumbled over them.

You studied the man in front of you for a moment, the confusion evident on your face before the real meaning of his words slowly sank in.  “Are you trying to tell me you don’t want to marry me Jare?” You laughed softly.

Jared ducked his head and brought one of his large hands up to rub the back of his neck. “Um, yeah, something like that.”

Your laugh grew and Jared looked up at you with raised eyebrows.  “I know that silly.  I know you love me and I love you, but I know that the love you and I have is different from what I have with Jay and even what you have with Gen.  I wasn’t expecting you to propose just because Jensen did.”  

“Oh.” Jared’s shoulders visibly relaxed and it made you giggle again.  “It doesn’t mean I love you any less kitten, it’s just different.”

“I know.” You reassured him. You would never truly be able to define exactly how you felt about Jared. You both loved each other but realistically it was not a ’til death do us part’ kind of love. Would you say no to Jared if he ever did propose? Probably not, but you knew he wouldn’t so you pushed that thought out of your mind.  You returned your attention to the big man by leaning in and giving him another soft kiss to his thin lips and this time when you pulled away Jared was grinning.  

“So, are we good?” Jared asked.

“We are perfect Jare. Just how it should be.”

“Good.” He gave you a quick kiss to your forehead before leaning back against the couch, a mischievous grin on his face.  “You know I am going to give Ackles a hard time about this though, make him think I am going to propose? I mean, the opportunity to mess with him is just too good to pass up.”

You laughed again as you ran your fingers through his soft hair. “I wouldn’t expect anything else from you.”  

Jared chuckled and pulled in you tighter against his chest as his lips met the curve of your neck and he playfully nipped at your flesh.  You giggled and squirmed against him earning a growl against your skin as you wiggled in his lap.  Your hands tugged at his silken strands of hair as his mouth left hot wet kisses up your jaw until his lips found yours once again.  

What started out as playful kisses and nips quickly turned to heat between the two of you. Jared’s mouth claimed yours, the kiss hardening and deepening until you were rocking your hips against his lap while his large warm hands moved over your body.  His hands palmed at your breast through your t-shirt, your nipples hardening to stiff peaks instantly.  You ground harder against his lap, a animalistic growl rumbling up in his chest as you rocked your covered core back and forth against the growing bulge trapped between your bodies.

“Fuck kitten.” Jared panted softly as he broke the kiss. “We don’t have time. I have to be on set in ten minutes.”  

You groaned softly as you collapsed against his chest trying to regain your composure.  “Make it up to me later?” You grinned.  

“Definitely.” Jared cupped your chin and tilted to your face up to his once more to kiss your soft lips.  

At that moment your trailer door swung open and Jensen sauntered in.  “Y’all ready to get to work?” He asked without batting an eye at your curled up on Jared’s lap.  

You had felt Jared’s body tense as Jensen had walked into the trailer.  You knew he was expecting Jensen to immediately stake his sole claim on you now that you had agreed to be his wife. When that didn’t happen Jared blew out a soft breath that he had been holding.

You smiled warmly at both of your men as you slid out of Jared’s lap, offering him and hand and tugging on his large frame as he stood. Jensen took your other hand in his and pulled you against him softly as he took your lips with his.  

“C’mon future missus Ackles. Time to earn your keep.” Jensen chuckled as he lead you towards the door.  

“You mean missus Padackles? Right?” Jared eyed his friend questioningly.

“What?” Jensen frowned as he looked back over his shoulder at Jared.  

“Why does everyone call it Padackles, why can’t it be Acklelecki?” You giggled and Jared laughed a full belly laugh behind you making your grin even bigger.

“Wait, what?” Jensen said again but you shoved at his shoulder making him head out of the trailer with you and Jared giggling close behind him.  

Jared teased Jensen non-stop for rest of the week, always alluding to him proposing to you at some point. Jensen tried to act like the idea didn’t bother him but you could see his jaw clench every time Jared brought it up.  By the end of the week however, Jensen had caught on to the fact that Jared was just messing with him and the tension eased from his shoulders whenever Jared made it a point to call you Mrs. Padackles.  

Before you knew it the week was over and three of you were on a plane home for the holiday break. Two full weeks off.  You were excited about the time off and Christmas approaching but at the same time an uneasy feeling had settled into the pit of your stomach.  Jensen had asked you to move in with him and Danneel and you knew he had not asked her about it before hand.  You had high hopes that she would be happy about the idea or at least open to it but life was nothing if not unpredictable so you had no clue how it was going to go.  

You walked into the house before Jensen while he spoke to Clif and gathered up his bags with your own.  You were surprised to find Danneel had waited up to greet both you.  

She smiled brightly at you as you entered the kitchen and she greeted you with a big hug.  You smiled and hugged her back.  

“How was the flight?” Danneel asked as you pulled back from the hug and she took both your hands in hers.  You didn’t get a chance to answer because as soon as her right hand gripped your left and she felt the ring on your finger her eyes darted to the diamond and you watched as her face fell.  “What’s this?”  The smile was gone from her face and her lips pressed together into a hard line as she looked at you.

“It’s my Christmas present from Jay.” You replied softly, your voice wavering slightly.

“Jensen what the hell is this?” Danneel blind sided the man as soon as he walked into the room.  She held up your left hand towards him as she scowled at her husband.  

You watched as Jensen swallowed and his jaw clenched.  He was at your side in two powerful strides of his bowed legs.  “It’s my Christmas present to Y/n.  I asked her to marry me and she said yes.  I also asked her to move in with me, us, and she said yes to that too.” Jensen laid everything out on the table all at once.  

Danneel’s bright eyes were wide and she dropped your hand, taking a step back and sitting down abruptly in the chair behind her like her legs wouldn’t hold her up anymore.  

“D.” You began to speak but she cut you off.  

“You didn’t think that maybe you should have talked to me about this first?” Danneel’s eyes were solely on Jensen. “Maybe asked me if I was alright with this before you made big decisions that affect all of us?”

Jensen looked at his wife with harsh eyes before turning his gaze to you. He could see the distress on your face and it hit him hard.  He had put you through so much in the last four months and he felt guilty and his heart hurt for you.  All you had done was try to love him and it had brought pain and drama into your life.  He wanted to spare you more of that if he could.

“Y/n, baby, go to bed.  I need to talk to Danneel.” His voice was soft and caring as his jade eyes locked on you.  

“But Jay, we all need to talk.” You protested weakly.  He could hear how you already sounded defeated in your tone.  

“No babygirl. I need to talk with Danneel and you need to go rest.  Everything will be fine.” Jensen’s hand moved to curl fingers around the nape of your neck and he pulled you close placing a kiss to your forehead. “Now go to bed.  I’ll be up later.”  

The tone of his voice at his last command left no room to argue and you nodded softly before turning and leaving the room.  

Once you were out of sight Jensen’s eyes turned back to his wife. He huffed softly and crossed his arms over his chest. “No I didn’t think I needed to talk to you about it first.” He picked up the conversation where it had left off. “You said you wanted to make this work and this is what is going to make this work.”  

“No, this is not how this is going to work.” Danneel raised her voice. “You can’t make decisions like this without asking me first.”

Jensen’s eyes narrowed as he looked down at Danneel.  “I didn’t need your permission to ask Y/n to marry me. Do you think I asked anyone’s permission before I proposed to you?” Jensen’s own voice was raising as his anger grew. “Stop being so damn selfish.” Jensen barked but as soon as the words left his mouth he regretted his tone, not the words themselves, but his anger. He drew in a deep breath to calm himself before he continued. “Do you remember what you said to me the night you found out about me and Y/n?  You told me that she was a better person than you because you stole the love of her life and she said she was happy for you.”  His voice was softer as he looked into his wife’s eyes. “Well now is your chance to be that better person, to be happy for her and let her be happy.”  

He watched as Daneel lowered her head and stared down at her hands in her lap. He knew he had gotten to her.  

“Sweetheart I know this is hard and what I am asking of you and Y/n is not normal, hell it may be a little bit insane and I know it is definitely selfish on my part to want it all. But we all have a chance here to be truly happy and Y/n needs to know that she is just as important to me as you are.  She needs to be my wife, she needs to know she is equal to you in my life.”  Jensen squatted down so he was eye level with Danneel.  He smiled softly as he took her hand into his own.  

Danneel nodded her head slowly. “It is hard.  And I know you’re right.  I do want to be a better person for you and Y/n.  It just caught me off guard I guess.”  

“I know sweetheart.”  Jensen rose back up to his full height and pulled Danneel up with him wrapping his arms around her and pulling her into his chest.  “We can make this work if we all try.” He spoke softly against the top of her head.

“I’ll try.” She smiled as she hugged him tight. “I love you babe.”

“I love you too sweetheart.” Jensen kissed the top of her head softly.  

The next morning you and your sister sat down and talked To your surprise she apologized for the night before.  You had told her you completely understood her reaction.  You both talked things out calmly and rationally and by the end of the conversation things were good again.  Danneel even wanted to hear how Jensen had proposed and although you didn’t tell her all the details, you told her most of it.  She had laughed about the Dean role-play and even joked that it was Dean who had proposed and maybe you should change your last name to Winchester.  

*************************** Christmas day was coming up quickly.  Your stomach was knotted at the thought of the upcoming holiday.  You, Jensen, Danneel, Gen, and Jared had finally sat down to discuss how you were going to deal with family.  It had been decided that with the new engagement this was going to be the time to tell both of your families about your relationship with Jensen and Jared.  You honestly had no clue how they were going to react.  You knew not everyone would be accepting but you were hoping that maybe at least they wouldn‘t disown you.  

You were shaking as you sat down on the long sofa between Jared and Jensen. Danneel sat beside Jensen and Gen perched on the arm of the sofa beside Jared.  Your stomach churned as you stared across the room at your parents and brother and Jensen’s parents along with his brother and sister.  This was it. The moment of truth, literally.  

“So, we wanted to talk to everyone. I guess we uh, have an announcement.” Jensen looked at his family that sat staring at all of you.  You however were staring intently down at the floor.

Your boys could feel the tension and soft trembling of your body between them and Jared automatically reached for your hand just as Jensen did the same with your other hand.  

“Y/n and I have been dating for about 4 months now and we are in love.” Jensen blurted out and you closed your eyes, preparing yourself for the chaos you expected to erupt.  

“And Y/n and I have been seeing each other for about three months now.”  Jared added as he gave your hand a squeeze.  

No one said a word for a long few minutes and with your eyes closed you could imagine the look of shock and horror on their faces as they looked at you.  

“I’m sorry, what?” It was your father that spoke up first.  

“Jensen and Y/n are involved, romantically.” Danneel was the one to answer, her voice calm and soft. “In fact, Jensen just proposed to her last week and she said yes.”  

“So you and Jensen are getting divorced?” Gino asked with wide eyes as he looked at your sister.

“No.” Jensen answered with a shake of his head.

Another moment of silence. “I think we are a bit confused here son.” Alan spoke up.

“We know that this is a surprise, and it’s not conventional but I’m in love with Danneel and Y/n, and they both love me, and we are going to be a family, together, all of us.”  Jensen bit at his bottom lip as he looked at his parents, siblings, and in-laws.  “I’ll be married to both of them.”

You dared to open your eyes and look up, your families sat staring, looking dumbfounded at all of you.  Jared shifted at your side and wrapped his arm around your shoulders.  

The movement caught your father’s eyes and he spoke again looking at Jared. “And you are with our daughter as well?”  

“Yes Sir.” Jared nodded his head but you heard him take a shaky breath.  “I love her.”

“You know about this?” Your Dad’s eyes turned to Genevieve.

Gen nodded and smiled. “Yes, and I am okay with it.”  

“How would that even work?” Jensen’s brother, Josh, spoke up. “You can’t legally be married to two women.”

“We know it won’t be a legal marriage between us but that’s not really the point.” Jensen answered. “We want to get married because we are in love and I want to make her my wife whether the law recognizes it or not.”

Your mother was the next to speak up. “Danneel are you okay with all this sweetie? You haven’t said much.”  

Danneel smiled. “Yea Mom, I’m good.  We have all talked about this a lot and we have worked things out so that we can all be happy.”

You could tell your families were trying to soak up this new information but surprisingly everyone was calm and other than being completely surprised, they seemed okay.  There were some more questions, mostly from your family. They asked about your new house that you had just renovated and you had told them you were going to put it on the market.  There were questions about JJ and you all assured them that this was not going to affect her negatively at all. She would still always have her loving parents and her Auntie Y/n.  

The question that shocked you the most and actually made you giggle was when your father looked directly at Jared and asked. “And just what are your intentions with our daughter young man?”

Jared almost choked on his drink as your father interrogated him like he was a teenage boy.  Jared stuttered over his words as he tried to answer. “I don’t have any intentions.  I mean I love her and I want to make her happy.  We are just um, dating I guess. I mean…we aren’t going to get married or anything. I just.” He looked you with wide eyes pleading for help but it was so adorable seeing him flustered that you just smiled at him and offered no assistance whatsoever. “It’s not that I wouldn’t marry her but I’m already married and she is marrying Jensen and we have two separate houses and it would be complicated and…” He was rambling now.  

You laughed softly and patted Jared on the knee deciding to give him some reprieve as you spoke up for the first time. “Dad, Jared and I don’t want to marry each other but I can assure you he wants nothing but the best for me. You have known him for a long time now and you know he is a good person who isn’t going to hurt me.”  

Your father huffed softly in response but he let the conversation die off.  The room grew uncomfortably quiet once more, everyone just staring at each other.

“Okay, so now that this is over. Is everyone ready to eat?” Danneel smiled cheerfully and rose from the couch to head into the kitchen.  

It was by far the most uncomfortable Christmas dinner you had ever sat through but you knew everyone was still processing the bomb you had just dropped on them.  At least no one was being negative so that was a good thing.

Everyone was saying their goodbyes at the end of the day when your mother approached both you and your sister. “Are you both sure that this is what you want?” She looked at both of you the concern evident in her eyes.

“Yes momma.” You answered quickly. “Jensen has always been the man for me.”

“I know that baby.” Your mom smiled. “I knew you were in love with him the first time I saw the two of you together all those years ago.” Your mother turned her gaze to your sister. “Are you sure about this Danneel?”

“Yes mom.” Her smile was genuine.  

“Okay.” Your mother nodded as she patted you both on your cheeks. “I just don’t want to see either of my girls getting hurt.” She hugged you both to her before she turned to her son-in-law. “And you,” She looked up at Jensen, “you better take care of my babies.”

“You know I will.” Jensen grinned, his eyes crinkling with his smile as he hugged her.

You watched as your mother moved towards Jared next. Her brows furrowed softly as she stared up at his towering frame. “I’m not sure what to make of you and my daughter just yet but all I care about is her happiness so you better be good to her.”

“Yes Ma’am.” Jared nodded enthusiastically making your mom chuckle.  

Once everyone was out the door you could finally breathe a sigh of relief. “Well that went better than I had imagined.”

“I told you everything was going to work out squirt.” Jensen smirked as he tugged you into a hug. “You just gotta have faith.”  

********************

You couldn’t believe you were back at work already. The two weeks off had went by so quickly.  You did manage to get your house on the market despite your realtor’s dismay at just having sold it to you.  Financially it was actually going to be a good thing.  With the renovations you had completed it dramatically upped the value of your home and you stood to make a consider profit.  

You had finished your first day back on set and now you found yourself relaxing on the large sectional sofa sandwiched between your two men.  Jared was reclined back against the arm of the sofa with one of his legs stretched out and the other bent with his foot flat on the floor while you were nestled between his legs, your back against his chest.  Jensen was in a similar position resting between your spread thighs with his head against your chest and his legs stretched out in front of him while you all watched a movie.

Things were comfortably quiet and relaxing for a long time before Jensen broke the silence.

“I want to go public.” Jensen suddenly spoke up.

“What?” You asked, you voice higher pitched with your surprise.

“I know it scares you but I want to go public.” Jensen’s olive green eyes were soft as he pushed up from his reclined position, swinging his legs around so he could look into your eyes. “If you are going to be my wife then I want the world to know. No more hiding. Our families already know so this is the next step.”

You swallowed hard as you thought about his words.  Before you could open your mouth to speak Jared spoke up from behind you.  

“I want to go public too.”

“Huh?” Your eyebrows almost shot off your forehead as they raised in surprise. You had never even considered going public with your relationship with Jared. You didn’t know it would be a possibility.  You sat up straight on the couch so you could look at both men and Jared shifted his body around too so that his feet were on the floor.  

Both men looked at each other, having one of their silent conversations before they each took one of your hands in their own.

“Baby, we love you and we want the world to know how much you mean to us.  I can’t hide you away anymore. I won’t.” Jensen smiled at you.  

“It kills me when we are out in public and I have to act like there is nothing going on between us.  There are times when the urge to kiss you or touch you is so overwhelming and I hate that I can’t.”  Jared’s hazel eyes met yours when you looked up at him.

“We won’t do it if you are dead set against it babygirl but just know if you let us, no matter what happens, we will be right here with you.” Jensen reassured you, his thumb stroking soft circles against your hand.  

“And Gen and Danneel are behind us as well.  We all have our families supporting us, and supporting you. Like Ackles said no matter what happens we will be together and that is all that matters.” Jared smiled warmly.  

You took a deep shuddering breath and then blew it out slowly as you looked back and forth between your two boys.  You gave their hands a squeeze and a soft smile curled your lips.  

“Okay.”  You answered softly.

“Okay?” Jensen asked, the surprise evident in his voice.

“Yeah, let’s do it.” Your smile grew wider.

“Are you sure?” Jared asked, his brows furrowed a little.  Apparently both men thought you would argue the issue.

“Yes I’m sure.  I love you both and I know that with both of you by my side we can get through whatever comes, together.”  You felt tears prickle at your eyes. “I am so lucky to have both of you.  I never thought I could be as happy as I have been since being able to call you both mine and if it‘s what you want then it‘s what I want too.”  

You quickly found yourself wrapped up in two sets of arms as they both hugged you tight almost crushing you between them until you squirmed.  “I need to breathe.” You giggled and they finally pulled back.  

Jensen peppered your face with kisses, his face was beaming with happiness as he practically jumped up from the sofa. “I’m going to call Kelly right now, give her a heads up about all this and see how she thinks we should handle it.”

You laughed softly at his eagerness but your giggle was cut short as Jared pulled you to him and his lips covered yours in a sweet tender kiss.

“Thank you for doing this kitten.”

“I’d do anything for you guys Jare.” You smiled against his lips before kissing him again.  

Ten minutes later Jensen walked back into the room with phone in hand, the smile had somewhat faded from his face.

“What did your publicist say?” Jared looked up from his seat.

Jensen chuckled softly and rubbed the back of his neck. “Well she was a little surprised and I think she used the words “publicists worst nightmare” but basically she said there was going to be no subtle way to do this so we should come out with it and see what reactions we get. She knows that it isn’t all going to be good so she will help us with any backlash that might happen.”

“So how do you want to do this?” You asked as you looked at both of them.

Jared grinned a mischievous grin as he pulled out his phone.  “I say we be as blunt about it as possible.” He waggled his eyebrows.

Jensen seemed to get his meaning before you did and he smirked as he slid onto the couch close to your left side as Jared slid closer to you on your right, sandwiching you between them.  Jared opened the camera on his phone and aimed it at the three of you.  

“Just posting a pic of the three of us together doesn’t say anything. We are always together.” You laughed.  

“Depends on what kind of picture it is.” Jensen’s deep baritone rumbled against your ear as he moved in closer and pressed his lips to your cheek. Jared quickly mirrored him on the other side and you smiled as Jared snapped the picture.

“Too subtle.” Jared chuckled as he looked at the pic he had taken.  “Need something more dramatic.”

‘Wait.” Your eyebrows raised. “You guys don’t do dramatic.  I mean you both have very clean cut reputations. You are both ‘family men’.” You made air quotes as you spoke.  “You don’t want to mess that up.”

“Kitten, it’s not like we are going to strip you naked right here and take pictures of us ravishing you from head to toe. Although that would be fun and might be an idea for later.” He smirked. “But I think I can speak for Ackles here when I say that we want the world to know you are ours. We don’t want to leave a shred of doubt that you belong to us and we love you.”

Jensen hummed softly in agreement before his hand gripped your chin lightly and he turned your head towards him, his lips capturing yours in a tender kiss.  Jared held up his phone again as he leaned in and his lips met your neck.  Jared took several pictures as he nibbled and licked at your skin while Jensen’s mouth claimed yours.  

“My turn Ackles.” Jared moaned softly as he turned you to face him.  His lips crashed against yours in a heated kiss as Jensen’s mouth moved to latch onto the sensitive spot below your ear.  The three of you made out on the couch for long blissful moments, all the while Jared snapped pictures.  

You had almost completely forgotten about his camera so caught up in their lips on yours until Jared pulled back with a satisfied hum. “Let’s see what we got.”  He began to scroll through the pictures he had just taken.  

“Send me that one.” Jensen nodded to the picture currently on the screen.  It was a picture of Jensen’s lips on yours with a clear view of Jared’s bared teeth against your neck.

Jared picked a similar photo, one where he was kissing you while Jensen licked a wet line to the soft shell of your ear.  

You however decided to go more subtle and picked the picture of the both of them kissing your cheeks.  

Jared and Jensen sent out texts to Gen and Danneel giving them a heads up that you were all getting ready to come out of the proverbial closet and to keep an eye out on Twitter and Instagram for the posts that were coming.  

Your hands were shaking as you stared down at your phone.  The picture poised and ready to be posted.  You bit at your bottom lip, fear suddenly stopping you from posting.  Jared was the first one to get his post out and you discarded your post to look at his.

There it was for the world to see.  The picture he had chosen with the caption that read ‘Dad always taught us to share. Not sure this is what he hand in mind though. Love this woman, @yourtwittername. #mykitten #sharingiscaring #polyproud’

You stared at the photo and a grin curled your lips even as the butterflies filled your stomach.  You had no idea how people were going to react and there were already comments popping up below it but you couldn’t bring yourself to read them.  You were excited and scared all at the same time.  

While you stared at Jared’s picture you received the notification of Jensen’s post.  You pulled it open and smiled again at the photo.  So thankful to have this wonderful woman in my life. Love you @yourtwittername #mybabygirl #futuremrsackles2 #sharingiscaring #polyproud’

Tears welled up in your eyes at the sheer joy that you felt to finally reveal your love to the world and seeing how Jared and Jensen so eagerly wanted everyone know they loved you gave you the courage to finally make your own post.  

You quickly loaded up the photo of you and the men once more and typed out your comment.  ‘The two loves of my life @JensenAckles @jarpad You both make me happier than I have ever been and I am truly blessed to call you mine. #truelove #polyproud’

Comments immediately began to flood in to all three accounts and you were scared to look.  Jared and Jensen however were immediately scrolling through and reading them with ease.  Jared chuckled softly at your side and you looked up at him with raised eyebrows.  

“Check out what Jeff said.”  He chuckled and held his phone out so you and Jensen could both read.  

Jeffrey Dean Morgan replying to @jarpad  Well son that wasn’t exactly what I had in mind when I told you to always share with your brother but I’m glad to see my boys are getting along so well. Happy for you all. XoJD

Jensen laughed softly and then looked back down to his phone. He held it up to you to show you the reply Danneel had left under his photo.

Danneel Ackles replying to @JensenAckles The two most important people in my life.  Love you and miss you both. Can’t wait until you come home.  #realsisterwives #polyproud

As you were looking at Jensen’s phone another comment quickly popped up under his photo.  

Jared Padalecki replying to @JensenAckles Shouldn’t that be #futureMrsPadackles ?

When you began to giggle at Jared’s reply Jensen took his phone back to see what you were laughing about. His brows furrowed as he read Jared’s reply and he quickly began to type out his own.  

Jensen Ackles replying to @jarpad No because you aren’t the one who proposed to her.  

You sat between the boys and watched them both typing, your eyes darting back and forth between the two of them until you finally picked up your phone again to see what they were posting.  

Jared Padalecki replying to @JensenAckles  She would say yes if I did. Jerk. #future Mrs Padackles

Jensen Ackles replying to @jarpad In your dreams. Bitch.

You laughed and shook your head. How in the world had you ever gotten so lucky? You quickly began to type in your own comment.

Your name replying to @JensenAckles @jarpad  Why does it always have to be Padackles why can’t it be Acklelecki? #future Mrs Acklelecki

Jared laughed softly and turned to look at you then. His long arm wrapped around your shoulders and he pulled you in against him as his head dipped and he placed a sweet kiss to your lips.  “I love you.” He whispered softly against your mouth.  

“Love you too.” You grinned and kissed him again softly.  

Your phone buzzed in your hand and you looked down to read the newest comment on your photo.  You were both surprised and apprehensive as you saw it was from Norman.

Norman Reedus replying to @yourtwittername Seriously?  #can’t compete with two of them

You stared at the comment, a frown forming on your face.  You weren’t exactly sure how to take Norm’s comment and it honestly worried you a little.

Jared was quick to push his phone back in front of  your face. Genevieve had also commented on Jared’s post and it brought your smile back at the solidarity of your family.  Her post was simple but heart felt.  Love is not always conventional but love is always the answer. #polyproud

This time your phone dinged with a text message and you opened it.  It was Norman.

N: I can’t believe you just went public with that bullshit. You really been fucking them both? Shit girl no wonder I wasn’t good enough.

You stared at the text and knots formed in your stomach. You didn’t know what to say back to him and you didn’t get the chance before another text popped up.

N: Maybe if I was fucking married you would have been interested since that seems to be your thing.  Maybe I should’ve had Jeff join us.  Would that have worked?  

You stared wide eyed and opened mouth at your phone as it chimed yet again.  

N: The whole world is going to think you are a fucking whore. Hope you are happy with that shit.  

Tears sprang to your eyes as you read the last text and your bottom lip began to tremble.  Jensen looked over just as a single tear slid down your cheek.  He was quick to pull your phone from your hands to see what was making his girl cry.  

Jensen’s face contorted with anger as he read the texts from Norman. “That son of a bitch.” He cursed as he stared down at your phone.

“What is it?” Jared asked, concerned etched on his face as he drew you into his side protectively.

“Fucking Reedus.” Jensen grumbled before showing Jared the texts.  

“He is such an asshole.” Jared shook his head. Your phone chimed again as Jared was handing it back to Jensen.

N: You know you’ll never be able to get another fucking job after this. Everyone will think you are a fucking joke and you just got the part cuz you were fucking both of them. You just threw your career away.

You leaned over and read the text over Jensen’s shoulder before he could stop you.  Tears instantly streamed down your cheeks and you rose from the couch quickly and stormed off to your bedroom before either man could stop you.  

“I’m going to kill him.” Jensen growled between clenched teeth. “I swear if I ever see him again.” He seethed but Jared cut him off.

“Forget about him for now. Let’s just turn the phones off. We need to take care of Y/n right now.” Jared frowned.  

“You’re right man.” Jensen nodded before shutting your phone off and then turning his own off. Jared did the same and both men rose and headed towards the bedroom to check on you.  

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Dirty Little Secret- Chapter 2

Pairing: Jensen Ackles x Reader

Other Characters: Jared, Danneel, JJ, Gen, Richard Speight, Jeffrey Dean Morgan, Norman Reedus, Gino Graul, and more I’m sure along the way.  

Summary: You are a new character on the show Supernatural, a new hunter named Riley. You are just starting your second season as a regular. Even though you have known Jensen for years and have been close friends, your relationship grows into something more during filming.  You both know that you shouldn’t act on your feelings but you just can’t help it.  What will happen if you do? (I suck at summaries, that is why I rarely write them.)

Warnings: Married! Jensen, smut, oral both male and female receiving, cheating, anal, some Dom Jensen, angst, fluff, rough sex, some asshole Jensen moments, Daddy kink, NSFW.  These warnings will apply for most chapters. I will try to add more warnings as needed.  

A/N: This is my first time writing RPF.  I hate that I even have to say this part: This is purely fiction! No disrespect to Danneel Ackles, Jensen, or his family. I also wrote this story without the twins having been born.  It was just easier on my part not to have to write about babies. Gifs are not mine, they were all found on Google.  This story has not been betaed, all mistakes are my own.  Chuck help me, this story took on a mind of it’s own and it is going to be a long one.  I do not have a schedule when it will be updated because well, words are hard.  I do however have about 20,000 words written so far.  

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Chapter 1

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A soft whimper at Jensen’s side drew him out of a restful sleep.  His eyes slowly blinked opened to adjust the soft rays of first light seeping through the blinds of the trailer.  Sleep was threatening to overtake Jensen once more but the wiggle of soft flesh against his had him awake again.  His green eyes peered down at the small frame tucked into his side and a smile formed on his lips as he watched you sleep peacefully.  

The smile faded quickly as guilt started to creep into Jensen’s gut.  He closed my eyes and sighed. What the hell was he doing?  What the hell had he already done? This was truly fifty shades of fucked up but he couldn’t take it back now. It was done. If he was being completely honest with himself, he didn’t really want to take it back.  Last night had been hands down the best sex he had ever had and it was with someone he truly cared about. He never knew it could be that damn good.  Jensen had honestly never felt this kind of attraction to someone before.  Hell, if he were really Dean he would swear that a fucking witch had put a spell on him.  That thought made him chuckle softly to himself.

Jesus, what was he going to do now?  They still had two days left to shoot and then a three-day weekend coming up where they could head home.  Shit, home, that should be fun, he thought to himself. He shut his eyes tight as the guilt hit hard.  How the hell was he going to be able to look his wife in the eyes after this?

A gentle squirm next to Jensen brought his attention back to the sleeping beauty.  Even with the guilt weighing on him, he couldn’t help but smile down at you as your pretty little eyes began to flutter open and you stifled a yawn.

“Good morning.” You grinned up at him and he melted at the sound of your sleepy voice.  

“Mornin’ darlin’.” His voice sounded gruffer than normal this morning.  

“You going to the gym with Jared this morning?” You asked as you raised your head to glance over at the clock on your nightstand.  

“Don’t think so.  Think I’ll just text and tell him I can’t make it today.  He can go without me.” Jensen let his hand gently play along the soft skin of your arm as you snuggled against his chest, grinning as he felt your skin prickle at his touch.

  “What’s the matter, did I wear you out too much last night, you too tired to go workout this morning?” You giggled as your fingers drew random patterns over his chest. Your soft touch and the press of your warm naked body against his own stirring his desire for you once more.

Jensen huffed a laugh before catching you off guard and rolling you both over so you were pinned underneath him. “Maybe I would rather just get my workout with you this morning.  What’d ya say baby girl?”  He nipped softly at your full lips before claiming your mouth with his own.  

You winced softly as you sat down on the couch to lace up your hiking boots as you prepared for today‘s first scene.  Last night and this morning with Jensen had been amazing but you were certain now that you were, in fact, going to be walking funny and feeling it for days.  

“Well the man didn’t lie.” You giggled to yourself.  You checked your reflection in the floor length mirror once more, taking in your Riley gear.  If there was one complaint you had about this show it was wardrobe.  Why did all the hunters have to wear flannel?  You laughed softly at yourself as you smoothed out the black tank top that hugged your body under the red and black flannel shirt.  You looked like a mini version of Sam and Dean, only with longer hair than Sam’s and more curves than them both.  

You made your way to the trailer door and stepped out into the bright morning light.  You winced softly under your breath as each step you took reminded you of the discomfort between your legs.  Jesus, that man was trying to kill you last night.  At least this morning he had been gentler, knowing you were tender in your most intimate area.  

Clif’s black SUV was waiting by the trailers and you were the first to climb inside.  

“Morning beautiful.” Clif smiled as you slid into the backseat.

“Good morning.” You smiled brightly back at the man.  You and Clif did not have to wait long before Jared joined the two of you, climbing into the front seat beside Clif.  A moment later you heard a trailer door slam and you couldn’t wipe the grin off your face as you watched Jensen walk the short distance towards the car.  You would never get tired of watching his cowboy swagger with those damn bow legs encased in tight blue jeans.  

Jensen slid in the back at your side. “Good morning.” his deep voice filled the car as he settled in his seat.  He was met with greetings from Jared and Clif as you mumbled softly under your breath, “yes it is.”

Jensen caught the grin on your face and shot you a quick wink before turning his attention back to Jared who had begun rambling on about something that you weren’t quite following.  You hoped he wasn’t talking about anything important because all you could focus on was the man beside you.  Jensen caught your stare and causally slid his hand across the seat to gently rub your thigh as Clif started the car and drove the three of you to set.  You couldn’t help but marvel at the fact that just the brush of his hand against your jean-clad thigh felt electric.  How in the world could this man bring out these feelings in you from just a touch? Jensen’s fingers teased higher on your leg and slid to gently caress your inner thigh causing you to squirm against the seat.  Your eyes met his and a smirk curled his lips before his tongue darted out to tease against his bottom lip before tugging it between his ivory teeth.  The wetness instantly pooled between your thighs and you whimpered softly.  Luckily, the men were in conversation and no one but Jensen heard you.  He gave a quick squeeze to the soft flesh of your thigh before turning back to look at Jared.  

The ride to the set was over quicker than you would have liked and that meant it was time to get to work.  You spent the day filming and surprisingly everything went smoothly and professionally as compared to the day before.  Well almost professionally, Jared was in an extremely good mood today and on top of his game in the prank department, which made for a great day of laughs but also made for a long day because it took twice as long to shoot any one scene.  

You had just finished a scene with Misha and were ready to get off your feet for a little while so you headed over to your chair.  You grunted softly as you sat down gingerly, the tenderness between your thighs better but still present.  

“You okay shortcake?” Jared ask, a frown on his face, as he looked over at your grimaced expression.  

“Yeah. Yeah, I’m good.”  You smiled as you tried to settle back in the chair and act as normal as possible.  

“Really? You look like you are in pain.” Jared looked concerned.

“No, really Jare, I’m good. Promise.” You smiled and reached for your bottle of water; taking a drink in hopes it would cover up the flush you knew had tinted your cheeks.  A soft chortle of laughter from behind you caught your attention and you saw Jensen standing behind your chair listening to your conversation.  

“Problem sweetheart?” Jensen chuckled as you looked over your shoulder at him.  He made his way around your chair and took his seat at your side.  

“No problem. Like I just told Jared, I’m fine.”  You eyed him as he grinned brightly at you. Your eyes were begging him for help in dropping this subject but of course he wasn’t going to make this easy.  

“You sure, cuz I did notice you were kinda walking funny earlier.”  The man deadpanned like it was nothing.  

Your eyes were wide in shock as you stared at him in disbelief.  You raised your eyebrows as if to say ‘what the fuck’ to him.  “Um…” You completely froze for a minute as your mind raced to find a response, finally you cleared your throat and sighed. “Ok, fine if you must know, I think I got carried away with my yoga this morning and I, uh, I think I pulled something.”  

“Oh, ouch.” Jared chuckled, obviously buying your story.  Jensen just nodded his head as he smiled at you.  

“You are such an ass.” You hissed as Jared excused himself and left you alone with Jensen. “I can’t believe you put me on the spot like that, jerk.” You slapped his arm.  

Jensen laughed, his eyes squinting. “I couldn’t help it.  I wanted to see how well you could think on your feet.”  

You acted offended despite the grin tugging at your lips.  “Hey, I am awesome on my feet.”

Jensen chuckled softly. “I don’t know about that but you are definitely fucking amazing off your feet darlin‘, that I am sure of.” He teased you playfully, a wicked gleam in his eyes.  

“Oh, well if you thought that was impressive maybe I should show you how amazing I am on my knees.” You returned his naughty glare, letting your tongue drag seductively over your full lips as your eyes traveled over him from head to toe.

“Amazing huh?” Jensen shifted in his chair as his mouth suddenly felt dry, images of you on your knees with your full soft lips wrapped around his cock dancing in his head making him harden at the thought. “Yeah, I definitely think you need to show me that baby girl.”

“Hmm, maybe.” You giggled softly.  

That was how the rest of your day went, flirting and teasing mixed with stolen glances and lingering touches between filming.  By the time you had wrapped for the day and you both climbed into the back of the SUV you wanted nothing more than to close the distance and pounce on the man that sat at your side.  The teasing had certainly gotten to you and by the way Jensen was looking at you with that animalistic glare you knew you had gotten to him as well.  

“My trailer, 15 minutes.” Jensen almost growled the words as the two of you walked side by side towards your individual trailers. You nodded your response, your heart already starting to race at the prospect of what would happen in fifteen minutes.

You had never rushed to take a shower so quickly before. As soon as the door to your trailer closed you began to fling off your clothing, slowly them haphazardly to the floor before rushing to the small bathroom.  You put your long silken locks up in a loose bun before turning on the water and stepping inside.  After moments of cleansing and shaving you hopped out of the shower, wrapped yourself in a towel, and headed to your bedroom to dress.  You stood there staring at your clothing wondering if you should go for sexy or easy access.  You finally decided that after all the teasing you both endured today that easy access was the best choice.  The faster you could get to the fun the better.  You threw a t-shirt over your head and slid your smooth creamy legs into a pair of cut off shorts, completely bypassing any undergarments at all.  You ran a brush through your hair quickly before reapplying some of your make-up and you were out the door.  

Your bare feet padded quickly the mere ten feet to Jensen’s trailer next to yours.  You knocked gently on the door and immediately the door opened.  Your breath caught in your throat at the sight in front of you. Jensen stood in his doorway with nothing but a towel wrapped around his waist.  His hair damp and standing on end from where he had tousled it with a towel just moments ago. Jensen opened the door wide and stepped out of the way to let you inside. You slide past him slowly dragging your fingers down his bare damp chest as you made your way past him into the living area.  

The sound of the door closing and the lock clicking in place made you turn back to look at him.  His infamous smirk curled his plush lips as he stalked towards you.  Jensen reached out for you, one hand fisting in the back of your hair as his other hand cupped your cheek. His lips were on yours and you moaned softly into the warmth of his mouth.  Your hands grasped his waist as you kissed each other frantically. Your nails raked along his naked flesh making him shiver against you before your fingers reached for the towel and quickly pulled it from around his waist.  A soft growl vibrated against your lips as he pressed his bare flesh to your soft body.  His hardness evident as the rock hard length pressed against your abdomen.  Jensen slid his hand from your cheek down the curve of your neck. His long fingers curled around the column of your throat, giving a quick squeeze that made you whimper into his mouth before his hand slid lower.  Soon both of his hands were at the hem of your t-shirt, tugging it over your head and tossing it to the floor.  The cool air washed over your heated flesh making goose bumps rise along your skin and your nipples harden even further.  

Jensen’s hands began to wander over your skin that was bared to him and in turn your own hands explored his body all the while you devoured each other with your mouths.  You tugged his full bottom lip between your teeth making him hiss softly as he hands teased against your breasts. His rough fingers lightly caressed each taut peak before taking the pert buds between his fingers, tugging, and twisting making your back arch to his hands and a cry to fall from your lips.  Jensen grinned, your response making him repeat the action just to hear the pretty sounds you made for him.  Slowly he released your rosy nipples to let his hands travel the length of your torso to the button and zipper of your cut offs.  He worked them open with ease and slid one hand inside as his greedy mouth attacked the flesh of your neck.  Your head fell back as he placed wet sloppy kisses against your flesh, his teeth raking back and forth over the skin that he ached to mark but knew he couldn’t.  His hand sank deeper into your shorts his fingers making contact with your smooth heated core.

“Mmm, no panties baby?” he moaned softly against the curve of your neck.  

“No. Needed you too bad.” Came your breathy response.

“Such a dirty little girl.” Jensen murmured against your flesh before biting the sweet spot below your ear as he shoved your shorts down to the floor.  You whimpered softly as the sparks of desire coursed through your body to settle directly into your cunt while his fingers stroked softly over your folds in the lightest of touches.  Your hand sought out his hard length, your soft fingers curling around the length and gently stroking from base to tip before letting your thumb brush against his cockhead.  Jensen groaned at your touch, his hips gently rocking, thrusting his cock into your soft warm palm.  “C’mon baby girl.  I think it’s about time you showed me just how amazing that mouth is.”

A whimper of protest left your lips as Jensen pulled his hand away from your needy pussy. Both of his hands gently gripped your shoulders and urged you down to your knees at his feet.  You complied easily and sank down to the floor.  The hungry gaze in Jensen’s eyes made you shudder as you stared up at him from this submissive position.  His large hand wrapped around the base of his cock guiding it towards your pouty lips.  

“Open for me darlin’, let’s see how good you can suck my cock.”  Jensen grinned as he gently stroked your cheek.

Your tongue darted out to wet your full lips before parting them eagerly for the hard angry head of his length.  He slid the thick tip against your velvet tongue, his head falling back and a feral moan filling his throat as your lips wrapped around the thick head.  You swirled your tongue around his hard length as your pink lips slid further down his rigid shaft moaning softly at your first taste of him.  Your lips stretched wide to accommodate his girth as your tongue traced the thick vein on the underside of his cock.  Slowly your cheeks hollowed as your head begin to bob bringing sinful moans falling from Jensen‘s lips.  You sucked at his cock with long slow languid movements, savoring every inch of him that you could fit into your mouth.  He tasted like heaven and were sure in that moment that you would never be able to get enough of him.  Your lust filled eyes peered up to watch the pleasure dance across his face as his cock slid back and forth between your stretched lips.  His eyes held yours as his hands fisted by his sides in his effort to hold back the need to take control.  You watched him carefully, you wanted him to loose control.  You ached for him to take what he needed from you.

You pulled back until the hard head of his cock remained between your full lips, your tongue flicking at his dripping slit and moaning at the taste of the pre-cum that fell to your tongue.  Your soft hands slid up his muscled thighs as you held your mouth still, just teasing his tip.  Jensen’s jaw clenched as you teased him, and you could see the muscles in his arms flinch as he tightened his fists.  Your eyes sparkled with mischief as you reached out to grab his hands, bringing them up and placing them in your hair.  Jensen leered down at you as he took the hint. He wound the length of your hair around his fists and he felt your jaw relax before he thrust his hips forward sending the length of his cock into your mouth until he hit the back of your throat.  

“Shit.” Jensen grunted coarsely as he slowly pulled back only to thrust forward again in your cock hungry mouth.  He rocked his hips slowly watching his hardness slide between your wet lips, sinking towards your throat each time but careful not to make you gag.  

Your hands snaked around to the back of his muscled thighs, your nails biting lightly into his flesh as you urged him to thrust harder and deeper.  

“You gonna take it all baby? You want my cock down your throat?” Jensen panted softly from above you.  You answered with a delicious moan that vibrated around his shaft.  “Fuck yes. You are such a good girl for me, my dirty little girl.”  He praised as his hips began to thrust harder, sinking his cock deeper until he was fully buried in your clutching throat.  

“Jesus.” he hissed as he bared his teeth and your throat spasmed around his cock when you gagged on the thick head.  You spurred him on as your hands gripped his perfect ass, pulling him harder to your mouth.  He didn’t need any more incentive and let himself go thrusting into your mouth with renewed fervor.

Jensen’s body flushed and sweat broke out across his forehead as he fucked your hungry mouth.  Your soft gags mixed with his moans filled his trailer.  His full lips parted and a strangled moan caught in his throat as he watched his cock disappear into your mouth over and over again.  Tears leaked from the corners of your eyes and drool mixed with his pre-cum pooled and dripped from your chin.  You sucked hard, your cheeks caved as you took all that he could give you. The way your tongue slid along his cock, the clutching and pulsing of your throat, the warmth of your mouth, it all felt so damn good. It felt too damn good each time you swallowed around his now throbbing shaft.  Suddenly he pulled his cock from your mouth a pop, a long string of saliva stretched from the angry red head of his cock to your lip lewdly.

“Fuck darlin’, amazing doesn’t even begin to describe that.” Jensen panted as he watched you catch your breath and lick your swollen lips.  

He barely gave you time to recover before reaching down for your body and pulling you off your knees. In one quick fluid motion he lifted you up and slung you over his shoulder.  You squealed in surprise and Jensen chuckled as he carried you towards his bed.  

Jensen threw you down hastily to his bed and you eagerly spread your thighs for him, uncaring how shameless you were for him.  

“Look at that pretty little pussy.” Jensen rasped as he began to climb over you, his muscles rippling with every movement that he made. “You are dripping wet baby girl.” He breathed the words against your collarbone as he fingers slid through your slick covered entrance.  His mouth branding your skin with heated kisses between his words. “You get this wet just from sucking my cock baby?”  His fingers played through your wetness, teasing at your entrance before sliding his fingertips to tease against your clit.

“Yes.” You moaned as your hips lifted from the bed to search out more pressure from his fingers.  

“Such a good girl.” Jensen moaned as his mouth moved up along your neck sucking softly at the skin you offered him.  “You going to let me fuck this tight little pussy or are you still too sore baby?”  He dipped and swirled his fingers against your aching entrance, his hand pulling away every time your hips rose until you were writhing in frustration and need.  

“Please Jay.  Please fuck me.” You whined as you continued to try to catch his fingers as they teased you relentlessly.  

Jensen raised his head, his lust filled eyes gazing down at your flushed face. “I don’t want to hurt you baby girl.  You tell me if you can’t take it tonight. Okay?”

“I want you so bad Jay, please.  I can take it.” You whimpered as your hands moved to grip the back of his neck pulling his mouth down to your own.  He groaned against your lips as you sucked and nipped at his bottom lip.

Your back arched and a strangled groan filled your throat as he shoved two thick fingers into your dripping cunt suddenly.  Your slick velvet walls immediately clutched at the digits as they curled inside of you.  

“Ah fuck Jay.” You cried out as your head rolled back against the pillows.  Jensen quickly built up a hard fast rhythm that had you seeing stars. The rough pads of his fingers curling and stroking your g-spot with every flick of his wrist.  The sound of his fingers driving into your cunt filling the room with pornographic squelching sounds with how wet you were.  Jensen’s muscles rippled in his arm as he drove his fingers harder and faster. Your hands clawed at the comforter on his bed as you bucked to his hand.  Your body began tensing and the sweet pressure built inside your core. “Fuck, fuck Jay, right there…I’m gonna..,” Your words turned to a cry of ecstasy as the orgasm ripped through you and your sweet sticky juices coated his fingers and drenched his palm all the way down to his wrist.

“Oh damn baby girl, look at you squirting all over my fingers.”  Jensen groaned as he slipped his fingers from your quivering pussy.  He stared down at your panting trembling form and grinned as he hand gently rubbed back and forth against your dripping center soothingly until you could catch your breath.  

“Fuck Jay, that was intense.” You moaned as you looked up into his eyes.

“That your first time?”  He asked with a smirk.

“Yeah.” You giggled softly.  

“Mmm good. But it won‘t be your last baby.”  He lowered his lips to yours, his tongue tracing gently over your full lips before crushing his mouth to yours.  

Jensen moved between your spread legs, the heaviness of his wide cock nestled against your slick core.  You whined into his mouth and your hips rolled urging him inside of you.  Jensen broke the kiss and nipped at your bottom lip as his hips matched your rhythm dragging his stiff shaft back and forth between your soaked lips. You whimpered again, aching to have him split you open and bury himself deep.  Your hands slid down to the juncture of your bodies to guide his hardness into you but he quickly caught your hands. His large fists encircled your wrists and he brought them up to pin your arms above your head.

“Beg for it baby girl. You sound so pretty when you beg.” He accentuated his words by grinding his hips harder to your squirming body.  

You tugged your full bottom lip between your teeth as your head rolled back to the feel of Jensen rutting against you. You had no qualms with begging for the gorgeous man above you. “Please Jay.  Please, I need you.”  You purred breathlessly.

“Tell me exactly what you want baby.” Jensen’s body trembled softly as he fought to hold back the urge to drive himself deep inside of you wanting to draw this out as long as possible.

“I need you to fuck me Jay, please.  I need your cock inside of me.”  A growl from his full lips made you shiver and encouraged you to continue. “I want you to fuck me hard. Please, fuck me so hard I can’t walk.”  

Jensen’s snarl was feral as his hips snapped forward sharply burying his length into your cunt in one harsh thrust. Your walls stretched obscenely wide around his thick girth and your head snapped back as your body jutted up under him.

“Oh God.” Your cry echoed in the small room.

“Yeah I am, baby.” Jensen smirked down at you as he began to pummel your heated dripping core.  He was ruining you for any other man and he knew it.  

The sweet sounds spilling from your lips only spurred him to release a barrage of rough plunges deep into your cunt. The hard head of his cock battering at your cervix causing a delicious mix of pain and pleasure to course through you and make your slick walls flutter and pulse around him.  

“You are so fucking beautiful like this baby girl, wrecked on my cock. Taking it all.”  Jensen groaned as your walls tightened around his thrusting cock.  His grip on your wrists tightened as he continued to restrain you while his assault on your needy pussy seemed to only intensify.

“Oh shit Jay, fuck.” You screamed as your body shuddered and quaked under him. Your orgasm ripping through your body without warning. Your pussy squeezing his veined shaft so tight it would have hurt if it didn’t feel so good.  

Jensen growled, his jaw clenched as his eyes closed and he rolled his head back as he felt the sweet rush of your hot juices flood around his cock. “So good baby girl, so good.” He moaned deeply, his thrusts easing to a slow grind into your core before he pulled out completely.  Wordlessly he released your wrists, his large hands coming to your waist where he manhandled you quickly to your stomach on the bed.  You grunted softly as he moved your petite frame where he wanted you with ease.  His fingers digging into your hips as he brought you up on your knees with your ass in the air.  You shivered as you felt the long wet drag of his tongue along your spine before his teeth grazed against your shoulder blade.  Jensen’s breath was hot as it washed over your flushed skin.  His mouth moving down a line along your flesh as he licked, sucked, and bit his way back down to the curve your ass.  A yelp escaped your lips as you suddenly felt Jensen’s teeth bite down on the firm flesh of your ass.

“Ow.” You whined as he bit harder and sucked at the warm skin.  

Jensen released your flesh with a pop and chuckled softly. “Just marking what’s mine baby. I want to leave my marks all over you. I want everyone to know you’re mine.”

“Yours huh?” You grinned as you looked back over your shoulder at him teasing him playfully.

The look in his eyes was not playful as one had gripped your shoulder and his other large hand gripped at your hip.  “Mine.” Jensen snarled as he drove his cock back into your heated depths.

“Fuck. Jensen.” You almost screamed it as he set a relentless pace. His body slamming against yours with such force that you would have fallen forward if it were not for the bruising grip he held on your body.  Jensen’s hips slapped against the flesh of your ass, his heavy cum laden balls smacking at your clit with every ram of his cock into your dripping pussy.  

Jensen’s hand left your shoulder to wrap around your body. His large palm between your full breasts pulled you upright against his chest as he continued to plow into your depths.  His breath was hot against your cheek as his fingers moved over your glistening skin to wrap around your throat.  “You are mine baby girl.  Just mine.” He moaned softly against your ear before letting his teeth graze at the delicate skin of your lobe. His hand at your throat tightened, not enough to hurt but enough to feel the power of his body.  “I wanna hear you say it.” He growled softly against your ear.  “Say it baby.”

Tingles coursed through your body as muscles deep inside of you began to quake. The tension built up like a ball of fire in your core until it exploded and you came undone as you cried out. “I’m yours!” Your head fell back against his shoulder as he held onto you and drove you through your orgasm.  Jensen grunted against your skin as his teeth gripped at your shoulder to muffle the sound of his own release. The tight clenching of your pussy around his cock, your sweet slick that dripped down to his balls, the feel of your racing pulse under his fingertips as he held your throat, and the sound of your voice singing out for him was all too much.  

Jensen’s hoarse voice cracked as he called out your name with one last drive of his cock deep into your body. He held himself in your seizing walls as his cock emptied.

“Jesus baby girl. You are going to be the death of me.” He chuckled as he fell to his side on the bed and pulled you close to his body.

You giggled softly as you snuggled in against his large frame. “Mmm, I hope not. I would miss this.”

Jensen’s eyes crinkled at the corners as he looked down at you and smiled. He slung one of his large arms around your waist as he pulled you even closer before his lips sought out yours in a tender kiss.

You lay silently wrapped up in each other’s arm for several long moments as you both recovered from the incredible high you had just experienced. Your hands played along his naked flesh, fingertips running along anything and everything that you could reach earning you soft sighs from his lips.   You watched his face, his eyes closed, full lips parted with a soft smile curling the corners and you felt your heart swell making you take a deep breath.  

Jensen opened his eyes as the sound of feel of your chest rising as you breathed in deeply.  “What is it baby girl?” he asked softly as his own hand played gently against the small of your back.  

“Jay, what are we doing here?” You asked. Your own voice just above a whisper.  

The smile slowly slid from his face as he looked at you.  “I um, I’m not really sure darlin’.” He sighed softly.  “I know, rather my brain keeps telling me, that I shouldn’t, we shouldn’t be doing this but,” he brought his hand up to gently cup your cheek, “every other part of me can’t stay away from you.” Jensen tenderly stroked the soft flesh of your cheek as he spoke.  

You watched as the emotions danced across his face and you knew how conflicted he must feel.  You had known this man for years. You knew Jensen was a good man with a good heart and to see him be at odds with himself made your heart ache for him. You knew he didn’t take this lightly.  You also knew that this was more than just a fling, you had known each other far too long for that, but you also knew better than to try to figure out exactly what this was yet. You were not going to pressure him or complicate things by talking about your feelings for him. You were feeling too selfish when it came to him to do anything to push him away now.  The last two days had been a dream come true for you.  You had longed for moments like this with him and you didn’t want to give them up anytime soon even if that meant being the other woman.  Your brain was screaming at you that this was a bad idea and nothing good was going to come from this but like Jensen, you didn’t think you could tear yourself away from him, especially not now, not after just getting a taste of what being with him was like.  

“I understand if you can’t do this anymore.” Jensen spoke again taking your silence as rejection. He started to roll away from you but you tightened your arm that was draped over his waist to prevent him from doing so.

“I don’t want to stop Jay.”  You bit at your bottom lip as you looked up at him.  “Even if that means I have to be your little secret.” You finally grinned easing the tension.  

Jensen stared down at you with a look akin to awe. “You are something else baby.” He let out a soft breathy laugh then. “I like that, my dirty little secret.”  

You giggled softly in response before tilting your head to offer up your lips to him, which he gladly took.  The kiss was sweet and tender and everything you loved about the man.