#the example was a lazier than usual version too; i'm usually even more intense about making it look Really Scanned. aaaaaaaaaaa
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so i'm contemplating a fun example of anxiety runaround i give myself (particularly when unmedicated): document signatures
i have to do a lot of paperwork and don't always find getting to a printer doable. to that end, i'm reasonably sure nobody would care if i signed my docs digitally via tablet pen in an art program, but bc they always request for me to print, sign, and scan...
i still sign it in an art program lol, but make it look identical to ballpoint pen using my colorpicked palette for scanned ballpoint pen ink and a couple of textured brushes
then i slightly alter the image angle and offset from the original, add noise, save as a slightly crunchy jpg in a stupid resolution like a scanner would output, and then purge all the metadata just in case
sample of just the writing since i'm not gonna show y'all my docs:
it's not forgery or anything bc i AM signing it. it's my signature on my documents. there is no reason this should matter. but my brain is convinced that if i don't do it this way then i'll be In Trouble
#stirring up trouble#the example was a lazier than usual version too; i'm usually even more intense about making it look Really Scanned. aaaaaaaaaaa#but yeah without meds i live in constant (irrational) fear i'll be found out and all my paperwork won't count anymore lol#one of those moments that really makes me go 'oh ok i definitely do have a disorder.'
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