#the dumbass shit I gotta fkn deal with istg

[zoofles]

I'd agree with you except that it seems that you lie a lot. You've changed the story about the age you were abused at about 10 times over the years. You also keep changing the story about what abuse you faced. And I don't mean that you come across as an abuse victim who is confused, suffers with memory loss because of their abuse etc, because that's valid, and that may be the case with you, but you seem awfully confident and angry about the ages you were abused at even though you change the age every 2 months. In your archives you can see how inconsistent you are and contradictory you are with most of your story. Anyway it's not relevant if it's not something you actually struggle with but it comes across that way.

Wow! Your assumption is so fucking stupid and rude im honestly dumbfounded. 🤷crazy how I not only suffer with DID amnesia, extreme dissociation and c-ptsd that would cause memory gaps that big, but also brainwashing! I didn’t know a lot of my trauma was even trauma until I left my situation 👍! Ofc the age changed going backwards! THATS HOW MEMORY AND TRAUMA WORKS ? The trauma itself and the age has not changed, I just keep getting strong enough to dig deeper and handle more.

And just to show you how stupid you are: I’ve been inactive on here for more than a year, randomly posting here and there (art only mind you!). During that year a had basically all my trauma come flooding out, physical issues make themselves known + my DID became solidly effective.

Before that I was still in my fucking abuse situation where I was struggling with physical health issues that overtook importance in my mind, denial (both from myself and from brainwashing), amnesia and dissociation, and ofc brainwashing to believe what I went through was good/out of love/beneficial/a saving grace. Etc!

So your statement is literally idiotic. I’m answering because it angered me, not because I require constant attention btw. If you plan on spinning it that way, I’m not gonna answer. You don’t understand my situation in the slightest because before age 20 I BARELY DID. Lmao??? I’ve had multiple instances of trauma, not a single trauma I’ve been changing up or “adjusting” to make it “worse”. Trauma started age 2, but I was neglected b4 that! From 2 I had other things occur but either blocked them off or was convinced by others that it was beneficial or whatever.

But sure stranger. You know better! You’ve obviously lived my life too, or watched me closely by living by my side like my bf or something

I hate it here