#the deaths of me atm
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mourning 14/15 barca again what else is new
#el Dia Despues#la liga Santander#the deaths of me atm#like no wonder I fell in love w the club and neymessi that year#like how could u not#the team was perfect#every person was just wow
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They must've had some wild dreams right after the kfc incident
#jjk#jujutsu kaisen#satosugu#gojo satoru#geto suguru#stsg#i will simply inflict the flavor of things that have happened to me onto my favorite characters atm#there is no other way to live unfortunately i checked the math#mistakes have been made#you cant even blame me actually because all of premature death was literally gojo dreaming!!!!
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CW(?) slight horror imagery in the third pic
This is me trying to practice drawing the trio in the most flip floppy art style way to prepare myself for when I draw.. a specific au… mwehehehe.
Waiter! Waiter! More wtvr tf light & L got going on in that last one!!
Edit: I made more down below
Human shinigamis added to the roster. The OG design or the human design of Ryuk is banger but idk if I’ll keep it the same as it, cuz it doesn’t fully fit the Ryuk we know so who knows, may change his design.
Bottom centre of L & Light r inspired from a ff scene I may or may not make fanart for… also yassssss Misa & Rem yaasssss one sided yuri maybe who knows.. just play Chappell roan already
#what if we held onto each other like a lifeline because we are nothing without the other#death note#light yagami#l lawliet#misa amane#lawlight#my art#when the bell tolls…#the first two were from a canvas that held an angsty lawlight drawing#it was honestly cuz I couldn’t draw atm#feeling cracked at midnight#as usual#but I must sleep#may these powers stay with me when I wake up#death note rem#death note ryuk#rem x misa#remisa#MERRY YURIMAS!!
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dumb death family doodle except people kept telling me to add people so here's where its at
#qsmp#i am not tagging everyone but goduhhh#yep the extended death family smile#my art#“where's _______?” listen my brother in christ do you want me to add half of the damn server#also ppl said bolas but atm the only active members who still call him dad are bagh's and cellbo so that's why its only them#richas ramon pomme arent here cuz idk where to put them but they are honorary i guess
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Glimmer Moone raised her gaze to the looming Scythe on the wall. Ever since she could remember, it had been there to serve as a reminder of her mother's mysterious past. But since her death, she had found her gaze more drawn to it, her fingertips itching to touch it. But not once had she acted out on these thoughts, not until today.
A shiver ran down her spine, and she could hear a voice whispering to her gently. Almost like it was trying to push her to do it, to touch. So she did.
She reached her hand toward the scythe and lifted it up from the wall. It didn't feel as heavy in her hands as she'd imagined it. No…it felt just right. She was admiring the sharp edges of the blade, thinking of all the stories her father had told of her mother wielding it. Stories that later on in life, he’d claimed to be all just that, stories. But some part of her knew there was more to it than he wanted her to know.
That shiver went through her again and a whisper…her name. The blade started to glow a mesmerizing pink hue and she was filled with a feeling or certainty, a feeling of deep understanding. She was going to unravel the secrets of this blade, and the stories of her mother's past.
#Glimmer Moone#sims 4#ts4#sims 4 life and death#the sims 4#idk if im actually gonna write the story but#i guess ill see where the mood takes me#i feel so inspired atm!#so excited for the pack
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hello cotl fandom I revive once more
"I wanna fuck government hooker!"
#cult of the lamb#cult of the lamb au#cotl au#cotl lamb#the lamb#cotl narinder#narinder#the one who waits#narilamb#true devotion#death do us part#// suggestive#i come back swinging with this smh#government hooker has a chokehold on me atm
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[ID: a digital sketch of Eda and Raine from the owl house. They're in their designs from watching and dreaming, pre epilogue. Raine holds out their arm for an injection (given by a disembodied hand and labeled "magic rabies shot") and Eda lays a hand on their shoulder and leans her head on theirs. She says "you're doing great Raine! how'd you get rabies tho?". Raine stares dead eyed at the viewer as a thought bubble connected to them shows Belos biting down on their arm. End ID]
I was gonna post a request today but I feel like it's gonna flop and this is funnier. So request tomorrow, Raine Whispers Rabies doodle today
#the owl house#toh#raine whispers#eda clawthorne#raeda#you guys have no clue the stupid shit i doodle when alone or in the company of my irl friends. this was partly their suggestion#you guys haven't even seen baldlos (he was just born today and also no one should see him ever)#anyway I'm so mad that THIS FUCKING DOODLE is the best raeda I've ever drawn. repulsive. why would god do that to me#anyway..enjoy#raine and hunter both being rushed to like. makeshift hospital tents after the finale on account of getting possessed#except when they're there they end up getting treated for completely unrelated shit#hunter had a growth spurt w/ insufficient stored energy/food in his body so he's kinda malnourished atm. raine has rabies (obv)#fun times all around#luz is perfectly healthy after death and resurrection tho! suspiciously healthy one might say...
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but shotacon is the same nasty fiction as the games. dude u'r a weirdo idk?? like natch u can not like anything but being against smth when u like smth the same as that is weird n cringe (this https://www.tumblr.com/mustystrade/762894418110005248/how-can-you-like-a-game-with-rape-and-murder-but?source=share) no offense :c
#im tired of this#just bc i like a game with dark themes doesnt mean i should accept/enjoy all such themes and loli/shota shit is soemthing i just dont fuck#yes i enjoy fiction with the themes in btd but leave me alone i genuinly dont know how to word it better atm#boyfriend to death#ykmet#mustystrade#boyfriendtodeath#gatobob
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turns out a brief moment of feeling ok doesnt mean im done grieving
anywho, heres a vent doodle with a pose i saw online, might not reblog the road trip thread posts for a bit (i feel bad for not being able to participate in my own trend but as long as people enjoyed it then i dont mind all too much)
i dont wanna call it a break bc i cant help but be on tumblr, but things might go quiet in terms of art or me talking.
hope yall are doin well today/tonight/timezone n ill see yall when i see you :3
#oz rambles#aaaaaaa sorry for the venting#i try to not do so much on the sideblog bc i wanna make this a place to chill#but i dont want anyone to think im ignoring in reblogging their posts#i see every road trip post n i love it when yall tag me in stuff#i just dont have the spoons for the next while to respond in a way i can properly express my gushing towards them#i love how i say its just a silly little event but i also get beaten up by the fact i cant properly do the prompts atm /lh#anywho impromptu ramble in the tags over#also if anyone who has reblogged my earlier post abt my situation sees this. tysm for your messages. /gen#i cant properly find the words to express it. but they mean a lot and i thank you for taking the time to write em#gonna go and rest mentally now#love you all#cw death#vent#artswin#kinda#tis just a doodle#naroz#ozrator#digitalmuse#selfship#qpr selfship#self ship
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going to freak out about my bestie Daniel again by talking about headcanons but to me he's like. not only half-Armenian half-Irish (yes Molloy is an Irish surname but Eric is Armenian people. so what do we do we make the sensible choice and split the difference. put that shit in your fics my rep is lacking) but also Jewish. not necessarily practicing but yk. it's called his mother grows up in the US in a household where her father's Armenian Orthodox and her mother's Jewish and takes a little bit of both but mainly from her mother and then she meets his raised-Catholic nebulously-agnostic Irish-American father and gives shit a shot. and here's Molloy in the midst of it all, born to wreck marriages fail at parenting his own kids and get his shit absolutely fucking rocked by two vamps in the 70s
#tv: interview with the vampire#interview with the vampire#amc iwtv#amc interview with the vampire#iwtv#iwtv s1#iwtv season 1#iwtv s2#iwtv season 2#daniel molloy#luke brandon field#eric bogosian#Abrahamic religious love triangle here we come!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! who's getting on the ride i certainly am#don't ask me about how common interfaith Jewish-Catholic weddings were in the 50s. i don't need to fall down that research#rabbi hole atm for all i care they could have had a courthouse wedding i just need to put this out there#in the DM turning fic percolating in my mind that i refuse to allow myself to write until i finish my current Armand fic the soundtrack#is just. You Want It Darker by Leonard Cohen. which is fitting bc it's the title song of the last album he ever released#and you enter a penthouse in Dubai to stare Death down in the face and idk. 'hineni hineni.' that's it. he's ready my Lord
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instant frenemies
#ezkayn#heartsteel kayn#league of legends#v33-art#heartsteel ezreal#ive had this draft sitting around for ages and finally had the will to finish it#its a little messy but im coping with life atm#kayns such a little shit i love him so much#his whorish behavior is going to be the death of me i want to bite him
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this was the tensest insanity (affectionate) i've ever seen. that whole ending sequence.... OH MY ACTUAL FREAKY SLOW HORSING GOD. you could hear river's panicked breathing in the credits. YOU COULD HEAR RIVER'S PANICKED BREATHING IN THE CREDITS. what an episode. this show is incredible. extraordinary genius.
#slow horses spoilers#i actually need to collect my thoughts that was intense AF#WOW#i'm rendered completely speechless#absolute elite show#phenomenal acting phenomenal editing phenomenal music phenomenal EVERYTHING#i can't believe they made me root for the french assassin there for a moment too that boy is just a traumatised child#frank is EVIL#i'll share more thoughts later bc i literally can't think right now#most importantly: PROTECT RIVER AT ALL COST DON'T YOU DARE HURT MY LITTLE SPYBOY#you could hear river's breathing in the credits..... i... jeez#that was an insane amount of death they just killed everyone that was in the way in that scene#slow horses#idk why i'm writing all this in the tags i should put in a post but i'm BESIDE MYSELF atm#i thought they were going to off molly i was screaming my heart was on the floor DON'T TOUCH HER
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I thought i escaped sims 4 but it's dragged my dumbass back again.
I hate this game. I need so many mods just to be able to just to fix it so i can play without being frustrated. but no matter how frustrated i get, i keep coming back : /
Anyways! Like my new little me? (i forgot what they're called. Avatar? *Shrug*) I'll put some more stuff (and doodles) about them under the cut
They're a candle! The body and oversize hoodie are all the wax and the undercut ponytail is the little flame (like Ember from Danny Phantom lol). Her feet are kinda goopy and her hands never show b/c the sleeves of the hoodie drip over them (sometimes driping off completely.)
i got kinda bored with my old one (drawing me but purple) so they got a little upgrade for my silly little personal doodles.
That is all : )
#random stuff#my doodles#idk what to call this#i will answer asks tomorrow#i started to do so today#but ran out of words halfway through#unfortunately i discovered the ultimate decades challenge in sims 4#which is fasinating me atm b/c it adds dice rolls to see if your sims live into each lifestage#and also the whole keeping track of how many years pass#i might keep this style of gameplay b/c i really like seeing how much time passes#and beign able to use my dice to add some randomness to my game is fantastic#it's been about 35 years in my game so far (with every 4 sim days being an approximate year)#my starting sim is now an exhausted 47 yo man#he had recently handed off his 'head of family' title to his only surviving son#but then the son died so he had to take it back#(i'm really hoping his grandson makes it to adulthood or i won't have an heir)#i'm pretty excited for the life and death expansion coming out soon#it goes well with this game since i'm gonna need those funerals lol#(also saw that your sims can have a baby with the grim reaper and that certainly has my attention : ) )#(that was one of the first things i tried to do when i first got the game)#(and i was so mad that it didn't work lol!)
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"Love is a curse."
His mother had spat the words down into her glass of wine when Steve was 14, just after he admitted to having a crush on a girl in his class. He never mentioned loving her. He'd only spoken to her a few times and he thought the way she smiled and twirled her hair was cute. He'd hoped his mother would share in his excitement; it was his first real crush, after all.
But she wouldn't even look at him. She scowled down into her emptying glass and said. "Don't waste your time, Steven."
Steve should have expected as much from her, she's always been a bitter, sad woman. Every night she stumbled around the house, glass of wine in one hand, a cigarette in the other, as she listed off all the things she could be doing if she hadn't fallen in love with his dad, if she hadn't of had Steve.
"Love ruined me." She'd wail and whine, the sound echoing around the house and reaching Steve in his room.
He never understood how she could hate love so much.
All the stories he's read and movies he's watched all depict love as this bright, wondrous thing, not as the dark, soul crushing beast his mother depicts it as. Love is supposed to be soft and sweet, it's supposed to be gentle touches and shy smiles, it's first dates and first kisses. It's everything Steve wants.
He wants so badly to be in love, to be loved, to prove his mother wrong.
He knows that when he finally falls in love, it will be the best thing that's ever happened to him and he'll be able to look his mother in the eye and say, "You were wrong."
Except, years later, Steve finally learns that she wasn't wrong. It is a curse. It sinks its dark claws into you and rips you apart when you least expect it.
Steve comes to realise this in the upside down. He finally understands that love hurts. It rips you apart and leaves you dry heaving up parts of your heart. It makes you cradle someone you love, someone you thought you would have a life with, in your arms as they bleed out everywhere. "Eddie, no, please." His heart is in sharp little pieces as he rocks Eddie's lifeless body, bits of his broken heart stab him from within and cause him to scream and shout and beg whatever god that was listening to fix this, to bring his friend, his love, back. But no one is listening.
He never thought love would hurt like this, never thought he'd feel the ache his mother wailed about.
Never thought he'd agree with her.
But he whispers the same words she'd spat at him all those years ago to himself days later as he watches the empty coffin slowly lower into the ground.
"Love is a curse."
#trips and this spills out of my pocket#ive had CRAZYYY writers block atm so this was just a ramble to get words out#its raining rain makes me angsty#tw mentions of death#tw character death#stranger things#steddie#steve harrington#st4 vol2#eddie munson#stranger things s4
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im different i would've befriended those plague rats in pathologic i would've given them cheese and crackers
#I say on the Internet after freaking out and abandoning my room when I spotted one (1) fly on the wall#It was a very big fly tbf#that was 3 days ago#I have been trying to kill it for 3 days#I think it knows I'm scared of it#which is a little humiliating when I try to swat it and it just buzzes at me and I scramble backwards like a coward#So I tricked it trojan horse style because I a human (apex predator atm) was bested by a fly#I made a trap with a source of light and managed to imprison it in a box#now i wait for it to starve to death because I am too scared to touch the box#ew ew rw gross bug ew ew ew#♧other#pathologic#sometimes I still hear it buzzing in that box and defying death#It knows I'm talking about it and it is angry
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SCREAMING CRYING THROWING UP
welcome to episode one of a new series where i slowly kill myself via epic the musical. this is going to be so fucking good.
started off strong with just a man. boi did that forever rewrite my brain chemistry. beautiful animation btw, amazing work @gigizetz
today i learned that im a sucker for overlapping harmonies and register changes (i think thats what theyre called??) like if u want my heart forever sing interwoven layers and motifs and alternate between high and low and i will be yours, a crying mess at your feet.
anyway yes this will take over me briefly (famous last words yes i know, but im serious i have an exam on sunday. sunday evening we return to mutiny) so until then
#im thinking of naming the series 'this is epic'#as in this is sparta lol#but also it really is epic#and an epic#this will be the death of me#can someone explain the order again. like the sagas and the songs? my brain is currently mia and i have an exam on sunday#and therefore cant afford a rabbit hole atm. also im dumb and would rather someone squish my face and patiently explain it to me#i will be forever grateful#epic the musical#the oddyssey#the odyssey#odysseus#musical#turns out ive been saying telemachus wrong this whole time
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