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not my father saying he doesnât want to be the dad that treats his kids the way he was treated after getting butt hurt because I didnât tell him I got a tattoo âđ
#sirâŚ#he told my mom âdid she think Iâd be mad?â#UMM YEAH#you mocked me for crying when youâd yell at me#you yell when I donât bring you something fast enough#you literally throw pots and pans around the kitchen when you get upset#you also told me you thought anyone with a tattoo was stupid#likeâŚ#OF COURSE ID THINK YOUâD BE MAD#and like good sentiment with the treating the kids better thing but like twenty five years too fucking late#the damage is done sir#and itâs detrimental#like too little too late#I guess good on you for starting to be self aware#if all I had to do was get a tattoo then Iâd have done this shit a long time ago đ#sav speaks
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Were Peter and Harry properly a thing? Or was it more of a spur of the moment hook-up?
in 9319? it was just two sordid nights â and sweet, sweet lingering trauma...
harry so nice, peter had to have it twice.
#sci speaks#ask-spiderpool#the fic is non-explicit! and kind of vital reading to get into peter's head and all his baggage.#this fic honest to god caused me so much psychic damage to write. and i've been trapped in peter's brain ever since.#i can't get out. let me OUT. it's such a horrifying MESS up in here.#i'm really glad i wrote this because. god. peter has so many more dimensions now than he did prior.#peter levelled up so much in the ask-spiderpool revival#it's so funny because if harry didn't rear his head then peter was going to be relegated to the supportive boyfriend role.#but no sir. he's got his own messes to clean. and he's kind of become the pov character now.#which is so fun! because wade always used to be the pov character before. how the turntables...#i think boys night might be my favourite bit of writing i've done for 9319. in some messed up sort of way.#i really wish everyone'd read it.#the harry stuff in 9319 is some of my most favouritest stuff. it's so juicy. it's so juicy !!#i love the osborns kind of existing solely to get peter to question himself and face uncomfortable truths.#the osborns just being able to worm out everything that peter parker supresses. all his anger and all of his... ugly.#delicious. smacks lips.
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this man had a hole in his sidepot floor damage and still got p4
#f1#formula 1#formula one#formula uno#f1blr#lewis hamilton#sir lewis hamilton#lh44#team lh44#mercedes amg f1#mercedes f1#mercedes amg petronas#mercedes#imagine what he couldve done without any damage
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So, I was getting ready for bed, as I am Oldâ˘, and I have work tomorrow at Oh God Why The Fuck Am I Awake O'Clock. I looked at myself in the mirror, I realized: this is the look I was going for when I was designing Scarlet, my character in the Lancer game I'm currently in.
Hair tied back in a ponytail with loose frizzy bits along the edges, heavy bags under the eyes, the tired expression of a suicidally depressed alcoholic, faint scar across the nose from when it got broke that one time.
That is exactly the look I was trying to convey. Except my art skills are... y'know... kinda crap.
Also, I don't have red hair.
And Scarlet doesn't have disgusting, unshaven stubble.
And I'm not a mech pilot.
And... well.
Yeah.
#Lancer RPG#In Golden Flame#Xeans' IGF campaign#I don't know why I'm posting this thought#I certainly don't know what that last line is supposed to represent#Definitely no unexamined feelings or thoughts going on here#Which is technically correct#Just not ready to admit it in public#So obviously I'm going to post a picture of the face I hate with some easily decipherable thoughts in the tags for anyone to see#No sir nothing to see here officer#These aren't the droids you're looking for#I'll probably delete this in the morning when I think better of it#But the damage will almost certainly be done by then#Oh well
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however much i scream and yell and analyze and gif the jawan fever just does not go away....i cannot stop thinking about that crunchy little movie
#jawan#DUDE i rewatched it just 2 days ago and i wanna watch it AGAIN so bad#whyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy#shah rukh khan you have done serious damage to me sir i hope you know that
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What if they got rid of Tuunbaq and just edited Shiver from Barbie: the Magic of Pegasus into the show (sheâs still maiming and hunting them)
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Vergilius has rebranded from the Red Gaze into The Lime LipsÂ
#limbus company#project moon#vergilius#leviathan#leviathan project moon#this is by far the worst edit Iâve done Iâm sorry for the mental damage#my friend forced me to post it#Mosz talks#Virgilius doesnât even have to do the LED gaze anymore to scare Dante this is enough#yes sir slay get a pair of Lime Lips to compliment your Red Gaze#people have to stop giving me unrestricted iPad access this is what happens when im left with an art program and unchecked amounts of cringe
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pov kafka making me horribly depressed for some reason
#WHY DID THIS MAIKE ME SAD WHAT#she goes on to say she stained her coat but the damage has been done#;sir this is my emotional support war criminal. (ooc)
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Visiting a really tiny village on the coast and I am approached by a delightful old man/local historian/fisherman/probably also the mayor idk. He points out the interesting geography and the villageâs sailing history, the old pilchard farm, a cave and a loo from the 1800âs.
âCourse, back then youâd have to climb all the way down that there cliff just to use the privy.â
Naturally I had to ask. âCan you still get to it?â
And this old man - whoâs name I never learnt btw - leads me to a sheer drop over a cliff down into the ocean. He points out the tiniest outcroppings ever and I climb down and I am now standing in an old 1800âs toilet where if you fell youâd die and there is a tiny hole in the rock and moss and oh yeah the ocean at high tide.
âRather draughty in here!â
And from somewhere above me on the cliff I hear, âOh yes, indoor plumbing is a wonderful thing, ainât it?â
âAbsolutely! By the way, how did people climb out?â
âHello?â
âHello?â
#thereâs no point to this post#except that old cornish men are some of the funniest (and I admit strangest) people I have ever met in my life#anyways he went off talking to some of his mates and didnât hear me over the wind#âYou can see my house from here actually!â is that so sir?#an excellent day to visit#I also fell face first off the pier#shoelace was undone and I was trying to look at the water#it was only 1 foot but it was the emotional damage that done it
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I'm not saying The Terror in general and Joplittle specifically have definitively given me permanent brain rot but I am finding it funny that I'm picking up parallels and similarities with both in a series as far removed from it as Netflix's Blue Eye Samurai
#first of all you've got mizu/jopson:#black-haired blue-eyed hyper-competent people from poor backgrounds with a missing/awol father and an addiction-addled mother#both are considered weird-looking (mizu in-universe and jopson in fandom) and are usually aloof but can be witty funny and charming#both also have complicated emotionally-fraught relationships with a big red-haired irishman who serves as a pseudo father figure#oh OH and they both have severe abandoment issues and guilt-related trauma#then there's taigen/little - they're both cringe-fail dudes who suck at leadership but are good men at heart and#who are kind and loyal to a fault and will not suffer injustices done to others#they also both come from a place of privilege in contrast with mizu/tom and are good-looking well-bred men in positions of prestige/power#ned also contrasts with mikiyo (mizu's husband) bc of the whole stoic gentlemanly horse boy aesthetic#akemi is both hickey AND jfj in reverse but nobody is ready for that level of discourse so I'll just file it away to gnaw on later#then there's the whole colonial/imperialist narrative and the kind of damage such systems do even unto the smallest of scales#and how the colonial mindset is in and of itself usually its own downfall bc c'mon mizu also shares parallels with silna AND tuunbaq#just like mizu is both the samurai AND the onryo and she will be the very downfall of the colonizers who caused her to appear#AND also the sir john/shogun parallel of hubris coming back to literally bite you in the ass#i.e. sir john disregarding danger for imperialist vanity and gloryhounding vs. the shogun's imperialist mindset and greed#leading to him dying by a colonizer's hand#y'all I'm am experiencing fandom in the nth dimension right now but maybe that's just hunger and/or low blood sugar talking#idk man idk I'm seeing patterns I'm connecting dots#rant post#joplittle (adjacent)#the terror... sort of
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* i did not just just see the word "likescolding" out in the wild
#[salutations sir!.txt]#* ''stop complaining about likes not doing anything'' a statement of fact isnt a complaint my guy#* not everybody seez likez the way u do#* they objectively do not do anything. and theyve done so much damage to the website lately from ppl Thinking they do smth
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I seriously hope you can job hop to something else cause you're not chaotic neutral man.
You're still a white Canadian whose actions and job help more the megacorps keep the status quo.
I really looked up to you but that's on me.
And yeah, I know security, cop shit and military pay good money but at the cost of my people? Fuck no.
Listen. I feel you. But there's a lot of cold, power-tripping bastards in this line of work and if I stick where I am then they don't get to have that.
I'm not a cop. I am not beholden to the justice system. Sometimes I get contracted out to people who say shit like "addicts should be put down, if you see any crackheads drag them out" and I nod and say "yes sir", and then I take their money and use it to buy those people coffee and a sandwich and tell 'em when free lunch days are at the church.
Boss sees me walking with someone and thinks I'm kicking them out, gives my boss great reviews. I'm having a great conversation with Connie, who used to by a stylist and wound up on the street after an accident that left her with chronic pain and a heroin addiction. Connie learns that there's a gap between two property lines nearby where technically nobody can call to have her removed.
There's a really sweet guy in town who's normally very nice, but sometimes flies into paranoid rage and yells slurs at people. Sometimes he forgets he's been banned from places and wanders in looking for a wife he hasn't had for nine years. Owner sends me to kick him out, and I ask "hey Mike, how are you?" And see where we are today.
One time there was a guy whose abusive ex kept following him to work, and I got to walk him to his car at the end of every day to make sure she couldn't get him alone.
Another person had a stalker who kept asking receptionists when she was gonna be there, when she was supposed to leave, if she was in today. I'd keep record of every time he came in, every time someone saw him, every time he violated his restraining order or damaged her things.
And when I wonder if I'm actually helping or not, or if I'm part of the greater problem, I remember that other people who work with me call homeless people wildlife and talk about how bad they wanna get an excuse to fight someone and I remember that I'm the one who knows where the blind spots on the cameras are, and thank God it's not him.
My position is fundamentally different from that of the military or law enforcement. I don't *need* to be buddy-buddy with most of these dickheads- I don't *need* to send people into the justice system.
I do single-person foot patrol. Nobody cares how I get the job done. They say, "Hey, faceless goon number three- make that bastard disappear" and I say "on it, boss" and give him tickets to disney world.
I once asked another guard if he knew that one of our regulars used to be an airplane technician. He said, "No, I don't talk to them". Blanket "Them". "Them" as in street people. "Them" as in addicts, or shoplifters, or ex-cons, or sex workers.
I asked why, and he told me, "it's easier if you don't think of them as people."
Anyhow, now I get calls to "watch that sketchy lady who just came in" and I say, "yes, sir" and leave her the fuck alone, 'cause that's Jolene, and people always think she's on drugs and aggressive but she's just deaf in one ear and slurs cause she has brain damage, you dickhead
so yeah, don't worry, I've spent a lot of time weighing the pros and cons of my vocation, and I still think I'd rather be in charge of my locations than someone like Darryl, who dreams of "cuffing a perp" and drives a car with Punisher decals on the hood
Also it's minimum wage but that's kinda tangential
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tw: for implied past emotional abuse, im in my feels today
"What the fuck were you thinking?" Hopper growls. He's not quite shouting, but he's still loud, raised voice echoing through the living room. "She's not ready to drive yet, I forbade it, and what? You two decided that you knew better?"
Eddie rolls his eyes, but gamely keeps quiet. He knows Hopper's less upset with Ellie taking a spin through the parking lot and more upset about the property damage. Eddie's on her side though, that phone pole came out of nowhere. Must have been pretty rotted out too, to fall over that easily after a little love tap.
Ellie had done a damn good job fixing the huge dent in the bumper.
But if Hopper wants to be dramatic and chew everyone involved out, Eddie's not going to stop him. Whatever gets the guy's blood pressure back down.
"You're supposed to be responsible adults! Especially you, Steve!"
Rolling his eyes again, Eddie glances over, hoping to share a commiserating look with Steve.
Except Steve isn't looking anywhere but down, shoulders and spine ruler straight. Eddie stalls there, stuck on the way Steve's standing, tense from jaw down to his ankles, his hands balled into tight fists flat at his side, knuckles white. Hopper keeps ranting, pacing a wide circle in front of them, but Steve doesn't flinch, doesn't look up, doesn't react. It's like all the color has washed from him.
"Are you even listening?!"
"Yes, sir," Steve says tightly. He doesn't look up. Hopper keeps going.
Eddie watches as Steve's throat works to swallow, like he's choking. Like he can't breathe.
"Hopper," Eddie snaps. "Shut the fuck up."
Hopper whirls on him, livid, but Eddie's not looking at him, fixed on Steve as he reaches out. Tries to take Steve's hand, just holds his wrist when Steve can't unclench his fist, gentle as he touches him. Steve is tightly wound and trembling under his fingers.
When he looks, Eddie finds Hopper with deep regret on his face, struck silent. He doesn't say anything when Eddie leads Steve away, back out onto the porch. They sit on the swing, Eddie's arm around Steve's shoulders, rocking back and forth until the muscles loosen and Steve slumps, strings cut, into Eddie's side. They'll sit like that for a while more, watching the woods as the sun sets and listening to the dusk settle, crickets and cicadas and chats calling the moon up, filling their silence with nighttime music.
Later, Hopper will come out, temper cooled, and sit on Steve's other side. Will ruffle Steve's hair when Steve starts to stiffen. Will apologize when Steve eyes him warily.
Later, Eddie will scowl and glare, but ultimately keep quiet, unwilling to make the whole thing worse for Steve, another fight, another shouting match. Will stiltedly tell Hopper good night and take Steve home, wait patiently until Steve finally speaks, when he finally tells Eddie a little more and a little more, until Eddie's holding him tight.
That's later though. For now, he digs his heel into the porch, rocking them back and forth, and waits for Steve to breathe.
#steddie#hopper historically yelling at traumatized kids vs steve ircc i've never seen you talk to an adult male the entire series FIGHT#i love hopper tho he's got a gray morality and a temper and i like that in my dilfs#shout out to el for knocking the power out in half of hawkins and probably triggering half the town's ptsd#NOT with her powers tho#she's multitalented like that#imagine with me: her steve and eddie all screaming as she rams right into the light pole at 30 miles an hour#she had so much time to break#shush mal#my steddies
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Guilty By Association Commission from the very sweet and patient @soleilak
You (Callsign: Giggles, Gigs for short) are a medic on temporary assignment with the 141. The only problem? You're a former member of Graves' Shadow Company.
Content: Injury, angst, power imbalance, fingering and oral (reader receiving)
âGet your arse in gear, Gigs!â
Already exhausted and aching, the rough bark of your temporary captain urges your heavy feet faster. Gunfire sprays all around â youâre so addled you canât tell if itâs enemy or friendly. All you know are your orders, a cry of survival in the uneven pounding of your heart. A bullet plows into the ground dangerously close to your foot.
Just a few meters ahead, Gaz curses and tumbles to the ground, hat lost. Itâs not even a decision to alter your course. You canât tell instantly what the damage is; if heâs been hit or just tripped. So you tuck and dive, grabbing an arm and leg as your back rolls across his chest. The momentum gets the two of you up and moving again, adrenaline taking the edge off his weight.
âGet us to the trees and I can run again!â he shouts in your ear.
You settle your blurry vision on the forest line ahead. Blessed cover â and your extraction point just a mile further. Goal set, you push through the pain of bruised ribs, a wrenched arm, and the ricochet of a bullet across your thigh. You wheeze your way well past the tree line, weaving between trunks until Kyleâs palm smacks at your side.
âWeâre good, weâre good,â he says.
You grunt as you set him down, give him the quickest onceover in the history of medics. His calf is bleeding, just above the tops of his boots. Itâs an ugly wound; itâll need packing â but he can survive until exfil.
âWhere the fuck are you two?!â Price growls through your headset.
Kyle pats your shoulder and takes off again, only the slightest limp indicating his injury. You grit your teeth and try to follow his example.
No one helps you into the chopper when youâre the last on the ladder. Youâre not surprised, but it still stings. Salt on the dayâs wounds.
Once the heli is up in the air, you scoot over to help Kyle with the wound on his calf. Itâs almost hypnotic, the press-wind-press-wind of packing the deep gouge. Almost like unspooling your own tension through the care of a teammate. Every inch of bandage seems to amplify your own pains, though, as the mission high ebbs.
You hurt.
When Kyleâs done, you sit back a bit to assess him for any other wounds. The twitch of his mouth and slight bob of his head tells you heâs sorted, though â and itâs more thanks than you usually get.
âWhere the hell were you?â Price demands.
âI got held up, sir,â you admit. Had been ambushed by two men you thought were on another floor. Bad luck, that. Or just poor preparation on your part. Your side twinges as you ease yourself into a seat. âWonât happen again.â
Price grunts, mollified. âSee that it doesnât.â
You get maybe thirty seconds of peace before Soapâs voice cuts through the tentative peace.
âGonnae take care oâ that or keep bleedinâ all over Nikâs seat?â he teases. Or at least it would be, if not for the sharp glint in his eyes.
Whatâs that saying about sins of the father? Well, Phillip Graves was definitely not your father, nor was General Shepherd â though he was old enough to be. In their absence, it seems youâre paying for their crimes regardless.
âRight,â you sigh, tearing off the bottom of your shirt, âsorry, Nik.â
âJust stay alive to clean it up, eh?â he replies jovially.
Itâs not much of a joke, but you laugh anyway. You donât live up to your callsign much nowadays, so youâll take the levity when you can.
You tie off the makeshift bandage with a grunt and lean your head back, too uncomfortable to doze off.
At least the infirmary is a friendly sight. The staff are always grateful for an extra set of hands â even if they once belonged to a Shadow. And you have a lot of time to help since youâre not encouraged (never mind invited) to any non-professional activities with the 141. Working with the nurses during all that extra time has gained you some friends at least.
Dana is on call when you limp in. She fusses about you looking like the walking dead â then goes on to tell regale you with details from her current first-time watch of the show. The stream of words soothes you in the quiet little treatment room.
âThink we need an x-ray, dove?â she asks, prodding at your already discolored ribs.
âWouldnât help,â you sigh, âwe can just wrap âem and call it.â
âAlright, dear, but you know what to do if it gets worse.â
ââCourse,â you answer, summoning a grin, âcanât be keelinâ over before your nephew leaves that tart.â
âOh, donât even get me started â you know what she said at Sunday dinner?â
You giggle through her undoubtedly embellished story until she gets to your thigh â and the terrible bandaging.
âA piece of your shirt,â she scolds.
âMy bag was too far, and my ribs hurt,â you complain.
âAnd what are all those big burly men for then, eh?â she huffs.
You shake your head. âI canât ask them to help.â
Dana scowls past your hip. âJust because youâre the medicââ
âPardon.â
You jolt in surprise at Captain Price in the doorway. Christ, he takes up the breadth of it too, shoulders brushing the jamb on either side. Even mission-dirty and stern-looking, heâs a hell of a welcome sight â though an unexpected one.
You try to sit up at some semblance of attention, but he waves you off. Canât say youâre not grateful, unable to help wincing as you lie back.
You donât notice him pause as Dana washes the wound, too busy sucking air through your nose.
âWhatâs⌠the damage?â he asks carefully.
You open your mouth to answer, but Dana beats you to it.
âContused ribs, sprained shoulder, and a bullet wound to the thigh,â she rattles off. Youâre always impressed by the undercurrent of disapproval and accusation she manages to weave into each word. âNot to mention dehydration and sleep deprivation. Youâve been staying up again, havenât you?â
You clear your throat and turn your eyes skywards. âOh, look at the ceiling. What a lovely ceiling.â
She clicks her tongue and begins packing the wound as you had for Gaz.
âBullet wound?â Price asks sharply. Your eyes flick guiltily to him. âWhy the hell am I hearing about this now?â
âItâs just a graze, sir,â you reply. âSergeant Garrickâs was worse.â
His jaw does that thing you secretly (ashamedly) drool over, where it tightens and jumps. You know itâs not good but hey, silver linings right?
He doesnât ream you out though. Just crosses his burly arms and lets out a long, heavy breath. Youâre⌠not really sure what that means.
âDebrief at 0700 tomorrow, Gigs,â he says, voice unusually subdued.
âYessir,â you reply dutifully.
As always, a strange mix of relief and disappointment twists in your chest as he walks away. Talking to him is a bit like being under a microscope â if that microscope was ready to brand you a low-down, no-good, dirty, rotten traitor at the first hint of suspicious activity.
You get it, you do. Graves and Shadow Company tried to kill Soap and Ghost, Los Vaqueros, and committed unspeakable atrocities. As much history as you had with him, he deserved what came to him, and Shepherd will deserve the same when heâs found.
Not that your hands were clean before Las Almas, but you drew the line when the orders came. Couldnât bear to detain or shoot the friends youâd made in Los Vaqueros, or join the hunting party for Soap and Ghost. Youâd been labelled a turncoat by your own teammates, thrown into a cell to be âcourt-martialed.â
Kate Laswell coming to your rescue was a second chance, a small-time miracle that youâve been determined to earn ever since. In your more pathetic moments, usually in the small, dark, lonely hours of sleepless nights, you wonder how much it will take. How long youâll be guilty by association.
At least this isnât shaping up to be one of those nights. Youâre half asleep by the time Dana sends you off, arm chilly from the IV fluids she bullied you into. For once, you might get a few decent hours.
Your second surprise of the night comes just outside your barracks door. Soap is leaning against the wall with his arms crossed, head back and eyes closed. Awake, though. His index finger is tapping a steady but rapid pace on his bicep.
âSoap?â you say, alerting him. âDid you⌠need me for something? Youâre not injured, are you?â
He straightens up, drops his arms to his side. You pause a noticeable distance away, uncertainty leashing you to the safety of space. Not that you feel threatened. His posture is the loosest itâs been around you since⌠well, since before Las Almas went to hell.
ââCourse noâ, I woulda â thaâs not why Iâm here.â
âOhâŚâ You process the strange wording. âWhy are you here, then?â
He shifts his weight, a little line appearing between his brows as he seems to gather himself.
âIâm here to apologize.â
You blink. âHuh?â
âLook, what I said during exfil â it was bang outta order. Youâve been nothinâ but good to us ân Iâm still holdinâ on to old shite.â
You shift, adjust the stupid flimsy sling for your sore shoulder. âItâs⌠not that old,â you reason, âand I donât blame you, either. Not after everything.â
âStill, ya did the right thing back then â and yaâve proven yourself half a dozen times over, besides. Iâve got no reason to treat you like an enemy.â
You swallow past the lump in your throat. It feels like youâve swallowed a grenade; any moment the pin is going to come out and an explosion of gory emotion will splatter the walls.
âThanks, Soap.â
He grunts something about ânot thanking himâ and ducks his head, shuffling past you.
âSeriously,â you say, voice strained from keeping it even. âI really appreciate it.â
He pauses, gives you a genuinely kind look. âRest up, lass.â
Itâs the best youâve slept in a long while â after you cry into your pillow, that is.
At 0700 the next day, youâre in Priceâs office, sore but in high spirits. Gaz sat next to you and Soap said good morning at breakfast. Even Ghost seemed less frosty than usual, grunting at you in acknowledgement when youâd sat down.
Of course, the good luck couldnât last.
The debrief itself is fine. You speak when itâs your turn, listen when it isnât. About as normal as it gets for a special ops squad.
Itâs as the rest of the task force is filing out the door that the other shoe drops.
âGigs, a word,â Price calls.
You freeze mid-step, shoot Gaz a panicky glance. He glances over your shoulder, snorts, and pats your arm in solidarity. Not as helpful as he thinks.
With a deep breath, you pivot back around. The door closes behind you with a damning click. You canât even hide your hands behind your back to fidget at parade rest â your arm needs to stay in the sling for the rest of the day.
âWe need to discuss yesterday,â Price says, palms flat on his desk.
You tilt your head. Wasnât that what the debrief was for?
âSir?â you ask. âIf I â did I do something wrong?â
He deflates a bit, big shoulders dropping before he pushes himself up and rounds the desk.
âNo, youâre not in trouble,â he explains, âbut I have concerns.â
When he gestures for you to take one of the visitor seats, you do. Youâre a bit surprised when he takes the other â though you canât help an appreciative glance while his attention is elsewhere. He practically dwarfs the stupid little chair, and the way he spreads his thighs trying to get comfortableâŚ
âConcerns, sir?â you parrot, trying to corral your scrambled braincells.
âWhat you said in the infirmary,â he begins, expression solemn, âis that really how you feel?â
âWhat I saidâŚ?â You try to recall anything of note from last night, but most of what came out of your mouth is a blur at best. âWhat did I say?â
He leans forward, lacing his scarred fingers together. You try not to stare, though the way he rubs at the knuckle of one thumb with the other is distracting. Itâs an unusual gesture for the disciplined, determined man youâve been honored to call captain for months now.
âThat you canât ask us to help you.â
A block of ice drops into your stomach.
âThatâs not â I know you guys would help me if I needed it,â you hurry to say.
He gives you a long look. âThen why donât you ever ask? You were shot and didnât say a bloody thing.â
You shift, unable to meet his eyes. Canât find the words to answer. Itâs not that you didnât think you could ask. It just didnât feel right with the bad blood between you, Soap, and Ghost. Besides, youâre the medic, youâre supposed to be the one fixing everyone else â not the other way around. What use are you otherwise?
You try to explain this to Price, but you sense (from the grim set to his handsome features) that itâs not helping.
âIâve been a shite captain to you, havenât I?â he sighs.
You jump. âNo, sir! Youâre a great captain. I trust you with my life.â
He chuckles, but itâs devoid of humor. Sounds almost self-deprecating.
âIâve not done a bloody thing to earn it.â
You shake your head. âSir, youâve kept me alive for months now. Thatâs plenty.â
Beyond that, heâs always been fair with you. Doesnât give you shit assignments or the most dangerous roles in missions. Always makes sure youâre alive and accounted for. Calls you out for mistakes and faults, sure, but itâs for the sake of you and everyone else. Heâs been just as ready to pat your shoulder for a clever maneuver or praise a good shot.
âYou know damn well itâs not,â he scolds.
You huff, almost amused. âSir, with all due respect, get off the cross we need the wood.â
His eyebrows jump up nearly to his hairline. Normally, you wouldnât dream of being so cavalier with Price of all people. Soapâs truce last night gives you the confidence to continue.
âI know you didnât trust me as a former Shadow at first,â you say, âbut you looked out for me anyway. After the first few missions⌠it seemed like things evened out.â
He sighs and sits back, running a hand down his face.
âLaswell vouched for you â itâs the only reason I didnât send you right back on that plane,â he admits. A small but genuine smile curls his mouth. âAnd then you put your life on the line for my boys time and time again.â
You mirror him, the tension in your shoulders easing away with each word.
âI knew things werenât great with the others, but I thought it was best if I kept out of it. Let you lot sort it out so long as you all cooperated when it mattered,â he continues. âI didnât realize how bad it got, and thatâs on me. Iâm sorry.â
You shake your head and lightly tap your boot against his. âIt wasnât the wrong call, sir. I think things are going to get better from here on out.â
He hums, eyes searching your gentle smile for any hint of insincerity. But you believe it, and it must show, because his eyes crinkle as he smiles back.
âSpeaking of better,â he says, clearing his throat. âMind if I take a look at those ribs? Dana had some choice words for me this morning.â
You giggle and tug your shirt from your waistband, hiking the hem up high to show the reddish-purple mottling all over your left side. Price makes a noise of sympathy, easing out of his chair to the carpeted floor. On his knees, he inches closer, leaning in to inspect the damage.
âHowâd this happen?â he asks, voice lowering.
His fingertips skim over the edges of the bruises, featherlight. Your voice gets strangled in your throat as tingles race across your skin, leaving goosebumps in their wake.
âUm, hostile kicked me. A lot.â
His eyes flick up to yours, hard as ice. âDead?â
âYessir.â
His gaze softens, a proud, smug quirk to his lips. âAtta girl.â
You canât fully suppress a shiver. Itâs not just the gentle, considerate touches. Itâs the purring praise from a man youâve admired and harbored a sizeable crush on.
âCold?â he asks.
This is your chance to wave it off. To pretend you are not so inappropriately infatuated with a man you thought only tolerated you until a minute ago. A little white lie, you could smooth your shirt back down, and be on your way.
But you donât want to do that. Not really.
And from the way his pupils are slowly, steadily subsuming his irises, neither does he.
âNo, sir,â you whisper.
His slow exhale caresses across your tender ribs.
âThen would you be comfortable if I checked on your âlittle grazeâ as well?â Itâs a tease, but also a genuine check of your boundaries. Another out, freely and openly given, that only solidifies your resolve to see where heâs going with this.
âYessir,â you answer, shifting to get at your belt.
Price tsks, though, big hands spreading across each thigh and urging you down again.
âNow, now, donât aggravate that shoulder,â he murmurs. âLet me help like a good captain.â
You swallow back an embarrassing noise as deft hands unbuckle your belt, thumb the button of your pants open, and drag the zipper down tooth by tooth. His thick, warm forearms rest on your thighs the entire time, keep them spread to accommodate his wide shoulders. Heâs in no rush to continue his âcheckup,â toying along the length of your waistband before easing it down.
âLift up for me, darling, there we are,â he murmurs. You gasp softly as his palms brush your ass while sliding your pants down. Then outright squeak as he squeezes a cheek in each hand, a low noise of admiration rumbling in his throat.
âGorgeous girl,â he chuckles. âGorgeous arse.â
Your face feels hot as he tugs your pants down to your ankles, though the square of gauze and tape on the back of your thigh is long revealed. It takes conscious effort not to squirm under his hot gaze, praying a wet spot isnât already visible on your panties.
âLetâs just get this one freeâŚâ He works the pantleg over your boot, leaving the other pooled around the laces. âNow then.â
You bite into your lip as he hauls your calf up into his shoulder, propping your leg up to get a clear view of your thigh.
âNot bled through,â he notes, tracing the neat edges of the medical tape. âYouâve been taking good care of it. Well done.â
You canât help the little twitch that evokes, your whole body reacting to the deep timbre of his voice. Heâs not oblivious to his effect on you, a glint in his eye as his bristly jaw brushes the inside of your knee.
âT-told you, it wasnât too bad,â you manage weakly.
He hums and your pussy clenches helplessly around nothing. His eyes flick down and you know itâs all over.
âAnd what about this, hm?â he asks. You whimper as his thumb skims the lace edge of your panties. âHave you been taking care of this?â
Flustered and yet so, so turned on, you can only shake your head. He coos in mock disappointment, rubbing slow circles across your labia, closer and closer to where youâre aching and needy.
âItâs alright sergeant,â he soothes, âyour captain will take care of you.â
Except he only rubs you through your panties A maddening pressure back and forth along the wet seam of your cunt, never delving deeper. You break down in hardly any time at all.
âSir, please,â you whine, wriggling. Heâs quick to brace you still again, leisurely movements never faltering.
âPlease what, darling?â he teases.
âI-I needâŚâ You whimper with embarrassment, squeezing your eyes shut. âI need you to take care of me, please, captain.â
He practically growls as he tears through the hip of your panties, tossing them aside in a sodden heap on the ground. With two fingers, he parts your labia, eyes hungrily drinking in the cream shimmering between them.
âAll this and Iâve barely touched you,â he rasps, awed.
You nearly sob with desperation for something, anything. He shushes your fussy little noises with his thumb, dipping into the pool of slick at your entrance. Gets the pad soaked before drawing a line up to your swollen, sensitive clit. Your mouth falls open as he starts drawing tight, firm circles over that bundle of nerves.
He treats your body and your pleasure with all the confidence and competence youâve come to expect of John Price. It takes shockingly little time for him to learn just how to press, how fast to rub, the patterns and circuits that get your legs shaking. And thatâs before he twists his wrist and sinks a finger inside you.
âPractically sucking me in, love,â he murmurs, petting at your walls. You shudder and wordlessly beg for more, rocking your hips. âNeed another already, greedy girl?â
He doesnât even wait for your nod before stuffing you with another, curling and scissoring, exploring. You keen as he finds a sweet, sensitive spot inside you and begins toying with it, his thumb still swiping relentlessly at your clit.
He settles into a rhythm that has you moaning and keening, the heel of your boot digging into his shoulder blade. All the while he showers you in praise and encouragement, the dirtiest compliments that make you clench down tightly on his hand. Your body feels like itâs on fire, every nerve ending lit up with pleasure.
Itâs builds and builds and builds, never quite cresting. Youâre near tears when you moan his name, trying to find some leverage or angle to finally tip you over the edge.
âDo you need to cum, doll?â
âYes, yes,â you cry, âplease, sir, I wanna cum for you. Please, Iâm s-so close.â
He hums, bracing your thigh with his free hand as he leans in. Your foggy brain doesnât have enough time to process before he latches onto your clit and a third finger bullies into you. You wail. Your thigh twinges from the dull pressure of his shoulder, but the slight pain only adds a delicious edge to the pleasure.
His tongue swipes across your puffy clit once, twice, three times and youâre gone. You gush all over his hand, his beard, onto the chair. Your hips jerk as he works you over, fingers abusing your g-spot relentlessly despite how tightly you clamp down. Your body feels nuclear, nerves popping like firecrackers.
He only relents when the waves of ecstasy threaten to drown you in overstimulation. He eases his fingers from your twitchy hole, making room for him to lick you clean. Itâs loud and obscene, yet thereâs no room left for embarrassment anymore. You shiver and pant in the aftermath, your body unravelling into a puddle.
âWh-what about you?â you ask as he begins straightening out your clothes. Thereâs an absolutely delectable-looking bulge in his fatigues that youâre dying to get your tongue on.
He chuckles and shakes his head. âIf you want more ââ (âI do.â) â- then youâll have to wait until youâre healed up. Non-negotiable.â
You try to pout, but the effort is thwarted when he chucks you gently under the chin.
âCâmon, letâs have a lie down.â
He steadies you as you wobble to the couch off to the side, lying down first and letting you cuddle up between his legs. Itâs a comfort more than you would have expected from a clandestine little triste, but you should know better than to doubt your captain. Head resting on his chest, you let yourself drift for a while, lulled by his fingers carding through your hair.
âPriceâŚ?â you ask after a while.
âHm?â
âYou didnât do this just to⌠I dunno, make up for something, right?â
He huffs. âNo, sweetheart. Iâve been arse over teakettle for a while. Staring like a complete muppet when you train.â
You hide a grin against his collarbone. âGood. I thought Iâd have to start making things up for you to owe me.â
His chuckle rocks through you, and for the first time in a while, it feels a bit like home.
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Pent up (l.hs, p.sh)
Read pt.2 here
Warnings : Non con, dub con(?), morally grey plot obviously (what do u even expect from me), filth, smut
Heeseung could feel the familiar itch in his chest and palms... and somewhere else. Well his dick to be precise.
He was horny. Inexplicably and utterly horny. could you blame him? His fanbase was majorly comprised of females. Hot females. But they weren't allowed to mingle with fans and that heightened his yearning more. Like craving the taste of a forbidden fruit.
He rubbed an exasperating hand over his sweaty face, breathing heavily through his nose to get in as much oxygen as he could, the testosterone was high in the hotel room, everyone still riding the adrenaline rush from the concert even though it had been done and over an hour ago. The tension was high in their bodies still and he could feel himself buzzing with it.
He knew it was practically impossible to get pussy at this hour, especially with the whole NDA thing and it agitated him further. His balls were heavy and in a desperate need to be drained empty by a tight warm pussy or mouth, he didn't even care, he just needed release.
He mentally thanked God for being the oldest and having the solo room privileges cuz it seemed like hardcore porn and his hand would have to do for the night. He was so ready to jerk off till his dick ached.
"Gonna head to my room" he informed Jay, who was sitting beside him on the spacious couch, just in case their manager started panicking upon not finding him with the rest of the boys.
Jay gave him a quick nod of acknowledgement and went back to whatever he was doing on his phone. Probably texting his girlfriend. That lucky fucker, heeseung thought. Jay's girlfriend was hot, heeseung had checked her out shamelessly on multiple occasions, even tried to get into her personal space a lot of times until Jay strictly told him to back off. Well, his bad, but what could he do? He was just a man who thought with his dick most of the time.
You heard him before you saw him, the sudden click of the door opening startling you enough to make you jump and turn around towards it. With the air freshener still in your hands, you came face to face with the most gorgeous man you had ever seen.
First thing you noticed about him was how tall he was, looking down at you even from a distance. His messy hairs fell over his forehead , his entire body clad in a casual black shirt and sweats attire. You gulped cuz this wasn't a part of the job. You were told to ready up the rooms for some very important people who would be staying at the hotel tonight but no one was supposed to be here for another hour or two. or maybe you messed up the timings again. Oh you were fucked.
The gorgeous man raised an amused eyebrow at your deer caught in the headlights stance and that's what finally made you break out of your inner monologue and you bowed to him, body on autopilot to do damage control
"I'm so sorry for the inconvenience sir, i wasn't aware you would get here this fast, I just need to fix the bed and I'll be done" you stuttered out, hoping a quick apology would be enough and turned back around to quickly fix the sheets, spraying the freshening spray around, hoping you won't be reported to the manager for this blunder.
What you failed to notice in your inner panic was how heeseung turned the lock of the door, setting the bolt in place, basically locking you in the room with him.
You didn't notice how his eyes scanned your figure while you apologized to him, or how his blood ran hot when the word "sir" came out from between those tempting, glossed lips of yours.
You didn't notice how his eyes ran shamelessly over your exposed legs, his tongue coming out to wet his lower lip while he ogled the curve of your ass as you bent over to fix the bed sheets.
Damn, heeseung thought, his dick twitching in interest, already leaking in his pants with how excited he was becoming at the sight of you.
You jumped upon feeling two large palms grabbing your sides, a squeak falling from your lips at the unwelcome touch
"What the fuck" was the first thing that came out of your mouth, caught too off gaurd to even react properly.
You tried to turn around to push him away but before you could even move he was twisting your body, manhandling you onto the bed. Your mouth opened to scream but a large palm stopped your attempt, your eyes widened in terror upon feeling his large body settle over yours, one tight grip on both of your wrists, trapping your hands above your head while his hand covered your mouth.
Heeseung was ecstatic, he could feel how soft you were against his hard body,your tiny figure squirming underneath his harsh hold, wide scared eyes staring up at him through wet lashes, he wanted to coo, you looked so adorable like this. Just ready to be fucked.
"You know I could easily get you fired sweetheart, just don't fight this" He threatened subtly, his calm voice oddly did the trick and you halted your struggling body.
You were a broke college student barely making ends meet. Your younger siblings depended on you for everything and so just the thought of getting fired was enough to chill your bones. That just wasn't something that you could afford. Tears flowed down your cheeks but you complied. Accepting your fate.
His eyes pivoted to your heaving chest, the open button at the top of your dress shirt giving him a peak of your perky mounds, driving him crazy with his rising lust for your body.
"Going to remove my hand but only if you'll be a good girl" he whispered, his hot breath fanned your face and you nodded too enthusiastically, making him chuckle and remove his hold on your mouth. His hand instantly moved to unbutton your shirt, making you sniffle into yourself. You closed your eyes in disgust, not wanting to see what was happening to your body, a sharp gasp leaving your lips when his rough hand squeezed your chest harshly.
An excited "fuck" fell from his lips upon feeling your soft tits, hardening him further in his pants. He duck down to run his nose along your clavicle, breathing you in while he groped the sensitive flesh of your boobs mercilessly. He traced the length of your neck and jaw, leaving small kisses and bites, eventually coming face to face with you.
"Open your pretty eyes I want you to see me do this to you" he whispered on your lips, taking the bottom one between his teeth. His nails dug into your mounds when you didn't listen, making you cry out in pain and giving into his wishes.
Your tear strained eyes looked into his lust blown hazy ones, watching how he suckled on your bottom lip, opening your mouth pliantly when he thrust his tongue into your mouth, licking and sucking, lewd noises coming from him at the taste of your tongue.
Heeseung was painfully hard. And as much as he wanted to take his time exploring your body, he was too fucking impatient to do so. His dick was weeping to get inside your warm fuck hole and he was not going to deprive himself of the much needed relief of your body any longer.
He moaned into your mouth, licking deeper while his hand travelled down between your legs, moving under your dress skirt to probe at your pussy from above your panties, making you gasp into his hungry mouth. That breathless gasp and the feel of your cunt was what did him in.
Removing himself from your body he climbed down the bed while you watched him petrified. Nerves frozen in anticipation of his next move.
"Take off your panties" He instructed you while he undressed his lower half, hastily taking off his sweats and boxers, exposing his hard and leaking dick to your terrified eyes.
You sobbed, your thighs closing upon the sight of his member, it was so big and you could already imagine the pain it was going to put you in. You saw how his jaw clenched at your lack of action, sharp and annoyed eyes staring daggers at your face
"we can both enjoy this if you don't fight me baby, or I can enjoy this alone I don't fucking mind it either way" He gritted through his teeth, climbing back on top of you. Before he could reach for your clothes your small hands were stopping him, sniffing softly as you took a good look at him. His inquisitive eyes watched you impatiently.
"O-okay" You whispered and slowly reached down to take off your panties, opening your legs for him. A weird tingling feeling was starting to build up in between your legs upon seeing his leaking length. Maybe it was the fact that you hadn't gotten laid in a while or maybe you were a freak but you could feel the moisture starting to accumulate in your pussy.
He bit his lower lip upon seeing you so pliant and ready to take him. God he needed to fuck the shit out of you. "That's a good fucking girl" he whispered.
He didn't wait any longer to aim his cock at your entrance, parting your pussy lips and breaching the opening of your cunt, a pained moan leaving your lips while he groaned in satisfaction at the feeling of your snug walls.
Your hands held onto his shoulders, your back arching at the feeling of him forcing himself inside of you so roughly, burying himself in your womb to the hilt.
"fuck yeah baby" He groaned upon feeling his balls slap your asscheeks, finally fitting his entire dick inside your warm and tight pussy.
He didn't give you time to adjust, his hips moving on pure animal instinct to fuck. You screamed in pain at his brutal movements but the constant bumping of his dick into your cervix was making your eyes roll back into your head.
His hips moved against yours roughly, pelvic smacking sounds filling up your senses. Heeseung's mind was focused on the singular thought of your pussy, brows furrowed and mouth open as he moved his dick in and out of you, enjoying the tight clench of your walls, giving him so much pleasure his entire body was on fire
"your cunt is making me feel so good" he panted on your face, his movements never ceasing, you could feel every drag of his veiny cock against your gummy walls, making you moan in pure pleasure
"You're getting wetter the more we fuck baby" He chuckled through strained voice, hoisting your legs over his shoulders, taking you deeper, penetrating his cock way past your womb.
Your nails dug into his shoulders, moaning helplessly as he grinded his lower body into yours, your colliding sexes making a mess now that you were leaking onto the sheets
"That's right-fuck-enjoy it with me, a little fun never hurt anybody" He grunted, increasing his pace, desperately chasing the friction your pussy was giving him
"Oh my god-" you screamed when he continued to beat your insides raw, bumping continuously against your g spot.
"Yeah? feels good doesn't it baby? giving it to you so good yeah?" he spoke, his thrusts merciless. Railing you into the bed.
Your hips chased his own, opening your legs further for him, enjoying the sex more than you were supposed to. If this was happening to you, you might as well enjoy it right?
Your lips attached themselves to his throat and he moaned, lust blown eyes staring down at you
"You are getting off to this you little fucking slut, fuck yeah " He spat at you in disgust but the twitch of his dick inside your womb didn't go unnoticed by you.
"You like when men force themselves inside your slutty little cunt yeah? makes you feel so good doesn't it baby?" His words only made you wetter, your juices leaking onto his balls.
He was busy pounding you into the sheets, the bed creaking loudly, skin slapping sounds so deafening you didn't hear the lock jingling and the door opening.
"Mhmm fuck, busy enjoying alone?" a manly voice interrupted your pleasure filled haze, your eyes darting to the side as a tall and even more gorgeous figure came in your field of vision. His eyes were focused on you and how heeseung was railing you.
Even though you wanted to hide away from his gaze, the lust filled phase your mind was in was turning you on more.
Heeseung didn't cease his movements, smirking at the spare key in sunghoon's hand, he sighed in pleasure at the way your pussy was clenching rapidly around his dick, excited at the prospect of someone watching you fuck
"little slut, she likes that you're here" he panted, folding your body in half and fastening his hips, feeling the knot in his stomach tighten.
"fuck keep clenching on me baby, I'm so fucking close" He groaned, his movements incessant, holding your hips and moving rapidly against you, harsh breaths fell from his lips, eyes focused on yours. He slotted his mouth against yours and moaned out loud, his hips stilling inside you while he filled you with his fuck cream,moaning in satisfaction.
His subtle grinds were frustrating you, needing more friction to reach your own high. Heeseung felt your hips pushing up from the bed to chase his dick and chuckled in disbelief
"you want more dick?" he asked pulling out of you with a pop and watching his thick cum leak out of your hole. You nodded, your hand moving down to circle on your clit, arching into your own touch like a literal sex hungry slut.
"fuck that's hot" sunghoon groaned and your eyes moved to him, his hand squeezed his bulge from above his pants while he watched your movements with hungry eyes. In your sex drunk haze you had forgotten he was even there. You opened your legs further, showing him what you were doing.
"You can stick it inside of her you know, bet she wants it bad" heeseung taunted at him, climbing down the bed and taking a seat on the couch across from it.
Sunghoon was scurrying to unzip his pants as soon as he understood the meaning of heeseung's words and before you knew he was settling over your body, rubbing his dick against your slit, making you bite your lower lip in anticipation of getting dicked down again.
"Where did you even find her, I thought we weren't supposed to fuck fans" He asked looking over at heeseung briefly before pushing himself inside you with a pained groan. You screamed at the sudden penetration, body squirming.
"so fucking tight" he let out through gritted teeth, snapping his hips into yours impatiently.
You wrapped your arms around his neck and arched your body into him. God he was so much bigger than heeseung, your pussy felt so full, you could already feel your high approaching.
"She's not a fan" heeseung groaned gruffly, making you glance over at him, your pussy clenched crazily upon seeing how he sat manspreading on the couch, his dick in his palm, jerking off while he watched you.
Sunghoon didn't question him further, at this point he couldn't care less about who you were, he just wanted to fuck your pussy and that's all that mattered to him.
His hands moved down to help you wrap your legs around his waist and he started thrusting inside of you, a pleasurable groan leaving him upon feeling your wet snatch
"warm and wet, she's like every guy's fucking wet dream" He grunted, his hips snapping rapidly into yours, fucking his dick into your fuck hole in a frenzy. He wasn't going to last long.
"she is isn't she, fucking slut, fuck her pussy , beat it till it's red and raw" Heeseung panted through gritted teeth, his movements fastening on his dick, squeezing his balls and sighing in the overwhelming pleasure.
"fuck yeah" sunghoon groaned and adjusted his hips to reach inside you deeper, making you moan in pleasure, incoherent words falling from your lips, you could taste your orgasm on the the tip of your tongue. "Such good pussy fuck yeah you should get paid for it" He chuckled breathlessly and you moaned at his words. No one had ever talked to you this way.
Your hips chased his dick desperately, fucking yourself back on him
"Yeah you like this don't you? - holy shit-like when men use your tight little cunt to jerk off their dicks don't u baby?" sunghoon panted on your face and you moaned, nodding your head while he pounded you into the sheets
"Cum In her hoon, fill that filthy pussy to the brim" heeseung moaned, his hips lifting off the couch as he watched your grinding bodies fucking like animals on the bed. Hot pleasure was running through his viens and he could feel himself close to another release.
"Shit yeah, so good, feels so good, yeah mhmmnfuck" sunghoon rambled burying his nose into the crook of your neck as his hips grinded into yours, feeling so close, so close, so-
A gutteral moan ripped from his throat and he was coming undone inside of your cunt,the feeling of his warm cum pushing you over the edge, moans and groans filling up the room
"fuck, fuck, fuck ugh God" Heeseung gasped, spilling his cum all over his hand and thighs, his stomach clenching and caving upon feeling such mind numbing pleasure.
Sunghoon's body fell upon yours, grinding a few times to properly fill you with his cum and then he was pulling out of your abused cunt. Groaning upon seeing the mess you were making on the sheets.
Your head lulled to the side in exhaustion, body so sore and mind so numb that you didn't even notice the flash going off as sunghoon captured the sight of your leaking pussy on his phone, saving it in his jerk off folder. He was quick to adjust his dick inside his pants and climb down the bed
"thanks man I needed that" He said and winked at heeseung. Heeseung nodded at him and watched as he left the room fully satisfied. His eyes fell on your spent and naked figure on the bed and he could feel his dick twitch in interest again. Fuck.
Before he could decide against it, he was picking up his phone and dialing jake's number
"Hello?" came jake's muffled voice from the speaker
"Come over to my room and bring Jay with you, I've got the perfect thing for you to relieve the pent up tension"
"Is it your ps5? Because I don't-
"It's a pussy"
Heeseung smiled upon hearing the instant scurrying he could hear over the speaker and he faintly heard jake calling jay's name before he hung up on him.
The night was going to be so so long.
#enhypen hard thoughts#enhypen hard headcanons#enhypen smut#enhypen#enhypen hard hours#enha#heeseung smut#lee heeseung#park sunghoon#jay smut#sim jake smut#lee heeseung smut#heeseung x reader#sunghoon smut#park jeongseong
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Owned By The Demon Admiral (AFAB Reader Version)
Male Demon Yandere x AFAB Demon Reader CW: Noncon/dubcon, terms like pussy used for reader's genitals, yandere DILF, general yandere behavior, groping, biting, captive reader, reader is setup, an overly cute semi-aquatic demon cat named Mr. Sir Buttons Word Count: 2k (I am saying this fic is AFAB versus female because no gendered pronouns are ever used at all for the reader in anyway, rather their genitals are biologically female. Terms like pussy/cunt are used so if that is triggering for you please avoid this fic. This was a birthday gift for a friend normally I don't do AFAB reader so this may be a bit sloppy. I hope you enjoy it.)
The battleship you were on drifted through the calm blood red waters of one of Hellâs oceans. The light of the two suns scintillated beautifully off the serene waves. No evidence at all that your ship had just sunk an enemy vessel, condemning the unlucky demons manning it to death.
In the ensuing ebullience at having survived with no damage the leader of the ship, Admiral Oraan, put one hand behind on your ass and one behind your head and pulled you into a passionate kiss as his tail began to wrap around your leg.
You struggled to push off the larger demon but finally he released you. You steadied yourself and gasped for breath.
âI said no!â
Then you stormed off to your quarters.
This wasnât the first time your commanding officer had done something like this. This was at least the fourth time you had rebuffed his advances. He just wouldnât get it through his thick skull. You were focused strictly on your military career. The war against Pride, one of the Princes of Hell, was far too important for romance and sex to get in the way.
But you underestimated his desire for you. And his rage. You should have assumed that the highest ranking admiral in Wrathâs fleet would have some severe anger issues. But you naively thought that service to his prince would take priority over his feelings for you.
The first thing he had done was to sabotage your quarters during inspection. You didnât know it was his doing and were angered and paranoid that someone would thrash your space in such a way, causing you to get written up.
In reality it was all Oraan. A rising action in the story of your downfall.
The next thing that was done to ruin your uniforms. He told you it was disrespectful to the prince you all served, to the branch you served, and to him to have your uniforms in such a state.
After that it was a more serious infraction. Reported for contraband that was then found in your locker.
The final, and most infuriating, nail in the coffin happened in the next skirmish. A small opponent, easy to sink and posing only a slight threat to the hellish dreadnought on which you served. But Oraan had forced multiple witnesses to claim you were a coward. That you had abandoned your station and hid in your quarters while the rest of the crew gallantly manned their posts.
This led to you having to be court-martialed. No time to dock and have more formal proceedings. You had to be court-martialed right on the ship. Despite the evidence against you, you thought that once you were given your chance to make your arguments and have your comrades vouch for your behavior and character then this would all disappear.
That isnât quite how things played out for you. You started the court-martial optimistic but with each passing moment a sense of dread became stronger and stronger. Each witness, people you had respected and thought of as your friends, gave damning testimony. They painted you as a belligerent, lazy, neglectful oaf. Someone who cared nothing for duty, rules, or honor.
You had to hold back tears as your body shook with rage and sorrow. Why were they saying such things? Why were they lying about you and your actions and character?
It finally became obvious when the sentence was passed. Not death, as might befit someone who fled from combat. Not dishonorable discharge. No, you were being reassigned. As Oraanâs personal attendant. âA non-combat role where no one would be harmed by your cowardly behavior.â
It was all him. He had pressured or otherwise bribed everyone to turn against you. To lie about you. All to get you in his clutches and punish you for rejecting him. And there was nothing you could do about it. He was an older and stronger demon, youâd have no hope to beat him in a fight. And even if you somehow managed it, how would you escape on a ship? And if by some miracle you either made it to land or just waited until the ship was docked you would be chased for all eternity.
No, he had you in your clutches. Your only hope was that your contract with the navy was almost up. You were only to be enlisted for five years at a time before you had to renew. The only exception for that being prolonged was if a hot war was going on, but this one was nearing its end. Since all that happened was the court-martial was just technically a reassignment you were only bound by the terms of your enlistment.
All you had to do was endure for ten months.
It was humiliating. Oraan really wanted to keep you reminded of your new position. You had to be at his side constantly. Obeying all his orders and whims. You had to press his uniforms and get his meals. And in private the tasks got much worse.
Sucking his girthy cock was a common ârequestâ of his. Almost daily. You also had to bathe with him most nights. This required you to wash his entire well-muscled form. If you were a willing participant you would have enjoyed it, he was very attractive, the tattoo of an anchor on his left shoulder and the three large scars on his ribs adding to his rugged allure.
But you werenât a willing participant. And bathing him usually led to him giving you an âinspection.â That was where he touched, kissed, groped every inch of you before sliding his cock into your hot pussy, slowly fucking into you until he came hard. His tongue, of course, had to probe your mouth during these inspections, âjust to be thorough.â
It was good that he had you eat meals with him in his private quarters, because you didnât think youâd be able to look any of the other crew members in the eye ever again. The ones that hadnât been involved in fucking over your entire life were the ones that believed the lies about you. On the entire ship you had not a single ally. The only one you could confide in was Mr. Sir Buttons, the semi-aquatic demonic cat that served as the mascot and unofficial morale officer on the ship.
You were on your way back from taking your food trays back to the galley when you felt something soft rub against your leg. Mr. Sir Buttons! You had a few minutes before you had to be back with Oraan so you stooped down and picked him up. He purred loudly.
âAt least I never have to worry about you betraying me.â
He meowed as if in affirmation. You nuzzled his thick, red, waterproof fur before placing him back down to go about his very important demonic cat business.
When you got back to Oraanâs quarters he was naked on the bed. His large prick standing erect and ready for the attention you would surely have to give it, a bead of precum running down the length evidently in anticipation.
You sighed in resignation and began to strip your clothing. You had been doing this for over a month now. Only less than nine more to go. You could do it, just one moment at a time.
Too excited after leering at your naked form, he couldnât wait for you to come to him anymore. Instead he got up and used his strong arms to pick you up and pin you to the bed. He stole your lips with his, kissing you in a greedy frenzy, his large cock swung below as he groped your chest.
âMine! I canât believe after all these years youâre finally all mine!â
He bit your neck, causing you to moan involuntarily. But maybe you should just give into the pleasure of the situation. It was going to happen either way and youâd be able to move on with your life once this was all over anyway. Besides, getting into it a bit might just help him finish faster so youâd have less time stuck in this position.
Oraan massaged the outside of your cunt before sliding a couple of fingers into you to get you wet and ready for his large prick.
When he lined his cock up with your drooling entrance, rough hands on your hips, you didnât look away or flinch as you would normally. You wrapped your arms and legs around him instead, allowing him the perfect angle to slam deeply into your pussy. He grinned, ecstatic that you finally seemed to have not only learned your place but were actively embracing it. He slammed down with hard but slow thrusts. Each one making you gasp and each one punctuated with another kiss or nip up your neck.
Lewd squelching noises emanated from your sex as he increased the tempo of your lovemaking.
Had any of the crew passed the admiralâs quarters on their way through the halls all they would have heard was the rhythmic slap of Oraanâs nuts against your skin as he bred you along with the occasional grunt or swear from him or moan from you.
âFuck! I love you so much!â
You only drooled a bit while looking up at him dumbly with lustful eyes, having been fucked nearly senseless. You scratched his shoulders with your sharp demonic nails as you pulled him closer to you in an attempt to somehow get him deeper. You were near your climax, desperate for it.
The pain from your nails spurred him on, causing him to fuck you at a new pace that straddle the line between pain and pleasure. You winced as he came hard, your tight clenching walls milking his cock and sending him over the edge soon after.
He gave a few final thrusts into you to empty his balls good and deep before pulling out and holding you tight, caging you in with his sweat-slicked body. You went limp from exhaustion, practically basking in the afterglow that always followed such intense, passionate sex. If you didnât know any better you could have mistaken Oraan for a lust demon. Though you imagined saying such a thing to his face would have him prove instantly that he was, in fact, a being of wrath.
When the two of you had recovered he took you into the small shower with him. This time around, he cleaned you. Gently washing your body of cum and sweat before rinsing your hair. Far more tender behavior than you would have thought possible from the stern leader. Maybe there was more wisdom to just being more open to your predicament than you had initially thought.
It was a change in your behavior that hadnât gone unnoticed by the man who had orchestrated the vast shift in your life circumstances.
âFinally decided to give in, huh?â Came his gruff voice from behind you.
You had no reason to be dishonest or hide your thoughts from him.
âWell, my contract is up in just a few months. I am not going to renew so this assignment is only temporary. I figured itâll go by faster if I just accept it.â
He laughed and pulled you close to him, you could feel his stubble on your neck as he whispered words that made your fiery demon blood run cold.
âWith my power, influence, and wealth I can assure you that your signature will keep renewing that contract for eternity, sweetheart. Whether you sign it yourself or not. Even if we arenât deployed I will find a way to keep you with me.â
You went limp and would have fallen to the floor had he not had his arms wrapped tightly around you. The room felt like it was spinning. You barely took note of the water trailing down your skin or the chaste kiss he pressed to your cheek.
It was over for you, now that Oraan finally had you there was absolutely nothing that would make the older demon give you up.
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