#the daily dose of angst for y'all
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cucumberbroooo · 7 months ago
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I need more sebaciel fanfics
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nanathott · 2 months ago
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Nana how do y'all do it????
See, I consume SO MUCH smau content on a daily basis that NATURALLY it makes me wanna try making sum o' my own, just to scratch that itch ya know?
Tell me why .... TELL ME WHY IM MAD IRL IM FUMING IM BITING MY PILLOW RIPPING IT OPEN AND SCRATCHING MY WALLS
All because I wanted to create some angst and pretended to be a shitty dude over a few lines of text?
I'm MAD mad
Tis not fo mo I QUIT
(seriously tho you guys are amazing, like keeping it consistent and eating it up EVERY. SINGLE. TIME? I would not SURVIVE without y'all providing my daily dose of sustenance. I am but your loyal subject Milord)
BAHAHHA understandable, i was a little confused on where to start when i started making smaus :,) but at least u have us!! the humble smau makers of tumblr will keep u going
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optiwashere · 10 months ago
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I've finally finished up the Headcanuary 2024 fics.
Rating: Varies by ficlet with each ficlet/chapter rated in the title
Category: F/F
Ship: Shadowheart/Trans Fem Tav
Hopefully y'all have enjoyed the daily doses of fluff, smut, angst, hurt/comfort... you name it, really. These have been really fun for me as a sorta writing warmup every day in the morning. Which reminds me to say: inspiration is overrated. Discipline and rigor are the real method to writing constantly and consistently.
For the curious, which includes me, I've done a little breakdown of the ratings of each ficlet. Because IDK. Why not?
11/31 are Rated G with the majority of those being fluff or humorous type fics, with an outlier in Day 7 which is more of a weird Selûne & Shar spat fic lol.
8/31 are Rated T with these being mostly introspective angst and hurt/comfort, but there's a couple sweet and wholesome fics in here too.
5/31 are Rated M as the lowest rating by count, and these are mostly rated that way because they're violent. Except for Day 28. That one is about PTSD and I think trying to handle that with anything other than the Mature gloves is a bad idea.
7/31 are Rated E and these are all smut. I would say it's an even split on who's the "focus" of each of these fics, with a slight edge given to Shadowheart just because of uneven numbers.
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gingerbravecookie · 4 years ago
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Doctor, will I regain my sanity ?
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fallenfirebird · 6 years ago
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Friendly reminder that
That one scene in Civil War
Where Peter and Bucky start going at it
And Peter catches Bucky's arm and is like “OMG”
Then Bucky freezes???
He doesn’t JUST freeze because it’s when he realizes that Peter’s a child
Nor because Peter stopped his superpowered mechanical arm
He freezes because he’s had that arm for seventy years
He’s had it for seventy long years and all that time it was his trademark
People would’ve seen that arm and they immediately knew they only had a few seconds left to live because the Winter Soldier was there, and he was after them, and they were going to die because this man wasn’t supposed to be real, he was supposed to be a child’s tale to make the kids behave. But not real. Anything but real. Because no man could ever be bad enough to do what the Winter Soldier did.
They would’ve screamed
They would’ve cried
They would’ve tried to run away
Seventy years and that arm was nothing but a weapon that struck fear into people’s hearts
And by then he’s just starting to remember life before his fall. Before becoming the Winter Soldier. Back when he had friends and he could walk in the street like a normal human and he could go party and have fun. And he realizes how wrong it is and starts hungering to be that normal man again.
Then this kid, this sixteen seventeen year old boy, comes along, and not only is he able to withstand the attack from the unstoppable arm, but what’s the first thing he says?
“That’s awesome.”
And he’s excited about it
Not just that, but Peter doesn’t seem to know who the Winter Soldier is. He just sees this badass metal arm and is like “WOAH” because he’s a millennial/gen Z cusp teenage nerd and the Winter Soldier hasn’t struck in years so he doesn’t know any of the stories
And Bucky doesn’t fcking know what to do with that because that’s never happened to him before, nobody’s liked the arm, even his opinion is questionable at that point. He just knows that he’s there fighting for his life with a kid who’s the first person to ever be excited about seeing a weapon of mass destruction that society itself has fabled into something evil
And I c a n t
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petrichorqz · 3 years ago
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hi y'all! sorry i have been posting very inconsistently :(( EXAMS stab stab. i am trying out slightly different changes in format when i post so lmk if you like it or not ! enjoy these headcanons !!!
suna headcanons
warnings: none
pretty much canon but he definitely does his eyeliner regularly
i just know he has such a shitty sleep schedule like,,, he goes to sleep at 4am and has to wake up at 7 because of practice rip
his favorite candy are those fucken peppermint sticks
consequently, his favorite holiday is definitely christmas i just KNOW he loves secret santas he always gets really thoughtful gifts (soda tab chokers <3)
has a really short attention span, can't pay attention to videos longer than a minute IF that (same bestie)
runs a blog where he posts ab animals he loves, his current obsession are jellyfish
his favorite discord bot is the wedding bot
speaking of discord he definitely has his own server for just himself where he saves fics he likes
favorite genre: ANGST and slowburn . he likes to suffer :'))
really likes the magnus chase books he's probably read them about 8 times each
random but he reads only ya romance books . he likes to get really mad at the main characters and rant about them for two hours to the miyas over the phone/texts
scared of heights and spiders (i MAY be projecting again)
shitposts like 5 times a day its his daily dose of serotonin and its always wacky science diagrams istg
has never had iced coffee in his life and would like to keep it that way, atsumu almost convinced him to get it once but this mans is sticking exclusively to black coffee
anyways i love him :((( and MISS HIM OMG?? when he gets animated i BYE
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alice-in-wonderart · 4 years ago
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Update rant thingy
I've noticed, that the MDZS fandom has a LOT more fans than it leads on and honestly, I'm LIVING FOR IT.
Deciding to write for this fandom was the best decision I've ever made.
I realised, though, that angst isn't my strongest point. Don't get me wrong, ya girl loves her daily dose of heartbreak, but somehow when it comes to MDZS, I just CAN'T write angst. Maybe it's because the story is already tragedy galore and adding more salt to the wound is unnecessary, I honestly don't know. But there are some blogs on here which write the absolute BEST, MOST TASTEFUL angst in existence that's just 👌👌 top notch. (e.g. The Worst Engagement!AU by one of my fave blogs on here, which I'll link later, since I'm travelling rn.) And I have major respect for angst writers since I simply *cannot*. But anyways, I got 2 requests left and afterwards I'm reblogging a few prompt lists for y'all to enjoy~
Anyways, as always thank you for reading and have a good one, lovelies ✌️❤️
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radiorenjun · 5 years ago
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Lavender Antics
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→ Pairing: Han Jisung x Reader
→ Summary: Shooting in a drama with him was your absolute nightmare. Working with your enemy and pretending that you were love interests has been the most frustrating experience of your life. Though, after saying your farewells, the scent of lavender never leaves.
→ Genre:enemies to lovers au, idol au, romance, angst, slowburn, comedy.
→ Warnings: Explicit Language. Antics. Mentions of insecurity. Alcohol, Making out. Suggestive?
→ Chapters: 3, 4, 5
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"Okay, so, today we went out for some onigiris and lemme just say. These things are literally to die for!" you groaned exaggeratedly, taking out a packaged onigiri from your bag which you bought earlier. You were video chatting with your members, making them suffocate as they watch you devour the rice treat.
"Man, I wish we could've snuck in some back when we were there for our tour." Kiyeon groaned, wiping the drool off the corners of her lips. "Fuck you, y/n! I'm hungry now, and I just had lunch! Not even 30 minutes ago!" Haneul whined.
You laughed, almost choking on rice. "Look at the bright side. When someone asks what did I eat to become so attractive, I could just say 'rice'" you say with a smug shrug. "You did not just quote Jackson Wang while eating an onigiri." Jaehwa huffed with a shake of her head.
"And on the other side, package us some onigiri. Watching you eat in such an ASMR way is making me crave Japan food," Cheonsa chuckled. You took a big bite of the rice treat in your hand before shaking your head, "bitch, you wish you were me right now. But for unceremoniously embarrassing me-"
"Well we attempted, you ran away."
"Embarrassing me! I think y'all don't deserve this exquisite treat." You rolled your eyes when your members cut you off in the middle of your sentence. "Jesus Christ, I'll book a ticket to Japan right now and-" Kiyeon grumbled angrily, opening her phone to pretend as if she was purchasing a ticket.
"Don't be such drama queens. There's onigiri in nearby supermarkets, you could just buy some. Or even better, make some!" you laughed, throwing away the plastic wrapper in the dustbin. "Make some? Girl, who do you think we are? Gordon Ramsey? This ain't Masterchef. I ain't cooking shit if it doesn't mean I ain't getting some cash." Cheonsa sassed.
"Well, I-" you started before you heard a loud obnoxious groan that could be heard from the inner cores of the earth. "OH MY GOD," the male voice groaned in annoyance. Your eye twitched in annoyance as you let out a sigh, looking back at your co-star as you leaned back against your makeup chair.
"Y/n? Who's that?" Haneul asked. You didn't answer her as you continued to glare a hole into the boy, across the room from you,'s head. "Could you keep your masturbation down?" you snarled in annoyance.
"Y/n!" you heard your members scold in a motherly tone at your sexual insult but you ignored them. "ME? You're the one practically blasting your friend's voices up the roof, I could feel blood begging to ooze out of my ears." Jisung shot back.
"What's gotten your panties up in a twist, asshole? Forgot to take your daily dose of warm milk like a baby?" you hissed. "Okay, you two. Before you two start World War III in this here trailer I'm going to cut you both off and tell you that you guys have another scene to shoot." Your stage director chuckled.
You ignored Jisung's loud groan as you look back at your friends with a sympathetic look, "you guys heard the man. I gotta go," you smiled, your thumb hovering over the hang up button. "You better call us tonight, for real this time, y/n." Jaehwa jokes.
"Of course, even though you all treat me like shit, I miss you guys!" you exclaim with a giggle. "It's our job as members to treat you like shit. Plus you treat us the same." Kiyeon responded with an innocent nod. " What she meant was we miss you, too." Haneul gave the older girl a hard glare before waving goodbye at you.
"Bye!" you waved as your members did funny poses as they, too, waved. You giggle as you pressed the hang up button, putting your phone down on the table before walking out of the trailer.
As you arrived at the scene, your makeup artists touched you up with some small blush and brushes to adjust your hair and gave you your school bag. Jeongin standing with a bright smile next to you, "good to see you, y/n." he greeted.
"Jeongin, I literally saw you two minutes ago back when you were playing with your switch in your trailer." you chuckled. "Is it wrong for me to say hello to my little friend?" he smirked, holding the strap of his bag. "Little? I'm older than you." you laughed. "Older? Yes. Who debuted first, exactly? Me. So treat your senior with respect." Jeongin giggled as he got his props on.
"Alright guys, this is the scene where you two are just casually talking to each other and then Jisung runs up and etcetera. You know the drill, you read the script, now focus." your director announced through the speaker as he sat down on his chair.
"Lights! Camera! And Action!"
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You clutched your phone as you layed down emotionlessly on the couch in your trailer. You just got news from your family that your grandmother had passed away a couple hours ago. Your mother called you to tell you the news in distraught.
Your sweet grandma that always forced you to eat whenever you were under the pressure of sustaining that perfect idol body. You felt numb and you didn't want to get up to shoot scenes anymore. You just want to be buried under layers of blankets and get up when all the sadness evaporated from your body.
But yet again, this is life. You gotta do what you gotta do. And you can't even go to her funeral considering you were hundreds of miles away and you have an extremely busy schedule ahead of you.
You heard the door open, your make up artist bowing politely at you. You sighed, getting up to sit on the chair infront of the mirror. "Miss. You okay?" they asked as they applied on some concealer underneathe your eyelids.
You hummed sadly, your eyes half lidded and looking down as you fidget with the script in your hands. You lazily flipped through the pages, trying to revert your mind away from the sadness in your gut so that you could memorize your lines.
When you were done, you head to the changing room to put on your costume before going to the makeup room to get some touch ups. Some of the staff questioned your silence and gloomy aura considering you would always joke around on set or make a member of the staff hault their movements to make some witty comments bout the script.
As you got your hair done, you saw your costar come in with a cup of Starbucks in her hand. "Rough day?" she asked, looking at you with hooded eyes as she sipped on her caffeine drink. You nodded slightly, trying not to ruin the hairstylist's work on your hair.
"Mood, girl. Director-nim says that we'll be shooting the next scene in ten so you have quite some time to pick yourself up." she informed as you gave her a weak smile in response. "Honestly, I wanna go back to sleep. Maybe go around to eat some mochi, I heard there's a mochi store nearby and it's to die for."
For the next ten minutes, you continued to hear her suggest all the good cheap snackstores around the area. When you finally got called, you forced yourself to get up from your chair and put down your phone and script on the table.
"I'm going to head out to buy those takoyaki balls outside. I'll buy you some if that'll cheer you up, my treat." she nudged you side with a soft smile which you gave her a small chuckle before shaking your head sadly. "No thanks. I don't feel like it." You walked out of the make up room and onto set.
You were immediately approached by the director telling you what to do in the following scenes, you just gave him a small hums and nods whenever he finishes his sentences.
"Looks like little y/n is out of it, today." Jisung snickered behind your back, making you let out a small huff before clenching your fists to calm yourself down. "Wow. No comebacks? Must be my lucky day!" he exclaimed.
You ignored the smug boy before walking infront of the camera and nodding at the directors that you were ready.
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"Are you on your period or something?" Jisung asked as he stood beside you near the bus stop on the way to the hotel. You've been tormented through the day with his harsh remarks and the sadness in your gut just deepened.
You couldn't wait to be engulfed in the warm sheets and cry your frustrations out. You felt like you were bout the burst out sobbing at any moment. "Fuck off, Han. I'm not in the mood." you muttered under your breath.
"Oh, so you finally started talking again? What's got your panties in a twist, Huh?" he chuckled.
It may be because of pure exhaustion, but your vision blurred shortly and for a split second, you saw your grandmother smiling at you with a tray of your favourite treat in hand. Her voice crystal clear as she spoke the words "Y/N, come and eat!" which lingered in your mind.
You shook your head as you felt your eyes tear up. You can't just stand here and wait for the bus and continued to be harassed by this donkey any longer. "I said, fuck off, Han. I'm not in the mood." you said in a much bolder tone as you started to walk away.
And it didn't take long for Han Jisung to catch up on your tail. "What's up with you being all sad and shit the whole day? It's funny to see you like this. Did sad hours open early for you? Seriously, you're acting like somebody died or so-"
"I SAID, FUCK OFF, HAN. IM NOT IN THE MOOD."
You turned to look back at him with your eyes bloodshot red and your bottom lip trembling pathetically. You gazed at his shocked expression before relaxing your gaze and sniffed, covering your face with your scarf as you shivered at the cold wind.
"Leave me alone, Han Jisung. Please. " you sniffed before walking away from the baffled bou who stood there frozen in shock. He didn't even notice the bus that he was waiting for the past ten minutes had finally arrived.
"Hyung!" a voice snapped him out of his trance, making him look back to see his little maknae waving at him in line of the bus. He turned, hoping to see your small figure slowly disappearing but you were long gone.
He sighed as he walked towards the bus and sat next to Jeongin who continued to babble about who knows what. But the only thing Jisung couldn't stop thinking bout was your form trembling on the brink of tears.
this was so bad lol
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nekostar4004-1 · 3 years ago
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Decided to make a list with characters that I currently like in The Owl House (in that order) and platonic ships/interactions (in no order):
But first, the top 3 characters that most likely won't change because the family issues are too relatable. are the best and that's facts.
1. Amity Blight (Always No. 1)
2. Hunter (Staying No. 2 for a while)
3. Lilith Clawthorne (because yes)
Now that the unmatched is outta way, the actual list:
1. Hooty
2. The Blight twins (Emira specially)
3. Eda Clawthorne/Raine Whispers (Tie)
4. Alador Blight (he's interesting ok)
5. Willow Park
6. The coven leaders (but Raine stays on No. 3)
7. Luz Noceda
8. Ghost (yes the freaking cat lol)
9. Steve
10. Flapjack (yes the freaking birb lol)
(Belos lost my interest)
Platonic ships/interactions:
1. Willow and Amity (never changed)
2. Amity and Hunter (but without that love-hate bulls)
3. Amity and her family (and Luz sometimes)
4. Hooty and Lilith
5. Eda and Lilith and Hunter (currently/ manifesting 🙏)
6. Amity and Luz and Hunter
7. Amity and Ghost
8. Hunter and Flapjack
9. Ghost and Flapjack (bonus their owners/ bonus with Luz's palismen if she gets one)
10. Lilith and Amity (currently/ I'm having that mom-daughter headcanon for them)
11. Lilith and Hunter (under Belos's rule/ bonus Amity as disciple)
12. Amity and her former "friends" group (before and after Lumity)
13. Amity and Luz (before Lumity/ bonus their teachers Eda/Lilith)
*Look, I like Lumity but I need my daily dose of angst that doesn't imply tragic love lol. And I wanted more of that rivalry tension. (And I liked bitchy/competitive Amity)
14. Eda and her dad +Lilith and her mom (bonus Lilith and her dad)
15. Willow and Hunter (I don't ship them btw)
16. Belos and Amity (but like, being in the same room/ bonus Hunter/ bonus if it happens before Amity's redemption)
17. Hunter and Darius (recently added because I didn't watch the new ep yet)
Note: platonic ship =/= love ship but if I do a love ship list y'all gonna jump me, so no. (That one stays in the drafts)
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mysticscanlations · 7 years ago
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That Summer Chapter 108 Summary!
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author-nim is probably sipping on a glass of wine and laughing at the chaos she throws into this fandom LOL
Chapter opens with Jumi and Hee Bum walking, both silent. After a bit, Jumi asks Hee Bum what happened to his bicycle. In a previous chapter, Hee Bum once zoomed away from Jumi on it, effectively killing any chance of conversation (Refer to chapter 31). Hee Bum grins, asking if she's telling him to ride the bicycle instead. He says, “But then I can't talk to you. That would be no fun.”
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HB: That would be no fun.
Jumi stares at that, wondering if that means Hee Bum purposefully doesn't ride his bicycle so that he could walk with her. Hee Bum then asks if she wants to ride on the back of his bike instead, like in those dramas. He thinks it'd be fun. Jumi laughs, saying that's too dangerous.
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ST: I hope that, to you, I will become a perfect piece of memory like a sunset~” (T/N: These are lyrics from a Korean movie called 'The Classic') Jumi: Ahaha, -forget it, that seems dangerous.
She keeps laughing, elbowing Hee Bum as she says, “I thought about it again, hahaha. How could I ride it like that, can Yoo Won oppa do it?”
WELP, awkward.
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Jumi roasts herself silently for making the mistake of bringing up Yoo Won when even Hee Bum wouldn't talk about him. But she wonders what would happen to their everyday lives (or the paths they were walking) if they stop talking about Yoo Won. She thinks about their kiss last week again. She sneaks a glance at Hee Bum, who's silently staring straight ahead as he walks.
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They reach the bus station, and Hee Bum tells Jumi that he's not going to academy today because he has something to do, so he'll see her tomorrow. Jumi stares in surprise, thinking about something before she calls for Hee Bum to wait.  AND THEN KISSES HIM ON THE CHEEK ( /RIPS OUT HAIR;;; AM I SUPPOSED TO BE HAPPY OR SAD HERE I'M JUST IN PAIN)
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Hee Bum stares in surprise as Jumi turns the other way, embarrassed af while she says she'll see him tomorrow. She runs off, her inner thoughts confirming her perspective now. “At one point, as a friend, there was a time where I really wished for you and Yoo Won oppa to work things. But I don't feel like that anymore. My feelings are more important.”
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Hee Bum's still staring before he looks down, a questionable look on his face. I don't know about y'all but that ain't the look of someone who has a crush so now I'm ready to throw hands if he hurts Jumi's feelings after giving her this kind of hope.
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After a long day, Jumi's home. She takes her shoes off, announcing her arrival. Her mom passes by while Jumi heads in, saying that she was going to sleep. Jumi takes a shower and then drinks some kind of herbal medicine drink before flopping on her bed, exhausted. She almost falls asleep the second her head hits the bed.
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But then she snaps awake a second later, glad she didn't actually fall asleep. She decides to at least stay up until 3am studying, starting with English word memorization. As she studies, she wishes the CSAT would be over with quickly, because then she could go see Hee Bum whenever she wanted. She then remembers him mentioning that he might be quitting academy. She hopes he doesn't.
The next morning, Jumi's mother enters her room, ordering her to wake up. Jumi groans, but her mom don't care, telling her to get up and eat. Jumi says she wants to sleep more instead, and I relate to her on a spiritual level.
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Jumi's Mom: Hey, get up and eat. Jumi: I don't want to eat, I wanna sleep more~
Her mom notices the hair ribbons that Jumi bought before, and says that 3rd years in high school don't need to worry about how they look. She shouldn't be wasting money on unnecessary things. Jumi huffs as she gets up, saying that those barely cost any money. At breakfast, Jumi mentions that she's going to the mountains this weekend. Jumi's mom isn't amused, saying that other students are sitting behind a desk for 24 hours so that they could study, but her daughter's just thinking about where to go play. Jumi's triggered by that, angrily asking what that's supposed to mean, because she's working as hard as she can in her own way.
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sidenote: salty af at the lack of YW in this chapter AT LEAST GIVE HIM A PANEL I NEED A DAILY DOSE OF BEAUTY TO SURVIVE THIS ANGST HELLHOLE
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