#the color is just for the diagram same with the eyes theres no meaningful diference

[pollespiders]

ftm emh trio (+ habit) headcanons

evan did his own top surgery in a habit-induced frenzy (habit was notably not in control, similar to when evan killed the deer) and because of this he had nerve damage for a while. most of it healed away because of habit and his whole being immortal thing, but theres a spot that evan cant feel anything from along the left side of his torso. hes never tried to pinpoint the exact shape of this spot, but if he did, it would look like this

when habit did vinnys top surgery, he was much more surgical with it, and vinny sustained no long term damage even without invulnerable body healing

jeff never wanted top surgery (nor does he bind), but would not have let evan nor habit do it. he understands surgical procedures but would not try on himself or others. evan never asked for his help either way

evan is not on T as his is naturally high (and habit would change his body chemistry anyways), vinny does shots but hes a wimp so he makes evan inject him. jeff does gel because its more consistant, but he always worries sparky will try licking him (well, worried)

habit is not trans in any sense of the word, he doesnt have a biological gender to change either way. he despises the term agender and will never identify as such. the pronouns he OWNS are it/its, but he will also use he/him whenever because the historical power men have had gives him an ego boost, and will allow she/her pronouns in a female host. doesnt like they/them pronouns because he assumes people are saying they as in multiple, host and parasite, and wants to feel whole and possessive. if explained to him that his host is nonbinary, he will tolerate it, but never elsewise

the boys' (and steph's) genders dont change between iterations, but their sexes might. habit was very confused when he found evan as a 'woman' before he transitioned one iteration. since then he has adapted and will attempt to transition evan whenever this happens, but he doesnt care about the others. if jeff or vinny or steph havent transitioned, he will still call them jeff or vinny or steph. misgendering but in the right way?

habit will overdose on vinny's T if he is allowed because he finds the way evans body gets sick very funny. he only feels slightly disturbed when vinny has to skip his dosage because of habits misuse. not guilty, just off put

jeff likes to write about characters from different perspectives, and has a number of times consulted vinny and evans experience on transitioning. he would have asked habit, if habit hadnt killed him

vinny found out he was trans because he preferred more masculine looking glasses frames