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I keep drinking coffee thinking it's gonna make me Productive and then instead of doing the work I actually have to do I just compulsively make spreadsheets :(
#my homework is. not done#but!!! i just realized if i take 2 spanish classes i can have a russian/spanish major instead of just russian#(it's complicated but this would leave me with: double major languages and history with a joint major in asian middle east studies)#(plus a minor in religious studies and concentration in islamicate studies)#first i gotta: relearn spanish for like the third time#but it's ok i'm hopping thru spain in less than a month so i should proooobably do that anyway#man when i was touring colleges my mom was like really dismissive about the idea of double majoring and now i'm here like#How Many Things Can I Stack Up To Get Big Number On Transcript#aaaaaaaand because of ames requirements i did the dumb thing and ended up learning persian while my spanish is still kinda iffy#ĐžŃĐ°Đș ŃĐŸĐČĐ”ŃŃĐžĐ»ĐŸŃŃ ŃĐŸ ŃŃĐŸ Ń ĐżŃŃĐ°Đ»ŃŃ ĐżŃĐ”ĐŽĐŸŃĐČŃĐ°ŃĐžŃŃ as they say#so i'm just gonna have to study two languages at once next semester... or just keep going thru the cycle of relearning them abt every year#my russian is a big girl it can survive on its own but i now gotta feed the babiessssss#tho ig what this kinda cyclically learning and forgetting spanish has taught me is like#languages are less like babies and more like those lil desert plants that wither up when they don't have any water#they might look dead but they're nearly impossible to kill completely#and will bounce right back after a lil care n patience. i just gotta like.... water em#the one thing standing in my way is ideological opposition to my spanish textbook#i have to pay $200 for access to a *website*#*i don't even get a book just a shitass ebook*#but it's ok one of the spanish profs likes me i think? i think she would let me skip the intro lit class#only problem is it was Genuinely Hard for me to follow along when i audited advanced lit... 90% of the class was heritage speakers#tho ig like. having taken a class meant for native russian speakers should help w learning to survive that kinda thing#genuinely i think i can do it#just gotta make that my goal. study. do it for zapata#and if i wanna go into translating... having good spanish should help right? like if i finally get b2 spanish?#yeah. if i could do kazakh history for native russian speakers i can do spanish lit for heritage spanish speakers. it's equivalent enough#but ok i'm gonna visit my buddy in spain who did nearly the exact same shitass majors combination as me#tho i think he did spanish/arabic for his language major and just Happens To Also Be Fluent In Russian cuz he's Like That#it's ok he's two years older than me i have two years to become that cool#he can tell me what to do
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#accidentally slept through my only class today#which whoops sorry. (my 9am english)#which kind of killed step 1 of a plan of mine but thats okay#anyways THEN i had to go downtown to pick up this award bc i forgot to show up to the ceremony like a dumb dumb#but the building was like a 25 minute walk and it was COLD (punishment for my dumb dumbness tbh) but anyways i got there early so i walked#around the block and then went inside and picked up my medal#and i was already far downtown so then i popped my head in a couple of stores as i slowly walked back#got a few things from target. new hair clip nail polish m&ms pens and then a mango. very excited to eat that either later today or tomorrow#then i popped in the calligraphy store and then the comic shop and looked around. saw some white ribbon in the calligraphy store which ive#been looking for but didnt get it because it was a bit wide and kind of expensive and i want a lot for my project idea#(want to write out some of my favorite poems on them in sharpie and then use it to accessorize)#and then i went to the comic shop and peeked around. saw a nubia issue and a few gl 2021s in the discount bin but i didnt get them bc#they were all middle issues and i havent read those books yet although i do want to someday bc my guys were in them. one of the gl 21s even#had simon on the cover so i was very !!!!!!!! thats my guy!!!!!#didnt buy anything there but i did ask the guy to make sure to order a copy of the spirit world tpb so ill stop by to get that in a few wks#and then i went to the bookstore cafe and got a cold brew and did a but of English there. they have tables in the stacks its nice. the one i#grabbed was just surrounded by old paperbacks of sci fi and thrillers lol. didnt see anything id read but recognized a few author names like#card (no enders game though) and the pern lady (idk her name i havent read it). anyways did half a blog post thats technically late (ill#backdate though dw) and then packed up and i grabbed a gyro from the halal cart on that block which i just finished back at my dorm <3333#anyways good times. now im gonna try and spam some work and go to freaking trivia team for the first time in a month later. oops#blah#oh and i think the halal cart guy may have given me a free soda. unsure abt that though bc its possible it came with and i was just being#silly again. so anyways i had a ginger ale too
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The thing that trips me up with English the most is like. Hyphenation? Cause in norwegian we can just stack words to our hearts content until we get monstousities like referanseinstallasjonsmetode or minoritetsladningsbÊrerdiffusjonskoeffsientmÄlingsapparatur, and in english y'all just don't do that :/
#this actually deals elementary school kids so much damage you have no idea#like i remember mixing up the rules and separating norwegian words while I'd stack the english ones#cause i was learning both!!!#and honestly it can become a problem in secondary and upper secondary as well ngl :/#learning about syntax and root words in linguistics class helped a bit tbhâ I'm glad i kept my books on it haha
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MMATTBP has taken over my writing brain so hard that i literally had a dream i was writing a chapter last night. so ofc i wake up and see if i can actually write anything while awake and of course i cannot.
#emi talks#mmattbp#dream me canât write very well tbh#all i remember is there was a party happening#and the entire Stack was wearing dresses#which to be fair IS a good writing/art idea#but yeah unfortunately this has not actually helped me with writing on arc two#its happening i swear#my chem class starts tuesday and we all know what that means bc i refuse to shut up about it
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Hiii! I was wondering if I could request either long or short fic about Tenya Iida. Likes it can be set in a modern setting where's he's a senior college student who's majoring in business and he has to take one more class to get his degree. It just so happened that the class is in the art building, and it is figure drawing (aka nude drawing) . Since he's just now hearing of the extra class he has to take, he's suddenly shocked when the model is an old friend of his from back home, whom he had a childhood crush on. Not only does his feelings for her come back, but he also has to have 1 on 1 section with the model for educational purposes. I kinda want it to be smut and fluff or however you see it fit. Anyway, I hope it's enough+
hi babe! omg I love this idea I kinda went a lil crazy and made it way too long. I hope u enjoy :)!!
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mentions of: This is really just the fluff portion of it, kinda suggestive bc he pops a boner and leads to sex in part two. I think Iâm going to make a third part simply so the two of you can go on a genuine date andsotheresmoreiidaxblackreaderouthere.
a/n: hells yeah thatâs enough, hopefully I did what ya asked and so sorry I went overboard I have serious problems. hereâs the smut part bc a 6.7k fic is doing too damn much but i canât stfu my fault gang
moodboard here!
Tenya Iida.
4th year, Senior in college majoring in International Business and minoring in Spanish at Angelwood College of Arts and Sciences.
The visual arts building had only been a few minutes away from the business side of campus, which he gladly enjoyed the walk. This spring all he needed to finish was two gen ed classes, the rest revolved around his major and minor. His counselor helped set up his âmissingâ classes before winter break considering he had to fly back to Japan to see his family for the holidays. He was ecstatic to learn all he needed was an art class with lab and a communications class.Â
When he asked what the class entailed, all he was met with was âbeginner artists learning anatomy.â It didnât sound difficult, just draw what you see. It would be nice to try something new anyway. He was not much of an artist but like all things Tenya does, he planned to give this class his all. The first week had been pretty easy, learning how to draw what you see with the use of models, shapes, and lines. Nothing too hard to follow. He would practice drawing his friends on the sketchpad he bought specifically for the class as a form of studying in the free time he had.
He neverminded it for the most part, excelling his knowledge in different countries in his free time to get better at his major. Sure they could teach you the technical way to do things, but in the end, everyone is still human. It would be inconsiderate to do business with a country and know little to nothing about their culture! It took almost two weeks for him to finally be able to even start the art project anyway.
As time went on and the January snow grew less and less, it was time to start their first real project of the semester. One on One figure drawing. The class needed to fill out a form explaining their free hours due to the limited art space and everyone's different schedules. Tenya happily filled it out when it was posted, continuing to work on class work from the library so that the lecture room could also be used for said project.
Their professor had explained that in-person class would remain on Mondays and Thursdays. It just worked out better for the models and students to have so much space.
He made the small walk over to the arts building for his last class of the day, a small shine in his glasses as he entered the white light of the room. The walls were anything but bare, artwork and unfinished projects sat in every corner of the room. Paint racks, canvases big and small, even stacks of unused clay. There was a stool sitting on a small platform in the middle of the room, assuming where the model will sit.Â
He stood next to the stool for a moment, looking up at the grey February sky through the skylight. The natural lighting was great, almost like a spotlight. He adjusted the lights in the room a moment, dimming them slightly so the white light hadnât been so harsh on his eyes. He headed over to a more organized table, setting out the art supplies how he liked. He knew he was early, but he wanted to make a good first impression. Whatâs better than being on time?
He pulled out his laptop, checking that the few assignments for today were done and submitted. A small frown tugged at his lips as he realized he hadnât finished something completely, typing in the last few answers. He always double checked, technology was reliable.. When it wanted to be. He couldnât hear the shuffle of slippers against the floor over his typing and frankly, loud thinking.Â
He could see someone walk past in a teal robe representing the university's colors. Glancing up from the computer to give the model a proper hello, Tenya opens his mouth to speak but pauses.Â
âY/n?â He asked, almost in a whisper in case he was wrong. A small look of confusion caused him to tilt his head to the side slightly. He hadnât been able to see you for awhile with such busy schedules, but he knew your silhouette by heart.Â
You turn at the sound of your name, mid sliding off the slippers and fumbling with the gold silk of the belt. âTenya?â You smile, asking as you turn to slide your shoes back on and quickly shuffle your way over to him. He felt his face burn red, frozen in place for a moment with his jaw slack. He stood as if needing to detach from the seat, smiling at your happy demeanor and your quickness to wrap your arms around him.Â
âIt is you! I know those shoulders from anywhere!â You beamed, feeling his hovering hands slowly place themselves on your back to return the hug. He was very hesitant, simply because you were only in a robe. You pull away, hands resting on your hips and giving him a big smile. âNow what are you doinâ taking a figure drawing class, Mister businessman?â
He let out a sheepish chuckle, âI needed an art credit, W-What are u doing here?â He never had any classes with you at Angelwood, A few honors classes and gym in highschool but other than that, nada. Throughout the course of growing up, your interests drove you to different classes.Â
However, classes don't matter when your families are as close as yours and the Iida family. Shared Holidays, playdates, game nights.. It wasnât like you were some stranger. You both always made time to hang out a few times during the year to catch up without the family just to give a real check on each other. It was his favorite, almost like a mini holiday to talk to you.
He loved spending time with you. You were smart, articulated and incredibly creative. You never took slack from anyone.. Even in middle school he can remember you being the one to stand up and say something when things werenât right. You were headstrong and determined in anything that you did.. Art majors always get a lot of grief but you never let that deter you. And that was admirable in itself! ..And he had always thought you were so pretty.Â
He felt like a kid again, heart feeling as if itâd beat out of his chest at the mere sight of you. It had been around Halloween the last time he saw you, and here it was. Almost Valentine's day.. Still as pretty and bright as he remembered. Your next hangout wasn't for another month or so, so it was nice to see you sooner than that.
âI'm your model, silly!â You head over to the stool, continuing to speak. âThe art department asked if Iâd help in modeling and I said yes! People were too scared to sign up for the most part. Iâm surprised this is the class you picked. Did you want to learn how to draw people?â You slide your slippers off once more, untying the cute bow on your hip that held your robe shut.Â
Suddenly the room was very hot and he couldn't breathe. Now his heart really WAS beating out of his chest. He quickly did a 180, shielding his eyes and removing his glasses for extra measure. âWHYâ do yoU have.. nothing on underrrrneath?â He croaked, voice cracking as his tone raised slightly.
You tilt your head at such a question, the gears clicking a little later than they should have. âFigure drawing is um.. Nude drawing, Tenya. You didn't know that?â You slide the robe back on, giggling at the flustered man across from you. You could see his shoulders tense, shaking his head slowly.
Now how the fuck could he have missed that.
âI um.. No, I didn't. I thought that it was.. I don't know what I thought. My counselor picked it for me and I.. Most models we've used so far have.. had skin colored undergarments⊠On.â He let out a nervous laugh, keeping his glasses off. He turns around, cleaning them with the end of his shirt but refusing to look up at you. He needed to mentally prepare his brain to be professional in a situation like this. Not that he minded the glance, he just never thought this would be how..
You prop your feet onto the edge of the stool, interrupting his thought. You held your knees up to your chest so he couldnât see anything but your bare legs. âOh Ten, Iâm sorry! I can ask someone else to-â
âNo! I am perfectly.. capable. It's professional and I can be.. professional..â He put his glasses back on, hand refusing to be steady as he did so. He let out a shaky sigh, smiling at you and finally looking at you once more.
You let out a small laugh at the blush on his cheeks. He was so handsome, but to see him so flustered over little olâ you? It made your week. âWe can start slow, that might help.â you slide the robe down your shoulders, slowly putting your legs back down so he could see your robed torso once more. You stopped at the top of your breasts, letting your collarbone show. âDo you have any specific poses..?â You ask quietly, trying to hold back your amusement.
He sits down, red faced and completely flushed. A nude model.. jeez. From sleepovers to recess, studying together to graduating, and now almost graduating for the final time together. That's something you donât get to have in every lifetime. But why do these thoughts keep coming back to him now?Â
There was no way he could still have romantic feelings for you. Heâd never put your friendship at risk like that!
..right?
âI um.. yeah, small.â He cleared his throat, âCould you um.. Could you stand slightly off of the um.. Almost like getting up?â He fumbled over his words, staring at the empty paper as if he could burn the quick image in his brain onto the page to get the embarrassment over with. He sighed once more, trying to focus as he began sketching circles and lines as a starter sketch of the pose he wanted.
âWhen you need to draw a certain part I'll move it, Sound fair?â You ask, resting one foot onto the stool and one onto the ground. Your hand gripped the seat as your butt sat on the edge, similar to when people do that supposedly hot thing where they throw their head back and pull some weird rope to have water get poured on them.Â
It was second nature at this point for people to see you. Of course some of them were flustered and it was pretty awkward at first, but normally not to the point of stuttering and stammering. It wasnât often that you saw Tenya fall apart, but this was way different. Especially considering you flashed him without warning. He was one of the most endearing people you had ever met, there was no way you would have done that without proper context.
He could only nod in response, not wanting to further make a fool of himself. Lightly tapping the pencil against the table, He looks up at you. âYou can um.. re.. remove the top part, y/n..â It was hard to simply draw your arms and collarbone without including the robe, so you might as well rip the band-aid off and start with the top.Â
You nod, dropping it happily and letting the robe pull around your hips and between your legs. You close your eyes, facing up toward the skylight in an attempt to make him less nervous. âSorry for flashing you at first, I would have explained but I assumed you had already known..?â You laugh quietly to yourself at your own mistake. Why would someone like him even take this class if he knew what it actually entailed?
And God, did he feel like a pervert staring at your chest like this. The boner poking his thigh almost immediately didn't help, making it even harder to concentrate. Way to keep composure. He pressed his lips together for a moment before speaking. âI had no idea, Iâm sorry for my r..reaction.â He answered, stopping the pencil tapping to actually begin sketching more than just circles and lines. He hadnât meant to yell, but he felt like he was close to passing out.Â
âI think it was a pretty valid one.â You send a reassuring smile his way, seeing him send you one right back. Trying to ease the mood, you look back up at the ceiling and close your eyes to avoid staring at the ugly overcast sky above you. âHow was winter break? You get to go home and see your family? How are they?âÂ
His smile grew wider at your question, scooting under the desk a bit more so that you hopefully wouldnât notice his body reacting. âTheyâre great, Tensei is getting married soon,â He sounded excited at the thought alone, incredibly proud of his brother.Â
âAnd my mother has started a hobby making soap, if you can believe it. She sent me some to bring back one that smells like lavender and another that smells like oranges mixed with I believe she said papaya.? She made a coconut smelling one for youâ I was going to give it to you the next time we saw each other,âÂ
The sound of his sketching stopped and started as he spoke, giving your body small glances as he tried to study each part of your upper torso. The way your stomach creased, The way your shoulder was slightly lifted causing your collarbone to be more prominent, the curve of your breasts.. âHow was your Holiday, y/n?â
âNo way, Tensei is getting married?!â You accidentally stop posing, fully facing him in genuine shock. The robe was still covering your lower half, you had tied the belt to avoid accidentally flashing him again but here we are. You watch his face become even more red, eyes very obviously not meeting yours but still like a deer in headlights.Â
You quickly get back to posing how you were, âSorry Ten, That's amazing!! I hope everything goes smoothly for him and his soon to be wife.. And tell your mommy I said thank you for thinking of me. I can't wait to try it!â
A smile stayed on your lips as you thought about the times youâve spent in the Iida household. His mother always had the best candles and incense burning, you were positive the soap would be the same. âMy family is up to the same old shit, you know them..â You let out a small groan, the holidays werenât an absolute disaster, but after not being home so long makes you remember why you arenât going to school anywhere near home.Â
âI did get some cool stuff for Christmas though! I got some new clothes and they got me a few art kits. You know, where it teaches you how to crochet? I also have a new diamond painting kit, I haven't opened either yet because it's just been so busy.â You replied, tapping your fingers on the side of the stool where your hand sat.Â
You look up once more, this time because the skylight was beginning to be covered in snow. You watched as it fell, thinking back to old times when you and Tenya would spend the last three major holidays with each other. Youâd always make sure to trick or treat together, your families have been sharing Thanksgiving for as long as you can remember, and spending the night in your basement on Christmas eve to wait for Santa until you were both too old. Then instead of waiting for Santa, youâd all eat at least one meal together on Christmas day. Sometimes homemade breakfast, other times a small trip to IHOP or Waffle House.
âGod damn it.. Itâs snowing again..â You let out a small laugh, looking over at him over your shoulder, fingers still tapping away at the base of the stool. âHey Ten, Do you remember when we used to have those big snowball fights? The one near Red Fern?âÂ
âOf course I do! You refused to wear any kind of gloves and my mother would make you at least put socks on your hands so you didnât get frostbite!â The two of you shared a small laugh at the memories of being young and dumb.
âGloves always made my hands too itchy! They still doâ But I kicked your ass in snowball fights with gloves or not.â You retort, a smirk appearing on your face. âIce queen y/n of everything.â You could remember the insane snowball fights the neighborhood kids would have every. time. It snowed. If there was enough to make a few snowballs, there was enough to start a war. Tenya was always on your team, but it never stopped you from throwing a few his way. The âwinnerâ was King or Queen of the hill and first to sled down, which often enough was you.
âRemember when you almost broke my glasses throwing one right at my face?â He snickered, watching your smirk turn into a small pouty frown. He knew you didnât mean to, that same day you helped your mom make cookies for him and his family as an apology, even though he wasnât upset to begin with. But you knew it could have broken his glasses and you would be devastated if you were the reason for it. You were a real sweetheart, even if you had a weird way of showing sometimes.
âHey! You know that wasnât on purpose, I felt really bad after! I even let you get me back!â Which was true, but he never aimed for your face. Always a spot on your fluffy coat, never your legs because you hated your pants being wet⊠and a face shot just felt wrong to him.Â
âYeah, Yeah. I remember that part too,â He smiled to himself. âThose were really good times.. I remember Tensei always bringing us hot chocolate and weâd sit on your porch and draw things in the snow..â
âOh! And when weâd come back all wet and mom already had spare clothes in her hands because she didnât want it on the carpet. Weâd put on too big clothes just to sit and watch Christmas movies..â You missed those times. But they never really had to stop, you two could have a huge snowball fight after this if you wanted to and the snow stuck. Was he too grown for that? Would it even sound fun to him?
âDo you still watch A Year Without Santa Clause every year?â He asks, breaking your train of thought. You nodded quickly at his question, grinning like a maniac. âOf course I do! And I watch Charlie Brownâs Christmas, Rudolph The Rednosed Reindeer.. And sometimes Spongebob's Christmas Special. Do you still watch old Christmas cartoons?â
âWhy wouldnât I? Donât wanna ruin tradition.â He answered, pressing his lips together slightly as he stared down at the paper. You can tell he freezes a bit, the sound of his scribbling coming to a stop. He set the pencil down, rubbing the sweat of his hands onto his thighs.
 âYou can um.. remOove-..â He quickly cleared his throat, âThe rest.â He let out a disappointed sigh at his inability to keep composure. This wouldn't be half the problem it was if it was someone else modeling. But this is you we're talking about.Â
âYou sure? If you need a minute we can take a break, honey.â You gave him a sympathetic look, still smiling but this time more.. warm. The kind of smile someone gives to another when they genuinely care for them. Or love them for that matter. He adored it, it was the same smile you'd give him when saying he needs to take a break, the same smile you give him when the two of you out to get coffee and catch up. The same smile he's fallen for many, many times.Â
But to tell you the truth? Itâs driving him crazy. All of this. Was driving him crazy. No matter how hard he tried to be professional, he could stop his wandering mind. You were a goddess. What else was there to do besides take a break and hopefully release some steam in the bathroom or something. Completely inappropriate, but the pain from being hard for so long was starting to cloud the best judgment.Â
He looks down at the sketch so far, then back to you as he rubbed his hand upward against his face. It pushed his glasses up, causing them to be crooked when going back down. âI um.. I think I do.. need a minute.â His voice died out as he watched you slide the robe back on, words failing him because couldnât think completely straight.
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the thing about art is that it was always supposed to be about us, about the human-ness of us, the impossible and beautiful reality that we (for centuries) have stood still, transfixed by music. that we can close our eyes and cry about the same book passage; the events of which aren't real and never happened. theatre in shakespeare's time was as real as it is now; we all laugh at the same cue (pursued by bear), separated hundreds of years apart.
three years ago my housemates were jamming outdoors, just messing around with their instruments, mostly just making noise. our neighbors - shy, cautious, a little sheepish - sat down and started playing. i don't really know how it happened; i was somehow in charge of dancing, barefoot and laughing - but i looked up, and our yard was full of people. kids stacked on the shoulders of parents. old couples holding hands. someone had brought sidewalk chalk; our front walk became a riot of color. someone ran in with a flute and played the most astounding solo i've ever heard in my life, upright and wiggling, skipping as she did so. she only paused because the violin player was kicking his heels up and she was laughing too hard to continue.
two weeks ago my friend and i met in the basement of her apartment complex so she could work out a piece of choreography. we have a language barrier - i'm not as good at ASL as i'd like to be (i'm still learning!) so we communicate mostly through the notes app and this strange secret language of dancers - we have the same movement vocabulary. the two of us cracking jokes at each other, giggling. there were kids in the basement too, who had been playing soccer until we took up the far corner of the room. one by one they made their slow way over like feral cats - they laid down, belly-flat against the floor, just watching. my friend and i were not in tutus - we were in slouchy shirts and leggings and socks. nothing fancy. but when i asked the kids would you like to dance too? they were immediately on their feet and spinning. i love when people dance with abandon, the wild and leggy fervor of childhood. i think it is gorgeous.
their adults showed up eventually, and a few of them said hey, let's not bother the nice ladies. but they weren't bothering us, they were just having fun - so. a few of the adults started dancing awkwardly along, and then most of the adults. someone brought down a better sound system. someone opened a watermelon and started handing out slices. it was 8 PM on a tuesday and nothing about that day was particularly special; we might as well party.
one time i hosted a free "paint along party" and about 20 adults worked quietly while i taught them how to paint nessie. one time i taught community dance classes and so many people showed up we had to move the whole thing outside. we used chairs and coatracks to balance. one time i showed up to a random band playing in a random location, and the whole thing got packed so quickly we had to open every door and window in the place.
i don't think i can tell you how much people want to be making art and engaging with art. they want to, desperately. so many people would be stunning artists, but they are lied to and told from a very young age that art only matters if it is planned, purposeful, beautiful. that if you have an idea, you need to be able to express it perfectly. this is not true. you don't get only 1 chance to communicate. you can spend a lifetime trying to display exactly 1 thing you can never quite language. you can just express the "!!??!!!"-ing-ness of being alive; that is something none of us really have a full grasp on creating. and even when we can't make what we want - god, it feels fucking good to try. and even just enjoying other artists - art inherently rewards the act of participating.
i wasn't raised wealthy. whenever i make a post about art, someone inevitably says something along the lines of well some of us aren't that lucky. i am not lucky; i am dedicated. i have a chronic condition, my hands are constantly in pain. i am not neurotypical, nor was i raised safe. i worked 5-7 jobs while some of these memories happened. i chose art because it mattered to me more than anything on this fucking planet - i would work 80 hours a week just so i could afford to write in 3 of them.
and i am still telling you - if you are called to make art, you are called to the part of you that is human. you do not have to be good at it. you do not have to have enormous amounts of privilege. you can just... give yourself permission. you can just say i'm going to make something now and then - go out and make it. raquel it won't be good though that is okay, i don't make good things every time either. besides. who decides what good even is?
you weren't called to make something because you wanted it to be good, you were called to make something because it is a basic instinct. you were taught to judge its worth and over-value perfection. you are doing something impossible. a god's ability: from nothing springs creation.
a few months ago i found a piece of sidewalk chalk and started drawing. within an hour i had somehow collected a small classroom of young children. their adults often brought their own chalk. i looked up and about fifteen families had joined me from around the block. we drew scrangly unicorns and messed up flowers and one girl asked me to draw charizard. i am not good at drawing. i basically drew an orb with wings. you would have thought i drew her the mona lisa. she dragged her mother over and pointed and said look! look what she drew for me and, in the moment, i admit i flinched (sorry, i don't -). but the mother just grinned at me. he's beautiful. and then she sat down and started drawing.
someone took a picture of it. it was in the local newspaper. the summary underneath said joyful and spontaneous artwork from local artists springs up in public gallery. in the picture, a little girl covered in chalk dust has her head thrown back, delighted. laughing.
#writeblr#warm up#this is longer than i wanted i really considered removing that part about myself and what i went thru#but i think it really fucking bothers me that EVERY time i talk about being an artist#ppl assume i just like. had the skill and ability to drop everything and pay for grad school.#like sir i grew up poor. my house wasn't a safe space. i gave up a FREE RIDE TO LAW SCHOOL. for THIS. bc i chose it.#was it fucking hard? was i choosing the hard thing?? yes.#but we need to stop seeing artists as lazy layabouts that can ''afford'' to just ''sit around and create''#when MANY - if not MOST - of us are NOT like that. we have to work our fucking ASSES off. hard work. long and hard work#part of valuing artists is recognizing the amount we sacrifice to make our art. bc it doesn't just#like HAPPEN to us. also btw it rarely has anything to do with true talent.#speaking as someone with a chronic condition i hate when ppl are like u have it easy. like actively as i'm writing this my hands r#ACTIVELY hurting me. i haven't been posting bc my left hand was curled in a claw for the last week#this isn't fucking luck. after a certain point it's not even TALENT. it's dedication & sacrifice.#''u get to flounce around and do nothing with ur life'' is a narrative that is a direct result of capitalism#imagine if we said that about literally any other profession.#''oh so u give up 10 yrs of ur life to be a doctor? u sacrifice having a social life and u get SUPER in debt?#u need to work countless hours and it will often be thankless? well i wish i was that lucky''#we should be applying that logic to landlords ONLY#''oh ur mom and dad gave u the money to buy a house? and all u did was paint it white and rent it? huh.''
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I'm sorry Neil, although I love your writing and agree with your opinions on most subjects I have to disagree with you on the writers' strike. No-one should have a more privileged life as a result of being clever and creative. I worked from the age of 15 to the age of 65 in low-paid jobs, taking 1 year off to go to drama school and 3 years off to get a fine art degree. I worked in terrible but necessary jobs, labouring, stacking boxes, unloading trucks, running errands, filing, going to work on a bicycle at all hours of the day and night on shift work in all kinds of weather. Even when I was a student I was still working in part-time cleani8ng jobs and even during periods of unemployment I worked in volunteer jobs for charities and social services.
According to Mensa I have an IQ of 160 and according to Plymouth University I have a BA hons in Fine Art but I cannot accept the idea that writers and other creative people should avoid normal jobs like driving an "Uber" or working in an office/shop/factory/construction site. To accept that idea would be to create a new aristocratic class when we should abolishing the old princes and aristocrats.
What we need, I feel sure, is a redistribution of labour so that everybody who can do so would spend some time each year in blue collar work and everybody who can would get higher education and a chance to make art of one sort or another.
The idea of doing other jobs to supplement writing or drawing shouldn't be seen as a terrible thing, a punishment or a suffering. Sharing the jobs around should be seen as normal.
I mean, I've done my half century of sweat labour and it didn't hurt me too much. I'm retired now and still making art of various kinds and I've never asked anyone to pay me for any art piece I've made. making art, writing, drawing etc. is the fun stuff which we get to do in exchange for the blue collar stuff which puts food on the table.
The worst pop song ever written was Sting/Dire Straits song "Money for Nothing" which ridicules the working class from a position of educational privilege.
So what's my question? My question is: What's wrong with a writer doing other jobs to make ends meet? Sounds perfectly fine to me.
Nothing's wrong with a writer doing other jobs to make ends meet. Writers and artists have been doing that since the dawn of time. Actors too.
But by the same token, there's nothing right about assuming that writing isn't a blue-collar job, or that writers and other people who make art can only make it for love and that thus they need other jobs to subsidise their craft.
I like living in a world in which the people who make the things that make the world worth living in get paid for their work. For me, that includes the people who make films and TV, books, art and music and comics.
Having spent a lot of time on film and TV sets, it's a blue-collar world on set, and everyone is working long and hard to make the shows you love. I'm never going to suggest that the riggers or the gaffers or the make-up team or the focus-pullers should drive ubers in order to have the privilege of being on the set and working there.
Or to put it another way, from the most blue-collar writer I ever knew...
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Oblivious, Baby, Oblivious
Summary: People would tell you that geniuses don't know everything, but you tell them that defeats the purpose of the word. Until one day you're proven wrong.
Word Count: 17.4k+
Pairing: Logan (X-Men) x fem!reader
Notes: i came up with this idea a few days ago and had to write it down. basically reader is a genius and her mutation is controlling nature (her code name is 'flora' but it's not used often. and yes, it's a winx club reference, sue me)
i tried to make it as inclusive as i could, but i'm still learning since this is only my second reader fic.
i would like to turn this into a oneshot series, so don't be afraid to send in any requests!
warnings: few uses of y/n, logan uses a lot of pet names for reader, slight innocent!reader
You had only been at the X-Mansion for a year and yet all the students seemed to love you. At first, you thought that no teenager would want to come out to the large greenhouse you had set up, but you were proven wrong.
At the end of every day, right before dinner, dozens of kids would come out and help you water the plants and pull out the weeds.
It was certainly not what you expected to do after college, especially after only having your PhDâs for 2 years. It had all started when you met Hank McCoy at a science conference in New York City. You had graduated a mere few weeks ago and were out trying to network when you met him.
After that, Hank took you to meet Charles Xavier and he offered you a two-sided job, teach a few classes and be part of the X-Men, after you went through some training. You didnât know how to fight at the beginning, but now you think youâve got the hang of it.
You had just finished teaching your advanced physics class, standing at your desk gathering up the papers before going to your office to grade them, when someone knocked on the open classroom door.
Logan stood leaning against the doorframe, arms crossed, with that usual smirk tugging at his lips. âYou done for the day, sweetheart?â
You looked up from the pile of papers, surprised to see him there, though you probably shouldnât have been. Logan had this way of showing up whenever you least expected it, always with some sort of pet name that left your students giggling.
When you first arrived at the school and started your training, it was Logan and Ororo who helped you learn how to fight. You certainly were not on a level like Logan, but you now knew how to hold your own without completely relying on your powers.
Logan was probably the one you were closest to at the mansion, save for Ororo and Jean. You enjoyed his company, even in the late nights when you would tend to the plants and he would stand quietly nearby smoking a cigar.
âJust about,â you replied, straightening the stack. âI was going to head to my office and grade these. Why? You need something?â
Logan pushed himself off the doorframe and sauntered toward you, his boots thudding lightly against the floor. âCanât a guy just drop by and check in on ya?â
You rolled your eyes, a smirk tugging at the corners of your lips. âI guess, but somehow I doubt youâre just here to âcheck in.ââ You shuffled the papers into a neat stack, slipping them into a folder. âSo, whatâs up?â
Logan shrugged, hands now in his jacket pockets as he stood a few feet away from your desk. âYouâve been buried in books and papers all week. Thought you could use a break.â
You raised an eyebrow. âIâll be done grading these in like an hour. It doesnât take me long. Unlike someone else.â
Logan snorted, a small smile forming as he tilted his head at you. "Yeah, well, not all of us have two fancy PhDs and can finish things in a blink, darlinâ."
You laughed softly, putting the papers into your bag and slinging it over your shoulder. âYouâre just mad because I keep proving Iâm right.â You rounded your desk, smirking. âPlus, Iâm having a movie night with Jean and Ororo. See? I can take breaks.â
Logan raised an eyebrow, the corner of his mouth twitching into a smile as he leaned in just a little, casting you that knowing look he always had when he was teasing you. âMovie night, huh? Lemme guessâsomething boring and science-y?â
You scoffed, shaking your head as you zipped up your bag. âNot every movie night is a science documentary, Logan.â
âMmhmm,â he replied, the teasing drawl in his voice making it clear he didnât believe you for a second. âSo, what are you watchinâ, then? Some quantum physics thriller?â
You rolled your eyes, grinning. âItâs The Princess Diaries this time, actually. But I do like documentaries, so donât knock them.â
Logan chuckled, the sound low and deep, and for a moment it made you forget the pile of grading still waiting for you. âIâll let it slide this time, darlinâ. But if I hear you talkinâ about how accurate the physics are in some movie during your âbreak,â Iâm dragging you out of that mansion myself.â
You gave him a mock-serious look. âYou wouldnât dare.â
âOh, I would,â he shot back, his smirk widening. âAnd we both know I could.â
You opened your mouth to argue, but he wasnât wrong. Logan had a way of just picking you upâliterallyâand dragging you away when he thought youâd been working too hard. Sometimes you suspected he enjoyed it a little too much.
Before you could retort, Logan's expression softened slightly. âLook, Y/N, Iâm serious. Youâve been bustinâ your ass all week. Go take a real break tonight, will ya?â
There it was again. That rare softness he showed only to you, like the tough exterior melted away for just a second. You never really knew how to respond when he got like that, so you shrugged casually and smiled. âIâll take it easy tonight. Promise.â
âGood,â he said, his voice gruff but warm. ââCause I donât wanna hear about you passinâ out from exhaustion or whatever it is geniuses do when they work themselves to death.â
You walked to the door and turned back to face him, âEinstein slept 10 hours during the night and took regular naps.â You gave him a wink and walked down the hall towards your office, a satisfied smirk on your face.
Logan watched you disappear down the hallway, shaking his head with a faint smile. He wasn't sure when it started, but something about your energy, the way you threw yourself into everythingâwhether it was the students, your research, or even the X-Men's missionsâhad caught his attention. And now, it was hard to get you out of his head, let alone his senses.
He could always tell when you were nearby or recently in an areaâyour perfume was inherently you, mango with an undercurrent of something woodsy. And you always looked cute, a word Logan thought heâd never use. You constantly wore colors, usually pastels in varying shades, whether it be a shirt, your shoes, or even accessories in your hair. It was almost ridiculous how someone with two PhDs and the kind of brain that could out-think just about everyone around her could be so oblivious to certain things.
And that was why he found you so fascinating.
You were brilliant, no doubt about itâalways talking about equations, theories, and whatever else youâd been reading about. But somehow, you never seemed to notice when he was flirting with you, which had become Logan's new favorite game. He knew exactly what he was doing when he called you varying nicknames.
It wasnât like it was a secret either; pretty much everyone at the mansion had picked up on it. Hell, even the students were in on it, giggling whenever Logan tossed a pet name your way or gave you one of those half-smirks that drove everyone else insane.
Everyone except you, apparently.
You walked down the hall, completely unaware of the looks you were getting, or the fact that Loganâs eyes lingered a bit longer than they should have as you disappeared around the corner. Shaking his head, he let out a low chuckle before heading toward the garage. Maybe a ride on his bike would clear his head, though it probably wouldnât. You had a way of sticking in his mind, even when you werenât around.
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Later that night, you were sprawled on the couch in one of the common rooms, sandwiched between Jean and Ororo as the three of you laughed at the antics on screen. The Princess Diaries was playing, and though youâd seen it a dozen times, it never failed to make you laugh.
You had your hair tied up and off your neck, and you were dressed in one of your usual casual outfitsâleggings and an oversized hoodie that probably belonged to one of the guys in the mansion, though you couldnât remember who. Loganâs scent faintly lingered on it, but you didn't think much of it.
You shifted comfortably, pulling your legs up to curl under you as Jean and Ororo sat on either side, each of you clutching bowls of popcorn and laughing at the antics in The Princess Diaries.
âI still donât get how a movie about a teenager becoming a princess is this funny,â Jean said, shaking her head as she stuffed another handful of popcorn into her mouth. âLike, shouldnât it be cheesy?â
âIt is cheesy,â you countered, laughing as Mia slipped and fell in the movie. âBut itâs good cheesy. Thereâs a difference.â
Ororo chuckled, glancing at you with an amused smile. âYouâve seen this how many times now?â
âDonât judge me,â you teased, tossing a piece of popcorn in her direction, which she easily swatted away with a smirk. âThis is a classic.â
Jean raised an eyebrow, giving you a playful nudge. âMore classic than, say, 2001: A Space Odyssey? That seems more your speed.â
You rolled your eyes, shaking your head. âNot every movie I watch has to be some cerebral masterpiece, Jean.â
Ororo smiled knowingly. âMmm, true, but youâre always spouting off facts about space or physics during random moments in these movies.â
âThatâs because science is everywhere!â you replied, as if it were the most obvious thing in the world. âYou canât not notice when somethingâs wrong.â
Jean grinned. âLike that time you paused Star Wars just to give us a lecture on how light speed doesnât work like that?â
You huffed a laugh. âWell, it doesnât. Itâs allââ
âScience, we know,â Ororo finished, sharing a look with Jean that made you roll your eyes again.
âOkay, okay,â you conceded, holding up your hands. âIâll try not to nerd out tonight.â
âThatâs all we ask,â Jean said, smirking as she leaned back on the couch, throwing a kernel of popcorn into her mouth.
For the next hour or so, the three of you watched the movie without incident, though you had to bite your tongue more than once. A promise was a promise, after all.
When the movie ended, Ororo stretched and got up from the couch. âAlright, Iâm heading to bed. Iâve got an early class tomorrow.â
âSame,â Jean said, standing and offering you a soft smile.
âGuess Iâll get ready for bed too, then.â You replied. Each of you headed to your rooms, Jean shared one with Scott down the hall from you, and Ororoâs room was close by theirs.
Your room was full of plants, small vines on the walls and windowsills, along with potted flowers across the room. It had been habit ever since you learned about your powers to always be surrounded by them, it gave you a sense of peace.
Taking off your clothes you got into the shower, where more plants were, including a rhaphidophora tetrasperma and a maidenhair fern.
You smiled to yourself, relishing the small oasis youâd created in your bathroom. The plants thrived in here, the humidity of your showers mimicking their natural habitat. It was a simple pleasure to see something flourish under your care, which was probably why you always surrounded yourself with greenery.
You rinsed off, the water now lukewarm as it cascaded over you, and turned the shower off. Wrapping a towel around yourself, you stepped out, the cool air hitting your skin as you moved toward the mirror. You wiped a hand across the fogged glass, revealing your reflection. You took off your shower cap, letting your hair free from its constraints.
There was a faint knock at your door, and you glanced toward it, frowning. Who would be knocking at this hour?
âY/N?â Loganâs voice came from the other side. âYou still awake?â
Your eyes widened slightly. What was Logan doing here? You quickly pulled on some comfortable clothesâan oversized t-shirt and shortsâbefore cracking the door open to find Logan leaning against the frame, his usual smirk in place.
âLogan? Itâs kind of late. Whatâs up?â you asked, holding the door open just enough for him to see you but not enough to fully invite him in.
He shrugged, his eyes briefly scanning you before locking on yours. âCame by to see if you wanted to take a walk. Figured you might still be awake.â
You blinked, taken aback. âA walk? Now?â
âYeah,â he replied casually, as if asking you to go for a walk at nearly midnight was the most normal thing in the world. âYouâre always sayinâ how you like the way the plants look at night. Thought maybe youâd want some fresh air.â
You hesitated for a moment, considering his offer. You had planned on heading to bed soon, but you couldnât deny the appeal of a nighttime walkâespecially with Logan. The mansion grounds were peaceful at this hour, and the idea of walking among the moonlit flowers sounded tempting.
âAlright,â you said, pushing the door open the rest of the way. âLet me put on some shoes.â
Logan nodded, leaning back against the doorframe as he waited, his arms crossing over his chest. You slipped on a pair of sneakers, quickly tying the laces.
âReady,â you said, adjusting your shirt and stepping out into the hallway.
Logan pushed off the frame and started walking beside you, his steps easy and casual. The mansion was quiet, most of the students already asleep, and you could hear the soft hum of night settling in as you both made your way outside. The cool air greeted you as you stepped into the garden, and you couldnât help but smile as the scent of flowers and earth filled your senses.
âSo,â Logan said after a moment, his hands sliding into his jacket pockets, âhow was the movie?â
You smiled, glancing at him. âIt was good. A classic, really.â
He raised an eyebrow. âUh-huh. Jean and Ororo didnât give you a hard time?â
You chuckled. âWell, they did try to poke fun at my love for science, but nothing too bad. It was all in good fun.â
Logan smirked. âYeah, they like to tease. Just means theyâre comfortable around ya.â
You gave a small nod, your gaze shifting to the moonlit flowers around you. You loved the way the plants seemed to glow in the night, the way everything felt so peaceful at this hour. It was one of the reasons you often came out here at night when the mansion was quiet and still.
The two of you walked in comfortable silence for a while, the soft sounds of nature surrounding you. Logan didnât say much, but that was one of the things you liked about himâhe didnât need to fill the air with pointless conversation. He was just⊠there, steady and solid, like the trees you so loved to be around.
You glanced at him from the corner of your eye, taking in his relaxed posture, the way his jacket hung off his broad shoulders, and the ever-present smirk tugging at his lips. You wondered briefly what he thought of these walks. He always seemed to show up at the right moments, offering his company when you needed it most, even if you didnât realize you needed it at the time.
âSo, Logan,â you started, your voice casual as you glanced at a cluster of moonlit lilies, âwhatâs the real reason you wanted to walk tonight? I know you didnât just suddenly decide to take in the scenery.â
He chuckled, low and deep, as he shifted his gaze to the path ahead. âMaybe I like the scenery more than I let on.â
âRight,â you teased, arching an eyebrow. âBecause Iâve definitely seen you out here admiring the roses before.â
âWho says Iâm talkinâ about the roses, sweetheart?â
You rolled your eyes, though a faint smile played at your lips. âUh-huh. Keep dreaming, Logan.â
There was that playful glint in his eyes again, the one youâd grown used to but never quite understood. He always had this way of teasing youâsoft, subtle comments that seemed to amuse him more than anything else. It wasnât like you minded, though. You liked the banter, even if you never quite knew why he seemed to engage in it with you so much.
You gave him a sidelong glance, but Loganâs expression remained as it usually didâa little cocky, a little mysterious, his hands resting casually in his jacket pockets as he walked alongside you. The moonlight filtered through the trees, casting dappled shadows across the path, and you found your gaze drifting back to the flowers blooming in the gardens. The peace of the night wrapped around you like a soft blanket, and for a moment, you almost forgot Logan was there.
âYâknow,â Logan said after a stretch of silence, his voice low and lazy, âyou really are a mystery, sweetheart.â
You blinked, turning to him with a slight frown. âWhat do you mean by that?â
Logan shrugged, his eyes briefly flicking to yours before looking ahead again. âYouâre this genius, right? Got two PhDs, can out-think just about anyone in the room. But sometimes⊠youâre completely clueless.â
You scoffed, giving him an incredulous look. âClueless? Me? I donât think thatâs possible.â
A low chuckle rumbled from his chest, and he shook his head, the corner of his mouth quirking up in that teasing smile. âYeah, darlinâ. Clueless. You know a hell of a lot about a lot of things, but when it comes to readinâ people? Not so much.â
Your frown deepened. âI think I read people just fine, Logan.â
He stopped walking then, turning to face you with a glint of amusement in his eyes. âOh, do ya?â
âYeah,â you insisted, crossing your arms over your chest. âI spend a lot of time around people. I know how to pick up on things.â
Loganâs smile widened, like he was holding back laughter. âIs that so?â
You narrowed your eyes at him, confused by the sudden shift in conversation. âYes, thatâs so. What are you getting at?â
Loganâs grin widened as he saw you narrow your eyes, your arms crossed in clear frustration. There was something about how easily he could rile you up, how your normally sharp mind would stumble whenever he teased you, that made him enjoy these moments even more.
âYouâre dodging the question,â you pressed, sensing that his silence was deliberate. âWhat are you getting at?â
Logan shrugged nonchalantly, leaning against the nearest tree, his usual smirk in place. âIâm just sayinâ, for someone whoâs supposed to be a genius, you donât always see whatâs right in front of you.â
You let out a huff, clearly not satisfied with his answer. âI see everything just fine, Logan. Youâre not exactly subtle, you know.â
âSubtle, huh?â Logan echoed, his grin softening into a more thoughtful expression. âMaybe Iâm not. Or maybe youâre just a little too focused on the wrong things.â
You stared at him, waiting for him to elaborate, but as usual, Logan didnât offer anything more. He simply stood there, his eyes watching you carefully, as if enjoying the little mystery heâd planted in your mind. You could practically see the amusement dancing behind his gaze.
âThis is just another one of your games, isnât it?â you muttered, though there was no real bite in your tone. âYou like keeping me guessing.â
âMaybe,â he said with a wink. âKeeps things interestinâ, donât ya think?â
You rolled your eyes again, turning away from him as you started walking down the path. You werenât going to let him keep you on edge like this. You had better things to think about than whatever half-assed answer Logan was playing at tonight.
Logan fell into step beside you, his hands tucked back into his pockets. The two of you walked in silence for a bit longer, and despite the earlier tension, you found yourself relaxing once more. The garden was quiet, the night cool and calm. Loganâs presence, as always, was steady beside you, even if he did like to mess with your head sometimes.
âYou know,â you began after a while, your voice softer now, âjust because Iâm a genius doesnât mean Iâm completely oblivious to people. I do pick up on things.â
Logan shot you a sideways glance, that infuriating smirk back on his face. âSure, sweetheart. Whatever you say.â
âIâm serious!â you insisted, though a smile tugged at your lips despite yourself. âI just⊠maybe Iâm not as concerned with peopleâs motives as much as I am with facts and data. Itâs different.â
Logan gave a low chuckle, shaking his head. âThatâs part of the problem, doll. You think you can figure out everything like itâs a puzzle. But people? Weâre a little more complicated than that.â
You tilted your head, thinking about that. âI donât see why it has to be complicated. People say what they mean, donât they?â
Logan paused for a moment, his smirk turning into something more thoughtful. âNot always.â
There was a heaviness in his voice that made you glance up at him, but before you could ask what he meant, he turned his head away, eyes focused on something in the distance. The moment passed, and Logan was back to his usual self, his grin in place as if nothing had happened.
âAnyway,â he said, changing the subject, âhowâs your latest project goinâ? Still messing with those gadgets?â
You sighed, the shift in conversation allowing you to relax again. âYeah, still working on a few prototypes. Hankâs been helping me out with some of the materials, but weâre having trouble stabilizing the energy output.â
Logan nodded, listening with genuine interest. âSounds like somethinâ youâll figure out soon enough.â
âI hope so,â you said with a small smile. âBut itâs been a little frustrating.â
âNot used to runninâ into roadblocks, huh?â Logan teased.
âNot really,â you admitted, a touch of sheepishness in your tone. âIâm used to things coming together quickly once I have all the information. This oneâs been⊠tricky.â
Logan gave a low hum of understanding. âThatâs the thing about science, sweetheart. It ainât always predictable.â
âYeah, but I like predictability,â you said with a shrug. âIt makes sense. People, on the other handâŠâ
Logan laughed at that, the sound rumbling deep in his chest. âI guess I canât argue with that.â
The two of you continued your walk, the conversation drifting to lighter topicsâprojects, students at the mansion, the occasional prank pulled by one of the younger mutants. You liked how easy it was to talk to Logan, even when he teased you or left you hanging on a thought. He was always there, listening, offering his dry commentary when it was needed.
As you walked, you found yourself glancing at him every now and then, taking in the way the moonlight caught his features, the rough stubble on his jaw, the confident way he carried himself. You didnât understand why he spent so much time around you, especially when he had no trouble being alone or doing his own thing. Logan didnât seem like the type to go out of his way for someone, and yet⊠here he was.
âLogan?â you asked, breaking the comfortable silence.
âYeah?â he replied, his gaze shifting to you.
âWhy do you do this?â
He frowned, genuinely confused. âDo what?â
âWalk with me. Spend time with me. Youâre not exactly the most sociable guy around here.â
Logan gave a low chuckle, his eyes softening as he looked at you. âMaybe I like your company, sweetheart. Ever think of that?â
You blinked, surprised by the sincerity in his tone. It wasnât like Logan to be so direct about⊠feelings. You werenât sure how to respond, so you simply looked away, feeling a slight warmth creeping up your cheeks.
âI guess I never really thought about it,â you admitted after a moment.
Loganâs smirk returned, but there was something softer behind it this time. âThatâs âcause youâre too busy thinkinâ about everythinâ else, doll.â
You didnât respond right away, still processing his words. Logan wasnât one to lay things out so plainly, but when he did, it always seemed to catch you off guard. He had this way of making you question thingsâyourself, your understanding of the worldâwithout ever really giving you any answers. It was frustrating, but at the same time, it was⊠endearing.
As the two of you walked back toward the mansion, the quiet settling over you once more, you couldnât help but wonder what Logan had meant earlier. About you being âclueless.â It wasnât like you didnât notice thingsâsure, people had their layers, but you werenât blind to them. So what was he talking about?
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The next morning, you were back in your usual routineâteaching classes, working in the greenhouse, and helping the students with their studies. It was a busy day, but you didnât mind. The students were eager to learn, and you found a sense of satisfaction in watching them grow and develop their skills.
After your last class, you made your way to the greenhouse, your favorite part of the day. The students had already watered the plants earlier, so you spent some time pruning and checking on the growth of the flowers and vegetables.
The sound of footsteps approaching caught your attention, and you turned to see Logan leaning against the doorway, his arms crossed over his chest, a smirk playing on his lips.
âDidnât expect to see you here,â you said, glancing up from the plant you were tending to.
Logan shrugged. âFigured Iâd stop by. See how youâre doinâ.â
You raised an eyebrow, a teasing smile tugging at your lips. âYou checking up on me again?â
He chuckled. âSomeoneâs gotta keep an eye on ya, sweetheart.â
You laughed softly, shaking your head as you turned back to your plants. âIâm fine, Logan. Really.â
âYeah, I know,â he said, his voice closer now. You glanced over your shoulder to see him standing just a few feet away, watching you with that same unreadable expression he always seemed to have around you. âBut it doesnât hurt to check in every now and then.â
Logan looked over at a large strawberry plant in the corner, it seemed to have a lot of yield, bright red strawberries hanging from the branches.
âYou ever try a strawberry with no pesticides?â You asked, standing up from the ground and taking off your gloves. You looked around the plant before pulling what you thought looked to be the best of the bunch, holding it out for him. Since it was August, the strawberries were soon going to go out of season, so this was the last good batch you were going to get.
Logan raised an eyebrow, smirking slightly as he eyed the fruit in your hand. "Iâve had my share of wild strawberries, sweetheart, but never from your garden.â
You rolled your eyes, stepping closer to him with the strawberry still outstretched. âWild strawberries? Really, Logan? This is organic, homegrown perfection. Totally different experience.â
He chuckled, finally taking the strawberry from you, his fingers brushing against yours for a brief second. It was so brief you didnât think much of it, but Loganâs smirk softened into something more genuine as he popped the strawberry into his mouth.
âWell?â you asked, watching him expectantly. âWhat do you think?â
Logan chewed slowly, his eyes not leaving yours. âSweet,â he finally said, his voice low. âReal sweet.â
You smiled, pleased with his answer, though you didnât quite catch the way his gaze lingered on you as he said it. âTold you,â you said, turning back to the plant to grab a strawberry for yourself. âFresh strawberries are unbeatable.â
He leaned back slightly, crossing his arms over his chest as he watched you take a bite. âYou take real pride in this, donât ya?â
âOf course,â you said, glancing at him between bites. âThereâs something rewarding about growing things. Watching them thrive under the right conditions. Itâs like⊠I donât know, creating life.â
Loganâs eyes softened as he listened to you talk, his smirk fading into something more thoughtful. âYou care a lot about the little det- â He was cut off by surprise, your thumb brushing the corner of his lips wiping off some of the strawberry juice.
You seemed to not think much about it, nor did you notice Loganâs heart sped up with your simple touch. It was over quick, you let out a soft gasp and walked behind him, looking up at a vine at the top where you saw a few ripe kiwis.
You reached your palm out, focusing your energy on the vines at the top of the greenhouse. They shifted gently, as if responding to your silent command, dropping three ripe kiwis into your hand. You grinned, knowing Jean would appreciate the fresh fruit later. It wasnât easy growing kiwis in New York, but your powers made up for the climateâs shortcomings. Nature seemed to bend to your will, a fact you took quiet pride in, even though youâd never flaunt it.
Meanwhile, Logan was still in slight shock from your gesture, he could almost feel the spot where your thumb brushed against him, almost as if it was the most natural thing in the world. And you did it without thinking, in fact, you still didnât seem to notice him looking at your back as you picked a few bunches of basil.
âDamn,â he muttered under his breath, a smirk tugging at the corner of his lips. It wasnât just the way you talked about plants or how your hands moved with skill and graceâit was you, completely unaware of how you affected him. Completely unaware that his heart rate had spiked at the smallest, most innocent touch.
âSomething wrong?â you asked, not even turning around as you picked at the herbs.
Logan blinked, pulling himself out of his thoughts. âNah, just... thinkinâ. Youâre somethinâ, you know that?â
You gave a short laugh, pausing to glance back at him over your shoulder. âIf thatâs your way of saying Iâm a genius again, I already know.â
He chuckled, moving to stand a bit closer. âThatâs not exactly what I meant, sweetheart.â His voice was low, with that familiar gravelly tone he used when teasing you.
But as usual, the hint flew right past you. âWell, whatever it is, Iâll take it as a compliment.â You plucked another handful of basil leaves, slipping them into a small basket on the bench. âAnd you should try to be more specific next time, Logan. It helps with communication.â
âSpecific, huh?â Logan leaned a little against the workbench beside you, arms crossed. âAlright then, youâre smart, sure. But thereâs more to it than that. You... you just do things without even thinking about it. Like earlier.â His eyes flickered briefly to your hand.
You frowned a little, confused. âEarlier? You mean the strawberry thing? Or when I wiped the juice off your face?â
âYeah,â he said, grinning. âThat.â
You blinked, not understanding why he was making such a big deal of it. âLogan, it was just strawberry juice. You looked like you were about to walk into a meeting with half a fruit smeared on your face.â
Logan let out a soft laugh, shaking his head. âYeah, doll. I get that.â He watched as you turned back to your plants, completely oblivious to the fact that what had been a small, thoughtless gesture for you had stirred something deeper for him. He found it both amusing and frustratingânot in an annoying way, but in a way that made him want to get closer to you, to push the boundaries just a little more.
âSo,â you said, shifting the subject as you snipped a bit more basil. âWhatâs got you wandering into the greenhouse today? Itâs not exactly your usual haunt.â
Logan leaned back, watching you with those intense eyes of his. âJust felt like stoppinâ by. Spend some time with you. Ainât that a good enough reason?â
You rolled your eyes, though your smile was genuine. âI suppose. Itâs just... you donât usually care about plants and stuff.â
âWell, maybe Iâm changinâ,â Logan said, his voice dripping with sarcasm.
You shook your head, laughing softly. âIâll believe that when I see it.â You paused, glancing at him as you picked up a watering can. âSo... you wanna help?â
Logan raised an eyebrow. âMe? Helpinâ with your garden?â
âWhy not?â you asked, stepping closer to him. âYouâve got hands, donât you? Itâs not all that complicated.â
He chuckled, reaching out to take the watering can from you, brushing his fingers against yours for a second time. âAlright, sweetheart, show me how itâs done.â
You handed him the can and pointed to a row of lavender plants nearby. âJust give them a little water. Not too much thoughâthey donât like it when their roots get too wet.â
Logan followed your instructions with a kind of amused curiosity, watching as the water trickled from the can onto the plants. It wasnât the kind of thing he normally found himself doing, but there was something about the simplicity of it, something about you, that made it... well, not so bad.
âYou really know your stuff, donât ya?â Logan remarked after a few moments, his voice carrying a hint of admiration.
âWell, yeah,â you said, turning to grab some tools from a nearby shelf. âIâve been doing this for a while. Plus, itâs kind of in my wheelhouse, you know? With the whole âcontrolling natureâ thing.â
Logan smirked, setting the watering can down as he leaned against the bench again. âYeah, Iâve seen you do some pretty wild things with those powers of yours. But you donât talk about âem much.â
âI talk to them.â You said, hiding a grin from growing on your face.
âReally?â he asked, surprised.
You laughed as you stood up, throwing a few weeds in a separate basket. âNo. I was joking!â
Logan let out a deep chuckle, shaking his head at you. âYou got me there, sweetheart,â he said, still leaning against the bench, watching you with that ever-present smirk on his face.
You grabbed a nearby hose, turning the water on low to rinse your hands. "Can't believe you thought I was serious. I mean, I get along with plants, but I donât have full-on conversations with them. Thatâd be weird."
"Wouldn't surprise me with you, doll," Logan replied, still watching you intently. "You seem to know what everything around here needs, even without talkin' to 'em."
You shrugged, drying your hands on a towel. "Itâs just intuition, I guess. Plants give off signals if you know how to read them."
Logan gave you a long look, his smirk softening into something almost affectionate, though you didnât notice. "You sure it's just the plants you read that well?"
You looked up at him, confused for a second, but quickly shook your head, dismissing his comment. "Are you gonna keep talking, or are you actually going to help me?â
Logan pushed himself off the bench, standing up straight. "Alright, alright. Where do you want me, doll?"
You handed him the basket full of weeds, âthrow them out.â
He raised an eyebrow, âthatâs it?â
You handed Logan the basket of weeds, his hand brushing against yours for the third time today. He smirked slightly, but you, as usual, were completely unaware of the subtle tension.
âMm-hmm,â you hummed in response to his earlier question, balancing two baskets filled with freshly picked fruits, vegetables, and herbs in your arms. âIâm gonna lock up and bring these inside.â
Logan didnât move for a second, watching as you turned your back and headed toward the door, the sound of your footsteps echoing softly in the greenhouse. For someone so sharp, so brilliant, you seemed completely oblivious to the fact that he enjoyed these little moments with you.
That small, unspoken connection you two hadâthe one where you never quite seemed to notice that he was flirting with youâhad started to become his favorite part of the day. Even if it had been going on for 8 months, and yes, he was counting.
As you reached for the lock on the greenhouse door, you glanced over your shoulder. âYouâre still standing there, Logan. Are you gonna help or just watch me carry all this stuff by myself?â
Loganâs smirk widened. âOh, I was just enjoyin' the view, sweetheart.â
You rolled your eyes, missing the deeper meaning in his words, as usual. âRight. Well, the view can help me with these baskets if itâs not too busy.â
Logan chuckled softly, walking over to you and easily taking one of the baskets from your hands. âYou got it, doll. Iâll lend a hand.â
Together, you made your way toward the mansion, the quiet of the late afternoon settling around you. It was peaceful, in that way you likedâjust the sound of your footsteps on the gravel path, the faint rustle of leaves in the distance, and the low hum of the cicadas in the trees. Logan had quickly thrown away the weeds and rejoined you, taking the other basket out of your hand, saying something about how he was âbeing a gentleman.â
You both entered the mansion from the back door, making your way to the kitchen where Logan placed the baskets on the island. Jean and Scott were already in there, Jean making her way over to the two baskets.
You, having an inkling for what she was looking for, reached into one of the baskets and pulled out the 3 kiwis. You handed the kiwis over to Jean, a smile playing on your lips as she quickly clutched them to her chest, almost like they were gold. It wasnât the first time sheâd done this, and it always amused you. Scott, of course, tried to intervene, reaching out to snatch one, but Jean shot him a look that was part-serious, part-playful.
âHey, those are for me,â she said, moving slightly to block Scottâs hand. âIâve been waiting for these kiwis all week.â
Scott smirked but backed off, raising his hands in surrender. âAlright, alright. I wouldnât want to get on your bad side, babe.â
Jean gave him a victorious smile, then turned to you. âThanks, Y/N. You always come through with the best fruit.â
âOf course,â you replied, wiping your hands on a nearby towel. âYouâve been asking for kiwis since the season started, so I figured it was about time I delivered.â
Logan, still standing nearby, watched the interaction with a subtle smirk on his face. He leaned back against the counter, arms crossed, looking completely relaxed but attentive.
âYou sure know how to make people happy, doll,â Logan said, his voice low but teasing. âAlways goinâ above and beyond for everyone.â
You shrugged nonchalantly, as if it was no big deal. âItâs just a few kiwis, Logan. Nothing special.â
Jean, now satisfied with her prized fruit, glanced between the two of you with a curious look, sensing something in Loganâs tone. She had noticed the way heâd been hanging around you more than usual lately, and it wasnât hard to pick up on the little glances he threw your way when you werenât looking. Of course, you remained blissfully unaware of it all, as always.
âYouâre selling yourself short,â Jean said, throwing you a grin. âItâs not just the kiwis. Youâve practically turned the greenhouse into a mini-Eden. We all appreciate it, even if Scott canât admit heâs jealous of my fruit.â
Scott rolled his eyes, but his smile betrayed him. âYeah, yeah. Thanks for the garden, Y/N.â
You smiled at the compliment, though it didnât feel like anything out of the ordinary to you. Taking care of the plants, helping out with the students, it was all part of your routine. You liked it that wayâpredictable, manageable. You didnât dwell on the subtleties of interpersonal dynamics the way others seemed to.
Loganâs smirk widened slightly at Jeanâs comment, but he kept quiet, watching you interact with the others. There was something about the way you brushed off compliments so easily, like you didnât quite grasp how much people appreciated you around here.
You had already put a few strawberries in a glass bowl, making your way out of the kitchen to Ororoâs office without saying a word, something they were already used to.
âYou sure youâre not going to say anything? You know, thatâs actually straight to the point?â Jean asked Logan.
Scott reached into one of the baskets, pulling out a few blueberries, âat this point, youâre like a love-sick puppy following her around.â
Logan let out a low growl, plucking a strawberry out from the basket. âKeep talking dickhead.â He threatened.
Jean raised an eyebrow as she leaned against the counter, her sharp eyes flicking between Logan and Scott. "Heâs not wrong though, Logan. Youâve been spending more time with Y/N than usual. Weâve all noticed."
Logan grunted, pushing himself off the counter and crossing his arms over his chest defensively. "Sheâs a good kid. Someoneâs gotta keep an eye on her."
Scott smirked, leaning back in his chair. "Right, keepin' an eye on her. That's what weâre calling it now?"
Jean shot Scott a playful glare, but her attention quickly shifted back to Logan. âYou know, you could just tell her how you feel. Sheâs oblivious, but sheâs not stupid. Sooner or later, sheâs going to notice.â
Loganâs jaw tightened, and he glanced toward the door where you had just left. His emotions were complicatedâheâd never been one for opening up, and the idea of confessing anything, especially something as vulnerable as his feelings for you, wasnât exactly in his comfort zone. He had been through too much, lost too many people, and the thought of letting himself get close to someone again... well, it scared him more than he cared to admit.
âSheâs got her own life,â Logan muttered, his voice gruff but softer now. âI ainât lookinâ to mess that up.â
Jean sighed, walking over to stand next to Logan, her tone gentle but firm. âLogan, youâre not messing anything up. In fact, I think youâd be adding something important to her life. Sheâs not the type to see you as a burden or a distraction. She probably wouldnât even realize you were flirting with her until you hit her over the head with it.â
Logan huffed a half-hearted laugh, but the tension in his shoulders remained. âMaybe thatâs the problem. Sheâs too damn focused on other stuff to even see it.â
Jean smiled softly, placing a hand on Loganâs arm. âThatâs what makes her so special, Logan. Sheâs genuine, selfless, and probably the least manipulative person in this mansion. She doesnât play gamesâwhat you see is what you get. And she likes you, even if she doesnât realize it in the same way you do yet.â
Scott, still lounging in his chair, added, âPlus, you know, if you wait too long, someone else might catch her eye. Just sayinâ.â
Logan shot Scott a glare that could have melted steel. âAinât nobody else gonna catch her eye, Summers. Trust me on that.â
Jean chuckled softly, giving Loganâs arm a reassuring squeeze before stepping back. âWell, when youâre ready, just rememberâitâs okay to take a chance on her. You might be surprised by how things turn out.â
Logan didnât respond right away, his mind already spinning with conflicting thoughts. He appreciated Jeanâs support, but the fear of rejection, of losing someone else important to him, gnawed at his insides. He wasnât sure if he could handle it again. And what if telling you how he felt ruined the easy, comfortable dynamic you two had? What if he lost the one person in the mansion who treated him like a normal man instead of a gruff, dangerous mutant?
Jean and Scott exchanged a knowing glance, but they let Logan mull over his thoughts in silence. They could push him only so far before it was up to him to take the next step.
---
You were walking down the halls with your bag in over your shoulder, all you needed to do was get to your office and take these heels off.
They looked cute online, not too tall or high, had some cushion on the soles, but wearing them was a completely different story. Which was sad because they were a cute baby pink which went well with your button up baby pink cardigan and white jeans.
But your office seemed so far away with the stabbing pain in your feet, luckily the halls were empty since most of the students were in their rooms doing homework or relaxing before dinner.
Having enough of the pain, you crouched down to unbuckle your heels, your bag moving down your shoulder to your elbow.
âNeed any help, princess?â
You looked up at the sound of the voice, even though you knew exactly who it was.
Logan stood there, leaning against the wall, arms crossed. His eyes flicked down to your shoes before meeting your gaze again, a faint smirk tugging at the corner of his mouth.
âNeed any help, princess?â His voice was low and casual, but that nicknameâ'princessââit was just one of the many heâd taken to using when he spoke to you. Although you hadnât heard this one before.
You shifted your bag back up on your shoulder and continued unbuckling the second heel. âIâve got it, thanks,â you replied, not thinking too much of his presence. Youâd known Logan long enough to realize he had a habit of showing up when you least expected him to.
He made a small grunt, as if to say âsuit yourself,â and watched as you continued to try and unbuckle the second one, but it looked like the strap was giving you a hard time.
Logan kneeled down in front of you without a word as you moved your hands away. You were smart enough to know that you werenât exactly in the best position to unbuckle your heels, you usually did it when you were sitting down, not crouching in the middle of a hallway.
He easily unbuckled it and helped you slip out of the heels, your feet hitting the cool floor. You mumbled a thanks as his hand trailed up your calf with a feather light touch before standing up. Your heels were in one of his hands as he easily picked you up with one arm, carrying you bridal style.
You let out a small shriek of surprise, your arms instinctively going around Loganâs neck as he scooped you up with one arm, heels dangling from his other hand.
"Hey! I can walk!" you protested, more flustered than anything else. You were completely capable of walking, sore feet or not, but now you were cradled in Loganâs arms like a princess in some old fairy tale.
Logan's smirk widened, clearly enjoying your reaction. "Not fast enough, sweetheart," he teased, carrying you effortlessly down the hall. His voice was deep, a hint of amusement in his tone, and it made your cheeks heat up slightly, though you quickly tried to brush it off.
You rolled your eyes, not really sure how to argue back. "Iâm pretty sure this is unnecessary," you muttered, though your voice didnât sound all that convincing even to you.
"Necessary or not, you're gonna let me carry you," he shot back, glancing down at you with a playful gleam in his eye. "Besides, I donât mind."
You huffed in mock defiance, but you didnât exactly push him to put you down either. In fact, being carried by Logan feltâŠnice. Comfortable, even. Not that youâd ever admit that out loud. And it certainly wasnât the first time heâd done this.
As the two of you continued down the hallway, you couldnât help but notice the way his grip was firm but gentle, his arms strong and steady. It wasnât the first time youâd seen how built he was, but somehow, it always seemed to surprise you.
"You know, this couldâve been avoided if Iâd just worn normal shoes," you grumbled, trying to distract yourself from the way your heart was beating a little too fast.
Logan chuckled softly, that gravelly sound that always seemed to resonate in your chest. "Doll, Iâve seen you rock combat boots and still look like youâre ready for a photoshoot. But those heelsâŠ" He raised an eyebrow at the pink shoes still in his hand. "Yeah, maybe not your best choice."
You frowned slightly, glancing at the heels. "They looked good onlineâŠ"
He grinned, amused. "You got catfished by shoes?"
"I didnât get catfished!" you retorted, though you couldnât help but laugh. "Theyâre cute! Just not comfortable."
Logan made a noncommittal sound, clearly not convinced by your argument. But he didnât press it further, instead shifting you slightly in his arms as he approached your office door.
"Want me to break down the door for you, too, princess? Or can you manage the key?" he asked with a teasing glint in his eyes, looking down at you like you were some helpless damsel.
"Iâve got it," you replied quickly, reaching into your bag for your keys. "And stop calling me princess." The nickname felt weird, it made your heart beat faster and you skin flush more than the other nicknames he called you.
But Logan just smirked, clearly unbothered. "Sure thing, sweetheart."
You couldnât stop the little sigh that escaped you as you unlocked the door and pushed it open. Logan stepped inside, gently setting you down on your feet.
As soon as you were standing, you felt the cool air against your now bare feet, and it was an instant relief from the torture those heels had put you through. You moved to put your heels down by your desk, but Logan still had them in his hand.
"You know I can take those now," you said, holding out your hand expectantly.
Logan eyed the heels for a moment, then handed them over. "You really should burn 'em, doll," he said in that same teasing tone, watching you place them on the floor.
"Iâm not burning them," you replied, shaking your head. "Theyâre not that bad. I justâŠneed to break them in."
Logan crossed his arms, leaning against the doorframe now, watching you with that amused smirk still playing on his lips. "Or you could just stick to boots."
"Maybe I like being fashionable sometimes," you shot back, raising an eyebrow at him as you plopped down into your office chair. Your fingers brushed your hair back from your face, and you let out a small, satisfied sigh now that you were sitting down.
"Fashionable, sure," Logan said, his voice a low rumble. "But at what cost?"
You shot him a look but couldnât help the small smile tugging at the corner of your lips. It was hard to stay annoyed when Logan was like thisâplayful, relaxed, his rough edges softened just enough to make you feel like he actually cared.
"Anyway, shouldnât you be out doing something more...Logan-like?" you asked, leaning back in your chair, arms crossing over your chest.
Logan raised an eyebrow. "Like what?"
"I don't know, brooding? Scowling at someone?"
His lips twitched, clearly suppressing a smirk. "Maybe Iâm just waiting for you to ask me to carry you again."
You rolled your eyes, fighting the warmth creeping into your cheeks. "Yeah, well, donât hold your breath."
He chuckled, that deep, gravelly sound filling the small office. He didnât say anything after that, just leaned against the door, arms crossed as he watched you settle in. The silence was comfortable, but it made you hyperaware of himâof the way his presence seemed to take up more space than it should.
You busied yourself with pulling out some notes from your bag, pretending you werenât fully aware of how Loganâs eyes followed your every movement. It was strange, but also kind ofâŠnice? Logan wasnât like other guys. He wasnât intimidated by your intelligence or the fact that you could talk circles around most people in the room. In fact, he seemed to like it, even if he teased you about it sometimes.
"Alright, well, thanks for theâŠuh, assistance," you said, breaking the silence and giving him a small, awkward smile. "I think Iâm good now."
Logan didnât move right away. His eyes lingered on you for a moment longer before he pushed himself off the doorframe. "Anytime, sweetheart."
And with that, he turned and walked out of your office, leaving you with your thoughtsâand the faintest trace of a smirk on your face.
---
Every so often, you would have a baking day to use up some of the fruits efficiently. Some of the students would join you in the large kitchen, doing their best to help you by carefully following your instructions.
Some of them, particularly the older ones, would cut up some of the fruit, like strawberries, apples, and peaches. The others would measure the ingredients and put them in a mixing bowl before combining it all together to make a dough.
This time, you were striving to make a few blueberry pies, a large dish of peach cobbler, apple strudels, and some strawberry puff pastries.
Baking was something you enjoyed, but never really did in college. You usually were busier with labs and theses rather than cooking or baking. You practically lived off take out and dining hall food. But since youâve been here for the past year, youâve already held 4 sessions, including this one.
âCareful with those strawberries,â you said to a student named Ben, who was chopping up the fruit with a little too much enthusiasm. âWe need them in slices, not chunks.â
âSorry, Y/N,â he mumbled, quickly adjusting his technique.
You smiled softly and moved to check on the other group, who were working on the dough for the pies. A girl named Emily was measuring out the flour, carefully following the recipe youâd written down.
"Howâs it going over here?" you asked, watching as she sifted the flour into a bowl.
âGood, I think,â Emily said, glancing up at you nervously. âIs this enough?â
You nodded. "Looks perfect. Just remember to mix it slowly so the flour doesnât go everywhere."
Emily gave you a grateful smile before continuing her work. You loved these baking sessions. It was a great way to bond with the students and also let them explore a more creative side outside of their classes. Plus, it gave you a break from the constant intellectual challenges of your usual work.
Logan wandered into the kitchen a little while later, casually leaning against the doorframe as he watched the controlled chaos. Ororo and Jean were already in the kitchen, watching from the sidelines nursing a glass of a bubbly pink drink.
He couldnât help but think about how pretty you looked, you were wearing a pastel purple sundress with a light green apron with vines and flowers embroidered on it.
The sight made him smirkâsomething about you baking in a kitchen full of teenagers, in your floral apron, amused him. It was such a stark contrast to your usual intellectual, no-nonsense attitude.
âWhatcha got cookinâ, sweetheart?â Loganâs gruff voice broke the bustling sounds of mixing and chopping.
You didnât glance up, too focused on guiding Emily through making the pie dough. "Just baking some pies and pastries. Using up the leftover fruit. Do you want some?" you asked casually, not thinking too much about the fact that Logan was watching you.
Logan shrugged, stepping further into the kitchen. âDepends. Is it any good?â
You finally looked up, raising an eyebrow at him. âYou doubt my baking skills?â
He chuckled lowly, leaning against the counter now, close enough to see what you were working on. âWouldnât call it doubt, doll. Just curious.â
You gave him a small smirk, hands moving skillfully as you finished helping Emily measure the remaining ingredients. "Youâll have to wait until theyâre done to find out."
One of the students, Ben, interrupted, grinning as he wiped flour off his hands. "Y/Nâs baking is the best! She made these strawberry scones last timeâthey were gone in like ten minutes."
Logan raised an eyebrow, giving you a teasing glance. "Impressive, princess. Maybe I will stick around."
You rolled your eyes at the nickname but didnât comment. Instead, you turned back to Emily, helping her roll out the dough. It wasnât that you didnât notice Logan's teasing, it was just that you didnât think much of it. Guys didnât usually flirt with you. At least not seriously. Most found your intelligence intimidating, or they simply saw you as âone of the guys.â Loganâs pet names, in your mind, were just part of his rough-and-tumble personality, nothing more.
But Logan, on the other hand, found your obliviousness endearing. The fact that you didnât seem to realize he was flirting with you only made him try harder, though he kept it casual enough not to push you away. He liked the challenge.
âYou need any help?â Logan offered, gesturing toward the fruit Ben was chopping haphazardly.
âYouâre not gonna burn the kitchen down?â you teased, wiping your hands on your apron before reaching for a bowl.
âI think I can handle it,â Logan said, a grin tugging at his lips.
You handed him a knife, showing him how to properly slice the strawberries. âHere, like this. We need them thin for the pastries.â
You held out the knife for him, and instead of coming up beside you like you assumed he would, he stood behind you, his chest against your back, practically caging you in between him and the counter.
He could hear your heart beat faster as he cut a few slices of the strawberry, asking, "That good enough for you, sweetheart?"
His voice was low, and you could feel his breath near your ear, but you were too focused on the task at hand to fully process the closeness. You glanced at the thinly sliced strawberries, nodding absentmindedly.
"Yeah, thatâs perfect," you mumbled, moving slightly away to give yourself more room to breathe, though you didnât realize why. "Just need a few more for the pastries."
Logan continued slicing, his movements precise, though his presence remained solid and grounding behind you. You were used to people standing close when you worked in the lab or in classâtight spaces, shared equipment, it came with the territory. But this was different. Loganâs proximity felt⊠intense in a way you couldnât quite pinpoint.
"So, how long you been doin' this?" Logan asked casually, his voice breaking through your thoughts as he finished up with the strawberries.
You blinked, taking a second to register the question. "Baking? Oh, I donât know⊠when I was a kid? I just started because itâs a nice break from⊠everything I guess.â
Jean and Ororo continued to drink their glass of champagne when Scott walked in, placing an arm around Jeanâs waist as they watched the scene. âThink sheâll finally realize,â he asked.
Ororo gave a small grin and shrugged, âwho knows? But Loganâs certainly getting bolder.â
Jean shook her head, âI told him to talk to her and say exactly what he was feeling, but turns out he still hasnât taken my advice.â
Ororo chuckled as she took a slow sip of her drink, her gaze flicking back to the kitchen scene unfolding in front of them. "Well, you know Logan. Subtlety isnât exactly his strong suit."
Scott smirked as he stood next to Jean, his arm still comfortably draped around her waist. "Yeah, but subtlety doesnât seem to be the problem here," he said, eyes gleaming with amusement as he watched Logan hover around you. "Heâs not exactly hiding it."
Ororo tilted her head, amused by how oblivious you remained despite Loganâs efforts. It wasnât that you were unobservant; you were incredibly sharpâwhen it came to science, mechanics, and even battle tactics. But personal matters? Especially the ones involving yourself? Not so much.
"Poor girl," Ororo mused, shaking her head. "Sheâs a genius, but thisâŠ" She waved a hand in Loganâs direction. "This seems to be one thing sheâs totally clueless about."
Jean smiled sympathetically. "Sheâs not used to people flirting with her. I mean, guys either get intimidated by her brain, or they just see her as a fellow intellectual, not⊠you know, a woman."
Ororo raised an eyebrow, her expression thoughtful. "Well, Logan clearly sees her as a woman. Heâs made that much obvious. But I wonder how long itâll take for her to figure it out."
Jean laughed softly. "At this rate? It might take a while."
The three of them watched with growing curiosity as Logan stood there, his broad shoulders and rough demeanor somehow fitting perfectly in the domestic scene of baking pastries with students. You, on the other hand, were entirely focused on getting the strawberry puff pastries just right, completely unaware of how closely Logan was watching youâor how he lingered longer than necessary when he handed you the knife, or how his teasing nicknames held a deeper meaning.
"Sheâs too smart for her own good," Scott added, shaking his head with a chuckle. "But when it comes to this, she's got blind spots."
Jean nodded in agreement. "Y/N is convinced she knows everythingâand to be fair, she does know a lotâbut sheâs missing the whole picture here."
---
After Loganâs stunt on baking day, he wondered just how much further he could go. Sure, he could take Jeanâs advice and outright tell you, but he also liked seeing you riled up and confused by his words and actions.
Like a few days ago, all he did was pull out your chair at dinner with the rest of the group and you just stood there, confused by the gesture. It took a few moments for you to understand and finally sit down before he pushed the chair closer to the table for you.
Or now, they were having a briefing, or meeting, about God knows what, most of everybody seated. You and Ororo were the last people to come in, aside from Charles. Ororo went to sit down at an open seat and as you looked around you came to the conclusion that there werenât any other chairs available.
You were content with the fact that you were going to stand for the short meeting, as you found a spot to stand at the opposite end of the large round table, close to Logan.
âCâmere doll.â Logan said, lazily gesturing for you to come closer.
You hesitantly did, stopping next to his chair, your knee brushing his thigh. âWhat?â
He patted his thigh, âI donât bite.â
Your eyes widened, a cute, innocent expression that he enjoyed seeing on your face, as you looked around the room. âI, uh- â
Loganâs smirk widened, clearly finding your hesitation endearing. He patted his lap again, his eyes glinting with a teasing light. âCâmon, doll. Donât be shy. Thereâs a perfectly good seat right here.â
You hesitated, your brain racing to process the situation. It wasnât exactly appropriate for a professional setting, but you were running out of options. The only other seats were either taken or a bit too far from the discussion table. With a small sigh, you decided to give in. You didnât want to stand for the entire meeting, and it was just one of those moments where you had to roll with it.
âAlright,â you said. You shot a glance around the room, but most people were already absorbed in their conversations or taking notes. You gingerly sat down on the edge of his lap, trying to maintain a sense of propriety despite the awkwardness of the situation.
Loganâs arm naturally wrapped around your waist to stabilize you, but he didnât say anything as you settled. You could feel his warmth radiating through his leather jacket, and it was strangely comforting despite the unusual circumstances. He leaned in slightly, his breath tickling your ear as he whispered, âYou alright there, sweetheart?â
You nodded, trying to focus on the meeting but acutely aware of how close he was. âYeah, Iâm fine,â you replied, though you could feel your cheeks warming slightly. âJust trying to get comfortable.â
Logan chuckled softly, the sound reverberating through his chest and making you shift just a bit closer. His hand rested lightly on your hip, not too firm but enough to make you acutely aware of his presence. You tried to ignore it and concentrate on the meeting, but his proximity made that task rather difficult.
The meeting continued, with Charles and the others discussing various topics related to ongoing projects and missions. Loganâs hand on your hip was a constant reminder of his presence, but he remained quiet, only chiming in occasionally with his usual gruff comments or suggestions.
---
At breakfast one day, you were sitting with Hank talking about the project you two were working on that was finally getting somewhere. You had finally been able to stabilize the energy output and now you two were talking about what to do next.
Logan sipped his coffee, looking at your from afar. As always, you were dressed cute today. You were wearing a light blue sweater with a pair of your skinny jeans and white flats, paired with matching drop earrings.
Ororo and Jean came up beside him, the former tsking. Ororo gave Logan a knowing look, crossing her arms. "You still at it, huh?" she teased, nodding in your direction.
Logan grunted but didn't respond immediately, sipping his coffee as he watched you and Hank animatedly discuss your project. You were explaining something with such enthusiasm, using your hands to gesture wildly, that it made him smirk. The light blue sweater you wore today only added to the adorable vibe you unknowingly radiated.
Jean nudged him lightly. "Nine months, Logan. Nine months of flirting, and sheâs still completely oblivious." She shook her head, amused.
"Sheâs a genius, remember?" Ororo said, raising an eyebrow. "Sheâs supposed to know everything."
Logan snorted, finally setting his coffee down. "Well, she clearly doesnât know this. And Iâm in no rush to tell her." He leaned against the counter, crossing his arms over his broad chest. His eyes didnât leave you, even as the conversation between Hank and you grew more intense.
Jean chuckled. "It's kinda cute, though. Watching her get all flustered whenever you call her those names, like sheâs completely missing the point."
"I know," Logan muttered with a grin. "She gets that little furrow in her brow, like sheâs trying to figure it out, but then brushes it off. Sheâs too wrapped up in all her fancy projects and theories."
Ororo shook her head in disbelief. "Youâve got the patience of a saint. Most people wouldâve given up by now."
Logan shrugged, glancing at Ororo. "Ainât in any hurry. Sheâs worth the wait."
Jean smiled softly at that, then sighed. "Well, good luck. Maybe one day sheâll actually catch on."
As if on cue, you let out a triumphant laugh from across the room, and Loganâs attention immediately shifted back to you. You had a bright smile on your face, clearly excited about whatever breakthrough you and Hank had just made.
"Youâre like a moth to a flame," Ororo muttered under her breath with a smirk, walking off with Jean to sit down.
Logan ignored her, his eyes still locked on you as you gathered up some papers and started to walk toward the exit. As you passed him, he casually stuck his leg out just enough that you had to stop short to avoid tripping.
âLogan!â you exclaimed, looking down at his leg and then up at him with confusion.
He raised an eyebrow, taking another sip of his coffee. "Mornin', sweetheart."
You blinked at him, clearly thrown off for a moment. "Uh, morning." You shifted the stack of papers in your arms. "Whyâd youâ"
"Just wanted to say good job," he interrupted, nodding toward the papers in your hand. "Whatever you and Hank were talkinâ about over there seemed pretty important."
Your face lit up at the mention of your project, and you immediately launched into an explanation, completely forgetting about Logan's odd behavior. "Oh, yeah! We finally stabilized the energy output! Itâs been driving us crazy for weeks, but we think weâve figured out how toâ"
Logan barely paid attention to the technical jargon that followed, more focused on the way your eyes sparkled as you talked, your excitement contagious. He gave a few gruff nods, pretending to follow along, but it was the way you lit up when you were passionate about something that kept him hooked.
"Youâre incredible, you know that?" he said once you finished, his voice low and serious.
You blinked, taken aback. "Uh, what?"
"I said youâre incredible." He repeated, his gaze locking onto yours. "Smart, talented, and cute as a button. Gotta give credit where itâs due."
Your cheeks flushed pink, and you quickly looked down at the papers in your arms. "Oh, um, thanks, Logan," you mumbled, completely missing the deeper implication of his words, as usual. "I... I should probably get these to the lab. We need to review them before the next phase."
"Of course," Logan said, his smirk widening as he watched you stumble over your words. "But donât forget to take a break, doll. All work and no play ainât good for anyone."
"Right," you said, nodding as you hurried off, your mind already shifting back to your project, completely oblivious to the playful grin on Logan's face.
---
âYouâve never even been clubbing!?â Ororo exclaimed, holding up a finger to stop you from saying anything. âAnd you know Iâm not talking about something like a âgardening clubâ.â
âAnd you have?â You asked, sitting on your bed as Jean looked through your closet.
Ororo laughed, shaking her head at your naivety. âOh, Y/N, honey, Iâve been out dancing plenty of times. Clubbing is one of those things you just have to experience.â
Jean, still rummaging through your closet, chimed in, "Sheâs right, Y/N. It's fun to get out of the lab once in a while and let loose. You spend so much time buried in your work. You deserve a break."
You sighed, sinking back onto the bed. "I donât know⊠It just seems like a waste of time. We could watch a movie, drink some wine, and call it a night."
Ororo leaned against your dresser, crossing her arms. "You canât hide behind your projects forever, Flora. You need to socialize, let your hair down." She smirked, looking at you pointedly. "You never know, maybe someone will finally catch your eye."
You furrowed your brow, unconvinced. "Like who?"
Jean shared a knowing look with Ororo before turning to face you, holding up a dress youâd forgotten you owned. âWho knows? There could be someone at the club. Or maybe someone youâve been completely blind to.â
Ororo raised an eyebrow and added, "Someone whoâs been giving you attention for months, perhaps."
Your eyes narrowed. "What are you talking about?"
Jean grinned, a mischievous glint in her eyes as she held up the dress in front of you. "Nothing, just an observation. Now, come on, put this on. Letâs see how it looks."
You sighed, getting off the bed and taking the dress from Jeanâs hands. "I still donât get what the big deal is. Iâm perfectly fine without this whole clubbing thing."
Ororo smirked, stepping toward the door. âTrust us. Youâll thank us later.â
---
A few hours later, you found yourself standing outside one of the busiest clubs in the city, feeling slightly out of place in the dress Jean had picked out for you. The music thumped from inside the building, the bass reverberating through the sidewalk as people lined up to get in. You stood between Jean and Ororo, who both looked far more comfortable in their outfits than you felt in yours.
"I canât believe you guys convinced me to come," you muttered under your breath, shifting on your feet as you glanced at the line of people ahead.
Jean grinned, looping her arm through yours. "Youâre going to have fun. Trust me. Itâs a nice change of pace."
Ororo nodded in agreement. "Plus, you deserve a night out. Youâve been working hard."
As you were about to respond, the doors of the club swung open, and you were hit with a blast of cool air mixed with the sound of thumping music. The bouncer waved the three of you in without a second glance, and before you knew it, you were inside, the lights flashing and the crowd buzzing with energy.
You followed Jean and Ororo through the throngs of people, weaving through the packed dance floor until you reached the bar. The atmosphere was unlike anything you were used toâloud, chaotic, and a little overwhelming. You werenât sure how you felt about it yet.
Ororo leaned against the bar, ordering drinks while Jean turned to you with a grin. "What do you think so far?"
You shrugged, glancing around. "Itâs... different."
"Just give it a chance," Jean said, patting your arm. "Once you get a drink in you and loosen up a bit, youâll feel better."
The bartender handed Ororo three drinks, and she passed one to you with a wink. "To new experiences, Flora."
You hesitated for a moment before raising your glass. "To new experiences, I guess."
The three of you clinked glasses, and you took a sip, feeling the warmth of the alcohol start to settle in. Maybe this night wouldnât be so bad after all.
---
An expensive Uber trip later and you three were back at the mansion at 4 in the morning. Luckily it was Friday, or Saturday now, so there was no need to worry about being hungover for classes.
You donât think youâve ever drank that much alcohol, but to be fair, you must have a really low tolerance since you never partied in college, other than the occasional glass of wine.
So, drinking around 5 or 6 fruity cocktails surely made you see things differently. Maybe just a tad bit too blurry and clumsy.
You fumbled with your keys at the mansion door, Jean giggling behind you. âHere, let me help,â she offered, her hands steadier than yours as she took the keys and unlocked the door with ease.
âIâm fine, Jean!â you protested with a laugh, swaying slightly as you stepped inside. You werenât used to feeling so... unbalanced. Everything seemed lighter, funnier, and a little more ridiculous after the alcohol. You were starting to understand why people did this more often.
Ororo walked in behind you, shaking her head but smiling. âMaybe next time we wonât let you have quite so many drinks,â she teased, gently guiding you toward the living room. âYouâre gonna feel this tomorrow.â
âIâm a genius,â you declared, holding your head high in mock dignity, âIâll be fine.â
Jean snorted, flopping onto the couch. âOh yeah? Even geniuses canât outsmart a hangover.â
You waved her off, settling into a chair, only to realize it was far too squishy, causing you to slide right down onto the floor. You stared at it for a second, then burst out laughing. âWho put a trap here?â
Ororo and Jean were in hysterics now, and even though your head was spinning, you couldnât help but join in.
âYou know,â Ororo started between giggles, âfor someone who knows everything, you sure donât know how to handle a drink.â
You narrowed your eyes at her, or at least tried to. âItâs... an anomaly. Unpredictable variables.â
âRight,â Jean said, leaning back with a grin, âjust like Loganâs flirting.â
You blinked, the name snapping you out of your drunken haze for a second. âLoganâs what?â
Ororo and Jean exchanged glances before looking back at you, their smiles widening.
âHis flirting,â Jean repeated slowly, as if explaining a simple concept.
You squinted, feeling like your brain was moving through molasses. âFlirting? Logan? With me?â
Ororo rolled her eyes playfully. âYes, Y/N. For months. You seriously havenât noticed?â
You stared at them both, utterly lost. âFlirting? Logan? Are you guys drunk too?â
Jean sighed dramatically, standing up. âI think youâre too far gone to process this tonight.â
You shook your head, still trying to wrap your mind around what they were saying. Logan? Flirting? With you? It didnât make any sense. Logan was... well, Logan.
Ororo pulled you up from the floor, patting your arm. âLetâs get you to bed. You can overthink this tomorrow.â
---
The next morning, you woke up with a pounding headache and a stomach that felt like it was doing somersaults. Groaning, you dragged yourself out of bed, making a mental note to never drink that much again.
As you made your way to the kitchen, hoping to find coffee and maybe something greasy to settle your stomach, you tried to remember the details from last night. Jean and Ororo had said something about Logan... flirting with you?
You shook your head. That couldnât be right. Logan wasnât the type to flirt. He was gruff, tough, and mostly kept to himself. Sure, he called you pet names, but that didnât mean anything. Right?
Pouring yourself a cup of coffee, you sat at the kitchen island, still groggy. You were about to take a sip when you heard the familiar sound of boots approaching.
âMorninâ, doll,â Logan greeted as he walked in, his voice a low rumble.
You looked up at him, your brain still foggy, and for some reason, the word âflirtingâ popped into your mind again. You stared at him for a moment longer than necessary, your head tilting slightly.
âUh... morning,â you replied, your voice a little more unsure than usual. You couldnât stop replaying what Jean and Ororo had said last night. Was this flirting? You eyed Logan, trying to decipher his expression.
He leaned against the counter, crossing his arms over his broad chest. âYou look like hell.â
âGee, thanks,â you muttered, taking a sip of your coffee. âThatâs exactly what I wanted to hear.â
Logan chuckled, that deep, rough sound that always sent a weird shiver down your spine. âGuess you didnât take my advice about not overdoing it, huh?â
You blinked. âWhat advice?â
âLast night,â he said, smirking, âtold ya not to have too many drinks, sweetheart.â
Your brow furrowed. âWait, you were there?â
âYeah,â Logan said, clearly amused. âPassed by when you three were heading out. You looked excited about... whatever the hell it is you get excited about.â
You frowned, trying to remember him saying that. It was all so hazy. Then you shook your head, deciding to just drop it. âWell, Iâll survive.â
Logan gave you a lazy grin. âTough as nails, arenât ya?â
You shrugged, trying to play it off. âI guess so.â
There was a moment of silence before Logan pushed off the counter and moved closer. He reached out and gently tucked a stray piece of hair behind your ear, his fingers brushing your cheek for just a second too long. âGood thing. Wouldnât want ya to break, sweetheart.â
Your eyes widened, your breath catching in your throat. This was... different. You felt your face heat up, and you quickly turned your attention back to your coffee. âUh... right.â
Loganâs smirk didnât fade as he stepped back. âSee ya around, darlinâ.â
You watched him leave the kitchen, your heart pounding in your chest for reasons you couldnât quite explain. What was that? Was that what Jean and Ororo had been talking about? Or was it just him being old-fashioned, after all he was over 200 years old, and you were a mere 25. He was the Wolverine, and you were just a young teacher that happened to be an X-Men.
---
It had been a week since you had gone out clubbing with Jean and Ororo and you were too far gone in your own mind. You started observing things more carefully, the way Logan would rest his hand on your lower back when he was walking you to your next class, how he occasionally brought you snacks when you were in the lab, telling Hank that they were only for you, and finally, how he really only called you nicknames.
Ever since that realization, you tried to keep it hidden, to process it on your own. After all, guys didnât like you. You werenât exactly the kind of girl they wanted.
Logan noticed how you got more nervous around him, your heart beating faster, how you seemed to stumble over your words more often than not around him. At one point, he asked Jean about it, to which she revealed her and Ororo did what he couldnât.
He ended up outside of your office, hearing you talk to one of the senior students about which colleges were the best for his major. You assured him that just because it was September, doesnât mean heâs too late to apply.
Logan knocked on the door as you said that the door was unlocked. He hadnât seen your outfit today, a white pencil skirt paired with a skintight, long sleeve peach colored shirt. Your hip was leaning against the front of the desk next to where the student was sitting.
Kean looked between the two of you, before quickly gathering his things and the brochures you gave him for various colleges.
"Remember to look into some engineering programs! Iâd think theyâd be great for you!" You called out after Kean, watching as the student hurried out of your office. The door clicked shut behind him, and you sighed, thinking of the next round of paperwork waiting on your desk. You were about to walk around your desk to sit down when you noticed Logan still standing there, leaning casually against the doorframe, his eyes focused on you in that intense way he often did.
"Sweetheart, got a minute?" Logan's voice was rough, familiar, and held that signature casualness that made it feel like he wasn't really asking.
You blinked, startled for a second before nodding. "Uh, yeah. Sure, Logan. What's up?"
Logan stepped further into the room, his eyes scanning you briefly. "You looked pretty wrapped up in your work. Thought you could use a break."
Your mind raced, suddenly self-conscious. "Yeah, Iâve been helping some of the seniors with their college stuff," you explained, motioning to the brochures still scattered across your desk. "It's that time of year where they start panicking about applications."
Logan smirked, his arms crossing over his chest. "You always keep yourself busy, donât ya, doll?"
You rolled your lower lip while humming as your answer. You crossed your arms, watching as Logan came closer to you, standing almost toe to toe with your pointy short peach colored heels.
âYou finally figured it out then, didnât ya?â He asked.
âI- well, uhâŠâ you stammered, suddenly feeling heat rush to your face. Why was Logan looking at you like that? And what did he mean by âyou finally figured it outâ? Were Ororo and Jean right?
Loganâs smirk deepened, amusement dancing in his eyes as he watched you fumble over your words. "Youâre a genius, sweetheart. Iâm sure youâve noticed by now."
Your heart raced, and you felt your palms start to sweat. Why was he so close? You tried to focus on the conversation, on anything other than how your body was reacting to his presence. "N-noticed what?" you managed to get out, your voice sounding way less composed than you intended.
Logan raised an eyebrow, clearly enjoying this far more than you were. "How Iâve been flirtinâ with ya for months now," he said casually, as if he were commenting on the weather.
Your brain short-circuited. Flirting? Logan? Flirting? With you? That didnât make any sense. Logan flirted with women who were⊠well, not you. He was the rough-around-the-edges kind of guy who went for women who were confident, flirtatious, and knew how to handle someone like him. You were the awkward genius who spent more time in the lab than anywhere else. Guys didnât flirt with you.
"Youâve beenâwait, what?" you asked, blinking rapidly, trying to make sense of what he was saying. "Youâve been flirting with me?"
Logan chuckled, his hand coming up to rub the back of his neck. "Yeah, doll. Pretty sure everyone at the mansionâs noticed by now." His smirk returned as he added, "Except you, apparently."
Your face burned, and you tried to think back. Had he been flirting? The nicknames, the snacks, the casual touches⊠it all seemed so⊠normal for Logan. You thought he was just being friendly, maybe a bit protective like he was with some of the younger students.
"Iâ" You started to say something but stopped, unsure of what exactly to say. You felt like the ground had shifted beneath you. "Why didnât anyone tell me?"
Logan shrugged. "Didnât think it was their place. Figured youâd catch on eventually." His gaze softened, and he added, "Didnât expect you to be this oblivious, though. Kinda cute."
You were sure your face couldnât get any redder. "Iâm not⊠Iâm not oblivious," you mumbled, crossing your arms defensively. "I just didnât think youâd be interested in someone like me."
Loganâs eyebrows shot up. "And why the hell not?"
"Because Iâm⊠me!" You motioned to yourself, like that explained everything. "Guys donât flirt with me, Logan. Theyâre usually intimidated or just⊠I donât know. Iâm not the kind of girl guys like."
You didnât have any friends until you came here, which was sad because you were 24 when you finally had some.
Sure, you tried to make some during college, joined the gardening club and the astronomy club, but whenever you talked people would never really listen to you.
You even tried going on a few dates with some guys from online dating apps. They were your age, but they were in their third year of college while you were already working on two masterâs degrees. You even had similarities with a few of them.
One guy liked Star Wars, and you went into a short rant about how the physics of it was wrong and even talked about a bunch of the lore behind it. Same with the other 2 dates you went on, they were all one and done.
Guys didnât like you. Thatâs just the way it was.
Logan raised an eyebrow, clearly unconvinced. âThatâs the most ridiculous thing Iâve ever heard, doll. You think guys donât notice you?â
You crossed your arms, feeling defensive again. âI donât think, I know. Trust me, Iâve tried.â You paused, hesitating before you added, âIâm not exactly⊠good at this kind of thing. Social stuff, I mean. Iâm better at figuring out equations than people.â
Logan stepped closer, so close that you could feel the warmth radiating off him. âYouâre wrong, sweetheart,â he said softly, his voice surprisingly gentle. âYouâve got this idea in your head that no oneâs gonna want you because youâre too smart or too different, but that ainât true. Not even close.â
You blinked up at him, unsure of how to respond. The intensity of his gaze made your stomach flutter in a way that felt both exciting and terrifying. âI just⊠I donât see why youâd be interested in me,â you admitted, your voice barely above a whisper. âYouâre Logan. You could have anyone.â
Logan chuckled softly, shaking his head. âYeah, but I donât want just anyone.â His eyes locked onto yours, his tone becoming serious. âI want you.â
Your heart nearly stopped in your chest. You had no idea what to say. Logan had been flirting with youâLogan, the gruff, no-nonsense guy youâd come to admire over the past yearâand youâd been completely clueless. How could someone like him, someone who seemed so out of your league, be interested in you?
âI⊠I donât understand,â you mumbled, still struggling to process everything. âWhy me?â
Logan sighed, as if he had been waiting for this question for months. âBecause youâre brilliant, Y/N. Youâve got this fire in you, this passion for everything you do. Youâre one of the smartest people Iâve ever met, and you donât let anyone push you around. And youâre so damn kind, even when you donât have to be.â He ran a hand through his hair, as if trying to gather his thoughts. âYouâve got no idea how many times Iâve wanted to tell you, but⊠well, youâre not exactly the easiest person to talk to about feelings.â
You blinked. âIâm not?â
Logan smirked. âNo, sweetheart, youâre not. You overthink everything. Makes it kinda hard to tell you I like you without you analyzing it to death.â
You bit your lip, feeling a mix of embarrassment and disbelief. âIâm sorry,â you muttered, not really knowing what else to say. âI just didnât think you⊠I didnât think anyone would⊠you know.â
Logan stepped even closer, so close that you had to sit on the edge of your desk. âWell, I do,â he said, his voice low. âAnd Iâve been waitinâ for you to figure it out.â
You stared up at him, your mind still reeling. All this time, Logan had been flirting with you, had liked you, and you hadnât noticed. And now, here he was, standing so close you could feel his breath on your skin, telling you exactly how he felt. It was overwhelming, to say the least.
"Logan, IâŠ" you started, but the words got caught in your throat. You didnât know what to say, how to respond to something like this. Part of you wanted to brush it off as some kind of misunderstanding, but the way he was looking at you, the way he had always looked at you, made it clear that this wasnât a joke or a misunderstanding.
He really liked you.
Logan smirked at your silence, clearly amused by how flustered you were. "Speechless, huh? Thatâs a first," he teased, his voice low and rough in that way that made your stomach flip.
You shook your head, trying to regain some semblance of composure. "Itâs just⊠I didnât think youâd be interested in someone like me. Youâre Logan, and IâmâŠ" You gestured to yourself awkwardly. "Me."
Logan frowned slightly, his brows pulling together. "What the hellâs that supposed to mean?"
You shrugged in response, turning your head downward to look down at your lap. It didnât last long, because Logan put his thumb on your chin, turning your head upright to look at him.
He noticed your expression change, you were someone who was easy to read, never really kept her emotions hidden well, or at least not to him. You went from big doe eyes and sad, pouty lips to flustered. Your eyes were curious and almost nervous and your pink lips, courtesy of the colored lip balm you always wore, were slightly parted.
Logan held your gaze, his thumb gently resting on your chin, and you couldnât help but feel your pulse quicken under his touch. He was so close now, close enough that the musky scent of him was filling your senses, making it even harder to think clearly.
"You really think Iâd waste my time on someone I didnât want?" Loganâs voice was low, gruff, but there was a softness to it that you hadnât heard before.
You opened your mouth to respond, but nothing came out. The words were jumbled in your mind, and all you could focus on was the way his rough fingers were still holding your chin, forcing you to meet his intense gaze. The confidence he exuded was overwhelming. How could he be so sure, so calm, while you felt like your brain was on fire?
"Logan, IâŠ" you trailed off, your voice barely above a whisper. The weight of his hand, the warmth of his body so closeâit was too much.
He let out a soft chuckle, clearly amused by how flustered you were. "Doll, youâre overthinking again."
Your lips pressed together into a thin line as you tried to get a handle on your spiraling thoughts. "Iâm just⊠surprised. I didnât thinkâŠ" You hesitated, the words feeling clumsy in your mouth. His thumb moved slightly up, still holding onto your chin but now brushing against your lower lip, making it more difficult to concentrate or come up with a single coherent thought.
No one had ever treated you like this, so kindly and⊠normally. You thought back to the only 3 dates you had ever been on during college, how none of them ever really tried to get to know you, or peel back the layers behind your smarts.
Because you werenât just smart, you loved gardening, and baking, hell, you even liked to dress cute. And out of all the guys, Logan never treated you like someone different. It was nice to be around someone like that, who embraced who you were rather than try and get you to bury it. Maybe it was his age? You remember reading an article from a psych organization about how younger women like older men because of emotional maturity-
Rough hands cupped your face, bringing you out of your thoughts. âHey, stop thinkinâ. What the hell could you be thinkinâ about right now?â
You gave a shy smile and shook your head gently, his hands still on your face. âNothinâ,â you mumbled, your voice softer than you intended. You tried to play it off like everything was fine, but Logan wasnât buying it.
Loganâs brow furrowed slightly, his thumb brushing your cheek now. "Youâre a terrible liar, sweetheart." His voice was low, that gravelly tone sending shivers down your spine.
You swallowed, your mind still racing as you searched for the right words. "I just⊠I donât get why youâd want me," you admitted, your eyes flicking away from his. "Youâre this⊠badass, Logan. Youâve been through so much. You could have anyone."
His hands stayed where they were, his touch gentle but firm as he guided your gaze back to his. "I told you, doll. I donât want anyone else. I want you."
You blinked up at him, still unsure of how to respond. It felt like your heart was beating out of your chest, and your mind was a mess of conflicting thoughts. On one hand, Logan was the last person you ever thought would have feelings for you. On the other hand, here he was, being painfully honest, and you couldnât deny the sincerity in his voice.
"I justâŠ" you hesitated, biting your lip, "I donât know how to do this, Logan. Iâm not⊠Iâve never been good at⊠people. Relationships. I mean, Iâm good at math, science, and solving problems but notâthis."
Logan chuckled softly, his fingers tracing the line of your jaw. "You donât gotta be good at it, Y/N. You just gotta be you." His voice softened, the teasing tone dropping away as he said, "Thatâs all Iâve ever wanted."
Your breath caught in your throat. He made it sound so simple, like it wasnât a big deal. But it was a big deal to you. You hadnât dated muchâhardly at all, if you were being honest. Relationships felt like another complex equation you couldnât quite solve.
"Logan, IâŠ" you started, but he cut you off, his hands dropping from your face to settle on your hips, pulling you just a little closer.
"You overthinkinâ again?" Logan smirked, one eyebrow raised.
You couldnât help but smile at that. "Maybe a little," you admitted, your voice quiet. It was hard to concentrate when he was so close, his hands resting on your hips like it was the most natural thing in the world.
"Thatâs what I thought," Logan muttered, leaning in just enough that his forehead almost touched yours. "You donât gotta figure everything out right now, doll. Just⊠let it happen."
You stared at him, your mind whirling. "Let it happen?" you echoed, trying to wrap your head around what he was saying.
"Yeah," Logan said softly, his voice rough but soothing at the same time. "Stop tryinâ to solve it like itâs some kinda problem. Just be with me."
You blinked, your heart doing that weird fluttering thing again. Be with him? It sounded so simple when he said it like that. But you couldnât help the flood of doubt that kept creeping into your mind. What if you screwed it up? What if you werenât good enough at this? What ifâ
Loganâs hands tightened slightly on your hips, and he pulled you closer, cutting off your spiraling thoughts. "Y/N, youâre doinâ it again," he murmured, his voice a soft rumble in the space between you. "Youâre thinkinâ too much."
You sighed, biting your lip again. "I canât help it," you muttered, feeling a little embarrassed. "Thatâs just how my brain works."
Logan chuckled, shaking his head slightly. "I know, darlinâ. But you donât gotta do that with me."
His words hung in the air, and you found yourself staring at him, completely unsure of what to say next. No one had ever spoken to you like this before. No one had ever made you feel like it was okay to just⊠be. You were always the smartest person in the room, always expected to have the answers, to be the one in control. But with Logan, it felt different. He didnât expect you to be anything but yourself.
"IâŠ" You trailed off, your throat tightening. "I donât know how to not overthink things."
Loganâs smirk softened, and he tilted his head slightly, his eyes warm as they met yours. "Then Iâll just have to distract you, wonât I?"
Before you could even process what he was saying, he leaned in, his lips brushing yours in the softest, most unexpected kiss. It was like everything around you froze for a moment, your brain short-circuiting as you tried to catch up with what was happening.
Logan was kissing you.
Logan.
Was kissing.
You.
Your hands moved instinctively to his chest, gripping the fabric of his shirt as you kissed him back. It wasnât what you expectedânothing in your life had ever felt like this. The warmth, the softness of his lips against yours, the way he held you like you were something precious⊠it was overwhelming in the best possible way.
If you wouldâve told your past self from five years ago, hell, even two months ago, that your first kiss would be with the Wolverine, you wouldâve thought it was some grand, cosmic joke. But there you were, hands fisting into Loganâs shirt, his lips gently pressing against yours like this was the most natural thing in the world.
It wasnât how youâd imagined your first kiss would go. Not that youâd spent a lot of time imagining itâhonestly, youâd been too busy with equations, papers, and research to even consider the prospect of someone being interested in you. But if you had pictured it, this wouldnât have been it. Not with a man like Logan.
His rough hands held you in place, strong but careful, as if he was hyper-aware of how delicate you felt in his grasp. You, who could bend nature to your will, whose intelligence far surpassed anyoneâs expectations, felt completely and utterly vulnerable in his arms.
When he pulled back, it wasnât by much. His forehead rested against yours, his breath warm and slightly uneven. Loganâs lips curved into a smirk, one you could practically feel against your skin.
âWell,â he drawled, voice low and teasing, âthat didnât seem too bad, did it?â
You blinked up at him, still trying to recover from the shock. âI⊠I donâtâwhat just happened?â
Logan chuckled softly, his thumbs brushing small circles into your hips, keeping you grounded when your thoughts were spinning out of control. âI just kissed ya, sweetheart. And unless Iâm readinâ the situation wrong, you didnât mind too much.â
Your mind raced, heart hammering in your chest. âNo, Iââ You paused, biting your lip as you tried to form a coherent thought. âI didnât mind. Itâs justââ
âJust what?â Loganâs voice softened, his expression growing more serious as he studied your face.
âI wasnât expecting it.â You swallowed, looking away from him for a moment before forcing yourself to meet his eyes again. âI didnât think someone like you⊠I mean, I didnât think you would- I didnât think anyone would- â
Logan raised an eyebrow, waiting for you to finish, but when you didnât, he took a step closer. His hand was still resting on your hip, keeping you anchored to him, and the heat of his body was impossible to ignore. âDidnât think what, sweetheart?â
You swallowed, feeling the weight of his question press down on you. It was like all the words in your head had turned to static, and you couldnât figure out how to string a coherent sentence together. "I just⊠I donât know," you finally admitted, your voice barely above a whisper.
Loganâs lips quirked into a small, teasing smile, but his eyes stayed serious. "You donât know, or you donât wanna say?"
You bit your lip, your mind still reeling from the kiss. The memory of itâsoft, unexpected, but not unwelcomeâwas playing on a loop in your head. You hadnât been kissed much, if at all, and the idea that Logan was the one to give you your first real kiss was still something you were trying to process.
But you couldnât lie, it was nice. You were 25, just had your first kiss, and suddenly you felt like a teenager in a Disney movie.
A grin slipped past your lips. "I just wasnât expecting you to kiss me, old man," you finally replied, your voice teasing but soft.
Loganâs eyebrows raised, and a smirk tugged at the corners of his mouth. "Old man, huh?" he murmured, his voice dipping into that gravelly tone that always made you feel a bit flustered. "Pretty sure that kiss just proved Iâve still got it."
You laughed softly, your hands still fisted in his shirt, though he didnât seem to mind at all. Loganâs smirk widened at the sound of your laughter, and you could feel the tension in the air start to ease, just a little.
"Yeah, maybe you do," you replied, your voice soft but teasing as you looked up at him, your heart still beating a little too fast from the kiss. "Guess you're not as rusty as I thought."
Logan raised an eyebrow, his smirk never faltering. "Rusty?" he repeated, his voice low and playful, with that gravelly edge that made your stomach flip every time. "You seriously thought I was rusty, sweetheart?"
You shrugged, trying to maintain some semblance of composure despite how close he was and how easily he seemed to get under your skin. "I donât know. I mean, youâre a couple of hundred years old. Thought you mightâve lost your touch."
Logan chuckled, the sound deep and rumbling in his chest as he leaned in just a little closer. "Oh, darlin'," he said, his voice dropping to a whisper, "I ain't lost a damn thing."
Your breath caught in your throat, and for a second, you couldnât think of a single thing to say. Loganâs confidence was overwhelming, but it wasnât just thatâthere was a tenderness in the way he looked at you, a softness in his touch that made your chest feel tight.
"Okay, okay," you finally muttered, your voice barely above a whisper as you tried to deflect some of the attention. "Point taken."
Logan grinned, clearly enjoying how flustered you were. "Good," he said simply, his thumbs brushing lightly over your hips where his hands still rested. "âCause I donât wanna hear any more about me beinâ rusty or old. Got it?"
You nodded, biting your lip as you tried not to smile too much. "Got it."
chapter 3 of Sweet Dreams will be up tomorrow!
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Summers In Pandora đž Day 5 - JealousyÂ
Paring: Neteyam x Fem!Omatikaya!Reader
Summary: Neteyam wants your attention but youâre too busy giving it to someone else
Warnings: MDNI 18+, established relationship, jealous neteyam, rough sex, explicit language, orals (f receiving), p in v, neteyam getting mad he keeps getting interrupted,
Word Count:Â 2.5k
Index: kelku - house, sevin - pretty
Disclaimer: All my characters are aged-up! If this makes you uncomfortable feel free to scroll and donât read!
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âBaby come on, just the tipâ Neteyamâs hands roamed your body as your stood in front of the mirror of your kelku fixing your top while you get ready for your daily clan duties. Neteyam should always be getting ready but he seems to rather rut against your ass begging to fuck because he woke up with a ranging boner. Â
âNete, we have to leave Iâm gonna be late for class.â you loved your job in the clan, it mainly consisted of teaching young healers but you like to help out wherever you can. You and Neteyam have been in a relationship for the pass 3 years, you both just turned 19 so you thought it was bit immature to mate so soon. Even thought you were not opposed to the idea; both your parents told you to wait until you turned 21. Â
It has been about a year now you and Neteyam moved in together and it has been wonderful, you never realized before how horny he is until you started living together, not that youâre complaining. He is so active during the day and still he tries to fuck you every chance he gets. âBaby please I wonât take longâ his hands squeezed the skin on your waist as he kissed your neck trying to convince you to get naked with him. Â
You almost gave in before you head a knock on the wood next to your kelku doorway flap. ây/n are you ready? We're gonna be lateâ you heard Neteyam hiss at the voice on the other side of the tent. One of your newer students has taken it upon himself to follow you around like a tail. Which often meant he walked you to the healer's hut and back every day. Â Â Â
Neteyam hated every part of it, why is this boy walking you around like you donât have a man to do it for you. He doesnât like it one bit. Neteyam was so tired of him showing up at your shared kelku as if he doesn't know Neteyam also lives there. He let go of you and threw on his towel on hastily around his hips matching towards the entrance flap, neteyam swings it open coming face to face with the man himself. âWhy do you keep coming here? Canât you give her space and wait until she gets to the fucking healers hut then see her? I am very much capable of walking my woman to and from her working station boy.â Â
âWhen she tells me to leave her alone then I will until then you canât tell me what to doâ he sounded like a spoiled child.Â
âBoy donât make me pull rank on you, that is my wife-âÂ
âGirlfriend, that's your girlfriend. I still have a shotâÂ
Neteyam was about to knock him on his ass when you ran out of the kelku towards him, âNeteyam no, donât hurt him heâs harmlessâÂ
âHarmless? You call this harmless? He's basically a stalker.â Neteyam tries to walk around you but you place your hands on his chest, âNo no stop baby come on, I have to go Iâll come by and see you a little later, ok? Go get ready for trainingâ every pause in your sentence you kissed his both cheeks so he would calm down. With a sigh you know he was going to let you go. Â
Neteyam wrapped his arm around you and kissed you deeply on the lips, he tilted his head sticking his tongue in your mouth as if her was stacking claim in front of the other man, you melt into him so easily, you always loved it when he kissed you, when he did anything to you. Â
You pull away from and breath and gave him one last peck before saying goodbye for the day, you send him a sweet smile as you walked away with the boy trailing behind you like a puppy. Neteyam watch you walk your perfect figure away from him, sighing before walking back into the hut to get ready for the day.Â
âSeriously you need to stop doing that, Iâm not gonna be there to save you one day and Neteyam will knock you on your ass with his little finger.â you express to the boy. His ears pinned back as he nodding to your words, he never intended to make up upset, but seeing you with another man just makes him angry.Â
âIâm sorry...â he said in a small voice, âItâs fine but you need to watch your behavior around him, itâs bad enough as it isâ you told him as you walk into the healer's hut to start your lesson. After it was over you make your way to the training grounds to see Neteyam.Â
When you get there, you watch him spar with another warrior and you say hi to his father and his brother, âHey Mr. Sully, Loâak howâs it going?â they turn towards you and greet your back, ây/n how many times have I told you that you can call me Jake, or dad. You're my daughter in law.âÂ
âOh, not yet dad, he has competition nowâ Loâak raised his eyebrows at you making jake raise a questioning eyebrow you. You turn back to look at your future mate sparring with the other warrior, âWhat did you hear?â you asked Loâak. âI hear that Neteyam is deeply frustrated about the puppy dog that follows you around.â his comment made you laugh. Â
âLoâak please, I donât want anyone but Neteyam he has no competition.â you turn your head to admire you boyfriendâs godly figure. âWhy donât you just tell him to leave you alone?â Jake asked, âWell dad, I donât want to hurt his feelings, or make it weird he is one of mt students, Iâd hate to have to teach someone who resents meâ you sigh and Jake nodded.Â
âI mean, I can see where heâs annoyed even now, I hate it when my wife has to associate herself with other menâ Jake told you. âOh, so he got the jealousy from you?â you laugh then Neteyam walked up to you three, âhi babyâ he wrapped an arm around your waist to pull you close and kiss you. âHello bro, we arenât also standing right hereâ Â
âShut up Loâak, so baby lessonâs over? Wanna go home and have lunch?â he asked you. âSure, letâs goâ you held his hand as he led the way to your shared kelku. He walked in behind you closing the flap and pulling you close to by your waist and kissing you, âNeteyam hm, I thought we were having lunchâ you said in between kisses. Neteyam picked you up and you wrapped your legs around his slim waist, âyea baby Iâm gonna eatâ Â
He laid you down on the hammock that sat in your common area, he didnât want to wait to make it to your bed. Neteyam got down on the floor between your legs and pushed your loincloth up taking in the view of your pussy. You had a blush on your face looking down at him between your legs and without warning he just buried his head into your pussy flicking your clit with his tongue.Â
Neteyam slid his tongue up your folds while he ran his hands up your body under your top toying with your nipples. The sensation drives you mad and you throw your head back with a moan of his name, âfuck nete-â he sucked on your clit in the way he knows you like it, âyea sevin, you taste so goodâ Neteyam laps up all your juices, flicking on your clit you were so close to coming when your kelku flap burst open.Â
âY/n? Are you here? Tsahik said she needs yo-â your puppy dog says as he walks in seeing Neteyamâs head dipped between your thighs. You scramble to pull the throw blanket over your legs and Neteyamâs head hiding him from view. Neteyam slide out from under the blanket menacingly, he turned his head to the boy standing at his kelku entrance. âIâm giving you one second, run away or I will hurt you.â Â
Neteyamâs lips glistened with your juices even while he spoke to the boy and sent him running away from your kelku. When neteyam turned back to you, you had the blanket up to your nose and you were crouched up under it looking at Neteyam. He was pissed he had enough if this situation, for weeks you have been saying that puppy dog was harmless but it seems you were wrong. Neteyam had no idea he was so comfortable barging into your kelku. How often does he do that?Â
âBaby, was that the first time he came in like that?â you hesitated before shaking your head ânoâ. âHe did it before, while you were training, but I promised nothing happened.â Neteyam straighten his back and gritted his teeth, âIt doesnât matter if nothing happened when did he get so fucking comfortable to burst in here like that? And only when Iâm not around, I bet he thought I wasnât here when he did it.â you shrug your shoulders not knowing if talking would make the situation better or worse. Truthfully you didnât know what brought on his behavior, but you didnât want Neteyam to get upset so you never told him. âAnd you didnât think to tell him to stop coming into your private space?â Â
You heard it in his voice, he was pissed about this, he had every reason to be as well, âwhy didnât you tell me?â Â
âI didnât want you to get upsetâ Â
âFuck Y/n did he ever see you in any kind of intimate positions when he bargained in?â his voice was strained but you decided not to lie. âUhm well, not really, the first time I was making lunch for when you would come home to eat and I wearing that robe you made for me, the silky one. After that he kept coming back every couple days, he never ventured in he stayed by the doorway.â Â
Neteyam rubbed his hand over his face, you liked that robe, ever since he made it for you, you loved to wearing it, but you usually did so without any clothes underneath, and Neteyam loved coming home to his naked girlfriend only covered in the thin piece of silk. He thought your nipples looked so cute against the cool fabric, the way they printed out sent him mad.Â
It wasnât your fault, you didnât know you were accidently flashing the boy, it was his fault so not respecting your space but heâll teach him a lesson right after he does you. For keep secrets. Neteyam ripped the blanket off your body and stood up tossing it to the side, he took a step back and ordered you, âstand you, stripâ Â
He watched you get up and strip off your clothes for him. Your hands moved to cross over your chest but he stopped your quickly placing his hands on your wrist and pulling them apart, âno donât hide these from me.â Neteyam walked up to you and places his hands on your tits playing with them and he brought his mouth to yours kissing you.Â
You whimper into his mouth as he kneads the flesh of your tits, he tugs at your nipples making them hard and sensitive. You thought he might take you to the bedroom but instead he picked you up and sat on the hammock seating you in his lap. Neteyam didnât break the kiss though, his hands move down your body touching everything he can. Â
He always was such a passionate lover; always make you feel loved when he touched you. âNeteyam-â Â
âShh baby, Iâm tired of being interrupted, I want some time with you, need to show everyone who you really belong tooâ his lips moved down to your neck sucking on your skin, he leaves deep purple marks and pulls away to admire his work every time before moving on and making another one. He kissed you down sucking on tits flicking his tongue on your nipple. Â
You squirm in his lap and thread your hands through his braids keeping him close to you, Neteyam takes one of your hands out of his hair and brings it down to his cock, you didnât even realize when he took off his loincloth. You gripped his thick cock squeezing it before bringing your other hand down to stroke it with both hands. Neteyam whimpers feeling your soft palm on his cock.Â
He moved away from your nipples and back up to kiss your lips twirling his tongue around yours. He pulled away from the kiss but his lips still touched yours as he said, âspit on itâ Â
You tilt your head down spitting on his cock rubbing your slit over his length. Neteyam lifted your hips up and over his cock lining you up before he slowly lowered you down on his length. Your jaw was slack as you looked down at him but he wasnât looking at you, he was looking down at his cock disappearing inside your cunt. âAlways so tight babyâÂ
His eyes dart back up to your face when you bottom out and moan, he gives you a minute to adjust before he is lifting your hips up and down on him. Neteyam loved watching you on top, itâs probably one of his favorite positions. He loved watching your tits bounce in his face. Neteyam quicken his pace bouncing you faster on him listening to the way your moans got louder and the way you stuttered out those pretty ahs for him. Â
âListen baby, you listening?â he said as he sets a pace for you. âYou. Will. Not. See. Him. Again. Do I make myself clear?â Neteyam said every word each time bouncing you in his cock. You clenched down on him at his words, you always did love it when he got possessive for you.Â
âOh-okk, okâ you chanted. âLet me hear you say it youâre not gonna what?âÂ
âNot. Gonna. See. Himâ you stutter out on his cock. Neteyam smiled at your submissive nature knowing youâd never get like this for anyone but him, âgood fucking girl.â Just then he saw a figure outside his doorway flap, someone was peeking through. He recognized the boy immediately and decided to have a little fun with it. Â
âOh Eywa fuck, fuck yeaâ you moan getting close to your orgasm making Neteyam smile watching you lose yourself on him. Â
âTell me baby, who owns you?â he smiles up at you even though you werenât really in your right mind. âYours-you Neteyam!â you screamed his name while cuming hard on his cock gushing your juices on his thighs. âOne more time baby say it again who owns you?â he said, his voice was strained he was getting close too. âYou Nete- you!â you mewl in overstimulation as he cums deep in you. Your jaw went slack once more as he held you down on him to take him seed, he drops his head on your shoulder kissing your neck as his dick pumps cum inside you. You felt him twitch when he bites down on your neck softly feeling the way you clenched down on him. Â
With his tongue on your neck, he looks over your shoulder and saw the boy was gone. He really hopes he got his point across this time as he plays with the end of your tail thatâs wrapped around his forearm.
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BOOK WORM đ«§đ„
BOOK WORM! ARMIN X BLACK FEM READER
SUMMARY!! yn helps her friend relieve some stress.
WARNINGS!! 18+!! mentions of oral (f receiving), alcohol consumption, pet names, honestly just smut
the door creeps open slowly, revealing a figure illuminated by a laptop screen and a faulty led lamp. the faint clicking from the keyboard and sound of papers ruffling were the only sound that filled the room.
you peer around, the cluttered desk told you everything you needed to know: scattered papers, a coffee cup that looked like it hadnât moved in hours, and a faint shadow under his eyes that screamed exhaustion.
âarmin. what the hell?â walking over to the boy, gently placing your hand on his shoulder. the bag you came in being placed on the only clear spot of the desk. he leans into your touch a little, enjoying the warmth you never failed to bring, but snapping out of it quickly, rearing back up to continue typing.
âfinals are in two weeks and if i donât get my scores perfect iâll have to hear about it for ages with my lawyer brother, attorney sister, my supreme court justice father, and my doctor mother.â he never once stopped typing. bending down to your knees, he gives you a small glance before reaching for a stack of crumbled pages, shuffling the sheets in confusion.
âi know itâs arou- ah! okay good.â he picks up a half ripped sheet, copying down the data from the sheet onto his laptop. lips in a tight line, you stand back up, digging through the tan tote bag. a small case of flavored beer and a couple of shooters make their way onto the desk. he looks over at the spread, immediately shaking his head.
âhell no, yn! are you crazy? i have class in the morning.â you throw you hands up in defeat.
âcan we make a deal âminnie?â he ignores you, still typing. fed up, you finally unzip your jacket, tossing it on the extra chair. throwing one of your legs around the boy, he rears his hands up , scared to touch you. youâre straddling him, pushing the blonde locks out of his face, tucking a few of the longer pieces behind his ear. his ice blue eyes stare up at you in confusion.
âwhat are you doing, yn?â
âdrink one beer with me. not! while doing homework. just enjoy a full beer and maybe a shooter and iâll leave you alone afterwards! swear.â holding your pinky out to the male, he bites the insides of his cheek, thinking really hard about your opposition.
âjust one?â waving your pink acrylic back and forth between your bodies, he finally latches on with his.
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PARTYNEXTDOOR plays in the background, filling the void of quiet. the entire six pack was now just one. the one you and armin were currently sharing. he takes a swig from it, grabbing your chin with his thumb and index finger, he places the bottle to your lips. his blue eyes stare as you gulp down the last of the liquid catches you off guard, causing you to cough up a little, accidentally getting it on his white shirt.
âoh shit. im sorry.â you try to wipe it off with your sleeve. he just laughs, moving your arm a little.
âitâs okay. iâll change.â he moves from his position on the bed, hand gripping the shirt from behind his head, pulling it over, stripping himself of the shirt. you couldnât help but notice the way his back was sculpted.
since when does he work out? is that a tattoo?
âi didnât know you had a tat, minnie.â slurring, he turns around to look at you sprawled out on his bed. your body waved hair sprawled out everywhere, sweater falling off your shoulders and shorts riding up your thighs.
he knows, youâre only his friend and he had no chance with you. hell, your ex is onyankopon. what could armin give up that he wasnât? but shit, the way he thinks about you. the way his eyes canât help but to feast on your appearance when youâre near him. he wanted to ruin you. to cherish you. to make you his.
âyeah it was an old friends idea. he passed not too long ago. still miss the kid.â he just hangs his head before going back to look for another shirt.
âcome here.â you say assertively. armin turns around, the front looking just as good as his back.
he drunkenly waddles back to the bed, climbing back into his original spot. your finger traces over the abstract tattoo, inspecting it closely.
it was a sigilism tattoo that started below his ribs and extended up his left pec, to his bicep.
your other hand rested on his abdomen, laying up against the man.
âhow long did it take?â you quiz.
âit was honestly two full sessions since im a pussy. so about five hours a session.â he laughs, face turning a little red.
âi think itâs so cool.â you say still studying the ink. look over at the man you see his eyes directly on you, then a quick glance down at your lips.
âi think youâre cool.â you say, feeling his body inch closer, gradually changing your position. his hands wrap around your waist, slowly shifting him under you. eyes never breaking contact.
âi think youâre-â he leans down, eye to eye with you. his lips plant down firmly on yours. moving in sync, you could feel him relax into it, tongue occasionally swiping across your bottom lip. youâd never been this close to him. he smelled like coconut and dior cologne, hair dangling above your face.
âwhat about onyankopon?â pulling away from the heated kiss, he asks, worry filling his eyes.
âmm- what about him?â
âright. if you want me to stop, let me know pleas-â throwing your arms around his neck, you pull him back down. his lips were so soft. his breath tasted like fresh peppermint, completely baffling you since you both just drank alcohol. he was intoxicating.
moving your lips in unison, thereâs no rush, no urgencyâjust the gradual deepening of the kiss. the way his lips part slightly against yours, inviting more. his fingers slide gently along your jaw, tilting your face toward his, eager.
he forces himself to break away, whining at the loss. his lips move to your neck, hands wondering every inch of your body, trying to stimulate you every way he can. sucking and leaving marks all over your collarbone, he finds himself helping you remove your sweater. revealing a pink lace bralette.
âfuck, everything about you is so beautiful.â you whine, tugging at his sweatpants knot.
âwell get there princess, lust let me make you feel good please. itâs the only thing iâve wanted to do. let me eat you.â you could damn near see the fire that burned behind his eyes. his large hands slip under your bra, gently massaging them, using his index and thumb to roll your nipples in between. a gasp escapes your lips.
âarmin- fuck.â he gets impatient, lifting your bra up to your chest, mouth immediately attaching to the swollen bud. your mouth forms a small âoâ shape, gripping at the manâs golden locs.
he leaves them both a few kisses before peppering your stomach with a few kisses.
staring down at the man, you see him kissing at the inside of your thighs, humming after every kiss. he finally gets impatient, gripping the shorts by the waistband, yanking them off your body. you giggle, being tugged a little.
wasting no time, he pins your legs back to the bed and starts eating you like heâs starving. his tongue dragging back and forth over your clit, saliva and spit mixing to create a glisten on the manâs face. his lips attach to your swollen clit, sucking soft while he reaches up to play with your matching swollen nipples, sliding his hands all over your exposed body.
âoh armin please!â you could feel him getting hungrier by the minute, his grip on your legs getting tighter as he rubs his tongue up and down your pussy. he stuffed two long thick fingers into your cunt scissoring them, ultimately touching your g-spot. you tried moving, your body tingling, but armin was so drunk from you, he couldnât tell. his finger hooked into you, slowly stroking the spot, his tongue still abusing your nub. you were seeing stars at this point.
âfuck- minnie im gonna cum!â without fail, you released all over the manâs hand, fluid shooting out of your throbbing cunt, all over his face.
but he didnât stop. his tongue continued its dance around on you.
âfuck me, i canât take anymore, please armin.â
without saying anything, he pulls you closer by the waist. coming out of his sweatpants, his hand pumps a few times while he reaches in his side desk to grab a condom.
you also never knew how big he was. you stare at his length as he hovers over you, a little confused.
âwhere was that at?â you point, he laughs, pushing your legs apart again. looking down, a string of saliva falls right onto your slick, mixing in with the rest.
âwas savin him for you, baby.â the tip slides in with ease, armins head throws back, already in love with the way you were sucking him in.
âgive me all of it, please.â hips bucking up, trying to get the entire length into your throbbing core. his hands dig into your hips, pressing your down into the mattress, slowly sliding fully into you.
nails on his back, you let out the most nasty moan.
âshit, you feel so good squeezing around me.â pulling out, his body shakes a little, unable to control his whiny moans.
he keeps his strokes gentle and paced, still holding your body deep into the bed. hands pressed to the back of your thighs, he pushes down more, spreading yourself open to take more of him.
his throbbing cock continues slow and teasing, building a fire in the pit of your stomach. pulling your legs together, feet towards his face, his mouth kisses your pedicured toes.
the paces quickens, causing your body to forcefully move up and down. he snakes his arms around your legs, locking them in place with a bear hug, still pounding against you.
âarmin! im cumming againn-â before you could catch yourself, youâre squirting all over his dick. he laughs at you, removing his arm, using one of his hands to play with your clit.
â feel so fucking good. i donât wanna stop fucking you. please, give me one more.â
he didnât care that he hadnât finished, all he wanted was you and all he could give you.
his pace slows down, the look on his face in pure bliss. your hands come up, caressing his face, tears brimming your eyes. the words wouldnât even form.
âi want it baby, please cum with me.â your voice broken and low, his body lowers, connecting with yours and he slides his arms under your body, slowing down to a good pace. the unforgettable feeling of that tight coil in your stomach shows again as his cock digs at your spot relentlessly.
âim gonna cum, fuck-â
âme too, give it to me, âmin!â your bodies clash against each others, sweat collecting on your chests, finally reaching the climax. his hips slow down, trying to catch his breath. pulling out, you both groan.
âi hope you know im not letting you fuck anybody else.â he saying rolling over, fixing your hair. your head falls over in direction.
âyou too baby.â
with a few more laughs, he stands from the bed, trashing the condom before walking to you. his large arms scoop you up into a cradle.
âletâs get you in the shower.â
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Summary: Your lab partner, Eddie Munson, might be the most irritating person in your life. But when he unexpectedly comes to your rescue at a party, his chivalry is too hard to resist.
A collaboration with the absurdly talented @corroded-hellfire đ„°
WC: 3.8k
Warnings: smut (18+ only, minors DNI), fem!Reader, enemies-to-lovers, drinking, Billy Hargrove being a douche, fighting, blood, praise, fingering, accidental voyeurism if you squint, unprotected p in v, fluff because Red & I are some corny motherfuckers
Thank you @blueywrites for your idea that upped the spice đ¶ïžđ¶ïž Divider credit to @saradika
âOkay, so we need to mix the magnesium with hydrochloric acid,â you start, carefully measuring each substance and pouring them into a test tube, âand then we light the splint and see if it creates a squeaking noise.â
âRight,â Eddie says, not bothering to hide his disinterest. âAnd, uh, why are we doing this, exactly?â
You clench your jaw and exhale through your nose. Eddie getting under your skin is bad enough, but if he knew how much he annoyed you, heâd likely double down.Â
âWeâre testing for the presence of oxygen,â you say with as much patience as you can muster. âAnd you need to wear safety goggles.â
He rolls his eyes and mimics you in a high-pitched and highly unflattering tone. âYou need to wear safety goggles.âÂ
He reaches for the matches, but you pull them away before he can grab them.Â
âIâm serious.â
Eddie scoffs. âPlease. Weâre not even blowing shit up. Besides, I have a gig tonight, and Iâm not getting on stage with goggle marks on my face.â
Now itâs your turn to roll your eyes. âYeah, Iâm sure thatâll be the difference between your shitty band getting a record deal or not.â
âWhatever.â But he begrudgingly snaps on the protective gear, and you hand over the matchbox and the splint.Â
âSo just liâseriously?â You watch, dumbfounded, as Eddie strikes a match and uses it to light the cigarette perched between his lips. Where had he kept it this whole time?
âWhat?â He asks with a smirk. âThereâs, like, a million of these left. Iâll use the next one for the experiment thingy.â
He doesnât get that far; Ms. OâDonnell marches over and yanks out the cigarette, snuffs it in the tray, and orders him to the principalâs office.Â
Leaving you to complete your work alone. Again.Â
Last week, it was because heâd kicked his feet up on the table and took a swig of Mountain Dew from a beaker. The week before, heâd blown up a rubber glove like a balloon and popped it right in Jason Carverâs ear, causing him to shatter a test tube on the ground.Â
You often felt more like a babysitter than a lab partner.Â
What you needed was a night out, so the party Steve Harrington was throwing tonight could not come any sooner. It wasnât your usual scene, but all of your friends were going, and it certainly beat raiding your parentsâ liquor cabinet alone.Â
Music blasts from an overpriced stereo system as you pull up to Steveâs house. Barely audible over the reverberating bass is the sound of drunken cheering as someone does a kegstand. You sigh, plaster a smile on your face, and make a beeline for the punch bowl.Â
Heather Holloway ladles jungle juice into an already pink-stained cup; youâre grateful for at least one kind face in a sea of Hawkins High students and recent graduates.Â
âHeather, hi!â You smile at her, plucking a new cup from the stack and filling it nearly to the brim. âHowâs college?â
Heather takes a sip, wrinkling her nose at the vodkaâs pungency. âWay better than high school,â she says with a laugh. âIâm taking an intro to biochem, and my lab partner actually shows up.â
You raise your glass in a mock toast. âMaybe you could take mine. Heâs more trouble than heâs worth.â
She laughs. âCanât be worse than when I was stuck with The Freak last year. He never showed up to class.âÂ
âReally?â
âMhm. And Ginny Anderson was his lab partner during his first senior year, and he pulled the same shit.â
Lucky them, you think wryly. Guess he decided to be a star student for his third go-around.Â
Frat boy-style cheering echoes from behind you and when you spin around you see Billy Hargrove strutting through the crowd, towards the kitchen. He throws a wink to a few girls and slaps five to one of the guys on the basketball team. If heâs coming into the kitchen, itâs the last place you want to be.
The living room is smoky and loud, but it beats getting stuck next to the booze with a jackass like Hargrove. Every thump of the bass has the little sips of alcohol youâve taken sloshing around in your stomach. Itâs hard to tell where youâre going or even what direction youâre going with so many people, so you just keep wading through groups until finally you come upon some space to breathe.Â
Unfortunately, this space brings you right back to where you began: in front of the kitchen. Just in time for Billy to sidle up next to you, the scent of whiskey and tangy cologne wafting off of him in waves.Â
âWhere have you been all my life?â he asks, as if itâs supposed to be charming instead of nausea-inducing.Â
âWas better a second ago,â you mumble, not caring if he hears you or not. But when you move to step away from the blonde, the smarmy look slips from his too-pretty face and is replaced with a mask of set determination.Â
Strong fingers curl around your wrist, just tight enough to cause the barest amount of pain. The audacity and possessiveness are what piss you off the most, though.Â
A gentle tug of your arm does nothing to free it from his grip, so you try a little harder. Still nothing.
âLet go,â you seethe. The words are biting, but youâre a chihuahua up against a doberman.Â
Somehow, above your pulse pounding in your ears and the music thumping throughout the large house, you hear the distinct clang of a metal lunchbox snap shut and heavy boots on polished wood floors headed in your direction.Â
You sense Eddie over your shoulder before he appears in your peripheral vision. A moment hangs in the air where he and Billy stare at one another, and you watch them both, unsure of what is about to happen.Â
Eddie steels his jaw, unmoving. âLet her go,â he says, a slight rasp in his tone.Â
The jock remains unfazed, unthreatened. âShouldnât you be worshiping Satanâs asshole, Freak?â
âShouldnât you be worshiping Tommyâs? Or does he only worship yours?â
A cacophony of laughter stirs up an anger inside of Billy. He grabs Eddie by the jacket collar and slams him against the counter. âIf you donât fuck off in the next three seconds, Iâll kick you ass so hard that your uncle wonât even be able to identify your body.â
Eddie smirks. âOneâŠtwoââ
Billyâs fist crashes into Eddieâs cheek with a sickening crack. Eddie returns with a punch to Billyâs abdomen, but not before his face sustains a few more hits.Â
Shock loosens its grasp on you and you call out for help, knowing itâs no use getting in the middle of their brawl. SomeoneâTommy H, maybeâis chanting âfight!â and it takes all of your willpower not to clock him yourself.Â
Billy finally lets up when Eddie falls to the floor, clutching his stomach in agony. âMaybe next time, youâll mind your fucking business,â he spits through his split lipâone of the few punches Eddie managed to land.Â
His smarminess is enough to provoke a reflexive response in you. As he gloats, you deliver a swift kick square to his crotch. A choked whine slips from Billyâs parted lips as he doubles over. You snort a laugh to yourself thinking about how the dumbbell is probably going to spin this story so he doesnât seem like any less than the King of Hawkins High in front of his fellow party-goers. Heïżœïżœll never be able to take away your satisfaction at using a pair of your nicest shoes to crush Billyâs balls though.Â
Eddie is still on the ground, wiping blood thatâs trickled out of his right nostril onto the back of his sleeve. Turning your back to Billy, you bend down and offer your hand to Eddie. He accepts it with a weak smile and you help him to his feet.Â
âAre you okay?â you ask.
âNothing I canât handle,â Eddie says with a shrug and a sad smile that knots your stomach. Heâs been hurt worse than this?
Unable to follow that train of thought, you reach out and slip your hand into Eddieâs. You give a small tug and he readily follows you down the hall of the Harrington home, the thumping beat of the bass becoming softer the further you walk.Â
In the back corner of the house you manage to find a bathroom thatâs not occupied by someone puking the mixture of alcohol theyâve consumed or a couple hooking up, going at it like wild animals. This one looks like itâs been hardly touched all night and you click the lock into place once you and Eddie are inside.Â
Eddie takes a seat on the closed toilet lid, his calloused fingers coming up to gently touch the gash right across his chin. He winces at the tenderness of the wound while you crouch down and look in the cabinets underneath the sink for a first aid kit.Â
âAh, here we are,â you announce as you pull out the small white box with the red cross on it. On your knees, you shuffle over towards Eddie and slide the kit along with you. âItâs not so bad,â you tell Eddie as you dab some rubbing alcohol on a small swath of gauze. âThe face just bleeds more becauseââ
âBecause the blood vessels in the face are so close to the skin,â Eddie finishes for you.Â
âWow,â you say, raising your eyebrows at him. âIâm impressed.â
âWe are in the same science class, you know,â Eddie teases with a playful smirk. It quickly turns to a grimace though as you begin to dab at his wounds.Â
âI thought I recognized you from the seat next to mine,â you joke back. Thereâs silence for a few moments while you clean off all the excess blood and bandage up the open cuts. âWhy are you suddenly interested in science this year? I mean, I was talking to Heather before and she said you never showed up when you were her lab partner. So, what? Renewed attempt to graduate?â
âUh,â Eddie says with an awkward chuckle. He avoids your eyes and rubs his hand along the back of his neck. âSomething like that.â
âGot the hots for OâDonnell?â
He belly laughs at that thought, grimacing at the pain it causes. âFuck, no!â He shakes his head. âShe looks like a walrus and a naked mole rat had some sort of freaky baby.â
You wrinkle your nose. âEw.â
âYou were the one who suggested Iâm into her,â Eddie rebutted, and fairly so.Â
âI didnât make you compare her to aââ
A loud crash stops you mid-sentence, followed by someone drunkenly lamenting, ânot the punch!â
âWeâre probably safer hiding out in here for a bit,â Eddie says softly, âunless you want to volunteer to clean up whatever mess they made.â
âI think cleaning up your mess is more than enough for tonight.â To punctuate your point, you swipe a clean piece of gauze over a small cut youâd previously missed. âBesides, I wanna know whatâs suddenly got you showing up to class.â
Eddieâs eyes roam your body far more conspicuously than heâd like, but the attention fills you with a newfound warmth. âYou.â He snorts out a little laugh, startling you slightly. âFuck, Iâm drunker than I thought.â
âW-Wait.â You fight off the embarrassment that accompanies your stuttered words. âIâm the reason âŠ?â
He noticed your reaction, mistaking disbelief for discomfort. âDoes that make thingsâŠdoes that make you feel weird?â Nerves marr whatever joking tone he was trying to convey.Â
All you can do is shake your head. âNo. It makes thingsâŠgood.â Good insufficiently describes your reaction, though part of you waits for the other shoe to drop. Itâs a prank, his way of getting back at you forâ
A hooked finger in the belt loop of your jeans snags your attention, Eddie gently tugging you closer to him. âAnd now?â
âStill good. Better, actually.â Resting one hand on his sore chest, you lean in and add, âwill it hurt if I kiss you?â
âDonât care.â
Despite him not caring, you certainly care if youâre going to hurt him or not. Your mouth moves slowly towards his, lips just barely brushing against each other as your breaths co-mingle. Itâs not enough for Eddie though, and he presses his lips against yours with more force, stealing the air from your lungs as your body melts against his. The back bathroom at the Harrington household is not something you wouldâve considered romantic before, but right now itâs the only place you want to be. Tucked away in the corner with Eddie, trading explorative kisses as your hands roam each other's bodies.Â
Your body buzzes when Eddieâs tongue sweeps against yours, heat immediately pooling between your legs.Â
Instinctively, gingerly, you press your torso to his, one trembling finger hooking into his belt loop. A moan escapes you, soft but saturated with need. Eddie clocks it immediately.Â
âMhm.â His smile threatens to break the kiss. âThatâs it.âÂ
You feel the button of your jeans unfasten, the sound of unzipping music to your ears. His hand slips between the denim and the newly exposed lace of your panties, grin widening when it reaches the damp patch.Â
Eddieâs hardness strains against the confines of his own pants, and you rush to relieve that ache. His exhale when you touch himâover his boxers, but not as gently as he touches youâmakes you even wetter.Â
âGotta have you.â He toys with your waistband but doesnât explore further until he hears your âyes,â pathetic and whimpering but consent nonetheless. âGood girl,â he growls, sending a shiver coursing through you.Â
The pads of his fingertips find your clit without struggle, rubbing precise circles over it that have you groaning his name. âEvery time you say my name from now on,â he murmurs, âIâm gonna think about this.â
âEddie, Eddie, Eddie.â Itâs part taunt and part truth; only his name is on your mind. Your back arches against the sink, porcelain digging into your skin, but you barely notice.Â
One strong hand reaches for the strap of your tank top, pulling it down so harshly that the fabric tears. He mutters a soft swear, tugs the rest of the shirt down until your bra is completely visible.Â
âFuckinâ perfect.â Eddie kisses your chest, groaning when the sensation of his lips causes you to squeeze his throbbing cock. âCareful, or Iâllââ
Heâs interrupted by the door swinging wide open, Billy and Heather wrapped around each other in drunken lust. Billyâs eyes widen, their blueness dulled from the liquor, when he sees that the bathroom is currently occupiedâand by whom.Â
The intrusion startles you as well, but youâre much quicker at recovering than the inebriated asshole gaping at you from the doorway.
âGet the fuck out!â you hiss.Â
Heather turns her head to look in your direction, as if she hadn't been aware there was anyone else in the bathroom until youâd spoken up. Itâs clear sheâs had quite a few more drinks since youâd seen her in the kitchen.
Whether itâs the alcohol, the shock, or his own stupidity, Billy doesnât make a move towards leaving, let alone tug Heather along with him. The blonde shakes a few curls out of his eyes, causing Heather to reach up and twirl one around her finger.
âJesus Christ, is this douche even capable of hearing a woman if she isnât moaning his name?â Eddie mutters to you before rounding on the drunken pair and raising his voice. âThe lady said out. Now.âÂ
Something finally snaps Billy out of his dazed state and he curls his lip, giving the two of you a half-hearted sneer. He pulls Heather out of the doorway so quickly that it looks like she gets whiplash as he slams the door closed behind them.Â
Eddie leans over and locks the door, giving the knob a twist for good measure. âDo me a favor, honey?â His voice is a ribbon of silk down your spine. âTurn around so youâre facing the mirror.â
You do as he says, hands planted on the sink ledge. Your shirt is torn, make-up smudged, and youâre out of breath from the impromptu make out session. Ducking your head, youâre determined to avoid your reflection until tobacco-scented words tickle your ear from behind.Â
âBe a good girl and look at yourself while I fuck you.â Eddie moves your thong over, exposing your pussy, and exhales with a tremble. His middle finger glides over your folds before pushing into you slowly. âYou got wetter when I called you a good girl, didnât you?â
âMhm,â you manage, stifling a moan as his ring finger joins his middle.Â
A teasing pout graces Eddieâs lips. âSuch a good girl. And only for me.â
âOnly for you,â you echo.Â
He taps the head of his cock on your bare ass, leaving drops of pre-cum in his wake. âGotta be inside you,â he growls. âGotta fuckinâ feel what a good girl you are.â
The sensation of his cock dragging down along your folds mixed with him knowing just what to say to get you squirming has you dropping your head forward with a soft whimper. A strong, calloused hand quickly finds its way up to your throat though, and presses with just enough pressure to remind you that youâre supposed to be looking at yourself in the mirror.Â
When you lift your head, youâre greeted by the sight of a smirking Eddie behind you in the mirror.
âAtta girl,â he praises.Â
At a torturously slow pace, Eddie begins to push inside of you. A guttural groan slips past your gritted teeth as he stretches your walls, the pleasure causing you to curl your toes inside your shoes.
âFuck,â Eddie breathes out before pulling his hips back. âPussyâs even tighter than I imagined.â
The mental image of Eddie laying in bed with his hand wrapped around his cock, thinking of you is enough to make your knees weak. They canât buckle too much; Eddie has one hand gripping you tight and the other trailing down to your clit. Each deliberate circle is punctuated by a thrust, pleasure from every angle.Â
He kisses your shoulder blade, groaning when you tighten around him. âLook at yourself,â he growls his reminder. âLook how beautiful you are, all fucked out like this.â
You catch another glimpse; this time, you see Eddieâs lust-filled expression along with your own. Heâs even further gone than you are, so focused on burying himself within you to care about the sweat matting his bangs to his forehead or the way his teeth dig into his lower lip.Â
âSay it.â His voice is half-commanding, half-pleading.Â
âS-Say what?â Each word is a struggle, your orgasm building to a peak youâd never before reached.Â
âThat youâre beautiful.â He tugs you even closer to him, and thereâs no mistaking his dominance for anything else. âSoâgoddamnâbeautiful.â
You follow his order without a second thought. âIâm b-beautiful, all fucked out like th-this.âÂ
Eddieâs hips snap against the plush of your ass at a frenetic pace. âThatâs it; thatâs my good girl.â Not a good girl, you note. His good girl.Â
One hand atop his, desperate for as much contact as possible, you moan: âyour good girl.â
âOh, fuck.â Everything is youâyou and him together, and it drives him to the edge. âYouâŠyou gottaâŠâm so close,â he rambles.Â
âMe, too.â Panting breaths mingle with his groans, your walls tightening around him as you come. Itâs so much, so intense, and tears cloud your vision resulting from the overwhelming bliss. âEddie, oh, Eddie.â
He spills into you with a cry of your name. âH-ohmygod, holy fuckinâ shit.â His thrusts donât stop until every last drop of his cum is inside you.Â
Eddieâs chest presses against your back, but heâs careful not to put all his weight on you. The feeling of him so solid and warm behind lulls you from pure ecstasy to warm contentment, not wanting to move out from beneath him.Â
A few silent moments pass before Eddie pulls out of you, both of you disappointed by the loss of contact. But Eddieâs hands refuse to let you go entirely, gently running over your hips and up your sides. The touch is featherlight and sends a comforting tingle throughout your limbs.
âYou with me?â Eddieâs worn-out voice asks you.
âMhmm,â you hum in acknowledgment. âDonât wanna move.â
Eddie gives a husky chuckle in reply before he stands up, reluctantly taking a step away from you. Your own muscles whine in protest as you stand straight, the tell-tale signs of a good fucking already settling in.Â
The two of you begin to clean up, each slipping back into articles of clothing along the way. One question prickles the back of your mind in the quiet room and you know your brain wonât be able to rest until it has an answer.
âUh, Eddie?â you ask once youâve cleaned up your smeared lipstick.
âYeah?â
âAre you still going to come to class? Or, you know, now that youâve had me you wonât have a reason to anymore?â You try to hide the insecurity in your tone but there was no mistaking the slight edge your words had.Â
Eddie pauses mid-buckling his belt and gives you a frown.Â
âSweetheart,â Eddie says and the nickname alone already has your engine revving for a round two. âI wouldnât sit through OâDonnellâs class for someone I only wanted to fuck. If Iâm gonna listen to that hag drone on and on then thereâs a damn good reason Iâm sitting my ass in that classroom.â With a sigh, Eddie steps closer to you and after a momentâs hesitation, cups your face in his hands. âCan I take you out? Do things, ya know, the right way?â
A little trill of a giggle bursts out of you, which makes Eddie frown. But youâre quick to let him in on what you found amusing.
âYou mean having sex in a bathroom at Steve Harringtonâs house isnât the typical way romances start?â
A grin slowly slides across Eddieâs mouth and you swear itâs one of the most beautiful things youâve ever seen. All you want to do is keep that smile on his handsome face as much as you possibly can.Â
âA romance, huh?â He clicks his tongue. âIf Iâd known thatâs what this was, I wouldâve at least fucked you in a guest room.â
You let your fingers brush over the fly of his jeans, feeling a gentle twitch from behind the zipper. âHow about for round two?â
Eddie holds your face in his hands as he kisses you deeply, only breaking it to smile and murmur:Â
âYou read my mind, Beautiful.â
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summary: You and Steb spent more and more time together. He even asked for your recommendations - but he would only get them if he gave you a review afterward. part 1 - pages and books
content: our favorite fishman steb, more scenes outside the library, hopefully it will be all fluffy and sweet! not familiar with actual names of stuff so forgive me for that </3
wordcount: 3,309
a/n: thank you all so much for all the love on my previous steb fic! glad to see so many steb enjoyers!!! this idea came from @cae-core so big thanks to them! hope you all like it :)
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'My favorite librarian.'
Even through your feverish state, you could still hear his voice. Thankfully, the medicine he had so caringly put together for you worked wonders. After two days, you felt as good as you always did - maybe even better. His favorite librarian? It made your cheeks heat up even thinking about it. The first few sentences that he had spoken to you - something you had already dreamt of hearing - were so sincere, so sweet. You thought about Steb saying the words so often that the sentence was nearly engraved on your brain.
That next Tuesday, you were strolling through the library again, a stack of books in your arms as you put them all in their original spot. You could tell that certain classes had exams coming up - all of them came from the same row of bookcases. Only a few of the tables in the library were taken up with students working hard, but you were no exception. You had your own fair share of essays that needed to be finished. It was your last year at the Academy, and you hoped you could at least still work at the library after graduation. However, you had changed your work schedule - only one day instead of the two (and sometimes three) you did before. It left you with a little bit of time to study in your own dorm. Originally, your boss scheduled you for Sunday - that way, you would have enough time to focus on school on weekdays. You begged to switch with one of your coworkers, saying Tuesday would be a better fit, and thankfully, he was fine with it.
All the books were now neatly placed on the shelves, and as you looked at the clock, you realized there were only two hours left until closing. Time had flown by so fast - you barely even realized it was this late.
The heavy doors opened again, a gust of wind flowing through the library as you turned around. And there, at the other side of the library, walked Steb. His posture was as straight as ever, and a big bag filled with books on his side. Last week, much to his dismay, he had loaned a new list of books on Wednesday. But now, a day early, he stood in the cozy library again, another laundry list of books tucked into his pocket. He did not have a big list every single week - for a few weeks, he only had one or two books. This week though, he had his bag full. If anyone else in the library would take hold of his bag, it would probably drop to the floor from its weight.
"Steb!"
He could feel his ears twitch as he turned around, seeing you walk over to him. The table filled with students did not even blink, much too distracted by their work as their heads rested in their hands. With a deep breath, he nodded, opening his bag as you hopped behind the counter, already placing your journal and pen in front of Steb.
It was a wonder that the sparkly pink pen survived as long as it did. Not only did Steb use it to scribble down sentences, but you also used it to doodle, do your homework, and even make grocery lists. But, with every drop of ink now on paper instead of in the cartridge, you decided it was time for a new pen. Back then, you had bought the pink one because the color reminded you of sweet candy and flowers. But this time, instead of leaning to the pinkish tones again, something else caught your eye.
A pen, silver shimmers with a blue color underneath. At the time, you did not quite understand why you wanted it so bad, but now, as you looked into Steb's eyes, you understood.
He took every single book out of his bag, placing them on the cart that stood at the side of the counter. You had told him before that it was no problem for you to do it, but he waved you off. 'Too heavy', he wrote in your notepad. Last week, his list was filled with books on either side of the paper. But now, the slip was small, and all it said was 'Any recommendations?'
You hold it in your hands, your eyebrows shooting up as you looked back at the man.
"My recommendations?"
He nodded, adjusting the beret that said atop his head. Your recommendations? Well, you still had the mountain of 'to be read' books. Surely, something in there must be to his liking!
"Well, you came to the right person!" You placed the paper on your desk, turning around, "Let me see..."
Steb's eyes fell to the pen in front of him, an amused look on his face, combined with the tiniest smile. He breathed in deeply as you rummaged through the bookcase behind you.
"I sure hope you don't have a maximum," you said, turning around with a stack of books in your arms, "Let me see here..."
With a big 'oof', you dropped them on your desk, leaning against the counter as you put the books on it one by one.
"An autobiography, history... Cooking, if you are into that. Oceans," you chuckled, "And this one!"
'Piltover: The City of Progress. Most beautiful architecture!'
"I can't help but keep coming back to this one. I just can't believe how beautiful Piltover actually is," you smiled, placing it on top of the mountain, "I wish I could see all these buildings once! I mean, some of them I have heard of before, but wow, imagine sitting here!"
You flipped through the book, stopping at your favorite page. On it were multiple pictures of the Piltover Council building. It showed the views from the roof, the hallways that looked out over the city - even every minuscule detail down to the door handles. To Steb, this was not too special - it was his workplace. He wandered here many times before. But to see you so enchanted by merely the pictures made him feel something deep inside.
You let out a deep sigh, closing the book with a smile before looking up at the taller figure in front of you.
"Well, these would be my picks! Any that pique your interest?"
Steb's gloved finger tapped the Piltover book and you excitedly nodded, grabbing the form to fill all his information in. By now, you did not even need to ask him for the simple and basic information anymore.
"Good choice! I would love to hear which one was your favorite!"
And so, he left.
You did see him on your day off again though. After finishing your classes, you immediately left, papers still in your hands as you rushed down the stairs in front of the building. You did not necessarily have to rush, but the sooner you could go to your favorite cafe, the better. With - what would hopefully be the last - essay you finished, you officially wrapped up your last year at the university. In celebration, you felt like you deserved your favorite drink and a treat.
But, as you stuffed your paper in your bookbag and rounded the corner, you saw sights that were all too familiar. Yet, the combination was something unexpected.
Steb, in his full officer uniform complete with a helmet instead of the beret, walking out of your favorite cafe with a small, paper bag in his hands. You raised an eyebrow as you quickly walked toward him.
"Hello, Officer!"
You chuckled as he looked up confused, not expecting your voice to be there, much less to be calling him 'officer'. He had gotten so used to hearing his name from you that this felt unusual. Thankfully, the street was nearly empty with the exception of Caitlyn and Maddie who stood at the far end of it.
"I didn't know you liked this cafe!"
You stopped walking when you reached him, fiddling with the hem of your academy uniform. He swallowed as he nodded. Well, he didn't like the cafe. At least, he had never gone there before.
"It's for you."
His smooth voice filled your ears. His speaking voice was something that you wish you could hear every single day. Not that he had never spoken out loud - but every single time he did made it feel like fireworks going off in your chest. Steb blinked once, the scales on his cheeks twitching as he held out the paper bag to you.
"Vanilla strawberry cake, fruit tea. For finishing your essay."
Your hands stopped pulling at the fabric of your vest as you looked at his outstretched hand and back to his face.
"Was planning to come toward the Academy. Had not expected you here."
"No... No, I -" You were at a loss for words, "Yeah... I was... walking."
With a raised eyebrow, Maddie looked at you and Steb.
"Is he... talking?" she nearly laughed at her friend - she had barely heard his voice before, "To the librarian, no less!"
Caitlyn looked back over her shoulder, seeing the officer standing right next to you.
"Leave him be, Officer Nolan."
He nearly chuckled at your flushed state, taking hold of your hand to wrap it around the handle of the bag itself. You were unable to keep your eyes off of him, taking in each and every detail of his sparkly, silvery blue eyes.
"Tuesday?"
You only nodded in response, your hand still tingling from where he held you as you watched him turn and walk toward his colleagues. It was impossible to keep all the giggles inside as you just skipped back to your dorm, a big smile on your face as you placed the paper bag on your table.
It was a surprise to even see him today, let alone see him holding your favorite treats. After throwing your bag to the side, you sat down in your chair, humming as you opened the bag. Inside was the tea and the cake, but also another object.
'Thought of you. - Steb'
A small booklet with even more pictures of the view over Piltover, taken from countless different buildings. You nearly dropped the cup of hot tea as you slowly stood up from your chair, flipping through the pages. Piltover Academy, the Councilor building, the library. During sunset, during the night, in both summer and winter.
You looked over your shoulder, the (slightly crumpled up) note next to the cake. He had thought of you? It made your heart jump as you ran your fingers over his neat handwriting. No matter how many times you had seen it, it felt just as special as the first time.
This... friendship came so unexpectedly, yet you wouldn't change it for the world. Steb, his stoic yet friendly face - a constant in the chaotic world you lived in. He made your heart beat faster. Was that something that friends did?
You liked to think that you knew him pretty well by now - when his ears twitched or his scales fluttered, you could point out exactly why. He did not talk often, and when he did, he was fairly straight to the point, though his smooth voice never made it sound malicious. No, instead you replayed those moments over and over, making sure to never forget what he sounded like.
And, as you could see by the contents on the table, he knew you pretty well, too. This was not the first time he had brought you something or that he remembered a small fact you had told him.
Tuesday.
While walking through your hall and toward the door, you glanced at the bulletin board that you had hung on the wall. Receipts, pictures, written notes. One last smile as you saw '- Steb' before slinging your bag over your shoulders and walking out.
You had not seen Steb since he gifted you the tea and cake, but you knew he would be at the library today. Every single Tuesday, exactly at 3pm. So, after organizing all the books, you patiently waited.
No one was in the library today. The weather was not great, even with the sun shining.
You had picked up another book, sitting at the window with a cup of cold water, sipping it as you turned a page. The opening and closing of the door grabbed your attention as you immediately looked up, seeing Steb walking in with a bag slung over his shoulders.
No uniform today. No beret hiding his hair and no gloves covering his hands. Instead, he wore something much more casual. A buttoned shirt with sleeves rolled up to his elbows, dark blue pants, and simple boots. In his hand, he held a jacket. Huh, he must have been warm, then.
"Hey!"
A small smile formed on his face as he nodded, walking closer to the window before pushing one of the chairs back, sitting down next to you.
"I can't believe you made it today," you hummed, leaning over to pour him a glass of water, "The weather doesn't really call for it. Though, I don't mind it much. Actually quite like the clouds!"
Steb glanced around the library, seeing that it was completely empty, before looking at the glass of water.
"Thank you," he spoke, nodding, "I have my day off."
He took a sip, enjoying the cold of the liquid as his ears moved back.
"When are you finished?"
"Not long from now," you closed the book, "It's already getting late. Around an hour, maybe?"
The man nodded, his hand still wrapped around the glass.
"Can I walk you home?"
"Are you sure?" you furrowed your brows, looking back at him, "It's a long wait."
"I can read in the meanwhile. It's already getting dark out now."
"You don't mind?"
He shook his head.
"Need help putting anything away?"
So, for the rest of the hour, you and Steb roamed around the library, putting away the last few books. You pointed out some of your favorite books that you had read as Steb listened, sometimes asking a question or two just to see you light up again. As you looked over at the clock, you saw that it was only five minutes till closing. This entire time, no one had come in, so what were those extra minutes?
You put on your coat as Steb had already taken your bag, slinging it over his own shoulder before following you out. You made sure that the door was locked behind you before pushing the key into your pocket, walking next to the man.
It was quiet for a minute. Piltover had not been this empty for a while now. The weather was not quite perfect for a stroll, but even with the cold nipping at your fingertips, you still enjoyed it. Any minute spent with Steb was an enjoyable one.
"It seems like I have forgotten something," he spoke up, his voice as soft as a summer breeze, "Is it okay if we stop somewhere?"
"Of course, lead the way!"
He turned to his left as you followed, looking around as you tried to distract yourself from walking alongside the one person who seemed to always be on your mind. His cologne or perfume - whatever it was, it smelled good.
As the two of you stopped in front of a door at the side of a big building, he turned to you.
"Close your eyes?"
"I... what?"
"Do you trust me?"
You let out a chuckle, looking up at him.
"Steb, you can't just use that against me."
He silently raised an eyebrow which made you laugh even harder, nodding your head as you finally closed your eyes.
"Okay, okay!"
You felt his hand take hold of yours, hearing the door open and close back behind you. Where was he taking you? You heard buttons being clicked and doors sliding open as Steb softly tugged you along. Were you in an elevator? It dinged as you heard the doors again, the warm hand in yours slowly guiding you forward.
It was hard to keep your eyes closed as you so desperately wished to see what was so secret, but you trusted him. A gust of wind hit you in the face, making you gasp and nearly open your eyes, but Steb beat you to it. His hand quickly covered your eyes as his arm wrapped around your shoulder, taking small steps to get you exactly where he wanted. Then, after what felt like ten minutes of a secret mission, you felt his hands move.
"You can open them."
You blinked a few times, shaking your head as you looked at the view in front of you. With your mouth open and your eyes wide, you stepped forward, hands resting on the railing that was set in place.
There, right there, was Piltover. Every shimmering light that resembled a home, every streetlamp that lit up the way, the water in the far distance. All the pictures you had admired in the architecture book seemed to have sprung to life, moving right in front of your very eyes.
You could not believe it. Was this a gadget made by some scientists to make you experience your dreams? It was simply impossible to tear your eyes away from the sight, yet you did.
Right there, already looking at you with a tiny smile on his face, was Steb. Steb, the man who guided you up to this spot. Steb, the one who made your dreams a reality. Steb, who held your heart.
Steb, the one with his face dangerously close to yours.
Your eyes flickered from his lips to his sparkly eyes as you were simply unable to speak. Every single detail on his face seemed to have been crafted by only the most talented hands, and you nearly felt like you had been blessed to even see him.
Slowly, you inched closer, and somewhere in the middle, you touched.
Fireworks, the sun, sparkles, glimmers. All at once, they surrounded you. His hand softly placed on your cheek, his lips soft and warm. It was sweet, it was truly as if you had fallen asleep only to experience your biggest desire.
"How did you..." you whispered, softly pulling back yet still staying in his arms, "Where are we?"
"You asked for my favorite," he smiled, his eyes slightly crinkling, "This is it. Piltover's Councilor building."
And then you finally recognized it. The golden details, the dark blue accents, the tile floor. It was the Councilor building.
"Steb!" your mouth fell open again, your hand on his chest, "How did you sneak us in here!"
He snorted, shaking his head before turning his face to the skyline. He was serious - this was his favorite view from any Piltover building. Even if he was here more often than the usual person, he almost had a newfound appreciation for it. Be it formed from the book you had recommended him, or from the sparkles that would appear in your eyes whenever you looked up at it.
You also looked out to Piltover, your hands still holding onto one of his as you softly rested your head against his shoulder.
"Commander Kiramman authorized our access," he said, "I know you asked for me to tell you about my favorite from the book. What better than for me to show you?"
And so you stayed, watching over Piltover as Steb watched over you. That was, until your eyes could not keep themselves open anymore, sleep pulling at your sleeve yet you refused to leave. You did not want to - you wanted to stay here, with the view, and with Steb.
"It's time for you to sleep," he whispered, his thumb rubbing your hand.
"Come home with me?"
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Haircut
Logan's hair has grown out and he wants you to cut it.
professor logan howlett x professor fem!reader - married couple, cute, fluff, banter, no y/n used, no reader description, your an english professor, logan is a history professor
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divider credit: @enchanthings
It was just after your last class when Jean and Ororo strolled into your office, both looking far too amused for it to be innocent. Jean was practically buzzing, that familiar glint in her eye that always meant she had something on her mind she probably shouldnât say out loud.
You set down your stack of papers, raising an eyebrow. "Alright, whatâs going on? Youâre both looking at me like you have some kind of secret."
Jean tilted her head, feigning confusion. "What? I have no idea what youâre talking about," she replied, though her face betrayed her.
Ororo shook her head, a knowing smile playing on her lips. "Jean, youâre not fooling anyone. Everyone knows that look means you have something you're dying to say."
You grinned, leaning back in your chair. "Come on, Jean. Out with it. Whatâs got you both so giggly?"
Jean sighed dramatically, leaning in with a conspiratorial smirk, as though she were about to reveal a closely guarded secret. "Have you seriously not noticed howâŠÂ long Loganâs hair has gotten?"
You blinked, feigning surprise, though a warmth crept into your cheeks. "His hair?" Of course, youâd noticed. You were hoping Logan hadnâtâ you liked it long. The way it softened his features, gave him a slightly gentler look, even if he didnât see himself that way.
Ororo chimed in, folding her arms and smirking. "Heâs looking downright fluffy these days. Reminds me of a very grumpy, oversized puppy."
Jean snickered. "I mean, he's practically got movie star hair now. Big, wild, and those white streaks just make him look all the more rugged. Like something out of one of those brooding novels you love."
You couldnât help but laugh, the mental image was too perfect. "You two are ridiculous. I think he looks⊠distinguished."
"Right, distinguished ," Jean teased, raising an eyebrow. "I saw Scott nearly choke on his coffee this morning after seeing him in the hallway. He told Logan he looked like he just wandered out of the wilderness."
"I donât think Logan even realized his hair had gotten so long," Ororo added, shaking her head. "Until, well, everyone started teasing him about it."
You grinned, already imagining the scowl Logan must have given Scott. "Well, Iâm sure heâll be thrilled when he finds out the whole mansionâs talking about his âmovie starâ look."
The three of you shared a laugh, but as the door to your office swung open, you froze. Speak of the devilâLogan himself appeared, standing in the doorway with his arms crossed and an unreadable expression. His hair was indeed longer than usual, falling in soft waves around his face, streaked with hints of white that caught the light. He looked somehow younger⊠and maybe a little self-conscious.
"Are you three done talkin' about me like Iâm not standin' right here?" he muttered, eyes narrowing playfully. "Thought I'd come see what all the fuss was about."
Jean and Ororo stifled their laughter, making their excuses as they slipped out of the room, leaving you alone with Logan. You looked up at him, biting back a smile.
"So... you heard all that, huh?" you asked, trying to keep a straight face.
He raised an eyebrow, crossing his arms as he stepped closer. "Enough to know my hairâs apparently got everyone in a tizzy," he grumbled. "Honestly, didnât even notice how long itâd gotten until Scott gave me grief about it. Figured it was time to have it cut, but⊠thought Iâd get your opinion first."
You sat up a little straighter, looking at him with mock seriousness. "Well, if you want my professional opinion, I think the long hair suits you. Itâs got that rugged âI live in the woods and donât care about societal expectationsâ charm." You reached up, brushing your fingers through the strands near his ear. "And besides⊠itâs kind of adorable when itâs all fluffy like this."
Logan scoffed, though there was a slight blush creeping up his neck. "Adorable? Youâre always pushinâ it, darlinâ."
"I mean it!" you insisted, running your fingers through his hair, feeling the softness beneath your touch. "It gives you this âwise, wild protectorâ look. Like something out of one of those old legends."
He groaned, rolling his eyes. "Youâre just sayin' that âcause you donât wanna cut it. Iâm tellinâ ya, itâs startinâ to get in the way. Gonna end up chewin' on it if it gets much longer."
"Well, if youâre worried about it getting in the wayâŠ" You let your fingers linger, brushing the silver strands back from his face, admiring the way they contrasted with his darker hair. "Maybe just a trim?"
Logan held your gaze, a hint of exasperated affection in his eyes. "Sweetheart, youâre tryinâ way too hard to keep this mop on my head."
You sighed dramatically, giving his hair a final fluff. "Fine. If you insist on going back to the short, tough-guy look, Iâll cut it. But just know, Iâll miss all this wild, windswept charm."
Logan smirked, leaning in close. "Pretty sure youâll still find plenty of charm left," he murmured, his voice a low rumble that sent a shiver down your spine. "Now, how about that haircut before I start lookinâ like I belong in a shampoo commercial?"
Later that evening, Logan sat in front of the bathroom mirror, his rugged frame filling the small space as the golden light of the setting sun streamed in through the window. You stood behind him, scissors in hand, combing through his thick, unruly hair with a small, reluctant sigh.
"Alright, Mr. Movie Star, " you teased, raising an eyebrow as you met his eyes in the mirror. "Are you absolutely sure you want me to cut this?"
Logan gave a small, exasperated huff, his gaze steady and affectionate. "Yeah, sweetheart. I trust you. Just⊠donât go makin' me bald," he muttered, a smirk tugging at the corner of his mouth.
You chuckled, fingers threading through his dark hair, feeling its softness as you brushed through it. "Oh, donât worry. I wouldnât want to see that either," you teased, leaning down to press a quick kiss to the top of his head before slipping into concentration.
As you worked, Logan watched you through the mirror with a quiet intensity, his eyes softening as he took in the focused look on your face. After a few minutes, he closed his eyes, seemingly surrendering to your touch. You couldnât help but smile to yourself as you trimmed, the soft snip of scissors breaking the peaceful silence between you. Every now and then, Logan let out a low hum of approval, as if he were drifting into some rare moment of calm.
When you finally finished, you took a step back, tilting your head as you admired your work. His hair was back to its shorter, rugged cutâthe way you remembered it from when youâd first met himâbut youâd left just a bit of length to keep that hint of softness youâd grown to love.
Logan opened his eyes and ran a hand through his newly cropped hair, nodding approvingly as he examined his reflection. "Not bad," he murmured, flashing you a small, appreciative smile in the mirror. "I think you missed your calling as a barber."
You grinned, leaning down to drape your arms over his shoulders, resting your chin on top of his head as you looked at him in the mirror. "Well, you make a pretty handsome client," you murmured, ruffling his hair playfully.
Logan chuckled, reaching up to catch one of your hands, his fingers lacing through yours. "Gotta admit," he said, his voice a low rumble, "I kinda like you fussin' over me."
You laughed, pressing a gentle kiss to his temple. "Oh, I bet you do. Next time, maybe Iâll charge you for it."
He tilted his head, meeting your gaze with that mischievous glint in his eyes. "Think I can handle the payment," he murmured, his hand sliding up to the back of your neck, pulling you into a slow, lingering kiss that left you breathless. His thumb traced gentle circles against your skin, holding you close as the world around you faded, leaving just the two of you bathed in the soft, golden light of the evening.
When he finally pulled back, a faint smirk played on his lips, his eyes flickering over your face. "Gotta say⊠you look a little disappointed, sweetheart."
You shrugged, trying to hide the grin tugging at your mouth. "Well, I was a fan of the fluffy look," you admitted, running your fingers through the shorter strands as if to mourn the loss. "But I guess I can make peace with this new ârefinedâ version of you."
He raised an eyebrow, a playful challenge sparking in his gaze as he tugged you gently toward him, guiding you to stand between his knees. His hands found your hips, fingers warm and steady as they rested on your waist. "Guess Iâll just have to make it up to you somehow," he teased, his voice dropping to that familiar low rumble.
You arched an eyebrow, meeting his gaze with a smirk. "Oh? And just how do you plan on doing that, Mr. Howlett?"
He gave a low chuckle, one that you felt more than heard, as he pulled you even closer, his lips hovering just inches from yours. "Oh, Iâll think of somethinâ, darlinâ," he whispered, his breath warm against your skin before he closed the distance, capturing your mouth in another deep, lingering kiss.
As his arms wrapped around you, pulling you flush against him, you melted into his embrace, feeling the steady rhythm of his heartbeat under your palms. His hair mightâve been shorter now, but he was still undeniably him âall rugged strength, warmth, and that infuriatingly charming smirk that had stolen your heart.
Pulling back just slightly, you looked down at him with a teasing grin. "You know, youâre lucky I love you for more than just your hair."
He huffed, rolling his eyes but unable to keep the softness out of his gaze. "Yeah, yeah. Good thing, huh? Otherwise, I mightâve been in trouble."
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When I did my big word-vomit about why I bounced off 5e and never returned, I did these diagrams that demonstrated how little choice you actually get with each class at each level.
Now that uni is done for the year, and I start writing about my positive experience in recultivating rpgs at my local club, I thought that it might be interesting to do the big dive into EVERY class and subclass to see how they stack up over the years. Potentially, I could also do the same for the initial rules of 5e24.
Anyone wanna see a big dumb data-set?
(Jokes on you, this dumb idea is in my head and now is probably going to happen anyway, regardless of whether you want to see it or not)
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Yours Truly, Bradley Bradshaw Part 10 | Rooster x Reader
Summary: After just two days back home, Bradley takes you on a second date. He wants more, and you don't seem to mind when he can't keep his hands and lips to himself.
Warnings: Fluff, angst, language, Bradley being boyfriend material
Length: 5000 words
Pairing: Bradley "Rooster" Bradshaw x Female teacher!Reader
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"Shit."
It had been such a long time since Bradley wore anything other than a flight suit, a khaki uniform or gym clothes, he had no idea what he was supposed to wear to dinner tonight. You mentioned weeks ago you thought Italian food sounded nice for a second date, and he agreed wholeheartedly. He managed to snag a table for the two of you at Salvatore's, and he was absolutely prepared to drop over five hundred bucks, but his clothing was becoming a situation.
After spending the entire day with you yesterday, Saturday morning was a bit of a reality check. He was trying to work through three loads of laundry while he sorted through a box of mail. There was nothing sweet in there like the packages you and your class sent to him while he was deployed. It was mostly bills that had already been automatically paid online, mortgage statements, and junk. Then he started folding laundry, somehow expecting some articles of clothing that weren't threadbare tee shirts or tropical print button downs to jump out at him.
"Why don't you have normal clothing?" he asked himself as he picked up his phone now that it was late enough to text you. He wanted to make sure you were okay with grabbing a drink before the dinner reservation which wasn't until 7:45. But when he unlocked his phone, instead of zero new messages, he found a picture you sent seven minutes ago.Â
"Oh my god," he groaned softly, dropping onto his bed next to some unfolded laundry. You were in your own bed wearing his favorite sweatshirt and a bright smile.
Good morning, Handsome. Last night felt like a dream, but your sweatshirt is real, so it must have happened.
He scrambled to write back, clothing crisis forgotten. God, he wanted to be in that bed in the worst way. Things would definitely get out of hand pretty quickly, but he knew those first few kisses would be the sweetest things. After last night at the beach, waiting for a few more dates was going to be the challenge of his life, but he wanted you to know he was in this for the long haul. Especially after you mentioned that you thought he may have ghosted you.
Hey, Gorgeous. My sweatshirt looks way better on you than it ever did on me. Did you sleep in it?
He hit send and then wished he hadn't asked that question. He sounded like a horny twenty year old. It was bad enough that he had to practically beg you to go inside your apartment last night while you were kissing his neck, but he didn't want to embarrass himself.
Of course I did. It smells like you. The only thing better would be having you in my bed, too...
How the hell was he supposed to wait until this evening to see you? He tossed his phone aside. His blood felt like it was on fire, and he was sweating. Never before had he wanted to move this fast from a first date to making things official. But he knew you. He'd been working up to this point for months. And the Thai dinner with Prosecco on the beach wasn't really a first date. That felt closer to a reunion with a girlfriend than anything else. The only thing missing for that to have been true was a sleepover instead of him taking you home for the night.Â
He was too many steps ahead right now. You hadn't yet done the drive down to Coronado from Mira Mesa for yourself, but he already caught himself wondering if you'd consider moving in with him in the future. "You need to relax," he ground out through gritted teeth. "You'll scare her away." He cracked his neck and forced himself to fold a stack of underwear before picking up his phone to reply.
I don't want to rush things, but your bed does look very comfortable. I'm confident we could get cozy there... You're making me blush. I need to get this conversation back on track. Cocktails before dinner at Salvatore's? I'll pick you up at 5:30?
A few minutes later, you responded with a photo of you still all snuggled up in bed, smiling and giving him a thumbs up in his shirt.
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"Just in case," you muttered, making sure your bedding was straightened and your room was tidy. You left Bradley's TOP GUN sweatshirt folded on your pillow, but you certainly wouldn't mind having the man himself in your bed tonight. Your fingers and toes tingled when you thought about it. You bit your lip and scooped up his shirt, inhaling his scent one more time before you realized he would be here any minute.
When he knocked on your door, you set it back on your pillow and glanced at yourself in the mirror as you bounced past it. Cocktails and dinner at Salvatore's would have been a major splurge for a night out for you, but Bradley selected the restaurant. All you did was mention Italian food, and he really ran with it. You'd have been happy with some pizza and breadsticks, simply excited he remembered you mentioned Italian food at all, but this called for your littlest black dress and your brightest red lipstick.Â
"I'm coming!" you called, going as fast as you could in your black heels, giggling at the double meaning. You had to compose yourself before you could open the door, and when you did, you were met with the actual man of your dreams.
"Hey, Gorgeous." Bradley's crooked little smile faltered a bit as his gaze slid down from your eyes to your lips, but he didn't stop there. He was shamelessly checking you out as a pretty shade of pink crept up into his cheeks, and you did a slow turn for him.Â
Your skin felt warm as you met his eyes after doing a full circle. His lips were parted as you whispered, "Hi," and reached for his hand. As soon as your skin met his, he pulled you closer to him. "Bradley." His lips were on yours as he backed you up into your apartment until you softly met the wall behind you. He was big and warm, and you were holding his left hand while his right one came up to your face.
He broke the kiss by tipping your chin up so you were looking at him. "You're the most beautiful woman I've ever seen," he crooned softly. Your lipstick was smudged along his mouth, and his tongue darted out to taste it before he said, "I'm fucking crazy about you."
His rough thumb dragged along your bottom lip as you said, "And you've never even seen me dispose of a spider for you."
"Baby," he rasped. "I'd probably propose."
A shocked giggle escaped you, and his crooked grin was back as he kept you there against your wall with your door wide open. You reached up and ran your fingers along the collar of his oxford shirt before tugging on the fabric until his lips were on yours again. You let your head tip back against the wall as he devoured you, tasting your lips, tongue and teeth before his forehead came to rest gently on yours.
"You know," you gasped, trying to catch your breath, "I thought all your emails were sweet and romantic."
He chuckled as he pulled away from you. "I was hoping I was doing okay in person, too."
You shrugged playfully and tried to spin out of his grasp, but his hand was still wrapped up in yours. He followed you to your coffee table so you could grab your purse as you casually told him, "You're even better in person than I thought you'd be."
"Oh yeah?" he asked, pulling you close again. "You like my stupid looking clothes and how I can eat three meals for dinner?"
He was so endearing, you didn't know how to handle him. So you kissed him again and whispered, "I like all of it." You let your fingers trail along his shirt buttons as you said, "You look nice in this, but I can already tell you're more comfortable in your colorful Aloha shirts and jeans. And I love that you can eat three meals for dinner, because we ended up sharing everything last night."
"Let's go," he coaxed, leading you toward your door. "I'll let you pick whatever you want to try at Salvatore's. I don't usually like sharing my food, but there's just something about you, Gorgeous. You make me feel comfortable."
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You tried to tell Bradley twice that he still had some of your lipstick smudged on his face, but he just shrugged and said, "Good," in response both times. If he didn't mind, then neither did you. It couldn't be any more obvious that he was with you when the exact color that was on your lips was also on his. You listened to him hum along to the retro oldies station as he merged onto the coastal highway while you took a minute to fix up your own smudged lipstick.
He grinned over at you as you put your makeup away and said, "Come on, Baby. If you didn't want it on my face, then you wouldn't be putting more on your lips."
Every time he made a bold statement like that, you wanted to cancel dinner altogether and take him to your bedroom. "I never said I didn't want it on your face. It looks good."Â
He reached out blindly for your hand, and you grabbed his immediately. "You did tell me you wanted me to kiss you as soon as I saw you."
"Yeah," you muttered. "Don't stop doing that." You knew things with him were going to get physical pretty quickly, but you'd never been quite this attracted to someone before. You drew little shapes on his palm as you asked, "How was your first night back in your own bed after so many months away?"
He groaned softly. "Epic. Fantastic. I don't fit very well in an extra long twin bed."
"No, I would imagine you don't," you said with a laugh as you watched him drive his Bronco in the evening sunlight.
He licked his lips and grinned as he said, "Would have been better if you were there though."
The eruption of butterflies in your belly left you biting your lip. You wanted to respond, but you needed to be able to make it through dinner before you were hanging off of him again like you were last night. That's when he brought your hand up to his lips and kissed your knuckles, treating you to his mustache there. "Feel like getting a drink or two in the lounge first? Maybe a bottle of wine?"
"Mmhmm," you hummed, ready to go anywhere he took you. As soon as he parked, he jogged around to help you down, letting you slide against his body with your hands on his shoulders. You wobbled a bit in your shoes, but he kept you steady.
"You good?" he asked as he leaned in, his lips brushing the side of your neck as his arm wrapped around your waist.
"So good," you promised. "Never better."
Bradley kept his hand right there on your hip as he led you along the sidewalk toward the restaurant. The lounge was packed; this was definitely a popular weekend date night locale. Couples filled the space with noisy conversation, but you could hear Bradley perfectly as his lips found your ear when he said, "There's an empty stool at the far end of the bar." He gave your hip a little squeeze as you headed for it, and he leaned on the bar next to you. "Why don't you pick out a bottle of wine or whatever you want? I'll go let the hostess know we'll be hanging out in the lounge."
When you agreed, he kissed your lips like the two of you had been at this for years, not just since yesterday. You weren't the only one who watched him walk away in his snug pants and Oxford shirt that somehow showed off his biceps. He was just that good looking. When you saw him without a shirt on, you'd probably faint and need him to revive you. When the bartender came over, you were chuckling to yourself at the idea of having sex with Bradley while he kept his shirt on to save you from that fate.
"Can I get you a drink?"
You looked at him in a daze, realizing you meant to choose a bottle of wine. You blurted out what kind you liked best, and with a nod and a smile, he turned to fill your request. And that's when you finally looked at the menu and realized the bottle was more than a hundred and fifty dollars.
"Oh shit." But it was too late. He had already opened it and was heading your way with it. You scrambled in your purse for your wallet, cringing at the idea of Bradley seeing the bill when you could have simply ordered a cocktail instead. Just as the bartender was pouring out a bit of the wine for you to try, you found your credit card successfully. And that was also when Bradley came back.
"They'll come get us when our table's ready," he said. "I told them it would be easy to find me since my date is the most beautiful woman in the restaurant." He watched the bartender pick up a second glass and said, "Oh perfect, you found some wine that you like."
You nodded and tried your best to pass your credit card across the bar undetected with your hand covering it. "I sure did."
Bradley's eyes followed your hand as he took a sip of the wine. "What are you doing?"
"Nothing," you told him, picking up your own glass with your other hand. You tasted the wine and nodded at the bartender, and then he filled up both glasses while Bradley reached for your credit card.
"That's not necessary, Gorgeous. You can put that away."
You waited until the bartender walked off before you shook your head. "Let me pay for the wine. I was distracted and just picked a random bottle before I looked at the price, and then it was too late because he already had it opened. It's expensive."
Bradley looked completely unfazed as he eased your card from your hand and tucked it back into your wallet. "I don't care about that."
"I do," you said softly in your embarrassment. "I don't want you to think that's what I expected."
Bradley laughed in response. "First of all, I would never think that. And second, I was on that aircraft carrier for so long, and this wine tastes so good, and you look so pretty... I don't even want to tell you how much I'd be willing to pay for that bottle of wine and our dinner."
You simultaneously felt better and a little warm. "Okay, fine. But next time we go out for dinner, we're getting burgers from In-N-Out, and I'm paying."
His smile grew as you sipped your wine which really was quite good. "So that means you want to go out again?"
You rolled your eyes up at him where he stood, his hand brushing your knee where it was crossed over your other leg. "I'm about to make an In-N-Out reservation right now."
"Perfect," he replied. "Which night? I have to work late a few days next week to get caught up on everything I missed while I was away."
"You're ridiculous," you told him with a laugh. "How about Wednesday?"
His fingers toyed with the hem of your dress as he said, "Wednesday's good. You also need to let me know when I can visit your classroom again." His words were so sweet, and his gaze was sincere, but the feel of his fingertips inching along your skin above your knee was something else.Â
You set your glass down next to your purse and reached for his hand, letting his fingers slip underneath your dress as you met his brown eyes. When he teased your skin with his rough hands, you reached for his shirt, and Bradley came willingly. Salvatore's didn't provide the two of you with the same level of privacy as the beach last night had, but you didn't really care, and he didn't seem to either.
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You had the softest skin. How was he supposed to keep his hands off you? And that red lipstick made your little pout when he teased you even more delectable than he could have imagined. And he'd been doing plenty of imagining for the last few months. He'd imagined you in a variety of scenarios with him, but so far being with you in person surpassed everything his vivid thoughts came up with.
When he mentioned visiting you at work, you treated him to the silky soft feel of your skin, and then you literally grabbed the front of his shirt and tugged until he was kissing you. Oh god, he was never going to recover from this. He had to wrap his hand around the middle of your thigh to keep himself from going any further as you moaned softly into his mouth. He was absolutely starving and a little dizzy from the wine, but he was thinking about skipping dinner in favor of the solitude of the Bronco right now.
"Mr. Bradshaw?"
Your tongue was slowly tasting his when you jerked away from him as the hostess strolled over. Embarrassed, you turned toward the bar as Bradley grunted in response at the young woman who told him the table was ready for the two of you. And maybe that wasn't a bad thing, because feeling you up in the middle of the crowded lounge wasn't something he'd feel good about later. At least not on the second date. He'd bring you back here in a few months and see if the two of you even made it to dinner.
With a smile, he reached for your free hand after you picked up your glass. You halfway hid your face against his bicep as the hostess picked up the bottle and led the way through the lounge and into the restaurant. Bradley kissed your forehead and murmured, "If I could keep my hands off of you, this wouldn't be a problem."
You peered up at him through your lashes. "Hanging out on your couch alone is sounding better and better."
"Fuck," he groaned softly as you released his hand and took a seat at the table set for two which was overlooking the bay. Bradley pushed your chair in, and his thumbs met your bare arms. He took a few deep breaths before taking the seat opposite yours and accepted one of the menus as he listened to the specials while he looked at your face. He muttered some sort of response, and then the two of you were alone.
You emptied the remainder of the wine between his glass and yours, and then Bradley watched you lick a little droplet from your thumb as you smiled at him. "So which three dinners are you planning on ordering tonight?"
It took him a second to realize that he was holding an open menu even though he hadn't looked at it once. He cleared his throat and said, "Definitely some homemade spaghetti and meatballs. The last time I ate spaghetti, it was overcooked and sad, and I had to go back to my bunk and think about you to make myself feel better." You covered your mouth with one hand while you laughed, and it was the most charming thing he'd ever seen. "I'm so serious, Gorgeous. I got a plate of soggy noodles, and literally the only thing that made it better was imagining you teaching your class about military grade jets and aviation."
Your pretty eyes were glittering as you told him, "I keep extending my lessons on the topic, and you are completely to blame for that. After the first time you responded to us, my students asked about you every single day. They are completely enamored with you."
"Yeah? Just them? Or you too?" He knew his words were reminiscent of the way you'd tried to blame it on your kids when you asked him to send you a picture so you could see what he looked like.
"Hmm." You pretended to peruse your menu. "I'm thinking about the ravioli. Or maybe the penne with vodka sauce." Your foot tapped his leg beneath the table, and he had to fight the urge to reach under and touch your skin again. You were teasing him in every way right now, and he was absolutely loving it. When the waiter dropped off glasses of water and some freshly baked bread, he asked if you wanted anything else to drink.
"You want another bottle of wine, Gorgeous?" Bradley asked, deciding to tease you right back.
"Absolutely not," you told him, looking at him like he had two heads before kindly telling the waiter, "No, thank you."
He was still laughing when he picked up a piece of bread. "So we'll get spaghetti, penne and ravioli?"
"You don't have to order what I want," you told him, your foot still running along his calf while your expression dripped with innocence.
"No. I want to though." It was kind of fun spoiling you with something as simple as dinner. Vanessa would have made a comment by now about how much she hated the slightly kitschy, over the top restaurant, even if the food was supposed to be immaculate. You didn't seem to mind one bit that he ordered three massive entrees and intended to finish whatever you didn't. Vanessa always got embarrassed, but all you said was that you were excited to try all three.
There was never a lull in conversation. You actually listened to Bradley when he was talking, and he could have listened to you all night.
"So you know how last night I mentioned... that I'd never really thought about dating someone in the military who deploys for work?"
"Yeah," Bradley rasped, not sure he loved where the conversation was heading.
You looked a little apprehensive as you said, "I was thinking about it more last night after you dropped me off."Â
"And?"
You kind of shrugged and said, "I think I'd actually be okay with it, as long as it's you. It almost feels like we got some big, scary thing out of the way already, you know? And I could always write to you, because I kind of loved doing that. And yes, Bradley, I am also completely enamored with you."
It was almost a shame that the food arrived then, because as you started to cut into an enormous ravioli, all he could think to say was, "I'm completely enamored with you, too."
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You were so full from dinner, you didn't know how Bradley could walk. He ate at least two times what you did, and then he insisted on ordering a piece of cheesecake. When you caught sight of the bill, you tried not to gasp, because it was more than you spend on groceries for a whole month. But he handed over his credit card and signed his name without even breaking conversation with you. And now you were discreetly grabbing a handful of mints on your way out of the restaurant as he held your hand.
It was late, and you knew he was still tired. He mentioned briefly that he had a lot of chores to do this week amidst some late nights at work, but you didn't know how you'd be able to wait until Wednesday to see him again. When he started up the Bronco and headed in the direction of your apartment, your mind flooded with questions, but he asked you one first.
"I already have plans tomorrow, but I don't think I can wait until Wednesday to see you again. What time do you usually get to school?"
"7:20."
"Okay. And what kind of coffee do you like?"
You couldn't stop smiling as you told him what you usually ordered on the rare occasion you had time to stop at Starbucks. You kind of already felt like he was spoiling you.
"Have you memorized everything I've ever told you?"
"Yep," he replied, his handsome smile evident in the street lights. "And I've gotta say, you're one of a kind, Gorgeous."
You honestly didn't want the ride to end. The fact that there was no buffer of traffic to add to the twenty minute drive made you pout a little bit. Bradley's deep voice layered over the music playing on the radio while he held your hand was intoxicating, but you made a disappointed sound as he parked in front of your building.
When he released your hand to kill the engine in the near darkness, all you could see was his handsome profile. "You thought the drive would be too much for me," you whispered. "But when I'm in the car with you, I don't want it to end."
He cleared his throat and softly said, "Well, we don't have to get out quite yet if you don't want to."
Your pout turned into a grin as you unbuckled your seatbelt. "I can tell you still need to catch up on some sleep. I don't want to keep you out too late, Bradley."
He chuckled and undid his own seatbelt. "Why don't you come a little closer and say my name again."
As you eased yourself onto your hands and knees, you scooted across the seat and whispered, "Bradley," with a little laugh.
"Closer?" he asked, and you crawled over to him until you were able to kiss his cheek.
"Bradley."
He turned his head so his lips met yours, and he whispered, "Closer," against your mouth.
You were immediately in his lap, your hands resting on his chest as the steering wheel met your lower back. Your lips found his scarred cheek just like last night, and you kissed your way along his mustache and the side of his nose. You let your hands drift slowly down over his abs until they met the leather of his belt, and you whispered his name one more time.
His big hands closed around your wrists as he groaned, "You really love teasing me."
You nodded and said, "I really do," as he guided your hands up to his shoulders and around his neck.
"You're really good at it, Baby. All those pictures of you in your bed are enough to get a man through a deployment and then promptly kill him once he's on dry land if he can't touch you immediately."
He kissed the inside of your arm, and you scooted your body a little closer to his. "You can touch me." Your words elicited a deep groan as he slid his big hands along your bare arms, leaving goosebumps in their wake. He kissed your lips, swiping his tongue against yours as his fingers trailed down your sides. You almost cried out when his thumbs grazed the sides of your breasts before he gently squeezed your waist and your hips.
You could invite him to stay over. You didn't think he'd turn you down if you did. But all you could manage to say was, "Bradley," between kisses.
He tipped his head back against the headrest and whispered, "I love the way that sounds." His eyes were glittering in the darkness as he looked at your face and your body, and you remembered his text message from earlier.
I don't want to rush things
It was hard for you to remember that yesterday in your classroom was the first time you touched him. The first time you heard his voice in person. As much as you wanted to lean in close and ask him to stay, instead you kissed his ear and said, "You promised me movie night on your couch. When?"
"Friday?" he asked, kissing along your neck. "Let me end the week with my Gorgeous girl?"
"Yes."
You were afraid you were going to melt right out onto the pavement when he opened his door, but he helped you down and kept his arm wrapped around you. Bradley walked a half step behind you in the darkness all the way to your apartment. While there was no expectation that he was going to join you inside, you ended up pinned against your door, because it didn't seem like he was quite ready to leave yet either.Â
He was eager. You could feel it as his lips found your neck again. He smiled against you as he whispered your name in that deep raspy voice. "Since you don't like surprises, I'm telling you right now that you should expect to see me in the parking lot at your school on Monday morning. Sound okay?"
"Oh god, yes," you whined as he released you. There were so many things you wanted to tell him as he put a foot of space between your bodies, really giving you a chance to see his pink cheeks and the way he was breathing deeply. You blurted out, "I'm falling so hard for you."
His crooked little grin was back as he nodded at your door. "Lock it behind you. And when you get in bed, in my sweatshirt, send me another selfie."
"I will," you promised, and you did exactly what he said. A minute after you texted the photo, you got a message back from him.
I think I'm falling even harder.
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I'm so obsessed with them. She was so concerned about that bottle of wine! And he really wasn't lol. Coffee and burgers and a couch date coming up. This story will be 18+ soon. Thanks @beyondthesefourwalls
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hii!! first of all, i just wanna say i love your writing so so so much and you seem soo sweet <<33
i don't know if this is too vague to ask, or if you even do headcanons, but do you think you could do a few headcanons about a hufflepuff reader with Theodore nott? like what he thought of her when they first met, and how it progressed to him falling in love with her? If that's okay!!
headcannons for theodore nott x hufflepuff!reader
â You first met Theo on a breezy autumn afternoon in the library, your arms loaded with books on magical plants, as he watched you from the corner of his eye.
â He thought you were a bit odd, with dirt smudges on your nose from Herbology and a stack of books that nearly hid your entire face, yet somehow, it made you interesting.
â You noticed his gaze and gave him a small, polite smile, not expecting him to look away so quickly, cheeks faintly pink.
â At first, he thought you were annoyingly friendly â always smiling at everyone in the corridors, always holding doors open, even for Slytherins.
â But every time youâd pass him, youâd offer him that warm, dimpled smile, and heâd feel his usual scowl soften, just slightly.
â One day, you handed him a book he'd been eyeing from across the library, and he raised an eyebrow, surprised youâd noticed.
â âI thought you might want this,â you said with a shrug, as if it was nothing. He didnât know why his heart skipped.
â Theo told himself you were just a typical Hufflepuff, a bit too sunny, a bit too warm â until he started missing that warmth whenever you werenât around.
â Youâd linger after Potions class, chatting with Professor Slughorn about magical herbs, and Theo found himself waiting in the hall, wondering what was taking you so long.
â Slowly, you became his soft escape from the world; your presence felt like a cozy blanket, and he couldnât help but relax whenever you were nearby.
â He noticed how you always shared your notes with others, even with people who barely acknowledged you, and his respect for you grew.
â Theoâs walls started crumbling bit by bit every time youâd stop him in the halls, offering him chocolate or complimenting his quiet observations in class.
â One afternoon, you caught him sneaking glances at you during lunch and simply smiled, as if youâd known all along â it drove him mad in the best way.
â He found himself offering you his scarf on a cold day, surprising even himself, and was too embarrassed to take it back when you gratefully accepted.
â You started meeting up more frequently to study together, and somehow, it always ended in you sharing childhood stories while he listened, captivated.
â One day, he caught himself staring at the way your nose crinkled when you laughed and realized he didnât want anyone else to see that smile but him.
â By the time he realized he was in love with you, you were already woven into his everyday life, and he couldnât imagine a day without you there.
â He finally admitted it to himself after youâd hugged him on a particularly hard day, making his heart feel like it could burst from the warmth you brought.
â In his mind, you were no longer just a Hufflepuff â you were his Hufflepuff, and he planned to do whatever it took to keep that light in his life forever.
convos that may arise during this period
âș "So, Theo, if you had to pick a magical creature to keep as a pet, what would it be?" "A dragon," he replies immediately, and you give him a shocked look. "A dragon? You barely tolerate my cat." He smirks. "Your cat tries to eat my shoelaces, it has a personal vendetta. A dragon would at least have some respect."
âș "Youâre so serious all the time, Theo." He raises a brow. "Someone has to be. Besides, one of us needs to keep our feet on the ground." You grin, nudging him. "And one of us needs to pull the other into a dance in the middle of the library." "Thatâs a horrible idea," he says, looking around warily, but when you hold out your hand, he takes it with a reluctant smile.
âș "Sometimes I wonder if I annoy you." He looks at you, genuinely surprised. "If you did, youâd be the most tolerable annoying person I know." "Wow, Theo, be still my heart," you deadpan, and he gives a rare chuckle. "I thought you preferred brutal honesty. I mean, that's why you like me, isnât it?"
âș "Why do you keep checking my hands, Theo?" "I don't," he lies, looking away quickly. "You definitely do," you laugh, holding your hand out. "Is this because my gloves are too big for me?" He sighs, slipping your glove on properly. "Yes, I have a weird urge to fix them every time."
âș "I think⊠I think you make life brighter." Theo raises his eyebrows, caught off guard. "Iâm not sure how to respond to that." You grin. "How about âThank youâ?" He gives a small smile, looking at you like youâve thrown him off balance in the best way. "Thank you."
âș "You know, I used to think you were kind of scary," you admit one day, watching his reaction. He smirks. "Scary?" "Well, yeah," you say, laughing. "Youâve got the brooding thing down." He leans closer, lowering his voice. "Maybe I was just trying to keep a certain Hufflepuff on her toes."
âș "Do you believe in soulmates, Theo?" you ask quietly. He looks at you, thinking. "No, I donât think I do." "Oh," you say softly, trying not to look disappointed. He hesitates, then adds, "But I do think⊠maybe, some people just fit. Perfectly."
thank you so much for the request and the kind words, lovie!! i hope you have a great day <33
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