#the book is ‘Platonic’ by Marisa G Franco btw

[rosinasnoot]

Hello, yes, I think you may have misunderstood. 70% of the time I am a loosey-goosey “no idea what the fuck I’m doing but hopefully it’s mostly right” sort of person, and the other 30% of the time I am extremely intentional with how I’m behaving. Except that 30% is concentrated in how I act toward my friends, and I got it from a book I read one time so it’s missing a few pieces. So when we saw each other in person again I think you may have thought I didn’t care and/or completely wasn’t trying when really 60-70% of what went wrong was actually that I had no idea how the fuck to get my outside behavior to match my inside feelings.