#the biggest thing about being a guy on youtube w a fair audience? um. well. im actually just a guy still

[starryeyed-seer]

I'm gonna get to work on my fl lore vid finally bc w the kickstarter coming its very good time to like. Make an intro video for newbies to the world of fl. I know fl really really well (autism wins) but I'm soooooo nervous about it. It's not like I'll get stuff wrong, I'll have a big caveat about fl lore being super open ended on purpose! But it'll be something people will see and more link My 'Job' to my fl passion. I really really want to do it. But I'm just self conscious somehow.

I just can't be bothered to do private accounts hence just admitting my identity publicly online, but I do wish I was better at it. At this point I can't like, go into hiding and resurface as a DIFFERENT freak who is passionate about suncrab yknow. I'm drinking red wine rn.