#the b in blog stands for bitching. to me. idk what the other letters are though

[iscariotapologist]

Maybe I'm just unfamiliar with Hildegard's lingua ignota and I'm only surfacely familiar with conlang, but would you be down to expand on what's upsetting about seeing it referred to as an early conlang? At least to my limited understanding, any intentionally developed language would fall under the general umbrella of "constructed language," so I don't see the similarity to people reducing the divine comedy to fanfiction

i just think it's somewhat reductive and contributes to the trend of tumblr taking historical things (such as the divine comedy or alexander hamilton or the lingua ignota etc.) and exploiting them for the bit, i guess you could say woobifying or fandomizing them. i think this tendency contributes to the lack of critical thinking and nuance on the internet by reducing things like that to their joke potential and it annoys me. not that this phenomenon is unique to tumblr of course, or that i think it's always inappropriate to make jokes, but we should be careful when doing so not to sacrifice all the depth and significance to make things #relatable you know?

however, at the end of the day it's just annoying to me personally and it's just a tumblr post and none of that is like a problem that affects me in real life lol. also i will say that my understanding of the term "conlang" was that it specifically referred to invented languages for fictional universes (which i have nothing against i just think it's silly to use fandom terms for real life things for the previously mentioned reasons) and upon looking i realize that is not the actual definition, so i will apologize for my ignorance there.

[thespoonisvictory]

Hamilton Hot Take: A Hamilton that kept in the deleted songs and workshop versions tell a superior story (So Broadway vs Off-Broadway version). And, no, I’m not just talking about Congratulations (although that one should’ve also been kept).

A significant part of Hamilton’s narrative focuses on the relationship between Burr and Hamilton. From the beginning, their ideologies and the way they get ahead are completely different. Burr keeps his true opinions and thoughts close to his chest. He never reveals anymore than what will make him most agreeable to others. His persona is one of inoffensively likable. Hamilton is quite the opposite. He is never indecisive, always shooting off his own opinions. He takes risks in order to grab at better opportunities, but often this leads him to gathering more enemies. And despite these differences, Hamilton and Burr remain good friends who have a lot of mutual respect (and envy) of one another.

Until the second act that is. And the second act is also unfortunately where things start getting cut and rewritten.

As the dsmp fandom would put it, Broadway A. Hamilton is made “smooth” compared to his original counterpart. He’s much calmer and more reasonable. He’s pride and short temper have been stripped away. And Burr, in comparison, is stripped of much of his more sympathetic traits. Aside from Dear Theodosisa (Reprise) and really any mention of his family being entirely cut, he’s made to be far more malicious and villainous in other songs, compared to their original lyrics.

Take for example, Schuyler Defeated. Both versions start on Eliza and Philip finding out about Eliza’s father being challenged for his seat in the senate. In the Broadway version, Eliza is very unconcerned with this development and she and Philip leave the song as quickly as they entered, happy to go and meet the new senator. The original, in contrast, starts out with a panicked Eliza, desperate to find Alexander because she knows exactly how he’ll take this. Hamilton’s characterization also vastly changes depending on the version. Broadway Hamilton is very calm, innocently asking about Burr’s change in party affiliation. Meanwhile, og Hamilton comes out swinging, already furious, he demands to know when Burr changed parties. Hamilton is far more personally offended in this version, framing Burr running against Schuyler as an attempt to “make a fool of [him],” compared to to the Broadway version where he seems more offended on behalf of his father-in-law. The only thing that stops Hamilton from doing anything stupid for what is essentially just running for senate AND not the personal attack Hamilton views it as, is Eliza and, later in the deleted song “Let It Go,” Washington talking him down from it.

Another example is the Broadway vs original versions of “Your Obedient Servant.” The Broadway version is undoubtedly framed in a deeply negative light. He is furious, unable to understand Hamilton’s support of Jefferson, viewing it as an attempt to keep him from winning, as something done to spite Burr specifically. Meanwhile, the original Burr is more calm in level headed in explaining his feelings. In both versions, Burd makes accusations towards Hamilton. In the original, he backs up his claims with a source in the form of a private letter sent in confidant, while Broadway Burr makes accusations of Hamilton calling him “amoral [and] a dangerous disgrace,” which is never said by Hamilton anywhere and has no basis. This combined with Burr already suggestion they can name a time and place I’d they have a disagreement, makes Burr come across as far more petty and eager to start a fight. Faced with accusation with no basis, Broadway Hamilton responds fairly reasonably, saying he would need to sight a specific source for him to be able to disavow those words, and provides his own list of disagreements with. Original Hamilton, however, is very flippant of the accusations, being incredibly petulant in denying Burr’s accusations, mocking the wording of them. And yes, while both Burr’s escalate the conversations to threats, the Hamilton’s responses show just how different these versions. Broadway Hamilton stands by what he says and defending himself by saying that everything he said is true and that Burr stands for nothing. Which is completely true, so Burr then challenging Hamilton to a duel makes Burr seem unreasonable and angry that Hamilton pointed out how his own ideology screwed him over. While original Hamilton makes the whole disagreement incredibly personal, for no reason, bringing up Burr’s dead wife to mock him. It’s only then that Burr challenges Hamilton to a duel, to which Hamilton agrees to almost immediately, showing how rash the original Hamilton is, compared to the Broadway version who thinks the challenge over for a few seconds before agreeing.

And finally, “Ten Things, One Things,” really shows how far their friendship and understanding of each other has fallen off. Burr’s perspective shows how much he wants Hamilton to apologize and back down from the duel, only realizing at the 8th count that this is a serious duel, and Hamilton won’t be backing down. Meanwhile Hamilton goes into the duel considering the possibility they might die, but as the counting continues he becomes more and more convinced he and Burr will survive. He is specifically is assured of this by realizing it’s not in Burr’s political interests to kill him. While Hamilton scrutizes the area, Burr’s own fear and paranoia takes hold, convinced Hamilton will shoot, Burr resolves to kill Hamilton first, so his daughter will not orphaned. All the while, is so assured of his safety that he starts to think about going to back to his house to see Eliza awaken. Neither one of them are able to fathom the possibility of the other outside of the image they’ve created of each other. Hamilton cannot see a Burr that wouldn’t wait, and Burr cannot see a Hamilton who would throw away his shot.

Far more emphasize is placed on Hamilton’s violent anger in the original, while in the Broadway version this is lost and Burr is pained more as the unreasonable instigator in their deteriorating friendship, when the original makes it so much more complicated than that. Broadway is so much more Black and White in the story it tells, where the villain Burr shoots our hero Hamilton, rather than the far more interesting story of a friendship between two men based on mutual respect, admiration, and envy and how that friendship ultimately changed both until they could no longer understand each other and how that inability to see how the other had changed, led to their ultimate falling out in the form of final duel.

I’m not saying the workshop versions of songs are better musically (I know jack shit about music) but they make Hamilton’s characterization and relationship with Burr so much richer and that’s why the story they tell is so much better to me.

TLDR; Hamilton is less of bitch in the Broadway version and it makes me >:(

I hope this makes sense, I started to ramble

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god damn this is so good idk what to do with this other than nod and tell you to run my blog for me

also- this reminds me of what happened to off broadway orpheus vs live broadway orpheos, bc ob!orpheus is a self confident bitch who was charismatic and funny and I like him so much, and b!orpheus is a awkward little rat creature who doesn't make as much sense both as a character and in the narrative. he got smoothed

[ot5]

@tllthesundies HAPPY BIRTHDAY BITCH!!!🎉💖🌸💞🎂✨💌💖💞💗🎊🎉🍾💗🎂💕💖✨🎊💖🌹🍾🎉💘💕💌🌻❤️✨🌷💞🎉❤️💝🎂💘

so for this special occasion i used my amazing photoshop paint skills to make u this taylourry manip since there’s an unfortunate lack of those:/ they’re baking you three (3) cakes how great is that😫 louis, of course, asked ‘how do you whisk’ all three times and taylor n harry just shared a look and fondly rolled their eyes at him. i like to imagine they were singing along to britney classics and also laughing about how louis’ album and lyrics will shake us to our core bc they live for that drama👀 and cant wait to watch us freak out. of course at some point louis started throwing flour at taylor &harry which ended up in a messy kitchen fight.

thanks for reading my mini taylourry fic excuse the lack of angst i kno you live for that shit but anyways as i was saying, happy birthday bith! i hope u have a great one!! i cant believe you've turned 20 today🤧 you were already settling down at the old age of 19 an now you’re entering the final Grandma stage *kylie jenner dabbing tears.gif* as an og violin i feel blessed to have followed ur journey and  watched you grow up & to have experienced ur crazy crackhead days which i lowkey miss sometimes it was truly a blast with ur shit posts and you saying things that still haunt me in my sleep. since im getting Sentimental™ you know what else i miss in this chilis today? you getting asks & Interacting on here bc i recall thats what started my soft spot for u. you’re [louis voice] genuinely Genuinely one of the sweetest people ive seen on here like everytime you called someone crouton or replied with a row of heart emoji’s my heart grew 10 sizes bigger💗💗 i hate that my memory is shit and there’s no blog/archive anymore(rip in pieces we’ll get to that later) that i can search thru for those Receipts but i know not one (1) mean word has ever left your mouth, or keybord in this case, those are the Facts #confirmed by me! even back in the day when i was blissfully unaware of any drama and this hellsite was just a happy place u still stood out to me bc when you answered asks or whatever you were just so nice! kind! and sweet! and funny too i feel like u raised me on memes (i also appreciate that u tolerate me w my crusty sense of humor and memes from 2013) and tbh when i saw you were younger than me i was Shook bc you felt like an older sister to me with wise words and just this calm&kind presence on tumblr dot com where everyone always takes offense u were idk the word..... rational/nuanced/patient/understanding? ive thought it many times before but if everyone here were a bit more like you this place would be a nice valley filled with blossoming flowers sawying in a gentle breeze on a warm spring day🌻🌷🌸 (i know u prefer fall so u can represent a Quality Leaf too if u want and i’ll ship you w niall #neaf) anyway as my melancholic ass was saying, i sometimes miss @harryandlouisofficial /harryandlouisau? idk you’ve had your fair share of changes(as i was searching through my own blog for a certain pic i came across some deactivated urls that i think were yours lsdknvds) but that harryandlouis brand™ was truly You and just such a familiarity on my dash and tbh if i come across any blogs that start w harryandlouis im always side eyeing them for that copyright infringement of intellectual property. Even before we really started talking i already felt like i knew you bc you were always....out there...talking, yellin n sprouting bullshit which was [me as that gif of pam from the office tearing up] beautiful😫 like i didnt even know about the existence of the vampire diaries but u were practically screaming about it on a daily basis and lowkey got me to crush on nina dobrev bc of it also ur love for tom odell, soup, domestic hl, Angst, the midnight memories album, that purple suit harry wore to the late late show, birdy, those literature ppl whose names im not even gonna bother with, and of course taylourry & how do you whisk, they’re all filed under ‘Things That Belong To Violet’ and i kno yelling about thing or reblogging ask memes or doing those tag things doesnt go with ur Brand but i wish it did bc there’s so much i wanna know or ask or just see what you think about things👀 u could make a post saying ‘potato’ and eventho id disagree id still be over here giving a standing ovation

this is getting long im so sorry snlkdfnsld i was going somewhere but im kinda losing the plot. So anyhow the point was that ur an angel! and idk also intimidating to me back in the day? ive sent my fair share of anons (nice ones of course nskldnsf) and i vaguely rmr asking for advice a few times too and you were always so kind n wonderful🤧 and then one day i sent smth nice off anon and you followed me back even with the ugly ass url i had back then lfnvslknsd bless you and now here we are:) so i love getting sentimental and reminiscing about the old days but also know that i admire u for jus deleting and starting afresh! kween of rebranding!👏👏 and this tiddiesundays era feels like ur a professional business woman or maybe more like a professional writer who has that clean & calm aesthetic down to a T and i might’ve turned notifs on so i wont miss that one quality (1) post per day sdlknlksdn i love showing my Love thru liking and rb’ing a lot so you make it hard on me sometimes(rmr when we were each other biggest fans? good times😫) but jus kno my heart’s still beating the same yes thats a sad attempt at a oial ref bc that is also filed under the things that belong to u. i dont wanna like, overwhelm? you bc im sometimes afraid ill b too much but know that im always out here rooting for u &hoping that ur doing great bc this bitch has a lot of love and adoration for u!!💗 i know some v sweet people on here but you are just.....on another level like just your presence here clears my skin and puts a big smile on my face esp when u drag me or vice versa for having certain Opinons (like the 1d album or song discourse) dont @ me but ur truly one of my favorite people. One day when you give me the go ahead im gonna send you that card/letter and i’ll get even sappier (yes thats possible!) i was gonna wish you a sunny day but for some reason u love rain so...i hope it rains:’) or else you can move your ass over here so at least one of us can appreciate the dutch weather also i would toast to you but i think ur still not legally allowed to drink which is also a reason to get ur ass over here bc i feel like you’d be a blast to get drunk with (also shout out to you for indulging me in my wine aunt moments u were truly there for me when no one else was🤧came thru with lyrics to tmh bops faster than lightning ill never forget that!) so to conclude this Essay i lov u & hope u have an amazing birthday *serenades you with tom odell songs*💗💕💖💘💗💕💖💝💗💞💘💕💞💖💕💗💝💖💘💞💕💗

[sky-bluepinksunset]

All of them ya Jobbie

DELETED THIS HALFWAY THROUGH SO TAKE II BITCHES 1: My name? Bryce! 2: Do I have any nicknames? B, Kennedy when I'm in trouble, BK, babe3: Zodiac sign? Aries4: Video game I play to chill, not to win? Grand Theft Auto V5: Book/series I reread? Harry Potter but Goblet of Fire especially 6: Aliens or ghosts? Leaning more towards ghosts?? 7: Writer I trust enough to read whatever they write? Not sure? Don't really follow authors well8: Favourite radio station? 104.5, not that it means a lot to you, but it's called "The Beat of Knoxville" and plays mostly rap and hip hop 9: Favourite flavour of anything? Cinnamon 10: The word that I use all the time to describe something great? Insane lmaooo11: Favourite song? Of all time?? Either 12: The question you ask new friends to get to know them better? Favorite song usually!! 13: Favourite word? Probably 14: The last person who hurt me, did I forgive them? Yeah, you're going to be miserable if you're bitter. 15: Last song I listened to? Praying by Kesha16: TV show I always recommend? B99 as of super recent 17: Pirates or ninjas? Pirates 18: Movie I watch when I'm feeling down? I normally binge tv series I've seen before 19: Song that I always start my shuffle with/wake-up song/always-on-a-loop song? Issues by Julia Michaels because it's a BOP Also Home by Edward Sharpe20: Favourite video games? GTA, Literally NEVER ashamed to admit to Mario Super Bros, Life is Strange is pretty good! Also quite like Subnautica sue me 21: What am I most afraid of? Failure I think22: A good quality of mine? I help people?? Idk lmao 23: A bad quality of mine? Losing discipline when trying to do something 24: Cats or dogs? BOTH25: Actor/actress you trust enough to watch whatever they're in? Evelyne Brochu 26: Favourite season? Fall 27: Am I in a relationship? Nope 28: Something I miss? Band a lot29: My best friend? Ur gay ass30: Eye colour? Blue! 31: Hair colour? Currently a silver blonde 32: Someone I love? Cameron33: Someone I trust? You34: Someone I always think about? Chekov and Sulu 🙄🙄35: Am I excited about anything? Yep! 36: My current obsession? Buzzfeedblue37: Favourite TV shows as a child? Wizards of Waverly Place, iCarly, either of the Zach and Cody shows 38: Do I have someone of the opposite sex that I can tell everything to? Yeah! 39: Am I superstitious? About some things like salt over your shoulder and sweeping your feet40: What do I think about most? Again Chulu or college 41: Do I have any strange phobias? Mm I have a fear of dying or disappearing and my room being a mess 42: Do I prefer to be in front of the camera or behind it? Behind 43: Favourite hobbies? Writing 44: Last book I read? People's History of the US45: Last film I watched? Not sure? 46: Do I play any instruments? Flute, piccolo and alto flute! 47: Favourite animal? Otter, shark, pit bulls48: Top 5 blog on Tumblr that I follow?49: Superpower I wish I could have? Teleporting could be cool50: How do I destress? Watch shit or exercise 51: Do I like confrontation? NOPE52: When do I feel most at peace? Not really sure53: What makes me smile? Silly conversations 54: Do I sleep with the lights on or off? Off I'm not an ANIMAL 55: Play any sports? Nope, used to play softball and basketball 56: What is my song of the week? The Louvre57: Favourite drink? Coffee 58: When did I last send a handwritten letter to somebody? I have no idea 59: Afraid of heights? Healthily 60: Pet peeve? Oppression I guess?? 61: What was the last concert I went to see? Mary Lambert 62: Am I vegetarian/vegan/pescatarian? I want to go back vegetarian or vegan!! 63: What occupation did I want to do when I was younger? A veterinarian 64: Have I ever had a friend turn enemy? Yeah one but I just hold a grudge over nothing 65: What fictional universe would I like to be a part of? Star Trek or HP66: Something I worry about? Making wrong decisions 67: Scared of the dark? Sorta 68: Who are my best friends? U and Nicole69: What do I admire most about others? Their talents!! 70: Can I sing? Nope 71: Something I wish I could do? Lose weight easier lmao 72: If I won the lottery, what would I do? Travel! 73: Have I ever skipped school? Once74: Favourite place on the planet? Haven't found it yet 75: Where do I want to live? Scotland right now76: Do I have any pets? Yeah a bunch 77: What is my current desktop picture? Currently it's Nomi and Anaminita78: Early bird or night owl? Night owl 79: Sunsets or sunrise? Sunsets I think 80: Can I drive? Yeah! Love it 81: Story behind my last kiss? Don't wanna talk about it lmao 82: Earphones or headphones? Earphones 83: Have I ever had braces? Nope 84: Story behind one of my scars? I got rock stuck in my elbow from a bike fall 85: Favourite genre of music? Indie86: Who is my hero? I have no idea 87: Favourite comic book character? Wonder Woman atm 88: What makes me really angry? Oppression again 89: Kindle or real book? Real book but I don't mind kindles at all 90: Favourite sporty activity? Band??? Dk if that counts 91: What is one thing that isn’t tight in schools that should be? "Isn't tight" But the whole phone situation 92: What was my favourite subject at school? English 93: Siblings? 2 brothers and 3 sisters 94: What was the last thing I bought? I bought gas and dinner for the fam 95: How tall am I? 5'11 I think 96: Can I cook? Not extremely complicated 97: Can I bake? Yeah really well!98: 3 things I love? Trips, the sky, great plots 99: 3 things I hate? Shopping, restlessness trying to sleep, work atm100: Do I have more girl friends or boy friends? More girl friends 101: Who do I get on with better, girls or boys? Both equally well102: Where was I born? Maryville, TN103: Sexual orientation? Bi104: Where do I currently live? Maryville lmao 105: Last person I texted? You 106: Last time I cried? I think earlier over a video 107: Guilty pleasure? conspiracy theories 108: Favourite Youtuber? Buzzfeedblue at the moment KILL ME 109: A photo of myself. 110: Do I like selfies? Sometimes!111: Favourite game app? Don't really know 112: My relationship with my parents? Yeah could be worse 113: Favourite accents? French, Indian and Kenyan I think 114: A place I have not been but wish to visit? Anywhere in Europe 115: Favourite number? 24116: Can I juggle? Nope and don't have any desire to 117: Am I religious? Sorta 118: Do I like space? Yeah 119: Do I like the deep ocean? Yes! 120: Am I much of a daredevil? No not remotely 121: Am I allergic to anything? Nope 122: Can I curl my tongue? Yes123: Can I wiggle my ears? Nope124: Do I like clowns? I don't hate them 125: The Beatles or Elvis? Actually can't stand Elvis 126: My current project? Getting myself better in different ways 127: Am I a bad loser? Yeaaaaah128: Do I admit when I wrong? Sometimes129: Forest or beach? Forest 130: Favourite piece of advice? Breathe 131: Am I a good liar I think so? Don't love to do it 132: Hogwarts house / Divergent faction / Hunger Games district? Ravenclaw/ Amity or Erudite / No clue 133: Do I talk to myself? Yeah 134: Am I very social? Nope 135: Do I like gossip? Nope 136: Do I keep a journal/diary? I wish I had! I need to start 137: Have I ever hopelessly failed a test? Yeah lmao138: Do I believe in second chances? Yes 139: If I found a wallet full of cash on the ground, what would I do? Leave it, like I wouldn't turn it in because I don't want to be put on one of those shifty videos yk140: Do I believe people are capable of change? Always 141: Have I ever been underweight? Nope 142: Am I ticklish? Yeah I HATE it 143: Have I ever been in a submarine? Nope144: Have I ever been on a plane? Twice 145: In a film about my life, who would I cast as myself, friends and family? A bunch of my faves that don't have to look anything alike 146: Have I ever been overweight? YUP147: Do I have any piercings? Currently just the one ear hole, let the others close up 148: Which fictional character do I wish was real? Suluuuuu149: Do I have any tattoos? Not yet150: What is the best decision I have made in life so far? Not sure! Possibly college choice soon 151: Do I believe in Karma? Yes152: Do I wear glasses or contacts? Glasses but they're broken atm 153: What was my first car? Pontiac G6 2005 154: Do I want children? Yup 155: Who is the most intelligent person I know? The Spirko family 156: My most embarrassing memory? 157: What makes me nostalgic? Pictures of band 158: Have I ever pulled an all-nighter? Yeah I hate it 159: Which do I value more in others, brains or beauty? Brains 160: What colour mostly dominates my wardrobe? Teal 161: Have I ever had a paranormal experience? Yep 162: What do I hate most about myself? How I look 163: What do I love most about myself? My thought process 164: Do I like adventure? Yeah who doesn't 165: Do I believe in fate? Skeptical but yeah 166: Favourite animal? Answered above but otters and sharks and pits 167: Have I ever been on radio? Nope 168: Have I ever been on TV? Yeah 169: How old am I? 17 170: One of my favourite quotes? The stars would be proud to know they made someone like you 171: Do I hold grudges? Yeahhh172: Do I trust easily? Kinda 173: Have I learnt from my mistakes? I hope 174: Best gift I’ve ever received? Not really sure but probably Kenya 175: Do I dream? Yeah 176: Have I ever had a night terror? Yep177: Do I remember my dreams, and what is one that comes to mind? When I was 8, I had a dream my family was trying to kill me and I woke up screaming 178: An experience that has made me stronger? Taking care of Cam from a young age 179: If I were immortal, what would I do? Fuckin LIVE 180: Do I like shopping? Absolutely not 181: If I could get away with a crime, what would I choose to do? Rob a bank I need some money 182: What does “family” mean to me? Anyone who makes you feel loved183: What is my spirit animal? Probably a sloth or elephant or smth lmao 184: How do I want to be remembered? Hopeful 185: If I could master one skill, what would I choose? Cooking 186: What is my greatest failure? Not sure 187: What is my greatest achievement? Again not sure 188: Love or money? Love 189: Love or career? At the sacrifice of another, it seems pointless 190: If I could time travel, where and when would I want to go? Probably back to grandpa 191: What makes me the happiest? Being out with friends I think 192: What is “home” to me? Hard to describe but definitely where you're relaxed and motivated and I think it's more an idea?? Like you're with certain people maybe 193: What motivates me? Not wanting to be embarrassed 194: If I could choose my last words, what would they be? Probably try to quote a shit book 195: Would I ever want to encounter aliens? Absolutely BEAM ME UP 196: A movie that scared me as a child? Sweeney Todd197: Something I hated as a child that I like now? Naps 198: Zombies or vampires? Vampires probably 199: Live in the city or suburbs? City right now! Currently in the country so it'll be an experience 200: Dragons or wizards? Wizards 201: A nightmare that has stayed with me? Again the family murdering me thing 202: How do I define love? Home 203: Do I judge a book by its cover? Yeah too often 204: Have I ever had my heart broken? Yes205: Do I like my handwriting? Oddly enough, yeah? 206: Sweet or savoury? Savory 207: Worst job I’ve had? Taco Bell by default 208: Do I collect anything? Shells! 209: Item of clothing or jewellery you’ll never see me without? I wear my Kati bag because I keep my cigarettes in it 210: What is on my bucket list? Stealing yours but defo northern lights 211: How do I handle anger? Snapping and apologizing, or ignoring everyone 212: Was I named after anyone? Bryce was after a Bengals football player, and my mom and dad argue between Kennedy being after a DJ in Cincinnati or the president 213: Do I use sarcasm a lot? NOPE 214: What TV character am I most like? Mix of Gina and Rosa and Amy off b99 215: What is the weirdest talent I have? Guessing tv plots 216: Favourite fictional character? Nomi or Sulu That took a full 45 minutes

[arabellarose98]

do them all

Challenge accepted

1:Full name: Sierra Rose Siracusa2:Age: 18

3:3 Fears: being poor, dying alone, not being able to bear a child

4:3 things I love: blasting music and singing at the top of my lungs, knowing my responsibilities are in order, payday

5:4 turns on: honesty, a back massage, delicious abs and playing with my hair

6:4 turns off: lying, controlling me, getting mad at little things, big ego

7:My best friend: Nikki

8:Sexual orientation: straight

9:My best first date: can’t say I’ve ever been on a proper first date

10:How tall am I: 5ft

11:What do I miss: alllll my old friends

12:What time were I born: idk like 6am

13:Favourite color: purple

14:Do I have a crush: sure ig

15:Favourite quote: idk

16:Favourite place: Montréal

17:Favourite food: anything with bacon and cheese

18:Do I use sarcasm: everyday

19:What am I listening to right now: Hymn by Ke$ha

20:First thing I notice in new person: attitude 

21:Shoe size: 6

22:Eye color: brown

23:Hair color: brown

24:Favourite style of clothing: black

25:Kiss someone that starts with the letter “R”? I don’t think so

27:Meaning behind my URL: love changes and the first 4 letters of evolve backwards are love

28:Kiss someone that starts with the letter “M”? yes

29:Favourite song: rn probably heebie-jeebies by amine

30:Favourite band: Arctic Monkeys

31:How I feel right now: lonely

32:Someone I love: my dad

33:My current relationship status: more single than I’ve ever been in life

34:My relationship with my parents: pretty great

35:Favourite holiday: thanksgiving

36:Tattoos and piercing i have: 3 glyphs in my cleavage and “it’s fine” on my forearm, my belly button and cartilage

37.Tattoos and piercing i want: a mountain on my thigh, flowers on my back and my tongue pierced

38:The reason I joined Tumblr: an old friend introduced me to it

39:Do I and my last ex hate each other? hate is strong

40:Do I ever get “good morning” or “good night ” texts? sometimes

41:Have I ever kissed the last person you texted? Lmao yes

42:When did I last hold hands? The end of last semester

43:How long does it take me to get ready in the morning? Like 10 minutes if I try hard enough

44:Have You shaved your legs in the past three days? Yeah probably exactly 3 days ago

45:Where am I right now? bed

46:If I were drunk & can’t stand, who’s taking care of me? Myself probably

47:Do I like my music loud or at a reasonable level? Both depending on my mood

48:Do I live with my Mom and Dad? yes

49:Am I excited for anything? Classes to start

50:Do I have someone of the opposite sex I can tell everything to? Yeah ig

51:How often do I wear a fake smile? Everyday I go to work

52:When was the last time I hugged someone? yesterday

53:What if the last person I kissed was kissing someone else right in front of me? I would be unphased

54:Is there anyone I trust even though I should not? I trust no one

55:What is something I disliked about today? I didn’t fix my ratchet nails

56:If I could meet anyone on this earth, who would it be? My president, Bill Nye

57:What do I think about most? boys

58:What’s my strangest talent? I don’t think I have any talent 

59:Do I have any strange phobias? idk

60:Do I prefer to be behind the camera or in front of it? behind

61:What was the last lie I told? I don’t lie

62:Do I perfer talking on the phone or video chatting online? phone

63:Do I believe in ghosts? How about aliens? No and yes

64:Do I believe in magic? no

65:Do I believe in luck? yes

66:What’s the weather like right now? Nice and cool

67:What was the last book I’ve read? Wild by Cheryl Strayed

68:Do I like the smell of gasoline? no

69:Do I have any nicknames? A few

70:What was the worst injury I’ve ever had? I’ve never really been injured

71:Do I spend money or save it? Mostly spend

72:Can I touch my nose with a tounge? no

73:Is there anything pink in 10 feets from me? yes

74:Favourite animal? kitty

75:What was I doing last night at 12 AM? Probably watching youtube

76:What do I think is Satan’s last name is? Wtf?

77:What’s a song that always makes me happy when I hear it? Stuck by Noah Cyrus

78:How can you win my heart? Literally just ask for it

79:What would I want to be written on my tombstone? “Beloved daughter, sister, wife, mother and crazy bitch”

80:What is my favorite word? shooketh

81:My top 5 blogs on tumbler: idk

82:If the whole world were listening to me right now, what would I say? Kill trump, elect Bill Nye

83:Do I have any relatives in jail? nah

84:I accidentally eat some radioactive vegetables. They were good, and what’s even cooler is that they endow me with the super-power of my choice! What is that power? To grow eyebrows

85:What would be a question I’d be afraid to tell the truth on? nothing

86:What is my current desktop picture? My twin and I

87:Had sex? yes

88:Bought condoms? yes

89:Gotten pregnant? no

90:Failed a class? no

91:Kissed a boy? yes

92:Kissed a girl? yes

93:Have I ever kissed somebody in the rain? yesssss

94:Had job? yes

95:Left the house without my wallet? Many times

96:Bullied someone on the internet? Yeah probably honestly

97:Had sex in public? ew no

98:Played on a sports team? yes

99:Smoked weed? everyday

100:Did drugs? An addy once and shrooms once

101:Smoked cigarettes? yes

102:Drank alcohol? yes

103:Am I a vegetarian/vegan? never

104:Been overweight? yes

105:Been underweight? no

106:Been to a wedding? yes

107: Been on the computer for 5 hours straight? Many times

108:Watched TV for 5 hours straight? many times

109:Been outside my home country? no

110:Gotten my heart broken? yes

111:Been to a professional sports game? I think so?

112:Broken a bone? no

113:Cut myself? yes

114:Been to prom? yes

115:Been in airplane? no

116:Fly by helicopter? no

117:What concerts have I been to? Bryson tiller and whatever crappy singers have been to Chevy court

118:Had a crush on someone of the same sex? probably

119:Learned another language? yes

120:Wore make up? yes

121:Lost my virginity before I was 18? yes

122:Had oral sex? yes

123:Dyed my hair? no

124:Voted in a presidential election? yes

125:Rode in an ambulance? No

126:Had a surgery? On my mouth

127:Met someone famous? no

128:Stalked someone on a social network? everyday

129:Peed outside? yes

130:Been fishing? no

131:Helped with charity? I think so

132:Been rejected by a crush? never

133:Broken a mirror? no

134:What do I want for birthday? sex

135:How many kids do I want and what will be their names? 2 and idk

136:Was I named after anyone? no

137:Do I like my handwriting? no

138:What was my favourite toy as a child? idk 

139:Favourite Tv Show? This is us

140:Where do I want to live when older? Canada but like also home

141:Play any musical instrument? no

142:One of my scars, how did I get it? I have a scar next to my tattoo that I gave myself not bc I was sad but bc I was angry

143:Favourite pizza toping? Mushrooms or olives

144:Am I afraid of the dark? no

145:Am I afraid of heights? no

146:Have I ever got caught sneaking out or doing anything bad? Just smoking

147:Have I ever tried my hardest and then gotten disappointed in the end? Yes my entire last relationship

148:What I’m really bad at: staying in touch with people

149: What my greatest achievments are: my one year sweatshirt from working at 5B but like also graduating and going to college and getting my license

150:The meanest thing somebody has ever said to me: omg so many things

151:What I’d do if I won in a lottery: buy a house and a car and a kitty and get all the tattoos and piercing I want

152:What do I like about myself: my hair and my boobs but not my nipples

153:My closest Tumblr friend: most of my friends on here are old friends so I’m not close with anyone really

154:Something I fantasise about: finding someone I love to build a family with

I hope you appreciate this bc it took like an hour

[yas-surveys]

135.

1. Do you like your movies and books to be more lighthearted or serious? - i like both

2. What’s more important, first impressions or lasting impact? - lasting impact

3. Order these areas of psychological health from what you need the least improvement in to what you need the most improvement in: physical, emotional, social, intellectual, environmental, spiritual - spiritual, environmental, social, intellectual,emotional,physical

4. Do you react appropriately to things and control your feelings? - fek, i haven’t been able to appropriately react to serious stuff nowadays, im being such a stubborn bitch, fek

5. Do you need to be in a relationship to feel good about yourself? - no

6. Are you always trying to learn new things? - yeah

7. Do you feel at peace? - right now? half???

8. Are you over or under weight? - neither

9. Do you think of the needs of all humanity or just the needs of yourself and those you know? - all

10. Do you recycle? - yeah

11. Are you active in your community? - not rly

12. Are you sensitive to the needs of others? - yeah

13. Do you dress up to go to the mall? - sometimes when i’m not feeling lazy

14. Have you ever been on anti depressants? - no

15. Name a part of your body. - right hand

16. Give that part of your body a name. - cindy

17. Is fourteen your lucky number? - no

18. What can be described as ‘even better than the real thing’? - dupes? lol, dreams

19. Are you jealous that dog can lick their own genitals? - oh god

20. What’s in your wallet right now? - money, cards, pictures, coins, receipts,

21. Do you write letters that you never send? - yeah

22. Do you ever get the feeling people are laughing at you? - at this point though, i don’t really care

23. Have you ever been swept off your feet? - no

24. Tell me why you don’t like Mondays: - oh god, i just want extra sleep y’know. petition for weekends to be extended + i have music on mondays and i hate music!!! & the teacher lol

25. In the Harry potter series the books seem to be getting darker and more serious with each new release. Do you like this change or do you prefer the story to be light? - i haven’t read it yet, sue me but i will

26. How often do you update your blog? - nowadays, i have been so busy and swamped with school works, i haven’t been able to go on that much

27. What do you mostly write about in your blog? - i have different kinds of blogs

28. How many quizzes and/or surveys do you have in your blog as entries? - 134

29. How honest are you in your blog? - depends but other than that 100%

30. Why do you write in your blog? - for my feelings and thoughts and opinions

31. Do you ever chat online? - yeah

32. Have you ever caught a mistake in a movie? - yeah

33. Have you ever seen that munchkin who supposedly hangs himself in the Wizard of Oz? - what?

34. If you had to give yourself a letter grade (A, A-, B, B-, C, C-, D, D-, F) for things how would you grade yourself on:

Happiness: - B-

Being a decent human being: - A-

Being serene (calm, peaceful): - B

Kindness: - B

Anger management: - C-

Creative thinking: - A-

Modesty: - B

Being an original: - B

Knowing yourself: - A-

Being true to yourself: - C

Getting along with others: - A

Liking yourself: - B-

Admitting your flaws: - B-

Self improvement: - D

35. How would you feel if twice a week you could wake up next to the person you love? - oh gwad, i would feel very nice and comforted

36. Have you ever been to:

Church? - yeah

Temple? - no

A bar? - i mean, idk, if i should consider it as a bar

A house party? - yes

A rave? - yes

A goth club? - no

A punk show? - no

A hip hop club? - no

37. What sounds like the most fun out of that list? - a house party / rave

38. So far, have you changed around any of the questions on this survey? - no

39. Are you crying on the inside? - right now? no but i mostly lmao

40. Are you afraid of the future? - yeah

41. What will you dress up as this year for Halloween (if you celebrate it)? - halloween is not a big deal here but prolly alice or 11 lmao

42. Do you think of some people as not worthy of being your friend? - yeah(?)

43. If you won $1,000 every week until you die, would you still go to school? - hell no, that’s actually a lot and i still can save a lot too

44. Would you still get a job? - no

45. What’s the most difficult job you can think of? - there’s a lot

46. If you could decorate your room with any theme you wanted what would you pick? - blue and white and mint green

47. Of the following bands which would you be most likely to check out?: roxy music (70’s glam), the magnetic fields (current indie rock), kraftwerk (experimental electronic rock) - the magnetic fields

48. You and your boy/girlfriend have been together 6 months or longer…. One day s/he wants to go to a strip club with his/her friends to hang out. It’s guys/girls night out and you aren’t invited. Would you be upset by this? -  well i feel like he would let me know and i think he knows that it won’t be my thing so i’m kind of okay about it???? idk lmao

49. Can a person avoid dying if he or she does not believe in death? - no

50. If someone sings songs that they don’t write and they don’t play any instruments or mix the songs or have any creative input at all..Are they a musician? - well, i mean, a musician means they can play an instrument (from google lol)

51. What do the following stand for:

html? - hyper text mark-up language

faq? - frequently asked questions

fao? - ????

imho? - in my honest opinion

hiv? - human immunodeficiency virus

aids? - acquired immunodeficiency syndrom

r&b? - rhytm & blues

(oh wow, i’ve learned a lot of acronyms lmao)

52. What does the world owe you? - equality

53. Do you read plays and books or just get the cliff notes? - read

54. Do you know what is really important to you? - happiness

55. Do you forgive yourself when you make a mistake? - oh my god, no, i would take it with me for so many years

56. What tiny little very small thing has made you hugely happy? - when someone remembers you by the things you tell them for example, you told a story to someone and they’re talking to another set of friends and something was mentioned that made him/her remind of u 

57. Can you read body language well? - sometimes

58. Do you look people in the eye when you talk? - yeah

59. Do you notice if they aren’t looking you in the eye? - yes OH MY GOD

60. Are you alert to opportunities? - sometimes????

61. Do you look like the person you want to be? - no

62. Do you behave like the person you want to be? - sometimes

63. Some children were asked ‘how would you make your marriage work?’ One child, Ricky, age ten, said: 'Tell your wife she looks pretty, even if she looks like a truck.’ Is this good advice? - yeah

64. Do you visualize your goals and dreams? - yes

65. 4x + 3 = 15. What is the value of x? - 3

66. Do you keep yourself organized? - yeah

67. Does anyone really win an argument? - depends on what kind of argument it is 68. Have you ever had champagne? - no actually 69. Do you strive for perfection? - prolly 70. Do you dislike being told what to do? - i mean, if it’s for my own good then yeah sure but when it’s not then what makes u think you can? 71. If you had a cat would you have it declawed? - you can do that? 72. What do you think about guys who don’t wear underwear? - brave  73. What do you think about girls who don’t wear bras? - tired  (it’s been a year and this is still funny 2 me) 74. Do you ask for what you want? - yeah, ???? 75. What are you against? - animal abuse 76. What makes you feel awkward? - when you thought someone was waving ‘hi’ to you but they weren’t 77. If you were going to switch to another blog website, which one would you go to? - wordpress or wix 78. Do you believe that certain books should be removed from high school libraries? - why are they there in the first place then 79. How do you feel about gay and lesbian marriages? - it’s FUN 80. Can you rearrange the letters in your name to form any other words(check here if you aren’t sure http://www.wordsmith.org/anagram/)? -  Rage Mart,  Gamer Art